Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (10) The First Time with "Current Boyfriend" (Part 1) (Part 2) (Rape and Abuse Adult Novel)

Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (10) First Sex with "Current Boyfriend" (Part 1)

I finally had sex with Fang Renkai four months later when he came to Silicon Valley again for a meeting with a company. It happened in a motel near the airport. At that time, a whole year had passed since we first met.

Three weeks ago, I took my son to New York to visit my daughter who was studying at Columbia University. We stayed two nights at a luxury hotel in midtown Manhattan. I also asked Fang Renkai to come into the city from New Jersey to meet me. We held hands and walked in Central Park, looking at the view of skyscrapers. It felt very warm and romantic. I originally wanted to have sex with him while I was in New York, but because my son was there and unfortunately my period came again (this time, for real), I had to postpone it again and had sex until three weeks later when we met in California. I also told Fang Renkai with certainty: By that day, there will definitely be no more menstruation to spoil our fun!

That day, Fang Renkai took a flight from New Jersey early in the morning and arrived at San Jose Airport around noon. We agreed that as soon as we picked him up, we would rush to the hotel to get a room, and after playing, we would go out for dinner together; then, I would stay with him until the evening before leaving. So that he can go to bed early and have enough rest to deal with the meeting the next day.

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In fact, in the three weeks since I came back from New York, I have been feeling uneasy and anxious because of this meeting with Fang Renkai, and the days have passed in a daze. If I couldn't call him every day and confess my complicated feelings to him, and listen to him tell me how much he missed me and wanted me... I believe I would not be able to bear the torment of waiting and would go crazy!

In terms of feelings, he and I love each other deeply, and there is no doubt about it. Fang Renkai was also very aware of my situation and understood that I had never had any love for my husband; so my falling in love with him could not be considered a betrayal; it was rather a necessity under extraordinary circumstances. But in terms of behavior, it still cannot be justified if I have physical relations with men other than my husband; at least, I have to admit that I am a woman who cannot control my physical desires, is restless, has affairs with others, and makes my husband a cuckold!

In fact, this is the point that I find the most difficult to overcome and the most difficult to justify: saying that I have physical desires and want to have sex with Fang Renkai because I am in love with him. ┅┅Because, the fact is that I had already slept with other men, both those I loved and those I didn't love, and did "bad things" that I shouldn't have done. I had already lost the most important innocence and shame for a woman!

But now, in order to fall in love with Fang Renkai, I have to do one "bad thing" after another that is sorry for my husband and other people's families; then, the condemnation of my conscience and the torment of guilt will doom me to eternal damnation; and the contradictions and struggles between myself and myself will become my everlasting nightmare!

So I told him about my feelings; although I never mentioned the ridiculous things I had done with the older boy Li Xiaojian; I only gave him a very brief account of my affair with Li Tong. Fang Renkai patiently advised me not to over-complicate things, not to get stuck in emotional ruts, or to reach a dead end in my thinking. He wanted me to experience things that made me feel relaxed and happy; to regard the sweetness of love and the beauty of sex as the natural pursuits of life; and not to force or suppress anything. ┅┅I heard it and immediately responded:

"I'm not suppressing anything, baby! My feelings for you have long been... unreserved!"

"But what about the physical aspect, Xiaoqing?...Can you say the same thing?" he asked me back.

"No, I just can't let go in this regard!" I had to admit.

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As a result, even though I was going to have sex with Fang Renkai today, I wore the most conservative and least revealing clothes. Even though she knew she would be stripping naked in front of him, she still wore those mother-style white cotton panties, a padded bra that covered her entire chest, thick pantyhose, wide trousers, a long-sleeved shirt with a floral collar, and a tweed jacket; her outfit covered every part of her body. She was a little thin, and apart from a diamond watch, she didn't wear any jewelry (including a wedding ring). She drove out and headed straight to the airport!

Before leaving, he suddenly thought of something and hurried back into the house, taking a large leather bag with some biscuits, fruits, and cold drinks to fill his stomach when he and Fang Renkai were hungry at noon.

Fang Renkai's plane arrived on time. As soon as he came out and saw me waving at him, he walked towards me with a smile and stared at me. I was speechless and could only smile at him blankly. Then I said:

"You look so fresh today!" Maybe she means I don't wear much makeup?

"Oh, it's just refreshing?" I gave a reply that made no sense. "Let's go!?"

We didn't hold hands until we walked out of the airport lobby and into the parking lot. The reason is, isn't it because you're afraid of being seen by people you know? When we got to the car, Fang Renkai let me get in first, then he walked to the other side, opened the door and got in.

Then, he looked at me and I looked at him, and we looked at each other and just smiled foolishly.

I thought: "Finally we meet again, he will kiss me, right?!..."

But he didn't. He just picked up my hand, pulled it to his lips, kissed it gently and politely, and asked me:

"Are you happy?" Fang Renkai's eyes were filled with joy.

"Yeah! But, I'm a little scared!" Although I responded like this, I was still smiling in my heart. Then he asked:

"So, do you want to go get a room right now? Or do something else first?"

"Go! I believe both of us can't wait!"

When I heard him say that, my heart blossomed and my whole body began to tremble slightly, feeling numb and tingling as if an electric current had been passed through it. I immediately started the car and drove out of the airport, following the familiar willow-lined creek. In less than three minutes, I arrived at the motel hidden in the woods.

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I parked the car in the small open space at the end of the entrance, took out the key, opened a glass door, walked into a corridor full of rooms but empty, found the correct room number I had booked in advance, and opened the door. During the whole process, Fang Renkai remained silent; he just followed and observed me from beginning to end. Only after the door was closed and buckled did he put down his suitcase, help me take off my purse and jacket, and said with a smile:

"I didn't expect you to be so efficient and have arranged everything!" I blushed when she said that.

"In order to hurry! So before arriving at the airport, I came to the hotel to get the key..." I explained to him.

Fang Renkai hugged me from the front; I fell into his arms and snuggled up to him. Tilt your head back, close your eyes, and wait to be kissed. But he still didn't kiss me, he just leaned close to my ear. As soon as I opened my eyes, I heard him say with a smile:

"It seems that you are quite experienced!" he whispered in my ear. I was so ashamed that I hit him with both hands:

"You are so bad! You..." I said angrily, and hit Fang Renkai's strong and sturdy chest again and again.

"Alright! Stop hitting me, stop hitting me! I won't say those things, okay?!" He begged for mercy as if admitting his mistake.

"That's more like it!" I glanced at him; just as I pursed my lips, Fang Renkai kissed me...

It was such a long, hot kiss that my whole body almost melted and dissolved in his arms! When we separated, my whole face and body felt hot; even the skin on my neck, where the lotus leaf shirt collar pressed against me, was sweating. I twisted my body, gently pushed Fang Renkai away, and sighed:

"Oh! I feel so hot when you kiss me!" He knew it was useless and fanned himself with his hands.

I noticed that Fang Renkai also had a little sweat on his forehead. But he still smiled and said, thinking it was funny:

"It shows that we are passionate. Once we get excited, I'm afraid we will be burned to death and it will be out of control!"

"Oh my, you just keep talking nonsense... I'm not... angry at all!"

I said this while letting my hair down; I looked at the chair beside the bed and sat down, to show that I was not in a hurry at all and that I was in a leisurely mood. In fact, that was all pretended; I was already extremely anxious and longed for Fang Renkai to eagerly and actively carry me to bed!

When I thought about going to bed and doing that with him, my eyes slipped to the window; I saw the midday sun shining through the gauze curtains, illuminating everything in the room; I felt uneasy, as if someone was spying on us doing "bad things". So he stood up and walked to the window, trying to close the thick, light-proof curtains.

