Borrowing a colleague's girlfriend to sleep with for one night (adult novel adapted from anime)

I have always wanted to tell this story to everyone. I want everyone to understand a truth. I want to let everyone share this feeling with me through my own experience. I hope everyone will like this story. I am not trying to impress you or make you want to know what happened between me and my colleague's girlfriend out of curiosity; I want you to understand the emotions I express and resonate with them, and that is the most important thing.

My name is Kang and my colleague's name is Hui. We joined the company through open recruitment in June 2002. Hui is one year older than me, he is 28 years old this year, and we work in the best sales department of the company. Our company is a private enterprise of a certain scale, engaged in the sunrise semiconductor electronics industry. Our boss pays more attention to young talents and arranges undergraduates like Hui and me to key departments of the company.

The boss was also born into an intellectual family and is only about 35 years old. By grasping market opportunities and working hard, he finally achieved what he has today. The boss's sales target this year is 200 million. There are five people in our sales department, three men and two women, all young people. Hui and I have the best sales performance in the sales department. The number one in sales performance is either me or Hui. The boss asked Hui and I to take on a target of 50 million each. The boss has great confidence in us and plans to list the company next year.

The company is in Shenzhen, and Hui and I are both from other places. Due to my busy work, I have no time for a romantic relationship and am still single. Hui is different. He is tall and handsome. He already has a girlfriend, who is a local of Shenzhen. His girlfriend's name is Ying and she is 23 years old. Ying has a lively personality and a good figure. She and Hui are really a perfect match, and their colleagues are all very envious of them.

The young people in our sales department often get together and we all know each other very well. There are two female colleagues in the sales department. One is named Chun, who just got married this year. We like to call her Sister Chun. She is easy-going. The other one is called Jie, she is still an unmarried girl and doesn’t talk much. I heard that she is a relative of the boss. By the way, there is also Manager Wang from our sales department, he has already started a family.

We all have a good impression of Ying. Ying is often the subject of discussion. For example, if she wears a new piece of clothing, it may become a topic of discussion. Everyone envies Hui, he is so lucky. I am even a little jealous inside. My work is no worse than Hui's, but why don't girls love me? Ying has become the synonym of beauty in our eyes.

Ying and I had a misunderstanding. Although it was just a misunderstanding, it was unforgettable to me. I kept this feeling deep in my heart, and Ying was very embarrassed about it later.

It was a gathering where we all got together, and Ying also attended. We were all young people, and we were quite engaged together. The atmosphere was very good that time. Even Jie, who basically didn't drink, was excited, and Ying drank a lot of wine. Ying was drinking red wine. Red wine doesn’t make you drunk easily, but it has a strong aftereffect. After drinking the wine, Ying’s face became rosy and she looked more charming.

I remember that Hui was also drunk as a pile of mud that day. As far as I can remember, I was the only sober person at the table that day. I had no choice but to clean up the mess and send them home one by one in a taxi. I remember sending Ying to the taxi first. Hui could hardly move at that time, and he was big, so we simply let him sleep for a while longer in the hotel.

Yinglu was already staggering as she walked. Let me make it clear here that I am not the kind of person who likes to take advantage of others. I just wanted to prevent Ying from falling, so I reached out my hand in a panic to hold Ying's slender waist. You know, Ying missed a step. If I didn't reach out to help, the consequences would be disastrous. I don't know how Hui would blame me afterwards!

Really, my mind was blank at that time, and I just wanted to send Ying to the taxi as soon as possible. Ying's waist is really soft. When I put my arms around her waist, the center of gravity of her body actually pressed on my hands, forcing me to hug her. It is really a good job to hug a beauty like Ying, and it is the blessing I have accumulated for more than 20 years. But Ying is the girlfriend of my colleague Hui, how can I do this? Even if I had feelings for Ying at that time, I couldn't do that, especially since Ying was drunk and her mind was not very clear.

Ying was really drunk. The aftereffect of the red wine was really strong. Ying slowly leaned her face on my shoulder and smiled at me embarrassedly. Ying's smile is irresistible. There is a smell of alcohol from the corners of Ying's mouth, but it is not unpleasant at all. The smell is completely controlled by the fragrance emanating from Ying's body. I don't know whether Ying is using perfume or the natural fragrance emanating from her body.

I was afraid that I would make a mistake. My body had already reacted unconsciously. I was afraid that I couldn't control myself. I couldn't remain calm in the presence of a beautiful woman. I would definitely become confused after a while. I quickened my pace and finally got out of the hotel gate, but there were few taxis that day and no taxi came after waiting for five minutes. Ying actually fell asleep leaning on me.

