What's wrong with me, husband? (family incest adult novel)

Husband, our child’s high school entrance exam is over, but I just can’t be happy. When I see how excited you are, I feel indescribable guilt in my heart.

You are going on a trip abroad tomorrow. Do you know what will happen to me after you leave? It’s very late. You and the children should go to bed early. You have to go to the airport early tomorrow morning and I still need to pack your travel supplies for you.

Let's not do it tonight, okay? Husband, looking at you sleeping soundly reminds me of the time when you were pursuing me. You were very outstanding, and in the eyes of our classmates, we were a perfect match.

We have been married for 15 years. After marriage, you asked me to be a good wife and mother at home. Until today, I have been taking care of my husband and children. In the eyes of others, I am your gentle wife and your son's beautiful mother. But I don’t know what will happen to me tomorrow. I am in pain now and ashamed of myself! Sometimes, I feel quite conflicted. I want to be a law-abiding woman, but I also want to experience the following crazy pleasure. I’m afraid that I will turn into a lewd woman and get out of control, but I often fantasize about the pleasure of indulgence... Husband, before the child’s exam, I went to the child’s school for a parent-teacher meeting. When I was about to go home, someone stopped me. I stopped, and he asked me in the car if the child was going to take the high school entrance examination. I said yes.

He said he had the test questions, but I didn't believe him and asked him to follow me.

Under his urging, I hesitated for a while and then got into his car.

He kept trying to find topics to talk about all the way, and I felt a little uneasy.

I saw this man in the rearview mirror. He looked to be in his sixties, with a thick neck, smooth eyebrows, small eyes and a bulbous nose. This was the ugliest man I had ever seen or talked to.

A few blocks later, he stopped in front of a detached, old-style house.

He came over to help me open the car door. I found that he was very short, only reaching my shoulder. I saw that his fingers that opened the door were very short and thick.

He let me into the house and said to me, "Come in, there is no one else in the room." My heart was beating fast and suddenly I became unusually excited. My legs and lower abdomen were trembling with cramps. A warm current quickly spread throughout my body, making me dizzy and almost falling. I resisted the urge and sat weakly on the sofa.

I really want to know what happened to me. It was a feeling of emptiness due to reality, so strong and so clear. I sat there and tried my best to recall the feeling just now. What happened to me? Was it an orgasm? It was a feeling that made me give up everything in an instant. Was it release? This was a tremor that my body had never experienced before. What happened to me? Why am I like this? The room was very hot, and I smelled my sweat and the smell of the liquid from my crotch just now. Honey, my panties are wet under.

He took out a printed material and said to me, Madam, your child’s high school entrance examination will be fine. I am responsible for reviewing the questions. All the test questions for this year’s high school entrance examination are here.

I retracted my outstretched hand as I thought about our child's excellent academic performance. In fact, he had already been admitted to the university without taking the entrance exam. The high school entrance exam was just a formality for him and he didn't need it.

I actually just sat there, not refusing or showing any intention of leaving.

He went on to say, "Madam, the high school entrance examination affects our children's entire lives. I understand the efforts of you parents, and I really want to help you."

My thoughts stopped and I nodded woodenly.

I seemed to be waiting for the continuation of the matter, and I finally heard him say to me that he had helped us and how we should thank him.

I really wanted to stop him, I really wanted to hear him go on, I really wanted to hear him say everything he was thinking.

He asked me, why is your face so red? Is it too hot? I nodded gratefully, and he helped me hide my embarrassing reaction.

I pretended to be calm and asked him how we could thank him.

He stood there, his eyes fixed on my feet, and I instinctively pulled my legs back. I was wearing white open-toed nude high-heeled leather shoes that day.

After a while, he said, I'm old now, and I'm not short of money. Let me be frank, I'll give you the test questions, and you accompany me. I don't remember what he said next. My body suddenly became so sensitive in front of this man. I felt dizzy and my breathing became heavy and rapid. My heartbeat and the cold air of the air conditioner gradually cooled my emotions. I pulled the hem of my skirt and tried my best to calm myself down. I pretended to be calm and asked him how to accompany him. He said, you and I are both experienced people. You look very young, like in your early thirties, but judging from the age of your child who has already taken the high school entrance examination, you are almost forty. You should know what will happen between a single man and a single woman? Think about it carefully and give me your reply tomorrow.

My heart trembled even more violently. I didn't know how long it had been, and I had forgotten how I left and how I returned home.

Husband, I love you and our children. I always thought you would be the only man in my life. I also always thought I was very traditional and conservative. I always thought we were very passionate when we were together. I never thought that I would be in front of a strange, old and ugly man, and be confused by his request, a request that I could completely reject immediately. I couldn't sleep that night.

