My Sex Life with the Lady (Martial Arts Science Fiction Adult Novel)

Chapter 1

When the lady took off her already very little clothes, the fat on her belly was indescribably tempting to me. What's more, she has white and plump breasts and thick black hair between her legs. I was already burning with desire, so I quickly pulled down my shorts and pressed that white body under me. The swollen little brother was frantically looking for a place to take shelter, but he couldn't find one. The lady seemed to see my immaturity. She spread her legs and swung her hips slightly upward, and the little guy slid into her cave.

Ah, there was a smooth and warm feeling on the surface, and I started to move back and forth. The lady accompanied me with her wanton voice, and I felt as if there was a small hand inside her hole, constantly kneading my little brother who was already swollen and about to burst. Suddenly I felt my brain go blank and a heat wave broke through the obstruction and spurted out. Oh, my first time, I gave it to her just like that. At the same time, it also completed my transformation from a boy to a man.

My name is Zhang Fei, and I am a farmer who works in the city. I was born in a rural area of ​​Hebei Province. Although our area was very poor, my family was not poor because my father (called "Da" in our area) was the village chief. Didn’t I say that you shouldn’t treat the village chief as a cadre? My father is the highest-ranking administrative officer in our area, and he has really great power. He appropriated all the grain money allocated by the state to the village for my family, and then redistributed it according to situation. No one dared to cause trouble to him easily. He hangs around the village every day. If you see him chatting up a woman, he will most likely go to her house and sleep there that night. Fortunately, the women he found were all widows or those whose husbands worked away from home all year round, so there was never any trouble. My mother has gotten used to it, and she works hard at home doing housework without complaint. Usually when my dad comes home, he is either drunk or it is almost dawn. I think they may no longer do what we call "fucking". In addition to finding women and drinking, he also gambled, but he didn't need to bring his own money, and he would win a lot every time. Of course, those who lose money will also get what they need.

So when I was a child, the person I admired most was not Chow Yun-fat (although I liked his movies), but my dad. My biggest dream is to become the village chief and find a wife like my mother. Unfortunately, my father went to prison before I grew up, and my mother passed away early due to illness. All of a sudden, I went from being a rich man to being worse than a beggar, and everyone in the village treated me as an enemy. I think this might be my father's fault. On the day of my mother's funeral, there was no one to help. Later, the village chief at that time found a few people and reluctantly sent her to the cemetery. Her grave is the smallest in our village because I built it alone.

After my mother passes away, I will want to leave here. Here, no one pays attention to me when I beg for food. I no longer admire my father, and I even begin to hate him. My only way out is to go into the city, where no one knows Zhang Fei. I can start my life again, and maybe I will come back in the future, but I don’t want to be a village chief anymore, and I don’t want to leave a bad influence on my descendants.

When we left the village, it was early in the morning and the crops had been harvested. The path was covered with fallen leaves, which felt soft when stepped on, just like a woman's body, although I had never seen what a woman looked like at that time. I have sold the entire piece of land to a distant cousin. I needed money for the trip, so I sold it in a hurry. I knew the price he offered me wouldn't even be half of it. But I can’t care about that anymore. If I sell it to people in the village, the amount will probably be even less. I think I will buy it back when I have money.

When a person who has never seen the world comes to a city, the biggest feeling he has is that his eyes are not enough. Especially those girls walking on the street dressed up in fancy clothes, which you would never see in our place. In just one short street, I bumped into people twice. It’s all because of those white legs. I can’t help but look at them. Only then did I understand why so many farmers don’t farm their land and insist on coming to the city to work. I think they are not out just to make money. I must fuck a woman in the city. This was the goal I set for myself when I first arrived in the city.

I had to find a place to live first, so I kept looking at the signs on the roadside. There are many inns and hotels, but that's not where I want to stay. I finally found a small hotel and spent twenty dollars on a room that could accommodate seven or eight people. The house was very clean and spacious, and there were already two people living in it. They were all around 40 years old. When I entered the room, they just raised their eyelids and continued to lie on the bed reading magazines.

