Sex, Friendship and Love (Student Campus Adult Fiction)

Sex, Friendship, and Love

March 1993. Spring in the south of the Yangtze River is beautiful, but cold and damp. It's not suitable to sleep outside on a night like this. That day, Xiaoxue called me and told me that she wanted to come see me the next day.

After graduation, Xiaoxue returned to her city, which is more than a hundred kilometers away from us. Come to think of it, it’s true. In more than half a year, I only visited her a few times under the pretext of business trips, and she never came to see me once.

When I picked her up the next day, it was already past noon. After a winter, Xiaoxue became more beautiful and her skin became whiter. I gently put my arms around her waist and kissed her on the face. Xiaoxue's smile is very sweet, and you can tell that she is very happy. I pinched her waist and found that she seemed fatter than before. So I laughed at her and said, "Xue, why are you getting fat? Don't you miss me anymore?"

Xue made a face at me and said, "Yeah, who made you a bad guy?"

Looking back on how I felt at that time, I really don’t think I did anything wrong. She loves me so much, and I love her so much too. Although my girlfriend and I are already living together, thinking of Xiaoxue makes me feel sweet from the bottom of my heart. Xiaoxue is very obedient, unlike my girlfriend who is prone to temper tantrums. If it were in ancient times, I think I would marry both of them at the same time.

At that time, staying in a hotel was unthinkable. Therefore, before Xiaoxue came, she told me that she would live in her classmate's house. I think this is the only way. After having dinner with her, I had to go to work, so Xiaoxue went to her classmate's workplace and told me her classmate's phone number, asking me to contact her before getting off work.

I was at work in the afternoon and had no thoughts at all. On the one hand, I was thinking about Xiaoxue's appearance and how to love her well for once, but on the other hand, I was also worried about what would happen in the evening. If Xiaoxue stays at her classmate's house, wouldn't that be a waste of a good evening? But if we spend the night outside like before, it would be too cold. This reminds me of Xiaolin, my best friend.

Kobayashi started working earlier than me. His family was well off and he already had a BB machine which was quite impressive at the time. Xiaolin and I have been classmates since childhood, and we have had a deep friendship for more than ten years. Although he is very handsome, his father is a veteran cadre, so he has strict family education. He has never had a girlfriend and is still a virgin. He knows everything about Xiaoxue and me. So I thought of asking him for help.

I called Xiaolin from the public telephone booth in the small shop in front of the unit, and the guy replied very quickly. I asked him if he could give me a place to sleep for the night. Coincidentally, he said his aunt had just moved and the old house was still empty. The furniture was still there, but the key was gone. He didn't know if he could find the place, so he asked me to call him at eight o'clock in the evening and he would go to his aunt's house first to think of a solution.

Kobayashi always responds to my requests. My family was poor at that time. When I went to college, Xiaolin was already working, so he would often buy things for me and even give me money. Although it was only a dozen or twenty yuan, when I was in college, my parents only gave me fifty yuan a month for living expenses. Therefore, in addition to friendship, I also have gratitude towards him. It is this feeling of gratitude that gave me a vaguely absurd idea.

I just told a lie to my girlfriend and said I would not be going home that night. After get off work, I picked up Xiaoxue and went out for dinner with her. Then, I rode my bike to the park near Kobayashi's house. It was already past six o'clock, there were few people in the park, and it was dark. I took Xiaoxue's hand and went behind a hidden rockery. Days of lust have made my heart beat wildly. Xiaoxue is as obedient as before. She knew what I wanted to do without saying a word.

Behind the rockery, we hugged each other tightly. I kissed her madly and she kissed me back madly. My hands kneaded her plump breasts through her clothes. I felt her trembling slightly in my arms, not knowing whether it was out of excitement or nervousness. I panted and asked her, "Xiaoxue, do you miss me?"

Xiaoxue said with a little sadness: "I miss you so much." I know she really misses me, and I really miss her too.

(At that time, because my girlfriend and I were already living together, all the letters she wrote to me were sent to Xiaolin's home and then passed on to me by Xiaolin. And I did the same, often using dozens of pages of letter paper to express my longing for her. I think I will never have this kind of feeling again in this life. At least, nowadays, we all use emails and will no longer write dozens of pages of love letters by hand. Sad.)

