Where the dream begins (Transformation series adult novel)

If time could go back and everything could be started over again, I would rather go back to where the dream began.

Five years have passed in a flash. The tide of time has diluted everything. What I gained was lost, and what I lost was forgotten.

There is only one thing that I will never forget. Whenever I think of it, my heart will still hurt a little. That is my first love.

A girl who made me lose my virginity.

Back to 5 years ago, in the summer of 2003, I had just graduated from college, holding my diploma.

With endless dreams, he came to the prosperous world of material things. In order to realize his so-called life value, he went to the east every day.

Running around here and there will only be one result - hitting a wall.

Fortunately, I am still young. I can get up wherever I fall. I am still happy every day. I go out for a drink and go to school.

Online chat. I met a girl on the Internet who I was particularly compatible with, and she is the heroine of this story.

The hero——Bo.

I remember that at that time, QQ was already popular all over the country, but I always used NetEase's bubble chat.

One day I met a netizen named "How Many Flowers Have Fallen in My Dreams". During the chat, we were like one person.

Our ideals, hobbies, goals, and even our lifestyle preferences are surprisingly similar. I even joked that we must be lost.

Brothers and sisters who have been separated for many years, in short, that feeling is really happier than meeting long-lost relatives, and the result is of course great.

Everyone can guess that we met.

We chose to meet at a KFC in Harbin. She looks a lot like Maggie Cheung, especially her eyes. She is 1 meter tall.

7. It is no exaggeration to say that she has a model figure. I felt moved at the first sight of her, but I did not express it.

I found out that she was a teacher at a school, teaching music and a part-time dance teacher, specializing in

Through folk dance, he can imitate Yang Liping's dance vividly. We had a very happy meal and

We made an appointment to go to the riverside to fly kites together on Sunday.

Sunday came in a blink of an eye. We really took our kites to the Songhua River to fly them.

I said to her, I want to hold your hand, can I? She didn't say anything, but when our hands were held together

I saw happiness on her face.

After half a month, we have become good friends who can talk about anything. I said, "Please be my wife, for life."

She said: Okay, but you have to pick the stars for me. I also said: Yes. Carefree

Time flies. It's been a few months since we met. We hang out together whenever we have time.

, we established a romantic relationship and she became my girlfriend from being my good friend. We held hands and kissed, but

I never crossed the line, I never even touched her breasts

One day, I went home early from work and saw her online. I suddenly wanted to play a trick on her, so I used a

I chatted with her under a fake name, and suddenly the topic of sex came up. I asked casually, "Are you a

Not a virgin? The reply message came quickly: No! ! These two short words gave me a shock.

Because I had a virgin complex at that time.

I quickly got through to her and confessed to her that I was the one who had just chatted with her. She listened to

She was very angry and blamed me for using another account to chat with her. After chatting for a while, she calmed down a little and we

The conversation also became quiet. She suddenly asked me if I still loved her, and I said: Yes, I love her now and I will love her in the future.

I will always love you, but I still feel pain inside. I didn't know where I got the courage to say that to her.

Said: I want to have sex with you too, otherwise I will feel even worse.

Her answer was also very direct: Okay, as long as my friend doesn’t come. (Friend means menstruation) maybe

She also felt that I couldn't accept the fact that she told me so quickly, so she wanted to comfort me and make me feel

He values ​​me very much and is willing to give everything for me. Later it was confirmed that we had reached a tacit understanding.

The next day she called me and said she wanted to come to where I lived to play. I had a feeling that we would

Something must happen tomorrow. She came to my house soon. We read books, surfed the Internet and played chess together.

But to be honest, I was already distracted at that time, and my mind was completely focused on her promise to me.

It's making love. When we were playing poker, I said, let's make a bet, whoever loses will take off his clothes, she looked at me

He smiled and said, "You little pervert." After playing a few rounds, she lost, but she didn't take off her clothes. She said, I'll dance for you.

Okay~!

After that, she danced to me a song called "Moonlight" by Yang Liping. At that time, I felt like I was in Guanghan Palace.

I think she is really perfect. After the dance, I wiped her sweat and said, "You don't have to take off your clothes, let me touch you."

Okay, she refused, so I kept pestering her. Finally, she had no choice but to say, okay, I'll let you touch it. to

I still can't forget the feeling of touching her breasts for the first time. It was the first time I touched a girl's breasts (of course I was a kid).

