Me and My Men (Rape and Sadism Adult Fiction)

I don't know if the title "Me and My Men" will be criticized by the moralists.

However, when in Rome, follow the local customs and come to the Taboo Bookstore, there are no taboos. Let me recall my thirty years

These men...

In fact, I was brought up in a very strict family. I was born and raised under the red flag. Both my parents were highly educated.

. So I have loved reading since I was a child. I have been secretly reading Qiong Yao's novels since junior high school, and I am particularly interested in the lingering love between talented men and beautiful women.

Yearning. In the third year of junior high school, I saved my breakfast money to buy Japanese girl comics, and read them hard in get out of class and after class.

Full of pink fantasy. I have a brother and sister. My sister is much older than us. She got married early and immigrated.

When I arrived in Canada, my brother was one year older than me, and I grew up arguing with him. And he is also the first

Someone who made me feel sexually aroused. (Of course, such disgusting incestuous behavior would not happen).

I got my period when I was in junior high school and my breasts began to develop. They were small, hard and a little painful to touch. I

I feel that this is the most embarrassing place. And I already know that touching the raised area below will have a magical effect

The feeling of sourness and swelling can't stop... So I always touch it through my underwear, my legs are stretched straight, waiting

The peak moment has arrived. My brother was also at that age when he was full of curiosity about women, although he was too shy to speak up.

I don’t blame him. After all, everyone has a growth process like this. It’s just that he happened to have me as his growth buddy.

Just a long testimony. One day, it was a hot summer night. I was doing my homework in the living room. My parents were out. My brother

My brother was lying on the floor playing, and suddenly I felt someone gently touching the edge of my underwear. Because I was wearing a skirt,

So it was easy to touch the underwear on the floor. I knew it was my brother, so I didn't move and pretended to be unaware.

Continue doing your homework. So my brother pulled my panties aside and started to play with me. I didn't have much hair at that time.

The hair was smooth and slippery and a lot of water came out at once. I bit the pen I was doing homework on and closed my eyes to enjoy the stimulation.

moment. Fortunately, there was a table blocking the view, otherwise I don’t know what expression I should have when facing my brother lying on the floor. finally

When I reached the climax, I involuntarily tensed my muscles and pushed the chair back. Feeling in the vagina

The surface was contracting madly, and the feeling was much stronger than when I did it myself. I locked myself in the room and it took me a while to calm down.

Come down. After the calm, there was a sense of emptiness and regret - I didn’t know what to do. I'd better pretend nothing happened.

. So my brother and I both pretended nothing had happened, but it never happened again.

I had locked myself in my room to do my homework, not wanting to give my brother another chance... But one night, I woke up in the middle of the night.

I suddenly woke up, and it turned out that my brother ran into my room. He was pulling my underwear down, and then

He used his penis to rub my lower body. I guess he was not well developed at that time. His penis was very small.

The erection, this is what I know now after I became a woman. At that time, I felt really scared.

I thought, what should I do if he really comes in? I won't be a virgin anymore, so I closed my legs tightly.

, thinking that he must not be allowed in! He didn't seem to be planning to come in, so he started to lift my shirt and touch my pussy.

Small breasts. Now I found it unacceptable, so I pushed him away and glared at him. My brother remained silent and ashamed

He climbed out of the window very easily. It turned out that he came in through the window! After he left, I rushed over and put the bolt

Plug it in, and feel extremely angry. I think I can tolerate him touching me below but not my breasts.

Strange thing. But we never had any such contact again, and I entered high school.

A colorful high school life began.

Haha, although it is colorful, it is all on the spiritual level. I think you, the color lovers, will be disappointed. I still didn't have

How does it grow? It seems that all the nutrients have gone to the hair. The hair is long and the figure is small and the face is delicate. So

There were a lot of boys chasing me, but I rejected them all. I also have a crush on a guy, but we only admire each other.

Until one night he asked me to meet him at the bridge. He held out a necklace and asked me to put it on, saying that if I

Wear it if you want to be with him. I don't know why I became so timid at that time. I refused to do it no matter what. I just clenched my fists.

That means I accept his feelings and I feel the same way about him. At that time, there was no carnal feelings at all, pure and innocent.

clean. But in the days before the college entrance examination, he asked me to copy the answers for him after the test, but I refused. because

My family has so many expectations of me, and my dreams have only come true after so many years of hard study.

, I dare not take the risk. I want to help him so much, but I have more worries that prevent me from doing so. Test

The test results came out, he failed and I was in high school... He didn't contact me for a whole summer, so my first love was gone.

It was ruined by my cowardice... But I didn't regret it at that time, because my

College is waiting for me.

My university is a relatively famous institution. There are many outstanding students from all over the country. But the ring

The change in environment made me depressed. There were also some things that happened on the way to school that bothered me.

Pregnant. I went to school by train, which took nearly 20 hours. I said goodbye to my parents in the sleeper car and

I cried like a tearful person for four hours without stopping. After all, it was my first time away from home. Seeing my mother shed tears

The tears can't be controlled. As I was worried about losing my admission letter and tuition fees in my luggage, I followed my mother's instructions.

He confessed that he hadn't slept all night and had been sitting in the dining chair. There was a handsome boy in the car. When I was crying,

She looked at me helplessly, then handed me a tissue and talked to me after I stopped crying.

We chatted intermittently. He is 6 years older than me, but looks about the same age as my brother. Late at night I

I was tired and fell asleep on the dining table. He even brought a blanket to wrap me up. We sat across the small dining table.

Wear. While half asleep, I felt him touching my breasts under the dining table. A very cautious feeling.

I didn't wear a bra at that time, I was wearing a half-length vest, so it was easy for him to put his hand inside

Here it comes. I no longer felt the pain I felt in middle school, nor did I feel any other special feelings. I pretended to be half awake.

He moved his hand, then quickly pulled it back. I continued to pretend to sleep, and he didn't reach out to me again, but gently

He stroked my hair and said "I'm sorry"... That's why I forgave him, because I want to

Everyone makes mistakes and can be fooled for a while, so I accepted his apology. He accompanied me after arriving.

When I went to school to register, he made my bed, hung a mosquito net and took me to buy all kinds of dormitory supplies. The sisters in the dormitory thought he was my

Brother, I agree too. Because these days he really treats me like an older brother and has not done anything inappropriate.

During the depressing days of my freshman year, I became addicted to playing basketball. Every day before lunch, in the hot sun

Play basketball for an hour. I'm so tanned, and even my abs are in shape. The girls in my dorm say I look like

A little boy. Even so, I still have good luck with women. There are always a few boys in the basketball team of each college who are courting me.

Qin, play ball with me. About a year and a half later, one of the boys became my first boyfriend in college. back

He told me that I always wore a black short T-shirt and jeans when I played basketball, and I didn’t wear any when I did a three-step layup.

The breasts in the bra were visible (not intentional, but I didn’t realize it at the time), so

The boys were all stunned and wanted to pursue me. However, he had learned the art of thick black well and finally got her. That

Actually, I was caught up with by myself because I was drunk once. Alcohol is really bad. I've been raped several times when I was drunk

Get a bargain, then regret it later. But life seems boring without wine. The best days are summer

At night, I went to a small restaurant, ordered some grilled skewers and drank two bottles of beer until the lights were almost turned off, then went back to the dormitory. When he was chasing me, he

You've been with me before. Actually, I prefer to go alone, but sometimes it's nice to have someone accompany me. So give

He had his chance. After all, he is tall and looks a bit mixed-race, so it's not shameful to take him out. But once

A good friend of mine suddenly dropped out of school and went abroad. I was very depressed because after he left, I realized that I

I can like it. So one day when I was depressed and drank too much, I have a bad habit. After drinking a little more, I

I get higher and higher, and the more I drink, the more I want to drink, until I pass out. It was a snowy winter, and he held me

When we came out of the hotel and were about to go back to the dormitory, the wind was very cold. He unbuttoned his cotton jacket and wrapped me in it. My hands were so cold that I kept shaking.

I stretched my armpits and neck and heard him say helplessly, "Oh my baby..."

It feels so good to be loved by someone, and I secretly said to myself, okay, let's choose him. I don't know if it's him.

Hearing the voice in my heart, he took me to a sheltered place and asked me to sit on his lap, and then he put his hand into my

I finally touched the "peach" that he had been longing for for more than a year. After that, he always called me Peach Little

sister. But by this time I had already started wearing underwear. He took great effort to unbutton my bra.

Then he held my breasts, but he warmed his hands on his body before putting them in.

