Deranged Sex 1-5 (Family Incest Adult Fiction)

(one)

Maybe it was because I used a pirated installation disk, my computer's operating system was very unstable and responded very slowly. I couldn't stand it anymore, so I decided to take some time to reinstall the system. That weekend, I turned down all the parties and decided to install the system at home. In order to improve the overall performance of the computer, I gave up the idea of ​​only formatting the C drive to install the system, and decided to format the entire hard drive and then repartition it.

Because there are a lot of important data in my computer, I have to borrow a mobile hard drive to transfer all the data. I asked my colleagues in the company, who has a larger mobile hard drive? Only Xiao Yang said that he only had a 40G one. How could that be possible? My data is close to 60G (of course, pornographic films also account for a considerable proportion). Finally, I heard that Zhang Min from the Planning Department has a 120G mobile hard drive! When I heard the news, I was excited at first, but then I felt a little embarrassed. Because I am not very familiar with this person named Zhang Min. It is said that this person is very arrogant and only came to our company from a key university last year. My contact and communication with her are limited to the scope of work. The impression she gave me was the same as the impression she gave to everyone in the unit - absolutely beautiful, even the most honest people can't help but have fantasies when they see her. But she is also very aloof and often treats people as nothing. No matter how self-satisfied a person is, they will feel insecure in front of her.

It is most appropriate to describe her as a rose with thorns! All the men in the unit were sighing with despair. Their greatest comfort was to fantasize about her back wherever she appeared. There were even legends that several single men in the unit, such as Xiao Yang, often shouted "Min... Min..." when masturbating... The worst one was Lao Zhang. Once when he was making love with his wife, he actually called her the wrong name - he also hummed and called her "Min... Min". Many people may ask, what about you?

My situation is this: I am married, but my wife and I live separately. I no longer have the habit of masturbation after marriage. I watch porn frequently, and I sleep with my wife on time every month. I decided to borrow a mobile hard drive from Zhang Min.

It was Friday, and while everyone else was planning their weekend activities, Zhang Min was playing Landlord online. I knocked on the door symbolically and walked straight in. Zhang Min turned her head, looked at me, and politely asked Lao L, "Is there anything wrong?"

kindness! I'd like to borrow your external hard drive, can I? I couldn't help but quickly glance at her plump breasts, and my Adam's apple moved a little.

Don't you have one in your office? She seemed to be on guard against something and was very cautious.

kindness! Xiao Yang has one, but it only has 40G. I want to move some data, but it’s not enough. Don’t worry, I will definitely not damage it, and I will definitely not touch the data in it! I'll treat you to a meal when I'm done with it as a thank you. I said this very seriously, fearing that she would not agree.

Keep your word? She had a blank expression on her face. Damn, did she really think she was a fairy?

certainly! My word is as good as gold. Have you ever heard that I don’t have the final say? Although I am a mean person, but a robber steals grain - where is the seniority of the gang (I am still the second in command in the department), so I always pay attention to my words and make sure I fulfill my promises!

What guarantee do you have? She was still worried and seemed to be teasing me on purpose, and her expression looked much better.

I won’t touch your information - I guarantee it with my character, and I’ll treat you to a meal afterwards - I guarantee it! As I said this, I took out my salary card and handed it over. I found myself feeling a bit mean today. Damn, if I had to beg people to this extent under normal circumstances, I would have given up long ago. But at this moment, I seemed to be possessed by a ghost and I completely lost my previous temper - it was all my fault that I was obsessed with installing the system!

hehe! She actually laughed at Old L, you are too honest! Is it intentional? Now this trick is very effective in coaxing girls!

Haha, I’m a relatively peaceful person! I didn't have the energy and spirit I had in the department meeting at all, and my face even turned red. Depend on! I feel ashamed when I think about it now.

Okay, I'll give it to you tomorrow morning. I need to use the information in it often. Please deliver it to me at the restaurant at 4 pm. It has just opened. You can just treat me there! She took her shoulder bag from the table and took out the plate.

I took it with gratitude, and to show my love for their property, I held it very carefully, rubbed it, and said thank you repeatedly. I was also wondering if this TMDXX restaurant was actually a restaurant. Make sure she doesn’t talk about the place where the fork is on the left and the knife is on the right! If my monthly salary is reimbursed, my wife will find out after the audit - ever since Li Jinhua's audit storm, my wife's audit awareness has become stronger every month. When it's time to get off work, I send Xiao Yang and the others home (so that I can go home earlier, haha, it will have a bad impact if the leader leaves first). As soon as they left, I packed my things and hurried to the elevator with my car keys. Zhang Min was also waiting for the elevator, so I greeted her in a friendly and flattering manner: Haha, are you off work? This is pure nonsense. It was already time to get off work, and it was very respectful of their department not to leave work early, but in such a hurry, they had to come up with this sentence to deal with it.

Haha, nonsense! We don’t look like leaders! She is always like this, pushing people against the wall as soon as they leave.

You seem to have a prejudice against leaders? hehe! I might as well take the opportunity since I have nothing to do anyway.

No, don’t take it personally! I still don't dislike honest leaders like you.

Thanks! Is it true that if a man is honest he will be more popular with women? I remember what you said this morning! At this time, the elevator door opened and we went in together. There were only two of us. I volunteered to close the door. The room was filled with her body fragrance, which made my heart beat faster.

yes! She puffed out her chest, and the pair of living things shrugged. My hands were itchy and I really wanted to pinch them.

She said: Men nowadays have become bad, and girls have become smarter and started to like honest men. Such men make them feel safe and reliable!

Haha, that makes sense! I will definitely be a model of an honest man in the future!

how? Do you want to be more popular with women? She smiled.

Hey, where do you live? If you're on my way, I'll give you a ride! I quickly changed the subject. In this small space, coupled with her feminine scent, I was afraid I would lose my composure if I continued to talk about the original topic in depth.

Haha, are you embarrassed by this topic? I live in Jinxiu Community! Are you on your way? Honest man! She glanced at me sideways, very charming! It turns out that she is not really cold!

What a coincidence! I live in Xinjin Home, not far from your community! These two properties were originally developed by the same developer! For the first time in my life, I told a lie. In fact, I lived in the exact opposite direction of her.

After coming out of the elevator, I went to the parking lot to pick up the car, and she waited for me at the exit.

After swiping the card, the security guard let me through. I slid the bike to her side and leaned over to open the door. She smiled, sat in gracefully, then skillfully pulled the safety belt off her shoulders and fastened it over her breasts, making her breasts look more prominent and rounder...

I stepped on the accelerator and drove forward a little absent-mindedly. We were both silent, with only the sound of the engine. I could feel her breathing and my own heartbeat. After about half a kilometer, I came to my senses and picked up a pure love CD and put it into the player. Soon Lao Lang's hoarse voice rang out from the CD: "There are many roads leading to love, but I chose you..." This is a song that I always listened to in college - "Promise of Wandering", which many girls also liked very much. I glanced at her, trying to gauge her reaction. Her body shook slightly, and then she quickly started singing. I opened the window, lit a cigarette, and listened to it with my mind wandering. When the song ended, she asked quietly, "Can it be played on a loop?"

Can! I will press the button to loop the song.

Did you love listening to this song when you were in college? she asked me, her eyes becoming bright and twinkling.

kindness! It contains beautiful love melodies and artistic conception. The implicit shyness and a little helplessness resonated with many college students at that time. The most attractive thing should be the yearning for love and loyalty! I talked about my feelings.

In fact, there is another song that interprets love, and the beautiful love in it is also very touching!

What's the most romantic thing you've said? I asked.

right! The most romantic thing in my life is to grow old with you, until we can't go anywhere, and you still treat me as the treasure in your hand... She couldn't help singing, her voice was sweet, gentle and moving, her expression was gentle and charming, and it made people feel comfortable and numb all over when they listened to it.

Don’t you have a boyfriend? After she finished singing, I complimented her and asked.

Why! No more words! She sighed and her resentful eyes made me feel pity and protectiveness.

Soon, I drove to the gate of her community. She became unusually docile and said to me in a tone of gratitude and negotiation, "Thank you, would you like to come up and sit for a while?"

No! I have to go back and install the system, and I have to return the disk to you tomorrow! I admit that I am not a gentleman, but I am not a villain who takes pleasure in torturing young women. Besides, I really want to go back and install the system as soon as possible.

Oh well! Bye-Bye! She smiled and waved at me and got out of the car.

Bye-Bye!

oh! That’s right! She seemed to suddenly remember something, and turned back to me and said, "Can I take your car in the future?" We'll share the gas money!

Haha, of course! I’d love to help you! I said those words insincerely and secretly groaned in my heart. Who made me lie and say it was just on my way?

Haha, okay! Thanks in advance, you can take a look at what’s on my plate! After she finished speaking, she turned and left, leaving me with a slender back view...

I drove back at an accelerated speed like a madman. This woman made me want to get to know her better. She was not as cold as she seemed.

When I got home, I immediately turned on the computer, connected her disk, and entered her world.

My expectation was to first see if she had any pornographic films on her disc - I heard that many girls love to collect these things - I didn't want to prove that she was slutty and cater to her tastes, I was just curious and wanted to understand what kind of person she was.

I started to open her files one by one, even company information, media business contacts, etc. (Based on my own experience, the naming of files is often a lie, for example, my porn file is called "Discussing Two or Three Things with My Wife").

Finally, I was extremely excited to find a folder - life. I was so excited that my hand holding the mouse was shaking. Click immediately, and there are several folders inside!

I scanned first and locked the virgin point in the spiritual space. My heartbeat began to accelerate. I took a deep breath and went in. The result was disappointing, as it was full of WORD documents which, judging from the names, seemed to be some random thoughts and days.

Go back and click on her personal space, which is full of photos of her daily life.

I went back and clicked the doll again, oh my god! I looked around and saw that all I saw were movies! I was immediately shocked. Haha, something good is going to happen!

But when I took a closer look, it looked like an eggplant hit by frost - wilted. It's all a Korean drama! ! There is not even such a thing as color is emptiness!

I turned her hard drive upside down, but I couldn't find even a single A, let alone a movie! I was completely discouraged. Damn, it seems that my thoughts are too petty. I admit that there is something wrong with my character!

So I started to work. After nearly two hours of hard work, the system was installed. I started to feel hungry. Just when I was about to get something to eat, a guy called me tactfully.

This guy is my classmate and he invited me out for a drink. He said he won a thousand dollars by buying lottery tickets for 2 yuan! It would be unjust not to spend it. This guy is really nice. Every time he is involved in corruption, he thinks of me first. I always go when he is invited. I stand by him through thick and thin throughout his corrupt career!

I put on my shoes and closed the door, then ran straight to the place that guy mentioned.

…

We drank so much that we were almost drunk and just wanted to find a prostitute (we didn't consider anything else, just the fear of getting sick. So we always talked about it and backed down when it came to actually putting it into practice).

I went home at night and went to bed without even taking a shower.

I slept until the next afternoon. The alcohol had not yet completely dissipated from my body and my head was aching slightly. These damn guys are like this every time they drink. They won’t stop until everyone drinks to their heart’s content!

I patted my head and washed it casually. At this time, the phone rang. It was Zhang Min who came to ask for the hard drive (maybe she was hungry). I had said at the beginning that I would keep my word, so I immediately agreed to deliver the plate.