Chapter 2

Wandering on the city streets at night, even if you don't mean to, some scantily clad ladies will approach you. Especially people like me who were obviously new here and had been scammed, became the object of their pursuit. Several girls surrounded me and I was really at a loss as to what to do. As a novice, I didn't dare to touch their overly exposed bodies, so there was no way for me to escape. I listened to them introducing their service items non-stop, such as massage, back tapping, oil massage... I had never even heard of them. I don't know which one represents the day, but I guess that's what it is. It’s just that the city people’s way of calling things is more civilized than our country people. We country people are honest and speak directly.

I said something and the ladies glared at me and dispersed. What I mean is, I really want to go with you, but I have no money in my pocket. One of the ladies even cursed me by using the word "stupid" plus the common name of that part of her body. I didn't dare to say anything. The most important thing here is not to cause trouble. I understand that. But I made up my mind that once I had money, I would fuck them all. When we got back to the hotel, the two men had already fallen asleep. I lay in bed and couldn't fall asleep no matter what. The arms and legs of those girls were circling in my mind and I couldn't get rid of them. My pants were about to break from the push up from my lower body, so I had to take it out from the side and relax. My hand couldn't help but touch it again. It was a kind of indescribable feeling. At that time, I didn't understand that I could do it. After tossing and turning for a long time, I finally fell asleep.

There are plenty of ladies, but it's hard to find a job. I wandered around all day, I was so tired that my bones ached, but still didn't get anything. I had to go back to the hotel. It was already past four in the afternoon and the sun was still high. I was just about to push the door when I heard a strange sound coming from the room I was staying in, like someone breathing, and the squeaking sound of the bed being shaken. I gently pushed the door open a crack and saw one of my roommates lying on the bed, moving up and down, just like when I did push-ups in physical education class. Looking closely, there was a naked woman under him, moaning constantly. She seemed to want to scream but didn't dare to make any sound. I knew he was fucking her. I knew that it was not okay to watch people doing this kind of thing, but my hands would not listen to me and not only did they not close the door, but they opened it even wider. The door creaked and the woman seemed to hear it, and quickly pushed the man who was still busy. I was so scared that I ran away quickly. I thought the noise I made when I ran must have been heard by others. I heard someone behind me swearing loudly in the corridor, and then the sound of a door closing. I ran a long way in one breath and didn't feel tired at all. I stopped only after I was sure it was safe, leaning over and breathing heavily.

When my breathing became even, I felt so tired that I couldn't even stand, so I sat down on the edge of the flower bed. This place is very spacious, just like the threshing ground in our rural area, but of course much bigger and more beautiful. There is green grass and many flowers here, and many people are enjoying the cool under the shade of the trees. I rested for a while and it gradually got dark. I thought they must have finished, so I turned back. This time I learned my lesson. I leaned against the door and listened carefully. The room was very quiet, without any sound. I slowly pushed the door open and first saw an empty bed, and then the man's bed. He was lying on his side with his face facing forward, as if he was sleeping. I tiptoed to my bed and was about to sit down.

"Little brother, you just came back." The man sat up immediately when he saw me. It seemed that he was not asleep.

I couldn't help but shudder. "Yeah, I just got back."

"Young man, you just came to the city, right? Have you found a job yet?"

"Yeah, how did you know that, brother?" I asked.

"I've seen countless people, but I couldn't tell that you just came to the city." He said proudly, shaking his fat head.

"That guy must be very capable. Can you help me find a job?" I took the opportunity to get close to him.

"What can you do?" His mouth was so big that it looked like four eggs could fit in it at the same time.

I hesitated for a moment and thought that I should tell the truth, otherwise it would cause trouble. "I can only do manual labor. I don't have any skills."

"Then can you cook?" he asked again.

"I can only cook the meals I eat every day." My mother taught me this when I was at home. She often said, "There are some things you may not do, but you must know how to do them." Cooking is one of them.

"Nonsense, you think I'm still letting you go to the restaurant? Come find me tomorrow, I'll be waiting for you."

"Where can I find you tomorrow?" Although I didn't really believe that I could have such good luck, I still wanted to give it a try. At worst, it would be a wasted trip.

