The Disillusioned Goddess (Family Incest Adult Novel)

I'm just an ordinary man about to enter middle age.

But deep in every man's heart, there is a goddess secretly living.

And she is always so extraordinary in my imagination.

Maybe it was the unknown girl that the boy secretly loved when he first fell in love, maybe it was the confidante with whom he once shared everything, maybe it was the childhood sweetheart, maybe it was the lovers who loved each other in their youth...

My fantasies about her rarely involve lust, but more often than not are just longings deep in my heart.

It is always when the night is quiet that my longing for you quietly surges into my heart.

I also have her in my heart.

Ever since I left the small town and came to the busy city to start my colorful university life, I have made many friends of the opposite sex and officially bid farewell to the bitter period of being a boy.

I started to flirt with the opposite sex, and eventually made my first girlfriend, going through one joyful and sad period after another.

The new friends who appear one after another in my life, the figures and names of those girls who have been intertwined with me at some point in my life, have long drowned out the original figure of the goddess in my heart. In the busy days, I once forgot about her.

But that is just not wanting to think about it. The goddess in my heart has never left.

After going through countless ordinary days, the goddess' figure began to slowly appear before my eyes during sleepless nights.

It's been a long time since I thought I had forgotten her. But when I was lying next to a partner, the perfect figure of the goddess suddenly appeared in my mind and began to wave at me in my mind again.

My goddess, her name is Jing.

I have the impression that we met when we were in junior high school. Jing seemed to be one year older than me. That first meeting was the first time in my life that I fell in love at first sight. We spent a pleasant afternoon together, and I spent that afternoon in a daze.

As far as I can remember, it was just a group of people playing games together, there wasn't anything particularly special about it, and there were also a lot of random people around us.

I heard that happiness always comes at a price. On the first night after separation, I tasted the bitterness of missing you. My mind was full of Jing's beautiful figure, her every smile and frown, and her sweet laughter kept echoing in my mind.

I have no appetite for tea or food. So this is what it feels like. It is a very apt description in words. However, when I am in it myself, I feel completely hopeless and miserable.

I'm so afraid that after we part, I'll never see her again and live like a zombie every day. This is the first time I like a girl so much, but it's a one-sided love.

I finally got through the period of unrequited love and life slowly returned to normal, but from that time on, Jing's figure has been domineeringly living in my heart without my permission.

She and I were destined not to have any intersection in life, so when her footsteps were getting farther and farther away from me, her figure became more and more clearly imprinted in my heart...

And when she reappeared before my eyes, I quietly got up at night, changed my clothes, stole away from home, tiptoed to the alley entrance, started the engine, and drove quickly to the address I would never forget.

The cold night wind stung my face, as if reminding me that such behavior was beyond what I should do at my age.

I came to a familiar alley, sat in a small park beside the road, looked at the windows where the lights had long been turned off, and wishfully believed that she still lived here, still living in this old apartment whose address I had gone to great lengths to find out.

In the following days, I found a good way to kill sleepless nights. I didn’t know if this behavior was ridiculous, whether I really did this because I missed her, or if I was just performing some kind of ritual to commemorate my youth that no longer existed.

Just when this behavior was about to become a daily routine, a small change occurred that night.

I was still at a nearby convenience store, buying some hot food to fill my empty stomach. When I paid the bill and walked out the door, a woman wearing only a black vest and black home shorts walked in towards me. My heart was shocked.

That’s right, even though so many years have passed, I recognized her the moment I saw her and was stunned for a moment.

Standing at the door, I suddenly forgot how to react. Hadn’t I imagined this kind of chance encounter in my mind hundreds of times?

"Do you still remember me? I'm the cousin of so-and-so! You live here? What a coincidence! We haven't seen each other for a long time!" These words were stuck in my throat and I couldn't say them.

Finally, I dragged myself away from the scene with just clumsy steps.

"Jing seemed to smile at me at the door just now. Did she recognize me?" With trembling legs, he escaped from the convenience store and came to the small park, recalling what had just happened.

"No! No! She must have forgotten me a long time ago! She doesn't even know who I am! How could she recognize me and smile at me?" I guessed nervously.

"It must be my scared reaction at the time that made her think it was funny! Her smile probably didn't mean anything." I told myself after calming down.

I didn't expect that even though I have experienced so much, I would be as excited as a little boy at this moment, just to guess what Jing had just said to me at the door of the convenience store.