I arrived at the place where we had agreed to meet yesterday, and the stone in my heart finally fell to the ground - XX Restaurant is really just a restaurant, with a nice decoration and style. At most, it would not cost me a month's salary. Zhang Min was already waiting there. I laughed, meaning that I am still a trustworthy person! She also giggled, as if she saw through my thoughts and said, "Are you at ease with this place?"

Just ask for good wine and good food! If you want to eat, just order! I pretended not to care and said it in a heroic manner.

She was wearing a low-necked sweater and sitting opposite me, her body very close to the table. The pair of beauties that made me feel distracted were like a pair of balls placed on the edge of the table. The unique body fragrance made me particularly excited, so I quickly picked up the cup and drank it to cover up the fact that I was swallowing saliva...

She suddenly noticed my embarrassment, her eyes became panicked, and she said awkwardly: Haha, are you not used to having dinner with a woman alone?

No where! I cheered up immediately, it's just that you are so beautiful that I was a little embarrassed.

Haha, a lot of people say I’m beautiful, but now that you say that, I really think I’m beautiful! She chuckled, a little proud.

I'm telling the truth, you are really beautiful, and there is no one in the unit who doesn't admire you!

hehe! She turned her body with satisfaction, smiled brightly, then took out a pack of cigarettes and gave it to me, saying, "This is my way of thanking you for sending me home yesterday!"

It is the most difficult to accept the favor of a beautiful woman! I definitely have to have this cigarette! I reached out and took it.

…

We finished the meal in the midst of my absent-mindedness and her charm and allure. Because something urgent happened at work, I did not send her home but went directly to the office to deal with the problem.

In the evening, I went home, took a shower, and planned to organize the data in the computer (some application software needed to be restored - the information in the registry was lost).

When I turned on the computer, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat. This was so embarrassing! ——After I transferred the data to Zhang Min’s hard drive, I haven’t moved it back yet! At that time, my best friend called me and asked me to go out for a drink, but I forgot about it when I came back! I am a well-known figure in the company, but now all my privacy has been exposed - including my original works! I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, and I started to panic. How could I save this situation? At this moment, she could only pray that Zhang Min hadn’t looked at her hard drive, otherwise she would be dead!

I immediately took out my phone and called Zhang Min.

Hello! Zhang Min! I spoke very quickly and even a fool could tell that I was panicking.

kindness? Is there anything wrong? Thank God! Her tone was very calm, and there was nothing unusual at all, so I felt a little relieved.

kindness! Um...um...my stuff is still with you, I forgot to move it back that day! I need it urgently now, do you think it is convenient? I want to come and get it now, I will return the plate to you tomorrow morning! My heart was pounding, for I was afraid that she would not agree, which would become difficult to deal with if it took too long!

OK! Haha, I have another chance to kill you. You asked for it! I didn't expect she didn't refuse, and I felt relieved.

well! I'll be right over here! I felt like I had found a life-saving straw and immediately prepared to go out.

Wait! She is unreasonable and I didn't say I let you come and get it first!

So what do you want to do? What I want most now is to get my things back, so I will definitely accept her conditions as long as they are not too harsh.

Please invite me to the bar for a drink first!

What time is it? When I looked at the watch, it was almost 10:30!

It’s not even 10:30 yet the nightlife begins!

well! I'll pick you up!

The bar has an ambiguous and seductive vibe and lots of art on the walls. Watching it will make your brain swell. If some young people watch it, their lower body will probably also feel swell to varying degrees. Zhang Min seemed very mature, with a nonchalant expression on her face, as if she was a well-tested soldier. I was so busy that I didn't have enough time to appreciate the beauty in front of me. I just wanted to get the plate back as soon as possible. This was the most urgent thing!

In fact, I was also very surprised by her - I was surprised at her extraordinary alcohol tolerance. A heavy drinker like me was a little timid and gradually became unable to hold my liquor, but she was in high spirits and had more and more topics to talk about. She first talked about her anecdotes in college, and then talked about the joys and sorrows of her roommates being mistresses. I basically just played the role of a listener, and it felt like I had never been to college and she was giving me a tutorial on college life. Out of politeness to the storyteller, I pretended to be surprised and occasionally interjected, "Really?" Or too exciting! It means ignorance and curiosity.

She talked for a while, and suddenly felt that it was inappropriate for her to have too much control over the conversation, so she said: Why don’t you tell us your story too?

(two)

Hey, I have nothing to say! You already know a lot about college, so it would be meaningless to talk about it again! After work, my life is very ordinary, nothing worth talking about! I'm still thinking about the hard drive.

Ho ho, no way! Many men have their own wonderful stories, and for a man like you who seems honest and loyal, there must be some very interesting stories! I also love listening to your stories about honest but dishonest people! She stared at me with a fiery gaze, as if she was inspiring me to recall the past, or as if she was tempting me to say something outrageous, even if it was made up!

Let me think about that! I lit a cigarette and pretended to be deep in thought. It seems like if I don’t reveal the inside story of nudity today, she won’t let me go!

In keeping with the tone she had set in her previous conversation, I decided to tell you about an affair a friend of mine had with his mistress.

My buddy and I have known each other for 10 years. I met him in a video hall in high school. As the saying goes, birds of a feather flock together. We had similar tastes and went to watch videos every weekend - not because we wanted to watch those gun battle or martial arts movies that we had seen countless times, but mainly because of the porn that would be shown at the end (at that time, the video hall near our school opened at 6pm and closed at 11pm, and the first few movies showed gun battles or martial arts movies, and the last one was always a porn movie!).

One day, because the boss showed the last movie he had seen before, a kid stood up almost at the same time as me to protest and demanded a different one! , and claimed that they came to support them mainly because of their wide range of film sources. If this continues, their reputation will be ruined!

The boss could not go against public opinion and replaced the film with a new one. We cherish very much the benefits that we have actively fought for, and watched it from beginning to end with great relish, without missing a single detail!

From then on, my buddy and I admired each other as heroes and often invited each other to watch, and gradually we became good friends. Later, I summed up a rule that is not a rule - people who are keen on watching porn are relatively smart, and many of them are promising. For example, this guy later became a glorious public servant! Moreover, in the small and three-acre land of his unit, he is a man whose words are as powerful as a pair of hands, and even a foam star can make a hole in the ground!

When you are well fed and warm, you will think about sex; when you are poor, you will want to steal. This sentence describes me very well. The long-term theoretical study during his adolescence made his male genes develop abnormally perfectly. In order to join the great revolutionary practice as soon as possible, he got married in a hurry after graduation (now every time he mentions this, he cries bitterly and regrets that he was too young and acted too rashly). Life after marriage was not what he had envisioned when we first chatted - I worked every day after marriage, just like eating, three meals a day, without missing a single meal, and I absolutely paid attention to the quality of life! . However, as fate would have it, he, who was talented in this area, met a girl he was not very interested in. He said it was like a world-class boxing champion practicing boxing in a pile of cotton. The force he put out did not get the strong response he expected, and it was completely boring! It was this poverty that made him want to steal. He opened

He began to look for the best place to release his energy that had nowhere to vent (because his wife treated him very well and he couldn't bear to divorce her), so he started thinking about finding a mistress.

As luck would have it, when he went to the grassroots to inspect work, he met a physical education teacher from a local middle school at a banquet, whose situation complemented his. They are simply a perfect, golden, dreamy sexual combination made in heaven. When they meet, it's not dry wood + raging fire, but dry wood + raging fire + gasoline! This kind of encounter between a worthy opponent and a talented general gives heroes a place to display their talents...

I gave Zhang Min a rough description of these situations. Although there was no exaggeration or interpretation, she was still stunned when she listened to it. Then she laughed and said that food, sex and nature are all part of life!

Later, she felt the temperature in the bar was a bit high and took off her clothes. Her towering breasts were very eye-catching. Set against her rosy face and slightly panting breath, they aroused a person's most primitive impulse. All the blood in my heart flowed to two places - my lower body and my forehead!

What do you think about the issue of sex? She was so straightforward that I tried my best to calm myself, but still accidentally knocked over the wine glass!

Hehe, look how nervous you are. Even if it's just an academic discussion, don't be too nervous! Maybe I drank a little too much, I found that when she said this, she was very charming and many things were about to come out.

Cough... cough... I drank too much! I pretended to be calm and raised my wine glass, while in my heart I was calculating the extent of my next remarks - she had already set the tone, which was about sex, and as for the degree, it was up to me to grasp. If I said too little, she would be dissatisfied. If I said too much, in other words, it would be too explicit, and I would be afraid that she would think I was a hooligan. This is really like the reform and opening up, where we cross the river by feeling the stones!

As for sex, it is actually our feudal thinking that has mystified it. As for the academic discussion she mentioned, I have not yet understood her true intention, so I'd better be cautious and try to make it more academic: this feudal understanding that mystifies sex should have its reasons and roots. In my opinion, it is mainly due to the early people's worship of sex. People worship sex because of its sacredness. The most sacred thing about sex is that it enables human beings to reproduce and survive. Secondly, it can bring people incomparable pleasure and happiness. It is also the most intimate way of communication among human beings, and everyone can enjoy it regardless of their wealth or status, regardless of national boundaries or classes. If democracy and freedom are specifically divided into a certain area, then in this area there is absolute democracy and freedom! Although in the feudal era, this kind of democracy and freedom had certain limitations due to the constraints of arranged marriages - there was no freedom to choose a partner before sex, but after marriage one could freely enjoy one's sexual partner, which was also a disguised form of freedom. Of course, this freedom is for your partner. It would be wrong to misunderstand it as the freedom to have promiscuous sex with everyone! What do you think? In order to find out whether she was sincere or not, I stopped and asked.

I have never heard of your theories before, but I think they make sense! I don't want to hear anything too profound, it's a bit empty! Ho ho! She was neither very disappointed nor very satisfied with the answer.

Then please enlighten me, hehe! I gave her the initiative.

For example, premarital sex and the role of sex in relationships!

I personally think that these two topics can be summarized into one question for discussion, that is, the role of sex in relationships. In fact, most premarital sex is related to feelings, the so-called deep love. Sex should occupy an important position in a relationship. It is a means of communicating feelings and expressing love to each other. Expert research shows that prostitutes rarely reach orgasm during their services. I think it's because there's a lack of emotion in sex and it's replaced by utilitarianism.

Why is it that many people have good relationships but often have trouble with their sex lives?

Hehe, I’m embarrassed to answer this. Are you sure you want to listen?

Of course, ho ho!

I think it's a matter of technique! Even if the relationship is good, if you don't master the skills during the actual sexual behavior, the situation you described will occur! There is a reason for this technique... I don't dare to explain it below. I think this is the difference between academics and hooliganism.

The dividing line has been reached, so I gave the initiative to her again.

Hey, hey, tell me! It’s nothing. I’m not a little girl anymore. I just need to learn some knowledge! Her eyes became brighter and brighter, as if she had swallowed a mouthful of saliva!

Then don't think I'm a hooligan. When discussing these issues, it is inevitable that I will say some things that may not be pleasant to hear. If you don't want to hear it, just stop it immediately! This is my last time exploring the way, and also the last time to be a gentleman. As long as she lets me go, I will speak freely.

No way! You say it! She became impatient and asked, "Do I look like an expert in sex skills?"