He found a yellowed piece of paper from under the mattress, wrote something on it, and handed it to me. "Go find it at this address tomorrow. Do you know how to read?"

I said, "I know him. I went to junior high school there. What's your name?"

"I didn't realize you were so cultured. Okay, from now on, just call me Brother Zhang."

I told him my last name was Zhang, and he slapped me hard and said, "Damn it, it seems we are destined to be together, and we are a family."

We chatted for a while, and I learned that Brother Zhang was the head of a small engineering team, and he came out just to find a lady to relieve his boredom. After he finished talking, he wanted to go back to the construction site, so I sent him to the street. By then, all the lights were on in every house. When I came back, I went to bed without even having dinner. Not only did I not feel hungry, but I also fell asleep very quickly.

Chapter 3

I got up early the next morning and tried on all the clothes, but unfortunately none of them satisfied me. I put on a red vest, a pair of blue shorts and a pair of cloth shoes. Then, I picked up all my luggage and checked out.

Although I had the address, it was not easy for me to find the construction site as I was unfamiliar with the place. I talked my way to pieces, but it was already half past twelve when I found it. Two of them even told me the opposite direction.

Brother Zhang was looking at something at the gate of the construction site. When he saw me, he said angrily, "You're so damn stupid. Why did you come only now?" Then he patted my neck.

"I'm sorry, Brother Zhang, I'm so stupid." I apologized quickly.

"Okay, hurry up and get into the kitchen to cook. If you're late, the people working there will come back and hit you with a brick."

I have always been very efficient at work. I pick vegetables, cut meat, wash rice and cook, and the meal is ready soon. At this time, a group of migrant workers covered in dirt walked towards the canteen, and my heart began to beat fast. If they can't eat the food I cook, I think I should leave. I quietly hid in a corner of the kitchen, gnawing on a steamed bun that I didn't know when it was left over. I haven't eaten since last night and I'm already hungry. About an hour later, there was a commotion outside and I didn't know what was going on. I took a peek and saw everyone was gathered around Brother Zhang, talking about something, and I could hear words like "rice" and "vegetables" from time to time. I thought there must be something wrong with the meal I cooked. I couldn't hide here and I couldn't cause trouble for Brother Zhang. The worst that could happen was that I would just leave.

I hurried out of the kitchen and approached the crowd. Everyone was holding eating bowls and spoons in their hands. When he saw me come out, Brother Zhang waved at me and said, "Boy, come here." I walked over in panic. Brother Zhang put his arm around my shoulders and said to everyone, "Look, this is the boy. I will never let him go. Everyone go to work with peace of mind. I will give each of you two taels of wine in the evening." After that, dozens of people dispersed shouting.

Brother Zhang patted my back and said, "Zhang Fei, you are great. Everyone said that the food today was delicious, and asked me to keep you here. They said that the food made by the previous cooks could only be used to feed pigs. Work hard, and Brother Zhang will not treat you unfairly."

The stone in my heart finally fell to the ground, and I said, "Don't worry, Brother Zhang, I will do my best."

Brother Zhang asked someone to arrange a place for me to sleep. I didn't live with the workers, but with an accountant named Wu and a big guy named Li who bought vegetables. Brother Zhang lives in a room by himself, and sometimes he goes out to look for girls. When he was not going out, there was a woman accompanying him almost every day, and not just one. Brother Zhang is the second person I admire. The first one is my father who is now in prison.

Actually, for me, cooking two meals a day is really easy. In the morning, we buy ready-made food, no need to cook. In addition, there are special people responsible for buying the vegetables. I only work for two or three hours every day, and the rest of the time I either stay at the construction site or wander around the streets.

The workers start working after dark, so I usually prepare the meal before dark so it’s just right for them to eat when they arrive. Everyone likes me very much. During meals, many people would chat with me and make jokes with me. I can't talk much, I can only smile foolishly. After dinner, everyone usually goes back to sleep. Some younger people would go out for a walk in groups of three or five. I knew what they were doing and I also wanted to go with them, but I didn’t dare to go.

