Night Train Journey South (Transformation Series Adult Novel)

Returning home is something that makes those who have been away from home for a long time excited.

For me, it is a nightmare that happens twice a year.

After graduating from junior high school, I went north to study. My father, who was not very wealthy, gritted his teeth and sent me to the high school of H Middle School, a private school known as an aristocratic school.

. I can only blame myself for not living up to expectations.

The southbound express night train was crawling along the fixed rails. The human wall pushed and shoved. ． ．

Carrying a heavy old suitcase full of books, I squeezed into the carriage with all my strength. It contains my favorite extracurricular reading materials, the Trendy Library and Tom Jones's Singing

piece. I used most of the living expenses my father gave me every month, except for paying for my board and lodging at school, to buy extracurricular books. Carrying heavy books back and forth every year,

The suitcase is a little loose. Thinking of the box filled with my beloved treasures, I couldn't help but clench my hands a little tighter.

On the roof, an old electric fan was waving weakly, but the interior of the car was filled with a disgusting sour smell. It is the smell of sweat and body odor mixed with the rotten smell of leftover food.

Bad taste. I moved a seat on the luggage rack and unloaded the load from my shoulders. After I stood firm, I finally had time to look around.

In addition to a girl who looked like a college student holding an "Accounting" book in her hand and picking her nose with her right hand, in this big cradle in the middle of the night, there was no one awake or moving.

There aren't many things. The dim light and turbid air are enough to make people drowsy.

A middle-aged man three steps away from me was leaning against the back of the seat next to him, dozing off as he swayed from side to side with the movement of the train. On the left front seat was a Japanese

Kishan was sleeping barefoot. The fashionable young woman sitting next to him was snoring, drooling, and leaning against his shoulder with her head tilted.

superior. In the right front seat, a pair of girls were lying cross-leggedly in the arms of someone who looked like their mother, sleeping peacefully. In the right back seat, a young girl tried to stare at her

A former Crown magazine. In the right front seat, a young man and woman who looked like a couple were sleeping in each other's arms with their coats covering their knees.

As the train headed south, passengers occasionally got on and off, and the air in the carriage became much fresher, but my legs gradually became numb. Move your feet, still no

OK, I looked at the empty seat back on the right rear seat and moved over. Unexpectedly, the girl who was reading the Crown magazine seemed to notice my feelings and raised her right hand.

Elbows on the chair back for defense.

"Damn!" he cursed inwardly.

I moved my body towards the door and leaned on its hinges, and my feet suddenly felt relaxed. My eyes were still fixed on my luggage.

The cool night wind rushed in through the gap in the car door, making me much more awake. Every time we arrive at a station, there are always fewer people in the car, and my eyes are always on me.

Suitcases on a shelf.

Suddenly, I found a couple of girls sleeping in each other's arms under my suitcase. Their sleepy faces with squinted eyes looked a little weird. Look at the one covering his knees.

The coat on his body was moving violently. As a teenager, I seem to understand a little bit.

With my trembling heart, I was fascinated by her changing and suppressed expression.

It was then that I discovered that she had long black hair, thin eyebrows and long eyelashes on her slightly narrowed eyes, and a beautiful face with a

She has a straight nose, cherry red lips, and a white shirt with a V-neck that reveals half of her snow-white chest.

My mood fluctuates with her changing expressions. When she frowns, I feel my heart palpitating. When she twitches her lips, I tremble. I fantasize about the person who is "doing" with her

It's me.

My heart trembled and my face turned red and hot. Looking at her heaving chest made me swallow my saliva to moisten my dry throat.

Suddenly, she opened her eyes and found me staring at her. She smiled at me sheepishly, pushed away her man's hand (I guess), and started chatting with him.

Being an inhumane person, I turned around even more awkwardly, avoiding her sight, and stood with my right hand bent on the door axis facing outward with my eyes closed. Still remembering in my heart

I just recalled an unforgettable encounter. In front of my closed eyes, her ever-changing facial expressions that made my heart palpitate were replayed.

The creeping train continued to crawl forward.

"Squeak...squeak...squeak." The train slowly stopped moving.

I stretched my head and looked around, and then I arrived in Hsinchu.

Someone got off the bus. ． ． There were five or six people getting off!