I only had this feeling for a moment in my life. When I touch my wife's breasts again, it will be

You can never find that feeling with human breasts.

I put my hand through her collar and into her clothes, and found her soft breasts on her warm skin. They were so soft.

It felt so comfortable to touch. I gently rubbed it along the soft breasts and soon touched the small

I gently pinched, caressed and rubbed the small nipple, and soon the cute little bean became hard.

As I caressed her, I heard her let out a soft "ah"! I still remember my physical reaction.

The penis was swollen as if it was about to explode, and a lot of slippery liquid flowed out. She also closed her eyes and said,

She was a good girl and let me touch her breasts.

After a while, I said: Take off your coat, it's too inconvenient for me to touch you. She smiled and said, you are not

Just touch it? I retorted, it wasn't me who said that, it was you who said that.

She said: I said, okay, stop touching me.

I was already burning with desire, so I didn't care what anyone said. I just took advantage of her.

After taking off her top, she slowly took off her shirt. Soon, her upper body was left with nothing but her bra.

I didn't expect that there are such round breasts in the world, not too big or too small, and firm like Venus's breasts.

I can't say whether she is prettier than Maggie Cheung, but I am sure that Maggie Cheung's breasts are definitely not as beautiful as hers.

Although I haven't touched it.

Now that the clothes have been taken off, can the bra be far behind? Soon, I saw the true appearance of her breasts.

It's too perfect, firm and slightly upturned, especially the areola and nipple, it's really too perfect, I say less

The female areola is pink. I have never seen it, but her areola is definitely more beautiful than that of a girl.

Slightly revealing a slight red, tender like a blooming pink tulip, two nipples of moderate size are matched with pink

The pink areola is like two crystal agates. Apart from the pornographic content, I bet that if she were a breast model,

It will definitely be among the top three in China.

Looking at these two little agates, I couldn't help but suck them, lick them, suck them, and gently touch them with my tongue.

I licked and bit them gently with my teeth. The two nipples were like full of magic, getting bigger and bigger. I licked them more and more urgently.

Her breathing was also rapid, and soon it turned into moans. After about 5 minutes, I

I said to her softly, "Honey, I want to make love," and lifted her skirt. Soon, she was all wet.

Only the underwear was left, a bluish-white pair. I was really impulsive at that time, because one day ago

I didn't even know what a girl's breasts looked like, but the next day I met a girl who was so perfect and only wore

A girl is lying on the bed in a pair of panties, and these panties will disappear soon.

While touching her breasts, I looked at her lower body. Although she was wearing underwear, I could still vaguely see her vulva.

shape. Her panties wrapped her vulva very tightly, and all its shapes were visible. full

The pubic mons is dotted with pubic hair, and it looks like the color of night through the underwear. The labia majora is very plump, a bit like

A steamed bun. (That’s how I felt at the time) I could vaguely see a narrow groove through my underwear, and I knew

That is the source of life.

I impulsively wanted to take off her panties, but she refused to do so. After all, girls are more shy.

I tried my best to take it off, and she tried her best to pull it off. The poor little panties were about to be torn, but she still didn't let go.

I simply put my hand into her panties. She was caught off guard and did not try to stop me. My first feeling was,

Her pubic hair is so soft, maybe it's different between men and women, but at least it's much softer than mine.

I reached down and felt a long groove, wet and hot. I gently stroked it and followed the groove.

I touched her from top to bottom, and then from bottom to top. She was so wet down there, the slippery liquid kept coming out of her vagina.

It was pouring out, but I was so young at that time that I couldn't even find the exact location of the vaginal opening. I just felt that the more I touched this groove, the more

Soon, my whole hand became wet. I looked at her face, her eyes slightly closed, her teeth slightly

She bit her lips lightly, looking very charming. I kissed her and said, "Dear, take it off." She blushed.

She said, "You don't have to take it off, I'll do it myself." Then she sat up and slowly took off the barrier that was blocking the door to our lives.

The last line of defense.

The blooming stamens appeared before me unhindered. There is a diamond under the thin pubic hair.

The bright clitoris, the two symmetrical labia minora shyly closed, covered with transparent love fluid, I carefully

Watching, looking closely, sniffing gently, she also knew that this was the first time I looked at a girl so closely.