Some words are superfluous, lust makes my head congested with blood. I reached my cold hands into Xiaoxue's clothes and pressed them against her hot breasts. Her breasts are very full but her nipples are very small. I tried to pull up her clothes to kiss her breasts, but Xiaoxue said she was cold, so I didn't insist.

I unbuckled her belt and put one hand between her hips, sliding it down along her butt crack from behind. Xiaoxue sucked her abdomen, so I reached my whole hand in and touched her vaginal opening from behind, which was already wet. I stroked her gently there, and Xiaoxue couldn't help but gasp loudly. Listening to her panting, I felt so happy. Because I love her, her happiness is my happiness.

But this position was not comfortable after all, so I pulled it out a little and gently massaged her anus with my wet middle finger. Xiaoxue moaned shyly and said, "No." I smiled and moved my hand forward.

Xiaoxue doesn't have much pubic hair, but it's very soft. Her labia were not enlarged and were very shallow, so it was easy to find her vaginal opening. I felt that Xiaoxue's clitoris had become as elastic as gum, so I rubbed it gently with my fingers and inserted them into her vagina from time to time. Xiaoxue panted and slowly leaned against me weakly, saying no. My fingers were a little tired, and I was worried that she would catch a cold. I thought that we still had one more night, so I took my hand away and stopped.

(Many times, lovers should understand one thing: your happiness is my happiness. Xiaoxue and I both understand this. I am Xiaoxue's first man. Her vagina is beautiful, a dazzling pink color, and her breasts are equally beautiful, both of which are the pride of my life.

Now, I am over 30 years old, and some of my lovers have also passed this age. They no longer have that kind of charm that makes men addicted. Therefore, the young Xiaoxue is now a goddess in my eyes. But what I miss more is Xiaoxue’s gentleness, thoughtfulness and charm. ）

My little brother has started to feel swollen and painful. Xiaoxue tidied her clothes and snuggled tightly in my arms again. My penis was pressed upright against her lower abdomen, rubbing against it painfully. Seeing that there was no one around, I unzipped my pants and let out my little brother. Xiaoxue's cold hands gently pinched the hot penis and stroked it carefully. I gently pressed on her shoulders with my hands. Xiaoxue understood what I meant and squatted down without saying anything.

This isn't the first time Xiaoxue has done this to me. Before I officially took her virginity, she helped me solve it in this way under my instruction. There was even one time when she was in her dormitory and her classmates were doing homework outside the curtain.

Xiaoxue's mouth is very small, so my penis fills her mouth. She sucked my penis gently, stroked it with one hand, and licked my glans with her tongue.

Since we were in the park, I wanted to finish as soon as possible. Moreover, I seemed to be aware of some unusual things that might happen at night, and I seemed a little angry and a little excited, as if I wanted to vent some dissatisfaction, so I became a little violent. I grabbed her hair with my hands and despite her objections, I forcefully pushed my penis into her mouth.

I have always been a gentle man and have never treated her like this. She covered her tongue, trying to protect herself, but failed. I still remember clearly that time, she raised her eyes and looked at me. In the darkness, there was a flash of surprise in her eyes. This flash of surprise was so deeply imprinted in my mind that it makes me feel how fragile she was at that time and that I should love her well all my life.

She was already kneeling on the ground, my penis penetrated her throat, she felt like vomiting, she vomited once but held it back. When he penetrated her again, she put her hands on her neck, trying to break free. But I was close to ejaculation, so I held back her attempts to lift herself up.

She stopped resisting and endured my roughness, and I became a little gentler and pulled my penis out a little, allowing her to catch her breath. She knew I was about to ejaculate, so she held my penis tightly with her mouth and added some strength with her hands.

After I thrust a few times forcefully and quickly into her mouth, I bent over and let her forehead, which was leaning forward, press against my belly. I held her head tightly and forced her to adjust the direction of her head. I inserted my penis into her throat again, feeling the muscles there gently wrapping around my glans. After staying there for two or three seconds, I pulled the penis out a little while she was retching.

The intense stimulation finally brought me to orgasm, and my semen spurted out, filling her mouth. She knelt there, spitting out the semen and retching sadly. A deep sense of guilt spread from my heart. After a while, I pulled her up. She still felt like vomiting. I hugged her tightly and kissed her mouth. There was a fishy smell there, but I didn't care. At that time, the feeling of guilt was stronger than the feeling of loving her.