It wasn’t cold at all. We stayed there for a long time, like two koalas, motionless.

In the next two or three months, we officially started dating. Often hiding on the stairs of the library to caress each other

. His little brother is very big and has a round head, so I use my hands to help him. I often can't lift my wrists and arms.

I can't do it: (, so he helps me most of the time. He has been practicing piano since he was a child, and his fingers are long and slender.

I hid my face in his neck and hugged him tightly. Because I was small and not too heavy, I always sat

He would caress me under my skirt, on my legs, and often get a lot of my fluids on his pants. We also

We watched an A-movie together, and it was the first time I saw a man and a woman giving each other oral sex. My eyes widened, and he was even more eager

try. I asked him to wash it countless times before he was willing to lick my glans lightly, but he licked me for a long time without any disgust.

Until I orgasm. I still remember the feeling of my first oral sex orgasm, because he held my legs tightly and I couldn't

But he could escape. When he got there, I couldn't touch him anymore. He kissed my little bean and moved at a high frequency.

Wave after wave of pleasure flooded my body, over my shoulders, and toward my head. I screamed

My whole body was twitching, and I twisted my body to try to escape, but his strong arms were

He kept pulling me like this, his tongue was still stirring, and I could only smile because of the pleasure and beg him to spare me.

. Since then I laugh every time I climax... I don't know why :).

Me and My Men 2

We went traveling together during the summer vacation of our sophomore year. Go climb a mountain that is not particularly famous and plan to live there

One night. We all knew what this night meant, so we were all excited and thrilled when we climbed the mountain.

mood.

We did not take the official road with many people, but took the path for collecting herbs. We occasionally met some people on the road, but we walked

As we walked, there were only two of us left. He held me and sat down again and started playing with my lower body with his fingers. This time he was

I put my finger into the hole and accidentally pierced it. When I took it out, I found it was

Blood. Wow, he yelled, I regret it, your hymen was broken by my fingers-_-^ I beat his heart

I had everything. Fortunately, I had a sanitary pad in my backpack. I endured the slight pain, put it on and continued climbing. At night in the simple

We settled down in the hotel and went to bed before 8 o'clock. The slightly moldy quilt made me nervous.

stand up. He tried to enter me without giving me a blowjob. Because I was too shy to turn on the light, I stayed in the dark.

After groping around, I finally found the entrance, but it seemed to fit perfectly and I couldn't get in. The slightest effort caused a tearing pain.

:(, I gritted my teeth and endured it, but it was unbearable, I pushed him away and said let's forget about it today

. He was so busy that he was sweating and his face was red. When he saw that I was in pain and my eyes were filled with tears, he hugged me and fell asleep. sleep

He woke up again in the middle of the night, felt me ​​until I was a little wet, then pushed his penis in little by little while pushing my legs forward. I am

This process was completed in extreme pain, and it felt like the person was torn in two. This also caused me to

After so many years of shadow, making love seems to me to be such a painful and boring thing. If I didn't love this guy

I would rather die than endure this kind of pain. When we woke up in the morning, we took the bus back home. I was still in pain and bleeding.

There was blood everywhere, so I had to keep changing the pads. I bought a cleaning lotion at the supermarket, and I bought a women's type instead of the regular one.

I have become a woman from now on...

During the three years of on-again-off-again relationships with him during college, we checked into hotels, stayed at his house, and even went out with him during the summer vacation.

We rented a house together, and sometimes even made love in the grass on the playground. But I can only enjoy him.

He gave me my vagina sacrificially for oral sex...but because of his strong possessiveness, we also quarreled about it

I've been in relationships for two or three times, and I've had other experiences in between those breakups. Once when I was a junior

When I was with him, we had a big fight and broke up because he kept checking my text messages. He kept apologizing.

I didn't want to forgive him even after writing to him, and I was sick and stayed in my dorm for more than three weeks without any contact. Just right

When my condition improved, the guy I met on the train came to see me from another city, and we went to KTV to sing together.

, but basically I was singing and he was drinking, red wine, and then he taught me how to play the dice clock, of course

It must be because I lost more, so I drank so much that I was dizzy and didn’t know east from west. He took me to his hotel.

I accidentally lost my phone in the taxi. I didn't tell him that I had a boyfriend and had sexual experience.

And that day I had just finished my period and was still spotting... So with the aphrodisiac effect of the red wine and his passionate kisses,

I touched him and he entered me. His penis was not as big as my boyfriend's, so I didn't feel uncomfortable, but I didn't feel anything special either.

Don't feel good. I just felt that he was so careful to enter and exit me, kissing me like tasting treasures and delicacies.

When my whole body was filled with emotion, my heart was filled with emotion. Because I am naturally narrow, and I haven't had

When he came out, he saw blood on my penis, so he thought it was my first time. He looked at me and

I still said sorry... This time I said it very frankly, there is nothing to be sorry about. Yes, sex is like

After the first time, there was nothing to be surprised about. At least that’s what I thought at that time.

of.

Later, after my boyfriend's self-deprecating apology, I reconciled with him. He burned several cigarette butts on his hands

, it seemed to burn my heart. After all, the feelings are still there. So we're together again. His obsessive possession

The desire became stronger and stronger. One day, I stayed with my student for half an hour longer. He actually ran downstairs to wait for me.

I was questioned whether I had any relationship with the student's parents. I swear to God, I don't even know what the student's father looks like.

I haven't seen it, but he didn't listen to my explanation and accidentally slapped me. This is my ultimate move.

Hope, I think it is impossible for him to change for me again. I applied an egg to my face to reduce the swelling, but it didn't go away. I broke up with him.

Hands of determination. I changed my cell phone number, stopped answering calls, and started looking for a new boyfriend out of revenge.

Once when I went to a hometown gathering, I met a senior who was studying for a master's degree. He seemed to have just been

His girlfriend dumped him and left him for someone else. I know his story. He loved her so much that he learned piano for her.

Singing for her two schools... Maybe relying on others is the best way to numb the wound, so we quickly started

Began a relationship. Graduate students' labs usually have beds that stay up all night, and due to business relationships, it became his own practice.

Laboratory. He has a unique way of kissing. He stretches out his tongue and pushes it into my throat. He also likes to lick

My neck was licked wet, to be honest I didn't like it, and his brother was slender, pumping

When I inserted it, it felt slender and slippery, and her moans were louder than mine. Often howling to end the battle, but it makes me feel

After all, it was just a place of reliance, so our relationship didn’t last long and I went back to my ex-boyfriend.

side.

It all started when my classmates and I went out to rent a house for fun on May Day. After we finished playing, we all left and I was left alone. I was on my period and had a little

If you have dysmenorrhea, just stay in the rental house and rest. He had something to do and couldn't come to accompany me. At this time, my ex-boyfriend sent me a message

The text message asked me what I was doing and if I had time to play. We haven't seen each other for four or five months.

, I can't help but miss him when I think of how he always put me first. So I told him my address. hair

He arrived less than five minutes after I sent the text message. Seeing how thin and regretful he looked, I forgave him again. He knows

I'm on my period, but he still wants to give me a blowjob. He put a lot of newspapers under his butt. After washing his bottom, he

He licked me carefully, and my dysmenorrhea miraculously disappeared. I was immersed in a feeling of comfort and happiness.

When he climaxed, his chin was covered in blood, and a lot of it was sprayed on the newspaper. But he washed his face without any care

, and hugged me to rest. After that we stayed together until we graduated and went our separate ways.

Me and My Men 3

With my vision for the future, I entered the society. After graduating from the ivory tower of the university, I got excellent grades.

I also passed all the interviews and easily got the job I wanted. The manager of the department also treated me well.

I was taken good care of by the Lord, and no heavy or strenuous work was assigned to me, so I lived like a duck in water for a while, and I was also happy in other aspects.

I don't care much about it. But because the place I rented is far from the company, I have to take the subway many times every day.

Even if you can go to work in a company, you will still meet some dirty people. In the summer, there are always men taking advantage of the crowded subway

I leaned in hard. One time, I was holding my phone in my hand and suddenly I felt someone pushing against me from behind.

Yes, occasionally rubbing gently left and right. I thought it was someone else's phone that moved forward, but then

I looked back and saw a man in a suit holding the subway railing with both hands, his face flushed.

looked at me. There was nothing in the pocket, but there was a clear bulge in the crotch. I really want to have that

I had the courage to slap him and call him a jerk, but I didn't. I just chose to avoid it. Now

, I will definitely not let him off easily.