Soon, I had been working at Brother Zhang's construction site for more than a month. One day at noon, I was lying in bed after dinner. Accountant Wu walked in stealthily, and I sat up when I saw him. He walked to the door, looked around, then took out a wad of money from his pocket and handed it to me. He told me to keep the money safe and not tell anyone. I nodded and took the money. After he left, I counted and it was five hundred. I thought to myself, why was he giving out the money so secretly? Did Brother Zhang give me too much? I put the money under my quilt, then felt bad, so I took it out and put it in the bag containing my clothes. Lying in bed, I wondered how many women I could sleep with with these 500 yuan.

Chapter 4

It is said that when people are well fed and well clothed, they will think about sex. That is exactly the case with me. Ever since I got the 500 yuan, I feel my desires are constantly expanding and it's almost like a torment. Every day when I lie in bed, my hands will touch there unconsciously. Later, you need to hold it tightly and move it up and down to get satisfaction. It’s hard to describe the feeling, but the need is getting stronger and stronger. One day, I seemed to have found a better way. I wrapped it with my towel and held it with my hand, pumping it continuously. I was feeling better and better and moving faster and faster. Finally I reached the climax and a sticky liquid spurted out. I felt a pleasure that I had never experienced before, and the feeling lingered in my mind for a long time.

The weather was still very hot and the workers were working shirtless. I don’t have the habit of going shirtless, I usually wear a vest. Some people even made fun of me and said I looked like a woman. I have to say that I am very confident about my appearance. Although I am only 20 years old, I am already 1.8 meters tall. I have regular facial features and good skin, although not very white. I have well-developed muscles and I have trained with dumbbells for two years. Before going into the city, I continued to run long distances. If I put on a set of city people's clothes, I think I would look better than them.

I was peeling eggplants in the kitchen when Big Li came in with a piece of meat and put it on the chopping board. He said nothing, grabbed a handful of peeled peanuts, ate them, and went out. As I was peeling, I smelled something wrong in the kitchen. I stood up and looked around, and it turned out to be that piece of meat. I picked up the meat and put it to my nose. The fishy smell almost made me vomit my breakfast. I went to look for Big Li, but I didn't know where he had gone. I had no choice but to go find Brother Zhang. Brother Zhang smelled it, cursed me with some very ugly words, then took out his cell phone and called Big Li. He cursed him harshly on the phone and told him to come back quickly. I went back to continue cooking, and after a while I heard Brother Zhang shouting in his room. I thought that Big Li must hate me to death, but I couldn't do anything against my conscience.

Sure enough, big guy Li came to me angrily soon. When he came in, he didn't scold me directly, but instead made indirect accusations and kept banging and hammering to make deliberate noises. I didn't say anything. I didn't want to cause trouble, and mainly I didn't want to cause trouble for Brother Zhang. He vented his anger for a while, and when he saw that I didn't react, he left tactfully.

I was in a bad mood that day, so I went out for a walk after dinner. The streets are very busy and there are many people. I don’t know why they don’t go back to their homes. In our hometown, everyone usually goes home as soon as it gets dark. Those who don't go home include those who gather together to gamble and those who are not serious, like my dad. The lights on the street were colorful and kept changing, making it difficult for me to open my eyes. The dim pink lights from the roadside huts were a temptation to me, and I was drawn towards them as if I had lost my soul. At the door of the cottage, many women dressed seductively waved to passers-by. When they saw me coming, two of them came over and carried me into a room. The room was very small, with a small door with a curtain on it. I couldn't see what was inside, but I knew that everything had to be done there. There were four or five young ladies, who were wearing as little clothes as possible, sitting randomly on the thank you table and saying something. Most of them are around 30 or 40 years old. Although they are made up, you can still see wrinkles on their faces. When they saw me come in, their wandering eyes became as greedy as a wolf spotting a lamb. I was a little disappointed. I didn't want to spend money on a woman like this, but I didn't know how to get out of it.

"Brother, do you want to play?"

I didn't say anything. I wanted to see if any of these people could make a convincing case, but unfortunately I couldn't convince myself.

"Come in, little brother, I'll make you happy."

"I'm here to look for someone, not to play." I said quickly.

