On a rainy day, I was walking in the huge campus with an umbrella, preparing to attend the first class of my college life. As I was thinking, a girl suddenly rushed under my umbrella from the eaves of the building next to me, and unexpectedly broke into my life... She ran so fast that she bumped into my arms. I held her and secretly looked at her. She had natural, soft, black hair, and wore a white long-sleeved top, a light blue skirt, and carried a light backpack. She exuded a quiet and gentle beauty from head to toe. When she raised her head and blinked her bright eyes, she smiled shyly and said to me, "Classmate, I'm sorry! I forgot to bring my umbrella, and I'm in a hurry to go to class. Could you please take me to Building X?" When I came into close contact with her flawless face and bright, deep eyes, I suddenly felt inexplicably confused. It was as if time had stopped at that moment. I think this was the first time in my life that I felt such a strong attraction to a girl! My pupils dilated and dull due to surprise and my chin forgotten to close are probably the funny portrayal of my face. Seeing that I didn't respond, she tilted her head to look at me in confusion and asked again, "Is it okay?" I came to my senses and nodded hurriedly, "Ah! What? ... ... Yes ... ... Yes! Of course you can!" I was so nervous that I couldn't speak and could only walk beside her holding an umbrella. She was so beautiful. This was probably what they called love at first sight! When we were getting close to the building, she said, "We're done here, thank you!" Then she covered her head with her hands and ran into the building quickly, disappearing into the crowd. I didn't have time to say to her, "I'm going to that building, too." I walked into the classroom with a feeling of loss, because I came in late and only seats were left in the front row. I picked a seat in the corner by the window, propped my chin with my hand, and looked out the window aimlessly at the drizzle falling, which hit the glass. The figure and smile of the girl just now came to my mind again. How great it would be if she were my girlfriend! She looks beautiful, quiet, and elegant. She is the type of girl that many boys like. Just now I was so nervous that I forgot to ask her name and major. The thought of this is as depressing as a gloomy and rainy day! There was a flash of white floating in the corner of my eye. I took a peek and it was the beautiful girl who had just bumped into my arms! At this time, she was sitting right behind me. I saw her taking out a small mirror and wiping the rain off her face with tissue paper. I couldn't wait to turn around and greet her awkwardly: "Hi! What a coincidence! I didn't expect that we would be classmates in the future!" You can call me "Xiguang" from now on. She smiled and said, "Thank you so much for what you did just now. My name is "Xiaoqing"." She also said, "Your name is quite nice. Does Xi Guang mean the light of hope? It sounds like a Japanese name!" I said, "No! Dad just picked it randomly! I actually think your name sounds better." It seems that she had a good first impression of me. I began to feel happy. Could this really be fate? But the good times didn’t last long, until the instructor called my name: “Dai Xiguang! Are you here?” I raised my hand and said, “Yes!” The instructor thought he was being humorous and said to everyone, "Dai Xiguang, your name is easy to remember. It sounds like "big watermelon"!" Although this nickname has been with me since kindergarten, this time it was in front of Xiaoqing, whom I had just met and admired. Especially when I heard Xiaoqing in the back couldn't help but chuckle and say, "How funny! Dai Xiguang, Big Watermelon!" ah! Let me die! At that moment I heard my heart breaking! As the whole class burst into laughter, I had no choice but to awkwardly follow them and smile. I finally understand why my classmates in high school would always precede their swear words with "讦老师林累!" Xiaoqing's kindness, simplicity, and inner beauty made me want to get closer to her and get to know her more deeply. As I got to know her better after school started, I found that I had fallen in love with her without realizing it. Of course, as beautiful as she is, there are many boys who actively want to pursue her, but fortunately, she doesn't have much affection for those who pursue her too actively. In order to see her often, I deliberately took the same courses as her every semester. I always followed Xiaoqing deliberately, approached her and cared about her as a classmate, so that she didn't find out that I was one of her many admirers. So she was less wary of me and treated me as a good friend to share every detail of her life. She has a good friend and confidant in her class named "Peirong", but I have always hated Peirong because she is the biggest light bulb between Xiaoqing and me. I get so angry when I talk about her! There were a few times when Xiaoqing and I were alone, and when our faces started to heat up as we talked, she would rush in with a graphite rod to cool our reactions: "What were you talking about? It seemed very interesting. I want to listen, too!" Her looks are okay, not special, and she doesn't dress up much, just like an ordinary college student. Among the three of us, she lives a relatively wealthy life and has never suffered any hardship. She is a bit like a spoiled girl at home. She often speaks bluntly and acts capriciously. She doesn't consider other people's feelings, so she is not very popular in the class. With her hair as short as roadside weeds, she boasted that she had spent a lot of money to have a designer cut her hair. This hairstyle emphasizes the sense of layers and the three-dimensional effect of the hair ends... But to others, it looks like a pile of straw. She often follows Xiaoqing wherever she goes. I often think that she is Xiaoqing's "spirit behind the scenes". I wonder how a kind and beautiful person and a willful, impulsive and self-righteous person, how can two people who are so different in different directions, be good friends? Because of her existence, I had no chance to be alone with Xiaoqing. To be honest, I hated Peirong very much at that time! Sometimes Xiaoqing wakes up late and rushes to class without having time to eat breakfast. Before the first class, she would say, "Xiguang, I haven't had breakfast yet and I really want to drink a can of milk. Can you go buy it for me?" Although I knew that the classroom was a ten-minute walk from Fulidu, I just couldn't bear to see her disappointed expression, so I said yes and prepared to rush out to be back before the bell rang. But I would often hear a voice behind me: "Big watermelon, I want a can too." It was Peirong's ghost behind me causing trouble again! I thought to myself, "I am willing to help Xiaoqing run errands because I like her. You are not my relative, why should I buy it for you?" But since she is Xiaoqing's best friend, I can't offend her, so I can only buy it for her obediently. Just to see Xiaoqing's smile, it is worth it no matter how far it is. Of course! Peirong never knew that the can of fresh milk I gave her was always about to expire! ) Xiaoqing would usually call me and say that she wanted to go see a popular movie recently, and would ask me if I was free and if it would be convenient for me to give her a ride. What a rare opportunity! Of course I agreed immediately, and I also said that I just happened to want to watch this movie! When I was dressed handsomely and rode my motorcycle to the girls' dormitory at school to wait for her, when I saw Xiaoqing, who was dressed beautifully and walking towards me with a smile, I felt as happy as if I was really going on a date with her! When I saw clearly that there seemed to be a faint shadow behind Xiaoqing, I knew that I had encountered something unclean again! I really wanted to shout, "There's a ghost!" It was Peirong's "ghost" following Xiaoqing again. She wanted to follow her again, and I felt very upset! Every time I would take Xiaoqing to the theater first, ride slowly along the way, enjoy the night breeze, ask about her well-being, and after taking Xiaoqing to the theater to buy tickets, I would reluctantly turn around to pick up Peirong, deliberately letting the lingering ghost behind me blow the cold wind and wait for her to jump up and down! She would always complain, "Hey! What took you so long?" I would always say, "There was a traffic jam!" I often stepped on the accelerator and drove away before she had put on her helmet or held on to her hands, causing her to suddenly lean back and almost fall out of the car every time! She was so angry that she said, "I'm not well yet!" I pretended to say, "What? I didn't hear you because I was wearing a helmet!" Normally, when I take Xiaoqing to the theater, it takes me about ten minutes to ride, but when I take Peirong, it only takes me two minutes, and I don’t allow her to hug my waist. I really want to make a little straw man of her, write her name and birth date on it, and then on a dark and windy night, nail it hundreds of times with five-inch nails to see if she will pass away sooner. Don't hinder the development between Xiaoqing and me anymore. I once jokingly tried to confess to Xiaoqing: "I think you are very beautiful and have a good temperament, so what do you think of me?" She thought for a moment and said, "I think you're very interesting and enthusiastic, not bad! Why do you suddenly want to ask such a question?" I asked her tentatively: "Am I qualified to be your boyfriend?" She said, "You're a nice guy, but you're not my type. I like sunny guys." I had no choice but to follow him angrily and said, "I was just joking and asking casually. I just want to know what girls think of me. Don't take it seriously!" Then I realized that I am not the kind of guy that people fall in love with at first sight. After that, I played the role of a friend in front of her and didn't dare to overstep the line. Ever since I knew Xiaoqing liked sunny boys, I began to sweat on the basketball court on purpose after class, hoping that she would see me. Although I was not very athletic, in order to fit into her life, I pretended to like playing and arguing with her like a buddy, and kept my feelings for her deep in my heart. I naively thought that my silent efforts would one day move her, allowing her to discover my good qualities and slowly fall in love with me. This subtle feeling did not change until my sophomore year. I still remember the day Xiaoqing secretly told me that she fell in love with Siwen, a senior in our department. She was also very happy to share her secret crush with me and asked me to give her some advice on how to attract boys' attention. It was like a bolt from the blue for me! Suddenly I felt dizzy. I really couldn't accept this fact. Finally, I impatiently told her to ask Peirong about this question. I knew nothing! That senior was a well-known figure in the department. His figure was no less than that of a male model, and he was on the basketball team. He drove to and from classes. With his handsome and charming face, it was common to hear that many girls on campus were vying for his favor. Although there were private rumors that he was a bit of a playboy and had changed many girlfriends, there were still a lot of girls who liked him. On the other hand, although I have a good figure, I lack his natural posture. Because I developed later, my face is still as ordinary as that of a high school student. I am often ridiculed by my classmates as being on the "laughing" basketball team. The used motorcycle I ride now was bought by me when I worked part-time during the summer vacation in high school. He has neither talent nor money. Comparing the two, it is no wonder that Xiaoqing would like him but not me! ! One time I saw Xiaoqing alone at the school gate, and I mustered up the courage to ask her out to watch a