Together with me.

After watching for a while, I rubbed her clitoris with my hand, and soon I heard her moaning.

I got down on my hands and spread her labia minora apart. The inside was very tender and pink in color.

Like the red color in AV movies, maybe it depends on the person, but I smelled it and there was no smell at all.

I have never encountered such a clean vagina. It makes me want to lick it. I said, let me lick it.

She said, no, you’re so dirty, come and let me hug you.

I obediently lay on her, and she said, "Little greedy cat, are you satisfied today?" Satisfied, how could it be?

The key thing I haven’t done yet. I said, let's have sex, and she said, let's take a break, aren't you tired? Don't say you're tired

I won't stop even if I die of exhaustion.

I pushed on top of her, my penis hovering near her vagina, but couldn't find the entrance.

As I was searching for it, my mouth became limp. I was sweating so much at that moment that I almost wanted to die. She also found my vagina

My penis softened, and he comforted me by saying, "It's okay, baby. All men do this the first time." But that was just what he said, and I was almost

She saw that I was so anxious that I couldn't get hard, so she said, "Sit up and close your eyes." I obeyed.

After a few seconds, I felt something warm wrapped around my penis. It was her cherry blossom.

She licked my glans lightly with her tongue, rolled up the foreskin and licked the lower part of the glans, and then licked the whole penis.

I put the glans into my mouth and sucked it like a baby sucking milk. Gradually, my penis became stronger again.

I was already burning with desire, and her blowjob made me want to explode, so I pushed her down

Unfortunately, I still couldn't find the vaginal opening. But this time I changed my strategy. Instead of waiting for the penis to soften,

I used my fingers to probe the vaginal opening and gently pressed inwards.

I searched for it and finally found this treasure hole near the anus. I put my finger in and it was hot inside.

It was slippery, and I did the piston movement back and forth. After a while, she couldn't stand it anymore and whispered to me, "Dear, I want

want.

While my penis was still hard, I stood on the ground and laid her horizontally on the bed, so that I could find the spot while watching her.

Sure enough, it went in very easily. When my glans just touched her vaginal opening, the feeling was really

It was so wonderful, refreshing, it felt like the glans was melting, and then slowly inserted it in, feeling the vagina

The penis was tightly wrapped in her vagina, it was so comfortable, after a few reciprocating strokes, I felt like I was going to ejaculate.

I felt like I was about to ejaculate, and because I didn't wear a condom, I wanted to take it out, but I really couldn't.

The feeling of the glans rubbing against the vaginal wall is so comfortable. The perfect fusion of two people feels so wonderful, especially the penis

The feeling is so warm, and her vagina tightly wraps around my penis, it's perfect! As a result, I moved a few more times.

I felt like I was electrocuted, once, twice, three times - I ejaculated more than ten times.

I may never ejaculate so much semen in the future. She also cooperated gently, hugged me and touched my back.

Back, there are such wonderful things in the world, I was completely melted at that moment.

Our first time was completed in this half-hearted situation. Afterwards, she said, "You shot inside me."

I said, are you afraid that I will get pregnant? I said no, if I get pregnant, we will give birth to the baby and give birth to a son as handsome as me.

When I had a daughter as beautiful as you, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world.

After I wiped the semen off her, I split her labia and found that her vagina was open like a small hole.

It was open, and there was still a lot of semen inside. I remember I said at that time, honey, is the little life we ​​created

Will it also come out from this small hole? She smiled and said, where else can we get out if not from here? Recall

Now, things have really changed. I don't know if she will still remember what I said back then.

There will no longer be a little life belonging to us.

Once sex occurs between a man and a woman, everything becomes no longer mysterious, and the same is true between us.

She told me that she could discuss issues between men and women by surfing the Internet at home naked without restraint.

Although she was not a virgin, she had only had sex a few times, with her high school classmate, who was too young to understand.

Protect yourself, the result will be irreversible.

She told me what happened. Although I felt uncomfortable, it was in the past and I didn't care.

What can be investigated, what can be regretted, it turns out that she and her ex-boyfriend's parents are old friends, belonging to their father's lifelong

The kind of generation.

(two)

After graduating from high school, she went to Beijing to study dance. Her ex-boyfriend studied at a university in Beijing. They were both from Harbin.