I went to him the next night and he said calmly that you can take the test questions, but don't leak them, otherwise it will affect your child.

I'm sorry, husband. I really humiliated you that day. I feel ashamed of your feelings for me. I spent the whole day looking for reasons to refuse you, but in the end I still went.

I washed myself very clean, put my hair in a bun, and wore the off-shoulder dress you bought for me. You said that my skin was fair and pink would set off my skin tone. I smiled at you awkwardly.

Being with him, I thought he would be impatient to do it to me. I was actually eagerly looking forward to his fingers, I could not control myself, I thought his fingers would take off my skirt so that he could see my body. I was lost in the trembling gasps again. He did not extend his fingers that day. He handed me the test paper and said, don't worry, the time will be based on the time when your child's high school entrance examination results come out, and you can also change your mind.

My hands holding the test papers were shaking all the way because of the disappointment after waiting mixed with longing. After I got home, I put the test papers in the shredder.

Honey, I’m sorry! Husband, I really hope you can notice my recent changes and pull me back, but you are so careless.

You wanted me to go on the trip with you, but I said that my mother was not in good health, my children needed a lot of money to go to school, and I couldn't be alone at home. I found many reasons not to go, just to fulfill a promise that didn't even exist.

I'm sorry, husband. The reason I didn't give myself to you tonight was not because of your health, but because of my expectations for tomorrow. I feel ashamed of myself that I would reject you - my husband - for a strange, old and ugly man.

These days, I have been living in great pain. My body is restless and I hate myself for being like this. How could I be like this? No one forced me to do this. I know that all this is my fault, a mistake that I don't want to turn back from, a mistake that cannot be undone.

Husband, you left. I don't know how I left. He was not surprised or delighted. His reaction made me worry that he had forgotten his request to me and that he would let me go home! He let me into the house very calmly, so calmly that it scared me. My consciousness became numb due to excessive tension in my body. Seeing myself in the mirror, I couldn't help but look at my body. I became unfamiliar with my own feelings. In the mirror, there was a beautiful woman with fair skin, long legs, plump and high breasts, a face flushed with shyness, and a pair of beautiful eyes clear and charming. I suddenly woke up. What should I do? I can't do this. I have a husband and a child. I suddenly felt why I put on pants today. I hope nothing will happen. Nothing will happen. I sat there blankly without moving.

He came over and said, you promised me that I liked you very much from the moment I saw you and wanted to get you. Think about it more open-mindedly. You parents use all your connections and money and even sacrifice your own bodies for your children.

Since you are here, you must give me everything you have! As he spoke, he started to unbutton my shirt. I trembled in my heart and moved away consciously or unconsciously.

I looked at him nervously, and there was greed in his eyes.

Husband, I am very scared. He is the first man who has undressed me other than you. I have remained a virgin for you. I hate that I agreed to him and I hate why I came here.

I slowly closed my eyes. I knew what he had just said: whatever you have, you must give me. I knew what he meant. If he didn't want my body, what else could he want? My husband undressed me, pushed me onto the bed, took off my shoes, and began to touch my feet. My toes were sensitive and curled up nervously to resist his intrusion. He held my feet in his arms and took off my socks. Then he unzipped my pants. I desperately pulled at the waistband of my pants that he had unzipped. I knew that my struggle was weak at this moment and my resistance was symbolic.

My husband reached his hand under my body to lift my waist, grabbed my pants from the waist down and took off my pants in one go. My hands could only tightly protect my underwear and cover the wet marks on the bottom of my pants.

He held my feet tightly with one hand and pinched my legs with the other hand. He said that my feet were delicate and white, and that my legs were long and round, and that I was a beauty.

I couldn't hear what he said anymore. He reached into my bra and gripped my already swollen and painful breasts. My erect nipples shamefully responded to his fingers' play. I closed my eyes helplessly, hoping at that moment that none of this was real.

He ripped off my bra with force and began to suck my breasts. My nipples became weak and empty under the licking and biting of his tongue and teeth. His hands left my breasts and he lifted my legs. I was ready for him to vent his desires on me, but he was not impatient.

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Husband, I always thought that I was a woman who didn't care about sex, but now I realize my body's desire. I used to keep telling myself to pay attention to my reputation and keep telling myself that I am a good woman.

I won't do anything to let you down.

But now I am sinking under this man's body, now I just want to give my body to this man, at this moment I am willing to give everything for him, I hope he can devour me and be torn apart by him. Husband, I cried, not for you, I cried for the man who was on top of me, he wanted my body and I gave him my soul.