I wandered at the entrance of the alley, looking at Jing's exquisite body, her graceful posture, her long legs, her skin still fair and tender, and her swaying steps. At night, a woman was strolling in the long alley at midnight.

"I heard that Jing finally became a flight attendant. Such conditions are reasonable." I said to myself.

I followed Jing stealthily, and sure enough, she walked into the old apartment that was both familiar and unfamiliar to me.

Although we only met once, this unexpected surprise tonight made me unable to calm down from my excitement.

After that, every night, I would not miss the opportunity to go out as long as I had the chance. Even if it was just to see Jing again, it was a satisfaction for me.

However, things went against my wishes. In the following month, I didn't have any chance to meet her by chance again. The weather gradually turned cooler, and my daytime affairs became busier. When I was about to give up this late-night stalking behavior, I looked up to take one last look at Jing's residence, and suddenly I saw the light in the window was on again.

Then in the quiet night, I heard the cold and heavy sound of a door closing. I quickly hid in the alley, wondering if she was coming down to buy some midnight snack.

I saw the door downstairs of the apartment building slowly open, and Jing walked out, wearing a knee-length white coat to block the midnight breeze. Her hair was simply tied up, half of it hanging down in a ponytail, revealing a head of shiny black hair.

Just when I was about to follow her secretly, a man came out of the half-open door unexpectedly, carrying a backpack in his hand, and followed Jing's footsteps.

Seeing how intimate they are, I guess that should be her man?

Although I should have known long ago that a girl with such excellent conditions like Jing should have been taken long ago!

Only after seeing it with my own eyes! There is still a trace of jealousy in my heart!

When the two passed by a convenience store, they casually greeted the store clerk. It seemed that the people in this community should know each other, and the clerk also greeted them enthusiastically.

I thought the two were going to a convenience store, but I didn't expect them to walk towards a nearby park. This made me wonder?

Driven by curiosity, I followed the two people.

All I saw was that Jing's man and her looked around, then they hid behind the low grass and sat on the dark brown garden chairs placed outdoors.

Then the two of them seemed to start kissing and caressing each other intimately, and then I realized that Jing and her man were making love in the park.

Although I was extremely reluctant to see Jing being intimate with other men, I struggled for a while and curiosity finally overcame me.

Seeing that they seemed to have entered their own sweet world, I tiptoed and quietly walked towards the bushes opposite them, and lay down without caring whether there was a little dew on the grass.

The two of them hugged each other tightly, their hands roaming wantonly on each other's bodies, and their lips were connected, sucking on each other's tongues non-stop.

The man held Jing's delicate body in his arms, and I couldn't help but imagine the feeling of touching Jing's female body with my hands. For the first time, Jing's original goddess-like image began to disintegrate in my mind.

The man used his hands to greedily touch every inch of Jing's body. My fingers trembled slightly following the man's movements. I could not hide the excitement brought by the peeping, and began to have inappropriate fantasies about the goddess-like Jing. The excitement in my heart seemed to be mixed with a hint of pain.

Jing also began to moan unconsciously under the hungry touch of her man.

No matter how hard I thought about it, I could never have imagined the most outrageous thing happening right before my eyes. Afterwards, I wished so much that this day had never happened in my life.

I saw the man pull open Jing's coat, and my goddess was naked under the coat!

The man used his right index finger and middle finger to knead Jing's erect and hard nipples, while his left hand was busy exploring the peach garden. His fingers were just at the entrance of the hole, but they were inserted very easily. Jing's already overflowing vaginal fluid easily moistened the man's rough fingers.

The man deliberately pulled out his fingers covered with semen so that Jing could see the evidence of his arousal.

Jing smiled and moved her fingers to her lower body, indicating that she wanted to continue caressing her.

Without any effort, the man inserted his middle finger into Jing's private parts. As the finger went in and out of her mouth, Jing began to moan and her body kept twisting.

The only sound left in the air was the gasps of passion. In this empty outdoors, every action of Jing and her man hurt my heart.

Jing could no longer bear the passion, and took the initiative to touch the man's genitals, and even couldn't wait to try to unzip her man's pants.

At this time, the man took off his pants, revealing his already hard cock, and at the same time pulled off the only piece of clothing on Jing's body. Jing's body was completely naked in the night sky.

The man sat on a wooden chair and motioned Jing to come over and pet it.

The man pulled Jing's right hand over and placed it on his penis.