movie. Before I could finish my words, a tall and handsome senior drove a sports car and stopped in front of her. He opened the door, and she got in while saying, "Xiguang, I'm so sorry! I have an appointment. Let's do it another day!" After saying that, the car whizzed past, leaving me alone standing in a cloud of exhaust fumes, pulling the motorcycle back dejectedly. If a girl with good conditions like Xiaoqing takes the initiative to confess her love to you, I think there will be few boys who will refuse! Soon after, I heard from Peirong that Xiaoqing had confessed her love to senior Siwen a while ago, and the two seemed to be together. They were often seen together at activities held in the department, and they became a recognized couple. Seeing that the girl I had liked for a long time was being pursued by someone else, this sudden blow made me, who had always been an outgoing person, feel depressed. In the days that followed, Xiaoqing no longer relied on me as much as when we first met, because my place was taken by her by the senior classmate Siwen. Everything I could bring to her had been replaced by someone else, and I knew that there was some happiness that I could not even give her. Her fragility kept me from leaving, and I existed because of her dependence. I really thought so. Once she no longer needed me, my life lost its purpose and I was like a walking corpse all day long. Although I knew I was struck out, it didn't reduce my concern for her. Maybe I concealed it well. She just felt that I seemed a little quieter than before. She still didn't realize that I had a long-standing crush on her. Sometimes when she quarreled with her seniors or was upset, she would come to me to complain. I would do my best to comfort her, make her not so sad, and find ways to make her laugh. But I could only keep the heartache and reluctance in my heart and could not tell her. I could feel that since she started dating the senior, she began to become more and more distant from Peirong and me. Ever since Xiaoqing disappeared from my life, it seemed as if the world was missing the sun, and it began to snow all day long... Maybe I can easily deceive Xiaoqing, but I can't deceive Peirong who is more careful and watching from the sidelines. During this period, Peirong and I have had more contact because of schoolwork! However, she and I have always been at odds for a long time. She saw that my feelings for Xiaoqing were more than just friendship. Fortunately, she was sensible and seldom mentioned Xiaoqing and Siwen in front of me, otherwise I would dislike her even more. Sometimes everyone in class would make jokes about Xiaoqing, asking her when the wedding invitations would be sent out. Would you like to invite everyone to the wedding banquet? …………wait. It felt like a knife was cutting my heart. I was afraid that others would notice that something was wrong with me, so I could only agree with them perfunctorily. Xiaoqing often had no time to look up information and make reports because of her dates, so she would ask Peirong from the same group to help her. It was okay once or twice, but as the number of times increased, Peirong seemed to be fed up with her recent focus on dating and began to refuse her. Xiaoqing would then ask me, who was also in the same group, for help! Because she knew that I was the last person to refuse her. I knew she was going on a date with a senior, but I just couldn't bear to refuse her request. I said, "I'll help you, as usual, I want a tuna sandwich, carrot cake and iced milk tea for breakfast tomorrow!" She said, "No problem!" and happily went out to go on a date with her senior. Every time I agreed to Xiaoqing, Peirong would say to me afterwards: "You big watermelon with a concussion, you are an idiot! She was going to date her boyfriend happily, but you still agreed to her. Every time you stay here until the middle of the night, will she know your intentions? Will she be grateful? Seeing that the person you like is about to be chased away by someone else, you are still thinking about your breakfast......" Even though she said that, after a long string of words, she couldn't stand it anymore and would say, "Give it here! Give it here! If there are still some that haven't been done, I can help you get them done faster, or you won't be able to sleep tonight. I really can't stand you!" But after a long time, she understood why I did this. The next day, when the report was handed to Xiaoqing, she said happily, "Thank you so much! It's a great trouble for you. Here is your breakfast." While eating the breakfast she bought, I felt sad in my heart. Do I really care about the money for a breakfast? I just didn't want Xiaoqing to feel like she owed me a favor, so I made this request on purpose. But she never knew my intentions and always thought I was being realistic and was helping her just for the free breakfast! When we were in our third year of college, our senior Siwen went to join the army, and Xiaoqing began to contact Peirong and me more frequently. After this period, he has matured a lot psychologically and his personality has become more introverted, but he still secretly holds some hope for Xiaoqing. The three of us are no longer as innocent as before. Xiaoqing often mentions Siwen in front of us, hoping that we can also get along well with Siwen. In front of everyone, I had to remind myself at all times to hide my feelings for Xiaoqing, while Peirong just watched everything between us quietly. Although she could not understand Xiaoqing forgetting her friends just because she had a boyfriend, she also could not bear to see that I was silently devoting myself to Xiaoqing while Xiaoqing was completely unaware of it. Once, she almost couldn't help but reveal to Xiaoqing my long-standing feelings for her. Fortunately, I stopped her with my eyes at the critical moment, which made her so angry that she glared at me and turned away and ignored me. In the blink of an eye, I was halfway through my senior year. After class that day, Xiaoqing called me in a panic and asked me out alone. She looked nervous and embarrassed. I asked her, "What's wrong?" She dropped a bomb on me and said, "I...I...I'm pregnant!" It was really hard for me to accept the fact that she was pregnant! I stood there for a while. She asked me anxiously what to do? I asked her if she was from Siwen? She bit her lip and nodded. I asked her, "Are you sure? How long has it been?" She said, "I used a pregnancy test stick to check it myself, and I haven't had my period for two months. What should I do?" I sighed and asked her, "Hey, do you want to give birth to the baby?" She shook her head nervously and said, "No, her parents will beat her to death if they know!" I asked her, "What did Siwen say when he found out?" She said: "Siwen said he didn't want to have a child so early. He also said he couldn't come back because he didn't have a holiday recently. He asked me to figure it out on my own." She cried and said, "I really don't know what to do. You are the only one I trust in the class. I can only ask you for help." I was so angry that I couldn't help but curse out loud: "Damn it! What a fucking Siwen, he is such a "gentlemanly scum"!" She also said: "Don't scold him, it's not all his fault, I was also careless. If you scold him again, I will ignore you in the future!" I got even more furious when I heard what she said! You thought that he was staying far away and didn't care about your life or death, but you still spoke for him. He sold you out that day, but you were stupid enough to help him count the money! At this moment, I can cruelly reject her on the spot and turn down this hot potato. After all, she is not my girlfriend and it is none of my business. But seeing how panicked she was, I don't know why I just couldn't bear to see her sad and unhappy. I said helplessly, "Okay! Stop crying, I'll ask for you, you go back and wait for my news." I patiently comforted her and rode on the way back to my residence. I still couldn't accept the shock that the girl I had a crush on had slept with another man and had a child! Thinking of that unbearable scene, I stepped on the accelerator and drove at full speed to vent the anger in my heart! Two days later, after consulting several qualified hospitals, I told her that the cost of an abortion would be about five or six thousand dollars. Although you are an adult, you still need a guarantor to sign a consent form. The doctor also said that the risk will be lower if you do it sooner, and the longer you delay, the greater the risk of the operation. She said in panic, "She can't come up with so much money at once." I said I'll find a way to deal with the money, and you go find a guarantor! But I’m in a headache again. I had some arguments with my family a while ago, and now I’m too embarrassed to ask them for money. It just so happened that my old motorcycle died, and I had just used all my savings to buy a new one a while ago. I didn't have much money left, so I made up an excuse and borrowed some money from a few of my good male classmates, and finally collected nearly 10,000 yuan. Later I learned that Xiaoqing went to find Peirong and asked her to help act as a guarantor, but Peirong was afraid that something might happen and did not agree. Xiaoqing was afraid that the news of her pregnancy would get out, so she did not dare to look for other people in the class. When she couldn't find anyone, I finally pretended to be her boyfriend and acted as her guarantor. She lied that something happened at home and she had to go home and asked for four days off from school. I skipped a whole day of classes. In order to avoid being seen by acquaintances, I drove her to an obstetrics and gynecology department far from the school. She changed her clothes and was sent to the operating room. I nervously paced back and forth in the corridor, praying that her operation would go smoothly and be safe! I don't know how long it was before she was finally pushed out of the operating room. Her face was pale and bloodless and she looked very weak. After resting in the hospital for a while, I drove her back to my rented house near the school. Because she usually lives in the girls' dormitory at school, if we send her back to the dormitory, then the fact that she asked for leave to go home will be exposed, and if we are not careful, even the fact that she went there for an abortion may be discovered by her roommates and spread out. I had no choice but to let her recuperate at my place temporarily. Fortunately, I rented a separate house outside. These days I would buy her breakfast before class, come back to see her at noon and bring her lunch before rushing back to attend the afternoon class. In the evening, Peirong would come to take care of her and see her. This period of time gave me the opportunity to be alone with her and watch her sleep peacefully. This was the first time I could look at her face quietly without avoiding her gaze. I could reach out and push away the bangs that fell from her forehead and secretly hold her hand while she slept. If she is willing now, I really hope to take care of her for the rest of her life, but is she willing? A few days later she returned to school and her body was almost recovered and not as weak as before. Peirong stayed by her side to take care of her. Fortunately, this matter was not discovered by other people. Later, I would take time to take her back to the hospital for a follow-up check to see if everything was okay. But after a while, I heard Peirong say that Xiaoqing and Siwen were together again and their relationship had returned to the same as before. I knew that I was forgotten again. All the money I borrowed from my classmates was spent on the surgery and follow-up consultation fees. I had previously lied to Xiaoqing that the money for the surgery was her own savings, and told her not to rush to pay me back, and to pay me