Helping my wife and her first love (wife and mature adult novel)

Last September, Chuntian and I went back to her hometown. This was the first time we went to her house after our marriage, so we brought a lot of things with us. It was when I was shopping that I realized for the first time that she had so many relatives. It is said that women are very considerate. Some relatives who do not visit often or have distant contacts may rely on this form of communication to maintain relationships.

My wife and her family live in a small county town on the border of Inner Mongolia in Shanxi Province, with the Yinshan Mountains behind them and the Yellow River bend in front of them. I don't have many relatives on my father-in-law's side, and most of my relationships are on my mother-in-law's side. It was the first time that the prospective son-in-law came to my house. A large group of people came every day, and as usual, I had to introduce my work to them during the discussion. This was the most proud moment for my father-in-law's family: the youngest editor-in-chief in the country, a famous publisher, my name appeared in many newspapers... No one would be so tactless as to ask me about my past marital history: I was fifteen years older than Chuntian, and it was certainly impossible for a 37-year-old to be single all the time.

On the last day of this visit, when I got up in the morning, I saw Chuntian and her parents whispering something on the balcony, with her father scolding her in a deliberately low voice. As soon as she saw me coming, Chuntian stopped talking. Then her father said, "I'll make breakfast for you." Then he glanced at Chuntian and left. Her mother asked me with a loud laugh, "Xiao Song, did you drink too much with your uncle Chuntian last night? Her uncle is a heavy drinker." I nodded and said yes. I can't drink much alcohol. My stomach feels uncomfortable after drinking a little. Chuntian then said she would pour me some tea and left. I asked her mother with a smile: Come often in the future, you are leaving soon. Is Chun reluctant to leave home, getting up early in the morning to chat with your mother? Her mother smiled and said: Yes, you don’t know, Chuntian has been telling me just now that she is very happy that you put the house you bought in the city under her name. I said, how could we have chosen the wrong person in the spring?

After a while, I returned to the bridal chamber. Chuntian brought me tea and explained with a smile: My mother pulled me over early in the morning and asked me if I could keep the wedding album. I said that I brought back the biggest one, and I would send you the smaller one when I go back. My mother was a little unhappy. I have been trying to comfort her.

My wife is still a little girl who is not very good at hiding herself. Every time she wants to say something insincere or tell a lie, she blinks her eyes very quickly. I remembered that last night when my second uncle and I were drunk, Chuntian seemed to ask my second uncle a question like how her cousin was doing now. Her father immediately coughed, and her mother pulled the hem of her clothes. My second uncle immediately raised his glass again. It seemed that the family was quite reluctant to talk about this topic.

I didn't think much about it and said with a smile: Is that all? We can just reprint another copy. Chuntian whispered: It will cost more than a thousand yuan. I smiled and said: It’s just my day’s salary, give it to them, good kids. I touched my wife's head, and as usual she would lean on my arms, but she just replied indifferently: Of course, you don't care about this little money.

After breakfast, my wife accompanied my mother-in-law to the kitchen to wash the dishes. My father-in-law whispered to me: Chuntian told us early in the morning that he wanted to stay at home for two more days. I said that my son-in-law has so many things to do, how could he always accompany us.

I said: It’s okay, let Chuntian stay with you at home for a while, if not, I’ll go back first. Unexpectedly, the father-in-law became anxious when he heard it and kept saying no!

I looked up and saw my wife and her mother turning around and staring at us through the kitchen window, so I smiled at them.

At 10 o'clock in the morning, my wife took me to visit her former mother. We didn't speak along the way. I didn't know what happened in the morning. The whole family was anxious to explain to me, but their stories were different. Spring was hiding its thoughts, saying something for no reason from time to time, and then chatting with me for a few sentences and then leaving.

Her alma mater is quite far from her, and it takes 30 minutes to walk there. There are no commercial areas or residential areas on both sides of the road. So I asked my wife: Did you walk alone on the evening bike when you were in high school?

The wife turned her face away and didn't speak for a long time. I knew she was in a bad mood, so I stopped and held my wife's hands: What happened this morning?

The wife lowered her head, and after a while, she turned her face away again and said in a stubborn tone: I just want to meet my cousin. No other meaning.

After saying this, his eyes turned red again.

I figured it all out in a few words. In the spring, her cousin always took her home when she went cycling in the evening. They have walked this road many times.

Chuntian had only mentioned this to me once before, but this time she told me everything about her and her cousin, Zhang Zhixue, the child of Chuntian's second uncle.

When my wife was in high school, she had more contact with Zhang Zhixue, but they were only relatives and did not have a clear romantic relationship. When they were in college, they kept in close contact every day through letters and electronic communications, but they never told their parents. When he was a junior in college, Zhang Zhixue got into a fight with a classmate after drinking and seriously injured the other person. He was then expelled from school and had to return home to farm - actually it wasn't really farming, because Zhang Zhixue's aunt opened a cold storage factory in the village and made him the deputy manager. Chuntian did not dislike Zhang Zhixue because of this, but their relationship obviously encountered a lot of opposition. Chuntian's parents and her second uncle agreed on this point.

She came to work for me after graduating in the spring, and at that time she still wanted to continue her relationship with her cousin. But China's rural areas now have very good education on eugenics - her second uncle opposed it because he was afraid of giving birth to a fool in the future, and needless to say, her parents were opposed. I have finally settled down in the provincial capital, how can I possibly go back to my hometown?

At that time, the relationship between my ex-wife and I was not very strained. Spring also has no intention of playing the role of a third party. It’s just that I often worked overtime - at that time I was the executive editor of the company, and I had to write manuscripts in the editorial office in the spring. It was normal for us to go out for dinner together sometimes. Later in the spring, she learned that Zhang Zhixue had gotten married in her hometown. Affected by her emotions, her menstruation became irregular and she often suffered from dysmenorrhea and was unable to go to work. Chuntian's writing style was excellent, but I didn't like the then editor-in-chief, Sister Liu, very much. I wanted to promote Chuntian to be my deputy, so I paid more attention to her. Sister Liu may have guessed what I was thinking, so she called my ex-wife anonymously and told her that Chuntian and I were in a relationship. One day, my ex-wife came to my house and said, "Look for me later." But I didn't expect that she even knew what Chuntian looked like in advance. She ran straight to Chuntian and slapped her several times, knocking her unconscious.

Then I fell in love with spring. To be honest, I didn't really want to get divorced, but Chun had no choice but to stay with me unless she stopped working at the magazine. Chuntian is essentially a girl with a vengeful temper. Besides, it is common sense for people to strive for higher positions.

But I still feel a little sorry for my wife. I am much older than her. My wife has become a little spoiled by me because of this. But I know she still loves me very much. He is famous, powerful, has a house, a car, and is quite talented.

So I asked my wife: If his wife knew about you seeing him, wouldn’t she be angry with him?

The wife hesitated for a while before saying: He did it for my own good at that time and pretended to be married. In fact, he has always loved me.

I felt a little uncomfortable, but as a well-off middle-aged man working in the media, I was much more open about sex than most people in society. In addition, I had some underlying insecurities about my sexual abilities. After only a moment's thought, I decided to experience a different kind of emotion. This kind of thing, once you make a decision, your heart will feel itchy like a cat scratching it.

Nothing will happen, I glanced at my wife.

Chuntian blushed and blurted out: You don’t trust me so much? ! Otherwise we won’t be together anymore!

An old lady on the side of the road glanced at us. Only then did the wife stop making a fuss.

After all, my father-in-law and mother-in-law were still worried that something might happen in the spring, so they booked the plane tickets in the morning. I felt a little disappointed that my wife didn't see Zhang Zhixue.

After returning to the provincial capital, we only rested for one day before going back to work. I promoted my wife to the position of editor-in-chief, and I even arranged for her to study in an editing and publishing class at Peking University for a period of time. We are a state-owned publishing organization. Except for the magazine I am currently in charge of, which has very good social and economic benefits, all the others have failed. This magazine is very famous throughout North China, and such a young editor-in-chief will attract many people's attention. But my wife remained calm and composed. After only four months of work, she transformed the editorial department. The new editing style was more trendy, and the layout and writing style were more fashionable and gorgeous. The president was very satisfied with Chuntian. For a while, every time we had a meeting, he would tease me together with everyone, saying that I was really good at selecting talented people without having to be personally involved.

Then, for several weeks, my performance in bed was very impressive, even better than when we first got married. My wife couldn't stand it anymore and whispered to me: Did you take Viagra?

My wife likes to sleep naked. Now, when I see her white body and the semen constantly flowing out of her lower body, I feel so excited at the thought of her lying next to another man like this and letting another man defile her purity. After reading Le Le Le's novel Wife and Migrant Workers, I became even more eager to try it.

I took spiritual Viagra. I said seriously.

My wife snuggled into my arms, feeling very embarrassed, and said after a while: Thank you. You don't have to worry about Zhixue's talent.

Yes, I feel the same way. What should I do if working in a freezing factory to freeze mutton and the smell ends up ruining my little spring?

So where does he live?

I pointed at the bed.

My wife looked at me with wide eyes. She has single eyelids, but her eyes are long and narrow, and besides her dignity, she also has a kind of moving charm.

I hugged spring without saying a word, wanting to do it again. My wife pushed me and laughed: I can’t do it anymore, I really can’t do it anymore.

Then he said: How can this be possible! It was you who felt sorry for me before. Half of the reason why I am nice to you is because I want to make your ex-wife regret it. My parents have never touched me! Now I am very satisfied that I can see Zhixue every day. How could I do such a thing?

I didn't continue the topic. The next morning, I felt a little tired.

Two months later, I finally persuaded Chuntian to send a manuscript to Zhang Zhixue for revision.

One morning, I attended a half-day meeting at the Press and Publication Bureau. At noon, I called my wife and asked her to send me the manuscript written by Zhixue in the afternoon so that I could have a look. There was a meeting in the afternoon. A section chief named Jia read a speech for forty minutes in a hypnotic voice. I couldn't stand the boredom of life anymore, so I slipped out of the meeting room and ran to an empty office next door. I checked my computer and connected to 3G. I found the manuscript written by Zhixue in my mailbox. A speech by a petty bureaucrat started my journey of cuckolding my wife.

I spent ten minutes reading the beginning, and I felt it had the style of my beloved wife Chuntian. I knew that his wife must have done some polishing for him, but the overall framework was still good. I read the ending again, and this kind of dialectical ending was not what Chuntian was good at, and it should have been completed by Zhixue himself.

I connected to MSN and my wife was online. She asked me first: How is it?

Very good. I highly appreciate it.

It’s not that good. Just a good start.

I didn't point out: You should contact him immediately, he will definitely be satisfied with the salary and benefits. How much could he earn originally?

I didn't ask. The beloved wife replied.

Then you ask.

Actually, this is not the key point, I know him. He is very ambitious.

Five minutes later, the wife replied: I've contacted him. He doesn't want to come again! I'm so angry! Why don’t we just forget it?

A little bit uninterested.

My wife forwarded me the manuscript without deleting Zhixue's email address. I thought about it and wrote a letter directly to Zhixue. I wrote it several times, but I was not satisfied with it every time: maybe I was too excited.

I calmed down for a while and decided to write this letter with the most sincere attitude.

Zhixue: Hello. I am Lao Song. Is it a bit presumptuous to write to you directly?

I want to invite you to join my team, not just because of spring. I read the manuscript you wrote and I think you are very talented! I really don't want you to be buried in the countryside. I believe that when you write an article, you also have the ambition to show your talents.

I wonder if you are not planning to come now because spring is already married to me?

If so, I suggest you not to worry about it. It turns out that you and spring are a good match. Now, she is still obsessed with you. I love her very much and hope that she can fulfill her old dream in some way. If I were ten years younger, I wouldn't have thought this. I am much older than you and have more experience in the world and human nature: no matter how glamorous a marriage is, once you open the lid, most of it is full of lies. As for some broken marriages, perhaps they can get closer to the core of true love if they adopt an optimistic and open-minded attitude towards human nature. I invite you here not only because I hope you can join my team, but also because I hope you can join my family - to love spring with me, and share her beautiful body and angelic love. As long as the three of us keep this secret well, no one will know.

Don't tell Spring about this letter. If you have any questions, just send me a message. My phone number is:……

After sending it out, I slipped back into the meeting room again. A new leader has been replaced, and he continues to read another speech in a soft voice.

Before the meeting ended, I received a text message from Zhixue: I have read your letter. Thank you for your sincerity and tolerance. But I can't come even more. You are a good person, and spring made the right choice in choosing you. I can't hurt you.

I replied: You can also make me enjoy it.

He replied with a question mark.

I explained: When you are with her, just mention my good points more often. I believe that with your rational attitude and Spring's conjugal love for me, we will be fine. Come on, please help make your spring dream come true no matter what!

Zhixue never replied again. After the meeting, I called Chuntian to ask what was going on in the club. Chuntian said, it’s nothing. By the way, the Youth League Committee of my alma mater is going to hold a speech event on the theme of philosophy, art and life, and would like to invite you to be a judge.

I asked about the schedule and thought it was okay, because the school also invited the media and it was a good opportunity to promote our magazine's new publishing policy, so I agreed. The wife added: By the way, there is Xiao Qi from the Distribution Department, what’s the matter? I’ve looked for you several times this afternoon. Please call her back.

Qi Juan is a recognized beauty in our magazine. She is tall and beautiful. Before she got together with Chuntian, it was actually Xiao Qi who secretly passed me some spinach from Qiu several times. Finally, spring and I came together. Before marrying Chuntian, Xiao Qi suddenly asked to resign one day. It took me a lot of effort to get her to withdraw her resignation and go to Huangshan for two weeks. After she came back, she found a boyfriend at lightning speed and now they are at the stage of discussing marriage.

In the past, my beloved wife always brainwashed me, both in bed and outside the bed: Beware of fire, theft and Qi Juan.

I said, okay.

The beloved wife suddenly said softly: Don’t be so harsh towards her, I believe you.

I smiled and said nothing.

Xiao Qi broke up with her boyfriend. You have to take advantage of the opportunity.

I was a little surprised: Really? Everyone thought she was getting married.

If it really doesn't work, you can comfort her soul, but don't comfort her body. Chuntian's tone was a little sour.

A woman is always a woman. At this time, you must firmly believe this. Being jealous is second nature to women.

The wife's voice suddenly became shy: By the way, Zhang Zhixue agreed to come!

Coincidentally, at this moment, my cell phone vibrated. I moved it and saw it was a text message from Zhang Zhixue.

Suppressing my excitement, I smiled and said: Let's discuss this in bed tonight.

During the love-making process at night, my wife, as usual, refused to give in to one of my suggestions: You are crazy! I'm not that kind of woman!

In the past two months, I hoped that Zhixue would impregnate my wife and have a child, on the grounds that I was nearly 40 years old and a heavy smoker. My wife kept calling me crazy.

After I ejaculated, my wife used toilet paper to wipe my genitals. Then she snuggled up to me and started gossiping: Do you think Qi Juan has too high standards?

I don’t know.

I know, she always looks for one that matches your conditions! After Chuntian finished speaking, he looked at me critically with his eyes squinted and snorted heavily.

I spread my hands, not daring to respond to Chuntian's words.

The words may be rough, but the truth is there. Do you know that you are almost forty years old and you should pay attention to your maintenance? Chuntian's pretended sophisticated tone made me laugh secretly.

I really won't get along with her.

You have to follow!

My wife’s tone took me by surprise. She is serious!

Qi Juan was very grateful for my generosity in sharing! snort! She broke up with her current boyfriend just because of you.

How did you tell her? ! I'm the editor-in-chief, please don't let people call me a pervert behind my back, okay? ! I jumped up. I was wondering: Is this a ghost? Qi Juan looks like an enchantress. Will Chuntian agree to let me be with her?

Not telling you. The wife's mood suddenly dropped.

Let’s not talk about this anymore. Zhixue is here, let him stay in the living room first. Before he found a place to live. I continued with the previous topic and took a small step forward. The wife agreed.

The two of them were silent for only five minutes, and the beloved wife suddenly pounced on him, biting and clawing at him like a little wild animal: You know that with your indulgence, I will definitely not be able to control myself! You bully me! Are you trying to be with Qi Juan?

I hugged her wildly, kissing and caressing her non-stop. My lower body became hard again.

I inserted it again.

This time, Chuntian's entire front collapsed: Zhixue and I are on good terms, but you can't always be with Qijuan. You must take care of your body!

good. I exerted all my strength, and in my mind one moment was Qi Juan's graceful figure, and the next moment was the fantasy of spring and other people making love.

However, Chuntian is a good girl, how can she go to bed with another man casually?

Chun Tian was a little confused: So what you mean is...

Before that, you should finish your interrupted relationship. Then have a wedding. Then you can make love.

Ah, what clouds and rain! What a rude word. In spring, a lot of vaginal fluid began to flow out of the flesh hole. I thrust faster.

My beloved wife’s vagina is different from my ex-wife’s because she gave birth to a child. It is very tight. I can only thrust quickly when she produces a lot of water.

Just merge with him.

Obscene words have a greater psychological impact on women than men. The wife has completely collapsed. Make some incoherent sentences. Okay, merge with him... and be possessed by him...

I took a breath, paused for a moment, and then adjusted my wife's body to a lying position on the bed. Although Chuntian is very strong-willed and has a strong personality in life, she is very submissive in bed and even likes to be slightly abused.

Do you want to be conquered by him and become his woman? I started from behind.

Do you know that in a few days, your little pussy will be fucked like this by him?

Chuntian was mumbling something and shaking her head wildly, with the vaginal fluid flooding out, flowing from her vagina down her legs.

explain! I pressed her and asked her if she was going to cheat on me.

Plan, plan!

Dear baby, tell me, will he fuck your little pussy? Speak my words in full.

Yes, the tender little pussy in spring will be fucked by him.

Who to let? Speak clearly. I pushed hard against Spring's flesh hole, and the urge to ejaculate grew stronger and stronger.

The tender little pussy in spring will let Zhixue fuck it.

At this time, there is less water in the spring cave, but the water that comes out is more viscous.

I wanted to make this clear, so I returned to normal tone: After he comes, don't have sex with him right away.

Chuntian turned around and looked at me, but his eyes were distracted.

good.

