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That year, during the summer between my junior and senior year, I broke up with my first girlfriend of nearly 4 years. Even though I went to Japan that summer, the sadness in my heart never went away.
I can no longer remember the pain when I wrote this article, but it really made me feel like a walking corpse.
Summer vacation is over, I am a senior in college, I have few classes and much free time. In order to stop myself from thinking about random things, I have to fill my time. I have already earned enough credits for graduation, but I still chose a general education course based on my interests. I don’t have the pressure of credits. After class, I go to the playground of Ziqiang Campus to jog regularly, or go to Shengli Campus to swim at night. I also chose tennis elective courses because of my interest. These are all to fill my time, stop myself from thinking about random things, and consume my energy at the same time.
I met some classmates from a women's technical college in Yongkang City during a freshman year of college, but I haven't kept in touch with most of them. After a few lonely nights, I began to try to get out of the pain and embrace a new life.
One Friday night, I was alone in my rented student apartment. Looking at the unfamiliar names in my phone book, or the nicknames of people I had forgotten on MSN, I picked a familiar name and dialed the number.
other side:
Hello~
I:
Hello~
other side:
May I ask who's calling?
My inner OS: Sure enough, I have been deleted from the phone list
But I still pretended to be calm and said the lines I had already thought of
I:
Well, we haven't been in touch for a while.
Because I changed my mobile phone number, I want to call my friends in the address book to let them know.
We had a social when we were freshmen, do you remember?
The other party: ... (thinking)
Me: You must be Xiaoting (nickname), right? I was the one who didn’t have a chance to draw the car keys.
Xiaoting: Yeah...I seem to have an impression
After that, they chatted for a while and seemed to have something to talk about.
Me: Are you busy recently? You should be free now that you are a senior in college, right?
Xiaoting: Yes~
Me: Um...are you free this weekend? XXX is coming out this week. Are you interested in going to see it together?
(I really can't remember which movie it was, sorry)
Xiaoting: Hey...but I have something to do today, so it might not be convenient.
I:
Well, okay, if you are free tomorrow night, please call me. I live near the Ambassador Cinema. I can go buy the tickets first and get better seats.
Xiaoting: Well... I'll contact you again after seeing how the situation develops (said calmly)
Hang up the phone
Another person, staying in the room, lying on the bed looking at the ceiling... thinking...
If I don't have a chance to go to the movies tomorrow, I'll have to go to the comic book store to read the Hong Kong comics that will be published on Saturday~ But I really don't want to spend my weekend like this.
The next day, after lunch, when I was about to start my motorcycle to go to the comic book store, my cell phone rang.
Seeing the caller ID "Xiao Ting", I stared at the phone screen nervously, and finally mustered up the courage to press the call button...
Picked up the phone~
I:
Hey~ What's the final decision? If you want to go together, I'll go and reserve a seat first!
Xiaoting: Well... let's go to the show after 6 o'clock! Should I go find you or you pick me up?
I:
Well... I'll pick you up. I'll make an appointment with you after I buy the tickets!
Xiaoting: Okay, OK, I'll contact you later. Bye~
I booked a seat at around 7 o'clock when I arrived at Guobin, and made an appointment with Xiaoting to pick her up at 6 o'clock. Because Xiaoting's school is quite far from where I live, I set out early and arrived at the entrance of their school around 5:45.
While I was waiting for her at the agreed place, I looked at the female students walking on the road and thought: So the "Heaven is near" posted on the telephone poles on the road is true~ This is simply a paradise for male college students. Whether you like pretty, gorgeous, elegant, cute... you can see it on the road here.
As I looked around... my phone started ringing in my left trouser pocket.
Xiaoting: Hi~ Have you arrived? Wait for me for another 5 minutes Me: Yes~ I'm here, it's okay, take your time~ I rode a silver motorcycle and wore an iron gray jacket. I hung up the phone and started to get nervous.
"HI~ Sorry to have kept you waiting." The voice I just heard on the phone came from behind. I turned my head and said: "No~ No, I won't." I secretly looked at her after not seeing her for a long time. Compared with more than 2 years ago, she has a more mature charm. She is wearing a black dress with denim jeans and putting on makeup... She is completely different from the youthful girl in the first grade.
After a few pleasantries, we got into the car. The atmosphere was a bit awkward, so I had to find some topics to ease the tension:
Hey~ Why didn't anyone want to draw my key at that social gathering?
