My past with my roommate (other adult novels)

Last year, I graduated from the Department of Physical Education of the university and wanted to go out and try my luck. I had a good female friend in Shanghai, so I went there alone. When I first arrived in Shanghai, I found it to be a prosperous international metropolis. I easily found a job as a bodybuilding coach in a fitness club, and then I started to think about solving the problems of food, clothing, housing and transportation.

One night after work, I went to the rental column of Shanghai Hotline and looked for an apartment without any destination. Suddenly, I saw a post about sharing a house with a person of the opposite sex, and I thought: I am a grown man, what is there to be afraid of? So I dialed the number left on the line, and a female voice answered the phone, very sweet. We chatted briefly and she told me her English name was Jolin. She had just graduated from a dance school and lived in Juyuan, Pudong. Her former girlfriend who shared the house with her went to France. The rent for one person was too high, and she was used to living in Pudong, so she wanted to find someone to share the house with. Judging from her tone, she is a very fashionable and lively girl. We agreed to meet at babyface the next day…

At 8:30 the next evening, I had just finished leading a team of spinning bikes, took a shower, and took a taxi to Maoming South Road. But when I looked, the bar was not open yet. Later I found out that this bar is a magnet for handsome men and beautiful women in Shanghai. It usually opens at 10 o'clock, and there are more people coming to see the scenery, so it is often full. It is the cruelest bar in Shanghai, and I don't know how many people it turns away every day. Defeat all enemies on the road in one bar. Babyface is a very lounge bar, and the cool colors of red, blue and yellow create a typical New York bar atmosphere. The boss first opened the first Face in Guangzhou, and then expanded to Shenzhen and Shanghai. The bar also often invites top overseas DJs to play music here, and there is an extra charge for distinguished guests.

I called Jolin, but the tone was busy. Seeing that it was still early, I decided to experience the nightlife of Shanghai first. In fact, many bars were already open. The whole street is filled with music of various rhythms, dim yellow bar lights and shining curved English signs, making this place glow with infinite brilliance. Various bars are located door to door, and to the deafening dance music, pairs of men and women, regardless of nationality, are twisting their bodies hysterically in the small dance floor. On the small street, foreigners holding bottles of Carlsberg beer were drunkenly communicating with prostitutes in broken Chinese on the street. There was also a girl kissing a foreigner passionately at the door of a bar.

Some bars are much more shabby in decoration, but the music is great. When you walk to the intersection of Maoming South Road and Fuxing Road, you can hear dance music with heavy bass and distinct rhythm. However, you have to keep walking down until you are almost at the end to see rows of open-air seats at Judy's Too, where many foreigners gather. The men outside were drinking from small bottles, and so many people were blocking the small entrance that no one could get in or out. It was steaming hot inside, and there were crowds of people, all twisting their bodies wildly.

As I was walking, my cell phone rang. It was Jolin calling, "Where are you? I'm here. 'Then, she asked me about my clothes, hairstyle and height in rapid succession. I was about to ask about her situation, but Jolin laughed and said, 'I'll find you. You'll know when you come in! 'Then hung up the phone. It turns out that we have to play the "Charm Test"! "Okay, let's play. Play until you get high!" "You know, when I was in college, I was a well-known idol in the whole school, and I even played the role of a male model on the catwalk.

Back to Babyface, it really lived up to its reputation. The previously deserted entrance was now crowded with people. All kinds of handsome men and beautiful women were walking in and out. The loud music and bustling voices inside were already overwhelming, stimulating every cell in my body.

Squeezed into babyface's narrow dance floor. I was completely overwhelmed by the crowd and the music. To be honest, I really like the black DJ and the music here, it's very high. The dance floor was dark, with only the beams of light shooting from the ceiling and the light reflected from the various red liquors on the bar, hitting the sexy bodies twisting ecstatically. The two beauties were swimming in it like two nimble fish. Their long hair shone with deep blue light in the darkness, like delicate flowers in the night, very beautiful and seductive. Well, the Chinese women here, especially the Shanghai women, are not necessarily very beautiful. But they are all very sexy and love to dance. You can see their sweat, their dramatic dance moves, and their postures that are familiar to foreigners. Dancing is a wonderful thing. It is just a simple movement. When the music comes on and the body moves, and two people dance in harmony, it creates a dynamic and comfortable feeling.