"Zhiliang! Tell your sister to send the things over..." As I heard the sweet voice beside my ears, I suddenly felt a damp heat on my right hand which was holding on to the door hinge.

Look back. sky! It's that girl!

She leaned against the door hinge and stretched her head to shout at a man who was getting off the bus. She was wearing black trousers and her crotch was pressed against my back.

Pull it on the back of your right hand on the door hinge.

She moved away instantly, smiled at me shyly and went back to her seat.

The waves in my heart, which had just calmed down, began to surge again. Feeling the residual warmth on the back of my right hand and thinking about the shy smile of the flower, my body couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"Boom..." The train crawled south again in this thrilling night.

When she turned around, the man next to her had already got off the bus. An old woman in her forties or fifties sat next to her.

"Did she do it on purpose? Or was she unintentional?" I pondered to myself uncertainly.

After calming my fluctuating emotions and taking a deep breath of the cool night air, I mustered up the courage to walk into the carriage.

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She seemed a little surprised that I came into the car. But she still didn't avoid my gaze.

I pretended to move the suitcase on the luggage rack above her head and stood in front of her seat with full legitimacy.

I looked at her. ． ． ．

From the neckline you can see the upper edge of the milky white bra she is wearing on her chest. A pink bud can be seen in the front of the milky white bra between the buttons of the slightly wrinkled shirt.

Silky flowers. The loose shirt could not hide the lines of her high breasts. On her slender white neck she wore a red satin necklace (was it a lucky charm? Or...

). Her long hair was draped over her left shoulder, and a pair of small scarlet beads hung from her right ear, swaying against her charming sideburns.

Looking closer, I could see how beautiful her skin was, without a single blemish - so white and smooth. Her slender fingers were painted with pink nail polish, looking slender and elegant. Right hand food

His fingers tapped on her right knee. I could imagine her thinking about how to respond to the silent attack of my eyes.

As if she had made up her mind, she stopped tapping, stretched out her right hand to pick up the teacup beside her seat and drank a sip of water, then lay down on the seat, her eyes wide open.

The bright black eyes looked at me naturally.

"Here it comes! Fighting back!" I pondered.

I stared at her without retreating.

Her waves continued to withstand my attacks without flinching.

I don't know how long it lasted, but I felt her eyes change from defensive, curious, to wonder, and then to integration and communication with me. It was a wonderful feeling that I had never experienced before.

For a moment, there seemed to be a feeling of affection permeating the intersecting waves.

"Wopashan", who was sitting next to her, seemed to sense the strange looks from us and looked at us strangely.

We completely ignored the existence of others and stared at each other in the space and time filled with rippling spring waves.

"Squeak...squeak...squeak." The train slowly stopped moving again.

The annoying "Wopashan" got off the bus. I went and sat down next to her.

A faint scent of jasmine came towards me along with the moving train.

"You've been standing here for a long time, right? Is it winter break?" Surprisingly, she asked with a smile.

"It's vacation time! I'm used to standing now!" I answered awkwardly, looking at her snow-white teeth. I think she was somewhat attracted by the clothes that didn't match my body.

Guessed my identity.

"Where are you going?" I asked.

"...Tainan, there's something going on at my parents' home...what about you?" She thought for a moment and answered.

"I live in Chiayi," I answered while thinking that she was actually a married young woman. She definitely doesn't look more than twenty-five.

"You got married quite early!" I asked tentatively.

"They can act as matchmakers! I have many brothers and sisters-in-law at home, so I have no say!" She looked a little lost and helpless when talking about marriage.

"What's your name? Didn't the gentleman come down with you?" I asked knowingly.

She said her name was Li Meijun, and knowing that I was asking, she said, "He got off the bus first! He has to take care of the store tomorrow morning, so he can't come."

"This is the first time I go out alone after getting married. I really miss the carefree life of my teenage years!" she said a little wistfully.

"Why don't you take this opportunity to go back to your parents' house and have some fun?" I said encouragingly.

"No! I'm not familiar with the place and I have nowhere to go alone," she replied.

"Have you been to Sun Moon Lake? The scenery is pretty nice," I said suggestively.

"I'm not familiar with the place," she answered cautiously.

"Get off in Taichung, it's very close!" I explained.

"I can be a guide," I continued.

"..." She looked hesitant.

"Give me the ticket and we'll get off in Taichung together." I spread out my right hand and asked her for the ticket.

