Hymen Destruction Team (adult novel adapted from anime)

"Hearing this, Xiaoting's tears flowed down. I said politely again: "Remember to lock the door when you go out. "After saying that, I continued to make love to me. I don't remember how Xiaoting ran out crying. When I said goodbye to the three girls, they didn't mention this matter. They had just lost their virginity, and I think they must have felt a little regretful. Before leaving, Xiaojun said to me: "You are so inhumane. : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : : Naturally, we also have to participate in the activities of the Hymen Destruction Group on weekends. The result of participating in this meaningful activity was that when I saw Xiaoting again, I had made a total of twenty small paper flowers. Xiaoting's words are still the most vivid and refined. Whenever I see this flower, I always miss her. Finally, two months before Xiaoting was going to take the college entrance examination for the second time, I decided to meet her. My original intention was to encourage her, so I went to her cram school. She was noticeably fatter and paler than she had been a year ago. Every girl who takes tutoring classes does this, and I don’t find it strange at all. It was my appearance that caught Xiaoting by surprise. When she saw me, Xiaoting's tears fell to the ground like beads from a broken string. We stared at each other for a long time. I said, "I wish you good luck in the college entrance examination this year." She slowly walked over to me, slapped me hard in the face, then fell into my arms and burst into tears. That night, we returned to my dorm. I have asked my company for a single dormitory and will no longer rent that poor little house off campus. In bed, I told her with my actions how much I missed her this year. She also cooperated with me silently. The small bed in the dormitory creaked happily in the darkness. It seems that this bed is the happiest when Xiaoting and I have sex. I feel like Xiaoting and I have reconciled. So I reverently showed her the twenty little paper flowers I had made. I said to her, "You are the biggest and most exquisite one among them." Her face changed suddenly and became pale. She is angry. She knew I was still destroying my hymen. She was the sixth one, but in one year there were fourteen more. Not only did I not learn better, I became worse. That night, she left overnight. I don’t know if she had enough money for a taxi, but I know Xiaoting must hate me to death. Someone once said that the college entrance examination is like making love, the first time is the most important. It's the same for boys and girls. After the first time, boys become more and more slutty, while girls become more and more rotten. Xiaoting failed her first college entrance examination. The second time also failed. But the second time I didn't stimulate her much, so she failed on her own. Of course, I also have an unshirkable responsibility. A few days before the college entrance examination, Xiaoting discovered that she was pregnant. After failing the college entrance examination, Xiaoting came to see me. At that time, I was reciting poems with Xiaogang in the dormitory. Sitting next to him was a girl with bright eyes and white teeth. This girl said that she would give her virginity to whoever has better literary talent between me and Xiaogang. Xiaogang chanted a poem "Spring Dawn": I slept through the spring and did not wake up until dawn, and was sexually harassed everywhere. The moaning sound in the middle of the night, the girl turned into a sister-in-law. I have received higher education, so of course I won't give up easily. So I came up with the first line of a couplet, and as long as Xiaogang can come up with the second line, I will admit defeat. My couplet is: Menstrual belt, menstrual belt every month, the more you wear it, the more it becomes. This is an eternal absolute. Xiaogang was full of shit and there was no way he could fight back. Just as he was about to give in and leave the girl to me, Xiaoting came. Xiaoting's eyes were a little swollen, and she said, "I'm pregnant." I had nothing to say. I am healthy and she has no physical problems. This is a very natural thing. My indifference made Xiaoting very angry. She raised her fist and said, "You've ruined me. You're a beast!" I have heard this sentence before, and it sounds very familiar and kind. She added, "I will hate you forever." She seemed to become calm again as she said this. After saying that, she walked away. She became a little bit sharp and a little bit tough. I think this may be because of reading "The Gadfly". I have also read "How the Steel Was Tempered", but I still don't have any noble qualities. I admire girls like Xiaoting who can draw strength from books. After Xiaoting left, I haven’t seen her for two years. During these two years, the activities of our hymen destruction team have gradually decreased. All four of us felt a little bored. It turns out that everything in life will slowly make people bored, and nothing is always worth doing. What is the meaning of our lives? In two years, Xiaojun has risen from a gangster to a small boss. Xiaoqiang became rich but became impotent. His desire for money far exceeds his desire for sex, which is very perverted. Only Xiaogang and I are still the same as