"Looking for someone? Damn it, you're looking for your mother in this place." One of them pushed me out. I didn't understand what she meant by "damn", but I thought she must be scolding me for disappointing them. They even said they would look for my mother, but my mother would never do such a shameful thing.

I kept walking, I didn't want to go back. My body felt like it was being roasted by fire and was extremely hot. Somehow, I ended up in a very small alley. There are no lights here anymore, only a few houses are still on. I turned around to leave and heard someone talking.

"Hey, little brother, are you here to play?" This voice was the most pleasant I had ever heard since I was a child, and I couldn't help but look back. I saw a not very tall woman, no, it should be said a girl standing behind me. Her face, like mine, exudes the youthfulness of innocence. Although she is not very beautiful, she is attractive enough to me.

She took me to a small room with a similar layout to the one I had just been in, and I followed her through the small door covered by a curtain. Behind it was a very narrow corridor, which twisted and turned several corners and led into a room. My heartbeat kept getting faster and faster along the way, and by this point it was already beating as fast as one. There was only one bed in the room, which was slightly wider than the kind for one person to sleep in. The lady took a basin and filled it with water and handed it to me: "Wash yours."

I knew she thought I was dirty, and I thought to myself, you have no idea how much dirtier you are than I am. But I still took it, and when I took off my pants, I turned my back to her, and she laughed.

When I finished washing, I put on my pants and turned around, and saw that she had thrown her only two pieces of clothing on the bed. It was the first time I saw a woman's body like this, and I was burned with flames.

Chapter 5

What follows is the plot that you saw at the beginning of this article, so I won’t go into details here. This first time didn't leave me with many good memories. It only took a few minutes, not even long enough for her to take off her clothes, and I gave the girl two hundred dollars. I feel sad, I think this money can buy a lot of things. But then I thought, why would you let you have sex with her for no reason? I feel much more balanced when I think this way. What made me feel a little disappointed was that when I asked her where she was from, it turned out that we were from the same hometown, as her home was less than a hundred miles away from mine.

When I returned to the construction site, it was already pitch dark. I groped my way back to my room. Accountant Wu and Big Li had already gone to bed. I climbed into bed without turning on the light and went to sleep. The little guy between my legs was very well behaved today and I fell asleep quickly.

The next morning, I woke up to the scolding of Big Li. When I heard that he was still directed at me, I couldn't bear it anymore, but I still called him Brother Li. I said, "Brother Li, the meat you brought is all rotten and can't be used to cook. I looked for you for a long time, but couldn't find you, so I went to look for Brother Zhang."

Accountant Wu also said that he was an adult and shouldn't argue with a child. He said a few more angry words and went out. Accountant Wu told me that Brother Zhang deducted one hundred yuan from him, so he was so angry. Only then did I understand why he had always been against me. He was too stingy. It was just a hundred dollars.

I still cook my meals every day and live a life without worries about food and clothing. I basically don't have to spend my own money, I have food and shelter, and I don't think much about women anymore. Sometimes I take care of it myself at night, which is economical and affordable, and I don’t have to worry about getting sick.

It rained for several days in a row and the construction site became a swamp. There was no way to start work, so everyone was resting in the shed, living a very boring life. Except for Big Li who goes to buy groceries every day, no one else goes out. All I do all day is eat and sleep, sleep and eat. Brother Zhang looked a little unhappy, and I knew he was worried about the progress of the project. I wanted to persuade him, but I didn't know what to say. Those women no longer come to see him at night, and I think Brother Zhang may not be interested in them anymore. A few migrant workers who couldn't stand it any longer bought an old TV from somewhere, and everyone started to gather together to watch the show. I asked Brother Zhang to watch TV to relieve his boredom, but he waved his hand and asked me to go out.

We can finally start work. A smile appears on Brother Zhang's face and everyone's mood becomes much better. After lunch, I put my things in place and strolled out on the street. Maybe it's because the weather is cooler, there are a lot of people on the street. In particular, there were many girls of my age, walking on the street in groups of three or five, chatting and laughing. Among them was a girl with a ponytail, she was really beautiful. She is not tall but very thin, and looks very energetic in a pink vest and a blue skirt. My eyes were attracted by her, so I followed her aimlessly. Before I knew it, I had followed them into a residential area.