Yes, Ying's whole body is full of temptation, especially under the influence of alcohol. Ying's firm breasts pressed against me, making my heart itchy. I saw that Ying's cleavage was fully exposed because she was leaning over, and it seemed as if a heat was rising from her. I really wanted to see her entire breasts. Her exposed part completely tempted and stimulated me.

I didn't have a girlfriend and had never had contact with women, so this temptation was fatal, but I had to control myself. I could have touched Ying's body with my hands at that time, but I didn't. In the eyes of others, we were a couple who were in love. But Ying is my colleague’s girlfriend! My reason overcame my impulse, and I controlled all the parts of my body that I could control. The only part I couldn't control was the lower part of my body. I felt a warm current that had been accumulated for more than 20 years, erupting like a volcano.

In an instant I felt an incomparable pleasure, which I had never experienced before. It happened at that moment, when Ying leaned on me. I think this must have something to do with Ying. It was Ying's body that broke the balance I had maintained for more than 20 years. Fortunately, my pants concealed my impulse very well. I only saw that the front of my pants was a little wet, but no one saw what was happening inside my pants except me.

The car finally arrived ten minutes later. At this time, I felt that the car came too fast and I had no reason to hold Ying's body anymore. I gently pushed Ying awake and asked her, "Are you okay? Can you go home?" Ying opened her sleepy eyes and said "it's okay" several times.

When I was about to help Ying into the car, Ying suddenly kissed me on the face, which surprised me and made me satisfied. Ying still smiled like that and said to me, "Thank you!" Then the car drove away, not giving me time to think any more.

I don’t know whether Ying kissed me or she thought I was kissed by Hui. It doesn’t really matter to me. The fact is that Ying kissed me. I know this is not Ying’s first kiss, but it is my first kiss with a girl. The feeling is really fresh. I don’t know if this is a misunderstanding or Ying’s gratitude for me taking care of her.

I couldn't think about it any more, so I called Ying's home and asked her parents to pick her up downstairs because she was drunk. Okay, I finally sent Ying home. I have to go and take care of Hui. I don’t know how he is doing now.

Sometimes I would inadvertently touch the place where Ying had kissed me to see if there was any difference from other places. That day, when I settled Hui down, I climbed into bed without washing my face. Maybe I was tired, or maybe I didn’t want to wash off Ying’s kiss mark so quickly. In fact, Ying just leaned on my face, so there was no mark left. Even if there was a mark, it would have been washed away by my body’s smelly sweat.

I always had a good sleep, but I couldn’t sleep that day because I was actually thinking about Ying. Yes, I have developed a liking for and strong need for the opposite sex. Ying is just a representative of the opposite sex. I never thought of competing with Hui for Ying. Ying is good. If I want to find a girlfriend, I should find someone like Ying.

I touched my body, which had been so impulsive a few hours ago, and it returned to the same state as before. Am I not a virgin anymore? What is the definition of virginity? Am I losing my virginity in a broad sense? I have no idea. This is actually related to Ying, a woman I will never be able to get in my entire life, but I will never forget her. But I want to thank Ying. She brought me something that I always needed, and she conquered my subconscious so easily. I really don’t know what I will do the next time something like this happens to me. Maybe there will never be a next time.

Later, Hui greeted me and said he wanted to thank me for taking care of him and Ying. Hui told me that Ying also praised me for being attentive! She also knew to call her parents to pick her up. In this respect, I am better than Hui. I said, "You are too polite. We are all very familiar with each other. There is no need for such formalities."

I have finished telling the story about the misunderstanding between Ying and me. Don’t think that the story ends here. In fact, what I really want to tell has not yet begun, because this does not count as me borrowing my colleague’s girlfriend for one night!

I also want to find a girlfriend. This is the most direct result of the misunderstanding between Ying and me. Some people say that once there is a first time, there will be a second time, a third time... Yes, this theory has been proven in my case. I am often touched by the sexual impulses of my body. I can understand the principle that when it is full, it will overflow. In the past, I solved this problem by having nocturnal emissions, and did not deliberately try to find the most natural way of excretion. But now I seem to no longer be satisfied with these. It seems that Ying let me know that there are other better ways to vent.

Of course, this cannot be the reason why I want to find a girlfriend. If that were the only reason, it would be a terrible thing. I just mean that I'm beginning to crave love, and my body should let love take charge. Human physical desires, if not guided by the spirit, will inevitably lead to evil. Sometimes I long for a hug between lovers more than direct sexual contact. That's what I think.