I pushed hard against my beloved wife's clitoris and said: I will hold a wedding for you on our wedding anniversary. From that day on, you can let him penetrate you and let him ejaculate.

Chuntian was pushed down by me all of a sudden, and then I penetrated her hard for more than ten times.

Spring's body began to spasm: Good! good! I gave it to him that day!

I won’t ejaculate inside you anymore, okay? Before you get pregnant, he is the only one who can cum! My passion also reached its peak in self-abuse.

Spring begins to call mother: I'm listening to you! Just for him!

I hugged my beloved wife's snow-white buttocks tightly, which had turned a little red from my grip, and ejaculated!

For a full two hours, I was very interested in discussing with Chuntian the details of her wedding with Zhixue. For example, two people use their tongues to hold a chopstick, and both sides must call each other by at least twenty names, and then throw two small paper balls into Spring's bra and ask him to touch one of them. If you touch it, you have to take medicine, which means you can ejaculate directly, but on that night in spring, you have to take the birth control pill, the kind that comes after sex. Even after touching the small piece of paper with the words "don't take birth control pills" written on it, he still ejaculated directly. However, there is a possibility that he would have impregnated me that night in spring! There are others that are more fun.

Will he disagree? I hugged my beloved wife, and my lower body couldn't get hard anymore, otherwise I would have wanted to pick up my gun and conquer again.

Chuntian curled her lips and said: With his little character, how dare he not listen to me! If you don’t listen to me, you dare not listen to your boss!

When I woke up the next morning, it was still dim. Spring's snow-white arms were resting on my pillow. Her eyelids moved slightly and a shy smile appeared at the corners of her mouth.

"Last night..." She murmured a few words.

“We’re a little crazy.”

"Can I go back on my word?" Chuntian clung to me.

"You don't want to go on." I touched her butt.

"Do you want to continue?" Chuntian covered her face and was embarrassed to look at me.

"I want to." I hugged Chuntian and wanted to kiss her. Chuntian smiled and pushed me away, "Your mouth stinks."

I got up, washed my face, and waited for spring to come and have breakfast. Chuntian spent more than half an hour washing her face, and then she wanted to watch the 7 o'clock news and asked me to buy her breakfast. I begged for mercy: Miss, it will take me half an hour to go back and forth. Chuntian just watched TV and shook his head: Go!

I was just about to go out with my lunch box when spring suddenly started laughing. I looked at the TV in surprise: "Wife, your sense of humor has been really low these days."

Chuntian turned around and pointed at me: "If Zhang Zhixue were here, we two could order him around, right?"

"They are guests, is this inappropriate?"

"He has taken so much advantage of our family, he deserves to be killed!"

"Will it be very hard for him? He has to work overtime at night and buy breakfast in the morning..."

Chuntian cried out softly, raised her fist and chased me, "Speak nonsense again!"

When I arrived at the company, there were a lot of things to do every day, but it was always a little easier after the 20th of every month. The selection of the next topic can always be postponed for another four or five days, especially when there are manuscripts in reserve. Director Liu from the Distribution Department knocked on the door and came in, looking a little unhappy.

"What's wrong, Director Liu?"

"Editor-in-Chief Song, there is something I can talk to you about. Can I sit down and talk to you?" Director Liu looked a little unhappy.

I quickly stood up, pulled Director Liu to sit on the sofa next to me, and wanted to make him some tea. Director Liu apologized for a while, and only after he drank the tea I poured him did he calm down a little. I guessed correctly, he came to report Qi Juan.

Director Liu didn’t work for the magazine before, but for the Municipal Cultural Bureau. He ended up working for our magazine last year because he was marginalized. He didn't know much about the business and didn't know how to carry out patrol work. Qi Juan, a distribution assistant with two years of work experience, came to complain to her superiors several times, accusing Director Liu of not knowing anything about systematic marketing. She was unhappy whenever she saw her sitting in the office, thinking that she was lazy and that the people she sent out were only sent to check whether the books and magazines had been displayed and the posters had been put up. As a result, she often had conflicts with Director Liu.

I was also very dissatisfied with Director Liu, but he didn't even understand what I was saying about distribution management, so I had to give direct instructions to Qi Juan. This Old Liu, as expected of someone who came from a state agency, actually went to the president to complain about me, saying that Qi Juan and I had an abnormal relationship. The president was helpless as he knew that this guy knew nothing, but considering his relationship with the Cultural Bureau, he couldn't do anything to him.

I listened patiently to Director Liu's complaint for more than an hour, and finally persuaded him to stop. He just stood up to leave when Qi Juan rushed in without knocking, holding several reports in her hand. I greeted her with a smile, but Qi Juan's face was still cold. She didn't even look at Director Liu, and said to me stupidly, "Brother Song, this is the importance ranking of our magazine's selling points in 60 cities' convenience stores, supermarkets, shopping malls, and bookstores. I asked Director Liu for the information about newsstands several times, but he wouldn't give it to me, so I can't get in."

Director Liu couldn't hold back his face anymore, and pointed at Qi Juan and said, "Xiao Qi, I'm not talking about you. If you had told me that it was Editor-in-Chief Song who wanted it, would I not have given it to you? I don't know the whole story of this matter, can't you just let me know?"

Qi Juan turned around and said, "Director Liu, you didn't attend the last meeting of the circulation department. I'm not your secretary. Brother Song personally assigned me to do this at the meeting. The day before yesterday, you didn't come to work. I called you to ask for newspaper information, but you hung up after just a few words. Yesterday, I went out to patrol the outlets again - you assigned me to do this, no, you designated me to do this. There are 160 outlets in the city, and you asked me to visit 60 outlets by myself, while the other three people in the circulation department only visited 30 outlets each. You said I was familiar with each outlet, but how could they be familiar with each outlet if they didn't visit them? Do I have time to report to you?"

I saw that Director Liu was about to pounce on Qi Juan and eat her, so I quickly tried to stop him and shouted at Qi Juan twice to shut her up. Director Liu yelled at me to fire her immediately, otherwise he would go directly to the president. After I half-pushed and half-persuaded him, he left angrily.

Chuntian heard the noise in the corridor and came out too. I asked her to go and persuade Director Liu, and then I returned to the room and saw Qi Juan sitting on the sofa wiping her tears.

"You, couldn't you pay attention to your tone at that time?"

Qi Juan suddenly exploded, tears welled up in her eyes, she took off her shoes and showed me her feet: "Look, I'm almost running my legs off, my feet are covered with blisters, is there anyone who treats people like this? And you're still blaming me?"

I felt so heartbroken that I quickly squatted in front of her and held up her little feet in stockings to look at them.

Qi Juan shrank back slightly, and I subconsciously retracted my hand as well. Unexpectedly, she put her feet between my hands again and tilted her head: "If you don't mind the smell, help me massage it."

There was a bit of a mental struggle at that moment, but it only took two seconds to make the decision. Some people say that divorced people are more likely to ignore their own self-warnings, and there is some truth to this.

I took the courage to gently hold Qi Juan's curvy and soft little feet, and kissed her neat toes clad in stockings. Qi Juan's face turned red, she looked at me lovingly, and her hand naturally rested on my shoulder.

At this time, the door was pushed open again. I turned around and saw that it was Chuntian. When she came in, her face was crooked with anger: "What the hell, you said we are a husband-and-wife shop! You squeeze out outsiders and have the final say!"

I instinctively pulled my hand back, but Qi Juan's calves were still hanging in front of me.

Chuntian was stunned for a moment, then immediately changed his expression to a sneer: "You came at a really bad time, why don't you continue kneading? Sister Juan runs hair salons every day, she's the hardest working! Knead gently, don't be so gentle!"

Then she turned and closed the door.

Qi Juan also smiled and said to Chun Tian: "I was originally full of anger, but after Brother Song rubbed me, half of it disappeared, and there is still half left. Brother Song, your wife has given the order, do you dare not obey it?"

Even though I have so many years of experience in the world, I didn't know how to respond at this moment. I just stood there and let the girl, whose combined age was just above my own, mowed her down until she was speechless.

Seeing how embarrassed I was, Qi Juan naturally put her legs down, put on her shoes, stood up, and waved to Chuntian: "Director, I'm leaving first. I have something to talk to you about later."

As Chuntian walked over, she grabbed the corner of Qi Juan's clothes and said, "Hey, what I said a few days ago was just a joke, why did you take it seriously? Do you want to go out and get a room, and let Lao Song give you a good massage?"

Qi Juan was half a head taller than Chuntian, and stood face to face with him. Her beauty overwhelmed his wife, and she did not show any timidity. She smiled and retorted, "Sister, after your cousin comes, I really want to ask Brother Song out to get a room. You said that yourself. He is so kind-hearted and helped you realize your first love. You can't thank him enough, right? I decided to be sacrificed by you once and express my gratitude on your behalf. We agreed that you would get me into your editorial department as soon as possible."

This time it was Chuntian's turn to blush, and she pretended to pinch her mouth: "You silly girl, you swore you would never tell that!"

I walked over and wanted to hug Chuntian and Qijuan: "The blessing of having two wives is not something every man can enjoy! No need to book a room, our bed is big enough, today it's me and you and her, 100, when Zhixue comes, it'll be 101, okay?"

This shocked the two girls. They blushed and called me a hooligan in unison, but no one broke free from my embrace. Seeing the two girls in my arms panting and looking lustful, I didn't dare to hold them any longer and just let go with a smile.

In the evening, Chuntian was stripped naked by me and called Zhang Zhixue in my arms. I listened to the conversation with her ear close to hers, and kept asking her to relax a little and not be so reserved, but a woman's shy nature is not so easy to overcome. It was not until I rubbed her little bean with my fingers and the spring water began to flow out that she became a little more unrestrained on the phone.

The entire phone conversation went something like this: "Zhixue, I..."

At this time, I was already kissing my wife's breasts.

"Are you alone?"

Spring looked at me and I nodded.

"Yeah, he's still working in the study. What are you doing?"

"I'm helping you read the manuscripts. I've read about twenty articles since this afternoon."

"Well, you've worked hard."

At this time, my beloved wife's nipples were already hard and erect, and a blush of spring appeared on her face. She held the phone in one hand, and the other hand couldn't stop me from caressing her all the way down.

"I have booked a train ticket for the day after tomorrow and will start packing tomorrow."

"OK."

I whispered in my wife's ear, "Tell him not to bring too much and to stay at my house."

My wife smiled and shook her head, and said to me with her mouth: I can’t say it!

"Can you help me find a cheap roommate?"

I had no choice but to tickle her. Chuntian had to suppress her laughter, avoid my tickling, and pretend to be fine while dealing with the person on the other end of the phone. Finally, she said, "There's a cheaper one. As long as you go out to buy breakfast every morning, come back to cook dinner, and wash the dishes in the evening, I'll only charge you 1 dollar a month. Are you willing to come?"

There was finally some tenderness in my beloved wife's solemn and self-respecting tone. My heart was pounding and I was very excited.

There was silence on the other end of the phone for a while.

"Spring, do you really still love me?"

Chuntian put down the phone and made a face at me. I gestured for her to answer love.

Spring seemed to grit its teeth, nodded at me, and said word by word to the phone: "I love you."

I felt an indescribable sourness and a strange hot stimulation in my heart. When I finally put my hand into my wife's pants, I found that she was already wet down there.

There was silence on the other end of the phone again.

"Of course I love you!"

"I love you, too!" Zhang Zhixue said enthusiastically on the other end of the phone, "I want you!"

Chuntian shivered as if she had been electrocuted. Only then did she seem to understand that her life as a woman with two husbands was really about to begin!

My fingers began to move.

"I... give it to you!" Chuntian looked at me and her voice became tearful. The passion on my wife's face was not for me, which made me feel even more excited.

"Spring..." The person on the other end of the phone seemed to be aroused, "Is he next to you?"

"Zhixue, I'm on the edge of spring." I took over the conversation.

Chuntian covered her face with her hands, muttering, "Oh my God," "How embarrassing," and so on.

"You can't just take her for granted."

"Brother..."

The voice on the other end of the phone suddenly became weak. During this period of time since he came back, Chuntian has talked to Zhang Zhixue on the phone no less than ten times. I have also overheard them many times, but this is the first time that the two men have had a direct conversation.

"As long as Chuntian is still my wife, you can't touch her."

Zhang Zhixue suddenly became dispirited and a little confused: "Brother, I am confused... Did I misunderstand the letter you wrote to me a few days ago..."

Chuntian smiled and nudged me with her elbow. She knew that the arrow was on the string and had to be shot.

"How can we just have sex with a man in the spring? I mean, you can't just possess her without any reason. You have to worship heaven and earth with her and enter the bridal chamber first, which is more formal."

My wife was very excited. She held down my fingers and stopped me from moving. She was afraid that she would scream out. There is a lot of water flowing down there.

"You mean, you want me to marry her? What about you two?"

I handed the phone to Chuntian and asked her to talk to Zhang Zhixue. Chuntian smiled shyly and was too embarrassed to speak. After refusing several times, she finally picked up the phone and put it on speaker: "Zhixue, he wants me to have two husbands, hehe. In five days, it will be our wedding anniversary. Then, he wants me to get married with you."

"…Wedding ceremony?" Zhang Zhixue was a little confused. "Will we get the marriage certificate?"

"You can get it - if you don't get married in the future." Chuntian asked.

"I might need to think about this for a while, okay?"

"What? Come on, you still want to marry someone else?" Chuntian was a little unhappy and his tone turned cold.

I pulled Chuntian's hand and tried to smooth things over: "No one can predict what will happen in the future, right?"

Chuntian came to her senses and said in a coquettish tone, "Zhixue, Song Ping gave you the job and me, but you haven't formally thanked him yet, right? Say something nice."

"Brother Song, I am really very grateful to you! From now on, I will do whatever you ask me to do."

"If you want to thank me, you should show it in your attitude towards spring. Be gentle, especially for the first time... and be diligent in sowing seeds. I will not disturb you in the first month of your marriage."

A charming blush suddenly appeared on my wife's face.

I pressed down on my wife's attractive body. The wife couldn't help but let out a moan. It was almost as if she was having sex with her husband in front of her lover. The lust in her bones came out and burned like a wildfire that could not be stopped.

"Zhixue, have you ever caressed Chuntian's body before?" I said as I started to move my hands.

Chuntian glared at me fiercely: "Don't discuss such topics with him!"

"No. We just hugged and kissed."

"Do you know where Chuntian is the most sensitive part?" I asked Zhixue vaguely while holding Chuntian's erect nipple in my mouth.

“Hey, no! You can’t do this… You can’t humiliate me like this…”

Spring struggled feebly and tried to hang up the call.

"He's no longer a stranger, he's your husband now, right, Zhixue?"

"Yes." The voice on the other end of the phone also became excited. He should have guessed what Chuntian and I were doing. But I still deliberately said, "Spring and I are about to have sex, do you want to hear Spring's moans?"

"I want..." Zhang Zhixue's breathing became heavier.

"Zhixue, just follow your brother Song and learn bad things..." Spring's front line collapsed completely, and the color of her skin suddenly turned a soft pink. She seemed to have given up as well, and cried out softly at my actions.

Finally, I deliberately thrust hard, and Chuntian screamed uncontrollably. I said to the phone, "Chuntian's flesh hole is really tight and beautiful, Zhixue, don't be jealous of me now. In five days, it will all be yours! Isn't it, Zhixue?"

"Yes!" Zhang Zhixue's voice was a little hoarse due to the immense impulse.

"Look at this little slut, her juices are gushing out, Zhixue, I'm sure that when she has an affair with you, you will definitely have to put a towel under her ass."

"Okay..." Zhang Zhixue seemed to be out of breath. I laughed to myself.

It was such a beautiful moment, but suddenly my heart ached. This towel would not only be filled with my wife's vaginal fluid, but also with Zhixue's semen that would overflow from my wife's vagina. In another five days, I will have to sit here and watch my wife having sex with others! Moreover, I will design all kinds of incredible bridal chamber pranks to increase the sexual pleasure of my wife and others!

Thinking about it this way, the movements are inevitably a bit rough. I thrust in and out quickly, and my wife had to hold on to the bedside with both hands, begging for mercy.

"I'm going to have a secret affair with Zhixue, do you want to?"

"Who wants to be with him..."

"Zhixue, do you want to fuck Chuntian every day?"

"I want to fuck, every day!"

"You can ejaculate inside me every day from now on, without contraception, understand? I'm almost 40, and my sperm quality is not high. You need to provide more good seeds and plant them in the womb of spring!"

“I will definitely sow the seeds well!”

"I don't want his, I want my husband's! Zhang Zhixue, stop being so conceited!"

The wife uttered this sentence intermittently while moaning. It was more of a teasing that she wanted to refuse but also to welcome rather than reject.

I pressed down on my wife's smooth calves and started having sex sideways, allowing her to better communicate with Zhixue on the phone.

Zhang Zhixue may have started masturbating, and the sound he made was as rough as a train: "Chuntian, are you feeling good now?"

"So good... So good... Zhixue... He fucked me to death..."

I held Chuntian's perky white buttocks and thrust into her more than ten times in one go. Chuntian couldn't stand my attack anymore, and without caring about Zhixue's feelings on the other end of the phone, obscene words came out of her mouth.

"Zhixue, I have arranged some special wedding night entertainment for you. You must not ejaculate early, otherwise you will really let me down." I distracted myself by talking.

"The wedding night prank also includes making me cum? What is that?"

"What else do you have in mind?" Chuntian didn't know what program I had planned, and she became concerned at this time.

"I'll just reveal a little bit, there will be a show at the end," I slowed down, panting, turned the spring over, adopted the most traditional man on top and woman on the bottom, facing each other, and started the final round of attack.

"I will put the end of a red thread in the little flesh hole of the spring, and you have to use your dick to pick out the red thread..."

"Oh my God, you're still making trouble in the bridal chamber..." Spring's flesh hole contracted so much that I couldn't pull my cock out.

"Honey, don't let out too much water, otherwise the thread will stick to your flesh hole, and Zhixue's dick will go deeper and deeper. You don't want to have sex with another man in front of your husband, do you?"

"ah!"