To make it easier for you to understand, let me explain a few terms to you first. The first is the sexual sensitive area - the so-called sensitive area is where the human nerve endings are more distributed, which is the sexual nerve for sex. These places are distributed in: 1. Around the genitals - men are concentrated on the glans, scrotum, and perineum, while women are concentrated on the clitoris, labia majora and minora, and inner wall of the vagina; 2. Inside the thighs; 3. Near the anus; 4. Around the lower abdomen, earlobes, and neck; 5. Women's breasts, especially nipples; Next is the G-spot - this is important for women. The G-spot of women is located above the vaginal wall, about 3 centimeters from the vaginal opening. The sexual nerves here are very concentrated. When the coronal part of the male glans is rubbed back and forth, women can easily reach orgasm! Here are some common methods of intercourse, namely sexual intercourse, oral sex and anal sex. This kind of sexual intercourse is a narrow concept, a branch of the category of making love, specifically referring to the union of male and female genitals, that is, the process of inserting the man's penis into the woman's vagina and pumping it back and forth. This is the most basic way of making love and is also the most effective way for men and women to reach climax. Oral sex is when both parties suck or lick the genitals with their mouths or tongues. This way of having sex is very stimulating. It allows you to feel and experience sex from another perspective, because the lips themselves are one of the sexual sensitive areas - oh, by the way, I forgot this when I was talking about sensitive areas just now! The roughness of the tongue surface and its flexibility can effectively stimulate the genitals and induce orgasm in actual implementation. Oral sex can be a unilateral act where one party takes turns, or it can be a simultaneous act where both parties do it, the so-called 69 position. I will talk about the details of the techniques later. Anal sex usually refers to the insertion of a man's penis into a woman's anus. Of course, it also refers to the insertion of a woman's penis into a man's or her own anus to obtain psychological pleasure. The area near the anus is a sexually sensitive area. Furthermore, the anal sphincter is relatively tight. Compared with insertion into the vagina, it is easier for men to feel the tightness of a girl and reach orgasm, and women can also get great satisfaction.

At this point, Zhang Min had no intention of interrupting. Her brows were furrowed, her face flushed, veins were faintly visible on her neck, her chest rose and fell with her breathing, her hands rubbed back and forth on the wine glass, and she looked at me intently.

He took a sip of wine, lit another cigarette, and continued his academic discussion without hesitation. I feel a pleasure similar to that of having sex. I wonder if she feels that too? If she had, we were having pure spiritual sex.

Now I will talk about the details of the techniques in detail. To facilitate my explanation and your understanding, I would like to design a scenario - for example, an orgasmic sex process between Xiao Wang and his wife Xiao Li on the weekend. That evening, Xiao Wang and Xiao Li made careful preparations tacitly. They had dinner early and went out for a walk. Xiao Li's body was pressed against Xiao Wang's, and one side of her breast rubbed against Xiao Wang's intentionally or unintentionally. Xiao Wang hugged Xiao Li around the waist, and put his hand between Xiao Li's other breast and lower abdomen, occasionally whispering sweet words in Xiao Li's ear... About half an hour later, they returned home and took a bath together. When taking a bath, they first hugged each other naked with their chests pressed against each other, stroking each other's backs, buttocks, and buttock grooves and twisting their bodies so that their breasts were pressed and rubbed against each other. Xiao Wang began to kiss Xiao Li's earlobes, ear roots, neck and then lips with his hot lips. Xiao Li closed his eyes and moaned softly. When kissing his lips, Xiao Wang held Xiao Li's head with both hands and gradually put his tongue into Xiao Li's mouth. Xiao Li also stuck out his tongue in response, and the two tongues licked and entangled each other. At this time, Xiao Li couldn't help but free up one hand to hold her husband's penis and knead it... After about 5-10 minutes, Xiao Wang's mouth began to move slowly down, and his wife tilted her neck, put her hands on her husband's head, and moaned louder, letting her husband kiss her chest... Finally, Xiao Wang bent his waist, and his lips slowly moved from the neck to the chest, and finally kissed his wife's breasts back and forth, and sucked or licked his wife's erect nipples. His hands will move to his wife's lower body, one hand will stroke the inside of her thighs in front, and the other will go around to his wife's buttocks, stroking back and forth from the buttock groove and finally crossing the buttock groove to explore his wife's vulva, first stroking the whole body, then using his middle finger and index finger to gently pinch and rub his wife's clitoris. At this time, he will feel a certain degree of stickiness in his wife's private parts - this is not bath water, the texture of water is relatively hard, and this sticky thing has a softer and thicker texture. To put it in an analogy, brake fluid feels like lubricating oil. This is the love fluid that Xiao Li secretes because of the stimulation from her husband, commonly known as lubricant. At this time, Xiao Li will twist her body involuntarily, and her hands will touch her breasts. She feels a hot current running through her body, and she has a desire to burst out. At the same time, her vagina is congested, and her vagina is itchy and swollen. She really wants something to be inserted. Xiao Wang can hold on for a while longer and then pick up his wife, let her legs wrap around his waist, revealing her rosy vagina, and aim for insertion. Xiao Li is already impatient, so Xiao Wang doesn't need to do anything else, just hold his wife firmly. His wife will hug his neck, twist hard, raise and lower her buttocks, and make circular movements, trying to get her husband's penis as deep as possible to let the surging undercurrent erupt. They can also change positions, with Xiao Li sticking out her penis, and Xiao Wang inserting it into her vagina from behind, holding his wife's breasts with his hands and kneading them... Until the end, Xiao Li's moans became louder and louder, and her twisting became more and more violent, almost incoherent and gibberish, and Xiao Wang would speed up his thrusts, increasing the frequency and speed of thrusting, trying to thrust all the way in every time. Within a minute, he would feel a stream of hot fluid gushing out of his wife's vagina, sometimes accompanied by a slight "puff" or "snap" sound, and almost at the same time, Xiao Wang would also ejaculate, his penis and vagina completely immersed in a vast ocean of warm current, both of them sweating profusely, and their bodies would immediately soften... After washing early, they would go to bed to rest, and if they were still having fun, they would expand their success in bed...

At this time, I noticed that Zhang Min began to pant, there were faint traces of sweat on her forehead, and her eyes became confused and hazy. My lower body was swollen, and when I stretched my legs, they just happened to touch her calves. I was about to move away to avoid it, but her other calf followed and sandwiched mine in between.

Then tell me what happened in their bed! She bit her rosy cherry lips, which was very sexy - to me it was clearly a tease!

I took the opportunity to expand my victory: Xiao Wang and Xiao Li returned to the bed very satisfied - both naked, Xiao Wang used a pillow as a backrest, half lying, stretched his hands from Xiao Li's armpits, stretched out his palms, slightly bent inward, covering Xiao Li's breasts in the shape of a bra, with his palms touching the nipples, and his five fingers pinching the soft and elastic breasts. Xiao Li lay in his arms like a little bird, gently stroking her husband's chest, and said softly that it felt so comfortable just now! , Xiao Wang moved his fingertips upward and closed them, gently twisting his wife's swollen nipples. Xiao Li seemed to be electrocuted. Her legs instinctively tightened and moved back and forth. One hand subconsciously reached out to rub her vulva... Xiao Wang gently pulled Xiao Li's hand from her vulva and placed it on his penis, while his own hand stroked Xiao Li's clitoris and labia... Xiao Li's body trembled slightly, and she hummed softly. Her delicate and tender hands stroked her husband's penis, which was engorged again... Xiao Wang felt his wife's clitoris erect, so he turned over her labia and slowly probed his middle finger into it. The inside was wet and hot, and Xiao Li squeezed her legs tighter... Xiao Wang saw that the time was right, so he turned over his middle finger, and explored the upper wall of his wife's vagina with the finger facing up. He stopped at a relatively hard place, and then rubbed it with moderate force. Xiao Li panted softly and said softly, "That's it, honey, I want you!" ... Xiao Wang pushed and rubbed skillfully, and soon felt new liquid overflowing from his wife's vagina... Xiao Li turned over and buried her head between her husband's thighs, opened her sexy red lips and took her husband's penis into her mouth, sucking it... Then she licked the glans and coronal sulcus with her tongue, and rubbed the scrotum below and the testicles outside with her other hand... Xiao Wang was not idle either. The posture of his wife exposed her lower body to him. He spread his wife's buttocks with his hands, moved closer to lick it, stuck his tongue into the vagina and stirred it, rubbed his nose on his wife's anus... until they were both wet as hell. Xiao Li was already extremely excited. She immediately turned over and rode on her husband, took the hard thing and stuffed it straight into the burning vagina, saying repeatedly, "Husband, you are great!" I want! Oh—oh—oh—I’m going—! As she spoke, she twisted her lower body madly, and there was a sound of wet flesh hitting each other and Xiao Li's moans were getting louder and louder. Everything in the room was shrouded in the breath of orgasm... Xiao Wang lay down, grabbed his wife's breasts with both hands, and pushed up hard from below...

At this time, Zhang Min's breathing became more rapid, as if she had entered the role of the heroine, and the hand placed on the table slowly moved downwards. There was a strong desire revealed in his confused eyes, and his sexual desire was obviously rising. She opened her red lips and whispered: I want to go back! Can you give me a walk?

I was also burning with desire, so I stood up and helped her. Maybe she was really drunk, she stretched out her hand very gently, stood up and leaned against me softly, her sexy big breasts pressed on me unscrupulously. Stimulated by her unique woman's breath and body fragrance, I felt comfortable and numb all over. I hugged her around the waist tightly, almost biting her ear and said, "I'll give it to you!"

She looked at me with desire and unbearable eyes and said: I want that too! After saying that, he wrapped his hands around me like a snake. I hugged her soft body and walked out. Her hands were groping my chest. My hands could not help but rest on her breasts... In order to avoid being seen, I quickened my pace and walked outside the bar. There were no people on the street at this time. I pushed her against the wall and kissed me madly. She responded strongly and put her hand on my crotch...

At this moment, a damn engine sound came, and the dazzling headlights illuminated our dark corner like daylight. She quickly broke free from my arms, cleaned her messy hair awkwardly, and kept saying sorry, I drank too much! . I looked at her in surprise. She seemed to be a lot more sober with the noise of the engine and the headlights, but she also seemed a bit indifferent and disdainful as she was at work! I can't care about that. He put his head close to her face again, and she suddenly dodged and said: Don't do this! You drank too much! , then she quickly took out a mobile hard drive from her bag, handed it to me and said: You should go back early, you don’t have to see me off! After she stuffed the hard drive into my hand, she ran towards an approaching taxi as if fleeing from the disaster...

This sudden change was like a bucket of cold water poured over me from head to toe. I stood there like a wooden chicken, watching the taxi leaving. I really wanted to chase after it and overturn that broken car! Why is this happening? Why did the cooked duck fly away? I walked towards my car feeling lost and depressed, and looked back from time to time in the direction the taxi was heading. I have been thinking about a question in my heart. What is she worried about or is she hiding something? , At the same time, I made up my mind - I must get her!

I opened the car door dejectedly, threw the hard drive on the passenger seat, started the engine, released the handbrake, shifted into gear, and stepped on the accelerator. The car seemed to be as frustrated as I was, and it lurched forward...

When I got home, I was so horny that I turned on my computer and connected the hard drive I brought back to watch my classic porn movies: Europe, America, Japan, South Korea, Hong Kong, Taiwan, mainland China, myself, old, young, 2P, 3P and even

Group fights, same-sex, opposite-sex and even inter-species! I scanned the whole thing to vent my anger, usually fast-forwarding to the key parts. At the end, I shamelessly summoned my old subordinates who I hadn’t contacted for many years - Left and Right Hand to solve the problem...