back when she had money in the future to avoid any psychological pressure on her. But I couldn’t keep putting off paying my classmates, so I secretly worked the night shift at a convenience store near the school without telling her. I thought this would be the only way to pay off the money I owed earlier. But I didn’t let Peirong and Xiaoqing know about this part-time job. They just thought that I was dozing off in class a lot and seldom went out with them after class. I always said that I was tired due to insomnia and wanted to rest early. But the real reason was that after class at 5pm, I went straight back to sleep until almost 11pm, then rushed to work. I worked until around 7am, went back to change clothes, took my books and went straight to class. Sometimes when I couldn’t take it anymore, I would just skip classes and go to the library to catch up on some sleep. I would often sleep so long that even my classmates couldn’t wake me up. Until one night, as luck would have it, Peirong was suddenly hungry and couldn't find anything to eat, so she ran to the convenience store to buy a midnight snack. Only then did she find out that I was working here. When she paid the bill and was about to leave, I asked her to keep the secret for me and not let Xiaoqing know. I didn't expect that she would threaten me instead, saying that if I didn't tell her the whole story, she would tell Xiaoqing! I had no choice but to tell her everything. She said, "Why didn't you ask her for help? She could have lent it to me if I had asked." I told her honestly, "It feels weird for a grown man to ask a girl for money! And in fact, it won't take too long, it can be paid back in about two months." She said, "Don't let her lend me money first. Let me pay off my classmates first, so I don't have to work part-time. I can pay her back when I have money later." I said firmly, "I don't like to owe favors to others. I appreciate your kindness." She said to me angrily, "I'm trying to help you out of kindness, but you don't appreciate it. I've never seen a guy as stubborn as you. I can't stand you! I'm not going to care about you anymore!" Then she turned around and left. I had to chase her out and remind her: "Keep your word and don't tell anyone!" Fortunately, she kept her promise and hid Xiaoqing from me. She also copied my notes from every class, marking the key points, and gave them to me so that I could read them when I had free time during the night shift, so that I would not fall too far behind my classmates in my studies. Sometimes I would see her late at night on weekends, and I would ask her why she wasn’t sleeping? She said she couldn't sleep. Couldn't she come here to read a magazine and chat with someone? She said her family was quite wealthy, so she, as the eldest daughter, had never worked since she was a child. She curiously asked me to teach her how to steam buns, boil tea eggs, organize shelves, make drinks, count goods... etc. She said she wanted to experience this kind of thing. After I taught her, she would sometimes help me share the work. When she helped, we would chat and laugh and time would pass by in a flash! Sometimes I would tell her about the strange habits of some regular customers: "Wait a minute, watch out. There will be a drunkard who comes in at 2 a.m. to buy alcohol. The old smoker will come in at around 3 a.m. to buy a pack of Seven Stars cigarettes. The newspaper brother only buys a five-dollar newspaper every day in order to get a receipt. The little cutie will come in to buy a pack of five-spice cuties before class to eat at school. There is also the big-breasted papaya girl who loves to drink papaya milk. But her breasts are really big! I estimate them to be about an E cup......" Peirong smiled and said, "It's that big! But why are you so lustful, staring at girls' breasts?" I said, "It's not against the law to just take a look, that's not a big deal! The funniest thing is that the "insurance man" is always sneaky every time he comes." Peirong asked me suspiciously, "He looks so young, he is only a high school student at most, why is he doing something so secretive?" I smiled and said, "Of course the insurance agent is here to buy condoms!" As a result, one time Peirong pretended to be a customer and stood behind him at the checkout line. She pointed at the condoms he bought and asked me, "Shopkeeper, what is this box?" Ah, why is it so expensive? " I cooperated with her and said, "Just a condom!" I saw the high school student's face getting redder and redder like a cooked shrimp, and sweat began to appear on his forehead. After giving the change, he hurried out without even taking the receipt. As a result, he didn't dare to come again for two weeks. Later, when I told Peirong about it, she almost laughed to death. After spending a few times together, Peirong and I have more to talk about than before. Since we got to know each other better, I found that she is not as annoying as I thought before. In fact, she is a pretty good person. I probably misunderstood her before because I was not familiar with her. She just has a straightforward personality and the tone of her voice makes people feel that she is very self-righteous. One day during the late night shift, I sincerely confessed to her: "When we first met, I thought her hairstyle was ugly like a pile of straw, and I privately called her "the ghost behind the scenes". When we went to the movies together, I deliberately made her wait a little longer to irritate her. I stepped on the accelerator when she was not yet seated because I wanted to make her fall head over heels. I thought about making a straw man to curse her to die early. In the morning, I gave her milk that was about to expire..." I hope she can forgive me. As a result, she was so angry that she gritted her teeth and said, "You big watermelon with a concussion, do you want to die? You even dare to mess with me! No wonder I used to have diarrhea inexplicably in the morning, it turns out it was all your fault!" After that, she swung her pink fist and chased me to hit me. During the chase, I was afraid that she would accidentally bump into the shelf and damage the goods, which would be terrible for me! I can’t afford to lose the small salary of just a few dozen yuan an hour! Her cheeks were puffed up, her eyes were wide open, and she looked slightly angry. She wiped her mouth with her sleeves and said, "Pooh! Pooh! Pooh! Why is your mouth so stinky! The next time you dare to give me expired milk, I will find someone to chop you to death, you big watermelon with a concussion, and beat your brains into watermelon juice!" After she finished speaking, she walked back with a red face pretending nothing happened, leaving me alone to pick up the scattered things and tidy up the mess on the floor. I didn't expect that my first kiss was inexplicably taken away by a girl. What's worse is that I didn't have any feelings for her, and she even complained that I smelled bad! Thinking back to the feeling of my first kiss, I just felt that Peirong's lips were very soft, and had a special feminine fragrance. But does my mouth really stink? I know that staying up late will make me irritable, but I usually chew gum. I exhaled a few times and smelled it, and there was nothing! There is a faint mint taste of chewing gum in my mouth. Eh~why did she say my mouth stinks? Obviously you can't? ? ? In the end I couldn’t figure out what was going on, so I just packed up my things! After a while, I forgot that this happened. During the time I worked and spent time with Peirong, we got to know each other better and had fewer previous prejudices and misunderstandings. She and I became friends who could talk about anything. Maybe before, there was only Peirong in my eyes, and other women except Xiaoqing did not exist! Soon, the four-year college life came to an end with the passing of the graduation exam. Our class held a graduation party in a pub near the school. I heard that Xiaoqing seemed to have had a quarrel with Siwen and broke up. I thought maybe this was the best time for me to confess my feelings to her! Tonight, with the lively music rhythm of the pub, I feel a little excited but also a little nervous! I said to Peirong who was sitting next to me, "I plan to confess my love to Xiaoqing later." Peirong was surprised and incredulous when she heard this, but she quickly smiled again and raised her glass to say, "Big Watermelon, I wish you success." After saying that, she got up and went to chat with other classmates. I took a few sips of wine to ease the tension in my heart, and mustered up my confidence and walked to Xiaoqing's side, ready to confess my love for her that I had hidden deep in my heart for four years. I said to her nervously, "Xiaoqing, I heard that you and Siwen broke up. Actually, I have something to tell you..." At this moment, there was suddenly a commotion at the door. It turned out that the senior with a flat haircut, Siwen, came here to give Xiaoqing a surprise. At first Xiaoqing didn't pay much attention to him, but later after Siwen said a few kind words to ask for reconciliation, the two reconciled as before and happily went to dance together! Looking at the two people on the dance floor who were so dazzling, the sound of cheering from classmates beside me was endless, and I didn't know where all the courage I had just now went. The depression in my heart became deeper as the night went on. I didn't know how to vent this unspeakable emotion, so I could only think of the most direct method, which was to drink one glass of vodka after another, using alcohol to numb myself from the heartache! The next day I couldn’t even remember how I got back to my residence. I felt like my head was hit by several hammers and I was seeing stars! There was a towel for cooling down next to my pillow. When I went downstairs, I realized that I hadn't ridden my scooter back, so I went to the entrance of the pub where I was yesterday and rode it back. After returning to my residence, my head still hurt a little. I couldn't stand the dizziness and lay down for a while. I remembered that I had a vague erotic dream last night: "In the dim light of the dream, I had a passionate encounter with a hazy woman in bed, just like dry wood meeting a raging fire. Her passionate and wild, wet and hot lips liberated my long-repressed desires. Her clever tongue slid across her broad chest and the erect penis between her legs, teasing every most sensitive nerve in my body! oh! The woman's waist sank and she couldn't help but moan softly. A sudden feeling of wet heat surrounded my lower body. The woman's hands gently pressed on my chest, and her slender waist gently twisted. The wet and hot touch made me so comfortable that I couldn't say it, but I was so drunk that even raising my hand to touch her felt out of reach. "Oh! Hmm... Hmm... It feels so good... Oh... Oh..." The woman's natural moans echoed in my ears, truly reflecting her feelings, making my heart beat faster and my blood rush! The woman kissed his lips for a while, and then rubbed his ears and whispered. The woman's movements continued to become so rapid that they could no longer be tolerated! I instinctively felt an irrepressible urge rushing to my head, and I made a low "Oh~" sound in my throat, followed by a shiver. The thick and hot semen was shot all over the depths of the woman's vagina without reservation. The woman was drenched in thick and hot semen and her body stood up as if she was electrocuted. After a few seconds, the woman collapsed on me as if she had lost her breath. The tiring process made my eyelids so heavy that it was difficult for me to even open them. Before I lost consciousness, I only vaguely remembered that the woman in the dream seemed to have a unique fragrance and a sexy mole on her left chest. I got up from the bed puzzled and asked several roommates next door if they saw how he came back last night. My