Chuntian screamed loudly, clasping my shoulders tightly with both hands. She murmured something, straightened her neck, and arched her head back to the limit. The arch of her snow-white feet also formed an arc that made my blood boil: she had her first orgasm after marriage!

The next day was Saturday, and I accompanied Chuntian to go shopping.

It is indescribable how exciting it was to help Chuntian pick out underwear and other items for her affair, and to give her advice. Our shopping list includes: red sheets, quilt covers, bed sheets, two mandarin duck pillows, a bra, red panties, stockings, and red high heels. Chuntian's skin is very fair and tender, and she likes to wear flesh-colored underwear the most, so in addition to the red underwear, I also have to buy flesh-colored underwear. And the most important thing is: wedding dress.

We both tend to buy traditional Chinese clothing. In a bridal store, Chuntian picked out a bridal gown. The gorgeous bright red wedding dress and the noble and gorgeous golden phoenix were so beautiful that even I was frightened by the sight. I tried it on in the store in the spring, and even the clerk was stunned by it. He congratulated me repeatedly and said that my bride must wear this dress, and that I looked like a blessed man. I whispered in Chuntian's ear, "In a few days, Zhixue will be asked to take off this dress. He will be so happy."

Chuntian blushed and nodded.

This wedding dress is not only well-made, but also made of high-end materials; even the lining and buttons are made of silk. Although the price was more than 4,000 yuan, I didn't hesitate and bought it immediately.

Imagining myself standing sweetly and shyly in front of Zhang Zhixue wearing such a dress in the spring, I really can't bear to leave! Of course - I can't bear to see my wife being cuckolded, and when I think about that scene, my dick gets hard.

After leaving the store, I resisted the urge, hugged my beloved wife and said with a smile: "You just consummated your marriage, it must be like honey and oil, you have to do it several times a day. Come on, let's go to the third floor and buy some more underwear." I whispered.

The breath of spring was a little uneven, and she leaned into my arms: "Husband, husband, you are going to spoil me!"

"A good wife is made by being spoiled. I believe your love for me will not fade because of your new love."

I pulled Chuntian towards the escalator in the mall. Outsiders don’t know, but because we are an extremely loving engaged couple, it’s very interesting to think about it.

"How could it be?! Would I stop loving you because of him?" Chuntian said to me, "Husband, you men sometimes have unrealistic and romantic ideas about women. You always think that women are just about love and affection all the time and have no rationality at all. From a biological point of view, women are naturally physically weak, and their survival instinct requires them to choose strong men as their partners and reproduce, so that they can get the greatest sense of security..."

At this point, she realized something and stuck out her tongue. "Speaking of this, I really want to express my thoughts to you. In fact, I don't want to have a child for Zhixue at all. I just want to have one for you. Husband, I think you don't understand the seriousness of this issue enough. If you have a child, it will be very unfair to the child. He won't be accompanied by his biological father. Zhixue will have to get married and start a family in the future. Having a child outside will also affect the stability of his family. You are less than 40 years old, and the vitality of your sperm can't be that bad, okay? Besides, you and I will be together for a lifetime. You can help me realize my dream of first love, and I am already very grateful to you."

Chuntian and I had reached the stairs. She switched the bags in her left hand to her right hand, stopped, and said with a smile, "I can't ask for too much. Otherwise, when it rains, don't you worry that I'll be struck to death by thunder?"

I was somewhat touched: "Chuntian, I know you truly love me. I may be different from other men..."

"What's the difference?"

"I think being green is also a kind of happiness."

Spring's eyes widened.

When we got home we continued the topic. After listening to my explanation of the dream of having a wife who has sex with her, Chuntian understood a little, but was still hesitant: "Husband, I can listen to your harmless ideas, but I am really afraid that the seeds of Zhixue will be conceived, which will shake the foundation of our marriage."

"No, baby, I hope you have a healthy child, but I can't guarantee that I can give you the healthiest seed."

Chuntian felt relieved when she saw that I was sincere and went to try on the wedding dress happily. After turning around in front of the mirror several times, Chuntian asked me to help her take it off. I laughed and said, "I told you that Zhixue should take it off the first time."

Chuntian didn't say anything, she took it off by herself, and suddenly looked up and asked me: "Is your desire for wife-cuckoldry considered a form of sadomasochism?"

"I think so. Sadomasochism is physical and mental." I was embarrassed to explain too much. "Watching the person you love the most have sex with someone else, it's a very extreme experience psychologically."

"If you hadn't explained it this way, I would have really thought you didn't love me anymore," Chuntian smiled like a flower, really happy. After a while, she hooked her arms around my neck and stared at me for a while: "No wonder you've been so passionate these days. In fact, sometimes when I have nothing to do, I also think about what would happen between you and Qi Juan. I feel sour and uncomfortable in my heart, but also a little excited... You like her very much, right?"

"I am also an ordinary person... Strictly speaking, Qi Juan's appearance does not conform to the traditional Chinese classical beauty 100%, but she has a different temperament, such a long neck..."

Chuntian tapped my forehead heavily: "I would rather you commit incest with Nanyan than have sex with this vixen!"

I raise my hands in surrender.

"Don't you like your daughter? Incest is just not suitable for the ethics of today, which doesn't mean it is evil in itself," Chuntian smiled evilly, and seeing my embarrassed face, she returned to the previous topic and smiled, "Husband, if I get along with him, would you like me to give you some unexpected excitement?"

I looked at spring and nodded seriously.

"Also, do you really plan to let him live here for a long time?"

"What are your own thoughts?"

"Just one month at most?" Chuntian looked at his watch and took out his cell phone to send a text message to Zhang Zhixue to confirm whether he had boarded the train safely.

"After a month, let him live in my small house on Nanmen Road, and you can fly back and forth between the south and the north."

"Are all women selfish? No matter what you think, I still think Zhang Zhixue is a bit too much for nothing." After a pause, she suddenly said, "I don't love Zhang Zhixue anymore."

"Don't love?"

"Nothing," Chuntian forced a smile, unwilling to explain too much.

After exchanging several text messages with Zhang Zhixue, Chuntian typed another text message on her phone and showed it to me: Zhixue, although you and I will be husband and wife in bed, we can only be slightly closer friends outside of bed. I hope you will treat and respect me as Song Ping's wife. My love for him will always come first!

Chuntian didn’t realize how much of a shock this text message was to me. I hugged my wife and kissed her with mixed feelings.

Less than two minutes later, Zhixue replied: "How much do you love me? If the full score of love is 100, how much do you love him?"

Chuntian sighed, "What a naive little boy. Oh, I really regret it!" She replied in front of me again, "Please, it's not your turn to be jealous! And love is not measured in this way. If you must fight, my love for Song Ping is 99 points - 1 point is left for him to make progress, and for you, the highest is 10 points, a little more than my best friend of the opposite sex, okay?"

"I've already gotten on the bus. If you give me such a low score, I can still do anything if I regret it."

Chuntian was so angry that she ran to the bedroom to make a phone call. I had no choice but to push the door open and follow her in.

"Come or not? Do you think I'm begging you to give myself to you? I'm just afraid that you'll get delayed in the countryside! Your kindness is ungrateful!" Chuntian's first words fired out like a small cannon.

Zhang Zhixue immediately caught on to her mistake: "You took my kindness for granted! Haha! This is the level of a director of a large editorial department like you!" Her voice was so loud that I could hear it clearly even though I was standing next to her.

It’s broken! It’s broken! I thought this in my mind and tried to grab the phone. Chuntian and Zhang Zhixue haven't been together for more than two years, and now I spoil her to death. She is the only one who is bullying others, who is bullying her? Moreover, once people enter society, they will always change according to different circumstances, especially in their mentality. Chuntian was quite conceited about Zhang Zhixue's love for her. Now that he was insulting her in front of me, she must be very offended!

A full hour later, Spring finally calmed down after being comforted by my gentle words. She gradually realized that her attitude towards Zhang Zhixue was indeed a bit condescending, but she didn't want to admit it: "I think he is already very disconnected from this society in the countryside. Society is such a reality. If you are a weak person, you must obey the rules set by the strong. Husband, wait for him to come and tell him carefully, how did you achieve success step by step to today's success-no, even if he learns, you can't learn it. My husband is a very small group of natural elites. I am enough as a role model for him to learn!"

Is it because human nature is too fickle? Or are people now becoming more and more snobbish? I was silent for a while: Maybe spring will never realize that it was her most trusted husband's unintentional mistake, which destroyed the holy and purest and beautiful feelings deep in her heart - first love.

"You used to be in love." I stared at the TV and said something so dull.

Spring is a very sensitive girl. She took off her shoes and climbed onto the bed. She wanted to defend herself, but she didn't know how to start, so she took out her cell phone and wrote a long text message for me to read: Zhixue, what we want to unfold is not the continuation of the past relationship, that past event can only exist in your and my memories. Before you come to work here, you should think carefully: I will be your leader in the company in the future. I may criticize you in public, and may throw articles with you - when you get home, you can conquer my body in bed! But, to conquer my heart again, you still have to learn too much. I hope you perform better.

After my wife sent the text message, I told her that the last sentence might make Zhixue have that aspect of association, and his wife blushed.

"Spring, your temper is indeed a little bit good. For example, this morning..." I stopped my words in time. My beloved wife lowered her eyebrows and admitted her mistake: "I'm wrong. In the future, Song Nanyan wants you to accompany you on the streets, and I will never rob her." Nanyan, I am a 15-year-old daughter, and it seems that I have some Oedipus for me - the troubles of growing up have different manifestations in every family.

"You seem to have become very tolerant recently."

"Tell the truth, if Nanyan took off her naked and lay in your arms like a little Aries, wouldn't you be hard? If I were a man, I guess I would. Nanyan was so cute!"

"The problem is that the situation you are talking about is illogical at all and will not happen. Besides, incest is a serious sin!"

"If I want to go back a hundred years, I have to face a pig cage. In another thousand years, are you sure that incest will still be a sin? The most fundamental problem is that humans were unable to solve genetic mutations caused by incest through contraception, which eventually led to genocide. Human emotions are the most important standard for determining moral application. The universal moral standards are set for the common human emotions, but individual moral standards can also vary from person to person - as long as you do not infringe on the freedom and dignity of others. The more open the society, the happier the individual, and this is the direction of human development. Besides, Nanyan loves you very much, and I like her very much."

Spring has always held this view: the capacity of morality is limited, and too much will backfire and will not bring too much happiness to mankind. I was also immersed in the thoughts of spring, but spring smiled mockingly: "If I say this, do you think I am defending myself for being a fantasy?"

I smiled and said, "I really chose you as the editorial director."

The wife raised her head proudly: "Although I don't have the beauty of Nanyan or the temperament of Qi Juan, I am me, and I will always have the most positive and full affirmation of myself! No one can compare to this."

Looking at my wife's side, I feel a little complicated. In this society, no woman can easily control it: "I thought you didn't love Nanyan." I instinctively didn't want to face my wife that I really have a strong self in my heart. At the same time, there is a strong sense of patriarchy, hoping to soften or destroy her self through any form of sexual means, even if it is not implemented by me.

The wife smiled and said, "Who doesn't love Nanyan? If I were her male classmate, she would be the best memory in my middle school."

Just then, Chuntian's cell phone vibrated twice, and seemed to have received a text message. Chuntian opened it himself and spitted red.

I leaned over and saw that it was Zhixuefa: I want to completely conquer you in bed and make you my woman. My tadpoles will enter your uterus to swim every day. However, you should let Brother Song ejaculate too. If Brother Song is really worried about the quality of his sperm, he can take birth control pills. My young and passionate love will compete with his love at the same time to see who will bear the fruits of love in your body earlier. Under the bed, I will respect you - treat you as Brother Song's beloved wife, except for occasionally hugging you and kissing you, is that okay?

Spring replied: Song Ping agreed, I am all yours this month. But you can't touch me after getting off the bed!

Zhixue replied: Can I take off you naked while you are dressing?

Spring was a little moved when he saw this and replied: You have to take off me naked, and I can only let you do it. As long as you are in bed, you are my master and everything will be up to you.

I smiled and watched my wife flirt with Zhixue. My jealousy made me feel lustful, and I put my hand on my wife's round thighs intentionally or unintentionally.

Another text message made my wife, who had always been dignified and proud, feel embarrassed to reply: Then can I go in while you are taking a shower? Can I fuck you there?

How can the crime of hooligan be cancelled now? Otherwise, I will report you! My wife's mouth was still hard, and her pants were already obviously wet.

When Brother Song was away, I wanted to fuck you somewhere else, such as your study room and the sofa in the living room. Is it OK? Will you disrespect you in this way?

I laughed. This is a very skilled way to tease spring.

Not disrespectful. Brother Song will not be here for a while.

After losing this, my wife hugged me and moaned, "Husband, I'm going to betray you completely. Will you blame me?"

"As long as you can have a good relationship with Nanyan, I will be very satisfied."

Something unpleasant happened this morning. Early in the morning, my daughter Nanyan called me and asked me to accompany her to buy books. I suggested to Chuntian that we might go to buy clothes in the evening and I would like to accompany my daughter in the afternoon. Spring yelled a few unhappy words.

Nanyan develops like her mother. She is tall and tall, with a beautiful face. When walking on the street, she dresses more maturely. If she doesn't look at her face carefully, she can no longer tell whether she is a middle school student or a college student.

What makes me very depressed is that spring and my daughter Nanyan never get along.

Nanyan didn't like her because spring destroyed our family. When she was 11 years old, she suggested to me that she could break up if she couldn't get along well with her mother. In fact, she still felt that the separation of spring should have belonged to the love she gave her. Chuntian felt that every time Nanyan walked with me, she always carried my arms, which made her feel uncomfortable. However, the two of them were just disagreeing with each other and talked about each other's bad things in private. When they were in front of them, they would smile and make noises, unlike stepmother and daughter, but like a pair of sisters.

After my ex-wife divorced me, she went to France and has been missing for more than a year. Nanyan has been following me, but after I got married with Chuntian, she found various reasons and insisted on living alone. I have purchased four houses in total over the years. In addition to the medium-sized apartment that I live in with Chuntian, there is also a 200-square-meter house. I gave it to my ex-wife when I divorced. I am now renting it to a company to work as an office, and there are two small units. Before going abroad, my ex-wife left a message saying that the rent for the big house was all for pocket money for her daughter, and she would serve as a dowry when she was about to get married.

I knew that Nanyan had strong self-care ability, so I had to agree. This child is now living a very comfortable and comfortable life by eating and living alone.

Nan Yan is very smart. She doesn't make it to the top three in the grade. Her personality is like when I was young. She is eccentric and can act erratic. There are a large group of raw melon seeds that are very impressed by her. I thought she was in love, but I didn't expect her to say that she had a deep-rooted Oedipus complex, and no one else looked down on me except father, which made me laugh and cry.

I'm also blamed on spoiling her for being too powerful. When she moved out to live alone at the age of 14, I often went to supervise her sleep at night - if I didn't care, she might watch TV until midnight.

One night, when I coaxed her to bed, she kissed my forehead and hugged my cheek three or four more times. At that time, I didn't feel anything unusual, but just made her sweet and tender little mouth make my cheeks itchy and uncomfortable inexplicably. She smiled and wanted to push her away, but unexpectedly, Nan Yan sipped it again and kissed the corner of my mouth.

My mind banged, so close, my daughter's fresh orchid breath sucked on my face, her black eyes swam into my heart like two small fish, and her two mouths were like the yin and yang poles of magnets, and her attraction was enough to break through all the ethical shackles in the world.

We looked at each other for a few seconds, and Nan Yan suddenly hugged my head and kissed me in the mouth.

I restrained the desire that aroused in my heart, did not dare to touch my hands, and passively accepted the girl's sweet first kiss from me.

After Nan Yan kissed me, he looked at me with his eyes almost popping out, smiled, and was shy again, so he turned around and pulled up the quilt to cover it on his head.

Looking at the graceful and charming girl's body in the quilt, I was not without the ideological struggle between heaven and man at that time.

Looking back, this incident scared me very much. Later, before Nanyan went to bed, I basically stopped going into her boudoir, which allowed the father-daughter relationship to remain at a normal ethical level.

Based on the mysterious intuition of women, Chuntian quickly realized that there had been some changes in our father-daughter relationship. Usually, when we are fine, we will no longer let me see her. If we have to go, she must accompany me. Nanyan can only do anything about this.

My wife and I were in love at night. When it was almost the last moment, my wife bit my arm and refused to let me ejaculate: "From the spring uterus, I can only be defiled by Zhang Zhixue's idiot's semen, okay?"

I screamed strangely, pulled out my penis and cumed on my wife's belly.

We got up late on Sunday. I had just gotten up when Nanyan came to the door. In the morning, because she had not used the toilet, she was still in a hurry. Thinking that Nanyan was flipping through the magazine in the study and would not let her see it, she hurriedly rushed to the toilet. Unexpectedly, my wife was also using the toilet at this time. Listening to Nanyan's footsteps, I was so anxious that I hit my second child a few times. Not only did it not "reduce the swelling", but it became even more upright.

I had no choice but to turn around and stand in place and practice a few fitness exercises. Nanyan walked over with a whistle and air flowing in the stream, stopped, and looked up and down at me: "Dad, stand up straight, let me see if your figure will fascinate girls!"

"Is there anyone who is as big or young as you talk to my dad?" I squatted in place, and my cock was so swollen because of my urge to pee. "Go! Dad hasn't changed his clothes yet!"

"The chest muscles are quite big," my daughter's eyes stopped on my arm and observed them carefully, "Hey, why does this piece look like someone bitten?"

"Let me ask you, how did you do the math competition in the district last Friday?" I raised my daughter's chin with my hand, "Don't watch it if you shouldn't!"

The daughter blushed: "Your daughter's IQ is still necessary! I can get the first place in the district selection competition when I fall asleep!" Then she lowered her voice, and the blush on her face became stronger: "Did Aunt Chuntian bit this?"

I almost didn't get it in one breath. After a moment, my first consciousness was that as a father, I could no longer let Nanyan go.

"How can you, a fifteen-year-old girl, ask such a question!" I scolded her loudly, my voice so high that I was shocked.

Nan Yan was so scared that his face changed. At this time, Chuntian just used up the toilet and came out of it. He was also startled: "What are you doing!"