After I calmed down, I copied my information back to the computer while looking at hers - as the saying goes, knowing yourself and knowing your enemy, you can win a hundred battles. I now want to get to know her in detail and comprehensively to find out the key to the problem so that I can prescribe the right remedy - the only shortcut at the moment is to look through her information carefully, maybe I can find some clues from it.

I opened her first

The spiritual space file under the life file directory - I remember looking at it last time. It contains some random thoughts and diaries. To analyze a person, you have to start from her inner heart.

(three)

Her information was kept very well, including her thoughts and days from college to when she graduated and started working. In one of her essays (probably shortly after she entered college), she wrote:

Why am I not happy?

When I was in college, in the eyes of outsiders, I was a carefree princess - I was beautiful, my family was well-off, and I used the best of everything. Every time my dad or mom comes to see me, they bring a lot of bags, with snacks and some high-end consumer goods, such as laptops, newly launched mobile phones, etc. Anyway, I can use any good things as soon as possible. The amount of money in my bank card has never been less than 5,000. Every time I take out a little to spend, the amount will have gone up when I go there the second time. I know that either my dad or my mom has deposited money for me again. My account was like having an automatic recharge program, except the amount was different each time - sometimes it was 1,000 more, sometimes it was 800. I still don't understand, if they can be so good to their daughter, why can't they be nicer to each other? Even just a little bit!

As far as I can remember, I have never been like other children - going to the park with mom and dad, driving bumper cars, having picnics... All they gave me was rich material enjoyment and irreconcilable mutual nitpicking, quarrels, name calling and even physical physical contact!

I have seen many dirty things in this family that seems full of sunshine and happiness, and I still cannot understand them! I once caught my mom naked with other men at home, and I once stumbled into my dad's office and found him making love with a woman! I learned too early about the meanness and obscenity of relations between men and women. I hate them! Why do you do this? Why don’t you divorce, start your own family, and live a decent life? Is doing it for the sake of the children a high-sounding excuse and reason? So, in my heart, I hate my parents and I also hate the relationship between men and women! nausea! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Why am I not happy?

Next, I saw another article about her views and disgust on love and sexual matters. This article should have been written when she was in her second or third year of college:

Is it necessary? ? ? ?

So horrible! All of our roommates have boyfriends! Is university a marriage agency and a place for sexual intercourse? ? Every night, they come back very late, with looks of happiness and intoxication on their faces. Soon after entering the dormitory, they start to talk sweetly on the phone. Their words are as corny as they can be. Words like "dear", "give me a wave", "kiss", "I miss you and don't want to sleep anymore" fill my ears. There are actually people who say this without blushing or getting nervous

I still want it to be like on the playground just now! nausea! So disgusting! !

There are also people who often don’t come back to sleep - everyone knows that she has gone out with me and my boyfriend to have sex in a hotel! Some even moved out of their dormitories and rented a house outside the school to live with their boyfriends! Is it really so beautiful and wonderful? Can that be eaten as food or worn as clothes? Is love all about sex? What is love? It is about mutual admiration and help, flying together and making progress together! If I need love, I absolutely refuse to let sex get in the way!

However, I currently have no desire for love. It seems like I am born to be insulated from love! The boys who chased me were all after my money and looks, and of course some wanted to coax me into doing dirty things after they got me! Don't even think about it, just get out of the way! If one day, I really surrender, then this person must be a very outstanding and clichéd person! But, is there? Maybe, maybe not! Just let it be, let nature take its course! !

The next few articles were her thoughts on some people in the dormitory becoming mistresses, and her accusations against her sisters for having miscarriages. These were basically what she had told me. I quickly scanned it and skipped it, then took a closer look at what happened between her and my boyfriend in college. After reading it, I began to understand why she was so sensitive to engine noises and strong headlights.

The following is her congratulations on finding her Prince Charming. I’m happy:

Haha, God has not treated me unfairly!

First of all, I want to shout out: Thank you God! , haha, the reason why I want to thank him is because - he did not treat me unfairly! I thought I would never have love in my life, but God pushed A Kun in front of me! Really, this is God's blessing - A Kun is a boyfriend who completely meets my requirements! Gentle, clean, tall, otherworldly, unique, witty and humorous... Haha, am I a little bit of a lover's eye for beauty? Anyway, whether he is or not, I just like him very much!

It’s so strange to meet A Kun. I’ve also started to truly believe in fate! I went to the cafeteria to eat that day. It was peak time and our damn cafeteria was packed (haha, now that I think about it, the cafeteria was so cute:)! ), I ran around with my tray looking for an empty table, but there was none! I had no choice but to make do with it. I found a table that was already occupied but had an empty seat and sat down (note, I didn’t have any plan, I just sat there by accident :)). After I sat down, I looked at the person opposite me. It turned out to be a boy, a very sunny and refreshing boy! He moved the plate and looked at me with a very friendly look, as if to say, haha, I'll make some room for you! , I whispered thank you! He said with a smile in his eyes, "It's nothing!" , and then he buried his head in eating. From the way he ate, you could tell that he was a very well-educated person. Moreover, he was not like those boys who would come up to you with slick words and look at you shiftily.

I also started eating, and suddenly I felt something strange in my heart. I couldn't help but look at him secretly. He was just concentrating on eating and had no idea that I had glanced at him several times, haha! Halfway through the meal, I took a hissing breath, quickly stuck out my tongue, and fanned the food with my hands to cool it down - there were actually chili peppers in the dish I ordered today! What the hell, I remember I specifically watched it before typing it! When I was about to get up and get a cup of Coke, the boy pushed the cup in front of him towards me and said politely: Classmate, you drink it, I haven't touched it, and I just don't want to drink it, it would be a pity to pour it out! I had an inexplicable fondness for him, and with his sincere look, I thanked him without hesitation and picked up the cup...

After drinking the Coke, I lost my appetite for food, and I felt a little uncomfortable sitting there - it felt like a rabbit had bumped into my arms. So I quickly packed up and left - kind of like escaping, haha! I don’t even know what I’m running away from.

After dinner, I hurried to the radio station. The guy’s appearance kept appearing in front of my eyes - it was really weird! The reason I went to the radio station is to prepare for an interview tomorrow morning - there is someone in our school who is not only an excellent student, but also has started a small company outside. He specifically looks for poor classmates to help, and the profits are shared by everyone! It is said that he is a person with good character and IQ. The person who went to contact him from the station came back and said that he is also a handsome man!

I was not originally scheduled to be the host, but the original host fell ill, so I had to take his place! In order to prepare well for tomorrow's program, I have to review the relevant materials first.

I was busy until after 10 o'clock in the evening, and finally I knew the information of the person who came to Taiwan for the interview by heart: male, Han nationality, computer major, both parents are university teachers, he has been fascinated by computers since childhood, and after entering university, he began to install computers for his classmates and department on a voluntary basis and served as a computer room administrator; he started a computer company in his sophomore year - specializing in installing computers for students, and also repairing computers and selling computer parts/disassembled parts. The company adopts democratic management, and all the employees are poor students, and the income is shared equally by everyone... The questions we want to interview him will mainly focus on: How do you balance the relationship between studying and handling company affairs, and perform so well in both? And what is his opinion on college students’ entrepreneurship? What is the reason why he only recruits poor students?

I returned to the dormitory and was about to open the closet to get my underwear to take a shower when I suddenly realized that my key was missing!

I searched my entire body and couldn't find it, then I searched every nook and cranny, still nothing. It seems that we can only place our hope on the radio station, as it is possible that we will end up there. But now that place is closed, I have no choice but to endure it for one night and come back to wash it after the show tomorrow...

The next day, I went to the radio station early to see if my keys were there. I searched everywhere but couldn't find it. I was so angry. My carelessness and old habit have caused me a lot of trouble! Forget it, I don’t plan to look for it anymore. I’ll go back and find someone to pick the lock after the show!

When the interview time was almost up, the receptionist brought someone in! sky! It’s actually him! !

He was as surprised as I was. We shook hands and exchanged greetings, and I was about to tell him the details of the show. Before I could say anything, he took out my keys like a magician and said with a smile: You left them in the cafeteria yesterday! I had intended to hand it over to your radio station today and ask them to find the owner, but I didn't expect to meet you directly, the owner. Haha! .

What a coincidence! It’s a bit unbelievable, haha:), is this what they call fate? We worked very well together in the interview. I had a very special feeling throughout the whole program. I had a feeling that I had never had before, which filled my heart. Although my heart was beating fast, I felt very comfortable, happy and relaxed. Every look in his eyes was so comfortable and satisfying. Every time I looked into his eyes, I felt a warm wave passing through my heart...

The way he talked on the show made me like him even more - polite, unpretentious. For example, when I asked him if he felt he didn't have enough time to deal with his studies and career, he asked: He said that time is actually like water in a sponge. As long as you squeeze it, there will always be some! I have heard this before, but when he expressed it with his magnetic voice and sincere attitude, it had a completely different feeling, which made people stand in awe! I asked why they only recruited poor students and shared the income equally? He replied that this was just what he thought was the most basic principle of being a human being - people are equal to each other, they may just differ in material or spiritual aspects, but their personality and dignity are absolutely equal! People in society should help each other, share what they have, and when allocating resources, try to take care of the disadvantaged groups caused by the system or opportunities, so that equality can be more widespread! What a profound and thought-provoking statement! I have to admit, he was the first person I looked up to in college!

When I returned to the dormitory at night, I couldn't help humming "Wandering Promise". There are many roads leading to love, but I chose you... My mind was full of his shadow, and my heart was so sweet - he said he could take some time to help me check my laptop - it always crashes!

…

Hehe:), that’s how I met A Kun, and what happened next of course was that we fell in love! Being with him, I feel the sweetness of love and the happiness of being a girl who has a boyfriend who cares for and loves me! Every time we hold hands, I feel itchy inside - I wonder what a kiss feels like? (We are just holding hands at the moment). If he kisses me on Valentine's Day, I won't object! Shh——! hehe:)

Once again: Thank you God! hehe!

After reading this article, I seemed to be back in my college life, that pure and beautiful sky. It was as if I saw a pair of happy campus lovers, inseparable and whispering to each other. Since I wanted to see the result of the Valentine's Day mentioned in his article, I didn't stop and went straight to look for it - such a grand ceremony should be included in it!

I found it soon! ——Depressing Valentine's Day! , filled with shyness, disappointment, frustration and anger - this was not because Sun Kun's actions that day did not suit her wishes, but because she strongly condemned and protested after their actions were interfered with!

"Depressing Valentine's Day!" 》：

Today is Valentine's Day, but the depression and disappointment of Valentine's Day are so damn infuriating when I think about it (please forgive me for using swear words, but only swear words can express my feelings at this moment).

I had already said in my heart that if A Kun took the initiative to kiss me today, I would not refuse! . It all depends on the kid's luck.