Jing didn't hesitate and started to touch it gently. After a few touches, she started to stroke the penis with her slender fingers.

This enchanting scene almost made me lose control of myself. I was going crazy. All that was left in my mind was a heart-wrenching cry, why did God let me see such a scene?

The man seemed to be afraid that Jing would surrender before he could even penetrate her, so he quickly stopped Jing's movements and pulled her body up, holding her tender body in his arms.

Then he lifted Jing's hips, aimed at her wet vagina, and without waiting for Jing to speak, he inserted his penis into her vagina.

The sudden insertion caught Jing off guard and she accidentally shouted out.

Jing's vagina was already wet, making it easy for the man to thrust in and out. Jing also took the initiative to wrap her legs around the man's waist, entwining and swinging them from time to time, allowing both of them to penetrate each other's bodies more deeply.

The two of them fully enjoyed the pleasure of making love in this special environment.

In the huge park, the only sound could be heard was the regular collision of flesh, as the two were immersed in their own world.

At this time, the man changed Jing's position to an insertion posture from behind. After adjusting the position, he started to sprint again.

The rhythm of Jing's white and tender flesh impacts my visual senses with every move. I see the alluring breasts swaying in front of my eyes, the pink shoulders and neck, the white and rosy skin, all displayed before my eyes without reservation. The naked body is so close to me, but it is what I desire in this life.

It turns out Jing’s body is so beautiful!

After thrusting about a hundred times, the man took a short breath and planned to sprint again later.

"Shall we try something more exciting?" the man asked Jing.

At this time, Jing, who was immersed in the pleasure of making love, panted and nodded, unable to speak.

The man hugged Jing tightly and took out something from the backpack beside him. Upon closer inspection, it seemed to be handcuffs or something like that.

The man blindfolded Jing and handcuffed her hands and feet to the back and legs of a chair. At first, Jing seemed uncomfortable, but as the man began to say obscene words to her, she cooperated.

"You are standing naked in the park now, and many people are looking at you. Do you like being watched?" The man said stimulating words to Jing loudly.

"There are more than a hundred people here, including children and many parents, all pointing at you and asking if you are an exhibitionist." The man guided Jing to say some obscene words.

"Yes I am! I'm an exhibitionist! Come and see!" Jing cried.

The man took out his camera and took these crazy and obscene photos.

Seeing this, my mind went blank. How could my goddess do such an obscene thing? Impossible, this must be a dream, this is fake!

There's no time for me to continue thinking!

"Why did you stop?" Jing felt strange at this time, as if her man didn't seem to take any further action.

"No, just wait here. I'm going to the convenience store to buy something. I'll leave you here. It will be more exciting this way." The man said in a relaxed manner.

"No! What if someone comes?" Jing said nervously, but did not resist too fiercely.

The man then took out a bright red wire-controlled vibrator from his backpack and quickly inserted it into Jing's vagina.

After pressing the switch, it will move away on its own.

There was no one around at that time. I looked around, slowly stood up, and quietly approached Jing, but I didn't dare to get too close, for fear that Jing would discover me.

In fact, I was worrying too much. At this time, Jing was already immersed in the lustful pleasure and forgot where she was.

I looked for a long time, greedily looking at every inch of Jing's skin. Her beautiful body was spread out shamelessly, and there was a hole with vaginal fluid flowing out. There was actually a vibrator stuffed inside, and Jing's legs were constantly clamping the vibrator, and it seemed that she wanted to get more pleasure.

I secretly took out my cell phone and tremblingly took a photo of Jing's exposed body. I didn't know what was going on behind the photo. I just felt that I would be letting myself down if I didn't take a photo of this strange scene.

Suddenly I heard footsteps in the distance, and I quickly hid back in the bushes!

"Let's go! We're here again today! So you can watch us make love!" the man said loudly on purpose.

Jingyi heard footsteps and voices! My body shook! But there doesn't seem to be much of a scare! It felt like I had been prepared for it.

I took a closer look at the extra passerby and found out that he was the clerk working the night shift at the convenience store. No wonder he was so enthusiastic when he saw Jing just now.

He also came forward, intending to take a closer look.

Jing knew that someone was spying on her, and her body kept shaking. She didn't know whether it was more out of fear, nervousness, or excitement. This was a world that I could no longer imagine.

The boyfriend undid the handcuffs on Jing's hands and feet, as if to make it easier for her to make bigger movements, and then started thrusting again.

