My experience of the first feeling (experience story adult novel)

She is my first girlfriend and I am her first boyfriend. Although I have quite open views on sex, she is just the opposite, a rather conservative girl. Therefore, at the beginning of our relationship, I thought that before marriage, we could only progress to kissing and caressing the upper body at most, and I didn't even think about having sex soon.

I kissed her on the mountain the night we became boyfriend and girlfriend.

It was also my first kiss, and although I was quite nervous inside, I managed to remain calm on the outside. On the other hand, she was obviously panicked and stood there frozen, not knowing what to do.

I don't know where the idea came from, but I slowly moved my hands that were originally around her shoulders down, slid across her back, and stopped on her seductive buttocks. I was a little nervous at that time. After all, it was only the first day, and I didn’t know whether she would accept it or just walk away... But her reaction calmed me down a little. When my palm touched the curve of her buttocks, her whole body trembled slightly, but there was no obvious resistance.

Maybe she was so frightened that she didn't know how to react? I slowly stroked her hip line, occasionally pinching it gently, feeling her elastic little butt. She buried her face in my chest without saying a word. I thought that if there was light, I would be able to see her rosy cheeks. As for me, I just felt a ball of heat in my lower abdomen, and my penis was swollen and a little painful in my jeans. I unconsciously applied a little force with my hands and hugged her close to me, but I forgot that my hands were on her hips. As a result, when my lower abdomen touched her private parts through two layers of cloth, my penis became bigger and my heart beat faster, but I didn't know what she was thinking.

I loosened my hand in nervousness, and she took the opportunity to move away from my body. That night, the two of them went down the mountain with blushing faces in a strange atmosphere.

Later, I became bolder, and my hands were never idle every time I hugged her and kissed her. At the beginning, I only dared to touch her back and buttocks, and gradually I began to touch her breasts through her clothes. At that time, I just felt that her breasts were so elastic and comfortable to touch, and every time I slightly increased the pressure with my hands, her expression of biting her lips and frowning was so cute. But she still seemed a little scared and just dared to hold me still.

Two weeks later on the weekend, I took her to Xitou. That night, I hugged her and kissed her as usual, and my hands became more and more unruly. When my hand touched her chest again, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated. The touch was different from before... softer... It turned out that she didn't put on any underwear after taking a shower.

She knew I had noticed, and a blush appeared on her face, which was extremely intoxicating.

I bravely put my hand into her clothes, pressed it against her skin, and moved it gradually upwards from her lower abdomen. When I touched the bottom edge of her breast, I couldn't wait to hold her entire breast. Only then did I realize that her breasts were bigger than they looked from the outside. I opened my hands as wide as I could, but could only cover about two-thirds of them. Moreover, the softness of direct contact was much better than the feeling through a layer of clothes! While kissing her, my hands were rubbing her breasts. I could clearly feel her nipples starting to erect. In my palms, they were not only soft but also a little hard. During the passionate kiss, she occasionally let out a few unconscious hums and her body twisted involuntarily.

My body temperature began to rise, and my penis also began to rise. I suddenly took off my clothes until I was left with only my underwear, and asked her impulsively: "Will you take off all your clothes and sleep with me? 』

She was stunned for a moment, then shook her head and said, "Oh no, we've only known each other for a short time, you can just... touch me through my clothes... or like you are doing now, okay?" 』

I didn't give up and said, "It doesn't matter, I've already touched you, and I'm not doing anything to you..."

She lowered her head slightly, pushed my body away slightly, and said in a very low voice: "What have you done to me..."

I got angry for a moment and blurted out: "Okay, I knew it, you don't believe me at all! Forget it, if you don’t want it, then don’t want it, what’s the big deal! 』

She still kept her head down and said nothing. I turned around angrily and buried myself in the quilt.

For ten minutes, neither of us moved. I was still buried in the quilt, and she was still sitting outside the quilt, on the other side of the bed.

Come to think of it, I was a little too much. It's only been two weeks, it would be strange if she wasn't scared. It’s a rare opportunity to get out and have fun, so it’s better to be happy and not make the atmosphere awkward, as it will make both of you uncomfortable. Besides, there is still a long way to go. What's more, the bad guy in the lower abdomen also went home to sleep out of interest.

I made up my mind and prepared to crawl out of the quilt and apologize to her. As soon as I poked my head out of the quilt, the light in front of me suddenly turned into darkness, and then I heard the sound of her climbing onto the bed. She turned off the light.

"I..." I just said this and I heard her small voice: "You really can't do anything to me? 'Now it's my turn to be stunned. What does she want to do? "Is that so?" 』『Hmm... 』 I hummed blankly. Still in a small voice, she said: "Then... you go under the quilt first..."