roommate said, "Who knows! Everyone went out to celebrate graduation and played all night yesterday. No one was there at all." The next day I went to school and asked my classmates who took me home. I wanted to pay him back the taxi fare, but to my surprise, no one admitted to taking me home. What the hell! Could it be that Sadako carried me back? never mind! The money just happened to be saved. But think about it, if this is just a dream, why does it feel so real? ? ? Never mind, maybe he’s still hungover! If I had known that a hangover would be so painful, I wouldn’t have drunk so much that night. I joined the army directly during the summer after graduation. During the two years in the army, I only received a few letters from Xiaoqing. One was her apology for not being able to visit me when I first joined the army. Another two were Christmas cards. The others said that Siwen had found a new love recently and had quarreled with her... asking me what I should do? She wanted me to give her advice or something like that. Peirong also wrote to me, but I never replied because the only person I cared about was Xiaoqing. After I was discharged from the army, I moved and changed my address. On the one hand, I was busy with work, and on the other hand, I lived in the central part of the country, while most of my classmates lived in the north. We lost contact over time. I think this was also an indirect farewell to the youthful crush in college! Until by chance, I got in touch with my college classmates again, but that was two years after I was discharged from the army. At this year's university reunion, I met my classmates and Xiaoqing whom I hadn't seen for a long time. Although she has lost the youthful immaturity after not seeing her for four years, she has become more mature and more attractive. She caught my attention as easily as before. She noticed me, waved at me with a surprised expression and smiled! Her faint smile made my long-calm heart begin to ripple again, and all the mental preparations I made before the coming collapsed. From the first time I met her in college until now, I have never had any resistance to her. After experiencing the society, I will never be at a loss in front of the person I like like before. I suppressed my inner excitement and throbbing. I exchanged a few words with her face to face until she was found by other classmates. Before I could sort out my chaotic feelings, a friendly voice came from behind me, "Big Watermelon! Is it really you?" I didn't need to look back to know that it must be Peirong, because she was the only one who would call me like that. My mind quickly imagined what she might look like now. Probably not much different from before! "Straw head, ghost behind the scenes, proud girl" I turned around and greeted her: "Hi! Long time no see!" I didn't expect Peirong to change her hairstyle. Her previous straw-like hair has turned into long, light and bright hair. It has a unique flavor and adds a touch of femininity. I almost couldn't react! She was also surprised: "Big Watermelon, you have changed!" I said, "Really? It's still the same as always." She said, "You have become more mature than before, and you seem to have grown stronger and taller! I guess I can't call you Big Watermelon anymore, I have to call you Big Handsome Guy instead!" Later, her expression changed, and she said in a reproachful tone, "You stupid idiot! When I was in the army, I wrote to you, but you didn't reply! After you were discharged, you didn't contact us. We haven't seen each other for more than four years. You hid for so long! It made me... I... I... We couldn't find you even if we wanted to!" At this moment, I couldn't tell whether the light flashing in her eyes was excitement? Or crystal tears? I was a little at a loss for what to do at the moment, so I just picked up the little doll that I had just picked up from the game machine under the arcade. It was a white and chubby little rabbit, and it seemed that the name "Little Bunny" was quite popular recently! I took it out of my pocket and gave it to her, trying to divert her attention. She said thank you happily and put it away. After that, my eyes could not leave Xiaoqing, who had always made me miss her day and night. I wondered if she was doing well. Do you have a boyfriend now? After the dinner, we exchanged greetings for a while and prepared to leave. Before leaving, Xiaoqing said that it was rare for us to get together again, and suggested that we go to the east together when the Chinese New Year is approaching next month. I asked her who else wanted to go? She said, "There are only four of us, Siwen, Peirong, and you. It would be no fun if there were too many people." When I heard the first name, my heart sank. It turned out that she was still with Siwen. Then I didn’t even want to go. I said, "Why don't you guys go? My colleague just borrowed my car to go to the south before the Chinese New Year. Let's do it next time!" Xiaoqing said, "We haven't been out together for a long time. I don't know when we have to wait until everyone is free next time. Let's go together!" "Peirong, you have a car too! Otherwise, you can drive Peirong's car or Peirong can pick you up!" Peirong looked at me and said, "I have no objection, you decide for yourself!" I didn't know how to refuse Xiaoqing again, oh ~ okay! Xiaoqing showed a happy expression and said, "Then it's settled!" I looked at her smile for a long time and couldn't control myself. Could it be that I couldn't forget her in my heart? No! I guess I've never forgotten her! A month later, our two cars drove along the Suhua Highway towards Hualien. Along the way, there were steep cliffs on one side and cliffs facing the sea on the other. The scenery was very special. Peirong talked to me a lot on the way. She said that she is now a small supervisor in a large company. I praised her and said, "You can't tell!" She said, "I'm not that amazing! I actually got in through my family's connections." I teased her and said, "That's what I was thinking! How can you, whose grades are only 60 points every semester and whose brain is only a few pounds heavier than a dinosaur, do you think you can do it with your strength?" She was so angry that she pinched my arm hard and said, "You damn watermelon, you will die if you don't say a few words, right?" I was in so much pain that I said, "Hey! Hey! Hey! Auntie! Pay attention, you Maka! Can't you see I'm still driving? If you want to be on the headlines of tomorrow's social news, don't drag me down with you! I'm not married yet and I don't want to die so early!" Peirong said, "How dare you call me an old lady? Why don't you look in the mirror yourself? Don't you know who is the old lady?" I joked with her, "Then we, an old lady and an old man, can make a perfect couple." Peirong said, "Don't be so conceited. I don't care about you, a big watermelon! Let me tell you, the men who want to pursue me are almost lining up all the way to the Taiwan Strait." I said, "Yes! Yes! Yes! Men would rather jump into the sea and die than be loved by you." Damn watermelon, what are you talking about? Hello! There's a gravel truck ahead! You said I was as stupid as a dinosaur! Help! ………………. Peirong and I felt like we were back in college, joking and making noises along the way. When we were halfway through the journey, Xiaoqing couldn't stand the motion sickness and wanted to vomit, so we stopped at a roadside observation deck to rest for a while. Seeing Xiaoqing vomiting sadly on the side of the road, I couldn't help but open the car door and walk over to ask her if she was feeling better. Fortunately, Peirong helped me and reminded me not to forget that Siwen was by her side, so I didn't lose my composure. Peirong said intentionally or unintentionally: "You haven't changed after so long, and you still miss Xiaoqing. I really admire you!" I said, "Don't make fun of me. If it were so easy to forget someone you once loved, perhaps there wouldn't be so many people suffering from love in the world. By the way, why haven't I heard from my classmates that you have a boyfriend?" She said nervously, "I can't find anyone I like, so I'd rather have nothing than have something bad." I said seriously, "Would you like me to introduce you to some handsome single guys in our company?" She said thoughtfully, "If there is a man who can treat me half as well as you treat Xiaoqing, maybe I will consider it." I jokingly said, "Are you making fun of me?" She rolled her eyes at me and said, "You said that yourself." We stopped at the Taroko Visitor Center and asked the service staff which attractions were more fun and less time-consuming, then we set off again. We stopped at the "Eternal Spring Temple" to take a short break. Unfortunately, the road leading to the Eternal Spring Temple was under construction, so we just looked at the waterfall and took some photos from below. Go a little further in and you will reach the "Swallow's Mouth". There are many small holes on the large rock wall, and many swallows build their nests on them. It is really spectacular to see many swallows flying back and forth in the narrow valley! At noon, we went to "Green Water" to have a simple meal to fill our stomachs. In the afternoon, we turned back to "Jiuqu Cave" for a walk. Xiaoqing and Siwen walked not far ahead of us, and Peirong and I walked behind them. Xiaoqing and Siwen seemed to be acting strange along the way, but Peirong asked me not to ask too much. After all, it was someone else's family affair, and we had no right to interfere. Peirong seemed unaffected by Xiaoqing and Siwen's affairs. She was admiring the ingenious workmanship of nature and the landscape it had created. She even pulled me to look at it and said, "Look, this is a carp leaping over the dragon gate! Does that stone look like a fish? It really looks like one, doesn't it?" While I was looking at the scenery, I also paid attention to Xiaoqing and the others. We walked back and forth for almost an hour. It was getting dark, and we stayed at an activity center near "Tianxiang". We originally booked a room for Xiaoqing and Siwen, and another for Peirong and me. After Xiaoqing took down her luggage, she was talking to Siwen beside the car. After a while, Siwen impatiently stepped on the accelerator and drove away without paying any attention to Xiaoqing, leaving Xiaoqing was alone, and we asked her what was wrong. She said that actually Siwen didn’t really want to come, but was forced to come by her, so he was a little unhappy and wanted to go back first... She said, "I'm sorry! I made you laugh." Then she took the luggage to the room and put it there, which made Peirong and I feel a little embarrassed. After I put my luggage away, I went to knock on Xiaoqing's door. I could hear her sobbing as she said: "Who is it?" I said, "It's me, Xiguang." Xiaoqing came to open the door after a while. I guess she was probably in a hurry to wipe away the tears from her face! I asked her, "Are you okay?" She pretended to be calm and said, "I am fine." I comforted her and said, "Don't take it too seriously. Maybe he really doesn't want to come! We won't mind." She said quietly, "You don't know, actually Siwen and I have broken up several times because of arguments. Although I am angry, I really can't live without him because he is the one I really like, and I really can't bear to leave him." She seemed to have spoken to the heart of my heart. I feel the same way about Xiaoqing! I hugged her, comforted her, and let her cry as much as she wanted, just like before. I know that Siwen is the only one in her heart, but I just can't stop caring about her. Peirong pushed the door open and walked in, pretending not to see me holding Xiaoqing. Xiaoqing quickly pushed me away and wiped her tears. Peirong said, "Big Watermelon, go take a shower first! Otherwise we would have to scramble to wash it later. " I didn't know