"...This...is not good..." While she was hesitating, I snatched the ticket from her hand.

"No..." She tried to snatch her ticket from me.

"Okay! Don't hesitate! Taichung is almost there!" I quickly pushed the situation to the edge of the cliff.

Her face turned red and she remained silent.

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"Squeak... squeak... squeak." The train slowly stopped moving and we arrived at Taichung Station.

"We're in Taichung! Let's go!" I stood up, picked up my suitcase and walked downstairs.

I don't know if it was because the ticket was in my hand or because she was thinking about this unprecedented adventure in her life, she picked up her light luggage and lowered her head.

After some hesitation, he got out of the car behind me.

The cool night breeze in Taichung lifted my spirits.

After leaving the station, I looked back at her following me. That helpless and shy look is different from the bold, tender and confident look in her eyes in the car.

There is a world of difference. I suddenly felt a sense of pride and greatness of being relied upon. I have been dependent on my family since I was a child.

I turned around, held her hand, lowered my head and said to her, "Let's find a hotel first and leave after daybreak!"

The cool night breeze made her hug me unconsciously.

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Taking the concierge key from the sleepy receptionist, I led her upstairs.

Opened the door and walked in. She hesitated outside the door for a minute before following him in with her head lowered.

It was a comfortable suite with a snow-white double bed covered with snow-white sheets and quilts. On the coffee table there was a bottle of warm water and two glasses wrapped in white paper.

Two sofa chairs were placed side by side against the wall with the windows drawn. Her slightly uneasy expression could be seen from the large mirror on the dressing table.

I put the suitcase on the coffee table, closed the door, turned on the bathroom light, and said to her, "Take a shower first!"

The atmosphere was a little awkward, and she responded, "What about you?"

"Do you want to take a shower with me?" I said.

She felt a little embarrassed after hearing that and went to the bathroom with a shy smile.

I turned off the lights in the room and turned on the air conditioner, TV and bedside lamp, making the room much softer.

Listening to the sound of water splashing in the bathroom, I lay on the bed and pressed the TV remote control.

"Hmm...ah..." The moaning sounds from the porn movie came from the TV.

Looking at the moaning camera of the toned blonde beauty in the mirror, and then thinking of her in the bathroom, my lower body shook unconsciously and gradually became erect with a pulsating rhythm.

As I looked and looked, unable to suppress my restless heart, I picked up my spare clothes and went to the bathroom door.

"Can I come in?" I asked, knocking on the bathroom door.

"Great!" replied someone from inside the door.

As soon as the door opened, she came out wearing a white petticoat and grinning slyly.

"You naughty girl!" I thought to myself, and said, "You are teasing me!"

Quickly wash yourself and put on clean underwear. He kept paying attention to the noise outside the door, fearing that she would change her mind and leave.

Open the door slightly and look out. I saw her sitting on the bed, her knees bent under the quilt, staring at the TV intently. Look at her fascinated look. sometimes

Her eyebrows were raised and her lips were slightly parted from time to time.

I suddenly opened the bathroom door and saw her hiding under the quilt in shame.

I turned off the TV, turned on the bedside music, lifted the sheets and lay down.

She turned her body over and buried her pink cheeks deep in the cotton pillow. Are you shy? Is it fear?

Seeing her delicate and shy look like a newlywed reminded me of Wanzhen, my neighbor from my hometown who grew up with me as a childhood sweetheart. That was a time I will never be able to

The forgotten virgin throbbing. ． ． ．

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Wanzhen is my childhood playmate. She has been a part of my life since I was old enough to remember.

Since elementary school, we have played together in the shared yard of our two homes and went to school hand in hand. The adults in the village enjoyed the old and closed country life.

They liked to pair us up, and they used us to satisfy their regret for not being able to make their own decisions in their marriage. We, who seem to understand but not quite, feel the recognition of adults.

To happy.

Her father worked in a central government agency. For that ancient countryside, we had a neighbor who was a high-ranking official in Taipei. Every time I hear the words “Ahem!

cough! "I heard a dull cough and knew Wanzhen's father had returned home.

The situation changed when she was in sixth grade of elementary school. Her family built a building!