Fang Renkai hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear:

"It's bright outside and dark inside, who can see us? Besides, it's noon and there's no one here..."

"Hey! I'm just shy!" I leaned my head against his chest and replied softly.

"Shameful? Why are you still shy?!" Fang Renkai put his hand around my waist and moved it upwards, then kissed my neck and asked.

"That's right... I can!" I closed my eyes and muttered. Feeling his hot lips burning on my neck.

"Hmm~!" When I hummed a subtler sound, Fang Renkai had already covered my breasts with both hands and began to massage them.

"Oh~!" I was intoxicated, sighing, but I didn't dare to hum loudly, so I could only inhale sharply: "Hiss~!!"

His hot palms rubbed the padded bra in a circular motion, teasing the erogenous zones of my breasts. After a while, he grabbed a part of my body that wasn't even raised, and started grabbing and pinching it. ┅I gasped, "hiss!...hiss!", closed my eyes and shook my head violently; my body kept leaning towards Fang Renkai, sticking to him, squirming, twisting...┅┅

"Oh! God, these hands... are like devil's claws. They are so... comfortable... that I am dying!" I couldn't help shouting in my heart, shouting out words that I couldn't say out loud. My heart was beating wildly.

As I arched my body backward, I seemed to feel a hard, large object pressing against the bend of my spine above my buttocks, near my waist. At the same time, through my pants, I could clearly feel my buttocks pressing against Fang Renkai's muscular thighs. This touch made me instantly excited, and I wanted to reach back and touch and grab the strip of stick; but somehow, I became so timid and didn't dare to take the initiative. I just moved my body, twisting and rubbing, and even stood on tiptoe involuntarily to reach high enough so that my buttocks could touch his masculine symbol.

Fang Renkai's breathing gradually became heavier; his hands, which were kneading outside my bra and shirt, became stronger and stronger. The slight pain penetrated into my body and went straight to my lower abdomen, stimulating the uterus inside to feel sore. I didn't dare to move my hands back, so I could only grab the gauze curtain in front of me and pull it down as if I couldn't bear it anymore.

"Why are you still shy... so shy that you want to close the curtains?" he asked in my ear.

"Ah! Don't...others might see us!" I screamed with my head raised.

"Okay, I'll close the curtains. But... you can't be so shy anymore, okay?"

Fang Renkai let go of me, closed the thick curtain, turned around and stared at me standing beside the chair. I felt so uncomfortable watching this that I quickly lowered my head to cover my burning face with my hanging hair; I didn't know where to put my hands.

I really couldn't understand why I had become so timid and fearful when I was perfectly fine. Haven't I been looking forward to this moment for a long time, eagerly waiting for it? I'm almost going crazy thinking about having sex with Fang Renkai! ┅┅Why am I so helpless and my heart is pounding with fear when the time comes?

Besides, I had sex with my "ex-boyfriend" Li Tong so many times, but I never felt so ashamed; and I secretly went to bed with Li Xiaojian, and was bold and unrestrained to the extreme; I even went to Xiaojian's mother's bed, and had a lewd fantasy that I was his mother, doing shameless and incestuous things with her son!

But how could I suddenly change into an virgin girl overnight, too shy to touch a man, too afraid to even take off my clothes, and standing there like a fool in front of him?

I don't know how long it took for the embarrassing scene to pass before I raised my head and stammered:

"I... I'm not used to this... It feels like... I'm about to do something bad... I'm scared!..."

"Oh my, Xiaoqing! It's obviously a good thing, why do you say it's a bad thing?" Fang Renkai hugged me again:

"Have you forgotten that this is the moment we have been waiting for, since we loved each other?"

"I know that, but when the time comes... I will still..." I nodded and shook my head in response.

"Oh, by the way, while I was talking about this, I forgot something..." Fang Renkai let go of me and took something out of his pocket:

"Look, what is this?...For you!" Put the red velvet box in my hands.

When I opened it, I exclaimed, "Ah~!" It was a shiny silver-white ring! !

"For me?..." "Yes! Our wedding ring," Fang Renkai nodded and said with a smile.

"Oh my God! A wedding ring? We are about to commit adultery, and he gave me a wedding ring! This...what's going on? "I shouted in my heart, but at the same time I burst into laughter:

"Baby~!..." He sighed even louder. I heard Fang Renkai whisper in my ear:

"Xiaoqing, I love you! And you will always remember this day..." After saying that, he put the ring on my finger, kissed me, and pushed me to the bed. I let Fang Renkai's hot lips kiss my mouth, nose, cheeks, and ears, and let his wet tongue enter my mouth. The heart has turned into a liquid, floating in the waves of love and boiling on the flames of desire. In my mind, the words "forever, forever; today, today..." are flying, telling myself that this is a day I will never forget in my entire life!

The vented emotions are like a flood that breaks through a dam and cannot be stopped; the burning body is like a burning piece of dry wood that burns violently and cannot be suppressed. I knew that I had finally embarked on the path of extramarital affair again and there was no turning back. The little bit of "reason" and "guilt" that was left had already been turned into ashes and disappeared completely in the flames of lust; it was simply impossible for it to stop itself from going astray at the last moment!

Standing beside the bed, I knelt down, looked up at Fang Renkai, reached out to unbuckle his belt, loosen his trouser button, and pull down his zipper; when I peeled off his trousers and let the big thing that was stretched in his underwear bulge out, I couldn't help laughing.

He also lowered his head and smiled at me; he stroked my hair with one hand and the fingers of the other hand moved from my cheek to my mouth, gently scratching my lips. I opened my mouth slightly, took his index finger into my mouth and sucked it until my eyes closed. I heard him calling me: "Xiao Qing, Xiao Qing!..." When I opened my eyes again, he inserted his fingers deeper into my mouth, stirring my restless tongue...

"Mmmmnnnnn!" I hummed. Take off Fang Renkai's underwear and watch his cock bounce high!

I finally got to see the big thing of "Lover" for the first time! He opened his mouth and sighed anxiously:

"Ah~!..." He immediately held the penis with both hands and put his head over the glans.

Then, she sucked and licked with great ecstasy, swallowing Fang Renkai's penis more and more passionately and crazily. I held the big glans in my mouth and sucked it hard until my cheeks were sunken, and used my tongue to circle and twirl around the round and protruding flesh. Then I swallowed the big meat stick and pumped it hard, while my lips tightly wrapped around the hard meat stem, feeling its thickness filling my mouth.

"Ah! Xiaoqing, you're so good at sucking... it makes me feel so comfortable!" Fang Renkai sighed in praise.

"Mmmnnnn!...Mmm~mnnnn!..."

I held his buttocks with both hands and hummed with joy, and my body rose and fell excitedly with the rise and fall of passion and sucking. Fang Renkai pushed aside my hair that was covering my cheeks and held it in his hands so that he could clearly see me sucking my penis. I knew what he was up to, so I immediately tilted my head back, turned my face to the side, and closed my eyes; I imagined that in his eyes, my entire face was like a magnetic bottle or container filled with a penis, allowing him to admire and play with it; allowing him to stuff the thick penis into the mouth of the bottle...

"So beautiful! Xiaoqing, you look so beautiful! So sexy and charming!" Fang Renkai growled.

Hearing this, my heart blossomed with joy; I licked and swallowed more diligently, while at the same time I moaned and groaned in a gentle and rhythmic manner from my throat, as if shouting from the bottom of my heart: "Baby! I'm obsessed with your big cock!" Fortunately, I had a cock in my mouth, so I didn't have to say such shameless words; otherwise, I would have been hesitant to speak and would have been too embarrassed to say it out loud.

"Mmm--nnnn!...Mmmnnnn!!..."