Peirong wanted to get rid of me on purpose, so I said, "Okay! Then I'll go back first," leaving them alone. Peirong suggested to Xiaoqing, "We haven't seen each other for a long time, let's go out for a walk!" Walking under the empty sky, Xiaoqing said to Peirong, "Don't misunderstand what happened just now. I was in a bad mood, and Xiguang..." Peirong stopped her and said, "I know. Just tell me honestly, how do you feel about Xiguang?" Xiaoqing said doubtfully, "I have always regarded him as just a good friend." Peirong said, "Then don't you know that he has always liked you?" Xiaoqing said in surprise: "Really? Stop joking! Will he like me?" and laughed. Peirong asked, "Do you really not know or are you pretending not to know? Do you really not feel his dedication to you?" Peirong went on to say, "When you were in school, you often treated him as your errand boy. You asked him to go shopping or take you there. Did he ever say 'no'? If he didn't like you, that man would be so temperless and let you order him around. " Xiaoqing said: "I once asked him if it would be too much trouble for him, and he always said that he was willing to do it and it was just a small matter for him." Peirong said, "Do you remember when you were dating and in love with senior Siwen, every time our group had to hand in a report or assignment, you asked him to do the part you were responsible for. Do you know how unfair this was to him?" When you are happily going out to have fun with your senior, he has to look up a lot of information and type in the library. After finishing his part, he has to do yours, often working until the middle of the night. Sometimes he doesn't even sleep. Otherwise, how could your report be neatly placed on your desk when you arrive in class the next morning! Just because he likes you and has a crush on you, he won't refuse any of your requests. Do you know this? Xiaoqing said, "But...but...I asked him if it would be too much trouble for him to do this every time. He said he just did it out of convenience! Besides, wasn't he helping me for the breakfast the next day?" Peirong said, "Of course he would say it in a relaxed way, saying it was just by chance, just right, not much, just a little, it's okay. In fact, he just wants to make you feel better and not feel too guilty, so he said that. Asking you for breakfast is also for the same reason. He wants you to misunderstand him so that you won't feel bad for him. Do you understand?" Peirong said helplessly, "Xiaoqing, actually I couldn't help but hint to you several times, but he always stopped me. Do you remember when you accidentally got pregnant in your senior year? After you told him, he acted strangely for several days. Didn't you notice it?" Xiaoqing said, "I was so nervous at that time that I didn't know what to do, so how could I pay attention to him?" Peirong looked at Xiaoqing earnestly and said, "Then you probably don't know that the money you used to have the abortion wasn't his own at all?" Xiaoqing said, "But he said it was his money?" Peirong said, "He had used all his money to buy a new motorcycle! He also had a quarrel with his family at that time and didn't dare to go back and ask for money. In the end, he borrowed the money from several classmates. He was afraid that you would refuse his help after knowing it, so he lied to you that the money was his own." Xiao Qing frowned and said, "I really don't know these things. If you hadn't told me now, I think I would still be kept in the dark." Peirong continued, "Later, one night when I went to a convenience store near the school to buy something, I found out that in order to pay off the money he borrowed earlier, he secretly worked the night shift at the convenience store. It took him two months to pay off the money. He also asked me not to let you know about this." Xiaoqing said: "Why didn't he tell me?" Peirong smiled bitterly and said, "Because he really likes you and is thinking about you in every way. He doesn't want you to worry about him." Xiaoqing sighed and said, "He is so stupid and foolish!" Peirong said, "Xiaoqing, do you remember what Siwen said to you when you told him you were pregnant?" What? He can't come back and you have to figure it out on your own. Is this what a man should say? Isn’t it his business if his girlfriend’s belly is getting bigger? Did you raise it by yourself? Can't you see that Siwen is simply avoiding facts and responsibilities? After you have resolved all your problems, he will come back and reconcile with you easily with just a few words. Think about it, Xiguang is neither your boyfriend nor did he make you pregnant. Have you ever thought about why he would take on such a responsibility and try his best to help and take care of you? Xiaoqing shook her head in disbelief: "I just thought he regarded me as a good friend." Peirong said: "But every time you quarreled with Siwen, or felt emotionally frustrated or hurt, you went to him to complain, treating his chest as your safe haven, allowing him to temporarily comfort and mend your damaged heart. When you recovered, you set sail and continued to adventure in the sea of love. Only when you were hurt again did you think of him again." Don't you think this is a very cruel act to someone who likes and loves you? Sometimes even I am jealous of you. You are lucky enough to have someone who truly likes you and loves you and waits for you silently. I don’t know whether to say you are “ignorant” or “selfish”? Honestly, I think he is still waiting for you. If you never liked him from the beginning to the end, maybe you should talk it out with him. If you feel that Xi Guang is more suitable for you now, you should give him some response! Don't let him wait foolishly. I have said all that needs to be said. You should think carefully about how to resolve the issue between you two. I will go back first. After turning around, Peirong pretended to be strong and raised her head, trying hard not to let the tears in her eyes fall down. She thought to herself: "Damn these tears! I must not let them fall down at this moment and reveal the secret that she has hidden in her heart for a long time." Xiaoqing called her from behind, and Peirong turned around and said, "Anything else?" Xiaoqing said with gratitude in her eyes, "Peirong, thank you!" Peirong gave her a smile and walked towards the parking lot. After closing the car door, she wondered if her behavior could be considered as "a silkworm may not stop spinning silk until it dies, a candle may not stop shedding tears until it is burned down to ashes." It should be a joy to make the person you like and love happy, but why does her heart only feel pain? ? ? Now she just wanted to lie on the steering wheel and have a good cry. After ordering a cappuccino, Xiaoqing sat at an outdoor cafe, calming her messy thoughts and thinking back to her acquaintances with Siwen and Xiguang, the two most important men in her life. It was time for her to make a decision! But Siwen, who is handsome, passionate and attractive to her, and Xiguang, who is sincere, touching and trustworthy, both make it difficult for her to make a decision. How great it would be if one could be her lover and the other could be her confidant! Why is God so unfair to let her make such a cruel decision? After taking a shower, I turned on the TV out of boredom and heard the door open. I thought it was Peirong coming back, but it turned out to be Xiaoqing! I asked her what was wrong? She said, "She just talked to Peirong about a lot of things she never knew." I asked her, "What's the matter?" She said with a sad look, "It's about you." Now it’s my turn to get nervous. I wonder what Peirong said to Xiaoqing? I asked her nervously, "What did Peirong say?" Xiaoqing said, "You don't have to hide it from me anymore. I already know everything about how much you like me and how much you've done for me." At this moment, I couldn't say anything to deny or refute her and could only wait quietly for her answer. Xiaoqing said, "I've thought about it for a long time, Xiguang, I'm very grateful for how good you are to me! But gratitude and love can't be equated. I didn't like you before, and I won't fall in love with you in the future, because there is only Siwen in my heart. Even if he treats me badly, I still choose him. I think you should understand this feeling. You deserve a better woman to love you and own you, but that person is definitely not me! Stop investing unnecessary emotions in me, it won't bring any rewards! I am grateful for everything you have done for me, but I am sorry that I cannot repay you with affection, so please forget me and let yourself go! "sorry! Hope light. She walked out so quietly, as if taking away a part of my soul. I sat powerlessly on the edge of the bed, unable to believe that the words just now were really spoken by Xiaoqing! As the night deepened, I stood on the small suspension bridge leading to Puguang Temple. The cold night wind made the suspension bridge sway. Glenn Frey's soulful singing came from a distance, deeply touching my broken heart at that moment. The One You Love I know you need a friend Someone you can talk to Who will understand what youre going through When it comes to love There's no easy answer Only you can say what you're gonna do I heard you on the phone You took his number Said you were alone that you called him soon Isn't he the guy The guy who left you crying Isnt he the one who made you blue When you remember those nights in his arms You know you've gotta make up your mind Chorus Are you gonna stay with the one who loves you Or are you going back to the one you love Someones gonna cry when they know that may lost you Someone's gonna thank the stars above What you gonna say when he comes over There’s no easy way to see this through All the broken dreams All the disappointments Oh girl, what you gonna do Your heart keeps saying its just not fair But still you've gotta make up your mind Back to chorus Just like the song says (Will you stay in the arms of the one who loves you, or return to the one you love? No matter what your choice is, there will always be someone who cries because he knows he will lose you, and someone who will thank the stars for their favor.) I think I should be the one crying bitterly! It’s been eight years. Before I knew it, it has been eight years since I met Xiaoqing. The love hidden in my heart and all the efforts I have made are empty in the end, with nothing left! Peirong saw me walk out of the car just now, and she quickly followed me. She said, "Big Watermelon, what's wrong with you?" I wiped away a tear from the corner of my eye and said, "Xiao Qing has clearly rejected me just now." Peirong blamed herself and said, "It's all my fault for being impulsive. I wanted to help you, but I didn't expect things to turn out like this. I'm sorry! It's all my fault." I said, "I don't blame you! I was just deceiving myself. I didn't cry until I saw the coffin." Maybe I should also thank you for making me see all this clearly and letting me know that I am behaving like an idiot. I put my hands on the cable and changed my position to lean on it to save energy. I had been standing here for a long time and my feet were a little sore. Peirong thought I was going to jump into the river to commit suicide. She yelled, "Big Watermelon, don't do something stupid! It's not worth it!" I chuckled in my mind: "She has such a vivid imagination!" However, I was in a bad mood at the moment and had the idea of bullying her, so I simply said casually, "Everything is over, Xiaoqing doesn't need me anymore, it seems there is no meaning for me to live!" and pretended to grab the rope to step over. Peirong said anxiously, "Big Watermelon, no! Although Xiaoqing doesn't want you, there are still people who need you. Come down quickly and don't do anything stupid!" I used the lines I learned from the play Du Li: "It's all a lie! Don't lie to