I got extremely drunk at a class reunion and found myself in a male classmate's bed when I woke up. At once

This was how my first love relationship after college began. But it is a happy relationship. The two of us

Often chatting on QQ and smiling foolishly at the screen. He sends me flowers from time to time. Stay overnight at my rental house. Take me

Go hang out with his colleagues and friends. But one day after more than three months, he suddenly left the city because

Had to leave due to work issues. Such a beautiful but short-lived relationship ended hastily. Remember my light

I dressed naked in an apron and cooked for him, and he held me and chatted with me. He was on a business trip and deliberately said he couldn't make it back

, but rang the doorbell the next second. We went to the disco together, wearing sexy clothes but dancing in his arms

, attracting envious glances from others...After him, I didn't have any new relationship for more than a year. There are no men either.

The days passed in business trips and busyness. Many colleagues showed me kindness, but I declined.

Some men fell in love at first sight and even received love letters stained in blood. But at that time, I didn’t want to play games anymore.

I just want to find a reliable man, get married, have children, and live a happy life...

But I didn't expect that fate had different plans. What awaits me is only the beginning of an erotic life, not the end

. Eroticism, perhaps, is more about love than sex. In the days when you are alone, a little warmth is often enough

It can move people's hearts, but color is just an accessory.

A reliable man finally appeared. He was the only one who didn't take advantage of me when I was drunk. careful

She took care of me all night, bought me porridge after my hangover, and put a coat on me... so we got married.

Together.

I also thought about settling down, buying a house and a car with this boyfriend and planning to get married, but unfortunately

, our sex life started to go wrong after a year, he would go soft for no apparent reason during intercourse, and then

The love affair between the two of them ended in awkwardness. I wanted him to see a doctor, but that didn't seem to be the case.

It was unacceptable to him, even though I never climaxed during our sex, but I was not

My selfish lover, seeing him satisfied is my happiness, but now he can't be satisfied, my happiness is also

No, I gradually lost interest in him, and we only had sex once or twice a month until the relationship finally ended.

.

After that I went to an extreme. Try your best to find the man who can give me pleasure. and

I go out drinking with guys I like, pretend to be drunk and then let them take me away. I've never really met anyone who is drunk.

Those who let me go, perhaps they also have the mentality that getting my body is enough? I once met a very

The man I was in love with was said to have fallen in love with me at first sight and proposed to me several times. But he always talks about his baby in front of me

It’s so big and white, the color of white jade… I got goosebumps when I heard it. The way he looked at me

It was desire, naked desire that I would have found disgusting before, but it actually ignited a fire in my heart. At

It was on his bed when I saw him eagerly lifting my skirt and tearing off my panties. I just frowned slightly.

Those are my favorite pair of underwear. Then I grabbed his hair and pressed him hard between my legs.

between. His oral skills are average, far worse than my first boyfriend in college. He can always send me to

If it weren't for his strong possessiveness, I don't think I would mind staying with him longer. only

The first time with him was so painful that I didn't like piston movement in the vagina. Maybe it's because Japanese girls

It does make sense that women must find a skilled uncle to deflower them. At least it won't cause any shadows in the future.

Yeah.

There is nothing special about this man who is so proud of his baby. He is indeed whiter than any other man I have ever seen.

point, but it didn't make me feel happy, and he irresponsibly ejaculated inside me, and used the excuse that it was

Because I was so tight and beautiful, he couldn't control himself. Especially after we were done, he turned over and started snoring loudly.

, so that I no longer have any chance to consider his proposal. He came into my life after I took the emergency contraceptive pill

I put him on my blacklist and planned not to have any further contact with him. After I found many excuses to refuse to meet him, he wisely stopped harassing me. without

Thinking that I had met him by chance before leaving the country, he said he would treat me to a farewell dinner and that he still lived there.

I want to find his words. Maybe I'm sure we'll never see each other again, so I suddenly have the courage to do evil. I threw a hundred

Give him money and say, I'm sorry, you made me so unhappy, that's all you are worth. Although it has passed

I still remember the expression on his face clearly. His tall figure suddenly shrank, his face turned blue and

Hong, I walked away before I could hear his curse.

After that, I met several men one after another. In the two years, my single bed was occasionally empty.

Loneliness is more often the result of confusion. Sometimes it's out of emotion, sometimes it's just because

lonely.

There is a senior from the same school who still asks me why I didn't give him a chance.

I don't want to say. He is not tall but his penis is not small, and he is also patient when giving blowjobs, so I plan to have sex with him seriously.

But one time after we made love, I just put on a T-shirt and went to get food. After eating, he was lazy.

I threw the dishes aside and cleaned them up. He followed me naked, pinching my buttocks.

My penis is getting bigger again... At that moment I felt so cheap... I blocked his hand with tears in my eyes.

After washing my body, I said let's go out. From then on, he never had the chance to enter my house again. He inexplicably

I apologized cleverly, but I didn't know where I was wrong. I didn't want to say it either, because feelings come suddenly.

It's possible to leave so suddenly. There's nothing to explain. It's purely emotional.

I also met an old classmate who worked in a government department. He especially liked to take me to super luxurious bath centers.

, after the massage is the time of ambiguity. He was quite gentlemanly the first few times. After a short rest, they sent me home.

But later on, I gradually got tired of it. But I like the way he looks at me, his eyes sparkling, but only

He is watching you closely. Every girl likes to be cherished and pampered, so during this empty nest period, he fills the empty nest.

I longed for my lover, although I later found out that he was engaged. He likes to kiss my lips and say I

His lips were so soft that he couldn't let go of them. His hot breath made me breathless, and the temperature of his palms was also

It was so hot that the skin I touched seemed to be on fire. I felt like I was going to melt in his palms. He gave a blowjob

It was very strange. He covered the entire lower body with big mouthfuls of sucking, and his saliva wet the hair below.

I could feel his hunger, but I didn't feel any particular pleasure. So every time we foreplay, I always urge him to hurry up

Come in, then he will reluctantly move up, the strange thing is that his brother is also particularly hot, come in and fill it up

It was full, but it didn’t last long. I ended my relationship with him after I found out he had a fiancée.

Tie. Later, I saw him with his girlfriend at a party on the way home. He looked at me thoughtfully. I and other classmates

Talking and laughing means ignoring him. I went to the bathroom on the way back and was suddenly dragged into a deserted room.

In the private room, he hugged me tightly and kissed me hard. I managed to break free from him with great difficulty. His girlfriend is still waiting inside

What about him. At this moment, I suddenly looked down on men. I think he is an animal who thinks with his lower body.

already. Because males' possessiveness and sexual desire can hurt others and themselves without any consideration.

In fact, I went abroad because of a man. That man was the only one who made me look forward to love and sex.

Waiting man. Maybe my body is maturing and I can feel more pleasure, or maybe I love him too much.

I could clearly feel the throbbing inside my body. Perhaps this is the true union of soul and flesh.

Just accept it. Although he never gave me oral sex, I still had an orgasm. When he was pursuing me for half a year, I had

I already had a great crush on him, so we went to a coffee shop called Left Bank and kept chatting and kissing, just kissing.

But my love juice soaked my underwear and even my jeans...

Me and My Men 4

Someone seems to have said that a person only experiences true love once in his life. Maybe he was my one time. deep

When you love someone deeply, it is often easier to get along with them because you will have more demands and a stronger possessiveness.

When I was with him, I gradually understood the paranoia of my college boyfriend. Many times it was just because he cared too much. Can

People always grow up and mature after experiencing it. Although we know that we can't be stubborn and can't force it, we still

Still can't help but cause a lot of conflicts. The desire for each other made the conflict forgotten, although it was temporarily forgotten

, but the damage left behind is deeply rooted in the heart.

This relationship lasted on and off for three years, and it was on and off because both of them knew that they had no future with each other. What is the future?

Well, I don't ask him to have a car, a house or financial strength, I just want to stay with him forever; but he always wants to consider it after he has established his career.

Start a family. After all, in a big city like this, a salary of two to three thousand is not guaranteed, and my income is his.

There is not much left even if you double the amount because of the daily expenses. Living without any commitment is a difficult thing for a twenty-five or twenty-six year old.

How frightening and worrying it is for a woman. So every time I make love, I feel like it's the last time.

A feeling of despair and tragedy.

Basically, I would give him a blowjob to warm him up before he entered me. When I was in college, my blowjob skills were very good.

It's a coincidence, that's good enough. When I broke up with my college boyfriend, he actually hugged me and cried and said he didn't know what would happen in the future.