Nan Yan's face instantly faded away, and her crystal clear skin was not bloody at all, and her lips trembled: "Dad..."

"Look, I scared Nanyan! You are a dog or a donkey!"

Spring weather was so strong that I took the newspaper in my hand and slapped me several times: "You must apologize to Nanyan!"

"She asked randomly..." I pointed to the bite mark on my arm and felt embarrassed to say it.

"What's wrong with your daughter liking to your father? Can't girls be curious about sex? Boys are watching A-movies at this age. Your daughter's mother is not around. Let's discuss with your father what the crime is!"

But Nanyan took the words of spring as extreme humiliation, pointed at me and pointed at spring, and the tears as big as beans were turning in his eyes: "You... I hate you so much!"

Then he was about to run away. Chuntian hugged her and said softly, "Nanyan, I came here too!"

Nanyan was in Chuntian's arms, but she struggled to straighten her arms and slashed me with a big ear.

My wife's smile flashed, and then she said to me seriously, "The left face is finished, and the right face is lit!"

I knew that Nanyan was really unable to get out of the stage this time, and I felt very regretful in my heart. I was also afraid that something might happen to her, so I obediently turned my head over and leaned towards Nanyan: "Dad bastard! Dad bastard! Nanyan asked, Dad will answer any questions!"

Then I pointed to the bite mark on my arm and said, "This is your aunt in the spring - she is also a dog, and she bit me last night."

Chuntian approached Nanyan's ear and whispered, which vaguely reached my ears: "Your dad is so amazing. I couldn't stand it yesterday, so I took a bite!"

Nanyan opened her mouth, looked at Chuntian blankly, looked at me again, and said nothing, lowering her head.

Spring smiled and waved to me. I walked foolishly to them.

Spring pushes Nanyan into my arms. I hugged my pretty daughter who was trembling slightly, and could no longer help but feel the wolfishness in my heart. I lowered my head and kissed Nan Yan's lips. Nan Yan leaned over and leaned his tongue into my lips. I also stuck out my tongue, pressed against Nanyan's lubricating tongue, and swept around Nanyan's tip. Nanyan suddenly had the courage and put his tongue into my mouth, and his whole body was completely pressed against me.

"I'll ask your father to accompany you in a few days, but your homework should not be affected, okay, Sister Nanyan?"

"Aren't you messing up your seniority?"

"Nan Yan wants to be her father's woman, so she and I are sisters, right, Nan Yan?"

My daughter's eyes were as gentle and affectionate as water, but she just looked at me in a daze.

Zhixue arrived at the station at around 5 pm, and in spring, he would take Nanyan out to buy some men's supplies. "Sister Chuntian's first love boyfriend is coming to his house and will stay with Sister Chuntian for a few days." I explained to Nanyan so simply.

No one knows a daughter better than her father. I believe that Nanyan will not collapse like ordinary people. Sure enough, the intelligent Nanyan just widened her eyes and looked at spring in confusion. Looking at Chuntian's shy look and his expression of winking with me, Nan Yan felt aware of it and suddenly hugged me and kissed me: "Dad's heart is the most manly!"

Chuntian pointed at his chest: Is it okay for my sister to have a heart? Nanyan hesitated for a moment, ran over and kissed Chuntian again, and said shyly, "With Nanyan accompanying him, Dad will definitely not be sad!"

In the little girl's heart, true love is not exclusive, but more of a kind of dedication.

At 10 a.m., I was going to be a judge for a college student speech event for my alma mater, so I drove away first.

My alma mater was originally in Dongcheng District. Later, with the continuous increase in the number of enrollment, the department's staff was continuously expanded. Three years ago, it moved to the intersection of Pingyuan County and the city, a good boundary with green mountains and clear waters.

Xiao Liu from the school Youth League Committee led me to the auditorium. As soon as we met, Brother Song and Brother Song shouted intimately, and he couldn't finish chatting with me along the way. He is the son of Director Liu of the Municipal Finance Bureau. He is very close to me and has had a good personal relationship with me in recent years. Xiao Liu is very capable and smart. He was a little lame when he was a child because of his illness, otherwise he would not have stayed in school.

I asked the other judges, including a leader of the Provincial Education Commission, a secretary of the Municipal Party Committee Propaganda Department, and a professor from their school. The school leaders include an executive vice president and party secretary of two departments. I understand, this speech competition may have relationships to take care of.

Xiao Liu whispered to me that there will be a girl named Wang Yan in a while, so she must take special care of her. She reached the semi-finals and relied on favors along the way - her father seemed to be the head of the Education Department.

There were four groups in the semi-finals, and there was a very quiet and beautiful girl. As soon as she appeared, applause came one after another. This beautiful girl's speech was really good, her voice was crisp and beautiful, and her tone was also very contagious. I gave her a high score. That speech named Wang Yan is really not a good match. I don’t want it to be difficult for school to do it, so I also gave me a high score. In the end, this Wang Yan and that beautiful girl entered the finals. Only then did I realize that her name was Sun Meng.

Sun Meng stared at me for a while, and this girl's eyes were so sharp!

After lunch, I bid farewell to the school leaders. On the way to the parking lot to drive, a sweet and crisp voice stopped me from behind: "Teacher!"

When I looked back, my heart moved. It was Sun Meng who I had been inexplicably worried about during lunch.

"Hello! Congratulations on getting the first place!"

"Thank you, teacher!" Sun Meng ran to me, still panting.

I tried hard to move my eyes away from Sun Meng's energetic, toned and youthful smooth calves: "Thank you for me! I'm just giving a fair score. It's your own performance to win the first place!"

Sun Meng curled her lips: "If it weren't for you to applaud, no one of the students below would have been able to cheer. Everyone knows that Wang Yan's speech is indeed better than me - she is more prepared than me, right?"

I smiled and didn't respond, but just looked at her - the girlish face, white and neat teeth, short black hair, clear and bright eyes, and a kind of clean beauty that is irresistible!

"What do you call me, teacher?" She was a little embarrassed and hesitated for a while before asking this question.

"My surname is Song, and my name is Song Ping. I work in "Study" Publishing House, your name is Sun Meng, right?"

Sun Meng jumped up and said, "I'm in the role of the number, you are Editor-in-Chief Song, right? I often read your magazines! I also love reading articles you wrote! I didn't expect you to be so young!"

"What do you think?" I smiled, feeling more pity for this girl.

"I thought the editor-in-chief must be an old man, with loose teeth and leaking speech. He always wears reading glasses when eating!" Sun Meng's voice was as crispy and sweet as rock candy.

"In another twenty years, I should be like this."

"You don't know!" Sun Meng said this, and suddenly felt embarrassed to continue talking. She looked around uneasy and saw that there were already girls looking at her.

My heart moved: "You still have to study in the afternoon?"

"No!" Sun Meng saw me holding the car key in my hand, "Are you going back to the city?"

"I'm going to the train station."

"Can you take me some time? There are fewer and fewer cars to the city at the school."

"Of course I'd like to have a BMW car that carries beauty and enjoy life."

Sun Meng kept laughing along the way, and called her classmate again: "A friend came to school. He drove a BMW 5 Series car. I'll take the car back first. You can take care of yourself." While saying that, he also squeezed his eyes at me proudly.

"I'm honored to be accepted as your friend by you." I said, pressing the open-top button.

Sun Meng shouted excitedly. Flying short hair and clean white socks were the dreams of all mature men, right?

This convertible coupe is actually a used car. It turned out to be my ex-wife and has driven more than 80,000 kilometers. After we broke up, she wanted to go abroad and sold it to me for a discount of 150,000 yuan. I didn't expect it to be used to recruit girls now.

After a while, Sun Meng said again, "Mr. Song, I will start looking for an internship at the end of this year. Is there a shortage of people in your "Study" magazine?"

I pretended to ask about her major, her hobbies, and her writing skills, and then I didn't give her a clear answer immediately.

Sun Meng was still able to hold back. After a while, I asked about my age again, so I deliberately called 10 years old. She almost believed it. Later, she saw me want to laugh, and then realized that she was deceived: "Ah, you lied to me! Those who lied to me will fall into my hands in the end. I have a curse!"

I said half-truely, "Can you cast a spell to fascinate me?"

Sun Meng swayed her upper body like a snake, her arms wiggling around me: Be fascinated by me, let me mercy, obey my orders, and control me...

I made this girl I met today feel distracted. I almost touched someone else's car while overtaking on the road, and I made people honk the horn several times.

Sun Meng kept laughing. I mustered up the courage and patted her on the shoulder: "Stop making trouble, I can't even concentrate on driving."

Sun Meng stopped laughing. I hardly dared to watch her bulging her chest as she kept laughing.

Then there is silence. The car was filled with a crazy atmosphere of silence.

When the car arrived in the city, I asked Sun Meng where she wanted to get off. Sun Meng did not answer.

I asked again, but Sun Meng still didn't answer.

I was at first inexplicable, then I felt a little anxious and vaguely realized that there might be a new emotion coming into my life.

Sun Meng's head finally turned to see me, and I was very nervous. This girl's eyes have a magic power that I can't resist at all.

"Hey!" Sun Meng suddenly broke the silence.

"What are you doing? My name is Song Ping." I smiled on my face, and my heart became more and more uneasy.

"I'm just 'heat' you." Sun Meng raised her chin and squinted her eyes, as if she could see through my heart.

"Okay, please call him hey."

The smile on Sun Meng's face flashed: "Hey, you said, in five years, will I feel lucky or unfortunate because I met you today?"

Such a question, good guy!

Just when I encountered a red light, I let out a sigh of relief: "Sister, such a question is about to catch up with the Sphinx's question. A plain person like me must not answer it immediately. If you don't target your question, I will give you a diplomatic rhetoric: There is no absolute measure of luck or misfortune, it depends on how you judge your gains and losses."

Sun Meng sighed, "No wonder people say that middle-aged men are a deep-mouthed man. I asked many boys who pursue me for this question, but none of them are as eloquent as you."

Then he hugged his head in a rather distressed way: "Oh, if you fall in, you still don't fall in. This is really a problem!"

I smiled ruthlessly, "Dear little sister, we have only known each other for less than a long time. It's a pity that you think so far and so dramatic. Do you think that if you meet a opposite sex, you will definitely have a long TV series! In the words of you young people, you will be funny."

Sun Meng gave me a blank look: "I'm so funny? Humph, you don't like us, what else do you like? It's a pity that we are not good at doing, so we want to jump if we give it a pit!"

I suddenly realized that talking to Sun Meng was very challenging, so the desire to conquer her was particularly strong.

"Hey." Sun Meng leaned into the seat and said lazily, "I actually have no plans to leave school at all. You can send me back."

"and you……"

I was just halfway through, and Sun Meng had already put his hand on my right arm.

Such tenderness made me almost unable to resist. I held Sun Meng's smooth and slender little hand with my left hand, and I was also struggling in my heart: "Maybe, what you know with me is that we had a period of practice on the same boat in the previous life. Once the boat arrived on the shore, we never met each other again. Maybe we had a very speculative chat along the way, so God asked us to meet again in this life, and that's the end. Isn't it also very romantic?"

There is an inexplicable feeling in my heart that makes me want her very much, but I know that this is impossible! Spring has always been a jealous woman. Qi Juan, Song Nanyan, can she really give me extramarital freedom?

Sun Meng's face suddenly turned red, and she pulled her hand back: "What if, I mean, maybe it's very likely that when we were on the same boat in the last life, I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life, and then God insisted on helping me fulfill this wish in this life?"

"You have a good relationship with God?" When I said this, I suddenly became a little interested. "I have divorced once. The man who has divorced once is a treasure, and the man who has divorced twice is a grass."

"Oh, can you say it even if you are so irresponsible? Seduce whatever you want. When someone takes the hook, he will say "I don't want to be a grass" in a false sense, and it seems that he is very honest with the other party."

I am speechless.

After a while, she turned her head and looked out the window, her voice softly and almost inaudible: "It's not a pity for you? Although I haven't even started."

"Isn't this good? I admire you, you admire me."

Sun Meng suddenly turned her face and looked at me with bright eyes: "Do you really appreciate me?"

"Yes. I hope you can come to our magazine for an internship."

"Oh, okay..." Sun Meng's tone of response was not as enthusiastic as I thought, and then she said another thing that made me stunned, "Everyone said that female college students are all hiding wealthy people and being mistresses. Brother Song. In my ordinary twenty years of life, I really haven't met a rich man or a person with status. No, if you don't let me try once, I'm unwilling to die!"

After a pause, she almost said in a tone of gritting teeth, "I just want to cry in BMW!"

"Sister, my good sister, I'm a second-hand BMW!"

"Add to the second-hand people!" Sun Meng picked up quickly. A smart and beautiful girl is the biggest hardship every man has to go through in his life!

"Shame, they are really very terrible..."

"Then you have to chase me! I will love you."

"You're not having a problem with your brain, right?" I said, freeing up my right hand and touching her smooth forehead. "I won't chase you."

Sun Meng kept laughing, and I asked, "Silly girl, why are you laughing at?"

"Say sincerely, let you be beautiful: Since you see a gentleman, Yun Hu is not happy!"

What's wrong today? There were two romantic encounters in a day! I really want to go back and check the almanac.

I touched Sun Meng's delicate and delicate face lovingly. After a while, the little beauty held my hand in her hands and pressed it against her chest: "We were still strangers in the morning, are you a little embarrassed?"

"ah?"

"I like quiet, bookish men."

It was almost time to get to school, and I wanted to pull my hand away, but Sun Meng didn't want to let it go: "Pull me and take a walk."

I looked at my phone and it was already 1:30: "I have to go to the station to pick up people in the afternoon, why don't I take you for a ride another day?"

"No, I want you to accompany me to the library to read."

"The school's library? If I meet a former teacher or acquaintance, I will be embarrassed."

"Then you can watch the disc with me? Do you have a place? It's just the two of us?"

"What disc?"

"Japanese emotional, literary and action movies." Sun Meng's voice was dry, and I was embarrassed to ask, after all, the things that the literary and artistic bourgeoisie in college were too far away from me.

After exchanging phone calls with Sun Meng, they broke up at the gate of their stay. When they got off the bus, Sun Meng met two classmates and chatted with her, and the eyes looked at me were critical.

"Mengmeng, you finally caught a BMW!"

"You are a little old-fashioned. You have to train him well, otherwise you won't be worthy of you."

"But it looks quite well-educated, I think it's OK."

Sun Meng turned around, signaled me to open the car window, and said to me with a smile, "You can solve my internship and residence for three days, don't forget this matter!"

A girl behind said, "Mengmeng, you are still working! If you want to fall, you must fall happily! It seems that this uncle has experienced some things, and he is really at ease to let Mengmeng go out to work!"

Sun Meng felt a little embarrassed: "Don't talk nonsense, he is my second uncle."

The girl shouted to me, "I am a very second-class uncle. We Mengmeng is a talented woman. You must cherish it."

Another girl pulled her: "No, this second uncle looks a little familiar, why do you look like a judge just now..."

"Yes, like the young editor-in-chief of "Study" magazine..."

I suddenly panicked and drove away.

Halfway through, I received a text message from my phone, which I held in my hand for a long time and didn't dare to open and read. Suddenly I thought of a sentence, God did not take it, but I was blamed. I immediately had a very good attitude. I opened it happily and saw it, but it was a real estate advertisement.

As a magician, at a red light, I tilted my body and smelled the seat where Sun Meng was sitting just now. There was a faint fragrance, which really made me nostalgic.

A call from Director Liu of the Distribution Department broke my wonderful fantasy. There is something he wants to confirm with me. Deputy Editor-in-Chief Meng of the magazine is ordered by the president to clean up and rectify personnel in the near future. Some employees with poor abilities and average performance will be fired. Director Liu said that if Qi Juan is transferred to the editorial department, he will not add her to this list. I said I would think about it again. Director Liu said oh, then hung up the phone directly. I was so angry that I threw the phone aside and hummed for a long time with a toothache.

Director Liu didn't know if he took the wrong medicine, and he became less and less likely to buy it, but I can't do anything to him. Last time, Director Deng from the Bureau of Culture and Press and Publication specifically asked me about Director Liu’s current work performance. I could only praise him repeatedly: If there are more cadres in the agency, I will be able to do my job like Director Liu!

Under the current personnel system, I basically don’t even have the power to appoint and remove intermediate cadres. How can I let Director Liu listen to my urge to condemn me and use it for my own purposes? I was almost desperate when I remembered the thoughts of the president and I expended to promote Spring as the editorial director.

It’s strange, this guy doesn’t care about me, but he just obeys the will of spring, and he doesn’t know how spring can conquer this thorn. This person is a typical villain, his behavior is unpredictable, his harm is unpredictable, and his work ability is 100% incompetent. Our magazine is moving from administrative management with planned economy to purely market-oriented commercial operations. As an already-effective official magazine, if it wants to leave the postal system and issue it, a significant increase in circulation is the key to measuring the success or failure of the reform. It would be great if Qi Juan was in charge of the distribution department!

Therefore, Qi Juan must persist in the distribution department. I made a secret decision: If Director Liu can find his weakness, I must try to let Director Liu give more power to Qi Juan, and the following overall reform can be launched, otherwise all my dreams will be empty!

It was already past 2 pm when I arrived home. Finally, I received a very long text message from Sun Meng: Hello, my second uncle! I am Mengmeng's granddaughter of her second aunt's mother (her second aunt only has two boys). I'll ask you to find a job in my Mengmeng. The people in the city are so terrible. My Mengmeng originally thought that as long as she had the ability, she would succeed. This time she finally got to know her. The people in the city even robbed the Baihu Conference like a red-eyed chicken. If it weren't for your old man's justice, she would be almost a bit of a shrimp. Therefore, she really wanted a capable relative to take care of her. This child looked very out of the way, but he would also love others. Her father sold Japanese CDs for her to go to school every day. This girl peeked a little and learned some words from the Japanese girls. If you want to serve you personally, she is also very good. This matter is decided! !

"The emotional, literary and action movies you mentioned do not refer to A movies, right?" I replied.

"I am the only designated exclusive supplier of female A-films for our department. No franchise is allowed."

"Did you see a lot?"

"When we both look at it in the future, you can cover the actress's head and just look at her body, and I can tell you her name, hehe."