me anymore! Don't bother me anymore!" Peirong said, "I didn't lie to you. Maybe Xiaoqing doesn't care about you, but at least you still have me! I...I...I like you!" As she was talking, she was so anxious that she started to cry. I couldn't help but admire that her acting skills were even better than mine. It seemed that it was a great loss that we didn't invite her to join our university's drama troupe. Later, when she saw that she couldn't stop me, she said sternly, "Okay! If you jump, I'll jump after you!" Seeing her determined look, my scalp started to tingle. It was about two hundred meters from the suspension bridge to the valley below. Oh, Dad! There were huge and rugged rocks all below. If I really jumped down, even if I survived, I would probably be disabled for life. When I thought that my death would look like the Indian flatbread on the iron plate at the night market, a chill rose in my heart. What she said just now reminded me of the dialogue in the movie "Titanic": "You jump, I jump" Her expression really made me think she was the heroine: Kate Winslet "Rong", and she mistook me for Leonardo DiCaprio. Dicapri's "light" made me unable to hold back any longer and I burst out laughing on the spot! She realized that I had been playing a prank on her from the beginning to the end, and she was so angry that she raised her knife and said, "You idiot! I was trying to comfort you, but I didn't expect you to play a joke on me. Do you want to die?" I teased her, "Didn't you just say you like me!" She said, "I...I just wanted to comfort you!" If you don't want to die, then let me help you. Women really change their faces like turning over pages of a book. Seeing her chasing me with gritted teeth, it seemed like she really wanted to push me off the bridge. If I didn't run away, I might really lose my life! Along the way, I kept hearing: "You big watermelon, don't go!" "Help! Crazy girl, you've been in prison for eighteen years!" "Don't let me catch you, or I'll chop you to death, big watermelon...!" After chasing her from the shaky suspension bridge to the Zhihui Bridge, I was really out of breath. I stopped playing. In the dim night, she didn't expect me to stop. She bumped into my chest hard. I hugged her with both hands to prevent her from falling. She leaned on my chest to rest, panting. We were so close that we could feel each other's heartbeats. Why was there a familiar smell in the heat emanating from her body? But I must have smelled it before, but I can't remember where? Where is it? ? ? After a while, she gently pushed me away and leaned against the railing, wondering what she was thinking about. She suddenly said, "Do you remember that time when our class went out for a night out to watch a meteor shower, but we didn't see many meteors, and a lot of people came back with the flu?" I said, "Yes! That was really unforgettable! It's a pity that such beautiful stars can only be seen at night." Peirong looked at the starry sky and said, "You are wrong. In fact, the stars are always in the sky, but they are covered by the sun's light. When the sun sets and night falls, the faint twinkling light will make people notice the existence of the stars. When the sun rises again, the stars disappear." I praised her: "I didn't expect our eldest daughter knows so much!" She murmured to herself, "In your heart, Xiaoqing will always be the dazzling sun, and I am just the dispensable star." I asked her, "What did you say in the last sentence? I didn't hear it clearly. What about the sun and the stars?" She came to her senses and said hurriedly, "Nothing! It's getting late, we should go back!" Peirong deliberately walked behind, trying hard to remember this silly man who had left a deep impression on her. At this time, a light drizzle was falling from the sky. Under the orange-yellow street lights, she froze the man's back deep in her memory. That night, I tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep, feeling disappointed and self-destructive. Peirong, who was beside him, had not yet fallen asleep. She said, "You must be feeling very sad right now, right?" I was not in the mood to pay attention to her. After a while, when she saw that I ignored her, she became silent. I thought she was asleep, but suddenly she covered my lips with her hot and wet lips. I was scared by her sudden action! I pushed her away with a little force. What are you doing? She said, "I just want to comfort you! This will make you feel better!" The remaining rationality in my heart wanted to say, "This is not right." But she didn't give me the chance to speak, and then she stopped me with her lips, as if there was no need for any extra words at this moment, just follow your feelings. I had lost my usual rationality and only wanted to escape the psychological pain through physical release. I was easily led into the forbidden land of lust by her. Her lips fell on my body like fine raindrops. I untied her white bathrobe, and her round breasts popped out. Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment. Her long silky hair hung to her ears, highlighting her beauty. Facing her shyness and gentleness at this moment, I felt confused, and I had the urge to explore her and possess her. I savored her sweet lips, letting our tongues intersect in our mouths. I stroked her soft and white breasts with one hand and her thighs with the other. She quietly enjoyed the pleasant foreplay, and from time to time a soft cry came from her throat: "Oh...oh...so beautiful...oh". When I kissed her pink nipples, she seemed to be shocked. I kept kneading her breasts. I felt her reaction was more intense than before. It turned out that her nipples were her sensitive areas. I was not in a hurry to attack, but just lightly touched her areola from the outside, causing her to moan sadly: “Oh…oh…it’s itchy…don’t…oh…oh…it’s itchy there…oh…” My kiss was like unpredictable rain, sliding down her breasts to her flat belly, then falling to her waist, and then falling on the inside of her thighs, gently teasing her sensitive nerves all over her body, "No... there... oh... it's itchy... oh... No... there... oh... oh..." My warm big hands covered her already wet and bulging hillock. I was not in a hurry to take off her panties, but just teased her up and down along the slippery little groove, sometimes increasing the force, sometimes with a little rotation. She closed her eyes tightly and enjoyed the different waves of stimulation like the tide. When she was lost in the pleasure, I gently took off her last defense. Revealing a small tuft of her sparse pubic hair, she appeared naked and perfect in front of me. I slightly opened her slender legs, buried my head in her forbidden area, and brought her the most direct shock with my kiss and tongue. She couldn't stand this strong stimulation, and even her body began to twist left and right. "Oh... no... oh... I can't stand it there... oh... oh... no..." “Oh… there… too fast… oh… no… oh… slow down… oh…” My tongue brushed back and forth gently on her slightly wet labia minora, picking up strands of love juice, and my lips gently sucked her clitoris that was enlarged due to excitement. The sensitive clitoris endured the pleasure of sucking and pulling. The tip of my tongue slowly pushed into her vagina, gently pushing her vagina open again and again. The direct touch of my tongue made her ecstasy! This trio of torture made her unable to help but grasp the bed sheets tightly with both hands, and her legs opened and closed involuntarily trembling. "Oh... it's itchy... oh... I don't want it... oh... there... you can't do this..." "My pussy can't take it... oh... no... it's too deep... it feels so good... oh..." I took off the only boxer shorts on my body, revealing my masculine symbol, which was already bulging with veins and raising its head. She said a little scared, "It seems to have grown a little bigger!" I didn't hear the secret revealed in her words. I was only thinking about possessing her. I let her ride on me. She held the penis lightly and sat down slowly. The penis gradually sank into her vagina. At this time, she slowly pushed the penis into her vagina. Her vagina was slowly stretched by my penis. After about half of it was pushed in, she grabbed my hand and said, "It hurts a little!" I slowly thrust the half-inserted penis into her vagina. After a while, she felt that it should be ready, and she lowered her waist and squeezed the entire penis in. Then I realized that her vagina was not very long. She held my hands and gently thrust in and out. She closed her eyes tightly and kept moaning. She seemed to like this feeling very much. "Hmm... Hmm... It feels so good... Oh... It's hitting the spot... Oh... Hmm... Yours is so big... Oh..." I held her waist with one hand and rubbed her soft breasts with the other, moving in accordance with her rhythm. She started by moving up and down slowly, and gradually increased the speed. In order to make her more excited, I pulled her upper body down so that I could kiss her. We kissed with my tongue and kissed her sensitive earlobe from time to time. I put my hands on her waist and pushed her body down hard, gradually increasing the speed. She began to feel a little overwhelmed. "Oh... so fast... oh... my pussy... can't take it... oh... oh..." “Oh…slow down…oh…it’s too fast…please…oh…slow down…oh…” Her expression looked a bit like she was begging. I ignored her pleas and used both hands to press her waist down to the bottom, letting her pussy be pushed to the bottom by the penis, and then quickly pulling it out, repeating this intense action. Not long after, I felt her vagina begin to tighten strongly. I thrust in and out of her pussy even faster, and she began to moan loudly, "No...oh...oh...too fast...oh...oh..." “I can’t handle this…oh…oh…I’m going to come out…oh…oh…no…I’m going to come out…” “Well… please… go slower… I can’t take it anymore… oh… oh… oh… it’s coming…” She hugged me tightly, and I felt her vagina suddenly spasm. She whispered in my ear, "Xiguang, I really can't take it anymore! Ah~" A stream of hot liquid rushed into her vagina, and she had reached orgasm! She lay on top of me, panting fiercely, her vagina still contracting violently, I laid her down flat, I pulled my penis out of her vagina, and it was covered with her translucent and slightly white wet love fluid! She turned her head away, panting, embarrassed to look at her lewd masterpiece. I forced my penis covered with love juice into her mouth and asked her to lick it clean. At this time, I felt like I had conquered her, which made me even more excited. I forced her slender legs apart, gently pressed my penis against the entrance of her vagina, rubbed it back and forth, moistened my hard glans with her love fluid, and on the one hand teased her sexual desire and brought her sexual desire to its highest point. Her love juice flowed out like rain outside the window, wetting even the pubic hair around her pussy. I inserted my penis into her vagina again. Her vagina was still contracting after her orgasm. It felt wet and hot inside and it was so comfortable! This time I thrust it all the way in, and the feeling of going all the way in made her feel like she was soaring into the sky. "Oh... so good... oh... your penis is so hard... oh... it feels so... good... oh... oh..." "Oh... it feels so thick... oh... don't stop... oh... it feels so good... oh..." While I was rubbing her breasts, I was kissing her snow-white neck. Soon, her surging desire was aroused by me again. I worked hard to fuck her tight and narrow pussy. I spread her snow-white legs as wide as possible and penetrated her pussy at an almost vertical angle. Every time I went down, the root of the penis would hit her pubic bone. She couldn't stand this strong stimulation! “Oh…it’s too deep…oh…no…it hurts…oh…it hurts…oh…ah…” “It’s too deep…oh…hmm…it feels so good…hmm…go slower…oh…ah…I’m going to be so happy…oh…” "Ah... it's