Their parents are old friends, and they are classmates, so they often contact each other. The boy has a

It was a big house that was usually unoccupied, so they always went there to play. They were all kids at the time, so they didn't think too much about it.

She didn't think about it, and neither did he.

The turning point happened in the second year. One time, the boy's aunt went to Beijing, and she went to see her.

In Beijing, she and that boy were basically the closest friends. My aunt saw that she was pretty and teased them.

He said, you two are such a good match, why don't you just be friends? The three of them laughed and no one said anything else.

The matter was left unresolved, but in their subsequent interactions, they always felt an unspeakable

Until one day when they were walking together in a park below his big house, he kissed

He touched her and said he loved her.

She felt very strange at the time. She said she had feelings for him, but it was definitely not love. However, she was confused at the time.

Tu didn't refuse, and just like that, they became boyfriend and girlfriend. Although they became boyfriend and girlfriend,

She is averse to having sex for a simple reason: she is afraid. But it's different for boys, he always pesters her,

I wanted to have sex, but I never succeeded.

Until one day, she, a few friends and he were having a party in the boy's big house, and it was raining heavily outside.

It was raining heavily. After dinner, all her friends left. She wanted to leave too. The boy said, "Let's wait until the rain stops." She thought so too.

It was uncomfortable to go out in such heavy rain, but the rain didn't stop until after 10 o'clock in the evening.

The boy said, "You sleep here, we each have a room." She didn't object at the time, because they were both men.

Because of our relationship with my girlfriend, and secondly, nothing would happen if we each had our own room, so I agreed.

They had drunk alcohol that day, and she fell asleep soon after locking the door. She felt someone touching her while she was half asleep.

Her breasts, I didn't react at first, and when I woke up, I found that I didn't know when her ex-boyfriend ran to her bed

When she woke up, she screamed in fear. The boy saw that she was awake and said, "We are friends now, so we will be together sooner or later."

It's better to have sex sooner rather than later. She refused to do it at that time, and her ex-boyfriend wanted to tear her apart.

clothes, she got angry and slapped her ex-boyfriend. Her ex-boyfriend didn't move and started crying soon after.

She said that he was not that kind of person, but he loved her too much. When she saw him crying, she panicked and didn't know what to do.

I tried to comfort her, and she said, "It's okay if it happens on our wedding night. I've already...

I'm yours tomorrow, why are you in such a hurry?

So they lay down and fell asleep soon. In the middle of the night, her ex-boyfriend's hand was not old.

To be honest, she slapped her, but she felt it was a bit heavy, so she didn't refuse too much and let her ex-boyfriend touch her breasts.

But her ex-boyfriend wanted to have sex with her, and she agreed to his request. She said

Maybe she felt too lonely in Beijing, so they had sex on this stormy night.

The relationship.

She was still a virgin at the time, and her boyfriend couldn't get her to penetrate him no matter how hard he tried. She said it hurt and her vagina felt like

The glass scratched her severely and soon she started bleeding. Her ex-boyfriend saw that she was in pain and pulled it out.

Although she failed, she had completely bid farewell to her virginity. When she said this, I saw tears in her eyes.

Shui, I know she may regret it, but she still doesn't know that it was her gentleness and kindness that caused

She, whether with her ex-boyfriend or with me, did not have sex out of desire, but to make up for the other party.

Trauma to the soul! Silly girl, why are you so silly? Don't you know that some things are not just about pity?

It can be done with compassion.

Later, she returned to Harbin after finishing school, and the boy stayed in Beijing. She thought they would be together.

Unexpectedly, half a year later, the boy called and said that he had a new lover. She said she didn't hate him. I said

I don't know why she is so kind, maybe it has something to do with her belief in Buddhism. She said that the noblest thing in the world is not

How to repay kindness, but learn how to forget hatred, how to forgive, and face this with an open mind.

World, silly girl, it is only when you face the world with an open mind that the world will

Can I have an open-minded attitude to tolerate you?

Although she is not a virgin, I love her very much. I like her to dance for me and write for me.

I like poems, the gouache paintings she drew for me, and of course, what I like most is having sex with her. Every time she comes to my room

During the day, after eating and playing, we would end the day's gathering with a thorough lovemaking. １

After a month, our sexual relationship became harmonious and harmonious, we climaxed together, and we were in a state of ecstasy.