Xiaoxue pushed me away and said no. I saw tears in her eyes. I didn't know at the time whether it was because of choking or because I made her sad. I hugged her tightly, saying sorry and I love her over and over again. Xiaoxue didn't say anything. She buried her face in my arms and hugged me tightly while trembling.

(This was the first time in my life that I treated the woman I loved so roughly. Although I occasionally treated other women like this in the days that followed, it was the first time and it left a deep impression on me. I still remember my feelings at that time clearly.

Faced with Xiaolin's deep friendship, I had the urge to help Xiaolin lose her virginity. Although this idea was not clear when Xiaoxue and I were giving me a blowjob behind the rockery, I seemed to have had such a fantasy vaguely. This kind of fantasy actually does not bring any happiness or excitement.

Xiaolin acted as a middleman and had been passing Xiaoxue's letters to me on my behalf. Therefore, Xiaolin and Xiaoxue were very familiar with each other. So, at that time, we were all good friends, and I thought Xiaoxue might accept Xiaolin. But the subconscious jealousy and sadness made me be rough with a beloved woman for the first time. Thinking about it now, this oral sex was really exciting, but I also felt guilty. ）

It was almost eight o'clock, and Xiaoxue and I became calm. Xiaoxue became gentle and lively again, and I became very happy because I felt relaxed physically and mentally. The weather was getting colder, so I found a public phone booth and called Xiaolin. He said he was already home and asked me to come over.

Kobayashi's house is right next door. I asked Xiaoxue to wait for me at the door and went into Xiaolin's house alone. Xiao Lin proudly told me in secret that he had found the key, and that there were even quilts and other things there, and asked me not to tell his father, saying that he had secretly borrowed it from his cousin. I thought to myself, “Fuck, I’m crazy and I told your dad.”

Xiaolin found a pen and paper to tell me the address, but I said to him, "No, I don't know the way. You can take me there."

Xiao Lin said it was getting late and his father would scold him. I was hesitant at that time. On the one hand I don't want him to go, but on the other hand I want him to go. But the thought of not letting him go only flashed through my mind. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I smiled and said to him, "Brother, let's go together. Don't come back at night. I'll tell you what's going on."

Xiao Lin was stunned for a moment, didn't react, and said: "Then where do I sleep tonight?"

At that time, I suddenly felt a sense of pride in my heart, as if I had experienced the pleasure of sharing a good thing with a friend, and blurted out: "Live with us."

I think, for an adult but virgin man, nothing is more attractive than sex, especially in that era, it was not easy for a young man to have a sexual experience. Xiao Lin seemed a little confused, and changed the topic: "How about I take you there, but I have to be back early, just tell my dad that you have something to talk to me about and go out."

Because I was his best friend and used to be a top student in the class, I was always a good boy in the eyes of his parents. Without any further ado, Xiaolin and I walked out of his house together.

Xiaoxue was also very happy to see Xiaolin, because they knew each other when I was in college, so they were very familiar with each other and didn't say anything. It was a little after eight o'clock, and Xiao Lin suddenly said, "We opened a bar there, called the Blue Stone Bar. How about inviting you guys to come and have a seat? I haven't seen Xiao Xue for a long time."

Bars were a luxury at the time. I've never been there. Thinking that it was still early for me, I asked Xiaoxue how she was doing. Xiaoxue of course had no objection, so we rode our bikes and followed Xiaolin to the Blue Stone Bar.

That was my first time in a bar in my life. Under the dim lights, everyone was chatting and laughing. Xiaolin and Xiaoxue were quite normal, but I didn't know what was going on in my heart. I often didn't say anything and just looked at them with a smile.

Xiaoxue was always sticking to me gently, while Xiaolin was making funny comments and saying things that showed he envied us. By ten o'clock, we had probably drunk eight or nine bottles of beer. I have a low alcohol tolerance and couldn't hold my liquor, and Xiaoxue's pale face turned a little red. It was getting late, so Xiaolin asked for two packs of cigarettes, gave me one, and then paid the bill. We left the bar together and Xiaolin took us to his aunt's house.