Which man is lucky enough to have such a good blowjob from me? So, no matter how good a man is, his lower half will be

Think about it yourself. But after that I never gave a man a blowjob again, until him. Basically every time we have sex

It would be over in about twenty minutes, usually in the missionary position, and occasionally I would shyly sit on him and move.

In fact, I had done many different positions with my previous boyfriend, but with him, I was more shy and passive than ever before.

As if having sex. The only time he fell asleep in my arms after ejaculation, his penis was still inside me.

I woke up again, regained my energy, and had sex again with full energy. Afterwards, I was very proud of myself.

I was so happy that I boasted for a long time... I read the articles in the Taboo Bookstore and saw that all the strong men, regardless of their age, had sex in one night.

6 times, and it always took a long time, which I found strange because I have never met a man like this. In addition to the big

My boyfriend took me to a hotel and booked a room from the afternoon to the next morning. It was really

There are very few people that strong.

I am an extrovert with a pleasant smile, so many boys like me. Male friends

I have many friends. But I have a clear sense of the boundaries between my friends and my boyfriend, so I am open and honest when I am with him.

. But I am open and honest, but that is not the case in the eyes of others. So he misunderstood again and again because of me and others

He had a quarrel with his friends because they were going out to play, but he didn't want to go with them. I don't know what his mentality is. It's just

Like self-abuse. Our relationship became heavy with each quarrel. Work also depends on the company's business and

The staff changes made things boring. The old employees left one after another, and the good sisters and brothers all went their separate ways.

, everything is no longer familiar. My mood gradually fell to the bottom. I always want to quit my job but I don’t know what to do after I quit

What should I do? My mood is sinking a little bit in the contradictory love and contradictory future...

During this period, two people extended olive branches to me. One is a graduate student from the same university and the other is a former employee of the company.

Serve as leader. Both of them are developing abroad and have achieved good results. One teaches at a university and the other runs a business abroad.

The company has had a good impression of me for three or four years. As long as I go across the ocean, I can have a worry-free family.

I began to think seriously about it. And they both came back to their country to propose to me, one at Christmas and the other after New Year.

About a month after we separated, I closed off the part of my heart that belonged to him and decided to get serious.

Try to get along with these two people. Perhaps this is the so-called two-timing, but the weight of these two people is

I feel equally relieved because they are not him. Maybe I just need to look at the photos I took during these few days in the country.

If you find the situation more comfortable and harmonious, just marry yourself. Life always has to take this step

Yes, the sooner you get married, the less worries your parents will have.

My former boss came to visit me on Christmas Day. We chatted and ate snacks together. Because he took care of me in my previous work, I got to know my colleagues.

Since we are such a group of people, we have a lot of topics to talk about and we can have a very pleasant chat. It is said that he liked me very much when he was recruiting me.

I just had no chance. The company didn't allow employees to date, so they watched me have a boyfriend and lost the chance.

. Now that he knows that I am still unmarried, he has mustered up the courage to look for me. People who are so vigorous and resolute at work

It's surprising that he is so cautious in front of me. After dinner, I accompanied him to the hotel and it happened naturally.

relation. I don't know why I was particularly sensitive that day. My nipples were swollen and swollen, and I trembled all over when I touched them.

When I saw your body, I felt like all my bones were weak and I couldn't help but moan from my mouth. There are not many replies.

He surrendered his gun and said that I made him throw away his weapons and weapons. Later, I still felt strong when I came again, but I

He bit the pillow tightly and didn't scream, and he persisted for a long time. I thought to myself, maybe this is what I will do.

The destination has been found. If the personalities and sex are compatible, the quality of the marriage should be high. I naively cheer myself up.

I didn't know that the God of Destiny was looking at me and sneering...

My former leader rushed back to his hometown to visit his parents the next day, but I suddenly found out that I was pregnant. It's with that favorite

of man. I can't face marrying a man who doesn't know the truth. I think it's wrong.

Insult to marriage...So I didn’t give my former leader a reason, I just said that I still couldn’t bear to leave my current job and city.

I originally thought that I had a physical condition that made it difficult for me to conceive because the doctor told me that I did not have mature eggs.

It is difficult to conceive because of the presence of cells. You may need some medication to help you get pregnant. So when I was having sex with him

No precautions were taken. I didn't expect to face such an ending.

I called him and told him that I was pregnant with his child; he came over to see me. I feel it's impossible to stay

The child had to make an appointment for a painless abortion. Many people think this is a normal thing, but for me

What a huge pain this is. Because of my recklessness and incompetence, I am about to kill an innocent life.

, I would cry and blame myself many nights. So in my feelings for him, there is love and a hint of

resentment……

After accompanying me through the surgery, we still weren't together. After the New Year, those who teach at foreign universities

The man still came to me despite my rejection. I had no intention of meeting him, but he knew where I worked and

The phone call was waiting for me in the cold wind, carrying a heavy bag. Even if my heart is broken and cold,

Out of pity, I invited him to my house. I took him out to find a hotel to stay in at night and asked him to pack up.

Then go home. But the next day he came to my company with a big bouquet of roses and a ring, so I had to borrow the meeting room.

But he knelt down in the room and refused to get up unless I agreed. I couldn't stand the people in the company talking about it, so I said

Go to my house and wait for me first, we'll talk in the evening. After half an hour of stalemate, he got up and left. I decided tonight

Stay him overnight. Maybe he won’t insist anymore after he gets me. That’s what I thought.

【Me and My Men】5

Our colleague insisted on taking me along to his birthday party in the evening, so I had no choice but to take him along as well. At the business banquet we

We played killing games, various drinking games, and drank warm rice wine. Everyone was having a great time. But he was always gloomy

Maybe he doesn't understand me like this. Drink a lot of wine and eat a lot of meat, and there are so many to share

Male friends laughing heartily. He was drinking alone, and his eyes were dazed.

Leave the table. In the car, he kept asking me what I wanted you to do. I said I'm not right for you, really.

I am no longer the simple person I once was. I haven't got the courage to get married yet. Marriage is a lifelong thing.

I don't want to agree easily, it would be irresponsible to you. I don't know if he heard me or not, or he kept using

In a mournful tone, he talked about how hard it was for him to be abroad, and how he didn't let me work or suffer in order to be able to support me.

He has been working very hard... Later, when he saw me driving and not replying, he came up and grabbed the steering wheel... I think today and

It was impossible to have a good chat with him, so I just sent him back to the hotel.

At the hotel entrance, he was blown by the cold wind and vomited a lot. After vomiting for a while, he finally woke up. I helped him in and gave him

After I gave him some water and was about to leave, he grabbed my hand and wouldn't let go, saying in great pain and sorrow, "Marry me, I will..."

Treat you well, no matter what kind of person you were before. I tried to break free but couldn't, my wrist was pinched

Red and purple. He leaned his face close to me with a drunken breath and tried to kiss me, but I dodged and burst into tears. I feel guilty. he

He is such a good man. He didn’t force me and just kissed my tears dry. He pulled me into his arms, but his whole body

I started to shiver. I thought it was probably because of the cold wind blowing on my head. I felt a bit chilly, so I stopped struggling and leaned against him, listening to him.

Listening to his beating heart, I curled up outside his quilt and waited for him to calm down and fall asleep, but my wrist was still

It was held tightly.

If I have feelings for him that are more than friendship, it's probably just sympathy for his hard work over the years. perhaps

I was just a source of support for his hard work. Now that he has succeeded, perhaps he can make his attitude clear.

I lay outside the quilt for the whole night, thinking back on all the things that had happened in the past few months.

Even more distressing. Why can't I be with the person I love, and why is it so hard for the person who loves me to accept it? Dawn

He finally woke up, but looked more haggard than when he went to bed. I asked him to have a good rest, and then said sorry, I like

person. He looked at me in disbelief. We just sat facing each other in silence for over an hour. Can

He was the one who suddenly said hesitantly, "Can you do that with me... once?" I want a more satisfactory ending.

Bureau...

This is really a question that leaves me speechless. If that can compensate him and ease my guilt towards him,

It's not a bad idea. Some people may think, I have slept with so many men, but I have never slept with this man who has been deeply in love with me.

What happened to the last bed? What else do I have to lose? But a relationship shouldn't end with sex.

My body may be compensation for him, but what about for me? So I refused, maybe he felt that he

His request was too much, so he said sorry with a shy face... I don't think he is a man who has slept with me.

We slept in the same bed all night. As for telling his story here, he just asked me to

Suddenly I decided to start cherishing myself and sorting out every little bit of my time with the man I love the most.