Early this morning, before I got up, A Kun called me to wake me up and said he was downstairs! He wants to give me something (he invited me out to Hans BBQ last night and said he would give me a surprise gift today). I went downstairs sleepily, and he had been waiting in the lobby for a long time - it seemed that he had made careful preparations for today, and it took him at least half an hour to get dressed: a beige casual suit, a dark-flowered plaid velvet shirt, off-white casual trousers and a pair of dark brown casual shoes. These ordinary items matched well with his slender, neither fat nor thin body - he looked sunny, handsome and energetic. On the contrary, my pettiness formed a sharp contrast with his - cartoon cotton slippers, baggy pink pajamas, and messy hair. When A Kun saw me like this, he couldn't help laughing! She and I both laughed as she imitated Stephen Chow's cool pose - turning her head to one side and raising her hand to make a go back gesture. I grabbed him and said: Where are the things?

Miss, I'm sorry to say that, given your condition, you won't be able to get this thing! Ah Kun shook his head and imitated Stephen Chow.

Hehehe, I don’t care, just bring it to me! I spread my palms in front of him.

Haha, then hold it tight! He took out a piece of paper from his pocket and placed it solemnly on the palm of my hand with pointed fingers. His expressions and movements are very funny - this is also what I like about him. To outsiders, he is a nerd and a workaholic who doesn't understand romance and humor. In fact, only when you truly enter his life and have the most intimate contact with him, can you discover his wit, humor and scheming.

ah--? That’s it? I pretended to be disappointed, but my curiosity immediately arose - this guy's note must be more than just love words or love poems!

Haha, it’s very valuable! You should go back to your room and study! I'm leaving! After he said this, he left mysteriously.

well--! I really wanted to stop him, but he had already slipped out the door.

Unable to call him, I couldn't wait to open the note in my hand. hehe! It turned out to be a map - he made it with core draw. I knew at a glance that it was our school and some nearby places, including: the cafeteria, the radio station, the classroom, the park, the restaurant outside the school gate, and his company, etc. The route is marked with red lines at each place, as well as some Arabic numerals 1, 2, 3, 4, 5..., and instructions are below the map.

Haha, it turns out this is a treasure map! A Kun asked me to find it myself. He wrote to Minmin: I have prepared a lot of gifts for you today, but you have to find them yourself. The reason I did this is that other ways are too vulgar and out of the ordinary. You are a very special girl - and of course the only girl who deserves my love in this life. So, I want to give you what I want to give you in this way. Besides for fun, I also want to tell you a philosophy of life - many things can only be achieved by our own efforts, such as our future family, career, etc., all depend on our own efforts, struggle and hard work. I love you! Go find your gift now! May you always be a happy little princess!

Haha, so exciting! I ran back to the dormitory in a hurry, packed myself up, and hurried downstairs, eating bread while studying the treasure map.

From the map, I have to go to the cafeteria first, because that is marked 1, but what to do? There are no hints above, it all depends on my luck!

I quickly searched for information related to the cafeteria in my mind, and suddenly an inspiration came to me - that's right! The first time I met him was in the cafeteria! So I went straight to the table where we had our first meal.

This is the time for breakfast, although many people are lazy, especially boys are used to skipping breakfast. But there are many people in our school, and the cafeteria is not big, so the few people who go to eat make the cafeteria very busy! As soon as I reached the second floor, I saw that the table was already occupied! I was too embarrassed to go there rashly, so I just waited for them to leave...

This kind of waiting feels like a year. I want to see what is there as soon as possible. Secondly, I was afraid that someone would destroy the scene and cause trouble for my treasure hunt, and even this whole exciting treasure hunt game would be ruined!

I waited anxiously for about 10 minutes, and I felt like my hair had turned white! As soon as they left, I rushed over as fast as I could, fearing that someone else would covet that table!

There was nothing on the table except some soup and impurities. The dining table and the space under the chair were empty. Nothing was found? Could it be that my thinking was wrong from the beginning and this was a trap set by him? But no! He would not do this just to make me happy, and he also doesn't want his plan to fail! So I started to imagine how he set up the mechanisms here, and suddenly it dawned on me. Haha, it’s not that easy for this idiot to paralyze me! It must be here! As I suddenly realized what was going on, my hand reached towards the back of the dining table, haha! There was an envelope stuck with double-sided tape on the back, and there was something hard inside. I bent over and pulled it off, feeling very excited. What was inside?

Haha, finally found it! I felt a sense of accomplishment and my heart was beating fast. On the envelope, there was A Kun's familiar cursive handwriting, which was vigorous and angular, and the content was: Haha, girl, are you thinking that you finally found it! ? My heart is still beating! Is that right? Look quickly, or you’ll be in a hurry! .

This guy is just like a worm in my stomach. He has already guessed what I am thinking!

I quickly tore open the envelope and wanted to see what was inside, but why was it too late now?

It turned out to be a CD! There was a note inside. Haha, girl, go and host your morning blessing, otherwise you will be late. Since you have this opportunity, use your privilege and play this disc on the radio - when today's program starts, you don't need to say anything, just play this disc, and then you can continue hosting. Don't worry, I won't mess around!

I looked at the watch, 7:00! I was so busy searching for treasure that I almost forgot about hosting the show at 7:10, luckily A Kun reminded me. This guy is so careful and calculating. It seems like there’s more to come. He may have been planning today’s treasure hunt for a long time, and it’s all carefully calculated!

I trotted all the way to the station, my heart filled with curiosity and excitement about the mysterious CD.

When I entered the studio, I turned on the equipment, put on my headphones, and put the CD in without caring whether the time was up or not.

hehe! It turned out that he was lip-syncing using software - after the light music at the beginning of the show, it was my voice in the background music. Good morning everyone, I am Zhang Min, and it’s time for our morning blessings again. First of all, I wish you all a happy holiday and happy work and study! At the request of a classmate, before we play the song, he will order a song for all the couples in the school, wishing everyone to fly together, be successful in their careers, and finally get married! I sincerely wish his girlfriend a happy holiday, and hope she will always be a happy little princess! After this opening speech of mine, a beautiful and graceful prelude sounded, and soon Lao Lang sang affectionately: There are many roads leading to love, but I chose you... I opened the diary and your name is many... There is a you in my song who was once heartbroken, and there was a you in my song who I peeled apples for you... I also pointed to the flowing river and said that I would make a warm nest for you...

I listened quietly to the program I hosted, and I was surprised, moved, and finally shed two lines of hot tears. I felt like the happiest person in the world! I swore in my heart that I would only love A Kun in this life!

When it was almost over, I switched the sound and continued hosting. Because A-Kun's disc was completely in my style and voice, there was no flaw at all...

The show ended at 7:35. I put on my backpack and went straight to the classroom full of happiness, excitement and curiosity. There was a classroom on the map, and I happened to have a class, so the medicine in A Kun's gourd must be in the classroom where I had a class!

When I arrived at the classroom, most of my classmates were there. I was just waiting for the bell to ring and the teacher to arrive exactly one minute or one second more. Some of them were reading newspapers, some were joking and playing. I walked towards my fixed seat - all the students in my class liked to sit in their favorite places, and later it gradually became fixed. But today someone put a cushion on my seat and occupied it! Just when I was about to ask whose chair cushion it was, I immediately smiled knowingly and thought it must have been A Kun's doing! , this chair cushion is still brand new! I sat on it sweetly, and when I put my schoolbag down, I found an exquisite gift box in the drawer. I opened it quickly, haha! It is a very delicate women's pen, and there is also a note. Haha, don't be angry, I took the seat, and now this pen and chair cushion are yours! Didn’t you like this chair cushion very much when you and I were shopping in the mall that time? I'm going to buy it for you now, hoping that you can concentrate more in class; I chose the pen for you, don't you want to practice calligraphy very much? How can we do without tools? Okay, get ready for class, and then go to the next stop after class!

I had no intention of continuing listening to this class. My whole body was enveloped by an intense feeling of happiness and sweetness - although I didn't receive a red rose like other classmates today! But I was already intoxicated and floating.

At this moment, my mind was full of A Kun's shadow, and I missed him so much - although it had only been a few hours since I saw him in the morning, I felt like we hadn't seen each other for a century! While waiting for the get out of class to end in agony, I secretly sent a text message to A Kun but he didn’t reply - his phone was turned off!

Every day feels like a year!

After class, I went straight to the garden and A Kun was already waiting for me there! Holding a rose in his hand and looking at me affectionately, I ignored my previous reserve and ran over to him like a little bird, throwing myself into his arms, hugging him tightly, as if I was afraid that he would fly away. It was the first time that I hugged a man other than my father so intimately. When our bodies touched, I trembled all over, as if I had received an electric shock, and my whole body was numb from head to toe. My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and my whole body was burning, as if an innate impulse was aroused in my body... Because there were so many people around, I reluctantly separated my body from his...

He gave me the flower and said that there is only one rose in my life - and it belongs only to you! I took the flower and sniffed it greedily again and again. The fragrance was refreshing!

Let’s go and have dinner! A Kun took my hand and walked out.

(Four)

The strange feeling I had just had arose in my heart, and I foolishly let him lead me forward. At this moment, how I hoped that he would ignore the passers-by and give me a kiss, a long kiss!

He took me to the restaurant on the treasure map, ordered my favorite dishes, and kept serving me food. I happily enjoyed it all, never taking my eyes off him. I wanted to carefully appreciate this man who belonged to me—his high nose, big eyes, plump lips, and thick chest… The heat in my body rose again, quickly spreading to my ears, neck, and cheeks. My face was red and hot…

After dinner in a daze, A Kun said he had no classes in the afternoon and had to go to the company. He asked me to go directly to his company after class, and then have dinner together. He also gave me a gift from his company!

After parting with A Kun, I suddenly felt like a kite with a broken string. I returned to school aimlessly, with A Kun's shadow lingering in my mind...

The afternoon class ends at 7 o'clock sharp! I managed to get through it in a daze. As soon as the teacher announced the end of get out of class, I was the first one to run out of the classroom and took a taxi directly to A Kun's company!

When I arrived, A Kun was still busy. When he saw me, he stopped what he was doing and asked me with concern if I was hungry. I said no. Then he poured me a glass of water and went to take the gift I gave him - a beautiful necklace!

I couldn't put it down and admired it until I had enough fun. He said: Let me put it on you! , his tone was gentle but firm, and I obeyed, gave him the necklace and stretched out my neck.

He unbuttoned it, stood in front of me, held a head in each hand, and leaned over to button it from behind! I could feel the hot breath he exhaled beside my ear, and I couldn't help but lean forward, pressing my chest against his. I couldn't resist the urge in my body, so I hugged him tightly, trying to get that inexplicable thing out...

The company has people! Ah Kun whispered in my ear, almost whispering in my ear, and the heat from his breath quickly invaded deep into my body from my ear... I separated from him very reluctantly, and the pleasure brought by the tight embrace suddenly disappeared...

While waiting for A Kun to do something, my eyes always followed him, and I stayed in this daze until we went to eat.

My favorite food is still on the table, but I have no appetite at all. I always feel like I have lost something, but I don’t know what I have lost?

When we finished our meal and walked out of the restaurant, the street was already brightly lit. Because the restaurant was quite remote, we had to cross a darker street before we could get a taxi back.

I held A Kun's hand tightly, and his elbow rubbed against my chest with every step! We slowly walked into the dim street. The more we walked, the stronger the strange impulse in my heart became. A Kun's breathing became faster. My heart was beating violently, as if we were waiting for a storm to come. At that moment, we almost simultaneously pressed our lips against each other and kissed passionately and crazily...