The shop assistant watched them making love carefully. The man's already hard cock grew even bigger like crazy and filled Jing's plump and juicy pussy. Every thrust brought Jing greater pleasure.

"Oh! How did it get so big! It's overflowing! It's so big!" Jing said in surprise.

"Of course I have to try my best when someone is watching! How can I not work hard?" the man said to the clerk.

"Oh! Okay! I like being watched! Come and see me being fucked!" Jing also cooperated.

It turns out they are exhibitionists. This is the only answer in my mind!

At this time, the man waved to the clerk!

The clerk came over and started to touch Jing's body, and it didn't seem like it was the first time. Perhaps they played this crazy game often?

It seems like nothing is surprising to me anymore no matter what happens!

Jing's body was touched by someone other than her man, but she still had some of the reserve that a woman should have and wanted to try to dodge!

"Don't be shy! People have been watching you for a long time! You have been seen naked just now! Let's continue to do it in front of him! Don't be so stingy! Didn't you say you wanted to show it to others?" The man began to thrust quickly.

Jing's eyes were still blindfolded and she had no idea who was touching her, but this special exposure brought her extreme pleasure and her body couldn't stop shaking.

I secretly caught a glimpse of the clerk's lustful and greedy eyes.

"Miss! I see you all the time! You are usually so innocent! I didn't expect you to be so slutty in private?"

The clerk even deliberately spoke words to provoke Jing.

"I know you are a flight attendant! Do you usually take off all your clothes to serve customers on the plane?" The clerk deliberately pointed out Jing's occupation.

And the lucky clerk also used his hands to constantly knead Jing's breasts.

Jing seemed to be stimulated to orgasm by the clerk's words in such an exposed atmosphere, and she actually twisted her buttocks actively.

The man instantly became orgasmic, his penis could no longer bear such stimulation, and after several wild thrusts, the hot semen spurted out of his penis.

Jing also felt this current of heat and moaned wildly unconsciously, her body shaking constantly because of the climax.

The lucky shop assistant took out his dick, stuck it aside and started masturbating. After a few strokes, the shop assistant's semen came out directly on Jing's chest.

Jing's body shook again due to the sudden attack of semen, but she seemed to be used to it.

It seems that there is a tacit understanding between them that they cannot insert into Jing's vagina.

Seeing this, I actually felt relieved, a little confused, but maybe I was sighing in my heart, at least Jing has not been so lewd as to accept anyone's dick?

Only her man owned her, and thinking that seemed to make her feel better.

After the fight, the man put Jing on the chair. Jing was exhausted and lay quietly on it.

After taking a short break, the clerk greeted me happily and went back to the convenience store.

Jing may not have recovered from the afterglow of the climax yet, and she still allowed every inch of her skin to be exposed to the night sky, and the picture looked particularly decadent.

The man straightened his clothes and took many photos before taking off Jing's blindfold.

"Honey! Did you ask that passerby to come to see me again today? I'm so afraid of being recognized on the street! You never tell me who comes to see me!" Jing asked curiously.

"Haha! It's exciting because you don't know about it! Maybe all the men in the community have seen your lewd appearance! Isn't that great?" the man said deliberately.

"You're going to die! It's all because of your special hobby! Otherwise, why would I do this!" Jing protested a little.

"Haha! It's obvious that you always feel very comfortable every time! Who suggested going out to play today? It doesn't seem to be me?" Jing's husband looked at Jing and smiled gently.

While chatting and laughing, Jing put on the coat and turned into a young girl again in the blink of an eye. I looked at them in a daze and couldn't help but wonder if what just happened really happened?

After they left the park, I realized that my throat was extremely dry from the intense scene just now, so I walked to a convenience store and bought some drinks.

"Sir! The total is 58 yuan! Thank you!" The clerk politely wanted to help me check out.

I was a little stunned, looking at the clerk's normal expression, I couldn't imagine that he had just experienced such a happy thing.

Just as I was about to leave, I saw Jing and her husband come in, and then they bought a few small things.

The clerk helped her check out as if nothing had happened, and I was probably the only one who knew what was going on with the strange eye contact between the clerk and the man.

Jing, who was kept in the dark, still showed herself in front of the clerk like a young wife next door, with a pure and sweet look, and she showed her smile that once fascinated me in front of the clerk.

I sat on the chair where Jing had just sat with a drink in my hand, and took out my cell phone with trembling hands, wanting to confirm the authenticity of what had just happened and watch the crazy scene again.