"Do your dad sells A-movies?"

"In the logistics, promotion and sales activities of the A-film market in this city, many important and outstanding members of our family have participated and made outstanding contributions. My tuition and living expenses are accumulated by A-film with a profit of about 3 yuan per piece."

Thinking of Sun Meng's charming smile and her youthful and energetic body, I suddenly felt sad and sad.

"If you have any difficulties, I can help you, without any additional conditions."

"But I've fallen in love with you, uncle."

"You really want to watch it with me?"

"From theory to practice, it is an inevitable process. I want to practice it after watching it for a long time!"

"Are you a virgin?"

"yes."

"Don't scare me."

To be honest, I was really scared. Such a pure and clean burden is a bit too heavy.

"Big baby, don't be afraid. It won't hurt you very much the first time, I should have just a little pain."

At this time, the doorbell dinged and scared me. I originally wanted to hide this text message - even Chuntian was born as a thief, so I was afraid that others would miss me and always check my post, but the hidden operation of the mobile phone was more troublesome, so I had to delete the text message in a hurry. I was still very reluctant to leave - Could it be that I had fallen in love with Sun Meng in just a few days?

Nanyan and Chuntian are back, and they have bought more big and small bags than I did last time.

Nanyan obviously got into the basic situation from Chuntian's mouth. After returning home, he kept joking about Spring with all kinds of things he bought.

"Look at your daughter, don't care about her anymore. I, as a sister, will leave her to serve you together with me!" Chuntian made her blush and a little anxious, and she acted to push Nanyan into the bedroom.

"That's your mandarin duck quilt. I'm sleeping for the first time. You don't mind we're dirty!"

"We? It's you and your dad, what will you use to get my quilt dirty?"

This stingy saying in spring made Nan Yan, who was Chu Xiaoshi, suddenly lose his speech, and threw himself into my arms, acting coquettishly, asking me to discipline "my wife" spring.

"Dad, look at your wife. She bought a lot of things for her first love boyfriend, and you are not angry! If you want me, you will be jealous for a long time!"

Song Nanyan didn't regard herself as my daughter when she was very young, but regarded herself as my friend. I have also had a lot of communication with me, especially after my last marriage broke down. Based on my understanding of my daughter, innocent girls like Nanyan will definitely regard first love as the most sacred thing in the world, but instead respond to unreasonable contempt for marriage - her mother's painful marriage made her empathetic. Furthermore, spring used my body as a sexual bribe. Of course, a smart and precocious girl like Song Nanyan opened her mouth without hesitation and ate this bait.

But she is still a 15-year-old girl after all, and she doesn't know what kind of mood a man will feel in such a thing.

After chatting for a few minutes, Nanyan was about to go back - she had a tutoring class to attend at 3 pm. Chuntian planned to let Zhixue live in Nanyan first and let me discuss it with Nanyan. Nanyan was also extremely excited when she heard this and agreed repeatedly: "I will teach Brother Bride some rules first. At least I want him to know how profound my father is and how broad his mind is."

Chuntian and I were left. Looking at the various new quilts and new clothes in the bedroom, my wife suddenly started to twist.

"You will see Zhixue in less than three hours, how do you feel?" I asked my wife in a low voice.

The reality can no longer be reversed. Looking at my little wife with love in spring, my loss cannot be concealed. In the first month of my marriage, I ejaculated more than a dozen times in my wife's flesh hole and then I kept wearing a condom. In a few days, the semen of other men will flow in the flesh hole in spring every day - no matter who has a strong sexual complex with a slut, it is impossible to face it calmly.

My wife came over and hugged me, looking at me calmly, "I and you will always be one."

I stroked my wife's hair with infinite love and nodded.

"Then look at the clothes I bought this morning, which ones...you don't want me to wear them for him..."

I flipped over with my sweet wife and chatted on the bed. Today’s shopping in spring is really bold. The translucent panties, very low-cut bra, very kawaii pajamas, nightgowns that can only cover their butts, and black stockings that make people excited...

"You haven't passed it for me once..." Seeing this, I couldn't help but jumped on Chuntian frantically.

Chuntian took off her clothes, gasped, and smiled at me, "I want to leave that short nightgown for Nanyan to wear - I'm so embarrassed to wear it to face Zhixue."

When her cock was inserted, it was still a bit fucked under the spring. She frowned slightly, looking like she was pity and loving, and she wanted to ravage her crazily.

"What's more to be embarrassed about?" I pointed to the new quilt that had not been opened next to us, and poked it in front of Chuntian and smiled lewdly. "Will this be full of your love juice in the future?"

"When he leaves, you and I will cover it under this quilt, okay?"

The water in spring comes very quickly.

This is the first time my wife's socks have not taken off, so I have to fuck her. Seeing that my wife's snow-white thighs were completely separated, and her delicate little feet were also wearing a pair of flesh-colored socks, it was a unique feeling.

"When will you get along with Nanyan?"

I didn't want to say it—even if the last layer of window paper had been pierced, I still couldn't let go of the taboos in my heart.

"Dear, your daughter's butt is very round. If she wears the nightgown just now and doesn't wear anything inside, you say, it would be so tempting..."

After hearing my wife's description, my cock became even harder sinister and seemed weak and weak when refuting: "Don't say that, I still don't want to ruin Nanyan's life."

"Nan Yan really loves you!"

"Dad, you won't ruin me!" A delicate female voice that was both shy and firm came from behind, like a thunder blew in my ears.

I subconsciously pulled a piece of clothing to cover my butt, then turned my face and said, "Nan Yan, why didn't you go to class?"

"Skipping classes is a privilege for top students, I forgot about it just now."

It must be the terrified expression that formed a sharp contrast with my daughter's innocent appearance of her head stretching out and her extremely curious appearance, which made Chuntian laugh out loud.

She asked Nan Yan with a tilted face from my arms: "Do you want to come and see it? I grabbed it, your dad dared not move!"

"Spring!" I was a little angry. This dead child really held my dick tightly!

"Don't move!" Chuntian lowered his face.

Nan Yan stood beside the bed, covering her red face with both hands, and carefully observing my penis from her fingers, she really looked like an excellent student.

I turned over and lay down, my dick was still wet, raised high like a flagpole. My heart was in a state of uproar, not knowing what would happen next, but I could no longer turn against my dear daughter.

"I endured it again and again, but I still feel that, Dad, it is really disgusting!" Nan Yan pressed his face, touched it gently with his little finger, immediately shrank back, and commented in a low voice.

"How about letting it break your body today?"

Nan Yan's light and delicate body has made me unable to bear it anymore, and the words of spring make my penis even more erect.

"Ah, it moved!" Nan Yan was almost pressing on me sideways, and the little breast that had just developed was pressing against my elbow, which was very elastic, which made me finally break through the bottom line of morality.

I pulled Nan Yan's hand and clenched my penis.

Nanyan's breath was a little uneven, and she didn't know what to do next, so she had to put her mouth on my cheek.

Chuntian smiled, "You and Nanyan have time to be intimate. We should set off in half an hour."

I signaled Nanyan to go to the side and pressed my beloved wife onto her again.

Nan Yan sat at the head of the bed, watching quietly, her face getting redder and redder, and she didn't know where to put her hands and legs.

When I inserted it, Chuntian turned his face to Nanyan, which looked like pain and extremely happy expressions, dragging Nanyan, who was still ignorant of human affairs, into the whirlpool of love.

"Nan Yan, your father... is so thick...ah..."

"Sister, are you very comfortable?" Nan Yan asked in a low voice.

"It's a death to itch..." Chuntian tried hard to make his voice look very calm. His slightly trembling tone and self-destructive twisting his slender waist and his sprinting look finally allowed the sensitive innocent girl Nanyan to move towards a completely out of control.

"Dad, don't be so slow." Nan Yan's voice was crying.

My wife hugged her two snow-white thighs tightly with her hands, letting me pick her heart again and again: "It's useless! The more I move, the more itch it becomes... Nanyan, you will suffer... Ah!"

I twitched very slowly, brewing passion, and suddenly launched the final sprint.

The sound of the body hitting and the waves of the piston moving in the spring flesh hole made Nan Yan's legs twist uneasy.

The last few strokes were really heavy. Chuntian screamed and Nan Yan's body shook.

"It's coming! It's coming! It's coming to the heart of spring! Hurry up! Hold it hard!"

Seeing my wife's lewd look, I rushed to my head with passion and inserted it and pulled it out in a big way. Nan Yan, who was watching on the side, finally lost control, gasped in a rough voice, stretched out his trembling hands and repeatedly stroked my back, his face as red as bleeding.

At the last moment, my wife hugged me tightly and prevented me from pulling it out. I shot into my wife's flesh hole for the last time.

Nan Yan held her chest, her legs were just trembling, and she suddenly stopped. My wife pushed me to Nanyan. I hugged my daughter, and I really wanted to have a pity for my love, but I didn't have enough time.

Chuntian asked Nanyan to take some paper to help clean up her body. I was about to get out of bed, but Chuntian grabbed me. Nan Yan handed over two tissues with his head and mind, then glanced at Chuntian's thighs, then screamed, jumped out of the bed, and escaped from the room.

Spring didn't have a pair of heads. Like Nanyan, she tied her hair into a ponytail with a velvet hairband, which was filled with youthful atmosphere. She was wearing a short-sleeved chiffon shirt on her upper body, and the tattooed chest inside could be seen. Her plump and crisp breasts made people imagined. She wore a pair of gray-blue lace suspender shorts on her lower body, revealing her two snow-white and slender thighs. She was wearing a pair of low-heeled gray sandals with bows on her feet, and a pair of pink and cute little feet. She didn't wear socks, which made her feel terrifying and charming.

"Is it good?" Chuntian looked in the mirror for a while and turned around and asked me.

Nan Yan, who had come out again at some point, suddenly said, "Dad seems to be very jealous."

"It's pretty good," I pointed to the suspender shorts, "Did I buy this one for you in Hong Kong?"

"Yes," Chuntian said in front of Nanyan: "Then I'll go out to steal people in it!"

The whole family set out on their way to pick up Zhang Zhixue with their own thoughts.

The train arrived at the station at 5:40. I stood a little behind with Nanyan, and Chuntian stood by the side of the station entrance, waiting for her lover.

In the bustling crowd, I suddenly saw an arm wavering to spring, and my heart sank. My daughter realized the subtle changes in my mood and pulled my hand: "Sister Chuntian will be particularly grateful to you for this matter in her life."

What the little adult said makes sense. Love is greater than the sky, but the huge loss and pain of her original husband are not something she can understand at this age.

Chuntian smiled at me with a smile, her face filled with a blush of happiness.

Not long after, I saw Chuntian picking up a boy at the reception desk. The two of them stood by and chatted for a few words. Chuntian looked back at me nervously while chatting, and I smiled at her.那個男孩也遠遠地盯著我看—應該就是即將奪走我妻子貞潔的張志學了。然后春天指著我笑著向他介紹我們，同時向我揮揮手。南煙也興奮地向他們招手，隨后張志學慢慢騰騰地隨著妻子邊聊邊走了過來。

「……春天，你樣子一點也沒變，不過氣質都變了。」

「我是不是有點胖了？」春天笑著摸了摸自己的臉。

「你的氣質也變了，說好聽點是老練……」

張志學是不是不太會表達意思？我聽到這么一句，不由地猜測。

「不好聽的就不要說了，來，給你介紹一下，這是宋平，這是宋南煙，」春天向他搖搖手，把志學介紹給已經在邊上站了一會兒的我和南煙。

我和南煙一直在沉默地打量著他。

小平頭，濃眉大眼，嘴唇挺厚的，下巴比較長—下巴長的人一般都挺倔。皮膚還算白凈，個頭比我略高一點，穿著一身嶄新但一看就很廉價的休閑裝。下面的皮鞋上沾滿了灰塵，兩只手都各拎著一個鼓鼓的大包，有一只包的拉鏈好像還壞了，可以隱隱看見包里的衣物用品。

我笑著向他伸出手：「我是宋平，春天的愛人，我代表我們全家歡迎你，志學！」

「宋哥你好……電話里交談的時候，聽你的聲音就讓人很有好感，聞聲不如見面，見了更加仰慕你了，」他笑著，握住了我的手。

我這人看人很多時候憑第一眼印象。和張志學正面相對，發現他的眼神其實很銳利，這第一句話倒也很上路。但這個孩子一看就是個個性鮮明的人……

「春天每次只要提到你的名字，恨不得我馬上立正，像聽到蔣委員會長的名子馬上就要起立一起……」

I was stunned.春天微微皺了皺眉，打斷他的話：「你太敏感了吧，志學，一個人不要動不動就太高估自己，或者太低估自己，宋平對你一直都是非常認同的。」

「我挺喜歡志學這種直性子。」我笑著打著圓場。

「那就是一見如故了？」張志學扭臉看著別處，態度顯然不是那么真誠，「春天見我面的第一句話就是說你是一個很有社會地位的人，要我特別特別地尊重你。說實話，我還真不太會特別特別地尊重一個很有社會地位的人！在我們老家，越有社會地位的人，我就越和他對著干！」

看來還是個憤青啊！

春天沒有說話。她可能已經意識到在和前男友見面時絕對不能一見面就說這樣的話的，但是她確實也不可能再有機會改口了。我理解她，她是怕我受到傷害—畢竟他和她要做的事會讓我受到很大的刺激的。

「我在你這個歲數也是這樣的性格，我覺得一定能和你相處愉快！」我真誠地說道，還幫他拎了一個包，帶著他們三個一同往停車場走，邊走邊和他說著話：「同時歡迎你加盟我們雜志社！看過你寫的文字了，你的文筆很優美，思路也很開闊，在我們雜志社，你一定會有很好的發展前途！」

我萬萬沒有料到，這段很簡單的話，竟然談話來了個大轉彎！

「相處愉快？能和我相處愉快的人真不太多，說實話，我爭取吧，宋哥！」他嘿嘿干笑了兩聲。

「哦，這話怎么講呢？」不僅我，連南煙也迷惑起來，爭大了眼睛。

「我和自己都相處的不太愉快。和你，說不好；和春天呢，過去沒處好，現在八成也夠嗆。」張志學聲音淡淡的。

我扭臉看了看春天。

春天翻了翻白眼：「你不知道，我在上高中時和他交流不多，在上大學的時候交流多了，也就吵得多了。記得有一段時間，我一度還計算著，５月份總計吵了１００多架，７月份總計吵了３００多架，后來就懶得算了。是不是，志學？沒想到你在鄉下這么混了一年，當年的好斗性還是沒減多少啊！」

「同學們還都在社會最底層混著，你嫁了個好老公，自己也混出名頭來了，當然有資格這么評價我了！」張志學竟斜著眼、不無挑戰似地看著春天。

我干咳了一聲，張志學這才意識到什么，向我和南煙強笑一下，臉色和緩了點。南煙已經傻掉了，她可沒有預料到會是這樣一個開場！

「你不覺得你連我也嫉妒，這很可笑嗎？你從來沒有向我妥協過一次，不是因為別的，是因為你有性格上的缺陷！」春天的聲音尖尖的。聽得出她是在壓抑著自己的憤怒—這話已經上升到人身攻擊的層面上去了。

Oh My God!我心里在暗叫，春天，我的親愛的，早知道你們是天雷勾地火，我寧可讓劉主任得手你，也不能惹這個麻煩呀！

張志學站在腳，定了定神，沉聲向我說道：「我性格上確實有不成熟的一面，比如大三那年打架，我揍的是我們學校副校長的少爺—他當時當著我們男生的面一再調戲我們班的學習委員，我當時應該克制一下，也就不會被開除了。但是，我到現在為止，也只能學會克制，還真的學不會妥協！」

張志學此時倒沉靜下來。

「宋哥，你們的雜志我看過，太主流太正統了，媒體要有褒有貶，沒有一點批判的聲音，讓人一點也兒提不起興趣。為了生存，我當時也很認真地幫你們改稿子，就像剛才，我說仰慕你，只是因為你代表著社會的中堅力量，就是所謂的精英人士，但我內心里，覺得你們天天都在做一件極無意義的事，我在底層工作生活了一年多，見識過很多事情，比你們能想像的還要丑惡……如果讓我也加入這支永遠只知道謳歌光明面、附合主旋律的團隊，我會瘋掉的。」張志學好像一吐為快的意思，滔滔不絕地說了起來。

南煙聽了頻頻點頭，春天氣得臉都歪了，打斷了他的話，冷笑了一聲：「沒想到這么長時間，你竟然真的把自己的毛病當成個性了，對，我們都在做無意義的事，我在害你，要讓你變瘋，您要保留清醒，您現在就打道回府吧！」

她把我手上拎的張志學的包奪下，使勁扔在地上，指著來路，對張志學叫了起來！

這還是第一次我見到春天如此失態！

「我本就不該來，我以為你還是當初的你！」志學慢慢悠悠地說了一句。

春天聽到此言，再也不知道該怎么解釋，蹲在地上傷心地哭了起來。

南煙一面去勸春天，一面打著圓場：「要不咱們不要在這兒聊了，大家都在看我們呢，爸爸訂了一桌酒席給志學哥哥接風……」

「張志學，你的意思我明白了，謝謝你一見面就這樣坦誠地表達了你的意見，坦率地說，我內心里很贊同你的一些觀點，甚至覺得你比春天更適合當新聞這一行。但是，我們《學習》這家雜志已經有了非常明確的編輯方針，這個方針是過去幾十年形成的，在全國讀者心目中大家都已經接受了這一點。任何個人的力量，都不可能推動它做很大的變動。」

「其實我覺得你可能更適合去報社工作，而不是雜志社工作。如果你不想接受這樣的工作，你可以給我們做一些供稿或兼職的文字編輯工作，我會幫你留心，南方報系有我一個同學，如果我這邊的雜志沒發幫你發，我可以幫你投到那邊去。春天，別哭了，志學，你真不該這么說她，她一直都很關心你，很想念你的……我也不是偏著我的妻子，你想一想，」我低下聲來，「她作為我的妻子，肯定很在意我的感受，所以提醒你一句，有什么不對嗎？」

