My miserable first time (other adult novels)

My miserable first time

Let me tell you about my situation first.

I am from the north and studied at a second-rate university in Beijing. During my college years, I was addicted to online games.

I went to the Internet cafe every day to play Ragnarok online all night, slept in the dormitory during the day, and skipped more than 70% of my classes.

I also received several serious warnings and my academic performance has always been the worst.

I didn't go to class either. Apart from a few roommates in my dorm, I didn't know anyone else in the department.

I always stay up all night and sleep during the day, so they usually don't invite me when they go out to play, and I always forget

I can’t remember my first love who broke up with me in my freshman year because we were too far apart (my story with my first love is another article), so

I never had a girlfriend until I graduated from college and remained a virgin.

After graduation, I lived in Beijing. I went to a bad school, had bad grades, and didn’t like to socialize.

I have never been well off. I have changed several jobs in two years, done manual labor, and my salary has never exceeded 1,000.

I have always lived in a basement and had to move around for work. Later, a friend introduced me to a company that made online games.

Working in customer service for a company is considered relatively stable.

Customer service work is very hard, in shifts, two days of day shift, two days of rest, two days of night shift, and then rest.

Two days, each shift is 12 hours, the work and rest time is completely disordered, fortunately the salary is not bad, and there is no requirement to study

Well, I am very satisfied. At that time, in order to play online games, I applied for a credit card to buy a laptop in installments.

After paying for rent, food and mortgage, my salary is just enough to cover my expenses by living frugally, and my savings are effectively zero.

That summer, Xiaowen, a female classmate who was very good to me in junior high and high school, went to Beijing on a business trip. She studied at university

I went to a third-rate medical school and kept changing jobs after graduation. Later, I worked in the Ningbo branch of a health care product company.

Being a doctor in clinic actually means answering the phone, answering questions and selling products. Their company

Since we were short of staff in the Beijing store, we transferred her here to help for a few months. She came to help temporarily, so the company arranged

She lived with the branch manager in a two-bedroom, one-living-room apartment rented by the company.

Because we had a good relationship when we were in school and she was also a good friend of my first love, so we have always been in touch. she

When she arrived in Beijing, she called me and said she wanted to meet me. I didn't want her to see me in such a miserable state, so I couldn't take her to my place.

Come to the basement. She has to work from Monday to Saturday, so I promised her that I would go to her place to play on Sunday.

I was supposed to go to work on the weekend, so I made up an excuse to swap shifts with my colleague and took the bus to where Xiaowen lived at around 9 o'clock.

It’s about 20 stops away. The sky was gloomy when I went out and it started to drizzle halfway. Because it is the first

When I was almost there, I called Xiaowen and asked her to pick me up at the station.

The car arrived after waiting for a long time.

When the train arrived at the station, I saw Xiaowen at first sight. She was about 160cm tall and was wearing a white cotton T-shirt.

Denim shorts and flip flops. Because there were many people at the station, Xiaowen did not go under the platform to take shelter from the rain. Fortunately,

The rain was not heavy, but my hair was a little wet and my body was thinly wet, and my purple bra was faintly visible.

I hurriedly got out of the car, opened the umbrella and held it over her head, and asked her why she didn't bring an umbrella with her. She smiled and said she thought it was just a

I didn't bring my things because I saw it wasn't raining heavily. Who knew I would end up waiting for a long time and it would be nice to get wet in the rain. Because she wants to

Since we didn’t want to cook for ourselves, we decided to go to the nearby vegetable market to buy some vegetables.

The two of us were holding an umbrella together, which seemed a little small. The rain was getting heavier. Suddenly she hugged me.

Arms and body come close together. To be honest, except for my ex-girlfriend, I have never had such close contact with a girl.

I felt my muscles tighten and I almost couldn't walk properly.

After buying some food, she went back to where she lived. It just so happened that her manager went to the Shanghai headquarters for training and needed 2

It has been more than 0 days, and now she lives here alone. The manager lives in the master bedroom, and she lives in the small second bedroom. The bedroom is very small, so she can only

I put down a bed and a simple wardrobe. Since I just arrived and was busy with work, I haven't done much to tidy up.

Clothes and other things are placed on the small table next to the bed. The living room is nice, with a long sofa, coffee table, TV and other things.

All are available.

Putting down my things, Xiaowen poured me some water and chatted with me for a while. I have a little fetish and like stockings. I think I

I just flipped through it and lied to her that the environment in Beijing is seriously polluted, and rain is bad for the skin, so I told her to go take a shower. because

Because they were so familiar with each other, she didn't care and went to take a shower.