I lay back on the bed obediently. In the faint moonlight, her figure could be vaguely seen removing the restraints on her body. T-shirt... shorts... Wow!!! She even took off her underwear! The little bad guy under my crotch woke up from his slumber again...

After she got on the bed and got under the quilt, I wanted to hold her in my arms eagerly, but she pushed me with her hands and whispered: "You promised that you wouldn't do anything to me. 』

"Well, just holding you and touching you..."

"Hmm..." She let go of her hand, and I hugged her in my arms, feeling her smooth skin. It was the first time that I held her body without any hindrance. With our chests pressed together, I could feel her slightly elevated body temperature and the rise and fall of her chest due to her nervous and rapid breathing.

I slid my hands under her thick long hair, down her neck and along her back. The soft and elastic feeling made my heart beat faster. When I touched her round buttocks, I pinched it teasingly, and she screamed, “Ah!” ', and immediately said shyly: 'Stop pinching me! 』

I stuck out my tongue and said, "It's just a touch, what's the big deal? 』

"You're annoying!" 'She buried her face in my chest and stopped talking.

I gently pressed her skin with my fingers, moving from the buttocks across the outer thighs to the inner thighs. I took a deep breath and asked myself, should I continue moving up? Or should I just stop here and not let her think I'm pushing my luck? Exhaling the breath I had been holding in my chest, I pulled my hand away, moved it back to her back and hugged her, "Go to sleep sweetly." 'I said to her.

Just like I told myself just now, as long as we are still together, there is a long time to come and there is no need to rush. I let her rest her head on my hand, and we fell asleep in each other’s arms…

I woke up in the middle of the night and looked at her sleeping face. The more I looked at her, the cuter she seemed. I secretly kissed her on the cheek. She hummed and turned over without being woken up. An idea suddenly occurred to me: "I can take a sneak peek, touch her secretly. As long as I don't wake her up, it should be okay, right? 』

I slowly moved out of bed, turned on the bedside lamp, moved to her side, and gently pulled the quilt off her. Good thing she wasn't awakened. The turn she just made put her in a face-up position, allowing me to take a closer look at her naked body. This was the first time I saw her completely naked under the light!

Her breasts are of the firm type. Although their height decreases slightly after she lies down, they do not collapse to the sides, so they still maintain their original graceful shape. Her nipples, perhaps due to the influence of the air conditioning, are visibly erect, and the skin near the areola is also flushed. The words "like cherries" in many romance novels or erotic literature make you want to swallow them in one bite, I think, is the best description of this situation.

I moved my eyes downward, skipping the waist and going directly to the most mysterious lower abdomen. Her pubic hair is slightly long, but not much, forming a small oval on her pubic mound. I reached out my hand with a trembling excitement and touched the long, soft pubic hair. The touch was the same as her hair, giving me a comfortable feeling, completely different from the feeling when I touch myself (sounds like nonsense?).

Slowly spreading her legs apart, her private parts finally appeared in front of me! Maybe because her legs were clamped together just now, her two labia were pressed together. I swallowed and gently opened the door with my fingers. But because of the backlight, I didn’t dare to turn on the headlights, so I could only see darkness…

At this moment, the heat rising from my lower abdomen made it a little unbearable for me. I made up my mind, "Let's get on with it first!" 'I took off the only remaining underwear, held my already erect penis, and nervously pushed my lower body towards her slowly. In order not to wake her up, I had to support myself with my hands on the bed board beside her waist. In order to attack her effectively, I had to use my waist strength to support my hips. God, that was really tiring... But if I wanted to achieve my goal, what did it matter if I was a little tired?

Finally, after a long advance (I think it was long), the moment of close combat has arrived! I pushed hard! Oh my god, it hurts! Her vagina was narrow and tight, and without proper foreplay there was no lubrication, so I got stuck as soon as I put my head in. The pain was so severe that I wanted to scream. Enduring the pain, I stepped back slightly, ready to regroup and attack again. Unexpectedly, when I looked up, I saw her two big eyes staring at me.

"I... this... I just... I..." For a moment, I didn't know how to explain. She didn't say anything, just got up, put on her clothes, climbed back into bed, and turned her back. This fright extinguished all my desire. I didn't dare to say anything. I put on my clothes obediently and curled up on the other side of the bed, not daring to get close to her.

The next day I had no interest in playing and went back down the mountain early in the morning.

For more than a week after that, although we still met often, she always kept a distance from me intentionally or unintentionally. I didn't dare to get too close to her, even to kiss her. I tried to apologize to her several times, but she always changed the subject when I brought it up. The tone of her voice seemed overly polite, which didn't sound like the scene between a boyfriend and girlfriend at all.

On the weekend, she suddenly told me that she wanted to stay overnight at my place. I agreed to it, but I felt uneasy in my heart. I really didn't know what she was thinking.