Fang Renkai leaned back on the bed, and I knelt on the carpet and squeezed between his legs. I continued to suck the glans, inhale the heating rod, and swallow the big penis. I went a step further and gently grasped his two testicles, caressing and playing with them. I also used my other hand to penetrate and scratch his thick and dense pubic hair. ┅┅This caused him to sigh and cheer repeatedly; his lower body arched upwards and his big penis rushed into my mouth! Until he couldn't bear it anymore and started panting and growling, then he sat up again, grabbed my hair, and quickly thrust the penis in his mouth.

"Ah! Ah! What a beautiful, wonderful mouth! You suck so well! Ah! Ah~!!"

He pulled my hair, forcing me to spit out the penis, until he wrapped his lips around the neck of the glans, holding only the penis ball in his mouth and sucking hard, making a gurgling sound...

"Open your eyes, Xiaoqing! Open them and look at me!" Fang Renkai shouted in a commanding tone.

I refused to obey him. I closed my eyes, shook my head, and hummed like a sob. What I mean is that I am too embarrassed to look at it! As a result, Fang Renkai pulled my hair hard and pulled the big glans out of my mouth. It made me feel extremely empty in an instant, and I screamed with excitement; I didn't care that my saliva was dripping onto my cock...

“No~!...No!...Don’t take it away, give it to me!...Give it to me!”

As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Fang Renkai's proud and satisfied smile. I felt so ashamed of myself that I immediately hid behind his wet penis; it seemed that only by covering my face with that big penis would I not be too embarrassed.

"Baby, I've never been like this before. It's so embarrassing!" I said helplessly.

"What are you talking about! Who would believe that you have never been like this before?" He asked me with a smile, and then said:

"Xiao Qing, you are actually the most attractive and sexy when you look like this! Especially your two big watery eyes, which are so lustful. I believe that any man who sees you would get his dick hard!..."

It was strange that I didn't feel humiliated at all after being criticized so harshly by Fang Renkai. But I could no longer think, and hurriedly lifted up the thick penis and held it in front of my face; I lowered my head, stuck out the tip of my tongue, licked his balls at the base of the penis, and licked all the way up along the lower edge of the penis; licked to the neck of the glans, then tilted my head to clamp the rod with my lips, and slid all the way down like playing a harmonica. I "serve" my man back and forth until the entire penis, including the testicles underneath, is wet with saliva, sparkling and shining, so beautiful!

This feeling is really hard to describe. I really want to express my desires to men, but I feel ashamed and embarrassed. Especially in front of the man I love, I want him to like my sexiness, but I am afraid that he will think I am lewd and cheap. It makes me unable to take the initiative, and I want to express my desires, but I can't open my mouth. I could only respond in a coquettish and vague way:

"Don't talk about me like that! I've never sucked a man's dick before having sex. It's really... so... embarrassing!"

In fact, what I said was true. Before having sex for the first time with Li Tong and Li Xiaojian, neither of them had oral sex first. The reason why I sucked his penis was because Li Tong would always ejaculate prematurely every time we had sex, so I sucked him in order to make him hard again; and with Li Xiaojian, it was even more so during our second tryst, when I saw him masturbating me, and I was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and ejaculate first, so I actually gave him a blowjob. (Please refer to the previous chapters of the confession: 1, 8, 9.)

Fang Renkai certainly had no idea what I was thinking. He just unbuttoned his buttons and took off his shirt and sweatshirt. Soon, he was completely naked in front of me except for his shoes and socks. I wanted to look at him so much, but I didn't dare to look him straight in the eye; I wanted to reach out and touch him, but I was afraid of appearing to be too proactive. Feeling flustered, I shyly hid my head under his crotch, licked his testicles, licked under his balls, and extended my tongue towards his buttocks...

"Wow! So good... so good! Xiaoqing, you are so good at licking!... Come on to the bed quickly. It must be uncomfortable to kneel for a long time. Let me take off your clothes and play with you!" Fang Renkai said as he helped me stand up and pulled me down on the bed.

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When I was pulled onto the bed, my heart almost jumped out of my mouth! It's not just because we are finally going to be naked with each other, and not just because we have been waiting for almost a whole year to finally make love; it's also because the moment I have been looking forward to the blossoming of love and the moment I have longed for physical liberation has finally arrived!

Nestled in Fang Renkai's arms, I lowered my head in shame. He carefully unbuttoned the buttons on the back of my ruffled collar, pulled down the zipper, and loosened the waistband of my trousers; he kissed my neck, pulled out my thin shirt, and pushed it over my head. I cooperated by stretching out my arms and letting him take them off. Then I felt my upper body, which was only wearing a bra, was exposed. I felt cold and hot at the same time and didn't know what to do. Waiting for his next move in my heart...

He kissed my neck and gently wiped off the bra straps. Instantly, I was overwhelmed by the shame of my bra being half-fallen and my breasts being half-exposed, and I instinctively bent my elbows to cover my chest. But Fang Renkai immediately pulled her arms apart, and the padded bra flipped over and fell onto her waist.

Fang Renkai's hot hands grasped a breast, pressing and kneading it gently, pinching and kneading the nipple with his fingers; in a few seconds, he made it hard. I asked fearfully, "Baby, are my breasts so small? So small?" But I couldn't ask. She just sighed softly: "Oh-oh!" Then she closed her eyes and felt the caress.

His other hand reached under the waistband of my unbuttoned trousers; felt the elastic waistband of my pantyhose, touched my stomach, and touched the top of my buttocks. Although the pants were wide, the waist was tight. When Fang Renkai's hand stretched down to my crotch, my waist was stretched and tightened against my flesh by his arm, making me shake my butt uncomfortably.

"Oh oh! Unzip your pants, please..." I urged, my body squirming restlessly.

So Fang Renkai pulled down his zipper and helped me take off my trousers, and I helped him. The only things left on were the light brown pantyhose and the white briefs underneath that covered my entire lower body; he moved me so that I was lying on my back on the bed. Then, he praised my exquisite and attractive figure, leaned over and kissed my breasts; he launched a "passionate offensive" of kissing, licking, kissing, touching and kneading me...

I closed my eyes again, savoring the sweetness of kisses and caresses; I kept moaning and sighing, squirming and twisting my body; in a completely passive state, I fell into waves of intoxication...

She didn't even notice when her bra was removed, her pantyhose were peeled off, or her panties were torn off.

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Until I felt my whole body being manipulated, my legs wanted to close and tighten, but were pushed open and pressed down by hands; I wanted to clamp my tight buttocks, but the crotch was already stuck in the hands and I couldn't clamp them, then I couldn't help but cry out softly: "I'm so embarrassed!" I was so embarrassed that I didn't even dare to open my eyes; at the same time, I hoped that Fang Renkai would immediately lie on top of me and insert his penis into me.

But he didn't. He just pushed my legs apart a little further. With one hand, he stroked my belly and the part above my pubic mound, kneading and pressing it. With the other hand, he reached under my butt, scraped the crack of my buttocks, and dug into the concave flesh. I couldn't help but toss and turn, trembling all the time; I couldn't help but hum and moan:

“Ahhhhh! I can’t stand it anymore!”

But Fang Renkai deliberately asked: "Do you like it, Xiaoqing? Tell me, do you like this feeling?"

"How can I answer that? Oh my God! Such an embarrassing thing, of course I like it! Moreover, it's more than just like it? I have loved it for a long time... I love it to death!..." This is the answer in my heart!

I grabbed Fang Renkai's hair, pushed him, pulled him, and yanked him, but I didn't know what to do. All I knew was to spread my legs wider, to arch my buttocks up, towards him, to get the most private and sensitive part of my body close to his mouth. Finally, I couldn't help shouting:

"Kiss me, baby! Kiss me!"