My birthday is coming soon. I declined my friends’ plans to have a party and started my birthday alone at home.

Organize things. The phone rings from time to time, with blessing text messages or calls. He suddenly visited me as a birthday gift.

The item is a silk cheongsam with exquisite workmanship. I have conflicting emotions in my heart. Why do I love this the most?

The person who gave me the deepest scar? I don't think I'll ever get over the pain of losing my baby because of him. But

My reluctance to leave him made me want to get closer to him. Under his gaze, I put on the cheongsam, which fit me very well and was very beautiful.

I heard his breathing become heavy. As he slowly unbuttoned his chest, he gently hugged me from behind.

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【Me and My Men】6

He hugged me gently from behind and said, "Happy birthday, take good care of yourself, you are much thinner than the last time I saw you..."

…I couldn’t tell him that I hadn’t slept well at night since I lost my baby, and I didn’t want to make this already heavy book

Add another stone to the heavy relationship. Just let yourself walk with this wound on your back. Hopefully time will heal

Wound of the day.

I gave him a faint smile and let him hold me into the bedroom. The bedroom floor is actually full of me

The luggage had been packed, big and small, but he didn't notice it. Maybe he didn't have time to ask even if he noticed it.

The buttons were so complicated that he didn't have the patience to untie them, so I made love with him for the last time while wearing the birthday gift he gave me.

I hugged his neck tightly, tears flowed into my ears, and then flowed down my neck to my chest, but he still didn't

I noticed, I just want to say, you're holding me so tight, it's hard for me to move. I answered with a heavy nasal voice, then don't

Move, just let me hold you for a while. He looked at my tearful face in surprise, stepped back and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Is there something wrong? Then he saw the things all over the floor and asked, are we moving? I sorted

Good clothes, sitting on the edge of the bed and said, I guess so. Where to move? Moved to a place far away. The exact address is unknown.

I'll tell you when I know. He smoked for a while and said to let me know if I needed help. I asked him

, do you love me? Perhaps this is the silliest question, and there is no need to ask it or not. Love, you let

I feel sad. I think I will remember this answer for the rest of my life. This unfinished love is like our relationship

Like this, it died young.

When I called him for the last time to say goodbye, I was already at the airport. With a little luggage, I bring my memories

Stuck in this city that I love and hate. I pretended to be relaxed and said on the phone, I'm going out to relax.

You are fine. Come back and treat me to delicious food for a week! He smiled and said, Just one week? One year

There's no problem. After hanging up the phone, the burden in my heart was much heavier than my luggage, so I left without hesitation.

This is the city where I have lived for nearly ten years. If I leave with a smile now, can I come back with a smile?

【Me and My Men】7

6 and 7 are both very sparse and not too pornographic. Perhaps, as someone replied, I have slowly

Know what you really want, not just a momentary passion, not blindly seeking suitability, and not just getting by.

, let alone trying to find it. Because at that time, after going through so much, what was really important to me was

There are few men I think about often. Maybe there was a first love, maybe there was that one who after being together for more than a year, due to physical reasons

And the broken up boyfriend. This is probably the person who makes me feel discouraged.

There were indeed periods of blindness, and sometimes I felt that I looked down on myself. My mother's life

My father is the only man around, and what would happen if she found out that I was doing this behind her back? But more life

The pressure of life and the desire for family and marriage made me a little reckless. In fact, the most important thing is because of one person

I am so tired from struggling, and sometimes I really want to find someone to rely on. But who is he specifically, and what are his mate selection criteria?

Okay, I really don’t know. At that time, I felt that he was good to me and really liked me, and our personalities were compatible.

, it's OK if we can get along well... I remember someone said that the more people feel that they have no standards, the more standards they have.

The higher the level, the more difficult it is to make eye contact, which is entirely based on feeling. But I am just this kind of person.

I can't do anything about it.

You can say I'm lustful, but I never interact with people with a lustful heart. And more often, fast

The feeling is not that strong. I always seem to have sex with someone before I get married.

Because I like to read magazines about marriage and family, I have seen countless cases of marriages breaking up due to sexual disharmony.

family. More often than not, problems arise after having children, causing harm to the children. In this regard, I am

Face it with a calm attitude. Although it is against the old ethics and morality, I or our generation

Most of the people's thoughts are influenced by new ideas, which makes me feel that this is a wise approach.

When I left that city, I was almost 28. Some of my classmates' children are about to go to primary school.

, no one supported me to go abroad, so I left anyway. With stubbornness and a little bit of despair. Maybe in the country

It doesn't matter what I do when I go abroad, because it's my own business. But when I go abroad, I still bring Chinese

People labels. I can't say that I can represent the Chinese people, but you did bad things in other countries.

, will always affect the honor of the country. So when I go abroad, I always keep this in mind. Often in

In the foreign personnel group, everyone expressed their dissatisfaction with China or the government. I always stood in opposition.

I often cry because of defending my country. It seems stupid to others, but it makes me more positive.

The power above.

Unfortunately, the first place I went to, the Chinese had a bad reputation, with criminals, prostitutes,

It is a problem that continues despite repeated bans. My Chinese friends and colleagues are often treated as prostitutes and asked for their prices when they walk on the street. Sometimes

Sometimes my breasts are touched or something. They always curse "fck u" angrily, but what's the use of being angry?

There is no more effective way to prevent it. Once foreigners have formed a bad idea or bad impression of the Chinese, it will be very stubborn.

Solid and unchangeable. There is nothing I can do.

Two Singaporean friends I met through business love to talk about these things the most. What about the greenhouses with so many Chinese people?

In the small space covered by the curtain, Chinese women wait for customers to come, charging 20 to 50 yuan per visit.

; or take it out for an overnight stay for between 100 and 300. Once he went to a bar to celebrate his birthday, and he randomly called two Chinese

The ladies were touched by several men while dancing, and although it was obvious that they were not very happy,

But you still have to endure it. Some people bully them because they are not good at English and keep criticizing them with vulgar language.

, the two of them just laughed along. Since then I don't want to have any communication with them, although they will give me

They introduced orders worth millions, but I couldn't stand the contempt they showed when talking about the Chinese.

I never had a boyfriend again and focused all my energy on my work. Before coming here, the company's business has always been

We were losing money, so they opened up a new business and asked me to take charge. In just three months, we signed several contracts worth hundreds of thousands or even millions.

The order solved an urgent problem for my boss at the medium-sized company where I worked. Although I know it's going well

In fact, part of the reason why I was able to sign the contract was because of my youth and beauty. When visiting customers, they would not let go of the handshake.

or pretend to be familiar with you and put his hand on your shoulder and won't let go, and insist that you come to his office for a meeting for no reason.

When talking about technical content, they just stare at your face... Some even offer you a house, a car, and a high position.

They wanted me to work for them for a price, but the desire was obvious in their eyes. Sometimes you don't need anyone to teach you.

, I would generously and calmly withdraw my hand or move away, and in response to their hypocritical requests I would honestly say that I

I am very satisfied with my current job, but I never expected that these hypocritical people in the business world will also tear off their disguise one day.

.

I went to a client to get a check that day. I had agreed to get it that day, but the client said the check book was left at

We moved to another office location. Because my boss was in a hurry, I had to make an appointment with him to meet at 7pm. I believe it

Because although he sometimes looks at me in an ambiguous way, I only see him in public.

It will be okay. After leaving their company, I waited at the entrance of the mall for the valet to drive my car over.

Someone walked past me and I was wearing that cheongsam that day. He turned around and saw me, and came over to ask how much

money? I've been listening to other people complaining for a long time, and now it's my turn... Should I use the Chinese curse word or say FU? he

Seeing that I ignored him, he automatically quoted a thousand yuan. I looked at his thin face with disgust and turned to the other side.

direction. He shook his head and walked away, but after a while he came back and said, baby, how about two thousand yuan?

I didn't know how to respond. My car was approaching, so I stiffened my neck and held my head high and walked away.

He walked away tactfully, looking back frequently as he drove away. I was in a terrible mood at that time.

At this point, I have lost my good impression of the people in this place. But I didn't know that something even more outrageous was waiting for me that night.

【Me and My Men】8

The meeting was scheduled for 7pm in the evening. The traffic was always very congested during the rush hour. I guess I would have to rush to

It was over, but I still hurried back to the apartment to change out of the cheongsam. What happened just now makes me feel special.

I was depressed, especially because I was wearing the clothes he gave me and met such a disgusting person. I felt that it was a desecration of the clothes.

So I changed into a conservative half-stand collar raglan dress and added a small jacket, wrapping myself tightly in the high temperature.