Let me talk about the women around me first. I am not a talkative person. Ying has already talked about it, so I will only talk about Chun and Jie. We are always together and we know each other, so I have the right to speak. Chun is already a young woman, and she knows the most about matters between men and women. She said that a good man should give people a steady and down-to-earth feeling, and appearance is actually secondary. Her words really shocked me, and I am the kind of person she was talking about.

Chun's husband is a civil servant. His income is not very high and his work is not too hard, but due to his job, he lacks drive. Chun said that being too cautious often restricts oneself and often leads to the loss of opportunities. Chun was obviously talking about work, but why do I feel like it's also useful in love? Maybe the truth is always the same.

Jie is our younger sister. She is usually quiet and reserved, but she is also a nice person. Although she is a relative of our boss, Jie has never revealed any of our conversations, so we still trust her. I don’t know whether she is in a relationship or not, but she definitely has contact with boys. Her QQ is always flashing and she receives a lot of text messages. This is the best proof. Now I am left alone, where is my love?

My college classmates are having a party and they want everyone to bring their boyfriends or girlfriends. I have always been very competitive in college. Now I work in Shenzhen and have a good income. My classmates are very envious of me, but they have to bring a girlfriend with them, and I don’t even have one! what to do? If you really don’t bring it, it will be so embarrassing!

I really want to rent a girlfriend, just for one night, it won’t cost too much. But I was afraid that my rented girlfriend would not be compatible with me. Also, the women I rent are often tacky and overly sophisticated, I like the purer ones. I looked around at the acquaintances around me, but I didn’t know who would help me. If nothing else worked, I would have to go to the party alone.

When the critical moment came, do you know who helped me? It’s my lovely colleague Ah Hui. Hui said he could help me, and I said, "Don't make a fuss, only a woman can help me! If you were a woman, I would consider it, but unfortunately you are not a woman." Hui said, "Is Ying a woman? Are you not satisfied with Ying helping you?"

I couldn't believe my ears. Hui is so great. Ying is Hui's girlfriend, how could he bear to do that? Is he kidding me?

Hui said he was not a joking person, and he could lend Ying to me for one night, as long as I returned her in good condition afterwards. I don’t know how to thank Hui, Hui is really my good friend! I asked Hui if there was anything special he wanted to emphasize? What are the restricted areas in my borrowing range? Or do we need to sign a contract that clearly lists the borrowing responsibilities and requirements, etc. Hui said that I seemed to be quite honest normally, but after hearing what I said, he was really worried.

I said to Hui, "Don't force yourself to lend your girlfriend to me!" Hui said, "Who is kidding? I promised you, and it's settled." I said, "I wonder if Ying will agree?" Hui said it didn't matter, he would do Ying's job, and he said Ying would definitely be happy.

I always feel like I owe Hui a big favor, but I don’t know how to repay him. And the fact was just as Hui said, Ying seemed to agree to me very happily. Ying said that she would make me shine at the party and she could also have a good performance.

I remember that on the day of the class reunion, Ying wore a clean white dress and her long hair was neatly combed. Ying is really beautiful. With a height of 165 cm and wearing high heels, she looks like an unattainable princess. But Ying is not arrogant at all. I don’t feel any pressure when being with Ying.

I was also wearing a neat suit that day, and I had a feeling that I was going to walk into the marriage hall with Ying. Ying was very generous and natural. She gently held my hand, and we really looked like a pair of lovers. But I was not natural. I didn't know whether my fingers should touch Ying's fingers. Sometimes I touched them accidentally and quickly retracted them. I didn't dare to look directly into Ying's eyes for too long. They were too beautiful, with her eyelashes fluttering and always smiling. All this destined us to be the focus of everyone's attention.

It was another enjoyable night and the classmates praised Ying highly. Ying toasted my classmates one by one in a very friendly manner, and everyone drank a lot. Ying said that she would get acne on her face if she drank too much. I thought Ying drank so much with my classmates because of me, and I was very grateful. I said, "Even if you have acne, you still look good. They are youthful and beautiful acne." My words made Ying a little embarrassed.

My sudden generosity made Ying no longer generous. I think as long as two people are not generous at the same time, there will be no problem and nothing will happen. However, I was telling the truth. After Ying was praised by me, her slightly shy face was really beautiful, like a mimosa, whose leaves close when you touch them; after a while, their leaves open again. It was so naturally beautiful and not pretentious.