Once, we had sex for an hour and a half and I hadn't ejaculated yet. Finally, she begged for mercy and I surrendered.

She practiced yoga for a while. Because she had a dance background, she could perform all the difficult moves at will.

I remember there is a movement called "cat" yoga, which is a woman kneeling on her knees and stretching her body forward as far as possible.

When she was wearing these jeans and a white T-shirt, her butt was very tight when she did this action, and there was a lot of

I could see her bra at the opening, and I got very excited at that time. I said, "Honey, can you practice naked?" she

Of course she still refused, but I knew that her kindness and tolerance would allow me to make any request.

I hugged her and said, "Honey, I want to make love with you." She agreed after seeing my pitiful look.

I took off all her clothes and started to flirt with her, kissing her ears, eyebrows,

Eyes, then cherry mouth, then travel all the way down to the breasts, her breasts have always been my favorite

Love, so usually touch more, maybe habit becomes nature, touch her breasts to play a role than touch her

The clitoris still works, I sucked it gently, like a baby, and soon the nipple became hard again, gently

The moaning sound also sounded, baby, come on, I want it, I said when I heard her voice

Baby, if you do cat yoga naked, I will do it with you, she pretended to be angry, but because of the desire

She sat up and faced me in the "cat" yoga position. Although I had made love with her many times, it was still

It was the first time I saw her facing me with this gesture. Now that I think about it, that posture was really beautiful.

ass.

Because the round anus in the middle is exposed due to the back, the wrinkles around the anus look like they are about to bloom.

Like a chrysanthemum, with a few thin pubic hairs, it looks like the entrance to the mysterious country, and the labia majora is seen from the back

The bulging and raised labia minora are also obediently close together. After splitting the labia minora, the beautiful vagina and urethra are

It was still so pink, still so fragrant, without any peculiar smell. I couldn't help licking it with my tongue.

Up

Although we have made love many times, I have never given her a blowjob. She said that girls are dirty below and eating them is not good.

I felt sick in my stomach, but I couldn't help it this time. I used my tongue to gently rub the tender flesh between her labia.

After licking for a while, he put his tongue into her vagina, and the salty vaginal fluid got all over my tongue. I didn't

Stop, continue to lick and peck hard, after a while, suddenly I heard her loudly scream,

It was like a flood, and suddenly a lot of white water gushed out, very sticky and salty.

I couldn't help it and inserted my penis into her from behind. She screamed desperately. This had never happened before.

The water below kept pouring out, and soon it flowed out, along the urethra and clitoris to the pubic hair, and then from

The pubic hair dripped onto the sheets.

Honey, don't stop, don't stop, hearing her hysterical screams, my penis thrusts even harder.

I worked harder and soon she couldn't hold on any longer and fell down. I turned her over and did it with her face to face.

Suddenly, she felt her vagina twitching non-stop, and she felt as if she was suffocating.

, without saying a word, for a full 30 seconds, she took a long breath and opened her eyes. Honey,

I am so happy, I have never felt this way before, I feel like I am flying. I am not a girl, I don't know how to fly.

I didn't know what it felt like, but I was also very happy to see her so satisfied.

Just like that, she had her first real orgasm. It turned out that her so-called orgasm was not real.

climax. Afterwards she said she felt she was very slutty, like Pan Jinlian, but dear, orgasm was created by God.

People are given to enjoy themselves. Why do you want to suppress your instincts? Every time we make love, I want you to have

The feeling of "flying" because you are an angel with a pair of beautiful wings.

I can’t remember how many times we made love, but the most unforgettable and exciting one is still deeply in my mind.

Remember, it was October 1, 2004, during the holiday, we went to Maoer Mountain in Shangzhi County near Harbin.

Because she used to get up every day to run, she woke up very early, and she couldn't fall asleep in a new environment.

We woke up early, washed our faces and went hiking together. She ran in front and I chased her from behind. We had a great time.

Happy, when I caught her, we were both tired from running, so we sat under a tree to rest

I saw that there was no one around, so I said, "Baby, let's have some sex." To this day, I am very grateful to her.

, because she never refused me as long as I wanted to. We picked a big rock and sat down. I took off my coat.