Many things in this world may have already been arranged by someone. Then they will happen one by one, and you can't avoid them even if you want to. I was just about to turn around and go back when I found that the girl in front of me was stopped by two older boys. The girl wanted to get rid of the entanglement, but the two men just kept smiling and refused to let her go. I didn't know where I got the courage from at that time, and I forgot Brother Zhang's advice not to cause trouble outside. Maybe this is what is called being extremely bold.

I walked over quickly and shouted, "What do you want to do? Bullying a girl."

The two people were startled and turned around and couldn't help cursing: "Damn it, who did I think you were? Turns out to be a country bumpkin, you're looking for death." Then they rushed towards me, and I saw the girl was also looking at me. I became bolder and prepared to fight.

To be honest, city people's physique is much worse than ours. Even two people at the same time couldn't knock me down. I quickly beat them to the ground. The two men stood up and told me to wait and they would call someone over. I know they are saying this to save face, so they won't come back. I looked at the girl and she was looking at me. The moment our eyes met, I felt like I was electrocuted. I was just about to leave when she stopped me and asked me my name and where I worked. I told him my name was Zhang Fei and that I worked as a cook at a construction site. She laughed after hearing that. She looked so beautiful when she smiled, and I knew she was thinking of Romance of the Three Kingdoms. She said her name was Ye Lingling, I said I had noted it down, and then broke up with her. I ran all the way back that day. I didn’t know why I was running. It seemed like I wanted to vent something.

Chapter 6

I ran to the construction site in one breath. Everyone was working and no one noticed my presence. As soon as I returned to the room, Accountant Wu told me that Brother Zhang had been looking for me for a long time. I hurried to his place to find him, and saw Brother Zhang talking to someone. After the man left, he told me he would go buy some groceries later. He handed me a piece of paper and some money. On the paper were the names and quantities of the dishes I needed to buy. When I left, I was still wondering where big guy Li had gone?

As soon as I walked out of the construction site, I saw Big Li standing there with a smile on his face, as if he was waiting for me. He hadn't smiled at me for several days, so I thought something must have happened.

"Xiao Zhang, are you going to buy groceries?" he asked me.

I said, "Yeah, what's up?"

He said, "You are not familiar with this place either. Let me take you there."

I thought that was a good idea, otherwise I would have to look for it myself, so I said, "Thank you, Brother Li."

He put his arm around my shoulders, looking very intimate. What surprised me was that we passed by two very close vegetable markets but didn’t go into either of them. I asked him, and he said the dishes were expensive. He may have bought out the experience, so just follow him.

We walked to a large market with probably a few hundred stalls and a wide variety of dishes. I just asked a stall owner how much a pound of potatoes cost, and the big guy pulled me away. I heard the stall owner shout that four pounds of potatoes were one yuan. He took me straight to a stall and said, "The dishes here are very complete and the prices are cheap." I saw him greeting the stall owner and they seemed very close. I casually asked about the prices of a few dishes, and his potatoes were 50 cents a pound. I knew there was something wrong, although I wasn't sure what.

The big guy urged me to buy them quickly, and I said, "I want to look around first, some vegetables are not available here." In fact, all the vegetables you need to buy are available here. The big guy was very angry and said, "Why the hell are you wandering around? Aren't you afraid of getting lost?" I thought to myself that even though this place was messy, I wouldn't get lost.

I asked at a few stalls myself, and they all seemed much cheaper than the one just now. After I bought the vegetables, I went to find the big guy there. He was still talking to the stall owner. When he saw me coming, he became playful again. Along the way, he kept saying that I was too honest. In fact, no one would know that I spent thirty or fifty yuan more on buying vegetables, and Brother Zhang had so much money that he had no idea how much it would cost. Now I understand. It turns out that he was secretly making money from Brother Zhang when buying vegetables. This kid is a piece of shit. It's totally wrong. The money belongs to them, and the bank still has money. Do we have to rob the bank? I think.