I knew there was a pair of glasses searching and watching, so I didn't hesitate to stick to a dancing girl. Dancing, rhythmic gymnastics, and aerobics are actually all based on the same principle, except that the frequency and amplitude of the movements are different. Follow the rhythm of the music and let every muscle move to its full potential. When I was a junior, I represented the school in the national college aerobics competition. Usually, I also like to go to the disco to dance with a few friends, so I naturally would not miss this opportunity to show myself. After two songs, I could already feel a lot of attention around me, and the DJ was getting more and more excited. I felt like my movements were leading the DJ. More and more people filled the bar and the small dance floor was soon packed. I skipped a climax and went to the bar, ordered a bottle of soft drink and waited for Jolin to show up. In just a quarter of an hour, I was stared at by several girls, and two of them even walked past me with cigarettes in their mouths, intentionally or unintentionally: "Handsome guy, why are you alone? 』Babyface is indeed a paradise for nocturnal animals. I looked at my watch and it was just 11 o'clock. The people around me were still enjoying everything.

"Leon, you dance pretty well!" 'Someone called my name from behind. I didn't need to turn around. As soon as I heard the voice, I knew it was Jolin.

"Sorry, we have to meet here for the first time," Jolin said, fanning herself with her hands and standing next to me. "Do you like going to bars? If you don't like it, just say so earlier. I don't want to live with an old-fashioned guy, but you don't look old-fashioned."

To be honest, I didn't dare to look at Jolin directly, because she was wearing something so sexy, a black tight waist-revealing vest with a large V-neck, a silver necklace with a jade pendant around her neck, which fell right in her white and deep cleavage, rising and falling with her rapid breathing. And I am more than a head taller than her, so if I want to talk to her, I have to lower my head. Looking down, I can basically see the whole thing, especially the lace edge of her black bra exposed under her vest, which sculpts her flawless breast skin, which makes my blood boil.

Perhaps noticing my awkwardness, Jolin smiled and shouted, "You are so feudal," but she immediately realized that it was too noisy around us and that I might not be able to hear her at all, so she gestured for me to follow her.

"Oh, it's so noisy in here!" But I still prefer the atmosphere here! 'Jolin sat down at a very small table. "This one is..., that one is..., and she is..." Before I even sat down, Jolin introduced her deskmates very quickly, like she was reciting a list. Unfortunately, I couldn't hear anything, so I could only nod in agreement.

After I sat down, I realized that there were beauties all over the table, including Jolin. They all had oval faces and amazing figures. As for their clothes, I can only be sure of one thing, that is, Jolin was definitely not the sexiest or most revealing.

What’s wrong? Are you stunned by looking at beautiful girls? You big fool. They are all my classmates. Let’s play 789 for a while. Do you know how to play? If you don’t, I’ll teach you. If you lose, you have to drink Chivas and green tea. Don’t worry, you won’t get drunk! 』

Among a group of strange beauties, I was swaying my body to the music and throwing dice. Wine is a good thing. When the bottle of Chivas was empty, I felt that we had become one with them. Although I didn't know the names of the women who danced with me, pressed their bodies against mine, and even kissed me on the cheek, I could feel their heartbeats through my chest, touch their fat-free waists, and experience the strange feeling of their plump buttocks rubbing against my body. It is an atmosphere that allows your desire to slowly rise. Although the dim lights and violent rhythm can cover up a lot, at that moment, if you don’t have any thoughts, you are not a man.

At about 1:30, Jolin said let's split up, so we paid the bill and went AA.

At the door of the bar, Jolin called a taxi, then turned around and said to me that she would give me an answer within this week.

A week passed quickly, and I received a text message from Jolin on the last day. She made three requests in the message and said that if I had no problem, we could share the rent.

The first is that I can't often bring friends, including my girlfriend, home to spend the night. I think this doesn't matter, because my girlfriend from college broke up with me due to graduation. I basically have no relatives in Shanghai, except for that very good female friend. But she is just a friend, she has a boyfriend, and there is no possibility between her and me.