The courtyard was divided into two halves, and the green bamboo fence around it was replaced by a cold brick wall. Wanzhen was kept in a high attic like a canary. exist

In the isolated courtyard, I could only listen to Wanzhen's joyful singing from the second floor of her house, and I could no longer see her little face as red as an apple as she sang.

Affection. Since her parents sent her to learn piano at our neighbor Teacher Chen's house, we had fewer opportunities to catch loaches in the mud together.

When we entered junior high school, the separation of boys and girls into separate classes and the practice of lining up after school made us even more distant. I have never felt so lonely since I was a child. Met in the alley

, she always smiled at me shyly and walked past me with her head down. Look at her in that floral dress, she is already a graceful young lady. The lonely heart, the first encounter with a virgin

The different feelings between men and women made me lose focus in class. I indulge in the world of Zhuge Qingyun, Wolongsheng, Qiong Yao... In that illusory world I can

Fulfill the dreams that I cannot realize in the real world. This is the root cause of my failure to get into what everyone calls a “good high school”.

It must be an early summer vacation in the second year of junior high school! I experienced the unforgettable virginity thrill of my life...

Teacher Chen’s son Yuanzhi (a junior high school neighbor and classmate of mine in the same school but different class) invited me to his house to play bridge. Yuanzhi, under the guidance of his father, talked about

A good pianist, he occasionally gives lessons for his father. If being by Wanzhen's side and teaching her how to play the piano is a right, I always watch her

That right! The loss of this right was the main reason why I practiced various musical instruments diligently in high school!

After passing through the front hall of Yuanzhi's grocery store and entering the back hall, I saw Yuanzhi, his brother Hongzhi and... ． Wanzhen (I can't believe I'm here

Meet her in this situation)

"Hey! What is Shen Mufan busy with recently? He didn't even ask me to go fishing with him." Yuan Zhi started scolding me as soon as I entered the door. He knows my brother-in-law has a pond of tilapia

After I invited him to go there once, he became interested in fishing.

"Hello, Brother Hongzhi!" I first said hello to Brother Hongzhi who was back from studying in Taichung for vacation.

"Wanzhen! Hello!" That was a name I hadn't called out for a long time. I even felt that my accent was a little rusty. It had been a while since I last called out this name.

It’s been two years!

"Hello!" Wanzhen responded with a generous yet somewhat unfamiliar smile.

Looking at her smile, which seemed familiar yet exuded a dazzling smile like the blooming morning flowers, reminded me of the blooming osmanthus tree on the wall outside my home. When I was a child, I often

I was playing in the shade of the tree, but now I can't remember what it really looks like.

Since I entered junior high school, I have never looked at her as closely and carefully as I did today. She was wearing a short-sleeved top that looked like snow, revealing her arms that looked like lotus roots.

Her sparse bangs reflected her rosy cheeks, and a pair of vermilion ears were slightly revealed. Looking at the familiar and delicate hands, they are now plumper and more childish than before.

The expression has been replaced by a beautiful appearance. She exudes the aura of a lady from a noble family, which makes me sigh at the magic of time.

During the game, I could never muster the courage to look her in the eye. Occasionally, under the pretext of talking to Yuanzhi, he would glance at her quickly and guiltily. She seemed to notice this

She felt awkward and unfamiliar, and always lowered her head and pretended to look at the cards when I glanced at her.

"Hongzhi! Yuanzhi! Come and help us unload the goods!" Just after my father finished playing three sets of cards, I heard Aunt Chen's shouting in the front hall.

"Come right up!" The Chen brothers told us to go to the front hall.

Wanzhen and I were the only ones left at the card table, and this atmosphere made me feel even more uncomfortable. Just when I was about to grab the poker cards on the table and shuffle them to ease the strange and awkward atmosphere,

At the same time, she also stretched out her left hand to take the cards. A pair of hands that had not touched each other for several years touched each other again in this strange occasion. Like tens of thousands of volts of Yin

The contact of the two positive poles created a flash of lightning in front of our minds. The lightning paralyzed my fingertips and at the same time struck my chest along with my fingers.

We both quickly retracted our arms. All the blood in the body rushed to the brain, and the heartbeat suddenly became rapid, and the heartbeat could be heard clearly. Looking at her secretly,

She also had a rosy face and lowered her head without saying a word.

It was a hot early summer, but it was the early spring of my soul.