The moment our hot lips touched, my whole body went numb, and I immediately felt dizzy. I instinctively moved my lips to respond to A Kun's rapid breathing and the movement of his lips. Gradually... our mouths slowly opened, and the kiss area became looser and more spacious... He stuck out his tongue... I immediately stuck out my tongue in response... My whole body was hot and unbearable, my hands tightly hugged his neck, the blood in my body was flowing violently, I couldn't help twisting my body, hoping that the thing rushing left and right in my body would break through the invisible wall and erupt...

Just as we were kissing passionately, completely immersed in the floating, numb, and swollen feeling, a noisy motorcycle whizzed past sharply, and the people on the motorcycle screamed and whistled at us...

A Kun and I were woken up by a rude shout. We separated suddenly and looked at the violent man going away. We held our breath in shock and couldn't recover for a long time... After waking up, the passion and feeling just now were gone...

We returned to school with lingering fears, and because we were afraid, we never kissed again. This was a depressing Valentine's Day. The whole day was full of romance and surprises, but I didn't expect it to be completely ruined in the end. This was the first kiss between A Kun and I! It is also the kiss I desire the most and am most devoted to!

Hateful pedestrians, hateful place, depressing lover's disaster! ! ! !

After reading this, I finally understand why she is so sensitive to the sound of the engine! I also feel regretful and sad for my own haste. At the same time, I subconsciously reject A Kun in the article!

I became more and more interested in what happened to them later. I really wanted to see what happened when they came back. Judging from Zhang Min’s description of herself, it is impossible for nothing to happen between them in the future, because Zhang Min has strong desires and needs deep in her heart!

So, I continued to search for more sensitive words, such as pleasure, excitement/passion, heat/spicy, kiss, etc.

What they did next made me feel regret - grief - contempt - silence - shock - indignation...

This is a story about Zhang Min and A Kun being suddenly interrupted again when they were burning with desire.

Zhang Min wrote in her diary:

I admit that, due to the influence of my parents' unhealthy lifestyle, I had a distorted understanding of matters between men and women (sex), and my insights into the relationship between sex and love were not as unique as I thought I was. At the same time, I also admit that I am not a saint who is detached from the world. Ever since Valentine's Day, I felt that something that had been dormant in my body was awakened, and the spring thunder that awakened the dormant thing was the series of intimate actions with A Kun that day. From then on, whenever I fell asleep at night or woke up in the early morning, the surging heat in my body would start to rise, and my mind would be filled with A Kun's appearance and the scene of our kiss. I would often lie still, quietly savoring that feeling, or imagining what I would feel if the surging stuff had not been interrupted. The more I fantasized, the wetter and hotter my lower body became. I would often tuck the quilt underneath, and later I even touched my lower body with my hands... I felt very guilty afterwards, and felt that I was vulgar! But there was no way, I seemed to be obsessed with this thing, and I always blamed myself for it, and I would do it again the next time... Especially when I was close to Kunjin, I could not control the undercurrent. I changed my previous habit of holding hands, and began to walk with my hand hanging on his, letting his elbow rub against my front, which brought me a little comfort!

Perhaps it was because we were caught off guard that time that made us wary, and we never did anything as intimate as that time or more intimate again, except for the tacit way of leaving - because we rarely have time and space to be alone. I also know that if we are able to find an absolutely quiet environment where we won’t be disturbed by anyone next time, all the things that happened to us will most likely happen. I hope this will happen, but I am also afraid of it happening. Because it only means my positioning as a woman or a girl! On several occasions, A Kun hinted that he would not go back to the dormitory at night, but I always escaped at the last minute and regretted it afterwards. This happened several times. I made up my mind that when A Kun proposed it again, I would overcome all psychological barriers and obey him. After all, such torment was too painful!

We went out and got a room on my birthday.

Because of my hint and his tacit consent, I spent my birthday with him.

…

We booked a room in advance that day, and went to the room tacitly in the evening. On the way there, my palms were sweating and he was also quite nervous, after all, it was our first time. We walked towards the hotel in silence.

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After he put me on the bed, he pressed on me eagerly, supporting his body with one hand and reaching for his lower body with the other, and put a hard thing between my thighs again... I gently clamped my legs together, and immediately felt his thing that was like a red-hot iron rod. All the fiery currents in my body were concentrated in my lower body, as if they were going to accumulate there and rush out all at once... I raised my hips to meet it... He thrust up and down randomly, and that hard and hot thing ran around around my lower body like a mad bull crashing into a field of crops... The heat in my body hit my lower body in waves, and was blocked each time, just like a flood hitting a dam, wanting to burst out, but being stopped each time... The flood hit back and forth, constantly looking for an opportunity. At this moment, she wished someone could dig a gap or create a crack in the embankment...

Ah Kun was sweating profusely and kept adjusting his position to impact my lower body, but he failed to achieve his goal every time… My lower body was extremely itchy and swollen, and the shock waves in my body were getting stronger and stronger… In order to meet the impact that I could no longer endure, I reached out and grasped his hard thing, aiming it at the most itchy spot. As he thrust forward, a tingling pain quickly spread throughout my body. I felt a hot, large and hard object filling my entire lower body. The tingling pain instantly subsided, followed by a whole body of comfort and numbness. I used my hand to stop his hips from pulling up, and moved gently from below. A slight tingling pain and full of itchiness and swelling filled my lower body…

Just as I was slowly starting to shake my lower body faster, the ringing of my phone made me fall from the clouds to the ground. After hearing the ringtone, I became terrified. I pushed away the sweaty A Kun and rushed towards the direction of the ringing phone - it was my dad or mom calling! Because the special ringtone I set for their incoming calls is - the sound of a car horn! If they knew my current situation, they would be so angry that they would bleed! So now I have to answer this call to prove that everything is fine with me at school!

I picked up the phone in panic and saw it was my mother calling. I immediately answered it and said, "Hello!" Mother!

Minmin, where are you? I'll be at school soon! Please wait for me at the school gate. Mom is here to celebrate your birthday today. There was a traffic jam on the highway, so we just arrived now! Come out quickly and have dinner with your mother. See what wonderful things she has bought for you! See you later, it’s dangerous to talk on the phone while driving, mom!

If my mother's phone call made me scared, then her saying that he would be at school soon was like a bolt from the blue!

I frantically searched for clothes on the ground and said to A Kun in horror, "Oh no!" My mom is here!

After hearing this, A Kun immediately got out of bed and hurriedly put on his clothes...

This diary is written in great detail and ends here. I almost cursed out loud after watching it. First of all, I wanted to scold A Kun for being so useless. He couldn’t even find his position and was so passive! Embarrassing men! Secondly, what I want to curse is that damn phone call from Zhang Min’s mother. She didn’t call earlier or later, but just when the other person was on the road! It's a good intention to celebrate your daughter's birthday, but couldn't you just call her in advance? Misfortunes sent by heaven can be forgiven, but misfortunes committed by man cannot be forgiven! This will ruin your daughter's life!

At the same time, I was very surprised by Zhang Min's writing style. She wrote the details so vividly and vividly! She described the first time in such detail, could it be the so-called eternal commemoration of the first time - it is said that many women have a deep memory of their first time, and often use various ways to commemorate their journey from girl to woman - such as keeping the bed sheet or handkerchief with blood on the first night as a treasure! Maybe Zhang Min chose this way...

I don't know whether her acquaintance with A Kun was fortunate or unfortunate. Judging from her diary, her temperament changed a lot after she met A Kun, and her views on love and life gradually moved out of the shadow of her family. This should be fortunate. But I always feel that there are signs of bad luck. Every time she is with A Kun, she is ruined by completely unexpected events at the critical moment! Could it be that the superstitious explanation is that they are incompatible? If A Kun hadn't been with Zhang Min, would he have survived? This - only God knows! However, I think this far-fetched explanation based on superstition is unreasonable, because how come Zhang Min became even more unlucky after A Kun's death? On second thought, the superstitious explanation prevailed again, because Zhang Min's future bad luck seemed to be related to A Kun! After going around in circles like this, I couldn't help but feel a chill as I sat in front of the computer - it's a bit mysterious!

A Kun had the accident shortly after Zhang Min’s birthday.

From Zhang Min's birthday to A Kun's accident, there are blank written records from Zhang Min, and we can only guess and speculate about their situation during this period. But judging from Zhang Min’s grief-stricken reaction to A Kun’s death, their relationship has reached a new level during this period! Because in a diary written by Zhang Min after A Kun's death - or to be exact, a condolence note, she referred to A Kun as her husband.

"Husband, why did you leave like this?" What should I do if you leave? 》

Husband, do you know? I miss you very much now - I often missed you in the past, but with just a text message or a phone call, we could see each other quickly and relieve the pain of missing each other. Our separation has never exceeded one day at most - we just went to class or went back to our own dormitories at night. My dependence on you is hopeless. I once imagined that if for some reason we had to be separated for a short time, how painful and tormented would it be for me? . But I never imagined that there would come a day when we would be separated by Yin and Yang! ! !

Husband, can you see me now? Why are you so cruel? I haven't eaten for two days, missed classes, or stepped out of the dormitory. My tears have run dry, so why don't you come to see me and even let me have a dream? Do you know how pitiful your Minmin is now? I have been deceiving myself and comforting myself that this is just a nightmare and everything will be fine when I wake up. When I wake up, nothing has changed! . But why are nightmares so vivid? - Your bloody appearance, your parents' grief-stricken cries, the vivid people and events at the Public Security Bureau, school, and funeral home, your urn, and the relics in your dormitory, are these all fake? Husband, I know this is not a nightmare, this is all real - you have left me forever, and we already belong to two different worlds! I just don't want to accept reality.

Husband, why did you leave like this? What should I do if you leave?

You left without caring about anything, leaving me with emotional heartache and a lifetime of self-blame and remorse on my conscience - I'm sorry for your parents, I have always wanted to kneel down and repent in front of your parents, but I don't have the courage, and I'm afraid of hurting your parents more deeply. Hubby, don't worry. I will take good care of your parents in this life until they are dead. In the next life, I am willing to work like a slave to compensate them.

Husband, if you are still alive, I beg you not to give any hints to your parents to let them know the real cause of your death, okay? The guilt in my heart is already too much for me to bear. If I further hurt the hearts of these two elderly people (did you know? Your parents have aged a lot overnight!), I will not have the courage to live. Could you please do a white lie for once?

Husband, it’s all my fault! I shouldn't have said in front of you that I wished I had a mobile hard drive. I swear to God, I was just talking at that time and I definitely didn't mean to do it immediately. At that time, I was just casually thinking that it would be great if I had a larger external hard drive so that I could copy everything in the computer and not have to worry about losing everything if the computer breaks down! . At that time, you said that the company had recently purchased a batch of mobile hard drives with the largest capacity on the market and you wanted to give me one.

I didn't expect you to be so anxious - after you sent me back to the dormitory, you didn't go back to your own dormitory, but secretly went to the company, and when you came back you caught up with that damn car accident...

Husband, do you know? When I saw the mobile hard drive covered in blood next to you, I fainted immediately. It was me who killed you!

…

Husband, why did you leave like this? What should I do after you leave? As long as you live well, I don’t want anything else!

Seeing Zhang Min's inner pain and her tearful confession, I could no longer feel as relaxed as I did at the beginning. Instead, I was filled with sympathy and pity. The people in the unit didn't understand her at all.

In her diary thereafter, Zhang Min was unable to get over the shadow cast by A Kun's death, and misfortunes continued to occur. From what she told me, all this was because of A Kun's death, which made her completely depressed and depraved. She learned to drink, her grades plummeted, and her studies were almost abandoned.

