Northern Love Song (Adult Rape and Abuse Fiction)

Northern Love Song

He looked out the window. The winter in the north was so bleak, with silver snow all over the ground.

The few passengers on the train seemed to be feeling a little sad, making the huge carriage even more lonely.

very few.

He took out the letter she had written to him earlier, and an inexplicable excitement surged in his heart.

"I didn't expect she still remembered me." He sighed.

The hot air turned into white smoke and condensed on the lenses of the glasses.

You can see Saki's slender figure floating, so charming.

He leaned his head back in his chair, closed his eyes and thought.

I still remember coming to Japan as an exchange student and staying at Saki's home.

, In just a few months, I fell in love with her, a high school student, and the relationship was so sweet

Rich, life is so fulfilling and happy, but the ending is inevitably sad.

A foreign romance is hard to succeed, not to mention the political turmoil in the country.

The heavy traditional concept of love forced them to separate.

Love has no borders and no race, as long as two people love each other.

He despised people who said such things.

When the bus arrived at the stop, he got off and looked up. The residential area in this area did not look

What has changed.

A sudden gust of cold wind blew over him, and he shivered with cold. His fingers tightened the clothes he was wearing.

Coat.

After walking a long distance, he arrived at Ito's house.

He looked at the doorbell and decided to knock on the door, just as he had done when he first arrived a few years ago.

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The person who answered the door was Saki's sister.

After not seeing her for a few years, the lively little girl has grown into a beautiful girl.

People.

She was surprised and delighted to take him into the house, and asked noisily about the Tai family who had doted on her so much in the past.

"Big brother," Mrs. Ito helped him take off his shoes and then led him to the living room.

Mr. Ito, who was always hospitable, pulled him to sit on the tatami and chatted with him.

The warm tea removed his fear of the cold snowy day, and he drank it slowly.

"It's so warm..." He was grateful from the bottom of his heart.

He was a shy student a few years ago, but now he is an old friend of Mr. Ito.

He and Mr. Ito talked enthusiastically about various topics, national affairs, life experiences, work

There is no end to my complaints, and before I know it, it is already evening.

It was not until Mrs. Ito urged the two men, whom he had not seen for a long time, to have dinner that he was surprised.

He found that time passed very quickly, but Zaoji did not come back. He felt puzzled, so he took advantage of the meal to

After dinner, I mentioned this to Mr. Ito during our next conversation.

"Saki, she has moved out now... If you want to visit her," he

He stood up and walked to the cabinet to get out a pen and paper.

"Hmm...her address." After writing it, Mr. Ito read it again and handed the note to

Hand it over to him.

"That's fine. Saki is getting married soon, so you can go and bless her..."

"Yes, I will." He nodded. Saki had already mentioned in her letter that she was going to get married.

, so he wasn't very surprised.

Late at night, before he went upstairs to rest, he passed by the room from earlier in the night and paused.

He opened the door and stared in a trance.

It seems that nothing has changed in recent years.

In the empty room, Saki, wearing a blue sailor suit, seemed to be smiling at

She waved at him, and the two round dimples on her flawless face were very cute.

"I wonder how she is now? Will her boyfriend treat her like I did before?"

Okay? "

He once again sealed himself in the memories of the past.

Suddenly a voice sounded beside my ear, "Do you miss Saki?" Mrs. Ito was holding a quilt.

I was about to give it to him, but when I passed by the aisle, I saw him in a daze and asked him with concern.

"Oh, oh, sorry... sorry..." He apologized for his gaffe.

Suddenly a thought occurred to him, "Well... When does Saki usually return to her place?" He

Asking slowly but firmly...

It was a gloomy afternoon. He walked through the entire city hall. The people on the street were expressionless.

The crowd passed by him, and he disappeared in the endless sea of ​​people.

He deeply realized the helplessness of a drop of water in the face of the vast ocean.

Sitting in a cafe, looking at the young couples in front of me, reminiscing about the past

As time goes by, the expression of love has never changed significantly.

Saki is like the enthusiastic girl in front of her, making the obviously introverted boy

At a loss.

They had been in love like this before.

Love is like a beautiful dream, full of hope.

He is a man without dreams.

Time passed quickly, the waiter politely asked him to leave, he nodded, picked up his luggage and

Li went to the counter to pay the bill, thinking about his trip back tomorrow. He agreed to see Ito off.

time.

On the first night after arriving in Japan, I asked Mr. Ito for Saki's address, but he didn't know.

He didn't go to find her right away. He didn't know why he was just a little scared. The funny thing was, he didn't even know what he was afraid of.

He has no idea.

On the last day, he wanted to go see Saki, the beautiful girl who appeared in his mind.

Country girl.

Back in the vast sea of ​​people, he looked at his watch. It was still early, not yet midnight.

When he got off work, he went into a park and sat on a long bench.

Another side of Japanese life: spacious parks that keep him away from the hustle and bustle of the road, and quiet greenery

Put him into a deep sleep.

Finally, the bleak north wind in the evening woke him up. He straightened his messy clothes and then

Walk away in a hurry.

Those old men in front probably thought he was a foreign wanderer, he thought.

After walking for a while, Saki's apartment was in front of us. I was so excited.

, but reason kept telling me to leave quickly, and an indescribable fear came over me

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Reason and desire were fighting fiercely, and my hands and feet were out of control like a puppet being controlled.

Go up the steps and finally stop in front of the door.

After more than ten minutes, with the cold wind blowing, he still stood in front of the door, pointing his finger

He never had the courage to press the doorbell, even though it was such a simple thing to do.

Should I go inside, or just say hello and leave, or just let it all go?

Gone with the wind, never to meet again.

Just as he was hesitating outside the door, the door suddenly opened. Saki didn't expect that he was

The two lovers, who had been in love for many years, finally met again.

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Without saying a word, she pulled him into the room, closed the door, and hugged him tightly.

, against his cold back.

It was a warm night, and they exchanged all kinds of emotions over the years.

They sat opposite each other, Saki's beauty still captivated him, she looked so pitiful with her head down and silent.

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He was the first to ask: "You... uh... is your current boyfriend good to you?"

"Well, he loves me very much, but... he doesn't care about me as much as you did before.

Feeling..." She lowered her head and spoke calmly.

"That way... I feel more at ease..." He stared at Saki, "I was so hasty back then.

I feel so guilty about you. You are a girl that I care about. If you can

If I am happy, then I will feel at ease. "

He exhaled lightly, feeling a little sad for no reason.