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"Hey! What are you thinking about?" Mei Jun's tender voice came as a slender hand woke me up from my thoughts.

"Sorry! It's nothing!" I responded guiltily. I couldn't honestly tell her at this moment that I was thinking about another girl.

I stretched out my right arm to embrace her, and she turned her back again. I put my hands on her breasts through her white petticoat. But I found that she had no bra under her petticoat.

The palm feels soft and warm.

To be honest, this was the first time in my life that I held the breasts of a stranger. My understanding of the physiological structure of women comes from books and a few relevant medical books.

I was always laughed at by my classmates at school for studying "theoretical" books - just talk. This time, I am doing this to wipe out the shame of the "theoretical school".

How bold.

I stroked her with my body trembling slightly, saying in a dissembling way, "Ouch! It's so cold!"

When I trembled and supported my upper body with my left hand and kissed her ear, she leaned back considerately. The lower body was pressed against her plump buttocks.

It makes me feel numb!

Smelling the faint fragrance, I kissed her earlobe. Her tightly closed eyes trembled slightly and her breathing became increasingly rapid.

I moved my right hand to her right shoulder and removed the right strap of her petticoat. Under the soft light, I could only see a pink areola on the towering breasts.

The pink nipples are embedded in it moderately. My right hand grasped it again clumsily, and the feeling of grasping it just now was now clearly visible.

She turned around and took off the left shoulder strap of her petticoat, revealing a pair of round and firm breasts. I was fascinated. I never thought women's breasts were so fascinating.

people! The deep cleavage made me want to bury my face in it.

I took off my top and pounced on him. He used his upper body to press her breasts, and hooked his hands under her armpits, crawling on top of her. Kissing her roughly

Red lips, pink neck, and my nose breathing in the body fragrance that drives me crazy.

"Be gentle!" she moaned while putting her hands into my underwear.

"Huh!" I couldn't help but take a deep breath when she rubbed my vitals.

While arching my lower body on my knees to facilitate her movements, I dove headfirst into the valley between her chest and sucked on her soft, full breasts. Occasionally, due to carelessness,

When his teeth touched her areola, she unexpectedly opened her cherry lips and let out a few moans. This discovery made me bold enough to occasionally hold her nipples again with my lips.

Unable to hold back any longer, she pulled down my underwear and held my penis between her thighs. I couldn't help but pull off her petticoat and turn around.

He turned over and buried his head between her legs.

Women’s thighs are really softer and more comfortable than feather pillows. I think being able to sleep hugging a woman’s thighs must be the greatest enjoyment in life. Sucking her long

When I touched her thighs, I smelled a different body fragrance. It was a strange fragrance coming from her white cotton panties. I saw that her panties between her thighs were slightly wet and bulging.

There is a tiny crack in the mound.

Extend your index finger and gently rub the slit up and down, feeling the warmth and wetness of the volcano that is about to erupt.

"Ah! Ah...ah..." Meijun twisted her legs left and right, her hands tightly grasped my lower limbs, and she let out seductive moans.

Hearing her seductive moans, I couldn't help but take off her snow-white panties.

The curly black pubic hair was sparsely spread over the mound, and the double doors of the peach garden cave were wriggling in the slight wetness as she trembled. Gently touch a pink hole with your hand

At the entrance, you can see a deep and secluded path leading directly inside. My fingers teased her double doors left and right, and she couldn't bear it anymore and sat up, pulling me to lie beside her.

She bent her right leg and held me between her thighs, spread out her left leg and raised it, and used her left hand to hold my baby and rubbed her private parts.

How could the sensitive baby, who had never explored a hole, bear such a soft and warm rub? A tingling sensation rose from the bottom of the perineum. I have a kind of humiliation

Feeling it, he quickly pressed the pulsation in his perineum with his right hand, took a deep breath, and climbed on top of her.

He rubbed her firm breasts with both hands and sucked her nipples in turn. He spread her legs with his knees, and gently touched her private parts.

You have to beg me.

"Brother Fan... come in... quickly..." she begged, panting.

I deliberately did this lightly for a while until the glans felt extremely wet. I knew she had suffered enough and her private parts were flooded.

"Come in quickly...oh..." As she begged again, I unexpectedly inserted it into her private parts, causing her to moan.

I intuitively felt that her private parts were contracting violently. But after a while of thrusting, she was trembling slightly, and I shivered and pushed forward quickly, and a stream of hot water gushed out.