Fang Renkai climbed on top of me and kissed my face and mouth, then my chin, ears, neck, shoulders, breasts, nipples, and licked my chest, waist, and abdomen. The tip of his tongue poked into my belly button and licked my belly, then swam all the way down to the raised mons pubis and licked my pubic hair... His hands continued to caress my wet private parts...

"Oh! My God, this is just... too beautiful, too magical, too wonderful... too incredible!..."

I pursed my lips, shouting and waiting in my heart. I want to deeply and completely experience every moment, every minute, and every second; experience the contact and entanglement of my lover's mouth and my own sexual organs. Just like the mood and feeling when I offered my mouth and accepted the penetration of his penis just now, so tender and sweet, so willing!

However, the careful "experience" of every moment, every minute and every second had already melted into an inseparable piece under the teasing and stimulation given to me by Fang Renkai; like countless flickering points of light and colors, rippling and swaying in the vast ocean; making it difficult for me to resist the waves of dizziness, and making me confused and dazed!

Fang Renkai breathed rapidly, with heavy gasps; he kissed the inside of my legs and around my private parts between my open hips. His nimble fingers caressed the top of my thighs to the bottom of my buttocks at the same time, but he just didn't touch my vagina; this made me more and more anxious, as if I was begging him, my buttocks tensed up and my vagina arched repeatedly. Urgently calling:

"Oh, wu! Baby, baby!..."

"Do you want me to lick yours, Xiaoqing?" he asked;

I couldn't answer, so I could only nod vigorously, but hummed softly: "Yes~! Yes! Yes!"

Fang Renkai's tongue then licked the mounds and petals of my labia majora and minora, and the tip of his tongue kept sweeping and teasing; he probed into the cleft of my pubic area, and licked back and forth along the direction of the fold on the most sensitive flesh. It made me completely distracted and my whole body twisted violently.

I gradually fell into a state of confusion and unclear consciousness; I could no longer describe how he stimulated and teased my entire lower body. I just felt like I had fallen into an incomparable sweetness and comfort, sinking and falling; it was like I was riding on a false cloud, soaring in the mist, swaying and drifting...

"Ah~~! Baby, baby! Ah~ ...

Gradually the sounds of kissing and licking became clearer, mixed with the dripping, squeaking and gurgling of saliva and body fluids; mixed with our continuous gasps, groans and calls, and reached our ears. The constant urging of my already extremely eager mood and my already burning body led to even stronger sexual excitement. The two feet that were originally pointing to the sky fell back onto Fang Renkai's shoulders; his heels pressed against his shoulders, his bent knees spread wide apart, his buttocks were violently raised, shaking and swung, and spinning non-stop.

At this time, Fang Renkai inserted his fingers into my vagina, pumping them rapidly and digging flexibly...

"Ah! Ah~Ah~Ah!!..." I stretched my neck and let out an uncontrollable cry. At the same time, I was shouting in my heart:

"Ohhhhh! Fuckmenow! Please fuckmenow!!"

But I bit my lip and didn't scream. How could I be like that? I was so lewd the first time I had sex with my lover! But Fang Renkai seemed to have seen through me. He lifted his upper body, climbed on top of me, and asked me:

"You want it, don't you? Xiaoqing, you want me to put it in your lovely body, right?"

My burning face must have turned red. I was too embarrassed to look at him and nodded with my eyes half closed. Suppressed into a whisper:

"Well, if I wanted you, I would have wanted you a long time ago!"

Fang Renkai lowered his body, and poked his hot, hard rod into the hole I had been waiting for my whole life...

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"Ah!...Ah~!...Ah~~!!" As the penis entered me, I screamed louder and louder.

"Ah, Xiaoqing! You are so tight, so tight, and so cute!" was Fang Renkai's first reaction.

I cried with joy and tears burst out. Screaming: "Kai! I love you so much, I love you so much!!"

The passion burst out like a flood, but at the same time, I felt Fang Renkai's penis filling, stuffing, and swelling my entire body, but it was completely still there; not pulling out, not inserting, not moving at all, as if I was suspended in mid-air, I was nervous, helpless, and anxious to the extreme.

"No,...no! No~!!" I shook my head violently, not knowing why I shouted like that. I only know that I have betrayed my husband and committed adultery both physically and mentally; but Fang Renkai is the man I love the most!

My heart is covered by the lingering web of love, and snake-like lust is entwined around my body; joy and fear are intertwined, driving me crazy and making me sad. The mixed feelings of sadness and joy made my whole body tense and my internal organs spasmed; I couldn't help but burst into tears...

"Ah! Xiaoqing, don't cry, I love you too... ah!... ah... don't move... don't move... ah~!!..."

But when Fang Renkai shouted, his whole body stiffened, twitched and trembled, and then he spurted out the semen of orgasm. As the cock swelled and expanded in my vagina, the hot, thick liquid filled my deep inside! ! I followed and shouted:

"Ah! Baby, baby!... Baby~~!!..." She hugged his neck tightly with both hands.

Fang Renkai lay on top of me, his breathing gradually slowing down. After a long while, he propped himself up, looked down at me and smiled; a smile that seemed a little embarrassed. He said nothing, but he didn't seem to be waiting for me to comment on the "results" of our first sexual intercourse. As soon as I opened my eyes and saw his face, I felt so ashamed; of course I couldn't say anything. I could only feel deeply satisfied and contented in my heart: I finally had the most intimate relationship with the man I loved! Although it is not perfect in terms of purely physical behavior, and is even a far cry from the usual "sex-making" scenes!

Fang Renkai, on the other hand, probably felt that his "performance" in bed was too bad, and seemed to not know where to start; he didn't even dare to look me in the eye, but just kept kissing my cheeks and neck. Until he slowly pulled out the penis that had become soft and small, but still wet; he leaned close to me, caressing my still hot body; and gently asked me:

"Isn't it too uncomfortable? I mean, your body is so excited but you don't have the pleasure of orgasm?"

I kissed Fang Renkai to stop him from asking any more questions. My hands stroked his chest and shoulders; then touched his back and buttocks. While shaking her head, she murmured in his ear:

"Finally, I made love with you. I am so satisfied, so satisfied!"

Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (10) First Sex with "Current Boyfriend" (Part 2)

"Afterwards", I got out of bed, went to the bathroom to wash up, and returned to bed; my whole body was cold, and I pulled the quilt to cover my body, but I still felt cold. Fang Renkai jumped out of bed and turned off the air conditioner. I put on his shirt and hid under the quilt to watch him. I asked him to heat up a cup of coffee and bring the big bag to bed. We shared the dry food and fruits I brought as lunch and talked while we ate. At this moment, I felt like I really was his wife, and I didn't even feel ashamed of having my bare butt under the quilt!

After eating, I was no longer hungry. Fang Renkai lit a cigarette and let me take a puff. Then he smiled and said:

"We are so relaxed, it's like we are camping in the wild, enjoying the scenery of nature!"

As he was speaking, there was a loud rumbling sound of a plane flying over, which made the windows of the entire hotel and the rooms rattle. I think Fang Renkai is so cute and romantic; on the contrary, I can no longer be romantic when I hear the sound of an airplane.

Seeing that I was silent, Fang Renkai picked up my hand and kissed it. Then he asked:

"Don't you think the sound of the plane is like a waterfall? Use your imagination and listen!"

At this moment, I noticed that the silver ring he gave me was in the shape of a coiled little snake, with two tiny diamonds embedded in its eyes. It was quite cute. But then I immediately thought: snakes are the animals that make people eat the forbidden fruit and do bad things; and didn’t Fang Renkai and I commit the bad thing of "adultery" because we ate the forbidden fruit of carnal desire? !