That evening, I waited for her in front of the dormitory after she had taken a shower and changed her clothes, and prepared to take her to my room. Watching her walk out of the dormitory door, the flesh on her breasts was bouncing particularly wildly, and it was obvious that she was not wearing a bra. My little tail became restless again, and my eyes were fixed on the elastic ball that was making wave movements, unwilling to leave. "Hey, what are you looking at?" 'Her tone changed from the overly polite tone of a few days ago and returned to her previous liveliness. "Nothing... nothing..." I answered blankly. "Then hurry up and go, why are you still standing here? 』『Oh... Oh, okay. 』

The place I live in is rented from my sister-in-law. It is an apartment-style house of about 30 square meters. I live alone and only have to pay for water and electricity, which saves me money on rent. Therefore, I can say that I live quite comfortably. Today is her first time to come here.

"Wow! This place is so big, do you live alone? very nice! "She said excitedly as she entered the door. "Oh... ah, yes, since my sister and her family live somewhere else, I'm the only one here. 』『Well, tonight is going to be very interesting. 'She said with a smile.

ah? interesting? What does she mean? She grabbed the cushions on the sofa and turned on the TV, selecting channels and looking for her favorite show. I sat down a little distance away from her. I looked at her a little blankly. It was dark just now so I didn't notice that she was wearing a white T-shirt with a large round neck. Her slightly upturned nipples pushed the clothes out with two small protrusions, which was particularly attractive. She was wearing a miniskirt, which was not too short, about 20 centimeters above the knee, but because she was sitting, she pulled the hem of the skirt up a little, just covering the bottom of her panties, which was worrying. Her smooth and round legs were crossed together, sending a tempting message. Simply put, after receiving these stimuli, i熙卷鹤鿨w could no longer help but tilted its head towards the sky. How wonderful it would be if I could possess her body and be united with her...

"Hello!" "A loud sound appeared in my ears, bringing me back to reality from my trance. "What are you thinking about?" "She asked, blinking her big eyes.

"Nothing... nothing..." I answered guiltily.

"Oh, is it really nothing?" 'She gave a cunning smile and said, 'Well, what is this? 』

Her eyes were focused on the bulge in my pants.

"That is... is..." I didn't know how to answer.

"You're thinking about that day again, aren't you? 'She said with a straight face. I lowered my head and said nothing.

Alas, she is still angry. What should I do? "Hello," she leaned closer to me, "Don't make that expression. I was very angry that day because you didn't keep your promise to me... But I'm not angry anymore, otherwise I wouldn't have come here. 』

"oh… "

"Hey, cheer up! 'She patted my head and said, 'Let me ask you...'

"What are you asking?" 'I asked weakly. Although she said she was no longer angry, she still couldn't be completely relieved. "You guys... do you all... want to violate girls?" 』

What kind of question is this? I answered cautiously: "Not really. Some people do, some don't. It depends on one's sexual attitude and the person he is with, and also..."

"Then..." She interrupted me and said, "You didn't think so before? 』

"I think about it sometimes..."

"Have you ever done that with anyone?" ' she asked curiously.

"No!" I’m still a virgin… 』

"Oh, I see," she continued, "Then what happened to you that day? 』

"I? That day it was because... your body was so attractive, so... I..." I blushed and couldn't continue.

"What about today?" 'She deliberately puffed out her chest and said with a smile, 'Don't you want to today? 』

Looking at the two bulges on her chest and the cleavage visible through the neckline, my face turned even redder, and my lower body had already answered the question for me.

"Then... let's try it, okay?" 』

I nearly fell off my chair! "You...you...you must not joke with me!" This is not fun at all! 'I said to her in panic.

"Who is kidding you?" ' She pouted and said, 'I finally mustered up the courage to say it, but you did this... '

"No... that's not it, but you were... now... this... is too sudden..." I haven't recovered yet.

"Originally, I didn't dare to do that before getting married. My mother always told me not to let boys touch me, so I reacted like that that day. But...' She paused and continued: 'Ever since you started touching me through my clothes, I've been a little excited. I often find myself wet after returning to the dormitory...'

Her whole face turned red, and her voice trembled a little. "That day, you put your hand directly on my skin. I was shaking with excitement, my heart was beating so fast, and I felt my whole body was warming up... But you promised not to do anything to me, but you secretly got up in the middle of the night and wanted it... That's why I was angry. But these few days, I found that... that feeling... I am getting more and more... I... 』

The more she spoke, the lower her head became and her voice became softer. At this time I roughly knew what was going on, so I hugged her and asked, "Do you feel a little comfortable, but your body is also a little hot and uncomfortable? 'She nodded. "Have you never masturbated before?" 'She shook her head gently.

She was a typical virgin and had never even explored her own private parts. No wonder it hurt me so much that day.