Ying is the type of girl I like. I want to find someone like Ying. I really want to make a copy of Ying, keep it forever, and then return Ying to Hui. But I cannot copy Ying, I can only store the impression of her beauty in my memory.

I said to Ying, "Cheers to this beautiful night." Ying's glass clinked with mine, making a crisp sound. The strength of our bodies was transmitted through the wine glasses, and we could feel this strength from each other. I really want this moment to stop, so that I can experience this unique feeling and look into Ying's eyes. I think I should stop thinking about her being Hui's girlfriend. Ying is just a woman in front of me, letting me listen to her heartbeat quietly and stay with her well.

After dinner, the students went dancing again. Normally I really can’t dance. I only know the simplest four-step and three-step. I really envy my classmates’ skillful dancing. Ying sat next to me and accompanied me. Before arriving at the dance hall, she had a phone call with Hui. I don’t know what they talked about exactly, but looking at Ying’s expression, she seemed relaxed and there was nothing unusual.

I asked Ying if she wanted to go back early? Ying said, "Didn't you ask me to stay with you for one night? The night has just begun and our classmates are still in high spirits. How can I leave now?" Ying also said that she would go home by herself after the party and didn't want Hui to pick her up. She said Hui told her not to worry and that he would take good care of her. Really, I didn’t expect Ying would stay with me for so long. My heart was moved once again by Ying’s enthusiasm.

The lights in the dance hall were dim, and only when the lights flashed could I see Ying's face. There was no sign of tiredness on Ying's face. She was even humming along with the music, completely absorbed in the sound of the music. I estimated that it was getting late, but I didn’t want to know the time, so I didn’t check it. Sometimes I feel that sitting quietly like this with Ying and listening to music is really a great enjoyment.

My dancing steps are not good, so I don't have the courage to ask Ying to dance. When I saw my classmates dancing the four-step dance, I felt the urge to ask Ying to dance, but I suppressed the idea by drinking a lot of water. The Four-Step dance is normally performed by couples. When the Four-Step music was playing, the lights in the dance hall were very dim. Ying and I were pretending to be a "couple", so we couldn't turn our fake dance into reality!

I don’t know whether Ying saw through my thoughts or her dancing spirit was aroused by the music, but Ying whispered in my ear, "Let’s dance?" I said I didn’t really know how to dance, and Ying said, "It’s okay, I can teach you. All you need to do is learn some simple steps." Just like that, Ying and I walked to the center of the dance floor.

I knew there must be a lot of classmates watching us. To be honest, I was very nervous and I had to improvise. Ying seemed to see through my timidity and comforted me, saying, "What are you afraid of? I'm here for you." This is true. Ying once participated in a dance competition and won a prize. I've heard Hui mention it before.

The music started playing, it was a four-step dance, and the song it played was A-Mei's "Can I Hug You?", a very nice but sad song. I held Ying's hand with one hand, and I didn't know where to put the other hand on Ying's body. Would it be too low if I put it below her waist? Would it be too high if it rested on her waist? I tried it back and forth several times, and Ying smiled. This smile was not a mockery, but a concern for me.

Ying said to me, "You really haven't danced much?" I nodded, and Ying said, "You can lean wherever you want, the key is to be natural." Frankly speaking, Ying's waist is very thin, without any excess fat, and once my hand rested on it, I didn't want to leave. Ying said my steps were pretty good, at least I didn't step on her feet.

The lights gradually dimmed, so dim that I could not see anything, not anyone. I only felt Ying beside me and her regular breathing. We were completely immersed in the music, and I felt Ying's head leaning towards my body.

It was A-mei's slightly hoarse voice, "Can I hug you? My love, please allow me to call you like this for the last time" that moved me. I let go of Ying's hand that I had been holding. Maybe my hands were tired. I put my two hands together and hugged Ying's slender waist. Ying did not refuse. We were still dancing, and my heart was beating irregularly. My mind was blank, and I didn't know what I was doing. I smelled Ying's hair, and it smelled very nice.

The lights came on and I woke up as if from a dream. I reluctantly walked out of the dance floor with Ying.

Many of my firsts were given by Ying, but she is the girlfriend of my colleague Ahui! It is destined that I will not leave this woman named Ying, no matter what has happened, has not happened, or is what I am waiting to happen. But I can’t help feeling a little sad. Why is this happening? Do I have to bear the condemnation of my conscience while gaining love?