I pulled my hand back, shook my head violently, and snuggled into Fang Renkai's arms, whispering:

"But I just committed adultery with you, I really can't imagine what nature is! Besides, whenever I hear the sound of an airplane, I can't help but think of my husband in Taiwan and I have betrayed him again..." She shook her head even more violently and leaned closer to him.

Fang Renkai also hugged me tightly for a long time, holding my chin up, kissing my cheeks and forehead, and coaxing me:

"Don't dwell on this, Xiaoqing! If you think too much, you'll only spoil your fun!"

Unexpectedly, when I lowered my eyes to look at Fang Renkai's penis, I saw it raising its head again, standing tall and erect! I couldn't take my eyes off the sight, my heart was filled with joy, and my cheeks felt so hot. I thought:

"She cheated on her husband, but apparently it didn't spoil your fun. Instead, it made your cock even harder!"

I raised my head, with a shy look on my face, glanced at Fang Renkai, pursed my lips, and then asked him:

"It's fine, but your thing, how come it not only didn't spoil the fun, but it became so big?"

Fang Renkai pulled my hand to the penis and whispered in my ear: "Come on, hold it and rub it up and down!"

I did so immediately. After just two or three rubs, it became bigger and harder, making me extremely horny and sexually excited. He laughed so hard that his mouth couldn't close and hummed:

"Hmm~! It's getting so big, so big, and so hard, so hard!"

"It got bigger because it likes you!"

Fang Renkai said with a smile, while changing to a lying position with his back against the headboard. I knelt beside him, rubbing his cock with both hands; I saw that it was exactly the same length as my hands stacked up and down to hold it, with only the round tip of the glans exposed. When I asked him about the size on the phone that time, his answer was exactly the same! Then he laughed even more and asked:

"If you like me more, will it get bigger?"

"Well, it depends on you. The more slutty you are, the bigger and harder it will be! Come on, Xiaoqing, let me see how charming and seductive you are."

"I'm not... seductive!" I responded by shaking my head coquettishly, but I took the initiative to move my body and lift my buttocks backwards, twisting it left and right on purpose; then, I put my hair aside with one hand, lowered my head and licked the swollen big glans, licking the whole ball of flesh until it was wet and shiny. I was increasingly eager to hope that Fang Renkai would be so excited that he would spread my legs apart again and stick his big cock inside me...

But he didn't, instead he leisurely appreciated my "performance" at that time. While caressing my face, he asked:

"Tell me, Xiaoqing, are you wet inside again?"

I was so embarrassed by the question, but I couldn't deny it, so I nodded: "... Yeah..."

"Does your stomach feel sour?..." "Yeah!" "Oh my God! How does he know everything?"

"Does it feel like there are a lot of little bugs crawling around in the hole? It's itchy and numb?"

"... Really!... And the reaction of the woman's body is so clear and explicit!"

"Yeah~! That's it! It's itchy and numb!" As I nodded in response, my butt shook even more violently, wishing someone would touch it and play with it. Fang Renkai seemed to hear the cries in my heart, and he put his big hand on my buttocks and caressed and played with them. He also used his fingers to dig in the crack of my buttocks and at the anus from time to time.

But he just refused to touch my vagina any further, causing me to lift my buttocks up again and again, and collapse my upper body on Fang Renkai's thighs, with my head tilted towards him, my cheek pressed against his big cock, and begged pitifully:

"Baby, I can't stand it anymore! Please stop teasing me! Please touch my hole..."

At the same time, she moved her body and tilted her hips towards him so that he could touch her vagina more easily.

"Well, you look really charming now!" Fang Renkai commented with a smile? praise? I.

"Well, don't do this...you're embarrassing me!" I shook my head and said angrily, but I stuck out my tongue and licked his glans.

"Ha! How interesting! You're still shy even after licking a dick?"

His sarcasm made me blush, but I was anxious, so I had to ignore him and let my hair cover my face as I licked the big penis back and forth until the whole penis was wet. Just when she was about to lift it up, put it on and suck it, she was stopped by Fang Renkai; he said that she was only allowed to lick it and not to put it in her mouth and suck it. He also asked me to turn around, face my butt towards him, and straddle his chest before he would touch my hole. Speaking of this posture, I can't see his face, so I shouldn't be shy! ?

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I obeyed all of them. I turned around and straddled Fang Renkai's chest, my face facing the end of the bed, his feet, and his cock. I knelt down with my knees bent, raised my butt, and leaned over the top of the erect big cock, licking his cock that was getting rounder and bigger with the tip of my tongue. At the same time, I felt my buttocks being peeled apart by two hands, and my labia majora and minora being constantly teased by fingers. It was like waves of electricity passing through and spreading throughout my body, making me tremble with comfort and unbearable pain; I closed my eyes and kept licking the penis, while humming like a sob:

“Uuuuuuuuuuuu!! Mmmnnmmnnnn! Aaahhhh!!”

"Do you like it, Xiaoqing? Do you like playing like this?" Fang Renkai asked while rubbing my labia.

"Mmmmnnnn!! I like it!" She responded vaguely with her lips pressed against his big cock.

Not being able to see Fang Renkai's face made me feel less ashamed. I licked the cock more eagerly and passionately, and shook my butt more vigorously. Fang Renkai grabbed my hips tightly, not letting me move, and kept yelling:

"Xiao Qing, stop shaking your butt so hard! I can't even see you clearly, and I can't even touch you anymore!"

I obediently resisted twisting my body, my buttocks tightened. Thinking that my private parts were clearly seen by Fang Renkai, I couldn't help but feel ashamed again. I turned my head, glanced at him over my shoulder, and said coquettishly:

"What's so good about that? Aren't women's parts all the same?..."

"No way! Yours is special! Not only beautiful, but also very sexy."

"Oh my! You made me even more embarrassed!" Although she said it angrily, she was happy in her heart because of his praise.

"Okay, stop looking at it, okay? I need you to touch me!" After saying that, she started licking the penis again.

I felt Fang Renkai's slippery and flexible fingers constantly teasing my vagina, which seemed to have magical power and made me gradually crazy. The sound of dripping water coming from the entrance of the cave also stimulates the scene in my mind like an aphrodisiac: my naked, snow-white, uncovered buttocks, my wet, crimson, congested and swollen vagina, all clearly displayed in front of the man; letting him observe, appreciate and play with it carefully!

"Ah~!!" I felt a finger inserted into my vagina, digging and scratching inside...

"Ah~Oh!" Another finger swept across my labia and pinched my clitoris...

"Oh~mmmm!..." Another finger kept stimulating my anus...

He also used his fingertips to gently play with the small protruding fleshy bump at the entrance of my buttocks and the edge of my anus (a "secret" of my body that will be explained in a later confession).

"Oh my God! He is so good at it. He is driving me crazy!" I screamed in my heart and shook my butt.

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Finally, he could no longer bear it and turned to Fang Renkai and pleaded:

"Baby, please don't bully me anymore! I can't stand it anymore. I'm going crazy!"

"So, what do you want? Tell me, I'll fully cooperate..." But he didn't let me go and asked teasingly.

I shook my head and replied sadly: "Don't force me... I can't say it!"

In fact, I had already called out in my heart: "Baby, let me... just poke it inside!" I had shouted this shameless word countless times on many beds and in many tryst rooms. But today, when I really faced my beloved, I was so "shy" that I was really beyond my expectations!

Fortunately, Fang Renkai stopped forcing me. He pulled out his fingers from my incredibly wet vagina, rubbed them on the perineum, and dragged them to the anus. He smeared them all over the place slipperily. Then he asked me to turn over and lie on my back on the bed, spread my legs, and endure his final "occupation."

"Ah~! Take me now! Come on, take me, conquer me! I've wanted it for a long time!..."