I held her on my lap, stroked her back and asked: "So, you are wearing this today, to seduce me to do it to you...right? 』『You are bad! I... am embarrassed to say it...' Her face turned even redder. "Have you... decided?" No regrets? 'She still kept her head down and did not answer.

Well, even though she just said a bunch of nonsense, and I really doubt whether she knows what she is talking about, but at least I can be sure that she will not reject my actions tonight. And I don't need to lie to myself. Although I was frightened by the drastic change in her attitude at first, I have already been aroused at this moment. Let's do it!

After turning off the TV, I took her into the bedroom and let her lie on the bed.

At her insistence, I didn't turn on the headlights, but just turned on the bedside lamp.

As I quickly undressed, she was taking her clothes out from under the quilt; as I let my cock stand erect, she put her panties aside. Obviously, she was completely naked.

The side lighting makes her facial features appear deeper.

As soon as the quilt was pulled aside, her skin was immediately exposed under the dim yellow light. She covered her breasts with one hand and lightly covered her lower body with the other.

I climbed onto the bed and lay down next to her, and before long my lips touched her face.

Accompanied by a passionate French kiss, I pulled her hands away from her chest and began to caress her breasts. There was no skill in the caressing at that time. The only thing I did was to pinch her nipples with my index finger and thumb and gently pull and twist them, or cover her breasts with my palms and rub them.

But even though it was such a clumsy action, it still triggered her physiological reaction: she sucked my tongue harder, began to make nasal panting sounds, her slightly closed eyelids began to twitch, her body began to heat up, and her legs curled up and clamped together...

I released my grip on her and stroked her long hair. Her forehead and hair began to sweat.

I moved my hand away from her breast and moved it to her lower abdomen, brushing against her soft pubic hair. I applied force with my fingers to force open her tightly closed legs to create a gap so that my hand could slide in.

Without spending any energy exploring, as soon as my hand slid between her buttocks, I felt a wetness. I could also feel her labia slightly open, and I could vaguely touch the entrance of her vagina.

I separated our tightly pressed hot lips, took a deep breath, and asked her in an uncertain tone: "I... want to put it in... can I?" 』

She nodded slightly.

I turned over and pressed on her, spread her legs apart, and moved the hard cock between my legs to align with the mysterious entrance to the female body.

When the glans touched the hot and slippery feeling of the vaginal opening, I suddenly paused and hesitated a little, but the burning desire in my body did not stop and pushed my body forward.

As soon as we made physical contact, I felt the same pain as the sneak attack. I could feel something pressing and blocking my entry.

I gritted my teeth and pushed my lower body forward. The pain did not last long. After I felt the glans breaking through the hymen at the vaginal opening, the oppressive pain disappeared and was followed by a feeling of warmth surrounding me. The penis felt soft and comfortable. Although it still seemed to be pushing aside muscle tissue to move forward, it no longer felt painful.

I slowly pushed my lower body forward until our genitals were completely fitted together, then stopped, let out the breath I had been holding, and relaxed completely.

I lay on top of her and asked in her ear: "Does it hurt? 』

She opened her eyes, glared at me, and said, "Nonsense! Of course it hurts! This is my first time... 』

"Oh... I'm sorry..." I said innocently, but then asked her, "Can I... move it a little?" 』

She whispered: "Well... but be gentle... I'm afraid of pain..."

"Um… "

I held her shoulders and began to move my lower body, slowly and gently...

But... it was so embarrassing. I ejaculated before I could even feel anything after less than ten thrusts...

"Why so fast?" I don’t feel anything at all... It’s not fun at all...' I said to myself unwillingly.

"What's the matter?" "She noticed that I paused and asked me.

"I... cum inside..."

"ah? 'She was a little stunned, as if she had no idea what was going on.

"It's over..." I said with a red face and a bit of anger.

"Oh..." she said, "I don't feel anything... it just hurts..."

"…" I didn't say anything.

"Then can you please clean it up? ' she asked.

"Um… "

I clumsily pulled out my penis and grabbed a tissue to help myself and her clean up the mess.

"Be gentle!" "Stupid... It hurts..." she screamed.

"oh… "

I stared in a daze at the few blood stains on the paper after wiping them.

Her first time, and also my first time, ended like this. Something I had been looking forward to for a long time ended in an instant without me feeling anything at all.

'It's not real at all, and not fun at all...' I thought to myself.

After taking a shower, she climbed into bed with the scent of shower gel.

"Hey... It's not fun at all except for the pain. Now I'm still swollen and painful... Can we not do it in the future?" 'She said.

"Oh, okay..." I didn't comment.

Turn off the lights and hug her to sleep.

At that time, we never imagined that our sex life would be so crazy and changeable, and it felt completely different from what it felt like now...

And... I still don't know why her attitude changed...