Xiaolin has always been generous in front of me. It is common for him to treat me to meals. Even if the people together are only related to me and not to him, he never lets me pay the bill. I absolutely know that he always wants to flatter me in front of my lover or other friends. But if I said that the absurd things that happened that night were just a vague idea before they started, the bottles of wine that Kobayashi bought me really became the fuse for their realization.

(two)

Aunt Kobayashi's house is on the first floor of a street, a very old-fashioned house. Because we moved, the curtains are gone, so the lighting is good. The street lights shine through the windows, and the dim yellow light fills the house, creating a great atmosphere.

There is a small patio outside the bedroom. When I opened the wooden door, the cold, fresh air took away some of the stale air. I was very satisfied with it. Since the entire street was being demolished, no one lived nearby and the whole room was quiet, with only occasional sounds of cars or passers-by.

Xiaoxue sat on the edge of the bed, not knowing what she was thinking. Xiaolin was looking for a quilt, and I lit a cigarette and leaned against the door watching them. No one made a sound.

Xiaolin found two quilts, and Xiaoxue said, "Let me make the spread."

Xiao Lin came to my side and lit a cigarette, and I walked to the patio with him.

Xiaolin and I looked at each other for a while. I looked at him with a smile, and he was a little confused and asked, "Brother, what are you laughing at?"

I went up to him, hugged him, patted him on the back a few times, and said, "Brother, relax a little."

Xiao Lin said, "It's getting late. I have to go back. You guys should go to bed early."

I said, "Wait a moment, until this cigarette is finished."

At this time, Xiaoxue also came out and said, "What are you talking about?"

I said, "Nothing, we were smoking."

Xiaoxue returned to the room without saying a word.

After finishing the cigarette, I patted Xiaolin on the shoulder and said, "Come in." Then we went into the room together and closed the door.

The alcohol began to evaporate in the stomach, making me feel a little dizzy and excited. Xiaolin said he was leaving, and I stood on the edge of the cliff again.

My mind raced. It took about a second for me to say, "Stay."

At that time, I thought Xiaoxue would not refuse, because in the two years she had been with me, she had become a charming woman. She would be happier if she had sex with two men at the same time, one of whom was her lover and the other was her good friend. My intuition told me that she wouldn't refuse as long as I was willing.

I will never say Xiaoxue is a bad woman because: first, it is my idea; second, I think any mature woman will accept this kind of happiness after letting go of the psychological burden of facing her lover.

Am I happy? I'm not happy, I'm not excited. When I asked Xiaolin to stay, Xiaoxue just looked a little surprised, opened her eyes wide, but didn't say anything. A deep sense of sadness flashed through my heart. I said to myself, just this once, just this once. But this hint of jealousy quickly passed and disappeared without a trace under the floodlight.

(Friendship cannot be owed. I have always owed Xiaolin a lot, so I gave my woman to my friend to lose her virginity, in order to seek balance. Friendship, friendship, now thinking about it, it was too ridiculous at the time, but the friendship became deeper because of it. Since Xiaoxue will be happy, Xiaolin will be happy, let's do it.)

(Love Principle: Your happiness is my happiness. I think this sentence is easy to say but difficult to do, because it requires finding a balance between men and women, and the ultimate goal is for both parties to be happy. Men like new and exciting things, and they feel happy this way. Women who understand love will not blindly refuse. Even if they are not used to it, they will let men try it occasionally, such as anal sex, oral cumshot, etc. Internet users often raise doubts about these issues. I think, if it is really love, then you can try anything.

One night two years ago, I suddenly understood that your happiness is my happiness. But ten years ago, I couldn’t express it so clearly, but I should have known this subconsciously.)

Xiao Lin said: "That's not good, I'd better go back."

I said, "How about we flip a coin and see what God will say?"

He took out a five-cent coin and tossed it three times. It turned out that God wanted Xiaolin to go back. Xiaoxue didn't say anything. She just sat on the edge of the bed and looked at us with a smile. I felt a little embarrassed, and Xiaolin said, "Then I'm leaving."

I said, "Wait a minute."

The coin has been tossed. At this point, what I want to do and how Xiaoxue will react are all self-evident. I think there is no need to pretend anymore. The next thing is for me to break it. I gritted my teeth and said to Xiaoxue, "Xue, come here, let me hug you."

Snow stood up. I hugged her tightly. He pushed so hard, as if they were parting forever. Xue hugged me tightly and whispered in my ear, "No more." I still don't understand whether she meant that she didn't want me to hug her anymore, or that she didn't want to play this game with Xiaolin anymore.