I took the opportunity to rummage around in her room and unexpectedly made a nice discovery. Xiaowen looks gentle, but her underwear is

Of course, half of them are thongs, and there are several pairs of stockings, pantyhose, and suspenders. She is really the type of person who is reserved and sultry. I

Suddenly it occurred to me that maybe she was wearing a thong and a matching bra, which was also purple.

It’s exciting to think about it. I really wanted to masturbate, but I was afraid that Xiaowen would suddenly come out, so I smelled them one by one reluctantly.

Then quickly clean up.

Xiaowen came out of the shower and just changed into a T-shirt. I went to the bathroom to check but couldn't find anything to change into.

The only underwear she took off was the white T-shirt. We were watching TV and chatting in the living room.

noon. Xiaowen went to cook. I was in the living room watching her busy in the kitchen. My heart was warmed and I felt a sense of home.

The feeling was so intense that I wanted to hug her. At that time, it had nothing to do with sex, I just wanted to hug her.

To be honest, I am a timid person and I didn’t dare to go up and hug her in the end.

The food was not rich, but very tasty and I enjoyed it very much. In summer, after dinner, I feel sleepy.

We leaned on the sofa and chatted casually. As we chatted, somehow the topic turned to sex.

I knew she had a boyfriend and had been living together for some time, so I asked her if she had had sex. Xiaowen said he had done it. I will

I'm still a virgin, so tell me what it feels like to have sex with me.

At first she didn't tell me, so I pretended to be pitiful, begged her, and played tricks until she told me. Maybe she didn't want to take it.

I'll just be an outsider and tell you the truth. It's like listening to a pornographic novel, with real people speaking in it.

The more I listen, the more excited I get. Xiaowen also said that she had a strong sexual desire. After the first time, she basically had sex every day.

More than times will be satisfied. As I listened, my hand uncontrollably reached out to touch Xiaowen's face. Xiaowen blushed

Yes, I didn’t dodge immediately. I touched her for a while before she whispered, "Don't do that."

I must have been in a state of rage at the time. Without a thought in my mind, I turned over and pressed on Xiaowen.

Head up to kiss her mouth. Xiaowen's resistance became fierce. She pushed me hard with both hands and shook her head from side to side, not letting me

relative.

I couldn't care less, I used my body to control Xiaowen's body, holding her cheeks with both hands to prevent her from

She moved around, so I leaned over and kissed her. Xiaowen closed her eyes tightly, clenched her teeth, closed her lips, and twisted her body.

Struggle hard. I have limited experience in kissing, and Xiaowen struggled hard, so my teeth touched my lips several times, but I couldn't pry them open.

Open her teeth. After kissing for a while, I felt bored, so I let go of my hand holding Xiaowen's face and raised my head to

Wen touched her chest.

Xiaowen's breasts are very small, almost like flat breasts through her clothes, so I can only touch her bra and can't feel anything.

By the way, after I stopped kissing her, Xiaowen's struggle slowed down. She still kept her eyes closed and breathed with her mouth slightly open.

I saw an opportunity and kissed her again, but she started to struggle violently again, so I had to give up the kiss and focus on attacking her

Hit the chest.

My ex-girlfriend and I started dating in our second year of high school. At that time, we were busy with our studies and lived in a small place.

I was too timid and there was no suitable place, so the most intimate thing we could do at school was just hugging each other.

They rarely even kiss, let alone touch my breasts. I greedily caressed Xiaowen's small breasts through her clothes, and occasionally kissed her

Xiaowen's little face didn't show any other movements. After touching me for a while, Xiaowen saw that I didn't do anything else, so she gradually

She stopped struggling and lay quietly on the sofa, allowing me to caress her.

Gradually, I was no longer satisfied with just touching her through her clothes, so I moved my right hand down from under her T-shirt and slowly stroked her.

Xiaowen has a smooth belly. Maybe it’s because she took a shower, Xiaowen’s skin is very smooth, cool and feels good to the touch.

Xiaowen's whole body trembled slightly, and she shivered involuntarily. She put her hands on my right hand through my clothes and

�Muttered: "Don't do this, you are committing a crime, don't do this..."

I had already lost control of myself, leaving all the crime and rape aside.

There is only Xiaowen's body in his eyes and heart. I lowered my head, kissed Xiaowen's face, and slowly kissed her earlobe.