The two words "occupy" and "conquer" in my mind act like aphrodisiacs and make me more sexually excited. Completely disregarding my shameful image, I took the initiative to hug my legs and present my uncovered, dripping wet vagina to Fang Renkai. I looked at him with extreme desire, and my lips trembled with excitement as I called out:

"Baby~! I...I want you so much!..."

Fang Renkai leaned over me, staring at me with a smile on his face, which immediately reminded me of the day I first met him at the airport more than a year ago. He was staring at me in the same way. Although I could never have predicted that this day would come, his gaze on me and that smile seemed to be deeply imprinted on my heart, destined that my body would be exposed in front of him, and I would actively spread my legs to accept his male symbol to enter, occupy, and conquer me!

The sense of "fate" that came over me not only made me unusually excited, but also filled my whole body with eagerness; it was like a pot of cooked chicken, waiting to be peeled and torn apart; like a bowl of boiling seafood soup, waiting for chopsticks and spoons to be inserted and stirred, waiting to be clamped, scooped up, ripped open, bitten, and swallowed...

When Fang Renkai's hot glans finally pushed open the entrance to my vagina and his penis entered my already slippery vagina again, I closed my eyes tightly in madness and screamed out loudly:

"Ah~! Baby, baby~!!...You...you are so good!..." Her hands clung to his neck tightly. She sobbed and moaned continuously, and her body trembled and twisted under him. And he sighed:

"Xiaoqing! You are so great! It feels so good to be tight!" Fang Renkai's reaction made me ecstatic.

"Really?! Baby, do you like me... tight?" My eyes were full of charm when I asked him deliberately.

"Need I ask? Of course I love you!" He growled softly and started to move his hips and thrust.

"Oh~!...Oh~!!...Baby~!" I sighed with emotion. �

Sighing, calling out, humming the beauty in my heart, and the incomparable pleasure of having my entire body occupied, filled, and stretched by him. I really want to shout out those words that are used between beds and between men and women, but I can't shout them out; I can only glance at him in fascination, and look at his lewd smile, pout, and curled mouth. Just because this was the first time I went to bed with him, the first time I made love with him, (the second time?) having sexual intercourse, I was still so unfamiliar with him and couldn't get used to it!

Especially since Fang Renkai is the man I love the most and to whom I have given my whole heart. How could I let him see through my other side the first time? See through the part of me that I cannot let anyone know...the lewdness? Moreover, if he really treats me as the kind of sexual object he wrote about in his letters and fantasizes about; if he thinks of me as a shameless and cheap woman by nature, then...will I ever be able to hold my head up in front of him for the rest of my life? ┅┅

However, this thought only flashed through my mind for a moment and disappeared without a trace in an instant! Because Fang Renkai had hugged me tightly and increased the speed of thrusting his penis; and every time he thrust in, he thrust very hard, so hard that my whole body shook violently and I almost felt dizzy...

"Oh, oh! Oh, oh!! Baby, baby! You're fucking so deep!"

"Do you like it? Xiaoqing, do you like it?!" Fang Renkai asked panting, poking her continuously.

"I like it! I like it!" I responded in a daze and panting.

"Do you like being penetrated deeply by men?" she asked.

"I like it... give it a poke..." he answered obsessedly.

"What are you poking?"

"Oh my God! Don't ask, don't ask! Of course it's for a man's big cock to poke! But baby, don't force me to tell you!" Although I shouted like this in my heart, what I shouted out was:

"I'll give it to you... I'll give it to you!"

"How do you poke?" Fang Renkai asked as he stabbed down with great force!

"Ah, Oh! Push... harder, push harder!!..." She screamed so loudly, so loudly.

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Fang Renkai seemed to hear the cries of my body and he went in and out of my hole and rammed me with great force. It was getting faster and faster, more and more fierce. While thrusting, he put his hands under my butt, kneading my buttocks and scraping my crotch. His slippery fingers were rubbing and scratching my butt, which made me almost crazy again:

"Ah, Kai! You're pinching me...so...comfortable!" She kept screaming and twisting her buttocks.

After thrusting hard for a while, Fang Renkai suddenly stopped, propped up his upper body, looked down at me and smiled:

"Xiaoqing, do you like having your buttocks pinched?"

"More than just like it! I love it... I love it to death!" She responded with pouty lips and deliberately twisted her butt to be more seductive.

"So beautiful, you twist your body so sexy, so pretty!" he praised.

"Oh, wow! Baby! Your cock looks so good! Fuck me harder, fuck me!"

I almost couldn't help shouting those words, but I couldn't say it out loud. I just stared at that big cock and at the same time moved my lower body, constantly thrusting it upwards, wanting it to be inserted quickly. But Fang Renkai deliberately teased me, leaving only his big glans in my hole and refusing to insert it further; my vagina felt so empty that I couldn't bear it any longer and almost cried out:

"Baby~! Baby~! Stop teasing me, give it to me~ Give it to me!"

But Fang Renkai grabbed my legs, bent my knees, and pushed them up to my chest. Then he used his shoulders to support me, bending my body in half and lifting my butt off the bed. I couldn't move my whole body, and then he asked me very proudly:

"Now you know how awesome it is, right? You know you should yell... big cock, right? Hmm~?"

I was so embarrassed that I closed my eyes tightly, shook my head left and right, and couldn't scream. But I had already surrendered in my heart!

"Ooohhhh!...Yes, yes!!...Fuckme~!...Fuckmeplea~se!!..."

Oh my god! I...when I was in bed with Li Tong and Li Xiaojian, I would shout out dirty and obscene words so easily; and...when I was "making love" or masturbating with him on the phone, I also shouted out words like the women in adult movies, but now they are all stuck in my throat; I can only express myself by biting my lips and nodding my head vigorously. Could it be, could it be that it is because I love him, love him too deeply, that I have become like this, with tears in my eyes, feeling ashamed, but unable to say anything?

Fang Renkai didn't force me anymore, he just smiled; suddenly he sank down and thrust his entire penis into my hole...

"Ah~~!! Oh my God!..." I screamed, and he pulled out quickly and thrust in again violently!

"Oh my God! Ah! Ah! Ah!" I felt like my whole body was pierced through.

"Oh, it hurts so much!... Ah! It hurts..." Tears also splashed out.

But Fang Renkai showed no mercy to her. He thrust harder and harder, thrust faster and faster, thrust deeper and deeper. She gasped for air and shouted, "

"But you love it so much! It feels so good! Right? Right!?"

"Ah! That's right! Ah! It all went into my stomach and it's so sore!"

I was fucked so hard that I pulled the bed sheet tightly with both hands, shook my head and screamed that my stomach was sore, but I loved the feeling of his big glans hitting the deep bottom of my flesh hole continuously, hitting my uterus in waves; it made my entire vagina seem to spasm, constantly contracting, squeezing, and pinching, but I couldn't hold back his rushing penis...

I felt like I was dying, so I ignored everything and cried out:

"Oh, baby! I love you so much! I love you so much!"

Fang Renkai saw me crying, but he didn't take it to heart at all. Instead, he continued to poke me hard, as if to prove something. I was already in a state of confusion and of course had no idea what he was trying to prove. I just felt that he was much stronger and more powerful than Li Tong and Li Xiaojian. I felt like I was being completely conquered, destroyed, and ravaged by an extremely brave man. But that feeling really makes me obsessed and crazy!

I moaned and whimpered, "Oooohhhh!...Yes!...Wooo~~oohh!...Yes!!..."

"You love to be fucked hard by a big cock, don't you?!" Fang Renkai asked as he poked.

“Yes...! Yes!!...”

I shouted and shed tears of extreme happiness; my entire butt was soaked with the vaginal fluid.

"Oh, oh! So deep! You're so deep!" She can't bear it anymore.

"Because I love you so deeply!" Fang Renkai roared in response, his body shaking and thrusting violently.