From the time A Kun died to the time she graduated from university and started working, she experienced rape by her teacher, the hardships of job hunting, and the intrigues among her colleagues.

Her teacher's rape of her was a long-planned act, and she fell step by step into the trap set by the teacher. The full text is as follows:

"Zhu XX—in front of people, he is a role model; behind people, he is worse than a beast!" 》

One night, when I was drinking in a bar, Teacher Zhu called me and asked me if I had checked my CET-4 scores. It is said that it can be checked online now! I said indifferently that I didn’t check it, and I didn’t have any hope anyway! He criticized me harshly on the other end, saying that I was about to graduate, and if I failed to pass the CET-4 I would not have either a diploma or a degree certificate! Four years of college were wasted! Moreover, that is the stepping stone for you to get a job at an employer in the future. Without the CET-4 or CET-6 certificate, you will be rejected, no matter what your actual ability is!

I listened quietly, and when he finished speaking, I asked him if he had anything else to say. If not, I'll hang up! He looked very angry and asked me to give him my student ID and password so that he could check it for me on the school website.

To be honest, I was very touched at the time - the truth hurts, and although he was criticizing me, I knew it was all for my own good.

Teacher Zhu is our department head and class teacher. He is very popular among teachers and students, and many people respect him. After A Kun's accident, he often came to talk to me and comfort me, to understand my psychology and to worry about what might happen to me. Sometimes he acted like a close brother, and sometimes like a kind parent...

That day I went back home drunk as usual. Nothing happened that night. The next morning, as soon as I turned on my phone, Teacher Zhu called and said that I only scored 35 points in the CET-4! I was mentally prepared for this result and was not surprised - 35 points was already very lucky for me, and those answers were all my guesses! It was Teacher Zhu who was anxious. He once again emphasized to me the harmfulness of this matter in an earnest manner. I don’t know if he was exaggerating or exaggerating, but I was indeed a little worried and scared at that time. Finally, he said that there were two more chances before graduation - in January and June, and asked me to seize the opportunities. He said he had a way to help me pass the exam - he could find someone who had already passed the English test in college and had passed the eighth professional level, so he could go and register for the exam, and then send the answers to me on my phone...

He did what he said. In the January exam, he asked his graduate student to take the exam. Except for the essay, which I wrote randomly, all other multiple-choice questions were done by the graduate student and then sent to me. In this way, I passed the Level 4 easily and I am sincerely grateful to Teacher Zhu!

In the last semester of my senior year, we started our graduation project, and I naturally chose Teacher Zhu's topic. In addition to looking up information ourselves, we also have to go to work for internships and research, and the units we visit are all contacted by our supervisors. The research unit that Teacher Zhu contacted for me was 80 kilometers away from the school, so I had to live in the unit during the research. Teacher Zhu said that he was working on a project in that unit and could accompany me to complete the research.

…

When the investigation was almost over, I finally saw Zhu XX clearly - he turned out to be a wolf in sheep's clothing!

That night, Zhu XX said that my research task was almost completed and I could relax. He suggested going out for dinner in the evening, and of course I had no objection.

He and I were having dinner together. He ordered a lot of dishes, a lot of wine, and kept toasting with me. I have always been grateful to him, so every time he toasted under various names, I drank it all! We talked about a lot while drinking and chatting, and he told me about his studies and family. I also talked about what happened with A Kun, which made me so depressed that I kept drinking to numb myself...

(five)

That night, I didn’t know how much I drank, nor did I know how I left. The next morning, when I was still in a daze and not fully awake, I felt a burning pain in my lower body, as if it had been torn apart by something. At the same time, I also felt that I was not wearing anything! I woke up suddenly, and instinctively grabbed the quilt to cover my chest and sat up, only to see Zhu XX lying naked next to me, sleeping soundly! The floor was a mess—our coats, underwear, used tissues…

I immediately understood what was wrong with me! I didn't expect that Mr. Zhu, who usually looks like a bitch, is actually a guy who talks a lot about morality but is actually a thief and a whore! All the respect and gratitude I had for him before disappeared, and I felt extremely sad and desperate in my heart. Then I became so desperate that I wanted to tear the man in front of me to pieces! I screamed and cried, then pounced on him madly and started tearing and biting him.

Zhu XX was awakened. He wrapped me with a quilt and kept saying, "Calm down!" Calm down! It would be bad for us if outsiders knew about this! He held me tightly in his arms, unable to move at all. Despair and helplessness made me bite my lips, and tears flowed down my face and the blood from the corners of my mouth flowed into my neck.

I was touched by his last words: If this matter gets out, it will not be good for you or me! I was shocked. If people knew about this, how would I face people? How do I face my family and friends?

Zhu XX seemed to have seen through my thoughts, and when he saw that I stopped struggling, he let me go, then knelt down and slapped himself hard, saying that it was all his fault, that he had drunk too much last night and treated me as his wife, and asked me to forgive him!

Then he cried and said how difficult it was for him to achieve what he had today and how difficult it was for him to build a family. If this matter were to be made public, everything would be ruined! He also said that I performed so well in school, and if this matter got out it would affect me for the rest of my life! He hopes that I will consider past events and settle the matter privately!

I had already cried like a baby, and he pulled out the bed sheet and covered me with it, feeling helpless. I ran out of bed to pick up my phone from the floor. Seeing this, he rushed towards my phone like crazy, then knelt down in front of me and said in a threatening tone: If you call the police, I will die in front of you! , and was about to hit the wall. I sat on the ground in despair, and he immediately came over and coaxed me, saying that as long as I was willing to settle it privately, he would do anything! He made me an outstanding graduate and gave me an excellent thesis...

In order to save my reputation, I compromised and decided to accept his terms...

After I came back from there, we never met again until graduation, and I didn't finish my thesis. The day before the defense, he asked his classmates to bring back the revised paper for me and asked me to take it to the defense...

At the graduation defense, I got that humiliating excellence, and my file also had the humiliating title of an excellent university graduate. Just like that, my nightmare college life ended...

At this point, I was extremely angry and shocked - how could there be such a beastly scum among the teaching staff of colleges and universities? Such scum should be cleared out from the teaching team, he does not deserve the title of people's teacher! But, isn't this just the pot calling the kettle black? Don’t I also want to take advantage of someone’s misfortune to do something bad? I am ashamed of my own shamelessness...

I have to admit that my dirty soul was shocked like never before. At the same time, I also feel sad about people's metaphysical way of thinking, which is to generalize the real issues from superficial phenomena! If we want to accurately characterize a person, we have no right to speak before we have comprehensive contact with his/her life and completely get close to his/her inner world. Hasty characterization is simply absurd and shameless - for example, what people in the unit said about Zhang Min!

In order to avoid similar mistakes, I decided to read everything she wrote below to fully understand and analyze her life. It would be best if I could do something for her - after all, I have done something shameful by taking advantage of her misfortune!

What she faced was the bitterness of finding a job after graduation and the distress after getting a job. In a long article she wrote:

…

I still hadn't found a job when everyone left school - the company I liked didn't like me, and the company that liked me I didn't like. The company and I were like two parallel lines that would never intersect! Originally, my father and mother had each asked someone to find a job for me, but I felt that relying on my parents' connections to find a job was a complete insult to myself and a wonderful irony of university education - although there are serious problems with teaching and learning in our university, people don't seem to be used to self-denial - and I am the same!

Before graduation, I carefully designed my resume and tried to print it in a place with the best equipment. The resume also contains everything - awards, honors, certificates, transcripts, and certificates with various official seals of the school...

Armed with our resumes, which we thought were impressive enough to impress employers, my classmates and I tirelessly rushed to job fairs for recent graduates at our own school or other schools. When I arrived at the scene, I realized that there are always people better than you.

——Some people have nothing except a marriage certificate and a birth certificate, but they have everything else the employer wants! Everyone was competing with each other for various certificates and honors, squeezing in front of the booths of recruiting companies, rushing in desperately, and some simply threw in their resumes in order to get a chance for an interview or a written test... Of course, rushing to a special job fair is only one of the job-seeking channels. We also frantically bombarded the companies we have long admired on the Internet, in the hope of sowing many seeds and reaping a small harvest, or simply visited them in person and recommended ourselves.

I have tried all of these methods without exception, but the chances of both parties being satisfied are very slim. Later, I started to shift my position - to look in other cities... The usual rejections and cold stares made me immune to all kinds of poisons - no matter how harsh the words and attitudes were, I could face them calmly!

Later, through my own efforts and hard work, I entered the current joint venture.

I will remember this job-hunting experience for the rest of my life. That day was exactly one month since I came to this city, and also my fourth day wandering around the door of this company - I came to recommend myself, and when the security guard asked me who I was looking for? The only answer I can give is to find the person in charge of human resources or the company leader. The security guard asked me if I had made an appointment with anyone or if anyone had made an appointment for me? I said none of them! The security guard said that he couldn’t let me in. I repeatedly explained that I was here to recommend myself, but the security guard said he could do nothing to help me. I asked them for their phone number, but they said it couldn't be disclosed to the public. They suggested that I wait at the door, and if someone I want to see passes by, they can remind me. As for the result, it depends on my luck - I don’t know if they feel bored standing at the door all day, so they want to find someone to accompany them in this suffering! ~

That's how I believed them. In the past three days, every half time, I would show up at the door on time and greet the security guards with a forced smile...

Maybe they really couldn't bear it, so when I arrived that morning, a security guard said to me: Miss Zhang, it's not easy for you, today we will definitely find a way for you to meet our boss - he came here from the headquarters to inspect the work, and will come to visit our staff later, you must seize this opportunity! . When I heard the news, I almost jumped for joy. I quickly thanked him several times, then hid aside and carefully put on my makeup...

Soon, the security guard gave me a look from a distance and gestured in a direction. I looked in the direction he pointed, and saw a person walking towards the door surrounded by a crowd of people. The security guard looked nervous, and I became nervous too. The boss came to the gate and greeted the security guards while listening to the explanation, saying something like thank you for your hard work. When he had almost finished his work, I took a deep breath, walked towards the crowd, and said to the boss: Hello, sir! I know you're busy, but please allow me to take a minute of your time! For just one minute, I have waited for you here for three days...

The boss was a very kind man. He didn't interrupt me but just nodded for me to continue. So I gave him the most concise and clear introduction of my expertise and abilities, and also told him about my desire to work in the company and the situation in the past few days.

He kept looking at me with a smile and nodded from time to time. Finally, he turned to someone next to him and said: Mr. Chen, please arrange for the human resources department to assess her! This girl is very courageous and deserves admiration! Try to stay! . Then he said to me kindly: Girl, I am very grateful for your support and trust in the company! At the same time, I admire your courage and determination and hope you can join our team! I have just arranged it. If you can pass the assessment, we will provide you with a platform for you to give full play to your talents!

All this happened so suddenly. It was beyond my imagination. I couldn't believe my ears! Is this true? I was so excited that my voice trembled when I said thank you...

After the kind old man left, one of them stayed and took me inside for the test...

Perhaps it was my boss’s words that gave me great encouragement and absolute confidence, and I performed exceptionally well in conversation and other tests. They decided to let me go to the planning department, and I can report to work within a week!

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The legendary story about Zhang Min coming to our company has spread throughout the company. I have heard about it a long time ago, but the versions are different. Some say that she sacrificed her looks to attract the boss's attention and then successfully entered the company. Others say that she colluded with the security guards in advance and asked the security guards to ask the boss to visit the grassroots... Of course, there are also those who say that she relied on her own efforts.