At that time, I thought she didn't want me to hug her anymore, so I let her go and said to Xiaolin, "Come, hug Xiaoxue. We have been friends for so long and are good friends." I said to Xiaoxue, "Xue, Xiaolin has helped us so much, so this is a way to thank him."

Xiaolin and Xiaoxue did not move. Xiaoxue lowered her head, at a loss as to what to do. Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, I felt very proud. I feel that they are not as bad as me, and I am the worst one. This comforts me a little. At least it makes me feel that this is something I arranged and forced, not something they did voluntarily, although they must be happy too. But if you are happy, I am happy; if you are happy, I am happy too. Ha ha.

I hugged Xiaoxue again, then pulled her over, and then pulled Xiaolin over, and they hugged each other naturally, not moving. I said to them softly, "I'm at the door." Then I walked out and came to the small patio.

He lit a cigarette and took a few puffs. I thought it might take a long time, so I should get a stool and sit down, so I opened the door and went in. I didn't expect it to happen so quickly. They were already in bed, but they didn't take off their clothes. They just hugged each other and kissed in bed. He was a little startled when he saw me come in, and I said, "It's okay, I'll get a chair."

The passion between the two of them quickly heated up. Xiaolin kissed Xiaoxue hard. Xiaoxue probably kissed him back passionately because she had not released her sexual desire in the park. They started treating me like a dead man, and I sat at the door with it open, lighting a cigarette, and looking at them from time to time.

Clothes were thrown out one by one and quilts were covered on them. Xiao Lin didn't do any foreplay, didn't kiss Xiao Xue's breasts or vagina, and started trying to enter. He seemed unable to find the entrance to the vagina, and I heard Xiaoxue say, "Let me help you."

I turned my head away and sat in the chair shaking. It finally began, and I felt indescribable sadness and pain in my heart. I scolded myself over and over again: "Who the hell are you? How could you do such a thing? How could you do such a thing?" My hand holding the cigarette was shaking. I took a deep puff, feeling unspeakably remorseful.

After a while, Xiaolin said, "I'm sorry."

Then I heard Xiaoxue say, "It's okay, relax."

When I looked over again, the two people were not moving. Xiaolin lay on Xiaoxue's body. "So fast? Ha, just like my first time." I laughed secretly in my heart and my mentality became much calmer.

After a while, they started moving again. After all, he is a young man and recovered quickly. This time they lasted much longer. Xiaolin rose and fell on Xue's body, and the quilt followed the waves. Xiaoxue moaned softly, but Xiaolin said nothing and just moved mechanically.

If it were today, I think I would have rushed up as well. But at that time, this concept was not in my mind at all. My mind had become numb, and I just watched them quietly, without getting excited or blaming myself. After a while, Xiaolin couldn't hold it any longer. After moving vigorously a few times, he ejaculated. It seemed that he didn't ejaculate inside, and then he started to look for his clothes tremblingly.

I stood up and walked to the patio to avoid this embarrassing scene. After a while, Xiaolin came out, looking very shy, and said to me, "Brother, sorry, I have to go first." Then he hugged me. Silence is golden. I nodded and put out the cigarette. Send him out the door.

By the time I went to bed, my mood had become infinitely better. The self-blame, bitterness and pain just now were all thrown behind me. I felt very relaxed. I felt that friendship was no longer a burden, and my affection for Xiaoxue was no longer a burden either. Being a lover is very painful, especially when you are young, when love is involved between lovers. In fact, I have always felt guilty towards Xiaoxue. But now it's okay, I seem to suddenly become very happy.

The bed was warm and Xue was naked. After I took off my clothes, I turned sideways and hugged her, and she lay in my arms. I asked her gently, "How is he?"

Xue pinched my back and said, "You keep talking."

I laughed, pulled her away, looked at her face, and said, "He didn't ejaculate inside you, did he?"

"No, they're all on my legs." Xue said as she raised her head and looked at me with watery eyes full of tenderness.

With a soft sigh, I pressed Xue under me. Instead of kissing her mouth, I kissed all the way to her breasts. I held her breast in my mouth and gently teased her nipple with my tongue. Xiaoxue's moan immediately reached my ears. This time, there is no repression, only enjoyment. I knew Xiaolin must not have satisfied her, and now it was my time. I became extremely excited and my penis immediately became erect.