The second is that all public expenses are shared by both parties, and you are not allowed to interfere with each other's lives. Of course, this is true, otherwise it would be cohabitation.

Thirdly, I have to make sure I wash my clothes every day so that smelly clothes don’t pollute the environment. I think it is really hard for me to agree to this request, because I only washed my clothes once a week when I was in college. However, I felt that I would regret giving up the opportunity to live with Jolin because of this, so I replied to the text message saying that the first two requests were completely fine, but I promised to wash the clothes every two days.

But the moment I sent the message, I felt a little regretful and worried that she would be angry. After two hours of worrying, she gave me a reply with only one sentence, "If it doesn't smell, it's okay. If it smells, it's not okay." Thank God, I immediately replied to the text message and said I would do it.

After a few text messages, she sent me her home address and agreed to go to her house tonight to see it. She asked me to bring my ID and a copy of it.

It was indeed much better than my current temporary residence. After explaining my purpose to the security guard at the door, I successfully arrived at her door and rang the doorbell.

It was Jolin who opened the door. There was a girl sitting inside. I vaguely recognized her as the one I saw in the bar that night. Jolin smiled and said that since it was our first time meeting at home at night, she wanted to find a female companion. I said I didn’t mind.

However, looking at Jolin under such bright lights, the feeling is indeed completely different from that day. Today, Jolin has almost no makeup on. Her high nose bridge and short hair make her look unusually delicate. The most significant change is her clothing. She wore a round-neck casual T-shirt with Jimmy's cartoon printed on the chest, and a pair of jeans that were a little torn and had a few holes. It should have looked decadent, but it looked unexpectedly cute on her. When she saw me looking at her, she blushed and said, "Hurry up and change your shoes and go into the house, so as not to let mosquitoes in!" 』

Then I realized my mistake, smiled, changed into a pair of slippers, and went into the living room. But her fleeting blush made me curious. What kind of Jolin is she? She was wild in the bar, but now she is so quiet. Is she really alone?

The house has two bedrooms, a living room and a bathroom. The base color of the living room walls is yellow, with some orange embellishments. The bedrooms are all covered with wallpaper. Jolin's room faces south and has pink wallpaper, while the other empty room faces southeast and has light blue wallpaper with floral patterns. The bedroom furniture is fully available, in a slightly retro style, with air conditioners, which are still very new. There is a laptop in Jolin's room, which should be hers.

The bathroom is decorated with beige antique tiles, which is a departure from the usual white color scheme. It has a unique flavor. There is a white bathtub and a small shower room next to it. The whole place is very clean. The kitchen is not big, but there is a small square table on one side, the kind that can be used by two people. Under the yellow light, it creates an extremely warm feeling, and I can't help but imagine the scene of having dinner with Jolin. In the middle of the living room is a 34-inch Sony TV, with a stereo and a DVD player next to it. Opposite the TV is a sofa, which is light-colored and has the simple IKEA style, but the cushions are unusually thick because the girl sitting on the sofa is basically sunken into them. There were a lot of snacks on the coffee table, as well as two half-drunk cups of green tea.

"Ok, we've finished the tour, how was it?" "Jolin jumped onto the sofa and asked me.

"That's great, but a house like this should be very expensive to rent, right? "I asked tentatively, muttering to myself, I really don't know if I can bear it.

"Fortunately, I am familiar with the landlord, so it's only 4,800 yuan a month! 』

"Oh," I almost fainted. No wonder she kept making excuses when I asked her about the rental price on the phone. It turns out it's really not cheap. I calculated in my mind that my current monthly salary is 3,800 yuan, and the food allowance will be about 1,000 yuan per month, but it is not guaranteed. If I deduct 2,400 yuan, plus the expenses of food, water, electricity, gas, mobile phones, etc., there will really be nothing left. Should I rent or not? It is really a problem!