張志學眨巴眨巴眼睛，終于醒悟了。

我沒有帶張志學去太好的館子，省得他緊張或露丑。吃飯的過程中一直是我和張志學一問一答的，這孩子略遠一點的菜都不好意思去夾，在我的示意下，南煙還幾次三番地給他夾菜，志學對宋南煙感激得不行。有時張志學也看春天一眼，一旦他意識到這個眼神被我發現，就像小偷行竊被當場抓住，局促不安。春天卻再沒有和他多聊一句。

快吃完飯時，我對南煙說，走，爸爸和你先回去吧，你春天姐姐和志學哥哥還要聊會天。春天突然拉住我的手，對南煙道：「南煙，你先打車回家學習吧。」

南煙看看我，笑著跟志學擺了擺手：「志學哥哥，晚上見！」

等她出去后，我示意服務員換到一邊的茶室去，又讓服務員上了一壺茶，把茶室的門關上。

春天和志學分坐在茶桌的對面，在我的示意下，春天垂著頭，換到中間的位置，我和志學分坐在對面。春天坐下后，還是挪了幾下屁股，坐到離我更近、離志學更遠的位置上。

春天神態黯然地看著張志學，過了一會兒，低下頭，語調緩慢地說了起來：「志學，對不起！我以為初戀的夢是可以圓的，但今天我才發現……我和你挺陌生的了……還有，宋平，對不起，一切都是我的錯，要不是我當時執意要提出去看志學，你也不會為我做出這么大的讓步。你太遷就我了……」

說到這里，春天捂著臉細聲細氣地哭了起來。

我遞給春天一張紙巾，靜靜地等著春天平靜下來。志學點了根煙，悶頭抽著，也不看我。

過了一會春天止住了哭聲，抬起臉，盯著張志學：「志學，如果你將來娶了老婆，你會知道，夫妻之愛，是連著皮帶著肉的血肉關系，我已經習慣了和宋平的二人世界，很難再容下新的情感了。」

「是，好像真的是回不來了，那種感覺。」張志學明白了，神態倒也輕松了很多，還自嘲地笑笑，并舉起茶杯向我示意。

女性由于其生理上永遠要臣服于男性的征服，這種天然弱者的地位，決定了她們在社會上一般要比男性更為勢利。小說戲劇里講的那些女性跨越階級與社會地位的鴻溝而萌生出的愛情，之所以被謳歌，就是因為事例比較罕見。其實春天對張志學的愛早已復蘇，只是她腦中的社會意識無比強大—愛情在它面前也顯得格外渺小無力。

春天經我后來點醒才意識到，如果她當時堅持自己的態度，她毀掉的就不止是初戀的記憶，而是張志學的一生了。他終其一生也不會忘記這帶有深深恥辱的一幕。

「沒事，春天，既然坐到這里，不管是命運什么樣的安排，大家不一定要抱什么明確的目的，隨便聊聊，哪怕不能往前走了，憶憶舊也是挺開心的，是不是，志學？」

我跟志學也要了一根煙，他湊上前給我點火，態度還是很慇勤，但已經不像一開始那樣卑躬屈膝了。

「這兩年我一直在憶舊，不過只是一個人回憶，今天，宋哥，你能把春天帶到我面前，我真的很知足、很感激了。春天剛才說我們倆老吵架，那是事實，我和她都是很強勢的性格，哪怕我當時沒有被開除，我和春天也不可能走到一起……春天選擇你，真的沒有錯。」

「志學，十年后，你也會坦然地聽別人這樣說你的。我和你相比，唯一的優勢，就是經歷比你多了一些，你說是不是，春天？鄉下這段磨礪并沒有讓志學的人格低頭，『永不妥協』，他或許比你我更適合做一個記者。」看著志學年輕的臉龐和充滿活力的身軀，說不羨慕是假的。

「是呀，不過要是我當時選擇了他，二十年后當我已經是黃臉婆時，他正走到人生最風光處，志得意滿的，眼里哪里還有我呢！」春天臉色終于和緩了。她也清醒了一些，剛才和張志學的口角，只能算一段莫名的意氣之爭吧。

「人生不能做這樣的假設吧。如果我能實現成功，我肯定希望能和最親愛的人共同分享這種快樂。春天，你是知道我的。你們二位的情份，我都心領了，不屬于自己的，就不該享受，屬于自己的，我一定會爭取到。春天，如果不是你硬把從老家那個泥潭拉出來，我也許一輩子就這樣了，這一點我很感激你。我既然出來了，不要十年，五年之后，我會在這里再請二位一次，相信我，春天！我會讓你為曾經愛過我而驕傲的！」

不要說春天，就是我，看了志學現在這幅重豎自信、雄心勃勃的樣子，也有些喜愛他了。我看出來張志學身上確實有股不拘一格的瀟灑勁，怪不得春天這么多年對他還念念不忘，剛才他只是下車伊始，面對我、春天和南煙這種親情加血肉之情的關系，又帶有那樣的目的，心底不惶恐和自卑才怪呢！

春天盯著志學看了一會兒，然后看看我，有些扭捏，低下了頭。

我用膝蓋輕輕地頂了頂春天。春天卻用光滑的大腿輕輕地摩擦著我的腿，后來她解釋說：那時她還是想讓我再確定一下，我是否舍得她把身子給志學。

她沒想到的是，她的小動作在我心中起了完全的反作用。妻子大腿的肌膚非常細膩，讓我一下子想到，如果她就在在現在，用大腿勾引志學，那該是多少刺激啊……

「志學，春天一直都沒有看錯過你。要不她把你拉過來，你是人才啊！現在我這邊做個編外吧，跑跑稿子，也許會有很有份量的東西能跑出來呢！春天跟你，就像是紅拂女與李靖，呵呵！」

后面這個比喻讓妻子嬌羞不勝，面紅耳赤地推了我一把。張志學雖然強自鎮定，但是一陣激動之下差點把茶壺打翻。

妻子知道，在我的眼里，在我們這樣全國級的雜志社，夠得上人才的就是那么四個主筆，在西北文壇個個都大名鼎鼎，張志學還早著呢！但是張志學卻真的相信了！他還是太嫩了。

我用大腿輕推著妻子的腿，她藉著端茶喝水的空兒，意味深長地瞄我一眼。我則用腿的動作示意她再前進一步。

春天站起身來，傾著身子給志學倒了杯茶，并高聲叫服務員再添點水，再坐下來時，隨手把椅子一拉，坐在了志學的身邊。我的心臟好像坐上了秋千，一下子蕩到了高空。

「志學，我二叔和二嬸的身體怎么樣？」

「他們挺好的，以前有時間的話他們常還到冷凍廠……」

張志學的話說到一半，一下子卡住，眼睛瞪得大大地，看看春天，又看看我。

我腦子一暈：春天這小浪蹄子肯定是用她光光的大腿勾引志學了！

「他們有時間到廠里做什么？」妻子只是低著頭喝茶。

「有時間他們過來也幫我干一些。」張志學勉強說完這句話，喝了一大口茶。

「你也別亂跑了，來編輯部的事就定下來了，我知道你在文字方面可以做得很好。」春天手托著下巴看著墻角，好像在打量那里的一盆假花，眼光朦朦朧朧的，兩邊的香腮紅得像桃花一樣迷人。

張志學表現得非常緊張，仿佛不解她的話的意思，把手里的煙掐滅掉，半天才「哦」了一聲。

「志學，」我抽了口煙，「以后你和春天在一起，她要是管你太多，你跟我說。春天，你也別老是批評他，他一個堂堂的男子漢大丈夫，呵呵，你也要尊重他。」

我捅破了這層窗戶紙。

「那他也要尊重我吧……」妻子的聲音輕得像是夢中的囈語。

「志學，除了在床上，你都要好好尊重我老婆啊。春天，你再和志學聊聊，敘敘舊，我先出去一會。」

我看見張志學的下體已經有更突起了，便起身走到門口，剛要拉門出去，妻子急切地叫了一聲：「宋平你別走！」

「我可不想當這個電燈泡。」我心里一陣酸楚，回臉看著美艷動人的嬌妻，面上還笑得很平和。

「你不能走！」

春天三兩步就追了過來，緊緊地抱著我：「我不舍得你………」

隨著她的話，大滴的淚水沁出了妻子的眼角。妻子經過剛和和志學那一段口角，也是徹底明白了，張志學跟我壓根就不可同日而語，哪怕將來我比她早走１０年，她寧愿忍受老年的孤獨，也不敢嘗試和同齡人的愛情了。

「我沒事，你就是和志學敘敘舊，怎么還弄得跟生離死別似的！」我向志學招了招手，「你來這邊！」

「除了吵架，我跟他有什么舊可敘！」春天賭氣似得回頭看著跟過來的志學：「你剛才惹我不高興了，當著我老公的面，給我道歉！」

張志學真不好意思當著我的面跟她低聲下氣地認錯，正在為難間，我笑著勸阻住了：「不用現在道歉，到志學和你新婚之夜那天，我再加一個道歉節目，志學你要親吻春天身體不同部位３６０下，記著，是不同部位的，用這種方式來道歉好不好？」

「老公！……那還不便宜死他啦！」春天的聲音似哭似笑，身體也微微顫抖著。

「你不就是想便宜他？」我笑著將春天推到志學的懷里，「志學，再過三天，春天就是你的新娘了。不許你們動不動再吵架了！這幾天你們也不要見面了，讓南煙這兩天有時間就帶志學玩玩吧！」

張志學拚命點著頭。

春天只是靠著張志學，也不敢和他貼近一點。

「這幾天我都不會再和春天同房的了，一個月以后你再把春天還給我就行了！」

「我一定完璧歸趙！」

「哼，人家的清白馬上要被你給玷污了，還能說是完壁嗎？」春天掐了張志學一下，痛在志學的身上，也痛在我的心中。

一個人出了門，心痛得難受，忙打開手機—下午手機上收了好幾條短信，都沒時間看。一條是齊娟的，兩條是那個古靈精怪的孫萌的。齊娟在短信上說：「宋哥，我男友跑到我爸媽那邊求助了，我爸的意思是，如果可以，就嫁了他吧，我媽更喜歡他。你說，我該怎么辦？」

我回了條：「丫頭，趁你嫩嫩的嫁了吧。哥永遠是你哥。」孫萌的短信則讓我更加心動：「你說你長得咋那么像吳秀波呢？你長得像成龍我不會怪你，你長得像黃秋生我也不會心動，你怎么偏偏像吳秀波呢？我只能賴上你了。」還有一條：「你說你怎么偏偏還寫得一手好文章呢？你要是個煤老板，我不會和你走近一步，你要是個投資精英，我會敬而遠之，你怎么偏偏是一個一級雜志的總編呢？我只能傍著你了。」

我回了她一條：「不管我是誰，我已經是你槍口下的獵物，做為獵物，要有自覺性，站直，立定，讓你瞄準。你勾動板機的一剎那，我將升入天堂。謝謝你的青眼賞識，有什么要求，盡管提吧。」

孫萌回了一條：「只要你的人！嘿嘿，別害怕，不以婚姻為目的同居啊，賤妾自薦枕席，可否與君一響貪歡？賤妾蒲柳之姿，生性駑鈍，如蒙不棄，必師東洋Ａ片諸法，君可笑而納受。」

我一陣激動之下撥打了她的電話。電話那頭，她只確認是我以后，就嘿嘿嘿地笑個不停，弄得我心火熾熱。

「說話呀！」

「你上勾了，還用說什么呀……」然后還是接著輕笑，像聊齋里的嬰寧一樣。

最終我也跟著她笑了起來。

婚外情也要有婚外情的規矩吧，窩邊草吃起來會很麻煩，我越想越覺得有道理。

把張志學送到南煙的住處后，在回家的路上，春天告訴我，她在里面和他親吻了！

我摟著嬌妻，也親了一會兒，然后才問她：「現在對他感覺如何？」

「還行吧……」春天拖長聲音撒了個嬌，眼波流轉，顧眉目間是一片抹不盡的風情。

然后她問我，那天她看見我握著齊娟的腳，嘴里的哈拉子都要流出來了，是不是真得很讒她？要是忍不住，就跟她開房。

我差點上了她的當，腦子里轉了一個圈，便反問她：「你覺得我跟齊娟真的合適嗎？你說真心話。」

「齊娟在你們男人眼里肯定很妖很招人，但是，你想過沒有，萬一你和齊娟好上，要讓劉主任知道了，他非得把這事鬧得滿城風雨不可！再說，你不擔心齊娟干凈與否，我還擔心呢，她長得那么漂亮，除了她以前的男友，還不知和多少男人那個過，萬一其中要有病的，傳染給你，我怎么辦？我覺得還是南煙最好，又是處女！」

在車里，夜里，我實在欲火攻心，敲開臥室的門，問春天她在和志學圓房時會穿那條內褲，春天詫異地看著我，然后明白了，她挑出半透明的內褲給我：「這條，會不會太色了？」

我的雞巴硬得難受，春天笑著拉我進了屋，上了床，用手開始套弄我的雞巴。

我拿著那條薄薄的內褲，一邊把完著，一邊讓妻子給我打手槍，很快就進入了狀態。

春天也脫得光光地，兩條大腿與我交纏磨擦著，兩人濃情熾燃，不斷地愛撫對方最敏感的部位，再加上肉體的無間接觸，自然戰火開始升級。

「你說你老這么敏感，到時候跟志學在一起，有的你出丑的時候。」

「哦……出丑也是你媳婦出丑，瞧你興奮的……」

妻子拿著我的雞巴頂著自己的肉縫處，不斷地拿著話開始反挑逗我。

「小弟弟想進來嗎？」

"……think."

妻子的淫水把陰毛弄得濕濕的，手上也有沾了不少。她還笑著讓我舔她的手指。

「以后只有志學的雞巴進來了，你的小弟弟就沒份了。你得接受這一點呀。」

「嗯，」我喘著粗氣。

「以后也只有志學的小蝌蚪能進來了，你的小蝌蚪也沒份了，你……」妻子快速地擼動著。

「他的小蝌蚪沖進來的時候，你，你也會叫嗎？」我激動得有些語無倫次。

「當然，本來偷情就是很刺激的，人家就是要一點面子也不要，什么丑都給他出，就是不給你出……」

「哦……第一夜我要看著他插進來的，你會當著我的面出丑嗎？」

"Of course, of course!"

妻子的身子微微抖了一下，仿佛受到一下輕微的電擊，松開握緊我雞巴的手，摟著我，狂熱地親吻著。

「你的乳頭，還沒摸，都硬了？」我的手指繞著愛妻的乳房劃著圈，一圈一圈地接近兩個中心點，但最終也只是到乳暈上，故意不碰她的乳頭。可以清晰地看到，因為兩個乳頭極度地渴望愛撫，乳罩一圈微微起了一些小疙瘩。

「晚上你們倆在茶室里，做了什么了？」

「他摟著我親我，說對不起我，他以后不會再亂發脾氣了。還說自己小心眼。」

"And you?"

「我跟他說……，我說了你別生氣。」

"Um."

「我說我的第一次沒給你，我婚后的第一次一定給你。我會讓你射個夠的。」

春天的眉頭擰在一起，牙也時不時地咬得緊緊的，一條大腿緊緊地纏著我的腰—我的龜頭已經對準流水的肉洞，就是不進去。看她的表情，我知道妻子的需求已經非常強烈。

我把手指放在妻子的小肉芽上，快速地揉動著，「等張志學走了以后，你讓你的劉主任也享用你一段時間，好不好？」

「啊！為……為什么……是他？」

「不知道，但我知道你喜歡讓他上你。」

「……他那么老……那么丑，我……我為什么喜歡他上我？……啊……」

妻子的臉已經有些扭曲，舌頭伸出一小點，想讓我吮吸。

「因為你本質上是一個小貨賤！」

「我……我……我第一次會反抗的！真的！真的！他只有強上我，我才……」

「你想讓他用強霸占你的肉體，是不是！」

「對，對！」

春天也不知該說什么了，強烈的情欲沖動之下，她把嘴貼近我的嘴巴，舌頭伸了進來。春天在接吻技巧方面還不如我的前妻，我也沒有太花功夫來調教她。

本來只是要給嬌妻圓一個初戀的夢，沒想到生活開始變得復雜起來。妻子后來說，她也不知怎么了，志學這事，一下子沖破了她心理的堤壩。除了張志學大搖大擺地進入了我們的生活，就我本人來說，原本死水微瀾的中年心境，一下子也來了三個青春靚麗的女孩兒，我還真有些招架不過來了。

我在大肉棒在春天的私處反復地摩擦著：「你后天就要是他的人了，讓我今天進去一次吧。」

「你很想嗎？」春天兩只大腿并得挺緊的，她圓睜著眼睛盯著我，粗重地喘息著，間或發出一聲曼妙的呻吟。

我心里很希望她拒絕我。這樣的刺激太讓我向往了！

春天臉上浮出一絲甜美的微笑：「這是不可能的，我后天要干干凈凈地給他，你沒有資格再玷污我的子宮了啦！」

「什么時候才能再進？」我的眼睛似乎被汗水浸得睜不開了—后來我才知道，我在做愛的過程中不知何時哭了！

我看不見春天的臉。下面的分身也完全脫離了自己的意識控制，淺淺地探進春天的陰道口一兩寸，絕望地夢想著里面蝕骨的柔滑和有規律的收縮緊繃，在極致的自虐中接近射精的邊緣。

「老婆，我快要射了，我……我要把它拿開！」

「拿開！等我懷上他的種，你再進來！」春天推了我一下。

我狂吼一聲，把精液射在春天的肚皮上。

周一上午有一個會，省里有一個鄉土文化新潮流論壇開幕，要我去做致辭，早上上班前我讓妻子給劉主任帶了一包好茶—劉主任從機關里出來的，來到雜志社，再也沒有人孝敬他好茶了。春天也沒問我為什么平時都是淡淡的同事關系，突然送茶給他會不會有點怪，一臉的平靜。只是背過臉的時候，突然笑了一聲。我拉過她，問她笑什么。春天推了我一把，扭著小屁股出了門。