Naturally, I kissed her vagina again. It was very wet there and I hesitated. A friend just did this here, and I'm a little dizzy. But the power of desire is infinite. Your happiness is my happiness. I didn’t care about those things anymore and put her vagina in my mouth. Xiaoxue said, "No," and tried to pull me up.

This actually aroused my love. I licked her hard and felt her juices flowing out there continuously.

It felt like the world had returned to peace, with only two longing souls wandering in this early spring night. I sat on Xue's face and let her lick my penis. She took it very hard, trying to take it whole. In the park, she was forced by me, but now, she tried hard to raise her head, look at me, and want to swallow my penis.

I knew she was touched and she wanted to make me happy. I was very careful and slowly inserting my penis into her mouth and down her throat. Although she was still retching, she gestured for me to continue. After repeating this several times, I felt very satisfied. Although her mouth was small and I couldn't put my entire penis into her mouth, the feeling of it being deeply wrapped around her throat was really good.

Spreading her legs, I moved gently inside her wet vagina. Her legs clamped around my waist, she moaned and gasped. There were one or two spots on the quilt that felt a little cold, and I thought it was probably Kobayashi's semen. I avoided those spots and started fucking her like crazy.

We changed positions and I kept controlling myself so as not to ejaculate too early. When Xiaoxue reached her climax, her vagina intermittently clamped my penis, which made me very happy. We never used contraception, and I always ejaculated on her body or in her mouth. I used the same method to get my girlfriend pregnant twice before, but Xiaoxue never got pregnant, which made me feel lucky.

The first time I came inside her, very traditionally. The second time I started to go crazy. I took off the quilt, made her lie on the bed, and I penetrated her vagina from behind. My penis became harder and harder, and I could feel the pleasure when it hit her womb. The impact on the uterus made my glans feel a little uncomfortable. Xiaoxue also said that it was not very comfortable before, but she didn’t care about it that night. Finally, I let her lie on the edge of the bed, I stood on the ground, fucked her hard, and finally came in her mouth.

I had sex with Xiaoxue three times that night. I remember very clearly that I did it with her in every way I could imagine, from the side to the back position, and the third time she no longer had any physical pleasure, but mentally and physically, we were both happy. It’s a pity that I didn’t know about anal sex and the dragon drill at that time, otherwise I would have tried it. Oh.

Describing these sexual events is also to meet Qinghai's posting requirements. Please forgive any shortcomings.

The next morning, at around eight o'clock, we hadn't gotten up yet and Xiaolin came knocking on the door again. I wonder why he is not at work. Now that I think about it, this guy probably wants to do it again. But I didn't realize it at the time. I asked him to wait outside, and Xue and I put on our clothes and left Lin's aunt's house together.

It’s a nice sunny day outside. The three of us are very happy together. I feel really relaxed. Faced with Xiaolin's friendship and Xiaoxue's love, I no longer feel guilty about anything.

Xiaoxue walked in the middle, Xiaolin and I were on her sides. We all put our arms around her waist, talked and laughed, and went to have breakfast. People passing by looked at us in surprise. We didn't care so much.

After dinner, I sent Xiaoxue back to the station, and Xiaolin went to work. A piece of past events ended there.

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postscript:

The same thing never happened again after that time. Xiaoxue and I are still in love, and Xiaolin continues to deliver letters to her. Every time she comes to my place, we go to the bar with Xiaolin, and no one mentions what happened that night. Xiaoxue left me in 1996 because of an accident I caused, and I don’t blame her. She got married in 1997 and is now a mother. A mistake I made two years ago made me feel sorry for Xiaolin. I have not contacted him since then, although he has always cared about me. I hope friendship will last and love will last forever.

Yesterday a girl I like very much asked me, if she was your girlfriend, would you do this? I thought about it carefully and said: No. After all, 3P is a dangerous thing. The psychological impact faced for the first time is huge, especially when the woman is prepared to spend the rest of her life with you. It is better not to take the risk. But now the world has changed and concepts have changed. When faced with a dull life, no one can guarantee that in the future, you will not try it for the sake of pure excitement, but it is best not to involve friendship or love. Your happiness is my happiness, that's difficult.