But as a man, there is no way out at this point, so I pretended to be calm and said, "Okay, I'll move tomorrow. Do you think it's okay? 』

Jolin nodded and asked with concern: "Do you need help? 』

I thought about it, nodded vigorously, and said, "After moving things tomorrow, I will probably be very thirsty. I hope I can have a cup of green tea!" 』

"Oh, I forgot, I forgot!" "Jolin stuck out her tongue, quickly went to make tea, and poked her head out of the kitchen: "If you don't say what you want to say directly, you will become mute sooner or later! 』

After returning from Jolin's house, I talked to my roommate and started packing my things. There wasn't much, just a big travel bag with some clothes and the like. The next day after get off work, I ate rice noodles at a food stall next to the company and then took a taxi to Jolin’s house, oh no, it was also my first home in Shanghai.

I didn't ask Jolin to help, I just put the clothes into the big closet. Jolin was very thoughtful. During the day, she helped me dry the blanket in the sun to remove the musty smell, and also wiped the mat with a towel. Without further ado, by around 11 o'clock, everything was basically cleaned up. During this time, Jolin had been watching TV in the living room and would come over from time to time.

So I looked down and saw that there was indeed some white dirt on the bottom of the shower room and some hair in the drain hole. I turned on the faucet and flushed it with water while removing the hair with my hands.

While cleaning the shower room, I stole a glance at Jolin and she looked obviously unhappy. Because I was squatting, I was very close to her legs. Her calves were in great shape, her toes were not rubbed, and there was a silver anklet hanging on one of her ankles.

About 3 minutes later, I finished my work and apologized to Jolin with an embarrassed face. Jolin just nodded coldly and said, "I'm going to take a shower, so you can go out." When I heard the door slam shut behind me, I couldn't help feeling a little angry. Why was I throwing a tantrum like a spoiled brat? But after all, it was my fault, so I just thought about it and let it go.

I couldn't fall asleep for the moment, so I sat on the sofa, turned on the TV, turned down the volume, and watched some music channel aimlessly. I also waited for Jolin because I really wanted to know if she would feel better after taking a shower.

About 15 minutes later, Jolin came out wearing an oversized round-neck sweater. Although the light in the hall was dim, the light coming through the bathroom doorway was projected onto her from behind, so that I could be sure from the front that she was definitely not wearing any underwear. She was also surprised, but before she could speak, I immediately said: "Jolin, I'm really sorry for today. I usually take a shower in the company, so I forgot to clean the shower room today. Can you forgive me? 』

Jolin smiled and said, "Am I that petty? 』

Lying in bed, I kept thinking about Jolin's vaguely visible body. Although I couldn't see it clearly, it made me imagine a lot. I even slowly imagined her clothes to be more and more transparent. Oh, men!

Because I went to bed late at night, I could hardly get up in the morning. When the countdown began, I ran into the bathroom in a daze, washed up casually, and did not eat breakfast. I left home at about 8:30. Jolin did not seem to get up, but who knows, her door was closed.

When I was leaving the room, a question suddenly occurred to me: should I lock the door? If Jolin was at home, it wouldn't matter, but if there was no one at home, wouldn't it be very unsafe?

Thinking of this, I had to take out my key, go in again, and muster up the courage to knock on Jolin's door.

Jolin opened the door sleepily. She was wearing a translucent cyan silk lace pajamas. Actually, it's not enough to say that it's translucent. It's probably 75% transparent. Anyway, your breasts can be clearly seen, including the pink nipples and the halo around them.

"What for?" ', she had no idea that her beauty was exposed.

"I have to go to work. If you weren't here, I would have locked the door, so let's make sure. 』

"Oh, Byebye!" ', she nodded and closed the door.

Needless to say, everyone knows that on the subway going to the company, the first person I thought of was Jolin. Haha, am I a little in love with her, or am I having other thoughts?

I am not a virgin. I had tasted the forbidden fruit with a good female classmate in high school. As for college, although I was not very philanthropic, at least I changed girlfriends several times. Of course, I am not the kind of person who is irresponsible and plays with feelings. I just think that so-called lovers are fellow travelers who share a love on the road of life. When the love fades, people will also separate. As for sex, it happens naturally, not forced. But Jolin gave me a different feeling, and I couldn't help but admit in my heart that I had desire for her.

But in the next few days, I found that Jolin didn't seem to be at work. One time I forgot to bring my cell phone, but I wasn't sure if I had lost it, so I called back tentatively. Jolin answered the call and found my unpowered phone on the sofa.