我回到辦公室，ＱＱ和齊娟聊了一會兒，她本人倒是無所謂，反而很關心「春天的表哥有沒有來」，又問我現在是不是內心挺痛苦的，還請我晚上和她看話劇。我只好回道我們不要再聊這個了。從內心深處來說，我真不敢和齊娟走得太近，她和我要好的話，早晚會提出結婚的要求的，而且這個女孩會讓我無法拒絕！還有另外一層因素，也是我的一層心理障礙吧：我和她爸都交往有十多年了，齊娟上大學的時候我還以叔叔的身份送給她一支派克金筆，這兩年她父母覺察出自己女兒對我有想法，雖然我本人沒有這方面的意思，但他們心里要不怪我才怪呢。和我的聯系也一下子中斷了。我再下手那也太厚顏無恥了。

下午四點多的時候，春天終于給我來了一個電話，說已經沒什么大礙了，又說拔魚刺的時候非常難受，多虧劉主任在邊上不斷地給她鼓氣，我笑道，劉主任最聽你的話，齊娟那事你要發揮你的作用，幫她在劉主任那面多說說話，雜志社要自己做發行，齊娟是老手，你要多支持我的工作呀。春天低低地嗯了一聲，電話那邊傳來劉主任熱情的關懷的聲音，我就把電話掛了，心里琢磨著春天和劉主任的關系，覺得這事最好不要說破。

回來后春天到我的辦公室，臉上有些半真半假的薄怒，臉色微微有點暗紅，說劉主任在送她回來的車上，竟然對她動手動腳的—我拍案而起，大罵這個王八蛋，同時飛快地把手機藏起—手機里有三條孫萌的短信。

春天看我氣成這樣—雖然昨天在床上我們還頗有興味地聊到他，但現實生活畢竟是兩回事，也不知我是不是真的動了怒，有些慌了，忙勸我壓低聲音，她指指天花板：「他上面有人，你這個總編，一沒背景二沒太多資歷，這種人可千萬不要得罪！」

又搖著我的肩膀說，「他只是握了握我的手，沒有別的不良舉動。」

「喔，那還行。」

春天點著我的額頭：「你剛才裝得吧？」

我摟著愛妻的腰，「你有沒有馬上把手拿走。」

春天怪不好意思地轉過臉：「……我沒有馬上抽走。」

「讓他握著手，和跟志學擁抱，在感覺上有什么不同？」

「和志學是那種很溫馨的很夢幻的感覺，會心蕩神怡，」說到這里，春天看了看我的臉色，見我沒什么醋意，才放心下來，「和老劉呢，有種很強烈的淫蕩的刺激感覺，你……你覺得我是不是變了？」

我笑著搖搖頭，內心里雖然也不是十分清楚，但妻子用心蕩神怡來形容和張志學在一起，可能更讓我吃醋。

可能她覺得在這種場合談這事還是有些不合適吧，馬上接著說道：「齊娟這事，我說了。他同意了。」

再聽春天叫老劉「他」，心里便有些說不出的難受，但我還是壓抑住了：「謝謝你，寶貝！」

我隔著春天的褲子撫摸著春天豐滿、筆挺的大腿，又覺得自己可真夠賤的，妻子這兩天這樣的不守婦道，剛剛還和別的男人拉手，還得說謝謝她。

「做發行的能人多了，就這么舍不得她？要不收她坐二夫人吧？」春天坐到我的腿上，摟著我的脖子，挺著高聳的胸膛向我撒著嬌。

我臉有些紅，嘴上還強辯：「老婆，你也知道，搞發行的人多數只能去指責編輯們的選題，齊娟是唯一一個又能做發行又能出選題建議的人，要不你干嗎想把她拉到編輯部去？我看重她確實只是出于工作。」

「你就是喜歡她！她今天有沒有勾你？」妻子的眼神有點古怪。

「沒有，一天都在忙，上午開會，下午開選題會。哪有時間搞這些花花事？我對你的忠誠你還懷疑啊！」

「是不是約你跟她去看話劇？說，有沒有？」

「沒有……有，但我拒絕了！」

「我讓她約你的，嘿嘿！我說你喜歡話劇！」

「幸虧我意志堅定！」我寒毛全豎起來了。

妻子親了我一口，突然又很不好意思：「我是不是挺壞的，自己要勾男人，還假裝很大度，讓別人來勾你，但又私下里管死你……」

我內心長嘆一聲，想著孫萌，心里又是萬分不舍，這時，一個想法更加明確起來。明天天津那邊有個發行商大會，劉主任肯定要去，春天也要去……

這時春天扯著我的衣領問我：「你是不是外面還有別的女孩在交往？」

我幾乎毛骨悚然地看著春天，這個問題她過去從未問過，今天這是怎么了？是女人的直覺嗎？

「當然沒有！」我瞪圓了眼睛看著妻子，臉上的表情像個無辜的羔羊。

春天捧著我的臉，眼神死死要盯著我，而且還空空洞洞的，雖然只是裝個樣子，卻也讓我內心真的有些不安：「這兩天我越想越確信，我和志學如果真得好上，你肯定會和別的女人好的！除了南煙，還會有別的女人！我確信你會這樣！」

我什么表態也不敢做，呆愣愣地看著春天。

春天臉上浮出一絲冷笑：「你可以去找別的女人，你想試，就去試，要是遮遮掩掩地，反而讓我瞧不上你！」

「這樣高超的心理戰術，沒事的也讓你詐出事來了。有事我第一個向你承認。」我假笑著。

春天專注地盯著我的眼睛，看了一會兒，咬著牙發著狠：「宋平，我向你發誓，我再不會讓劉主任得手一次；你呢，除了南煙，你也不許再碰別的女人！」

等她走后，我才發現，自己后背都濕了。第一個反應是就把手機里的短信刪了，想了想還是不踏實，把與孫萌的通話紀錄也刪得干干凈凈。

猶豫再三，腦子里一些想像的畫面倒是越來越生動和刺激起來，劉主任猥瑣、齷齪的嘴臉，一定會貼著春天純情嬌艷的臉頰，反復地索吻不停，他狼伉、蠢笨的身材，一定會肆意蹂躪春天雪白柔滑的肉體，把他骯臟的精液盡情地噴射到春天的子宮里……想到這里，我竟然有了一種莫名的沖動。

我咬了咬牙，終于把手放到電話機上，給劉主任打了個電話：「老劉，下班后一起出去喝個酒，有個事想跟你聊聊。」

打完這個電話之后，我又給孫萌發了條短信，請她把剛剛給我發的短信再發一遍，其實短信的內容也很簡單，就是一句話：「我又想你了。下輩子再做個好姑娘吧，這輩子，只想做你的小情人了。」

孫萌回了一條：「可以重發，但以后我的短信不許刪！要怕你老婆，就別再惦記人家了。」

孫萌又約我今天晚上和她見個面。我把時間定在晚上１０點，一則是和劉主任那邊要談些「事」，二則太早去母校怕遇到熟悉的老師。

晚上９點半，我和劉主任像個哥們一樣相互攙扶著出了酒巴，臨別前劉主任拉著我的手，噴著濃烈的酒氣，眼神直勾勾地看著我：「以后你就是我的老大，我就是你的槍，你讓我對付誰我就對付誰，不管是老孟，還是那個老不死的社長！」

我也打了一個酒隔：「老劉，你就先當好我下面這根槍吧，我老婆下面還很緊，還要你費力多捅捅！」

劉主任低聲淫笑：「我幫你好好調教一下她，女人在這方面需要有明師來給她開竅的，以后有的是你享用的！」

「明天最好見機行事，春天是很情緒化的女人，還有，老劉，哪怕你真得得手了，也要安撫好她的情緒，這事要說破，只能她自己說破。我不會主動挑明的。這一點很重要！你記著了！有什么事我們ＱＱ聯系。」

劉主任不斷地點頭，并說明天晚上他會把ＱＱ視頻開開，讓我看看他是如何挑逗春天的。又問我，「宋哥，春天的身體哪里比較敏感？」

這也是今天晚上第一次和他討論比較色的話題，我心里還是有些不自然：這樣的家伙，也有資格征服春天嗎？ !

「老劉，不是我說你，你這個問題就問得沒水平，春天啊，你要多進行心理挑逗，挑逗到點子上了，她自己就跳到你懷里了。」

「對對！宋哥教訓的是！還有，大哥，我前段時間看見齊娟經常接她男友的電話，你該出手時就要出手，可不能太猶豫了！要不然讓人喝了頭啖湯，后悔就來不及了！我這邊也會多創造機會，讓她常找你匯報一下工作！」

我還正在沉吟，劉主任馬上有了一個想法：「前兩天文化局的老鄧跟我說了個事，說要在全市文化系統中抽出幾個人跟著他去香港參加一個兩岸文化交流會議，讓我帶個人跟過去，我這個水平，就不到國外丟人了，我想推薦您和齊娟，您看如何？」

我笑著拍拍劉主任的肩：「老劉，你這個人，一句話，值得交！」

劉主任快步走到街邊，揮手幫我叫了輛出租車。和劉主任分手后，我去找孫萌了。其實，我和劉主任一直沒處好，并不是我沒有用心，而是用的不到位：劉主任從頭到腳都浸透了中國的官本位文化，他在意的不是我如何對他好，而是我是不是能以他希望的方式對他。

今天晚上南煙帶著志學去我家，新房還有要布置的，我暈沉沉地，一再努力不去想在家里會發生什么香艷的事兒，南煙和春天雪白的肉體像是驅散不掉的影子，一直在我腦子里轉圈。自己真的打算掠奪走南煙的第一次嗎？后天就是春天和志學行人倫大禮之日，南煙如果非要參加，肯定會把持不住，傳說中的４Ｐ大戰真的要發生在我們家嗎？貌美年幼的南煙，如果也便宜了志學，這輩份可就真亂了！

孫萌打扮得花枝招展的，在學校邊上一個小書店里看著書，等著我。我一進書店才發現她身邊還站著一個男的，正是我的小哥們，學校團委的小劉，再想避讓已經來不及了。

「宋總編！你怎么這個時候來這邊了？」小劉向我打招呼。

孫萌眼珠子轉了轉，向我揚手：「宋平！」

小劉詫異地看著我，又看看孫萌，有點不敢相信的樣子。

「劉干事，我說的男朋友……嘿嘿，就是他啊，你們肯定也很熟啦，劉干事，我們先走啦！」

我再看小劉的臉色，說不出的古怪：酸澀？ envy?不平？ …

我很窘迫地跟小劉也打了個招呼，一身的醉意去了大半。

孫萌可不管小劉的心情，拉著我的手，蹦蹦跳跳地出了書店，聞到我的酒氣，還笑著說：「宋平，你身上酒味這么重，我帶你去醒醒酒吧。」

我亦步亦趨地跟著孫萌，步行了將近一個小時，累得我全身酸痛，酒意早跟著汗水散發光了，才來到一個安靜的河邊。時間已近中秋，又是深夜，月光在黑黝黝的河面鋪就一條亮亮的白銀之路，隱沒在對岸重重山巒在河流的倒影之中。四周鴉雀無聲，只有無比溫柔的波浪聲，滌蕩著心中所染上的一切凡塵與市俗欲望，山風與河水的絲絲涼意浸身，讓孫萌情不自禁地靠緊了我的胸口。

我們坐在堤壩邊一條突起的石頭上，孫萌依偎著我，只是間或調整一下坐姿。我其實我也是一個很安靜的人，今天才遇見了另一個安靜的人。整整兩個小時，我們什么也言語的交流也沒有。兩顆心臟似乎在同一個節奏跳動著。最后，孫萌在我的懷里打起了盹，我怕她著涼，才叫醒她。

「這么晚，你沒法回宿舍了吧？」

「嗯，你呢，夜不歸宿會有家法嗎？」

以前肯定會有。現在則完全沒有這個擔心了。我笑笑：「我給你安排一個飯店？」

「最普通的就行啦……如果你想和我做愛，必須是五星的。」孫萌說到這里，有些嬌羞不勝。

在馬路上又走了半個多小時，我們才找到了一輛出租車，并坐車回到市里。

路上的時候，我就覺得孫萌的體溫有些高，一摸她的額頭，也有些溫度。黑暗中我們對視了一會兒，我想俯過去親她，孫萌躲了一下，可能還是對于第一次的親呢還有些害羞和緊張吧，假裝偏著臉看車窗外。

「那是什么？」她指著西邊夜色上的一個小亮點。我也好奇地跟著她的眼光看過去，也覺得挺奇異的：那個小亮點還真不是一般地亮，光茫四射，掩住了天上所有星星的光，以很高的速度從西往東移。

「ＵＦＯ！」的哥叫了一聲，「我拷，又來了！」

「不會吧！」我笑道，內心還真是挺震憾的，這個高度，這個速度，還有這種亮度，不像風箏，不像衛星，也不像飛機。

「怎么不會？最近晚上我都看到好幾次了，２０１２快到了，到時候地球肯定很熱鬧，外星人是不是也想來看個景？」的哥嚷嚷了一句。

孫萌不說話，只是癡癡地看著高天之上的那個亮點。

「這些外星人宇航員在宇宙中是不是也挺孤獨的？要飛行好多年才能來到地球吧！」孫萌喃喃自語道。

「孤獨不一定是因為身體禁錮在封閉空間的原因，心靈的樊籠直接帶來的也只是苦悶的體驗，心靈找不到寄托的去處，才是孤獨。」

孫萌抿著嘴，有些陌生地看著我。

我跟孫萌講了個事，「好多人說越優秀的人越孤獨，其實，每個人販夫走卒和知識分子體驗的孤獨都一樣的多，我看過一篇稿子，是一個外地來打工的鞋匠寫的—編輯覺得這篇離開文字非常真實，后來做了較大的改動發了。這個鞋匠，他覺得在這個城市里跟他最親的是一只小狗，覺得那個小狗很像他死去的一個朋友，每天見不到它都會心神不定，一個下雨天，那個小狗在他面前，被一輛車壓死了，就因為這個原因，他就決定要離開這個城市了……這不是人世間最真切的孤獨嗎？」

「太巧了！我也是看到你，覺得你長得像我以前的一只小狗那樣的嘴臉，才喜歡你的！」孫萌藉著笑，撲到我懷里。

司機聽了也是一樂，扭過頭來打量一眼我們倆。

看著空中那個不明飛行物漸漸地消失在夜空中，耳邊是出租車劣質的音響所發出的刀郎的歌，面前是令我怦然心動的絕美容顏，妻子滿懷著憧憬希望和另一個男人共渡愛河，另一個舉止猥瑣的老男人即將展開對她的勾引，這些片斷的組合豈不是有些荒謬？然后就是這些片斷組成了我的生活。

把孫萌安頓在一家還算不錯的飯店休息下來，我與飯店前臺聯系了醫生，給她測量了體溫，并給她服了一些退燒藥。孫萌昏昏沉沉地睡去。春天在１２點以前給我打了一個電話，當時我不方便接，猶豫了一下，到廁所給她回了一個。春天問我在哪里，我說，我在外地，晚上有個急事，回去跟她解釋，并告訴她明天要出差一天，讓她帶上換洗衣服。回到房間，我陷入黑暗，看著身邊這個其實還挺陌生的女孩，不知是否要抽身離去。在目睹ＵＦＯ之后，我突然無法抑止內心的沮喪與悲哀。不去假想同類的標準，在外星智慧的眼里，我會是一個什么樣的生物？在毀壞，還是在創造？無人證實我的價值。

春天是一個內心很單純、但思維比較復雜的女孩。只是她的理智，有時無法控制她的情感。

婚姻是一個奇妙的化學過程，春天一天天地仍在成長之中。我的內心，在和她相愛之前，已經堅硬得無法改變，像一塊頑石！但隨著她的變化，我也改變了不少。

她的內心對其他男子仍有一份不能舍棄的愛，我在長達十多年的婚姻中，早忘記了愛情是一種什么東西。春天和我的結合，說到底，是一種即興創造的婚姻。但隨著她這次婚外情感的滋長，我的堅硬內心不知在何時也脫掉了那層厚厚的殼。

夜里２點多，我從淺淺的夢中驚醒，孫萌靠在床的靠背上，臉扭向窗外，長時間地保持著靜止。外面的霓虹燈照進屋內，在光影變幻中孫萌的臉部顯出一種如夢如幻的剪影。她鼻梁挺高，額頭也比較飽滿、前凸，下巴至頸部的弧線給人一種凄美孤獨的印象。

我正注視著她，突然，她仿佛有所感應，緩慢地將臉扭了過來。那種緩慢的轉臉，似乎像恐怖片中最歹毒的鬼魅現身，驚魂奪魄的亮相。

"Are you awake?"