While kissing, he said nonsense: "Xiao Wen, you are so beautiful. I have never seen a woman's body. Please let me see it. Please,

You, you look so beautiful in shorts, your legs are so beautiful…"

I felt that Xiaowen was not so determined to hold my hand, so I pulled up her T-shirt and exposed her

Purple lace bra. Xiaowen's skin is dark, but the skin between the cups is white and tender, and it doesn't look like it's exposed.

skin. At this time, I was already horny, so I grabbed her bra and pulled it up, making Xiaowen's breasts appear

In front of me.

It's so small, so small that it feels like two fried eggs are attached to my chest. It's no exaggeration to say that my university dormitory

My buddy is older than her, but his nipples are very long and big. The nipples are already hard and are at least three centimeters long.

It's dark black, and the areola is not pink, but dark red. Xiao Wen instinctively hugged his arms to his chest to protect

Her small breasts, she said with a choked voice: "Stop, don't do this... don't..."

At this point, I didn't care about all that anymore. I used both hands to pull Xiaowen's arms apart and used my right hand to

He pressed them firmly on Xiaowen's head with his hands, and his left hand went directly to one of her breasts. To be honest, now think about your hands

The feeling was really bad, but it was my first time after all, so I kneaded, squeezed, pressed down the erect nipples, etc., and it was also very enjoyable.

Heart.

I lowered my head and took Xiaowen's other nipple into my mouth, sucking it hard a few times. Xiaowen struggled desperately, muttering:

"Don't... don't... it hurts..." I used my body to hold her down and used the tip of my tongue to draw around her nipples.

Circle it and knead it hard with my left hand, which gives me an inexplicable pleasure.

I licked and sucked for a while. Xiaowen might be tired or resigned to her fate, so she just didn't move like a dead person.

. Men always try to take advantage of the situation. Seeing that Xiaowen didn't move, I let go of her hands and moved my hands down.

My right hand stroked Xiaowen's thighs back and forth. Her thighs felt great and were full of elasticity. Xiaowen did not earn any more

She just closed her legs, bit her lower lip and remained motionless, tears sliding down her smooth face.

My mind was not clear at this time. I tried to squeeze my right hand into the gap between Xiaowen's legs. Xiaowen was holding it tightly.

I tried hard for a long time but failed. Then I got angry and twisted Xiaowen's nipple with my left hand.

She screamed in pain, and her legs loosened a little. I took the opportunity to spread her legs and forcefully inserted my knee into her.

He reached into the gap between Xiaowen's legs, preventing her from closing them. He reached his right hand into her crotch and groped her.

Because Xiaowen was wearing denim shorts, I couldn't feel the shape of her, I just touched her like in the porn movies.

That's it. Xiao Wen struggled and twisted her butt, begging, "Don't... don't do this... you are committing a crime

crime……"

It seemed that the more she struggled, the more excited I became. I suppressed her struggles and reached into her shorts. I

I had no experience and didn't know where it was. I just remember touching a warm, wet, and slippery place.

After touching her randomly for a few times, he pulled his hand away and prepared to take off Xiaowen's shorts. I just opened the button of my shorts, Xiao Wenke

She realized that this was her last line of defense. She held up her trousers anxiously and said, "No... I can't do this."

We are good friends... Senior Sister..."

When I heard her mention "Senior Sister", I suddenly came to my senses. Senior Sister was the name she gave to my ex-girlfriend.

The one I love the most. What am I doing, I'm raping my friend, I said I'm a coward, my

I broke out in a cold sweat and quickly stood up.

Xiaowen sat up and put her clothes in order. There was no expression on her face and she said nothing. The more I wait, the more

I was panicking. What if she called the police? I quickly said something nice to Xiaowen, saying that I was just confused for a moment and hoped that she would

Enough to forgive me. I said a lot of nice things to her and finally made her smile a little. Although I was coaxed, I still felt

I was unsure and didn't dare to stay any longer, so I found a reason to run away.

I didn't expect Xiaowen to offer to take me there. The rain had stopped. On the way to the station, Xiaowen joked with me that

I believe I am a virgin now, because only a virgin can stop in that situation, those who have made love will not stop

Coming down. When we got to the station, the bus didn't come for a long time. I felt guilty and didn't dare to speak or look at Xiaowen.

I pretended to look anxiously in the direction the car was coming from. Xiaowen didn't say anything and just stood quietly beside me.

It felt like a long time before a car came. I breathed a sigh of relief, turned around to say goodbye to Xiaowen, and was about to leave.