I said to Ying, "Let me take you home. It's really late and some classmates have already started leaving." Ying said, "Okay!" Ying also said that her mission was over.

Ying asked me, "Did I perform well? Are you satisfied?" I said I didn't know how to thank her. Ying said, "Thank you for what? Maybe I'll need your care next time I get drunk." I smiled and said, "It's not my turn to take care of you. You have your Hui!" Ying said, "Don't mention Hui. Hui sometimes only cares about himself."

I was surprised. It was the first time I heard Ying complain about Hui. At that moment, I felt a little sorry for Hui, and I thought the best thing to do was to send Ying home. Ying’s night with me should be over, it’s already past 12 o’clock.

After we left the dance hall, we realized how heavy the rain was outside. For some reason, we waited for a taxi for thirty minutes but no one came. I looked at Ying's hair wet by the rain and saw her shivering from the cold. It made me feel distressed. I thought this was not a solution. At this time, I saw a hotel across the street, and I said to Ying, "We're not going back, how about staying here for one night?" Ying nodded in agreement.

I originally wanted to book two rooms, but there was only one room left in the hotel, so I said to Ying, "We can only book one." Ying said, "Sure!" I said to Ying, "Then I'll sleep on the sofa in the lobby, and you can go back to your room!" Ying said, "How can that be! Isn't there two beds in the room? Besides, a room costs 180 yuan for a few hours, we should get the value of the money we spend!"

What Ying said was right, but I still said to Ying: "This... I'm afraid it's not appropriate?" Ying said: "It's nothing! I'm not an outsider." I had no choice but to follow Ying's butt and walk towards our room. Along the way, I was wondering what Ying meant by "outsider". Maybe she meant that I was not an alien, but just an Earthling. The woman was so generous, so was there any reason for the man to refuse? Another meaning is that Ying thinks I am a reliable person. I don’t know which meaning Ying is referring to, maybe it’s both!

When we arrived at the room, the lights were turned on. The lighting was soft and the bed was soft. It was really cozy. But my relationship with Ying does not allow me to have further imagination. Although I really wanted to do it with Ying at that time, I was not that kind of person. I still knew the principle of "don't cheat on your friend's wife". Although Ying has not married Hui yet, Hui was doing me a favor by lending me his girlfriend for one night. How could I have any bad thoughts about his girlfriend?

Isn’t love a beautiful fairy tale? Fairy tales always have bizarre and fascinating details. When will my love fairy tale happen? Whenever I think of Ying, I think of my love. Ying seems to have become the synonym of love in my mind.

I said to Ying, "I'm sorry that you've been tired today and haven't been able to go home yet." Ying said, "It's nothing! I had a lot of fun too." Ying's voice is always soft and she cares about others. I think this is also an important reason why Ying attracts me!

I said to Ying, "Take a shower first!" Ying said, "Okay," and went into the bathroom to take a shower. She closed the door, and I turned on the TV, switching channels. I had no interest in watching what was on TV, as my mind was still full of Ying's figure. She was wearing a white dress and looked like an angel! When I thought of Ying taking a shower naked in the bathroom, my heart almost jumped out with excitement. I desperately imagined what Ying's naked body looked like. But I haven't seen it, so how can I imagine it?

I was really afraid that I couldn't control myself and would impulsively rush into the bathroom. I even went to the bathroom door and put my hand on the door handle. I didn't use any force, but it actually turned. Only then did I realize that Ying just closed the door and didn't lock it. I don’t know if Ying was negligent or she kept it for me on purpose?

I said to myself: "Are you still a man? If a man wants to do something, just do it! 'At this moment, I thought of Chun's words: 'Sometimes being too cautious will lead to losing opportunities. 'Even if I did something wrong, Ying will still forgive me, right? Ying has a pretty good impression of me!

I am going through a fierce ideological struggle: should I go in or not? I know that if only one of my thoughts took over for a moment, a completely different outcome would occur.

Maybe I thought too long and was too indecisive, and Ying had already finished washing. Ying saw me standing at the door and said to me, "Can't wait, right?" I said no. Ying is only wrapped in a bath towel, she is so beautiful! Gives me a feeling of lotus emerging from water.

I went into the bathroom and, like Ying did, I closed the door but didn't lock it. I hoped Ying could come in at this time. I thought about how shameless I was. I let a woman take the initiative in such matters and even in situations where mistakes are made. Am I still a man? I began to feel that I was hypocritical. I clearly had feelings for Ying, but I didn't dare to admit it. Maybe it was right for me to suppress myself, at least it made Ying feel that I was a trustworthy and reliable person.