"Oh~!...Oh~Oh!!..." I couldn't help the excitement welling up in my heart, and I burst into sobs; I let him gallop and sprint on me without caring about anything else, and let the shock of body and mind wash over my whole body. Lost soul, crazy, depraved...

"I finally got it. I finally got the man who loves me!!..." The ecstatic hearts shouted at the same time.

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When I came to myself from my semi-comatose state, I found that Fang Renkai's hard cock was still inside my body; but I didn't know when the position had changed to me lying prone on the bed, with him pressing on my back, and his penis inserted from behind my buttocks. I asked in a daze:

"Why did you become like this? Baby?" I felt my back and buttocks were covered with sweat and water.

"We've already changed several positions, don't you know? Xiaoqing, do you like this doggy style?"

"Ah~? Then didn't I faint and lose consciousness just now?" I asked with a sigh but didn't answer him.

"Yes, she was fucked to the point of ecstasy, and she was so beautiful and charming!" he responded with praise.

"Well... then... did you ejaculate?" I asked him with a smile.

"Not yet! Because I'm going to enjoy you even more, so that it's worth the money!"

"Ah~! It's been so long and you haven't ejaculated yet? Baby, you are so...so amazing!"

"Hehe! I'm glad to know..." Fang Renkai answered proudly.

"Oh! It's so great, so wonderful! I'm so happy to have such a good man!" I sighed in my heart, and at the same time felt that after searching for so many years, I finally found a man who is not only spiritually compatible with me but also physically so perfect. This is really a prize bestowed upon me by God out of pity! I felt a sudden surge of gratitude and couldn't help but feel tears welling up in my eyes.

"Ah! Baby, baby! Baby, baby~!" I felt Fang Renkai's penis thrusting in and out again in rhythm with my calls...

"Baby, baby! Baby! Baby! Ah! Ah!"

There were shouts and cries one after another, high cries and low hums alternating, as if one was intoxicated; it was like being swayed in the waves, tumbling and floating in a whirlpool, and finally one didn't know where one was!

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Finally, when I walked out of the hotel near the airport holding Fang Renkai's arm, the sun was setting and it was almost dusk. I didn't expect that the first time I finally went to bed with him and had physical relations with him, I spent most of the day in such a satisfying and enjoyable way; enjoying the warmth and tenderness in each other's arms, and even ignoring the rumbling of my stomach...

As we walked towards the car, my whole body felt weak; my legs couldn't even close together, and I couldn't even stand; I felt so bad. Fang Renkai whispered in my ear:

"... After playing so hard on the bed... can you still walk?..."

I know that my greed for lust and indulgence in passion today was really too much. I felt very ashamed, but I still said coquettishly:

"It's all your fault! You made me so miserable!..." But her body pressed even closer to him!

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My "extramarital affair" with Fang Renkai began from that day and lasted for more than two years. Before he moved here with his family from New Jersey on the East Coast, he came to Silicon Valley twice for business trips and job interviews. We had trysts and slept with each other in the same hotel several times, and each time we had a wild and passionate time, and then we parted reluctantly.

Of course, after he moved to California, we naturally saw each other more often and finally became a "couple."

However, the few trysts with Fang Renkai before that were because he had to return to New Jersey, and we didn’t know whether he would eventually move to Silicon Valley, so the sex we had was particularly passionate and enthusiastic, and I felt a sense of "despair" in my heart. It was the most unforgettable experience for me. Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (10) First Sex with "Current Boyfriend" (Part 1)

I finally had sex with Fang Renkai four months later when he came to Silicon Valley again for a meeting with a company. It happened in a motel near the airport. At that time, a whole year had passed since we first met.

Three weeks ago, I took my son to New York to visit my daughter who was studying at Columbia University. We stayed two nights at a luxury hotel in midtown Manhattan. I also asked Fang Renkai to come into the city from New Jersey to meet me. We held hands and walked in Central Park, looking at the view of skyscrapers. It felt very warm and romantic. I originally wanted to have sex with him while I was in New York, but because my son was there and unfortunately my period came again (this time, for real), I had to postpone it again and had sex until three weeks later when we met in California. I also told Fang Renkai with certainty: By that day, there will definitely be no more menstruation to spoil our fun!

That day, Fang Renkai took a flight from New Jersey early in the morning and arrived at San Jose Airport around noon. We agreed that as soon as we picked him up, we would rush to the hotel to get a room, and after playing, we would go out for dinner together; then, I would stay with him until the evening before leaving. So that he can go to bed early and have enough rest to deal with the meeting the next day.

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In fact, in the three weeks since I came back from New York, I have been feeling uneasy and anxious because of this meeting with Fang Renkai, and the days have passed in a daze. If I couldn't call him every day and confess my complicated feelings to him, and listen to him tell me how much he missed me and wanted me... I believe I would not be able to bear the torment of waiting and would go crazy!

In terms of feelings, he and I love each other deeply, and there is no doubt about it. Fang Renkai was also very aware of my situation and understood that I had never had any love for my husband; so my falling in love with him could not be considered a betrayal; it was rather a necessity under extraordinary circumstances. But in terms of behavior, it still cannot be justified if I have physical relations with men other than my husband; at least, I have to admit that I am a woman who cannot control my physical desires, is restless, has affairs with others, and makes my husband a cuckold!

In fact, this is the point that I find the most difficult to overcome and the most difficult to justify: saying that I have physical desires and want to have sex with Fang Renkai because I am in love with him. ┅┅Because, the fact is that I had already slept with other men, both those I loved and those I didn't love, and did "bad things" that I shouldn't have done. I had already lost the most important innocence and shame for a woman!

But now, in order to fall in love with Fang Renkai, I have to do one "bad thing" after another that is sorry for my husband and other people's families; then, the condemnation of my conscience and the torment of guilt will doom me to eternal damnation; and the contradictions and struggles between myself and myself will become my everlasting nightmare!

So I told him about my feelings; although I never mentioned the ridiculous things I had done with the older boy Li Xiaojian; I only gave him a very brief account of my affair with Li Tong. Fang Renkai patiently advised me not to over-complicate things, not to get stuck in emotional ruts, or to reach a dead end in my thinking. He wanted me to experience things that made me feel relaxed and happy; to regard the sweetness of love and the beauty of sex as the natural pursuits of life; and not to force or suppress anything. ┅┅I heard it and immediately responded:

"I'm not suppressing anything, baby! My feelings for you have long been... unreserved!"

"But what about the physical aspect, Xiaoqing?...Can you say the same thing?" he asked me back.

"No, I just can't let go in this regard!" I had to admit.

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As a result, even though I was going to have sex with Fang Renkai today, I wore the most conservative and least revealing clothes. Even though she knew she would be stripping naked in front of him, she still wore those mother-style white cotton panties, a padded bra that covered her entire chest, thick pantyhose, wide trousers, a long-sleeved shirt with a floral collar, and a tweed jacket; her outfit covered every part of her body. She was a little thin, and apart from a diamond watch, she didn't wear any jewelry (including a wedding ring). She drove out and headed straight to the airport!

Before leaving, he suddenly thought of something and hurried back into the house, taking a large leather bag with some biscuits, fruits, and cold drinks to fill his stomach when he and Fang Renkai were hungry at noon.

Fang Renkai's plane arrived on time. As soon as he came out and saw me waving at him, he walked towards me with a smile and stared at me. I was speechless and could only smile at him blankly. Then I said:

"You look so fresh today!" Maybe she means I don't wear much makeup?

"Oh, it's just refreshing?" I gave a reply that made no sense. "Let's go!?"

We didn't hold hands until we walked out of the airport lobby and into the parking lot. The reason is, isn't it because you're afraid of being seen by people you know? When we got to the car, Fang Renkai let me get in first, then he walked to the other side, opened the door and got in.