Step into the car. Unexpectedly, Xiaowen grabbed me and whispered, "Don't go..." Her voice was so low that if she hadn't pulled me

If you stop me, I will think it is an illusion. I asked stupidly, "What did you say?" She lowered her head and said nothing.

Holding me tightly. The car left, and I hugged Xiaowen tightly for a long time.

Xiaowen hugged me and walked back. When we entered the corridor, I couldn't help it. I hugged her and kissed her. She no longer refused.

She responded passionately. My kissing skills were very unfamiliar and I kept touching her teeth, which made her laugh. I

He picked her up and carried her upstairs horizontally.

After I opened the door while holding her, I made a decision that I regret to this day. I threw her on the sofa again.

Instead of going to the bedroom bed, I pounced on Xiaowen and kissed her. While kissing her, I unbuttoned her T-shirt.

After all, I was a novice, and I struggled with the bra for a long time but couldn't untie it. Xiaowen hit me lightly and took it off by myself.

She took off her bra, shorts and panties.

The underwear she wore today was not a thong as I imagined, but a pair of white cotton briefs, very innocent.

Very tempting (later she told me that she bought a lot of thongs because her boyfriend liked them, but she actually didn’t like them.

like, uncomfortable to wear).

I also quickly took off my clothes, and the two of us kissed each other naked. After kissing for a while, I

Xiaowen lay down on the sofa and looked at her naked body carefully. Xiaowen's genitals are not as black as her nipples, nor are they

Pink, but red, soft and sparse pubic hair lightly covering the tightly closed flesh, slender and dark toned legs,

The beautiful and perky butt makes me very horny.

Maybe Xiaowen was already aroused, she was wet. After all, it was my first time, so I was anxious.

My mind was blank, and I didn't even bother to do any foreplay (I couldn't think of anything, I forgot everything at that time, I just wanted to

I couldn't wait to get on top of Xiaowen and thrust my penis into her, but I couldn't get it in.

After tossing and turning for a while, my dick became a little soft. I said to Xiaowen with a sad face: "I feel like I'm weak.

What if I don’t go? "

Xiaowen gave me a helpless look, stretched out her slender little hand, grabbed my cock and started stroking it.

It's strange, I've always been very sensitive, and my penis would stay hard for a long time after a little stimulation, but now Xiaowen has been stroking it for half a day.

The sky still looked half dead. I was so anxious that I was at a loss. Xiaowen stroked it for a while, maybe she was tired.

She was too lazy to do it anymore, or maybe she couldn't help it anymore, so she just guided my half-hard cock into her slit and stuffed it in

Go in.

As soon as the penis touched Xiaowen's vagina, she couldn't help but let out a soft cry of "ah". I felt

The head of his penis entered an unusually tight and warm place. People say that drilling is a man's nature.

It's true. After the glans entered, I thrust my waist forward without any instruction, and Xiaowen screamed "Ahhh" loudly.

Come.

Because my penis was not very hard, I didn't know how much went in, but the tightness and pressure made me

The pleasure was so great that I didn't care about anything else. I just started thrusting up and down like in porn movies. Xiaowen is really a

The girl was very shy. She hadn't stopped moaning since I had penetrated her. However, her moaning was rather monotonous.

It was "hmm" and "ah" and so on, continuously, without any other obscene words.

Brothers who have had sex on the sofa know that the sofa is very narrow. If you use the traditional way of having sex, the man has to curl up.

I had done manual labor before, so my lumbar muscles were a little strained. I felt uncomfortable after thrusting for a while, so I stopped.

I held Xiaowen's neck and lifted her up. I sat on the sofa and Xiaowen sat in my arms facing me.

Continue doing it in the Guanyin Sitting on Lotus (Is that what it’s called) posture.

Xiaowen hugged my head tightly and leaned towards her, kissing her. I gently held her buttocks with both hands and lifted them up.

Lift and help her move her perky buttocks. They say this position is very cool, it is true, it brings me another

It was a completely different feeling. I felt my penis being tightly and firmly wrapped by the flesh wall, and there was a hidden suction force inside.

Sucking on the glans is such a soul-stirring pleasure.

At this time, Xiaowen's sexual interest also came up. She hugged me tightly and her buttocks moved up and down more vigorously.

We kissed on top of each other, with occasional moans of "hmm" and "ahhh" coming out of our mouths. In the middle, we hugged each other tightly.

Tight, as Xiaowen twitched, her long nipples gently scraped my nipples, and the ups and downs below brought

The pleasure of ecstasy.