before. Time is wasted in mediocrity and boredom. During this period, I read a book that really moved me. The title of the book is "Maybe Painful, Not Necessarily Happy". The author Nagang said in his preface that he was writing about feelings, but I read the purity of the past from that book. I had almost forgotten this noble sentiment for a long time, but I didn't expect that a book would make me see my former personality again. I hate to think about the past because it makes it more shameful. So after being moved, I immediately burned the book "Maybe Painful, Not Necessarily Happy". I want to turn my past personality and past nobility into ashes like Qiu Shaoyun. However, there are many things in life that you can never help but recall, and there are many people that you can never forget. Xiaoting is the one I can never forget. During these two years, her figure and her expression always flashed before my eyes. I can't forget the first time I met her, she stroked the cover of "The Gadfly" and told me very seriously: "This book describes the strength of the soul and the unyielding ideals." I think this sentence is her banner, showing her noble qualities beneath her pure appearance. I miss her. I found that missing her made me love her more. If I see her again, I think I will definitely say to her: "I ruined you, so I will be responsible for you for the rest of your life." One day when it was raining heavily, Xiaojun told me that he met Xiaoting. Xiaojun's boss runs several dance halls and nightclubs that provide pornographic services. Xiaojun saw Xiaoting working as a hostess there. In the heavy rain, I immediately ran into the dance hall at night. When I saw Xiaoting, I could hardly believe my eyes. She was wearing a short white skirt that exposed a girl's most private parts, and she was sitting sideways on the lap of a man old enough to be her father. The man's fat and ugly hands were touching Xiaoting randomly under her skirt, which couldn't be any shorter. Xiaoting said coquettishly, "Boss Zhao, you are so bad." After that, she saw me. At that moment I thought Xiaoting would cry. But she didn't. She smiled at me and continued to let the old man touch her. I cried. I know I really ruined Xiaoting. I rushed over, took out all the money I had and threw it on the old pervert's face, told him that I had reserved this girl for the night, and then rushed out with Xiaoting. I pulled Xiaoting into the heavy rain and asked her, "Do you still remember "The Gadfly"? " She snorted and said she had forgotten it long ago. The rain wet our clothes and washed away the thick makeup on Xiaoting's face. She finally became pure and charming again. I took her back to my place. My company has allocated me an apartment. The rain keeps falling outside the window, like the endless tears of sorrow shed by mankind for thousands of years. Xiaoting lit a cigarette and told me about her life in the past two years. After failing the college entrance examination for the second time, she became disheartened. Plus, she was pregnant with my child, so you can imagine the pressure a girl under 20 years old was under. She had an abortion, then worked in several places, and finally worked as a hostess in a bar, naturally going through the process from not selling her body to selling it. I said to her, "Remember what I said? I said, I ruined you, so I will be responsible for you for the rest of my life." She sneered and said, "I am no longer the Xiaoting of the past. I am no longer naive and childish. I will never believe the nonsense you stinky men say again." She got up to leave, and before leaving, she turned around and left me her cell phone number, telling me that if I wanted to have sex with a prostitute, I should call her and she would charge me half price. I want to get her back, but I can't. She is indeed no longer Xiaoting. Through the window, I saw her standing in the rain downstairs for a while, letting the rain mercilessly wash over her body. I think she must be crying. I felt that if I rushed downstairs and kissed her in the rain, we would definitely get back together. But I was wrong. Just when I was thinking about it but hadn't rushed out the door yet, I saw Xiaoting turned around and spat viciously at my building. At that moment, there was a flash of lightning, and the light of thunder and lightning illuminated the entire night sky, and I also saw Xiaoting's eyes full of malicious resentment. She hated me very much, I'm sure. Her eyes are like those of a devil, a shrew, and a poisonous snake. The tranquility and clarity of the Jiuzhaigou Lake in the past have completely disappeared. I feel very scared. After a muffled thunder, I sat down on the ground. I ruined Xiaoting. I asked Xiaojun to take care of Xiaoting. Xiaojun is very popular in those nightclubs and dance halls. Xiaojun said, "A bitch is not worthy of your attention." I really wanted to beat him up after hearing this, but I guess I couldn't beat him so I just let it go. Since then, I have met Xiaoting several times. I asked her out, but she refused. She said if I wanted to have sex with her I should go to their nightclub. In order to see her, I had no choice but to have sex with her. Sometimes I go alone, sometimes I go with Xiaogang. I remember that time after Xiaogang and I had sex with her, she patted my shoulder and said