"Ah...gently...ah...no..." It was too deep, and she pretended to push me away.

It was her first orgasm during intercourse, and I held her shoulders with my hands and pressed her down towards her body.

So beautiful! The comfort after intercourse made my whole body relax. I lay weakly on her soft body.

She gently picked up the sheet and wiped the sweat off my back, then lay on her side with her private parts still holding my penis.

I looked at her with a smile, and she looked at me, a little coquettishly, and said, "I don't want to have sex with you anymore, you're teasing me..."

I leaned over and said, "Who told you to be so wild at the beginning? This is my first time!"

She blushed and said, "Really!"

Before I could reply, her lips were already on mine, exploring each other with her tongue.

Have you ever eaten sweet rice cake? It turns out that's what it feels like to suck on a woman's lips.

After a while, I suddenly felt the lower part of my body that was immersed in her private parts swell up again, and she seemed to feel it too.

"Ah...you...you again..." She rubbed me again with love and joy.

This time, she sat on it, swaying her hips softly, cherishing it as if she was afraid that it would end hastily like the first time.

While twisting her body, she never forgot to bend down from time to time and give me a loving kiss. There was a skill to her twisting. The slight twisting of the body makes me feel more stimulated

Small, but she felt comfortable every time, which could be seen from the twitching expression on her face.

She was gasping for breath like a carp that was short of oxygen. Her chest heaved and her breasts swayed up and down as she moved.

I propped my head up on two pillows and admired the expressions she made. Her smooth belly was squeezed into a deep wrinkle as she twisted back and forth. Long black hair

Then it flew up as she turned her head. I saw the penis going in and out of her private parts, sometimes completely buried, sometimes half out. It was then that I noticed that

There is a pink pearl inlaid slightly above the private parts. I rubbed my fingers in the rhythm of the way she twisted the soup.

"Ah... um..." The frequency of her movements became faster and faster, and the force of her rubbing became stronger and stronger. Of course, the fingers rubbing her pearl

The force of oppression is also greater.

Soon she called me incoherently: "Ah! ... It's coming out... Faster... Faster... Hold... Hold me..."

As she screamed, she leaned her upper body forward to increase the pressure.

I didn't respond to her, and I pushed my hips up from time to time. After doing this for about ten times, she hugged me tightly and shouted frantically, "I... am going to die!"

． ． Dead. ． "

The last few times she rubbed my body, she did it so hard that it caused a dull pain in my pubic bone. After a loud scream, she collapsed and said, "I feel dizzy, I want to lie down."

After carrying her to lie down, she looked at her pale and sweaty body and felt really exhausted! But what to do with it trapped between her thighs?

"Do you want more?" I thought she was probably tired and wanted to rest.

"It's your turn!" The cherry lips with a slight breath gave me an answer that was beyond my expectation.

I held her on the edge of the bed, put her legs on my arms, stood on the edge of the bed and got ready, and started my first

Second wave of attack.

Working while half standing and half crouching saved me a lot of physical energy. The forward impact caused waves on her chest and also brought out her moans.

The sound of the testicles hitting her perineum was mixed with the sound of the piston. It’s a three-hit-at-a-time masterpiece.

"Ouch... Ouch..." The sound entered my ears, and I rubbed my body left and right. The rubbing made her shiver. She orgasmed about twice. This is held by her

I could feel the force applied by my arms and hands, and the frequency of my vagina's contractions.

In the frenzy, a spring of water rushed straight to my uterus. I quickly spread her legs apart and leaned forward to press on her chest.

"Ah!...Ah!...Ah!..." She screamed several times in the same frequency as I ejaculated.

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A volcano that is erupting cannot be calmed down overnight.

When she greedily told me that she wanted to meet me again and that she wanted me to be her brother forever, I hesitated!

The sexual desire of a young woman in early spring is wild and overwhelming. Thinking back to her greed last night, I was afraid of suffocating in the torrent that made me addicted.

"No! All good things in life must come to an end. You have a family and I have studies to complete. Let's each keep this memory to ourselves."

After hearing what I said, she cried!

When I sent her to the train, she was still looking at me on the platform with tears in her eyes. I looked at the woman who I regarded as my prey when she came and whom I almost became her prey when she left.