After all, it was my first time. I couldn't stand the three-sided attack for about 2 minutes. I just felt

The penis became harder and thicker, and he couldn't help but let out a soft "ah" as thick streams of semen spurted out.

I haven't masturbated for a long time. This time I ejaculated a lot of semen. I jerked for more than 10 times. My legs were sore and weak.

Trembling slightly.

The most tragic thing happened. Xiaowen opened her eyes wide in disbelief and asked me in surprise, "Did you ejaculate?

So fast. "I still can't forget her surprised look.

Soon she realized that what she said might hurt me, and she hugged my head and whispered to me that this was the first time.

That's right, she even stopped me from pulling out my softened penis. At that time, my mind was full of Xiaowen's surprised expression.

His eyes were filled with "You shot? So fast. So fast, so fast", and he stubbornly took Xiaowen's words as

I said this just to comfort myself. I just let Xiaowen hold me in my arms and sat quietly on the sofa.

After a long time, Xiao Wen slowly got up to clean up. By then, I was completely soft and the yellowish semen had already flowed out.

There was a lot of it, dripping on the sofa and the floor, and a lot of it slowly flowed out from the crack of flesh. Xiaowen cleaned it up with paper

She cleaned my lower body and I came to my senses. I remembered that I ejaculated inside Xiaowen.

I'm pregnant. I didn't think about it before doing it, but now I'm a little scared. I hurriedly asked Xiaowen, and Xiaowen said it was okay, and he was still

It is a safe period. My mind was in a mess and I didn't ask any further questions.

Xiaowen went to the bathroom to clean up, and came out without putting on any clothes. But now I

When I saw Xiaowen's naked body, I didn't feel any desire at all. Xiaowen was obviously not satisfied, and after coming out, she hugged me and kissed me.

My mind was still full of "too fast", and my penis didn't react at all. Xiaowen used his hands to work for a long time but couldn't get it to move.

Let it stand up again.

Finally Xiaowen gave up, we hugged and kissed for a while, and then put on our clothes. Now my mind is full of

"Too fast" and "Impotent". I felt unhappy and didn't want to stay any longer. I looked for a reason.

I said goodbye, stopped her from seeing me off, and took the bus home alone.

When I got back to where I was staying, I was still a little worried, so I quickly turned on the porn movie. After watching it for a while, I was delighted to find that

My little brother stood up and I masturbated happily for quite a while. Call Xiaowen and tell her

I'll go to her place again next Sunday and she'll understand what I mean.

After a week of resting and gathering strength, I didn't even shoot the gun. I was looking forward to Sunday. I still had to go to work and borrow money again.

I took over shifts with my colleague and rushed to Xiaowen's residence early in the morning. On the way, I thought about what I was going to do next, and my cock was

Hard all the way.

I came to Xiaowen's residence with ease. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Xiaowen wearing only a thong and a bra, which was very sexy.

But I was sad to find that my penis, which had been hard all the way, had become flaccid again. As soon as I saw Xiaowen's eyes,

I can't help but think "you came" "too fast", I can't get hard anymore, I just find a reason to run away

.

Another week passed, and Manager Xiaowen came back. She was too embarrassed to ask me to come over to play, so I took her

Wandering around Beijing. She hinted several times that she wanted to go to my place to play, but I couldn't let her know that I

On the one hand, I lived in the basement, and on the other hand, for health reasons, I avoided the topic. Until she left Beijing

I have not been able to overcome this psychological barrier. I am fine with watching movies and interacting with other women, but I always feel uncomfortable with Xiaowen.

Finally couldn't get hard.

After Xiaowen returned, she married her boyfriend and settled down in Ningbo. We have been in touch, she

She is pregnant recently and is taking good care of the baby at home. I wish her all the best.

It wasn't until much later that I came across sexin' sex, where I learned that men usually

The time is relatively short, and I use the more stimulating woman on top position, which is normal and fast.

Rest assured. Thanks to sexinsex for teaching me a lot. I understand that women should not

That's the truth. If I had known all this at the time, maybe Xiaowen and I would have become long-term sex buddies. No

However, this helped me a lot in getting my ex-girlfriend not long after. That's another story, some time.

I will write it down and share it with you.

My painful experience tells us that the first time is really important, and the posture of the first time is also important.

Use the traditional method or the rear entry position, and the woman on top position is really not suitable for the first time, you can't control the rhythm at all. return

Here is a personal advice, please try to do it on the bed instead of on the sofa for the first time, especially if you have a bad back.

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