that my body was still as good as before. When she spoke, she exuded a strong smell of cheap perfume, long gone was the faint osmanthus fragrance of her student days. Later, Xiaoting died. She contracted a sexually transmitted disease and failed to be cured after several attempts at treatment, so she rotted to death. I know that her STD cannot be cured by medicine, because her decay starts from the depths of her soul. She used to be an idealistic and pure girl, with a faint scent of osmanthus on her body. She was also inspired by "The Gadfly". But she was destroyed by me. Once a person's pure and noble qualities are destroyed, he is not far from death. So, I think maybe I am the only one in this world who knows how Xiaoting died. On the day Xiaoting's body was farewelled, there was no memorial service, no relatives, and no friends. Perhaps they felt that the death of a prostitute was insignificant. It was a cloudy day. The five of us, the hymen destruction team and Xiaoting's mother, said goodbye to Xiaoting. Xiaoting's father was so heartbroken by her that he refused to come. I didn’t expect Xiaoting’s final appearance to be so pure. When I saw it, I immediately remembered the first time I saw her. But at this moment, she no longer wears heavy lipstick or the professional attire of a prostitute. Her face was pure and pale, and there was even a hint of a smile at the corner of her mouth. She seemed to be telling me seriously: "This book describes the strength of the soul and the unyielding ideals." I understood that Xiaoting was dead. This pure face is just a pile of dead flesh. So, I regretted it at that moment. This was the first time I felt so regretful and ashamed. I knelt in front of Xiaoting's body and was unwilling to get up for a long time. Although I didn't shed tears, my soul was crying. Xiaoting's mother cried her heart out in front of me. If she knew that I was the one who ruined Xiaoting, would she go crazy and kill me? She won't. Because she couldn't understand how much I had destroyed Xiaoting. I remembered the slogan of our hymen-destroying group: play with their bodies, destroy their spirits, trample on their personalities, and torture their souls. I have achieved all these four things in Xiaoting. But I regretted it. The achievement of the hymen destruction team today is to destroy Xiaoting. I think it's not just Xiaoting that is destroyed. We made a total of one hundred small paper flowers, which means one hundred girls were destroyed by us. We play, destroy, trample, torture. One hundred girls, one hundred purity, became our shameless achievement. I do regret it. If Xiaoting came back to life, I feel that I would no longer have the right to say to her, "I ruined you, so I will be responsible for you for the rest of your life." A hundred small paper flowers were placed around Xiaoting's body. I want all the paper flowers from Xiaogang, Xiaojun and Xiaoqiang. I will use these one hundred paper flowers as burial objects for Xiaoting. I want to use the chastity and purity of these one hundred paper flowers to express my deepest apology to Xiaoting! ! ! Xiaoting's body was cremated along with the one hundred paper flowers. I said to Xiaogang and the others, "Let's disband our hymen destruction group." No one objected. This organization is indeed too boring, so boring that everyone is fed up with it. So, this hymen-destroying group that had existed for a long time was finally completely disbanded in the destruction of a girl. From the day Xiaoting turned to ashes, my soul has been in deep regret. This regret makes me feel my stomach shrinking and I feel nauseous and want to vomit. The city is filled with the ghosts of many virgins who have lost their virginity, like flies and mosquitoes, omnipresent and disturbing my soul. I decided to leave this city. I want to change myself. I want to start a new life with the purity that Xiaoting once had. I bought a train ticket to the farthest city. I want to say goodbye to the past completely, forget Xiaoting, forget those paper flowers, and forget the hymen destruction team. Stay away. No one will remember me anymore, and I don't want to remember anyone anymore. After getting on the train, I was excited. I felt that I would get over the guilt I felt towards Xiaoting, and I was smiling. My emotions seemed to infect the passengers sitting with me. They greeted me with smiles on their faces, making me feel warm as if I were home. Sitting opposite me was an innocent girl, probably a student who might be going to study in another place. Because she was so beautiful, I couldn't help but take a second look at her. When she noticed that I was looking at her, she started to smile at me. It was then that I noticed that she was holding a copy of The Gadfly in her hand. She stroked the cover of "The Gadfly" and told me seriously: "This book describes the strength of the soul and the unyielding ideals." When I heard this, I cried. I have never been as sad as I am today in my life. My tears gushed out like a tide, my body kept shaking, but no sound came out of my mouth. Every passenger, including the girl, looked at me in surprise. But I don’t care. I want to cry my heart out and let my tears flow freely, hoping that my sinful soul can be washed away with these tears.

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