Xiaoting:
Well...that time, haha!
Me: Why on earth did that happen? Why did you make me take you to that xxx in your class?
Xiaoting: Haha, it's not good to give her a ride, you guys are so superficial!
Because your keychain is not likable, a piece of iron... not cute at all Me: What?! That's a designer one @#$%^…..
The atmosphere gradually became lively, and we went to Guobin to watch a movie (there is nothing much to say about this part, fast forward~~~)
Actually, I didn't invite Xiaoting out with evil intentions that day~
It was because I was lonely. That day I really wanted someone to accompany me... someone to talk to...
Rediscover the feeling of dating
The movie was over after all. There were a lot of people leaving, but I felt a little lonely. On the way back to her school, I asked her: Do you want to go home? Or do you want to find a place to chat?
Xiaoting: Well, where do you want to go?
Me: Let’s buy some midnight snacks and go to my rental place. Xiaoting: Yeah…
I went to 7-11, bought some snacks, and went to the small apartment I rented…
We put the midnight snack on the coffee table, she sat on the chair, I sat on the bed, we ate while chatting. She is also single now, sometimes she goes to nightclubs with friends, but she is not a playboy. Because it is a girls' school, she doesn't have many friends of the opposite sex, especially when she had a boyfriend before, she lost contact with many friends. Therefore, she spends most of her time shopping with classmates. It has been a long time since she went out to watch a movie with boys~
Isn't that exactly the same as my situation?
It's just that she usually goes shopping, while I jog, swim, read comics, and buy Eslite.
That night, we talked a lot about everything...
She went from sitting on a chair to sitting on the bed,
From sitting side by side with me, she now sat on my lap. I hugged her from behind, smelling her fragrance. We talked about our love stories and the time I was cheated on.
She said: You must be having a hard time for a while, but you will get through it.
I said: Well, time will help me heal.
She said: Did you stand up?
I said:...How do you know? Did you feel it?
She said:?! Feel what?!
I think... boys think about SEX every 7 seconds on average... this statement is indeed true. At this moment, I feel a little embarrassed...
Xiao Ting smiled slyly: Haha, what did you just say to stand up?!
I said nothing... I moved my hands from hugging her to her waist while smelling the scent coming from Xiaoting's neck. That scent... tempted me... I couldn't help but kiss her shoulder. Xiaoting hummed softly!
One hand held her waist, and the other hand reached into Xiaoting's black dress, gently caressing her abdomen...
Her body temperature and my body temperature seemed to rise instantly, melting the last bit of distance between us. I felt the ups and downs of her abdomen due to the increased breathing. I lifted the end of her shawl hair and kissed from her shoulder to behind her ear... I gently licked the back of her ear. Xiaoting hummed louder this time. She pushed away the restless hand on her body, turned around, sat on me, and gave me a strong kiss to take away the last bit of my rationality~
While we were kissing deeply, I unbuttoned her bra on her back and felt the straps slipping down her dress and falling onto my arm. She laughed in surprise: "Your hands are so skillful, I can hardly feel you unbuttoning them." We laughed and took off each other's tops.
The pink-green bra had been half removed, and the shoulder straps were hanging on Xiaoting's hands.
The fallen half couldn't cover her breasts, which were vaguely visible. Her nipples were sticking out from the top of the bra.
Let's lie down.
I took off Xiaoting's bra and hung it on the back of the chair next to the table. We took off our jeans and saw the underwear Xiaoting was wearing. I couldn't help but laugh... It was a cotton underwear with a dog pattern. I:
It's a very cute style. Xiaoting is shy:
I didn't know I'd let you see it today. This is what I usually wear~
I pulled Xiaoting's panties down to her knees, and she bent her right calf to cooperate, and then took off her panties from her right ankle. That day, I kissed Xiaoting's ears, neck, shoulders, back, and abdomen, and rubbed her body with my hands until I felt our intertwined legs get wet. Xiaoting's legs tightly clamped my right foot, and the temperature between the two thighs made me feel very hot in my thighs. The tickling of the hair also made me feel a little itchy. But at this moment, I found that Xiaoting's pubic hair was wet, and some of it was tangled together. The wetness on my legs was like rice paper wet by a brush, spreading out...
That night, the air conditioner was turned up to 24 degrees, but it still felt hot.
After that, we took turns taking a shower in my bathroom. |