I think Ying is not a casual woman. She won't let just any man stay in the same room with her. Isn't it because of this that she let me live in the same room with her that she likes me? I must survive tonight. I think the time has come to test me. I think my unnatural behavior is all caused by these thoughts of mine. I should give up all thoughts and concentrate on taking a bath!

I turned the shower water on to the highest setting. In the bathroom, I saw Ying's bra and panties. They were so unique. I had never seen these items that had just left a woman's body before. Seeing these made all my previous efforts go to waste. My heart began to get excited again. Maybe I am a person who likes to fantasize.

I was a pervert, so I picked up Ying's bra and compared it with my own chest. "Ah!" I exclaimed in amazement. Ying's breasts must be big and plump, and I was excited about my idea. I think I'm a pervert anyway, so I might as well be perverted enough! I began to hold Ying's bra and her panties in front of my nose and smell them, as if I could smell Ying's body fragrance from there. There was still heat on the underwear. I thought that this way I could indirectly smell Ying's body and smell the feminine scent of the key parts of Ying's body.

Using the sound of water to cover my eyes, I decided to release my primitive impulse so that I could ensure that I would not develop any sexual thoughts towards Ying. I wrapped my penis with Ying's bra and panties, whispering Ying's name, and twisted my buttocks along the water flow like a water snake. I was so excited that I even moaned involuntarily...

I masturbated and came a huge mess. Ying's bra and panties were covered with puddles of my hot semen. This is another first time for me, and it is related to my Ying.

I finally walked out of the bathroom and saw that Ying had fallen asleep. Ying was really a sleeping beauty in front of me. The TV was still on. I knew Ying was really tired today. Ying was so nice to me. I felt sad in my heart and I began to envy Hui. Hui is so lucky to have such a perfect girlfriend. I want to find a girlfriend like Ying, but where can I find her? Even if you go to the ends of the earth, you probably won't find a woman like Ying. Ying is the only one, and it is destined that Ying and I can only meet but not fall in love in this life. Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying.

Seeing Ying sleeping so quietly, I don’t want to sleep anymore. I want to watch her sleep until dawn, so let me protect her well tonight. I caress her and hug her with my eyes. I want her to sleep peacefully and sweetly.

Ying's body moved, and her white skin was revealed from the quilt. I knew that Ying was completely naked at this time, but my reason had successfully overcome myself. I was still moved by Ying's body, but I couldn't bear to hurt her. I carefully covered Ying's body with the quilt. I didn't want her to catch a cold. Really, Ying is the most beautiful and perfect woman in my mind. Ying should still be a virgin, right? I don't want to destroy her sanctity and integrity.

If you love someone, everything is worth doing. I think what I am doing to Ying now is worth doing. I want to bury this love deep in my heart and I want to leave a good image of myself in Ying's memory. It was a great night, and here’s the story I want to tell about borrowing my colleague’s girlfriend for a night.

I stayed with Ying until dawn, and I was very happy to see Ying regain her spirits after waking up. Ying suddenly asked me, why are my eyes red? Didn’t you sleep well last night? I didn't tell Ying the truth because I didn't sleep all night and my eyes were red because I cried because of my feelings for Ying.

Well, dear Ying, the good times we have together are always short-lived, so let your memory cherish all of this! When it was daybreak, I wanted to return Ying to Hui intact. I started to call Hui, but the call was not going through.

Actually, the story should have ended here, but I haven’t found Hui yet, and haven’t handed Ying over to him. But I don’t want to continue writing because I’m afraid I might do something hurtful to Ying.

But I still wrote it. I don’t know what kind of mood I was in when I wrote it. I don’t know if it was pain or something else. When Ying and I were about to leave the room, something unexpected happened. We saw Hui and a woman dressed in a rather seductive manner walk out of the next room at the same time...

Hui was also surprised to see us, but he calmed down immediately. Hui began to introduce the woman next to her. Her name was Yue. Hui said she was his cousin who had just come to Shenzhen from her hometown and wanted Hui to help her find a job. Ying didn’t know Hui, her cousin, and had never heard Hui mention her. Ying knew Hui was lying, but she didn’t expect Hui to be so calm. Perhaps Hui saw Ying and I walking out of the same room and felt more confident.

Hui still focused the topic on us and asked us what was wrong? The subconscious question was, how come Ying and I were in the same room? There was obvious anger on Ying's face, but she still explained that it was because it rained heavily yesterday and she couldn't get a taxi, so she booked a room. There was only one room available at the time, so that's how it happened.