hitting... my cervix... ah... it's too stimulating... don't... don't... oh... it's too deep..." Seeing Peirong's reaction made me even more excited. My penis went in and out of her pussy more vigorously. Each time it went in and out, it brought out the thick love fluid in Peirong's vagina. But the love fluid in her little pussy seemed to be inexhaustible. “Oh… too fast… oh… my pussy… oh… it’s almost being fucked over… no more… oh…” “Mm…mmm…please…go slower…I…mmm…I can’t handle it…oh…” “Oh… stop doing that… I’m so happy… oh… it feels so good… oh… you’re so bad…” “You’re almost killing me… Oh… No… I’m about to come… Oh… Oh… I can’t take it anymore… I can’t take it anymore…” I said, "Peirong, I can't take it anymore...your pussy is so tight...oh...I can't take it anymore..." Peirong hugged me tightly and said, "Oh... today is the safe period... you can cum inside me... oh... hurry up... I want to cum too..." I moaned, "Peirong... I'm going to cum... I'm going to fill your pussy with my semen... ah..." “Xi Guang… I can’t take it anymore… Oh… Oh… I’m going to lose it… Oh… Oh… I’m going to lose it… I’m going to lose it… Ah~ah” Peirong’s legs were wrapped around my waist, and at the critical moment I pushed hard, and she finally reached her second climax. I also shot my thick and hot semen into Xiaorong’s violently contracting vagina, which made her scream from time to time. She and I were tiredly entangled together, and only the drizzle outside the window continued to fall... Early in the morning, I woke up to the sounds of birds singing and flowing water in nature. All the fatigue from yesterday was swept away, and I felt so relaxed. Seeing Peirong sleeping soundly beside me, I remembered last night...ah! Oh my god! How could that be? How could I be so foolish as to have sex with Peirong, my classmate for four years, last night? Having crossed the line of friendship, how should I face her in the future? A bunch of question marks and regrets made my good mood in the morning sink to the bottom again. Seeing that it was almost time to leave, I went to knock on Xiaoqing's door. After a long time, there was still no response. I opened the door and went in. The room was empty except for a message on the dressing mirror: "When you see this note, I have already asked Siwen to pick me up. I am very sorry for hurting you. I hope you can accept my deepest blessings. Xiaoqing" After reading her message, I couldn't help but feel relieved. After all, it was all my wishful thinking from the beginning to the end, and I couldn't blame anyone else for it. Peirong also got up and came over to see what happened. I quickly showed her the note, saying that Xiaoqing had been taken back by Siwen. I asked her, "What should we do now that it's just the two of us? Should we go back?" Peirong said, "Since we are here, why don't we just continue with the itinerary!" I said, "Okay! It seems that this is the only way!" At the same time, I was still thinking about the stupid things I did last night. Why could Peirong act as if nothing had happened? After breakfast at the activity center, Peirong bought a bag of pigeon feed before leaving, and started feeding the pigeons in the open space of the activity center. In the fresh morning, she squatted on the ground, spread the feed all over the ground, and held the feed in one hand for the pigeons to peck at her hand. A large group of pigeons surrounded her, and she was as happy as a little girl, which was completely different from the impression she had given me for a long time! Afterwards we went for a walk in the "Plum Garden", where there were a large area of blooming plum blossoms, pink and white, with many green plums on the branches. Peirong happily walked among the flowers and asked me to take a picture for her. Even when I was in school, I had never seen such an innocent side of her. When we got in the car, I couldn't help but speak up, "It was my fault last night. I apologize and I will take responsibility." she Looking ahead expressionlessly, he said in a nonchalant tone, "You and I are both adults. Just treat last night's encounter as an accident. Don't feel responsible for it, or I will hate you forever. If everyone thinks like you, and is responsible after having sex, then where will the men who are responsible for me come from?" I could only say dejectedly, "Oh!" I was also surprised that her thoughts had changed so much after not seeing her for four years! I have been with so many men. The guilt in my heart has been reduced a lot, and I feel much better! Maybe because she talked it out, I don't feel as much pressure and guilt towards her as before. We arrived at the "Wenshan Hot Spring" and walked down a long flight of stairs before reaching the hot spring at the bottom of the valley. At this time, we didn't even need to soak in it, our bodies were already sweating from the heat. I changed into swimming trunks and Peirong changed into swimsuit and sat by the pool to soak in the morning soup. Because it was early in the morning, there were not many people there, only some old men and women. Looking up, we saw a large area of lush forest and the gurgling river next to it, which really made us feel much more cheerful. I tried to speak naturally: "When did you start growing your hair long? Remember you always had short hair before?" I asked her tentatively, "You didn't grow your hair long for me, did you?" She hurriedly denied it and said, "No! Don't guess!" Then she closed her eyes and ignored me. I noticed that many men would sneak a peek at her from time to time. Is she really special? While she closed her eyes while soaking in the hot spring, I secretly observed her from the side. Her long hair was probably thinned, and it was even blacker and smoother than when she was in college. She had long and curled eyelashes, eyes that seemed to be able to speak, a pointed and small nose, plump, sexy and slightly upturned thin lips, and fair and elastic skin. Her blue swimsuit tightly wrapped her 32C breasts, which was a very standard figure by ordinary people's standards. Her slender and well-proportioned white legs had no flaws. In terms of appearance, she was also a beauty, although she was not very tall. Actually, she is not bad looking, but before, my mind was only focused on Xiaoqing's pretty figure, and I didn't pay much attention to the spirit behind her. I didn't expect that she had changed so much in four years! As if she felt my gaze on her, she slowly opened her eyes and asked me, "Is there something on my face?" I quickly said, "No!" and turned my head to look elsewhere guiltily. After we came out of the bath and changed into clean clothes, I held her hand and walked up the wet wooden stairs to prevent her from slipping. She changed into a light outfit, a low-cut white spaghetti-strap top, a pair of blue jeans, and a large bath towel on her shoulders to keep warm! Because the stairs were a bit narrow and people kept coming down from time to time, we could only go up one after the other. It was easier to go down than to go up because the stairs were very long and I had to look back often to see if she could still climb up. As a result, one time when I turned around, I happened to look into her low-cut neckline, and accidentally saw her half-cup bra and round breasts. I saw it clearly. Although I had seen every inch of her skin last night, I still felt embarrassed and my face turned red! When we got in the car, she asked me with concern, "What's wrong with you? Are you hot? Your face is so red, do you want to turn on the air conditioner?" I said awkwardly, "Okay! It's really hot after climbing all the way up, so I'd better turn on the air conditioner." If she saw what was going on in my mind, I think she would kick me into the valley. While I was driving, she took out a bottle of essential oil from her bag to moisturize my dry skin. While I was driving, my mind was still thinking about the passionate scenes with her last night. When the familiar rose scent on her body floated into my mind, I suddenly remembered where I had smelled this scent! It was in my dream on the day of graduation, and this discovery made me feel like I was struck by lightning! Why did she have the same mole on the same position on her chest last night as the woman I saw in my dream? Isn’t all this... a dream! But it's real! ! ! So...that day on graduation night, I really did... When the car was about to leave Taroko National Park, we saw a river under a bridge that was a translucent royal blue like sapphire. Peirong said she wanted to go down and play in the water, so I stopped. Although the sun was shining brightly overhead, soaking my feet in the cold river water would make my whole body shiver within ten minutes. Peirong, with her long flowing hair hanging down, was concentrating on picking up her favorite pebbles in the reflection of the river water. She looked very happy, but I was not in the same good mood as her at the moment. I could not believe this fact. I kept wondering why she had sex with me on graduation night? Did she like me then? Impossible, I don't feel anything at all! What’s more, she also knows that I like Xiaoqing? When we arrived at the outskirts of Hualien, there were many rapeseed fields and a large sea of yellow flowers. Peirong happily pulled me and asked me to take some beautiful photos with her. After entering the city, we also tried the famous Hualien dumplings and Zengji mochi. As dusk approached, we found a B&B near Qixingtan and put our luggage there. We arrived at a restaurant facing the sea, ordered charcoal-grilled lamb ribs and enjoyed a sumptuous dinner. After the meal, we had a plate of goat's milk cheesecake and goat's milk coffee. The romantic lights reflected the afterglow of the sunset, and it felt so wonderful! After the meal, Peirong asked me to accompany her for a walk on the beach covered with shell sand. That romantic situation made us hold hands naturally without any reason, smile at each other tacitly, and quietly let each other's heartbeats communicate with each other in the palms, until the fiery red sunset reluctantly sank into the horizon. Peirong and I sat on the stone steps and talked until the dark night quietly rose to the sky. I took off my big coat and covered our heads, and we huddled together! Looking at the sky full of sparkling stars, accompanied by the gentle sound of the waves, her silvery laughter and my hearty laughter could be heard from under my coat from time to time. We were in high spirits and started playing sausage fighting with the street vendors. At first, she said she didn't know how to do it, so I demonstrated it to her. Later, she played a few times and I was stunned watching her! In the end, she and I won a great victory. We walked back to the B&B with two sausages each. I deliberately kept a distance from her. She felt very strange and asked me what was wrong? I said, "The way you beat the sausage just now was so ferocious that even a grown man like me would be scared." I even imitated her rolling up her sleeves and yelling while making sausages: "Eighteen!" Because she had both hands full of sausages, she had no free hands to hit me, so she could only chase me and try to kick me, shouting, "How dare you make fun of me!" But the girl ran slower, and she couldn't catch up with me. I kept yelling, "Your legs are so long! They're so long that I can't catch up with you." She was so angry that she stopped talking and gave up pursuing me. I thought she was really angry, so I walked over to her and wanted to apologize to her, but she suddenly kicked me and laughed happily: "Ha! Ha! Ha! Stupid watermelon, you were fooled by me, you are so stupid!" I was thinking how to punish her? I don’t know where the impulse came from, but I kissed her on the spot! About five seconds later, I left her lips reluctantly. Her face flushed and she looked confused, obviously still in shock. I was also