So I had a big question, that is, how does Jolin make a living? After all, she has to pay such a huge rent, and she also likes to hang out in bars.

I didn’t have the courage to ask Jolin because we agreed not to interfere with each other, so I kept the question to myself.

This is how Jolin and I started living together as opposite sexes. There was nothing mysterious about it. Perhaps everyone would be full of expectations and longings, or even wild fantasies, before starting such a life. But once it starts, it is just a process of slowly getting used to each other's habits.

Jolin is a very easy-going girl. At least she is not as petty and fussy as I had worried about Shanghai girls. She is also very generous. Sometimes she would go to the market to buy some vegetables, and then send me a text message saying that she would feed the pigs in the evening and asked me not to eat other feed. I would also quickly reply to ask what offerings the imperial kitchen would have in the evening. To be honest, she is a good cook, but in order to maintain her figure, she eats very little. She seemed to like watching me eat. Sometimes, if there was a little bit left, she would pretend to have a fierce face and say that the breeder was very angry and the consequences would be serious. Then I would have to pretend to wolf down all the food.

I haven't spent much time with Jolin, but I already feel that the clock in the company is running very slow. From the moment I leave home every day, I always look forward to getting off work. When I finally get off work, I rush home in a hurry. What is all this for? I often ask myself in the elevator, then give myself a reason that has nothing to do with Jolin, take out the key, and open the door. On Friday night, Jolin received a call. She seemed very happy and asked me if I was free the next day. I said it was the weekend, so of course I had nothing to do.

Jolin said with a smile: "Then can you accompany me tomorrow? For one day, please? Promise me!" 』

I nodded: "But can you tell me what to do first? I hope we won't go shopping all day!" 』

"Won't! 'Jolin said with a wicked smile, 'Of course not, just agree to it! 』

"Okay, okay!" 'I thought to myself, I have nothing to do anyway, so I might as well just sit there and do nothing.

"Then let's set off at 4 a.m., and I will wake you up at 3:30. Don't regret it. Go take a shower and go to bed!" "Jolin cheered and slipped into the bathroom, leaving me alone on the sofa calculating how many hours of sleep I could still get.

At 3:30, Jolin knocked on the door to wake me up. When I opened my sleepy eyes and walked to the bathroom, I found that she was already ready. At about 4 o'clock, the doorbell rang. It was the girl who came in, the one I saw on the day of the roommate interview, Jolin's bastard, Shine.

"You go too, Leon," Shine tilted his head to look at me, then winked at Jolin.

We took a taxi heading to Longhua Airport. On the way, Jolin explained to me what happened. It turns out that Jolin has been working as a model since she graduated. Due to her height of only 172cm, her conditions are not ideal for a catwalk model, so she often works as a print photography model for brand clothing. However, as she is not famous, she usually works as a model for short dramas. This time, Shine took the job, and the other party needed two girls, so Jolin went too.

The brand is a girls' clothing brand with an avant-garde and sexy concept. The reason why Longhua Airport was chosen is that some of the exterior scenes there are relatively cool, and the dilapidated concrete structures can well bring out the cool feeling of the clothing. And the other party’s photographer wanted to take some shots of the sunrise, as sunrise represents the new generation.

When we arrived at the scene, most of the other party's staff had already arrived. The photographer was a culturally-minded young man with long hair. He knew Shine, so when we arrived, he came to say hello: "Shine, the workload today is very heavy. We will probably have to shoot until evening. Sisters, you have to hold on!" 』

Shine looked back at me and replied, "Don't worry, we brought fans with us to cheer us up!" 』

"Also, have you told Jolin that most of the clothes today don't require underwear," the photographer said while fiddling with the camera.

"I know. I'm ready. Don't worry."

No underwear? My originally fuzzy head suddenly felt cooler. It was a feast for my eyes. Later, Jolin told me that many clothing designers do not want the outline of the bra to be prominent on the clothes and ruin the lines of the clothes, so they often require models to go without underwear. This is similar to the situation when models walk on the catwalk. Moreover, that brand is avant-garde and sexy, with especially tight clothes and low necklines. Therefore, except for some clothes that need to be decorated with bra lace or shoulder straps, most of the clothes require models to not wear a bra on the upper body and wear a thong on the lower body.