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I waited on the roadside for more than ten minutes before the customer showed up. I asked him to roll down the window and bring the check.

is it? He said it was in the office and took me there to get it now. I was particularly angry at his breaking of promise.

Can I get the check just by meeting him? But he explained that he had been busy outside and had no time to go back there.

. I had no choice but to get in his car. He said that he wanted to apologize for making me go in vain today.

Want to treat me to dinner. I refused, saying I had already eaten and that I had an important matter to attend to after I got the check.

You have to keep your appointment. He said with a grin that he was very hungry, so I asked him to be kind and let him eat something first.

Seeing that I had a stern face and didn't show any reaction, he probably knew that I was angry, so he parked the car next to the restaurant and called

Takeout, and then drove directly to the downstairs of the office.

This office is located in a commercial and residential complex. The parking lot is a bit run-down and dark. I followed him.

After going upstairs and entering the office, he asked me to go into the inner room and wait for him, and then said he was going to wash his hands. Then I

I heard the outer door being locked. My heart suddenly skipped a beat and I hurried out. He said guiltily that it was safe.

For safety's sake, there are always people of questionable character coming in here. I urged him to give me the check, but he always made excuses.

Said he had to finish eating first. Now that things have come to this, I can only wait and swallow my anger. After eating for a while, he picked up

A piece of meat was brought to my mouth and I was told to eat some together. It tastes good. Seeing me shaking my head, he sat over again.

He pressed himself against me, rubbing his legs against mine. My heart was beating like a drum. I didn't want to quarrel with him, because

I was afraid that if I really fell out with him, he would resort to violence against me. I had heard many scary rumors or stories.

The people here often kill people and bury them in the desert, and then neither the person nor the body is found...

I looked so bad, he asked me if I was feeling unwell, I said yes, I was very tired from the pressure at work.

ah. Besides, there are all kinds of annoying situations after work. He probably knows that I am making fun of him. Smiling awkwardly,

He wiped his hands and said, "Let me give you a massage to help you relieve your fatigue. I'm very good at it." Then the hand can't help but attach

My shoulder. To be honest, I have never encountered such a situation. If it's pure harassment from strangers, I'm done

You don't have to give any face. If the two people are in love with each other, it can be a happy occasion. Now this awkward situation,

I don't know what to do. I twisted my shoulder and said no, I would just go back and rest early. If it is Ming

The white man would surely let go, but he seemed determined to play dumb. Even more vigorously

Press it up. She even took the initiative to pull my jacket down a little and put her hands directly on my shoulders.

Actually, my neck and shoulders are particularly sensitive areas. If my boyfriend flirts with me and touches my shoulders

If he had kissed my neck, I would have collapsed in his arms long ago, but now I felt like I was on pins and needles and couldn't move forward or backward. sudden

But I had an idea. I said softly in a satisfied tone, It's very comfortable, you are really good at massaging. he

Smile proudly. He said, “Actually, I have something even more powerful…” He turned my shoulders and asked me to look at his

Below, there was a very large bulge under his robe, which looked like a tent. Of course I know what he is

mean. It's been expressed so blatantly, I guess I have to hurry up. I think I already know how to deal with him.

The law is over.

Wow, I pretended to be surprised and made him think I was happy and said, you are such a mighty man. But now

God, I do have something to do. Why don't you come to my house tomorrow? I live alone and I'm free all night.

...This hint was obvious enough. He hesitated. After all, all businessmen are dishonest. He said, "Then I'll give you the check tomorrow."

I give it to you. Now I just want to get out of this, so I quickly said, "Okay, okay, I'll call you tomorrow." To make him more convinced

I deliberately put my arm around his chest and whispered to his ear, "Please contact me after get off work. I haven't had sex for a long time..."

I deliberately didn't finish my words, pretending to walk to the door shyly and waiting for him to open it. Because I'm afraid if I go

Lock, the intention to escape was too obvious, it would be terrible if he didn't believe it.

It turns out that this trick works. As for the check, that's what my boss should worry about, because I

I have vowed never to have anything to do with this man again. On the way back, I couldn't help crying.

Very frustrating. I didn’t know who to cry to, so I called him. But the phone was turned off.

Ah, I was so excited that I forgot it was already several o'clock in the morning in China... But when I was wronged, I was still the most

I wanted his comfort first, obviously I haven't gotten over that relationship yet.

Some people may ask, if you don’t have a boyfriend or sexual partner abroad, won’t you feel hungry? like

What should I do if I am hungry and thirsty? I'm not pretending, at that time I really didn't feel that I didn't have a man.

I feel so lonely. For women, sex is more often out of love, without any emotion, and it is also like having sex physically.

Hibernate. I just come online occasionally to read H articles and see the funny replies behind the H articles. When I feel lucky

When happiness was still far away, fate played a good joke on me again.

【Me and My Men】9

Later, I met a handsome foreign man at work. He was handsome but

It feels very wild. He has beautifully defined muscles, blue-gray eyes, and a gentle smile. No.

When we met once, I saw him talking about a blueprint with two fingers holding a pencil and the other fingers pointing upwards.

Like it's tilted up. During business dinners, he also eats in a very unique and orderly manner. In fact, I just opened

I always thought he was gay; because his feminine movements and gentle eyes were like those of a gay man.

The female characters in it. But one day when I visited his factory, he was wearing a tight vest and a

The half-length jeans were full of pockets, and the arms that were tanned by the sun were exposed. He was carefully carving a

A piece of wood. His focused expression and muscles tightened due to the exertion made me like him. And found

I was actually touched when he made a rosewood aromatherapy socket for me.

I had dinner with him at a restaurant on a rocky coast, with small steps leading directly to the beach.

While waiting for the main course, I couldn't help but run to the rocks on the beach to catch the little crabs that were running around. or

Maybe he gave me a feeling of respect, and I felt relaxed when facing him, so I couldn't help but act casually.

Made a seemingly childish move. Later when we were together, he told me that I made him very quiet that day.

My heart was resurrected... In his sincere pursuit, I saw his considerate and warm side. So when he

When I went to sea, I agreed. Although I am still hesitant, I feel that if I don't take a brave step

If I take another step, I will never be able to forget that man and I will never be happy. He said that we should be ready to set out at 4 o'clock in the morning.

The fish usually come out to eat at sunrise at 6 o'clock in the morning. In order to save time on the road, he asked me

Stayed at his house at night. He said he could sleep on the couch. But when I got there, I found that there was nothing in his house except

There was nothing in the room except a large bed, exercise equipment, a table and a chair.

Yes, I was stupid enough to believe what he said. Because of my affection for him, or because of the few months we've been together

Once I developed some feelings for him, I believed in him completely. He is a romantic man, and he is also very romantic when flirting. In touching me

He just whispered in my ear with a heavy breath, "I will undress you in a moment, and then

Strip you naked and let the air kiss every part of you. I want to suck your earlobe, I want to kiss your forehead, your

Your eyes, your nose and your small, rosy mouth. I will touch your silky skin and kiss your lips.

I want to leave kisses on your neck, lots of kisses, all the way to your beautiful breasts; I want to taste your

nipples, suck them, make them as red as cherries...I'm going to play with your belly button...and then I'm going to

Touch your legs, first the outside and then the inside, your knees and your toes, I want to kiss you everywhere,

Finally, I want to kiss you between your legs, I want to hear your sweet moans, I want to hear your screams...

The soft and deep voice kept floating in my ears, sometimes far away and sometimes near. It was the first time I encountered such flirting.

I feel like every cell in my body is aroused by lust, and it is a very beautiful and desirable lust.

Then he really did what he said and started kissing me. When he sucked my toes, I felt

The soul is screaming. Because every step before is a kind of accumulation with expectation, so that each step is a step-by-step preparation.

It adds fuel to the fire layer by layer and then brings me to the peak of happiness. To be honest, if men have patience,

Why not treat your woman like this? This will definitely be an unforgettable experience for the woman.

He guided my hands to touch his sensitive areas as he kissed my neck again. But this makes

I went from happy to anxious all of a sudden. I felt his heat, that huge body that was thicker and longer than my forearm.

It’s a huge thing, bigger than most of the ones in European and American porn movies. The tearing pain from the past came back to my mind

Sea, I was really just feeling scared at that time, and I couldn't help shaking. He looked at me with fear

Zi laughed, the kind of laugh that made him feel very cool and that I was very interesting. He said that European and American women saw his

My younger brother would pounce on him madly, but I was so scared. Then he patiently comforted me to relax.