Then, he looked at me and I looked at him, and we looked at each other and just smiled foolishly.

I thought: "Finally we meet again, he will kiss me, right?!..."

But he didn't. He just picked up my hand, pulled it to his lips, kissed it gently and politely, and asked me:

"Are you happy?" Fang Renkai's eyes were filled with joy.

"Yeah! But, I'm a little scared!" Although I responded like this, I was still smiling in my heart. Then he asked:

"So, do you want to go get a room right now? Or do something else first?"

"Go! I believe both of us can't wait!"

When I heard him say that, my heart blossomed and my whole body began to tremble slightly, feeling numb and tingling as if an electric current had been passed through it. I immediately started the car and drove out of the airport, following the familiar willow-lined creek. In less than three minutes, I arrived at the motel hidden in the woods.

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I parked the car in the small open space at the end of the entrance, took out the key, opened a glass door, walked into a corridor full of rooms but empty, found the correct room number I had booked in advance, and opened the door. During the whole process, Fang Renkai remained silent; he just followed and observed me from beginning to end. Only after the door was closed and buckled did he put down his suitcase, help me take off my purse and jacket, and said with a smile:

"I didn't expect you to be so efficient and have arranged everything!" I blushed when she said that.

"In order to hurry! So before arriving at the airport, I came to the hotel to get the key..." I explained to him.

Fang Renkai hugged me from the front; I fell into his arms and snuggled up to him. Tilt your head back, close your eyes, and wait to be kissed. But he still didn't kiss me, he just leaned close to my ear. As soon as I opened my eyes, I heard him say with a smile:

"It seems that you are quite experienced!" he whispered in my ear. I was so ashamed that I hit him with both hands:

"You are so bad! You..." I said angrily, and hit Fang Renkai's strong and sturdy chest again and again.

"Alright! Stop hitting me, stop hitting me! I won't say those things, okay?!" He begged for mercy as if admitting his mistake.

"That's more like it!" I glanced at him; just as I pursed my lips, Fang Renkai kissed me...

It was such a long, hot kiss that my whole body almost melted and dissolved in his arms! When we separated, my whole face and body felt hot; even the skin on my neck, where the lotus leaf shirt collar pressed against me, was sweating. I twisted my body, gently pushed Fang Renkai away, and sighed:

"Oh! I feel so hot when you kiss me!" He knew it was useless and fanned himself with his hands.

I noticed that Fang Renkai also had a little sweat on his forehead. But he still smiled and said, thinking it was funny:

"It shows that we are passionate. Once we get excited, I'm afraid we will be burned to death and it will be out of control!"

"Oh my, you just keep talking nonsense... I'm not... angry at all!"

I said this while letting my hair down; I looked at the chair beside the bed and sat down, to show that I was not in a hurry at all and that I was in a leisurely mood. In fact, that was all pretended; I was already extremely anxious and longed for Fang Renkai to eagerly and actively carry me to bed!

When I thought about going to bed and doing that with him, my eyes slipped to the window; I saw the midday sun shining through the gauze curtains, illuminating everything in the room; I felt uneasy, as if someone was spying on us doing "bad things". So he stood up and walked to the window, trying to close the thick, light-proof curtains.

Fang Renkai hugged me from behind and whispered in my ear:

"It's bright outside and dark inside, who can see us? Besides, it's noon and there's no one here..."

"Hey! I'm just shy!" I leaned my head against his chest and replied softly.

"Shameful? Why are you still shy?!" Fang Renkai put his hand around my waist and moved it upwards, then kissed my neck and asked.

"That's right... I can!" I closed my eyes and muttered. Feeling his hot lips burning on my neck.

"Hmm~!" When I hummed a subtler sound, Fang Renkai had already covered my breasts with both hands and began to massage them.

"Oh~!" I was intoxicated, sighing, but I didn't dare to hum loudly, so I could only inhale sharply: "Hiss~!!"

His hot palms rubbed the padded bra in a circular motion, teasing the erogenous zones of my breasts. After a while, he grabbed a part of my body that wasn't even raised, and started grabbing and pinching it. ┅I gasped, "hiss!...hiss!", closed my eyes and shook my head violently; my body kept leaning towards Fang Renkai, sticking to him, squirming, twisting...┅┅

"Oh! God, these hands... are like devil's claws. They are so... comfortable... that I am dying!" I couldn't help shouting in my heart, shouting out words that I couldn't say out loud. My heart was beating wildly.

As I arched my body backward, I seemed to feel a hard, large object pressing against the bend of my spine above my buttocks, near my waist. At the same time, through my pants, I could clearly feel my buttocks pressing against Fang Renkai's muscular thighs. This touch made me instantly excited, and I wanted to reach back and touch and grab the strip of stick; but somehow, I became so timid and didn't dare to take the initiative. I just moved my body, twisting and rubbing, and even stood on tiptoe involuntarily to reach high enough so that my buttocks could touch his masculine symbol.

Fang Renkai's breathing gradually became heavier; his hands, which were kneading outside my bra and shirt, became stronger and stronger. The slight pain penetrated into my body and went straight to my lower abdomen, stimulating the uterus inside to feel sore. I didn't dare to move my hands back, so I could only grab the gauze curtain in front of me and pull it down as if I couldn't bear it anymore.

"Why are you still shy... so shy that you want to close the curtains?" he asked in my ear.

"Ah! Don't...others might see us!" I screamed with my head raised.

"Okay, I'll close the curtains. But... you can't be so shy anymore, okay?"

Fang Renkai let go of me, closed the thick curtain, turned around and stared at me standing beside the chair. I felt so uncomfortable watching this that I quickly lowered my head to cover my burning face with my hanging hair; I didn't know where to put my hands.

I really couldn't understand why I had become so timid and fearful when I was perfectly fine. Haven't I been looking forward to this moment for a long time, eagerly waiting for it? I'm almost going crazy thinking about having sex with Fang Renkai! ┅┅Why am I so helpless and my heart is pounding with fear when the time comes?

Besides, I had sex with my "ex-boyfriend" Li Tong so many times, but I never felt so ashamed; and I secretly went to bed with Li Xiaojian, and was bold and unrestrained to the extreme; I even went to Xiaojian's mother's bed, and had a lewd fantasy that I was his mother, doing shameless and incestuous things with her son!

But how could I suddenly change into an virgin girl overnight, too shy to touch a man, too afraid to even take off my clothes, and standing there like a fool in front of him?

I don't know how long it took for the embarrassing scene to pass before I raised my head and stammered:

"I... I'm not used to this... It feels like... I'm about to do something bad... I'm scared!..."

"Oh my, Xiaoqing! It's obviously a good thing, why do you say it's a bad thing?" Fang Renkai hugged me again:

"Have you forgotten that this is the moment we have been waiting for, since we loved each other?"

"I know that, but when the time comes... I will still..." I nodded and shook my head in response.

"Oh, by the way, while I was talking about this, I forgot something..." Fang Renkai let go of me and took something out of his pocket:

"Look, what is this?...For you!" Put the red velvet box in my hands.

When I opened it, I exclaimed, "Ah~!" It was a shiny silver-white ring! !

"For me?..." "Yes! Our wedding ring," Fang Renkai nodded and said with a smile.

"Oh my God! A wedding ring? We are about to commit adultery, and he gave me a wedding ring! This...what's going on? "I shouted in my heart, but at the same time I burst into laughter:

"Baby~!..." He sighed even louder. I heard Fang Renkai whisper in my ear:

"Xiaoqing, I love you! And you will always remember this day..." After saying that, he put the ring on my finger, kissed me, and pushed me to the bed.

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Come and push it with me!