"Aren't you afraid of exposing yourself at the scene? "I asked Jolin curiously at the time, and Jolin sighed, "Well, as a model, your body is not your own. Besides, you have never been backstage at the catwalk. Even when many male designers were present, you still took off and put on clothes. 』

"However, we usually use breast stickers to protect ourselves from wild wolves, like you, hehe!" "Look, that's the dressing room, get ready," a woman in her 30s came in and pointed to a tent that was temporarily built with plastic sheeting in a corner. Then she looked at me and asked Shine who I was.

"Oh, it's my agent. "Jolin rushed to answer. The woman looked at Jolin, then at Shine and said, "I thought you were Shine's person." She waved her hand, "OK, hurry up! 』

"That's the brand manager. I negotiated this business deal with her. She's very stingy. Humph!" "Shine spoke to me in a low voice along the way.

"Oh, I brought the contract. You can sign it during the lunch break!" "The woman shouted behind me, then caught up with me and stuffed the contract into my hand, "You are the agent, take a look at it first!" 』

There was a bit of wind at the scene, and the plastic sheet was rustling. I was watching at the door while they were changing clothes and putting on makeup inside, feeling a bit like a flower protector.

As for the contract, I pretended to take a look at it, but I actually couldn't understand it. It was just a bunch of "don'ts", "musts", "otherwise" and so on. Oh, it was just a reluctant effort!

Watching them taking photos was enjoyable at first, but later it became a torture. First of all, don’t ever imagine seeing any exposure or anything like that. The clothes are indeed sexy, but they are ready-to-wear clothes, not fashion. Ready-to-wear clothes are meant to be worn on the street, so in reality, what you end up seeing on the set is their cleavage when they lean over. Secondly, don’t think that the shooting process is like the sexy scenes you see on TV with flash lights clicking and models constantly changing their postures. It is not like that at all. Every pose is directed by the photographer. After the pose, the lighting engineer walks around with a reflector to measure the light and set the light. He takes the photo only when it is almost right. I calculated that it takes me about 2 to 3 minutes to complete one photo, because sometimes I have to take the same pose five or six times.

Jolin later told me that luckily the brand didn’t require them to smile, they just had to pretend to be indifferent, otherwise the muscles on their faces would have cramped and gone on strike!

As the sun rose higher, the weather started to get hotter, everyone began to sweat a little, and Jolin and Shine spent more and more time touching up their makeup. Do you know how uncomfortable it is to sweat but not be able to drink water? Jolin and Shine didn't drink much water all day because they have thin waists and no fat. If they drink too much water, their belly will bulge out, and the dressing effect will be much worse, especially for some belly-exposing ones, which will make it impossible to take pictures. Of course, they can only have a small lunch. In Shine's words, "Being able to go back alive is a victory!" 』.

The shooting lasted until around eight or nine o'clock in the evening, and it was basically over. I roughly calculated that I probably shot twenty or thirty sets of clothes, which is really amazing. At the end, it was a group photo. All the professionals who participated in the photo shoot gathered together. They surrounded the brand manager in the middle and smiled. Well, who can blame him for being the one who provides them with food and clothing?

When checking out, Jolin asked me to be there too. For such a day's work, Jolin and Shine seemed to be paid 5,000 yuan each. Jolin later told me on the way back that a normal photo shoot costs 2,000 to 3,000 yuan. It would be more expensive if the model doesn't wear underwear, around 5,000 to 6,000 yuan. If the model is an award-winning model, the price would be close to ten thousand yuan. If the model is going abroad, she would get at least tens of thousands. However, most models will sign contracts with modeling agencies. They like to be free, so they keep to themselves and are called wild models, but their income will be very unstable. However, because they have received dance training, they are often more qualified than professional models for shoots that require performance or expression. Besides, they are familiar with the models, so basically they have two to three job opportunities every month.

"Also, don't think that 5,000 yuan is an easy profit. Do the math. We took photos of more than 20 sets of clothes, each with about 10 photos, which means an average of dozens of yuan per photo," Shine added. "But you know, the brand manager will actually use no more than 50 photos, maybe only 20 to 30, so they will think it's expensive. Both parties have different opinions, so it's difficult to negotiate.