, he gently held my hair with his hands, then used his arms to support my hips and pushed forward little by little. I still

I was shaking all the time, and the further he went in, the harder I shook. Finally I held him back to stop him from going any further, but I found that he only

It's entered one third. And even then I couldn't move at all. He didn't force me to do it.

Yes, I withdrew. I looked at him with apology in my eyes. Because I was already satisfied, and he... he kissed

Kissed my forehead and smiled and said it was okay, we’ll talk about it next time. Then go to the bathroom and take a shower.

I woke up very early in the morning and was so tired that I couldn't open my eyes, so he let me sleep for a few more minutes, and then everything was fine.

Take me out. Blowing the sea breeze, I slept for four hours on the swaying boat, and then joined

Joined the ranks of sea fishing. I was very happy that day, but I also felt a little uneasy. Actually, I really want to have

A good relationship that can end well. Although he is a good lover, it seems that we are a little too

Out of tune…

Not long after he returned, he went on a business trip. Just when I was missing him and worrying about the future, he

My colleague told me a shocking truth – he was not on a business trip, he was back to his hometown to see his wife.

And two little kids! sky! But he wasn't wearing a wedding ring! I asked his colleagues, but they themselves

Laugh at yourself at this idea. Why can you judge someone is single based on the ring they wear? But if he has a wife

Child, why are you still pursuing me? His colleague looked at me for a long time and said, "Because you are the most beautiful person we have ever seen."

Lovely woman. He said "we" here, but I was so flustered that I didn't notice it at all. Wait until the end

Later I found out that this person was actually my true destiny...

After knowing the truth, I cut off all contact with him. In this electronic age, pretending to be lost

It is easy to track him, reject emails, phone calls and text messages, and directly block and delete contacts on MSN... But he

I asked someone to send a courier to the company, which contained the printed text of the email he wrote to me. He said that this time

I went back and filed for divorce with my wife. They had been separated for almost two years. Before he met me, he had never really been serious about anything.

He had been attracted to a woman, so for the sake of the children he had never asked for a divorce, but now he wants to be with me.

He wanted to realize my longing for home and my dream... He said a lot, and almost every day when I refused to contact him.

It’s written every day. I seemed to be able to see his sincerity, and he also sent me photos of his wife and two children.

piece. In their family photos, he and his wife did look like they were in love, but when I saw the two little

Such a lovely child like an angel, my heart aches so much that I can't breathe. Maybe he and the child's mother can't get along.

It's true, but I don't want to be the bad guy who takes their father away. It's too cruel.

When I decided to end the relationship, he invited me to attend a

Barbecue party. I know he likes me to go out to parties out of a man's vanity, but this time I don't

I want to be the woman he shows off to again. I blame him for not telling me that he was married.

When I invested my feelings, I had to take them back abruptly. He probably didn't expect that I would know

He wanted to divorce me for me, but I still wanted to leave him. So after I told him my decision alone,

He kept drinking alone with a sullen face, and left me aside without saying a word. His

It seemed that he couldn't bear to watch it, so he came over to join me in the barbecue, and then said, if you think this kind of party is boring, you should have left earlier.

Click back, he can take me there. So I agreed. I didn't say much along the way. I just kept talking.

He saw my tears, my fragility, my nostalgia and my determination, but he said nothing.

When we got to the entrance of the community outside my house, the car was not allowed to enter. He asked me for my cell phone number and said, "Give it to me when you get in."

Send me a text to let me know you got home safely. I agreed, but because I was in a trance, I just agreed.

When I got home, I went straight to the bathroom and washed my red and swollen eyes with cold water. Because I don't want my roommate to see this.

I am worried. When I came out of the bathroom, the phone on the table was flashing with countless missed calls and

The unread messages were all from the person who just sent me home. Before I had time to open the text messages, another phone call came in.

He asked me anxiously what happened and why I hadn't gotten home yet. I apologized immediately. He didn't say anything more, but just said,

I will go home with peace of mind if you get home safely. It turned out that he had been waiting downstairs for my text message before leaving.

I didn't pay much attention to what happened at that time, because I was completely depressed and pessimistic.

Emotions take over. It was only after I was with him that I remembered his silent devotion to me... Yes

This is the person who will be with me for the rest of my life, never leave me, and grow old together. He has a very vulgar

The angry name is Li Xiong. There are probably millions of Li Xiongs in the country, but to me he is the most precious and special one.

The other one. In the next chapter I will write about our every move in detail. There is endless love and boundless romance...

【Me and My Men】10

My husband is a Pisces. The romance and empathy of Pisces men are qualities that women really appreciate. That

In fact, he knew that I was with that foreign man, but he didn't care. On the contrary, I always feel

I feel a little awkward. I really hope that when I meet him it is just a chance encounter instead of through his colleague. But

He felt that the little episode only made him love me more. On the way back that day, when he silently watched me cry

At that moment, his aching heart swore to himself that he would never let me shed such tears in this life...

When I was frustrated, he would chat with me and we would have endless things to talk about on MSN every day. Most of the time

He always guided me in a heuristic way, such as my dreams, my past, and even my primary school teachers.

interested. When he learned that I loved the ocean, he decided to take me snorkeling. But I like the sea.

I was a landlubber, so he planned to teach me how to swim first. In order to prevent me from feeling too shy, he took me to

A rooftop open-air swimming pool with few people and a clean and elegant environment.

My drowning experience as a child made me never dare to put my head in the water, but with his encouragement, I counted

123, inhale and exhale, gradually adapting to the water flowing over your mouth, then over your nose, and then into your eyes. Then hold

Kicking the water on the edge...then he held my abdomen and asked me to coordinate with my hands and feet. After two classes I can hold his hand

After one more lesson I could have him wait four steps away while I swam past him, then six steps, then

Then there were ten steps... Every time I reached him, I would hug him with my hands and feet in ecstasy, and he would just give me

I smiled encouragingly. It was these two weeks of swimming training that gradually made me develop immense trust in him.

In fact, after we got together, he confessed to me that when he taught me to swim, I had to try very hard to control myself.

I won't reach for my round ass, or pull open my bikini bow.

I can't help but have a lot of thoughts at night and find it hard to fall asleep. Haha, for lovers together, this is sweet

Luckily he didn't say it at that time, otherwise I would have thought he was a pervert:)

His restraint makes me think that he is a man with self-control.

Next is to go snorkeling in the real sea. With the help of goggles and respirator, I can swim like a fish.

I felt at ease, and I was holding his hand, a firm and reliable hand that made my initial fear disappear a little bit.

Disappeared without a trace. I played with the fish that had ignorantly come before my eyes, and watched the various ostentatious water plants and corals interweave.

But suddenly I didn't breathe properly, and my diving goggles got filled with water. When I inhaled, water went into my nose.

Li Zuan was choked all of a sudden. I was at a loss and struggled violently. He held me tightly and didn't let go.

He pulled me up, but I was so confused that I just struggled hard and kicked him hard several times.

It was easy to grab his neck, and immediately pushed his head down so that he could breathe in the water... a great blue

He almost died at the hands of a stupid landlubber like me... Fortunately, he took off his respirator and avoided my shadowless kick.

Out of the water, otherwise I won't have any tears to cry!

After the little episode, we finally adjusted our steps and completed the snorkeling adventure without any trouble. Except for being kicked by me

He is fine except for the bruises and scratches from my toenails. -_- I feel sorry for him.

Comfort me strongly.

But we haven't made much progress. At most, when he sends me home at night, I give him a

A goodnight kiss. In fact, the more cautious we are, the more it shows that we are caring for each other. We all feel that if feelings

It seemed that it would be easier to end it if it developed too quickly, so both of them waited cautiously... But at that time

I have a secret from him. In our private chat, I know that he has never used a condom.

But I have a secret that I can't confess to him.

A week after I left that foreign man, he called me and said that he had a very serious

Tell me the important things. He said he had a serious sexually transmitted disease, and he only did it with me recently.

So he thought I infected him. He warned me that this was a serious problem and told me not to

Have sex with other men, otherwise I will infect others... To be honest, I was really scared at the time.

I didn't feel anything unusual myself, but his attitude was so serious that I had to believe it. I also think

This is a very embarrassing thing, so I dare not tell anyone, and just keep dragging it on...

When my husband and I finally reached the point of being open and honest with each other, I had to insist that he

Had to use a condom because I was so scared I would hurt him. I feel like I'm as dangerous as a biological weapon...