Ying's explanation may be an excuse for me! It was because I was too young and immature that such a misunderstanding happened. While declaring my innocence, I also quickly apologized to Hui. Although I did nothing, it was not good for Ying and I to spend the night in the same room.

Maybe things could have just passed like this. Sometimes it is better not to make things clear. People sometimes need to deceive themselves. Maybe what happened between Ying and me can be settled with what happened between Hui and his so-called cousin and written off.

But things cannot end like this. After what happened, the impact on everyone still exists. As for me, I always felt that I owed Hui something, and I always felt guilty inside. Hui also seemed depressed, and Ying seldom came to my company. I basically didn't see her, and she didn't even call the company to look for Hui.

I really want to find Hui and explain things clearly. I don’t want it to be like this all the time. Did I destroy the relationship between Hui and Ying? So how do you explain Hui’s relationship with his cousin? I also don’t believe that Yue is Hui’s cousin. How can a cousin be so close to her cousin? Can the two of us stay in a hotel together?

Feelings are really strange. I long for love, but I am afraid of the pain that will come if the love turns sour. I feel sad for Ying. Is Hui’s feelings for Ying real or fake? If it is true, how long can it be true? I once wanted to fall in love very much, but when I saw Ying and Hui like this, I couldn’t help but feel afraid of love.

It is very difficult to see through a person's heart. This is how I evaluate Hui, and maybe Hui also evaluates me in this way. Does Hui think that I did nothing with his girlfriend in the room? How can I prove my innocence? If Ying is a virgin, it can be proved, but what if she is not? I can't wash myself clean even if I jump into the Yellow River. If Ying and I hadn't seen the evidence of Hui and his cousin, Hui would never have let me go. The fact that Hui let me go means there must be something wrong between Hui and his cousin.

I have studied logic, so my reasoning should be scientific, but looking at this incident, I think Ying is the one who is hurt the most. I don’t know what to do? I don’t know whether Ying and Hui can get back together?

Since this incident happened, the sales performance of the department that Hui and I are responsible for has not been ideal, but Chun and Jie have done very well, so this is not a market factor. The boss talked to us and asked us what the reason was? The boss also noticed that the relationship between Hui and I didn’t seem as harmonious as before, but he also couldn’t see any conflicts between us. The boss said it is important to handle relationships with colleagues well, and only unity can form a synergy. The boss told us that we must change this situation no matter what.

I don’t have the courage to talk to Ying. Maybe at this time, I should not contact Ying, otherwise the misunderstanding will become deeper. Let time make us forget everything in the past and let everyone return to the happy days before.

Yes, during this period, I still think of Ying when I go to bed at night and wake up in the morning. Sometimes I imagine how nice it would be if the quilt in my arms was Ying’s body! Since what happened that night, I masturbate almost once a week. When I masturbate, I actually think about Ying's body in my mind.

All of this made me feel guilty. I felt that my feelings for Ying should not get any deeper. More importantly, my behavior was disrespectful to Ying. My lovely Ying, we are destined not to be together in this life. Ying will only be someone else's woman. Thinking of this, I feel very sad.

Some people say that there are many beautiful women in the world, but who makes me a lovesick man? Apart from Ying, I can't find the feeling of love. Yes, Ying is the woman closest to me, and the feelings I have for Ying are natural. I looked for appropriate reasons for my behavior, and I wanted to have a reasonable positioning of my feelings for Ying. Yes, who wouldn’t fall in love with Ying after seeing her? I am also an ordinary man! Although I can't resist the temptation of love, I can control myself.

Forget Ying! This is the only fate between Ying and I. I will bury my love for Ying deep in my heart. This kind of love is the best thing that can comfort me in the depths of my soul. I will not be lonely, because with Ying in my heart, it is no longer empty, but heavy.

But things did not end there. Hui contracted a sexually transmitted disease after being with his cousin last time. It was Ying who found his medical records in Hui's bag. Ying couldn't bear it any longer and went to blame Hui. Hui was clearly in the wrong but still yelled at Ying. Hui said to Ying: "We don't know who infected whom!"

Ying was also angry and said that she and I were innocent. Ying admitted that she and I stayed in the room for one night, but Ying said that she had not done anything to let Hui down. And what about Hui? If Hui didn’t do it, how could he have contracted this disease? But can Hui believe Ying’s words? Even if Hui did something wrong, he would share the blame with Ying, so that Hui's mistake could be mitigated and Ying would have to forgive him.