I came down and laid on top of her, and asked her to take off her pants. I remember it was cold, so she took off several layers of clothes before coming down.

Her vagina was exposed to me. I remember I put a cigarette in her vagina.

Say it mischievously, what's the matter, are you craving for a cigarette?

Back to the subject, I gave her a blowjob gently, and soon her pussy juice started to flow out, so I quickly took off my pants.

I put my penis in below my knees. The stone was very short and it was not very comfortable when it was not straight. But when

It was really cold. At first, we didn't feel cold because we were sweating all over. Later, we were so cold that we shivered while having sex.

But it was definitely exciting, because we could vaguely see the village in the distance. As we were doing it, we suddenly heard someone

I went up the mountain, but the goods had not been delivered yet. I was reluctant to pull them out. She kept urging me to hurry up, but

The tree wants to be still but the wind does not stop. The more anxious I am, the harder it is to shoot. I finally shoot. I feel like those people who climbed the mountain

It was only a few dozen meters away from us. She was so anxious that she didn't even put on her pants. She just stood up in a pair of jeans.

As soon as we got up, the group of people going up the mountain passed by us on the mountain road about 10 meters away. One of them even said

, there are people who arrived earlier than us. A little girl wearing glasses asked us innocently, "Did you just go there?"

Coming back from the mountain? Haha, I wanted to say, I just ejaculated. Hehehe...I thought it was very interesting at that time.

Misfortunes often come with blessings, and blessings often come with misfortunes. Just when I thought we were going to live this life happily,

Suddenly I received a call from home saying that they had found a very good job for me. I couldn’t disobey my father’s order. I said no.

I was happy or sad, because I was far away from her when I went home, and I didn't know if I could continue. But she advised me

It's okay. I'll go to your place to be a teacher when you're stable. With her support, on March 15, 2005,

On a day of anti-counterfeiting, I calmly resigned from my job, went home and worked as a small

Boss.

Time flies. It has been half a year since I returned home. During this period, I felt the pain of separation.

I found that I loved her more than my life. During this period, we could only contact each other by phone.

I always go to Harbin to see her. Every time it's like a holiday. We go shopping, watch movies, play games,

However, the most grand thing is to check into a hotel and have sex! I remember one time we had sex in the hotel bathtub with

The toilet was full of water. When I was doing it, I saw the toilet next to me. Maybe I had watched too much Japanese AV, so I said

Honey, can you squat on it and pee for me? She probably thought it was fun, so she squatted on the toilet and peed.

Show me, it was the first time I saw her peeing at such a close distance, her two labia minora shyly opened their small mouths,

A long stream of water shot out from the surface, and sporadic urine flowed along the labia. It was so beautiful~!

I picked her up, spread a towel on the floor, and asked her to put one leg on the wall, like a ballet dancer.

She put her legs up obediently like an actor practicing martial arts. I inserted my penis from the side and found it difficult to insert.

She felt the same as me, and she also felt uncomfortable, and she didn't even have an orgasm, but she still

She raised her legs obediently, letting me go straight to Huanglong, smiling and cooperating with me, dear, why do I do whatever you do?

Ken, what reason do I have not to love you? Holding your hand and growing old with you, life has come to this point, nothing to complain about and regret!

(three)

On October 1, 2005, during the long holiday, when we had known each other for almost two years, I went to Harbin to look for

She said she lost her job. I was very worried and asked her why. She said the school was restructured.

It was a contract system, so I couldn't stay. I said, then you can come to my house and let my family help you find a job.

Then she looked at my parents and happily agreed. We held each other's arms sweetly, as if the whole world belonged to us.

of.

That night, we made love several times. The hotel seemed like our bridal chamber, except for two candles.

When we were in doggie style, I suddenly wanted to have anal sex with her. She said it was dirty, so I asked her to wash it. After washing it for a long time,

I was almost sleepy, she said she was done, I asked her to stand on her buttocks and smell it carefully, it was still so clean

I licked it with my tongue, and after a while I felt it was enough, and my tongue was tired, so I inserted it in, but it didn't work no matter how hard I inserted it.

I couldn't get her to penetrate me, and she said it hurt. Then I suddenly remembered that there was lubricant in the bathroom. Although it was charged, it was better than inserting it.