我壓抑著內心的莫名驚懼，飛快地扭亮床燈，輕輕地問了一句。

孫萌拿手擋著燈：「嗯，太刺眼了，燈！」

「我試試你的額頭，看看你還發不發燒？」我調暗了燈光。屋子馬上變暗下來，暗得有點曖昧。

「你剛才的樣子，好嚇人！」

孫萌仍緊閉著嘴角，眼光深沉地看著我。

「怎么了？」我真有些害怕了。

「我在想，你大我２０多歲了吧，我人不算傻，長得也很美，你又不會娶我，你憑什么要睡我？我的真命天子，怎么會是你？！」

孫萌的臉藏在燈光的暗影中，慢悠悠的說著話，語氣也是淡淡的。

「還好，幸虧我還什么都沒做。」我強笑著，下意識地將伸了一半的手縮了回來。當時真的想抽身逃走、遠遠離開這個喜怒無常的女孩子。

孫萌仰著臉，只是拿眼角掃著我，過了一會，冷笑一聲，撇撇嘴：「當然，是我勾引你在先，我當然沒資格怨你。你現在完全有理由閃人，而且，又是我很倒霉地愛上你在先，你還沒有對我動一點真情，是不是？我們不過在演出一段最普通的社會新聞。某女孩當至寶一樣珍惜了２０多年的清純之身，只是給某位成功人士戰利簿上的又一筆美好回憶，這樣的事，有一點稀奇嗎？」

「我對你動了愛情，」我低著頭。

「哼，你會愛上我嗎？主動送上門的貨？」孫萌又冷笑兩聲。然后她又玩味著自己剛剛出口的字眼，纖巧的食指指著自己的鼻子，同時斜眼看著我：「小騷貨？小浪貨？」

我干咽了口唾沫：「……在你第一次遇見我時，我會說愛，現在，不敢說了。」

「噢，為什么？」

孫萌抱著腿，坐直了看我，沉吟了一會：「對，你剛遇到我的時候，我覺得你是對我有感覺的。那現在呢？」

「我……我現在不知如何對你，也就不敢再輕易地表達愛了。」

我老老實實地承認這一點，并握住了孫萌的手。光滑，纖弱，白晰，令人難舍的精致。

孫萌用一種批判式的眼光，不無嚴厲地斜著眼看我。

相比她微笑的模樣，她嚴肅的神態別有一種圣潔與智慧的美麗。她的睫毛很長，一雙烏黑靈動的眼珠閃動著奪人心魂的光彩，黑白分明又如同截然區隔的天地兩界，令人望之悵然而不知歲月幾何。

我情不自禁地握著她的手吻了一下。

慢慢地，孫萌緊閉得似乎有些怒氣的嘴角一點點放松，在我溫柔的注冊下，最終漾開一絲微笑。像燈下的曇花，朦朦朧朧地盛開了一幅驚人的艷美。

「你上來吧！」

我挪了一下屁股，沒敢動。

「上床！」孫萌提高嗓門，「不是做愛，是睡覺。」

我一邊看著她的反應，一邊脫掉衣服，有些心驚膽戰的，脫到內褲時，孫萌拿枕頭要打我：「喂，你想干嗎？」

「我一直有裸睡的習慣……」我可憐巴巴的。

孫萌扭過臉去，想想還是不好，轉過身子，然后又把頭藏到了被子里。

我鉆進被子里。

被子里熱乎乎的。孫萌可能在我睡著了以后把原來的體恤脫掉，換上飯店里的睡衣，此時已經睡了一覺，雖然腰上的帶子還系著，但下面兩條修長的大腿早露了出來，此時與我在一個被窩里，肌膚相親，又是處女，沒經過一次人事，哪里還把持得住？

她先是背向我著，當我剛摟上她的腰，她只是無力地呻吟了一聲，沒有一點反抗，我的手就伸到了她的胸口。

剛才燈下看孫萌的胸口，覺得她的乳溝還是挺深的。但一平躺下就發現，乳房并沒有春天大。

我試探著將一只手握著一團綿軟細膩的嬌嫩，輕輕地捏了捏。孫萌的乳頭并沒有馬上硬起來，在我的手心里，還是一粒肉肉的小葡萄。

孫萌輕輕地叫了一聲：「平……」

「萌萌，怎么了？」

「我在路上逗你玩的，關于做愛的事………」

「沒事，現在我也在逗你玩呀！你看你這里，……真是不禁逗……有感覺嗎？」

孫萌低著看了一會，慢慢地喘起粗氣來：「……中年壞大叔……」

我又追問她有沒有感覺。

孫萌重重地點了點頭：「很強烈滴……」

「萌萌，你想不想？」我不斷地親著孫萌的耳朵。當我的雞巴鉆進了孫萌光滑細嫩的大腿中間時，孫萌的氣息一下子錯亂起來。

我開始親吻孫萌的耳垂和頸部，孫萌無力地笑著，后來實在無法躲避，所以只好用手堵我的嘴：「想，但俺大姨她母親不同意呀！不信，你摸摸……」

當我的手真得伸到孫萌的小褲頭的時候，孫萌的腿夾得很緊，我便沿著她的膝蓋往上摸，又摸了一會她的小屁股。

孫萌很窘迫，羞澀地鉆進我的懷里，任由著我的手在她身上摸來摸去，過了一會，她終于情熱至極，熱烈地與我親吻起來。纏綿的少女初吻，是孫萌給我的最美好禮物。我一生都將銘記難忘！

愛撫了一會兒，我怕孫萌身體吃不消，就停止了動作。

「你以為我真的是看中你那輛破寶馬，才纏上你的呀？」

"Of course not."

「你以為我真的是找不到工作，才找的你呀？」

「那就更不可能了！你這樣的才與貌，……」

「那你以為你自己貌比潘安，本事強似西門官人，我才惦記上你呀？」

「你這么一說，我就更疑惑了……」

孫萌再次斜著眼看我：「征服我的心靈的難度可能要超過你的想像，你要有思想準備喲！」

「嗯，和你越接近，仿佛離你越遠……有沒有男同學征服過你的心？」

「那幫男生？全是一些愚昧無知、不知上進、癡迷游戲、自私自戀的小屁孩，他們所謂的戀愛，充其量只是感動一下他們自己那顆麻木和污濁的心靈，征服我？饒了我吧。……對了，你的妻子是個什么樣的人？你和她很相愛嗎？」

孫萌打了個大大的呵欠，關心起我的家庭來。

這是一個更難以讓我回答的問題，我其實很想說，姑娘，我妻子不比你讓我省心多少呀。

但我當時只能笑笑：「挺相愛的。我們不聊她們，行嗎？」

「我喜歡你說真話！相愛就好，我喜歡你有一個穩定的家庭。這樣，我的罪惡感會少一些。萌小三也要有小三的底線，是不是？」

我尷尬地笑笑。后來孫萌每次不高興就當著我的面自稱「萌小三」，把我折磨得夠嗆。

孫萌的眼睛已經很朦朧了：「想和你在一起，其實有一個重要的原因，我內心有很多的困惑，有些已經糾結在我的內心很多年，我想找一個成熟的人，與他相伴，請他給我暗淡的人生指引一些正確的方向，正確的解答。」

講到這里時，她的眼皮已經合在一起了，她就拿手指分開自己的眼皮，怪模怪樣地看著我。

「很多人以為年輕女孩和中年大叔在一起，就是貪慕虛榮，他們連馬斯洛的五大需求也不知道嗎？安全感是第一位的呀！」

「寶馬車為什么要哭著坐呢？根本原因，不是因為寶馬這不是自己的，而是因為沒有安全感。不是因為沒有能力而缺乏安全感，而是因為規則不公正而無法獲得安全感。在上次的演講比賽之后，我就徹底明白了，在校內就是如此，出了學校，必定只會更差。所有人都可以利用規則，我為什么就不能利用呢？我總有一天，要掙出自己的寶馬！」

我熄了燈，孫萌躺了一會兒，不斷地在我懷里折騰著，后來又扯著我的耳朵，小聲教育我：「忠誠是一種美德，對你妻子要忠誠！不過，你也要對我很好、很好！當然，這樣會讓你的內心很糾結。你們挺相愛的，哼哼，不是嗎？不過從我來說，我可不會對你的內心矛盾負有任何責任，你也絕不能在我面前顯露出對她的歉疚，你的，明白？你只能自己內心慢慢化解了，嘿嘿。」

我聽出這句話的背后，有一點惡意的譏諷和嘲笑，卻也無可奈何。

孫萌在我耳邊古怪地唱著一個小調，「大叔風流氣蓋世，家有嬌妻胡不逝？新歡如玉可奈何，大叔大叔若奈何！」

我覺得這套詞聽著很新鮮，問「家有嬌妻胡不逝」怎么講，孫萌冷笑著說：「這不是中年男人們說的中年三大喜嗎：升官發財死老婆。太惡毒了吧，你們這些社會中堅力量！一個小三倒下去，無數個小三站起來—是我們這些女孩兒的錯嗎？不，是你們這些精英人物的道德淪喪，才讓我們年輕女孩的生存環境無比惡化、遍布殺機。你們還以自己為榜樣，教育我們同齡的男孩，事業有成后要學會的第一件事就是背叛，讓我們對未來也徹底失去信心，不是嗎？」

半響，我苦笑一聲：「原以為和你的第一夜是一場香艷情事，沒想到上了床竟是一場觸及靈魂深處的斗爭。受教。」

孫萌摸摸我的臉，感慨一句：「萌小三已經沒有后悔之路了，平大叔也沒有反悔機會了。我們一起墮落吧！和你睡完這一覺，我的純潔就將離我而去，下一次我會把自己的身體交給你。」

我的情欲之火早讓孫萌給澆滅了，想著南煙將來要面對的就是孫萌現在感同身受的這個社會，突然間，遍體生寒！

孫萌終于睡著了。孫萌不同于春天，她有自己鮮明的價值觀，不會被他人輕易感動，方向感很準。目標性很強。堅強而無法摧毀的內心，渴望左右自己命運的欲望，讓她不會屈服，而且誰也沒有權利評判她的對錯。

第二天少不了跟春天一番胡編亂造的謊話，以前和前妻鬧的時候，我已經非常嫻熟于這套技巧了—越奇怪，越易讓人信服：一個相熟的鞋匠的女兒，在外地上大學，突然得了急病，我開車二百多公里，送他去看女兒。看春天的反應是完全相信了，也覺得自己有點好笑：怎么編來編去都離不開鞋匠呢？看來自己的創造力真得降低了不少。

「今天上午你和劉主任去天津參加那個發行商大會，我們要試試水了，乘長途大巴，明天下午回來，也不會耽誤你和志學的好事。」

「齊娟不去？我跟老劉說了，他答應不會再難為她。」

「現在還不用，今年１１月份的大會才是重點。我是想讓劉主任體驗一下這種發行商大會，你要好好地開導一下他。他對這種市場體制，在內心是很排斥的。現在我們在財政上一點撥款也沒有，但是政策又捆得死死的，發行做好了才能從廣告上做創收啊！」

春天為難地搖搖頭：「我覺得他還是把自己當成個官場中人，而且這么大歲數，挺難的。」

「就是因為難，所以才讓你陪著他。齊娟留下來是留下來了，但是如果老劉一直在邊上制肘，她又能發揮多大作用呢？」

春天回頭看看辦公室還半開著的門，走到我邊上，低頭看著自己的腳尖，還在猶豫中：「你知道，這個老東西，他有點不正經的，我怕他在路上會……」

我笑著掐了一把春天的屁股：「他這么大了，就是有賊心也沒賊家伙了，我聽文化局那邊有人說過這事，當作一種笑談的，說他把一個女孩弄上床，最后什么也沒辦成，還拉下一身騷，他就是一種愛好吧。」

春天也笑了，臉上有些調侃的表情：「那你回來可得獎勵我！」

「明天會給你安排世界上最出格的鬧洞房，一準美死你。」

春天紅了臉，推了我一把，哼著歌去找劉主任了。

下午本來說好要去大學那邊和孫萌健身的，結果她的腰有些疼，就沒去成，在辦公室里和劉主任用短信交流了一會兒，又發了會呆，不知今晚上春天會不會真的失身給他，一會兒心疼妻子，生怕被他欺負了，又覺得很刺激，一直心神不寧、坐臥不安，晚飯匆匆地買了個便當就解決了，便打開電腦，登上ＱＱ，坐等夜色降臨，腦子里全是一年前和春天戀愛的情景。

當時能得到她的香吻，就激動得好像年輕了十歲，現在就這么讓別人享用了？

７點半的時候，劉主任給我來了一條短信，說已經辦完入住、吃完晚餐了，說春天情緒挺好，還說，下午在下電梯的時候，有些對不住我，摟了一下春天的腰—當時電梯人挺多，春天就不好意思推開他的手了。

我昨晚跟他交待過，在我追求春天的時候，就是要采用這種策略，在人多的時候（當然，最好是陌生人），多占她的便宜，春天是一個很注重他人感受的女孩，當時肯定不會明著抗拒。多來幾次，私底下再占的時候，春天就會覺得反正這里或那里都被他碰過，也不會當時就撕破臉的了。劉主任之所以和我說對不起，是因為我還跟他要求過，他和春天任何身體的接觸，在這一次，盡量讓我看一下。

我回了一條：大膽出擊，靈活掌握吧。記著，只要春天開始咬手指，你就不要前進了。春天在情緒失控的邊緣，會有這樣的小動作—春天太年輕了，很在意現在擁有的一切，她極有可能不會與劉撕破臉，怕影響到我的事業和她自己的前途。如果她內心很不情愿，劉主任就可以從她這個緊張的反應之中看出來一點跡象。

當走廊上再沒有人聲的時候，我把辦公室的門又檢查了一遍，反鎖死，再把窗簾都拉上。

在ＱＱ上老劉的頭像亮起來之前，宋南煙給我來了個電話—我不知道是不是與女兒親呢的想法在很多年前就產生過，我從未叫過她的小名，她一上小學，我就開始呼她的學名，還加上姓，沒有外人的時候，她對我卻是亂叫一氣，小時跟她媽叫我過大寶寶，上學以后除了正常地叫我老爸，還學過香港電視劇里的稱呼，叫我老豆，宋平，老宋，我不高興的時候她就叫我宋不平，給我寬心，我高興的時候就叫我宋開心，還有無數的溫馨場景中她對我從來沒有一致過的各類稱謂—沒有女兒的人，永遠不會理解一個可人、懂事、漂亮的女兒對于天下父親來說意味著什么？

意味著你有一個真正愛你、并以你為驕傲的小情人！

只不過，我真沒有想到，我和她有可能會發展成為事實上的情人：「是我。你昨天晚上回家了嗎？」

「我臨時有點事，去外地了。」

「志平哥住到你那邊以后，你就過來陪我。親親老爹，我這段時間寫作文一直沒有思路，你要好好輔導我一下！嘿嘿！」

我笑了，南煙寫作文還會沒思路？

「快期中考試了，我一過去，你可就沒心思學習了。」

「那我的心思會放在哪里呢？」南煙一直脆生生的聲音此時卻甜得發膩，還帶點小女人的幽怨，我笑了起來。

「你說嘛，你說嘛！」

「不說，年級考第一，我再獎勵你！」

女兒開心的不行，卻裝作很不屑的樣子：「你以為你的獎勵就這么讓我期待呀！」

「你當然期待了。」說完這句話，我又有些后悔。

南煙像天下所有開始初戀的少女一樣，撒著嬌：「我就不期待！我就不期待！好吧，我說實話，你這個老帥哥，我很期待……」

她清澀的纏綿在黑暗中氤氳著：「宋平，我要你愛我！」

過了一分鐘，直到南煙以為是不是掉線了，我才在遲疑之中回答她：「我當然愛你！」

南煙明白我的意思：「如果你覺得現在還早，等我十八歲，行不行？」

「那天爸爸沒控制住，是爸爸錯了……」

「我不高興了！我掛啦！你必須愛我！要不然，哼，我就滿世界宣布，你和你淫蕩的妻子曾經用特別惡心、人神共憤的行為侮辱過你人見人夸、聰明伶俐、天資穎慧、學業優秀的清純又漂亮的女兒！哼哼，老爸你明白嗎，我……我他媽只要一個電話，一篇文章，就可讓宋大總編你身敗名裂！你小樣明白嗎？哈哈……除了繼續愛我，你沒有選擇了！愛我吧，啵！吻一個！」

「……好好，啵，吻一下！」

「不，要像上次一樣，舌吻……」

「我的好閨女，那你還是大義滅親把我揭發了吧，舌吻要用什么象聲詞來表達呀！」

「那……你用舌頭在手機上舔一下……我也這樣……」女兒突發奇想，有些羞澀地啟發我。

「我不！惡不惡心！你也不要！太不衛生了！」我喝止住欲火攻心的女兒。

「好吧！掛了，溫課了！」

女阿飛兼女惡棍宋南煙剛剛無比得意地掛掉電話，劉主任的頭像已經亮了起來，并要求進行視頻對話。我點了響應。

那張因為網絡傳輸和攝像頭的原因而變形的大臉閃動了一下，屏幕再次暗了下去。隨著攝影頭正常地感應燈光，可以看見對面的劉主任了。

「清楚嗎？」

「看得挺清楚的。電腦你得設置一下，一會兒屏幕可不能亮起來。」

「那是！領導盡管放心！我都反復測試過了。你看看這個房間……」

老劉指示給我看賓館的房間布局。他把電腦放在正對著雙人床和書桌的五提柜上，邊上還裝模作樣地放了一個電腦包，正好遮住電腦的一小半。

我的心激烈地跳了起來：春天一會兒就要這在里被老劉給勾引了，我的愛妻，會在這里失貞嗎？

「今天下午怎么樣？吃了飯嗎？」

「下午挺好的，一路上，我都對她客客氣氣的，也和她說了說我的往事。我在文革時打過我的老師，成人以后我對這個事愧疚多年，然后花了很大力氣去找我的老師，向他賠罪、跪求他寬恕，嘿嘿，她對我挺有好感的，覺得我是一個內心挺善良的人，一個有反省勇氣的人。到了天津已經３點多了。我們先去發行商大會那邊轉了一圈，那邊剛第一天，來得人不多，她跟我講了講雜志社發行工作的重要性，說讓我以后多支持齊娟的工作，我都答應她了，還跟她承諾……」

劉主任的聲音突然停頓了片刻，又問我：「你看得見我嗎？」

"visible."

「現在電腦屏幕已經黑了。你放心吧，她一準不知道我這邊還開著視頻呢。」

「這些你都不用講了！晚上，春天答應要來你這里？」

「對的，對的！我跟她約好了，我拿出了你愛人肯定會感興趣的材料！大哥，我從昨天晚上就開始忙乎這事，一直到今天出發前，把能用的關系都用上了，最后，我找到了三北地區四家最大的期刊發行商他們之間約定的市場范圍，還有一份是八家發行商去年各自負責的雜志銷量統計，還有，」劉主任得意洋洋地拿著一份材料給我看，「看，這是什么？」

由于網絡傳輸問題，我看不清上面的字，「老大，這是文化局許科長還在擬定中的『《學習》雜志社總體改革方針建議』，要上報給鄧局長的，我從他那里要來了，合不合適老大您的想法，您只要跟我說，我就讓許科長改，改成什么樣，您定！」

我一陣激動，差點把茶水潑在電腦上！

「老劉！行，有你的！」

我頓了一頓，「春天，春天今天晚上，我就交給你了……」

「老大！只要以后，我能偶爾，偶爾地一親她的芳澤，我，我這條命給你都不算什么！」

然后我們兩個人哈哈大笑。然后我告訴老劉，這份文件，不要輕易地拿出來給春天看，要在攻堅的階段再展示出來！比如，當他開始脫春天的內褲的時候，春天一定會有所反復，這個時候它就會發揮決定性作用了！

事后我才意識到自己的無恥，一向自命清高，名利誘惑之下，還是過不了那一關啊！