But Ying and I can swear that we are innocent. Does Hui dare to swear like that?

If love is bought with money, it may be a virus, and Hui's cousin is the virus carrier. Yue not only infected Hui with the virus, but also passed it on to Ying through Hui. After a few days, Ying's lower body began to itch, and even her vaginal secretions had a strange odor. Ying was very panicked and she didn't know what to do. She didn't know how to face the doctor's questioning in the hospital, and what the doctor would think of her?

Ying still thought of me. After she and Hui had a complete falling out, Ying called me. After just a few words, Ying started crying. I don't exactly know why Ying was crying, I just know that Ying was very sad and she was completely desperate about Hui.

Ying and I went to the hospital together, and the doctor asked me what the relationship between Ying and I was. I didn't know how to answer, I wanted to say that Ying was my colleague's girlfriend. Ying looked at me, as if to see my expression, or to discuss something with me. Finally, Ying said to the doctor, "He is my boyfriend."

I could hardly believe my ears, I even pinched myself, was I dreaming? I don’t know how many times I have had this dream, but I get so excited and nervous when my dreams have become reality or are about to become reality. My heart suddenly felt sweet. My lovely Ying was about to come to me.

Doctors in hospitals have this power. When a patient is sick, they always ask the cause of the illness, perhaps so that they can prescribe the right medicine! The doctor asked Ying how she got infected? Ying's face suddenly turned red. Fortunately, I came here with Ying, otherwise Ying would definitely be imagined as a bad woman.

I don't know where I got the courage from, maybe it was Ying's words just now that gave me the courage. I said that it was because Ying and I didn't pay attention to hygiene that this happened. I don’t know if the reason is reasonable, but the doctor stopped asking. I didn’t dare to look at Ying’s face directly, for fear that she would be unhappy. But I still looked at her secretly. Fortunately, Ying’s expression was natural and she was not angry.

I got the medicine for Ying and told her the dosage of each medicine. She must take it on time so that she would get better soon. Then I sent Ying home.

Afterwards, I kept thinking about what Ying said, saying that I was her boyfriend. Was this a hint from Ying? Or was it an excuse Ying made up in a panic to appease the doctor? How I wish what Ying said was true.

I finally couldn't bear it anymore, my heart was about to jump out, I called Ying and told her directly that I didn't want to miss her again, I wanted to express my true feelings, even if Ying rejected me, at least I wouldn't regret it. I want to make my attitude clear. Now that Hui is no longer with Ying, I can pursue Ying!

I told Ying that I wanted to express the love that had accumulated in my heart. I said to Ying, "Will you be my girlfriend?" Ying did not expect my attitude to be so firm, but she still told me the truth. Ying said that she was no longer a virgin. Don't I care? I didn't have any time to pause and I told Ying that I didn't care.

I said to Ying, "Whether you are a virgin or not is different from whether I love you or not. Your not being a virgin does not affect my love for you. You can only be a virgin once, but my love for you is forever."

My words touched Ying, but I didn’t mean to touch her on purpose. What I said were just my true feelings. Ying and I established a romantic relationship from then on. I felt that I was the happiest person in the world, and I also wanted to make Ying the happiest person in the world. Ying’s happiness is my greatest happiness.

About a year later, Ying and I got married. That day Ying wore a beautiful pure white wedding dress and was as beautiful as an angel. I personally put a very noble diamond ring on Ying's hand and gently kissed her forehead. We also invited Hui to the wedding banquet, because Hui is my colleague after all, so we had to invite him out of courtesy; and it was through Hui that I met Ying, so I have to thank Hui in my heart.

But Hui didn't go, but all the other colleagues went that day, and the boss also went. The boss also had a great time that day and drank a lot of wine. I don’t think Hui is such a bad person. At least Ying and I both hope that he is doing well. I really hope that Hui can still be good friends with everyone like before.

On our wedding night, Ying and I could finally lie on the soft bed together, watch TV, make love, and express our love for each other to our heart’s content. We were so happy!

At this time, the TV was broadcasting the news, saying that a pornographic den was recently busted and a group of prostitutes were arrested on the spot. A familiar face flashed across the screen. It turned out to be Hui's so-called cousin - Yue! I didn’t want Ying to think of the painful past, so I immediately changed the channel. I swear that as long as Ying is with me, I will never let her suffer again. I love Ying very much and Ying loves me too. This love is hard-earned.