"Hey, stop talking, let's go to the bar to celebrate," Shine suggested. "You should go too," Shine said to the photographer. The last time I was at Babyface was also a party after work, Jolin told me.

After the photographer had packed up the equipment, he handed it over to other staff members. Then the four of us had some food and went to SOHO in Xintiandi.

The photographer's name is Parker, and this business is handled by Parker, so we want to invite him to play, Jolin told me secretly. Parker is quite famous in the photography industry and knows many clothing brand managers, so sometimes he recommends some models to take photos. However, he does not want kickbacks because he prefers fraternity and has some ambiguous relationships with many models.

The music started, Jolin and I drank some wine, and then started dancing. However, SOHO was too small and we couldn't dance freely, so we danced next to the table. Sometimes we would take a sip of wine while dancing, and we felt very intoxicated. Shine and Parker were dancing not far from us, it was the kind of fast song and slow dance, Parker stood behind Shine, put his arms around her waist, Shine raised her hands, pressed her hips tightly against Parker's hips, and slowly twisted her body.

Jolin and I were dancing face to face. When Jolin saw me looking at Shine and the others, she stood on tiptoe, put her head close to me and said, "Let's dance like that too." Then she turned around, grabbed my hand and put it on her waist.

Our seats were close to the restroom, so in the second half, a large group of girls stood in front of our table and lined up to use the restroom, which was a spectacular sight. Because there was only one men's and women's restroom there, men were very unlucky. For example, when I was peeing, the door behind me was pushed open, and a girl rushed in hurriedly, glanced at me, and then pushed the door to the number one next door. She didn't even bother to lock the door, and I could hear the sound of water splashing. But the people there were used to it. When I was washing my hands at the door, the girl came out and nodded to me. Jolin had just twisted her body for a while when I immediately felt a burning sensation rising from my crotch to my head. The effect of the alcohol was greatly amplified and I couldn't help but lower my head to look at Jolin's neck and ears, listening to her slight moans. However, mixed with the noisy music, it didn't sound real. Perhaps it was just my fantasy.

We left the bar at 1:30. The bar closed at 2 o'clock, but at 2 o'clock, the traffic would be very busy, so we left half an hour earlier.

Shine and Parker were in the same car, and Parker said he would take Shine home. Even a fool would know what was going to happen to them, but I still pretended to be stupid and asked Jolin. Jolin smiled and told me that if I didn't know this either, then I had come to the bar in vain. Hehehe, what bad intentions do I have? Has Jolin seen through it?

"But how do you know who needs who? ', Jolin said quietly when they were about to get off the car.

Nothing happened between us that night. Although I was looking forward to it, I didn't dare say it. After returning home, we took a shower, said goodnight to each other, closed the door, and went to sleep.

Everything was as uneventful as usual, except that I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about the hot feeling in the bar. Was she teasing me, or was it just a dance?

Jolin, what are you thinking about now? Are you dreaming about me? How do you feel about me? I fell asleep with anxiety.

I have been sharing an apartment with Jolin for almost a month. If I were to ask if anything romantic had happened, I think everyone would be disappointed, because my feelings for Jolin did go from liking her to loving her, but I am not sure how Jolin feels about me, and I am even more afraid of losing such a good roommate if I speak up. In fact, deep down, I am even more conflicted. Although Jolin is sexier and prettier than my previous girlfriends, I am not bad either, so both parties were very proactive in the past. But now when I have to speak up, I always feel a little uncomfortable letting go. Also, although Jolin’s spending is not very high, with my current salary, I can only support myself after paying the rent. I’m also afraid that Jolin will look down on me.

Jolin's behavior in this regard was also very strange. Sometimes she was so intimate that made me imagine all kinds of things, as if I could press her down on the bed with just a little effort, but sometimes she was so calm and just said good night.

Oh, let’s not talk about this anymore. It’s upsetting just thinking about it. The Sorrows of Young Werther.

However, how Jolin feels about me now, this secret will be revealed later, so I’ll give you a hint first.