However, no matter what everyone said, they all had a positive attitude towards Zhang Min's work ability - she had only been in the company for one year and had become the backbone of their department, and she was basically in charge of the specific work.

Her diaries after that were all about her feelings and self-encouragement since she started working. She felt that all eyes in the company were on her, so she worked extremely hard, hoping to prove her innocence. She wrote: I didn't get the green light all the way because of the boss's selection. Everything I have is obtained through my own efforts. I am not the boss's favorite as rumored! Another thing is the confusion about interpersonal relationships after coming to the company. She said that every time she went to and from get off work, she would take the initiative to greet the security guards, but they seemed to be deliberately avoiding her. They did not have the free and easy and confident look that I had when I was waiting for people at the door. I could read the inferiority in their eyes. Why was it like this? If it weren't for their help, I wouldn't be where I am today. Friends are equal! I don’t have many friends in the company. Don’t they want to treat me as a friend? She was also aware of what people in the company were saying about her behind her back. She said, "I know people in the company say that I am arrogant and keep people at a distance." But who understands my inner loneliness and my longing for friends? I am aloof because I need friends so much - people who often wear makeup are not confident about their appearance. By the same token, being aloof is a cover-up for their own loneliness! ...After reading all her random thoughts and diaries, I have a completely new understanding of her, without any blasphemy or disrespect towards her. Thinking back to the time when I always stared at her breasts, the academic discussions in the bar, the time when I seduced her and took advantage of her to watch porn, and the time when I fantasized about her when I was watching porn... and other dirty things, I felt guilty and blamed myself to no end...

To make it up to her, to help her, and to become her best friend - this is my greatest wish and determination to do it!

After reading all this, it was already one o'clock in the morning. The effects of the alcohol had completely worn off. After drinking so much and going through so much trouble for such a long time, I should have felt very tired, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, and my thoughts became unusually clear. I had already cut out the data, so I checked her disk again to make sure there was nothing missing, then turned off the computer, packed up, and went to bed.

After lying down, I tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep, so I simply turned on the desk lamp and sat up to smoke, one cigarette after another, and the whole room was filled with thick smoke as if there was a fire. I have been thinking in my heart - how can I get along with Zhang Min in harmony and friendship in the future? Can we face each other calmly at work in the future as if nothing happened? Will our meeting be awkward when we get to work today? After thinking about it, I felt that I should take the initiative in this matter. It would be best to communicate with her before going to work to eliminate the barriers and embarrassment as much as possible. So I picked up the phone, dialed her number, and pressed the send button. After pressing it, I immediately canceled it - it’s better to send a text message, because there are some things that cannot be said out loud.

I started to quickly type a text message to Zhang Min, I wonder if you are asleep? Please allow me to sincerely say sorry to you! , I express my deep regret and apology to you for my behavior! I really hope to get your forgiveness. I came back and saw what you had on your plate and was very moved. I hope to be your most intimate friend. If you don’t mind, you can treat me like your own brother and come to me if you have any problems. I will also be happy to serve you and be your most intimate friend. Please accept my apology, okay? I sincerely apologize and really hope to be your friend in the future! Looking forward to your reply! I edited this extremely long text message in one breath and sent it, followed by a long and anxious wait. I hope she is not asleep either, and even if she is, she should not turn off her phone. It would be best if she could reply to me immediately! Whether it was disdain or scolding me, at least it allowed me to understand her thoughts and attitude at the moment...

I stared at the screen for half an hour, but there was no movement from her end. I really want to call her to see if she didn’t receive the message because her phone was turned off, or if she received the message but didn’t reply which shows her contempt and hatred for me? However, I have never dared to fight, fearing it would be the latter - if I fought back, I would only be asking for humiliation!

I was like a wild animal trapped in a cage in the room, restlessly getting up and lying down, lying down and getting up again, turning the desk lamp on and off, turning it off and on again... Over and over again, only the cigarette holder in my mouth was still burning as usual...

Anxiety and confusion made me suddenly feel that the room where I used to feel safe and where I could do whatever I wanted became strange and scary - empty, silent, eerie and scary!

I, who always thought I was fearless, suddenly became timid, and the desire to escape and seek shelter consumed my entire soul.

I quickly got out of bed, put on my clothes hastily, and fled from this home that once made me relax but now suffocated me.

Coming to the deserted and quiet streets, the cold light box advertisements and hazy neon signs are hidden in the early morning fog like ghosts. Occasionally, a group of mysterious figures appear on the street, and disappear into various corners or houses in a flash. From time to time, cars rush by in a hurry, and are soon swallowed up by the darkness...

My shadow follows me like a ghost. A gust of wind blew and I shivered. I wrapped myself in clothes and walked towards a place marked as a bathing/massage place - the door was open, the light inside was soft and warm, and occasionally I could hear someone coughing. I want to go to a place where there are people, and use the popularity to resist the gloom on the street and the timidity in my heart.

As soon as I stepped through the door, a warm breeze and positive energy hit my face. The air was mixed with fragrance, and I felt as if I had come from the underworld to the world of the living. In the lobby, a charming young woman and several fashionably dressed ladies were sitting there lazily.

When the young woman saw me come in, she came up to me and asked: Boss, do you want a bath or a massage?

I'm a little tired and want to take a bath and give me a massage! I said.

no problem! Whatever you want, I guarantee you'll be comfortable, come with me! The young woman spoke ambiguously, then turned around and twisted her plump buttocks to lead the way.

She brought me to the front and said to a girl: Xiaohong, bring this boss in and make some arrangements for him!

At this time, a beautiful and plump lady stood up and said to me with a smile: Boss, please follow me! . I hurriedly followed her and explained to her that don't get me wrong, I really wanted to take a shower and then have a relaxing massage!

The lady turned around and giggled at me and said: Don't worry! You can get whatever you want here. We won't force customers to do anything. Everything is done according to customers' requirements!

As soon as I entered the door, my mood slowly eased and began to return to normal. The lady gave me a complete set of toiletries and asked if I wanted her to scrub my back. I said no! I went in by myself, but I was actually thinking about this girl's plump yet slender body, her fair and delicate skin, her high and raised breasts, her big butt that swayed when she walked, and her slightly protruding crotch - all of these were visible to me. If I could take a bath with such a beauty, even a god would not be able to remain calm, not to mention that I am not a gentleman at all! Because I always felt that prostitutes were dirty and I was afraid of getting sick, so I had to hold back and say no!

I shower almost every day when I get home from get off work, so there's nothing to wash. The lukewarm water made the blood vessels and pores in my body stretch out. The sexy look of the lady just now always appeared in front of me. The words grew up unknowingly in the warm water. I felt that my spirit and energy were recovered, and I was even a little oversupply!

After washing up quickly, I came out in my bathrobe. The lady had already changed into her work clothes - slippers and the same bathrobe as me. She led me to another room - I peeked at her twisting back behind her back, vaguely feeling that she was only wearing three o'clock inside!

When she arrived at the room, she gently closed the door, asked me to take off my bathrobe skillfully, and signaled me to lie on the snow-white bed. My body, which had only underwear, was clearly visible to her. She glanced at my tent-like underwear.

I lay prone under her guidance, constantly adjusting my position to avoid all my weight being concentrated on that point.

She skillfully kneaded and slapped the various acupoints on my head, then the neck, back shoulders, waist, thighs, back knees, calves, ankles, soles of feet, toes, etc. I was massaged so well that I was floating in the air...

After finishing the movement behind me, she asked me to turn over and start the massage in front - I don't know when she took off her bathrobe, leaving only the three points of shame, and almost all the three points were covered. The towering and plump breasts stretched the large bra, and the two breasts squeezed each other tightly to form a bottomless cleavage. The semi-hollowed underwear was not much bigger than the thong, and it was close to her private parts, making it thicker and more plump, and a strong slit was streaked in the middle, and a little exposed pubic hair could be seen on the edge...

My heartbeat speeds up again, and the strong blood pressure further fills my sponge body. Although I was warning myself that I could not watch, my thoughts could not control my behavior at all. I even more vigorously cast my eyes on every part of her body - her perfect skin was as white and smooth as mutton fat, her face was as red and tender as peaches. It made people feel itchy when I saw it. I really wanted to take a bite gently, her waist was neither fat nor thin, her plump butt, and her lotus-like arms and thighs... I was blankly admiring the soul-wrenching woman in front of me, and the primitive sexual impulse began to tease every nerve of my heart.

After I turned over and lay flat, she took off her slippers and rode gently on it - my bulge part just filled the gap between her groin and thighs. She clamped her legs slightly, twisting her waist gently and evenly to match the movements of her hands - her hands kneaded and slapped my chest and abdomen, and then she leaned over and rubbed her breasts instead of her hands on my body...

I could no longer control my strong sexual desire and threw all my concerns aside. I roughly tore off her bra, sat up, buried my head, rubbed her whole face greedily on it, and then bit her nipples gently with her teeth... At the same time, her panties were also pulled off. While taking off my panties, I touched her thick pubic hair - her plump labia and protruding clitoris began to become congested and hot. After taking off my panties, I pressed her down, and didn't wait for the wetness of her vagina. She applied a layer of massage oil to her stamen and inserted the thick and hard DD in. She snorted and hugged my neck tightly. After inserting, I sat up again, using my legs as guides, pushing her hips back and forth... She wrapped me like a snake and twisted my body to cooperate... Her vagina was still dry and slightly tight when it was just inserted. In less than a minute, it completely changed - loose, wet, hot, slippery... The way of sitting and pushing back and forth was not enough to satisfy my steel rod-like thing. I got up and picked her up - her legs were still wrapped around my waist, I began to thrust violently, and combined with depth and shallowness... Then I put her flat and let her lie on her back and spread her legs, and I squatted down and held her legs again and again, thrusting violently, alternating depth and shallowness...

Finally, I felt that my semen was already entering my urethra. I put down her legs and lay on her soft and hot body and thrust at the fastest speed... She screamed like she tore her throat... About a minute later, Ichihiro's semen was sprayed out with pleasure, and the vaginal fluid and semen were flooded...

I pulled out DD, and all the liquid in her vagina was gushing out... We were all paralyzed in the bed with satisfaction...

This is the first time I have had sex with a lady, and this experience completely denies the statement of some experts - there is no pleasure in having sex between a prostitute and a client!

I stayed there and didn't leave to take a taxi to work until the work time was almost up. In the car, I took out my phone and saw that there were unread text messages!

The text message was sent to me by Zhang Min. She said: Lao L, I gave you this text message with a very contradictory and complicated mood. Although nothing happened to us, it really makes people embarrassed and ashamed. If you want to blame, we were all drunk at that time. I think this will never happen again in the future, and I don’t want to leave you a bad impression. I'm not a slutty and casual person! At the same time, thank you for letting me treat you as my brother in the future. I would like to be close friends with you. In addition, I asked for leave today, just put the plate in my office drawer! After reading it, I breathed a sigh of relief and was reminded that she came to her hard drive - she was still at home! So I asked the driver to change the route and go home to get the hard drive, and then go to the company...

When I arrived at the company, I sent the hard drive directly to her office, placed it at the designated location, and then left. When I left, I couldn't help but look back at her office - I suddenly felt a sense of intimacy with this place that I thought was very ordinary.