He still used a condom reluctantly out of consideration for my sake. By the time he put on the condom, his brother had

After he had been depressed, he took off the condom and his brother became full of energy again... So this unsuccessful first time was when he

It ended in dejection and guilt. I confessed to him... I think the only ending that awaits me is

He will leave me.

But he told me that he didn't believe what the man said. And he believed that I would not get that disease. because

He knew I was healthy and clean when he kissed me down there. But I am still afraid that if the bacteria

What's inside? My stubbornness won him over again... and he accompanied me to the hospital for a comprehensive gynecological examination.

check. And in front of the gynecologist he told the doctor the reason why I came for the examination. I looked at Yan with a red face.

The two people who were talking solemnly wanted to escape, but his firm and warm hand holding mine gave me the courage to face it.

and confidence.

The results of the examination were as he expected – I was healthy. There is no such disease as that person described. have no idea

Why did that person lie to me like this? Perhaps out of revenge? This is what the doctor said to me during the examination.

It strengthened my confidence in being with my husband. She said, your boyfriend is a trustworthy person;

If you have a regular sexual partner, you will be happier. Don't miss it...

After receiving the inspection report, we went to celebrate. I felt relieved and he was smiling from ear to ear. So that night

We made love recklessly...

Me and My Men【11】

When we got home from the hospital that day, we bought roast chicken, wine and fresh pineapple for a small celebration. At once

While he went to the kitchen to get a knife and fork, I took out the roast chicken and put it on the living room table, and then went to find a plate.

He put pineapple in it, but when he came back from the kitchen, he found his big dog crawling on the table, sniffing and licking the roast chicken.

Ah~ I yelled so loudly that the dog was scared and grabbed the roast chicken and ran away...5555 our dinner~

He heard the noise and ran out, saw the scene and laughed at me. The two of them laughed until tears came out. He looked at

I suddenly put down the knife and fork in my hand and hugged me and kissed me.

In the past, his kisses were always gentle and restrained, but today he was so overbearing and fierce,

His stubble pricked my mouth and it hurt, and my lips were bruised by him, becoming red, swollen and tender. He laid me on the sand

On my head, half-knelt and supported himself with his hands to avoid pressing me, and said to me, I have been thinking about this day for a long time...

His ears turned red. I think I must have been as beautiful as a flower at that time. The tenderness that emanates from the heart

And moved me so much that I gently raised my head and kissed his eyes and said, me too.

After getting my response and encouragement, he quickly stripped me naked and removed my hair for inspection.

Her lower body was naked before his eyes. Because there is no hair to block it, that area is particularly sensitive. Even his call

The feeling of the air blowing against the skin is so strong. He stretched out his tongue and teased me playfully again and again.

The sensitive stimulation made me tremble again and again, and only when I couldn't help but beg him did he take it deeply into his mouth. I twist

She leaned forward to help him unbutton his pants, and seeing his brother holding his head high and glaring at her, she was also irritated.

To arouse him... When we both began to desire real contact, we both stopped tacitly.

He pulled me up and sat me on his lap and held me in his arms and slowly came in.

I asked him why he liked this pose? He said because he could see my eyes, my expression

, you can kiss me at any time, and you can deeply feel my passion...Sweet words are very important to women.

It must be the best aphrodisiac. Even though I haven’t reached climax yet, my heart is still filled with satisfaction and joy. Time and again

Bumping and kneading, his curly and soft hair rubbed against my smooth skin, and it felt like there was fire rolling there.

It was hot, wet and sticky, and it made a gurgling sound. It was so embarrassing! I buried my head in his neck

I was listening to him whispering in my ear, "I love you, I love you, I love you"... like a spell... my bouncing breasts

My head rubbed against his hot chest, sending a constant surge of sexiness. Suddenly he picked up speed and I could feel his

The heat suddenly swelled a lot, hitting the center of the flower again and again, and my toes were numb. I finally felt

He felt his body twitching out of control, tightening around him.

We didn't wear a condom, so he had to lift me up and cum inside himself while holding his penis.

superior. No wonder he doesn’t need a condom, he can control his ejaculation outside the body. Afterwards, we both gasped and looked

Looking at each other's red faces, they smiled at the same time. After cleaning him, we were all so tired that we lay motionless.

In his arms, listening to him scold the big dog that robbed our dinner. Finally my stomach started growling.

He got up and made me something to eat. Because he grew up abroad, he only made simple bacon, ham and eggs.

I don’t even know how to use chopsticks. I asked him to cook, but he refused and just let me sit aside and watch him cook.

go. Does he want me to see all his good qualities at once?

Watching him humming a song while flipping the bacon, I couldn't help but walk up to him and hug his waist, listening to him

With a steady heartbeat, I feel warmer and more reliable. I think no woman would ever have such happiness again.

You are greedy and want more. After finishing the meal, I helped to put the dishes on the sink, but he hugged me from behind.

My angry brother held his head high and pushed against me again. You really are lustful when you are well fed and warm... I had no choice but to cooperate.

Let him hold me and sit on the kitchen counter. Making love in the kitchen seems to be more shy, with so many plates, bowls and so on.

They all stared at us, and even the refrigerator stopped making noise out of embarrassment...

The night was charming and we snuggled together watching TV. His feet were resting on the table, and his big feet were resting on

My little feet, we are as close as conjoined twins. After a while he looked at me maliciously, I laughed at him, you

Please be more restrained. One drop of semen is worth ten drops of blood. One drop of blood equals three bowls of rice. How much food do you have to eat to make up for tonight?

ah! He said like Wu Mengda in A Chinese Odyssey, "My lady, I am willing to die for you!" Then

He pounced on me again with his fangs and claws bared. This time he didn't even take off the T-pants I was wearing, he just pushed them apart and came in.

It felt like I had been waiting for him for a long time, and I finally felt complete. I really want to hold him like this and feel him

, not going anywhere, not thinking about anything, just lasting forever.

When we woke up in the morning, we both had dark circles under our eyes. We brushed our teeth and washed our faces in front of the mirror. I suddenly felt at home.

. The exhaustion of wandering outside and the loneliness in my heart all disappeared, and my eyes and eyebrows were full of smiles.

If I were a small tree, I would be swaying in the wind and blooming for him.

The flowers of the tree.

Our love grew stronger and stronger. In order to prevent me from being poached, he put on the ancestral ring early.

On my hand. On the finger closest to my heart, I feel him by my side,

It belonged completely to him.

I am no longer alone in life, and our feelings are growing stronger day by day. For both adventurous and new

For sensitive people, our love is also colorful. We drove to the desert and made love under the starry sky

We traveled and made love in a private pool; we went camping and braved the cold in a tent we built together.

We made love in danger of being overheard; we made love on the bed or sofa at home more often, but every time

It was as passionate as the first time. It’s not because the novelty has worn off, at least it’s been more than three years.

It's still the same as before, but we love each other more because we understand each other better and have more time to get along with each other.

A year later, we got married and welcomed our first baby. Breast enlargement during pregnancy

Two cup sizes, and a bulging belly. My husband always thinks that I am sexiest when I am pregnant. have no idea

He was trying to comfort me because I was out of shape, or he was sincere, but he still acted quite anxious:)

In the first three months, we kissed and hugged more, and after entering the stable period, we started to make love happily again.

Life. When I was in China, many of my friends completely gave up sex when they got pregnant. I didn’t quite understand this. very

Some even caused their friends' husbands to cheat on them because of this... Although it was the man's fault for not having enough self-control, it's still a good idea to do it.

It is not wise for a wife to simply refuse sex. Because my actual experience tells me that during pregnancy

There is absolutely nothing wrong with gentle sex after three months, and it can even be beneficial for pregnant women. Even if it is inconvenient,

Oral sex is also a good way for my husband to release himself... Maybe I am more open-minded. But I am

Learn with a scientific spirit. During my pregnancy, I also carefully searched for information and learned a lot of things that made my husband very happy.

What are the tips for a good oral sex? :)

I was actually worried that my brother would poke the baby in my belly during sex, but through studying physiology and anatomy

of knowledge, knowing that you will never do that. It was only until more than 7 months that my husband suddenly

Then she pulled it out from behind and said, "No, I can't do it when I think about the baby's hair growing out-_-!" (Pregnancy

Because the abdomen cannot be compressed during sex, it is usually done from behind). Haha, I guess the baby in my belly heard it.

He would faint even if he was awakened. This dad is really slow to realize things. What was he doing before?

When the baby is born, our world of two becomes a world of three. Thank God for your blessing, I

All my beautiful dreams have come true, and I will live a good life. I wish you all your dreams come true soon and you will be happy every day.

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