I didn't want to get in, so I poured a lot of lubricant and it went in smoothly, but it was very tight.

I had to go in slowly, but the feeling was very different from vaginal insertion, and it was very stimulating.

When I asked her how she felt, she said very cutely that she wanted to go to the toilet~!

When I got home, I told my mother that she was coming. Unexpectedly, my mother, who always loved me, said no.

I agreed, and I got angry and said I would definitely be with her and no one else, which ended up causing a quarrel between me and my mother.

We parted on good terms, but no matter what, even if I lose everything, I will choose to be with her. Pick and reach, in

The city walls. A day without seeing you feels like three autumns. I know we can't leave each other.

After the National Day, she came to our house by car. I was so happy and took her around. She was also very happy.

When I got home, I could still feel my mother's displeasure. She seemed to have noticed it and said that she would

Going back, I said, since we are here, wouldn’t it be crazy to take such a long car ride and go back?

I was actually telling this to my mom, but she probably misunderstood. I could tell she was about to cry.

feeling, but in the end I stayed, she listened to me very much. She is temporarily unemployed and has time every day, but

I had to go to work during the day and didn't think too much about it, so I left her alone at my house. When I got off work, I went home.

When I saw that the person was gone, I asked my mother where he was. My mother said that she had to go back to Harbin for an emergency.

Guessing that this was what my mother had said to her, I chased after her without hesitation. When I got to the station, I saw that there was no one there.

Shadow? Do you know how I felt at that time? I wanted to get under the wheels.

I tried my best to call her, but she just didn't answer. It wasn't until the third day that she finally answered my call.

She said, you will never find me again. I asked, why, she said there is no reason, and then she

After hanging up the phone, I called again and it was another long wait, but she just didn't answer. So I played every moment, every moment, whenever I had time.

I called her. On the weekend, I went to Harbin. She didn't answer the phone. I changed to a public phone.

I called her but she didn't answer. I had no choice but to find a hotel to stay in. I regretted not going to her home.

It's in the bungalow area, too far from the city. I never had time to go there before, and now I really regret it. After a nap, I woke up

I called the hotel phone and the call was answered.

I asked her where she was and I wanted to go find her. She cried and said she was in Beijing. When I heard Beijing, I suddenly

Ran thought of her ex-boyfriend and had a bad feeling. I asked her what she was doing there, and she said she was looking for a job.

, you didn't answer my call when I told you I was looking for a job. I guess you couldn't forget our old relationship. Actually, I just said that out of anger.

I didn't expect that she seemed to get angry after I said that. She said, "Why did I come? Go back and ask your mother."

He hung up the phone and didn't answer no matter how many times I called. I had to go to work on Monday and couldn't go home.

I asked my mom why she left, but she wouldn't tell me. So I moved in with my buddy.

They also advised me not to take it too seriously, but we are not plants or trees, so how can we be heartless?

During this period, she still didn't answer my calls. Suddenly one day, she called me from an unfamiliar number.

She said she found a job in Beijing and was temporarily living in her ex-boyfriend's house. I suddenly recalled her and her ex.

It was her boyfriend's first time. She lost her virginity in that house. She felt so mixed up.

I was jealous and asked her when she would be back but she refused to tell me. I was very angry and hung up.

The phone call.

Later, I called this strange number again and it said it was a public phone. Her cell phone was turned off and has been turned off ever since.

After that, I never received any calls from her again. I knew she was not a cruel person, but she did such a cruel thing.

It was a cruel decision, but it must have something to do with my mother. I couldn't contact her, and I was in great pain. I drank every day.

Smoking, when my mom calls me I either have a big argument on the phone or don’t answer the phone. Until today I still

I couldn't contact her, whether by phone or internet. I left her countless messages online, but none of them answered my call.

Looking back, do you know, my beloved Bo - your departure took my soul away with you, and I am like a lonely

The ghost seemed to be in great pain.

It has been 3 years since I last saw her. During this time, I also saw my girlfriend, but I never found her again.

I no longer feel the same as I did before, so I moved back home. After all, I lost my girlfriend, and I can’t lose her again.

With the warmth of family, I got married in early 2008! In this life, I don't know if we can meet again.

If there is an afterlife, I would rather be two trees with you, rooted on the edge of a cliff, loving each other and never leaving each other.

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