surprised that I would do something so off track. I hugged her tightly with my arms so that she could not escape or break free. I asked her gently, "You were the one who sent me home on graduation night, weren't you?" She said a little guilty and hesitantly: "No!" Who said, "She likes me" on the suspension bridge last night? She defended herself by saying, "I just said it casually because I wanted to comfort you in a hurry." Who said last night: "In your heart, Xiaoqing will always be the dazzling sun, and I am just the dispensable star." She didn't expect that I could hear this sentence clearly. She turned her head away guiltily, not daring to look me in the eye. I continued, and the passionate and wild woman on the night of graduation should be you, right? She said, "No!" I said, "Don't lie to me, I remember the special scent on your body and the sexy mole on your left breast." I felt her body tremble, and she slowly turned her head and said, "Now that you know, I don't have to hide it anymore!" She broke free from my hands, turned her back to me and said, "That's because I hated you so much before. Why was it that in your eyes there was only Xiaoqing and you didn't care about me at all? This made me feel uncomfortable as someone who had been pampered since childhood. But...but seeing what you had done for Xiaoqing, I was moved by you unconsciously, even though I often said that I hated you and even deliberately went against you. In fact, I have fallen deeply in love with you. I often think that if there is a man who can treat me like this, I will throw myself into his arms without hesitation. I like spending time with you, so I will find excuses to see you and talk to you when you are working. On the night of graduation, you said you were going to confess your love to Xiaoqing. I was very sad so I drank a few more glasses. Later, when I saw you were drunk, I called a taxi to take you back to your residence. I stayed there to take care of you because I was worried about you. Although I knew clearly that you liked Xiaoqing, I just liked you. I was probably drunk that night, and thinking that I would never see you again, I impulsively wanted to leave a good memory, and I couldn't help but have sex with you. Now you know everything, you can laugh if you want! But it doesn’t matter anymore, because I don’t like you anymore! After saying that, she walked back to the car with a look of shame and hurt on her face. The rain was getting heavier, so I followed her. It's strange to hear that a girl once liked you so much! For a moment I didn't know what to say to comfort her. But why did I start to care about what she said: "Because I don't like you anymore!" It rained heavily all night, and even going shopping was a hassle. I could only pass the time by flipping through TV channels out of boredom. Peirong hid in the warm bed early, and I could feel that she was deliberately ignoring me. The situation that just happened was so awkward that neither of them could fall asleep smoothly. The next morning, when I woke up and opened the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, I found that the heavy rain from last night had disappeared, leaving only a drizzle. I realized that Peirong had disappeared long ago, and I hurriedly looked for her everywhere. Later, I found her on the stone steps at the beach last night. Looking at her back, wearing a coat and hugging her legs, looking at the sea, I suddenly wanted to protect her and take care of her. I was shocked by my own thoughts. Could it be that I have fallen in love with her? Or is it because I had sex with her before, so I want to be responsible for her? I myself can't figure out what's going on. I kindly asked her, "Why did you come here so early in the morning? It's still raining. You'll catch a cold." She ignored me, stood up and said, "I want to go home." It seems that she is still angry. Women's minds are unpredictable. It is impossible to guess what she is thinking. What are you angry about? After checking out, we were on our way home. Getting up early and driving on the winding mountain road had made her so tired that she fell asleep in the front seat next to me. Looking at her sleeping peacefully, I actually felt a sense of satisfaction! As I was driving, the stuffy air in the car and the blurred vision in the rain made me feel a little sleepy. I remembered that there seemed to be some refreshing oil in her small bag, so I drove with one hand and groped in her bag with the other hand, but I couldn't find any refreshing oil, but instead I kept feeling a furry thing. What exactly did she put in her bag? I took out the furry thing from her bag with one hand, and it turned out to be the white little rabbit that I gave her at the last class reunion. I didn't expect that she valued it so much and still carried it with her! I just gave it to her on a whim at that time, wanting to get rid of her. It was just a cheap little doll, but she... Now I feel mixed emotions and a little touched. She is such a silly girl! I also feel a little guilty! If she doesn't like me anymore, why would she still keep the things I gave her with her? The only explanation I can think of is: "She still likes me!" At this moment, I realized that she had lied to me yesterday! I don't know how long it took, but when the car was about to reach my residence, Peirong woke up, and we let time pass by bit by bit in silence. Before getting off the car, I said to her, "Thank you! Goodbye! Be careful on your way!" But she still didn't plan to speak. Forget it, it would be superfluous to say anything now. I was exhausted physically and mentally and just wanted to have a good sleep. After closing the car door, I left without looking back. I could see that she looked a little sad and reluctant. I suddenly felt that "perhaps a lot of love in a person's life is lost under this inexplicable restraint. Perhaps imperfect and regretful love can make people unforgettable and never forget it!" It’s over! I forgot to tell her about that. I didn't think she would find out so soon! An hour later, she called me in a bad tone and asked me, "Where is the little bunny I put in my bag?" Unexpectedly, she found out after all. I told her, "I didn't take it." She said angrily, "You're lying. I saw it before I came back from Hualien. You must have taken it." She said angrily and sadly, "You gave it to me, so it's mine. I don't care. If you want to give it back to me, I'll go get it right now!" I said to her, "It's really not here with me, I swear." She burst into tears: "How could you do this? That one is really cute and you gave it to me." I thought she was even cuter than that little bunny on the other end of the phone! I didn't expect that a 23-year-old woman would cry so hard for a little rag doll. As a result, she kept cursing me on the other end of the phone, and later she was so angry that she hung up on me. I suddenly felt that she was so cute and innocent, and before I knew it, I wanted to be with her. A few days later it was Valentine's Day. I asked a classmate for her home address in advance, drove to find her, rang the doorbell, and when she got out of the house she was a little happy to see me, but also a little angry and said, "You idiot, you lied to me that day!" I said, "What's wrong?" She said angrily, "You clearly put it in the front seat storage box!" I said, "It's good that you found it!" She asked puzzledly, "But why is there another one next to it?" cough! cough! I...I...I felt that that one was very pitiful, so I found another one to keep it company, so that it wouldn't have to spend Valentine's Day alone. She probably understood what I meant! She smiled smugly and said, "Are you hinting to me that you will probably be alone on Valentine's Day today and you want me to spend it with you, right?" Although I had this idea in my mind, I still wanted to tease her! I played dumb and said, "I think you are hinting at me, right?" She said angrily, "No way! It's obviously you who want me to spend time with you. That's what you think!" She said confidently, "I know you like me." I denied it and said, "I don't like you." She said coquettishly, "You are a boy anyway, you won't die if you admit it occasionally, right?" I said shamelessly, “Why should I admit it?” She said angrily, "Why don't you admit that you have fallen in love with me without realizing it?" I said: "Why should I admit that I have fallen in love with you unknowingly? 』 She was so anxious that she almost cried and said, "You...you...why don't you admit that you...you..." After a while, she finally understood what I meant. She laughed happily, "You admitted it! You finally admitted it!" I pretended to be reluctant and said, "Okay! Okay! Xiaorong, I admit that I have fallen in love with you." to satisfy her girl's humility. She asked me doubtfully and unsurely, "But are you sure you like me and not Xiaoqing?" In the past few days after I came back, I thought seriously: "Sometimes, when you love someone for too long, that love has already deteriorated and turned into a stubborn and unyielding mentality." I also know that I was just rejected by Xiaoqing, so I can't be sure that I really like you? Or do you just want to seek temporary comfort from you? So I couldn’t give you an answer that day in Hualien, because it was unfair to both you and me! I don't want to hurt you out of impulse or responsibility. Later I figured it out: [Instead of pursuing an unattainable illusion, it is better to grasp the real happiness around you. 】 It is undeniable that after spending these few days together, I am not without feelings for you. You are innocent, spoiled, shy, persistent, gentle, willful and lovely. You always confuse me and make me want to understand you. I even think of you often these days. And if I say that I have completely forgotten Xiaoqing, you won't believe it, so I hope you can give me some time! She looked at me in disbelief, her eyes full of understanding and emotion. She threw herself into my arms and gave me a passionate kiss. I sighed and said, "Alas, there is nothing I can do without you." She asked me puzzledly, "Why?" I said, "Because on the night of graduation four years ago, I was raped and lost my virginity by you after getting drunk." She said nervously, "Hey! Don't tell anyone nonsense. I still have to live my life!" Her face flushed as she said, "Because... because that was my first time!" I asked her happily, "So how many times did you and I have sex last time?" She made a face, stuck out her tongue and said, "Why do you guys always care about this kind of thing? I won't tell you!" I shouted loudly to the street: "Everyone! Please judge for yourself! On the night of graduation four years ago, I was drunk and was......" She didn't know I would resort to such a desperate measure, so she quickly covered my mouth and said, "Alright! Alright! You're so cruel! I'll tell you!" As if to deliberately irritate me, she said, "This is the 200th time!" I shouted loudly to the street again: "Everyone! Please judge for yourself! On the night of graduation four years ago, I was drunk and was......" She quickly covered my mouth and said, "Okay! Okay! Okay! I'm scared of you, for the hundredth time!" "Everyone! Please judge for yourself! One night four years ago, I was drunk and... " alright! To be honest, this is the second time, are you happy? If you dare tell anyone, I will chop you to death. " I said, "Then I don't need to say anything. I will write about the wonderful, spicy, exciting and sensational process of our acquaintance and post it online." She said with a slightly angry look, "You damn watermelon, how dare you!" I said, “Of course I wouldn’t dare.”…………………………………………………… It has become a habit to come here every day. It turns out it's me or you See who it is, Thanks for sharing~ You are so awesome, you can write a novel, minus the erotic parts. |
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