After I got back, I gave the remaining money to Brother Zhang. Brother Zhang counted it and said, "You will be responsible for buying groceries from now on. This big guy is really cruel. He wants to make money from everything." I thought Brother Zhang was testing him. I didn't tell Brother Zhang about what happened just now. I should forgive him while I can. It's not easy for everyone to work outside.

After dinner, the big guy came to me again and asked me what Brother Zhang had said to me. I said I said nothing. He seemed not to believe it and looked at me with suspicion. After a while, he said he would take me out to open my eyes. I said I didn't want to go out, but he refused to let me go, so I had to go with him. I thought he might take me to find a girl.

After walking for about half an hour, he brought me to a very shabby place that looked like an auditorium. There was a man sitting behind a small table at the door, and it turned out he was selling tickets. The big guy spent ten yuan to buy two tickets, and I didn't argue with him. I just went back and gave them to him. After entering, I found that the place was almost full, with at least a hundred people. Moreover, they were all migrant workers dressed similarly to us.

We found a seat near the front and sat down, and the show started soon. First, a man and a woman said some indecent words on the stage, which made the audience laugh and whistle. But I really didn't find it interesting, and the big guy was laughing so hard that tears came out of his eyes.

Then, a woman who must have been in her thirties came up and danced on the stage. I couldn't tell what kind of dance she was doing, she just twisted back and forth constantly. She started to take off her clothes while dancing, doing movements that seemed to be only possible on bed. As I watched, my eyes widened. The big guy leaned over to my ear and asked, "How was it, kid? Did you enjoy it?" I said, "It was pretty good."

Chapter 7

I really didn't expect that Ye Lingling would come to see me one day, not even in my dreams. I know that people in our group are associated with stupidity, ignorance, violence, and pornography in the eyes of urban people, not to mention that she is such a beautiful girl, but she really came.

I was picking vegetables that day when Accountant Wu came towards me from the gate leading a girl. In fact, I saw her from quite far away. She was wearing a white dress. Walking on the construction site is like seeing a peony blooming among weeds, so discordant. I didn't look closely (although I wanted to follow her steps like everyone else).

Continue to lower your head and pick vegetables. "Zhang Fei," Accountant Wu called me, and I looked up and saw Ye Lingling.

"Why are you here?" I asked stupidly, my hands still mechanically peeling potatoes.

"What? You don't welcome me? I came here specially to thank you." Ye Lingling said sweetly.

"It's not that I'm not welcome, it's just that it's so dirty here." I said, "What's there to thank me for? Don't take it to heart."

Ye Lingling walked in and said, "To be honest, our place is really not suitable for women." This is a purely male world, so there is no need to care about its image. There was garbage and excrement everywhere, and in the kitchen there were rats, which girls feared the most. I was very embarrassed and I thought Ye Lingling must be regretting it to death. I didn't expect her to squat down to help me pick vegetables. I was really at a loss. I brought two whole bricks from outside, covered them with a clean newspaper, and let her sit on them. She smiled at me and happily sat down to continue choosing.

I feel very energetic and am working with great excitement. After everything was ready, Lingling refused to let me eat and said she would take me out to eat. To be honest, I was embarrassed to have her eat at our place, even if it was just to be polite.

I asked her to wait for me at the door. I changed into the clothes I bought two days ago, said something to Brother Zhang, and ran out to find Lingling. When she saw me change my clothes, she smiled and said, "Zhang Fei, you look quite energetic."

"I'm still energetic. How can a country boy be energetic?" I said embarrassedly.

"What's wrong with being a country bumpkin? Many central leaders are still farmers. Why do you belittle yourself so much?"

"Haha, it would be nice if everyone thought like you."

We were talking and walked a long way without realizing it, and I didn't feel tired at all. I really want to keep going like this. But soon we arrived at the place where she wanted to treat me to dinner, so I had no choice but to follow her in. Although this hotel is not big, it is well decorated and magnificent. I felt very awkward sitting there, thinking that this was not a place for people like us. Ye Lingling handed me the order and said, "Zhang Fei, you can order whatever you like."

I said, "I've never eaten in a restaurant, so you should order. I'll eat anything."

"Then I'll order it. Do you like meat or vegetables?"

I thought to myself, who would eat vegetables when there is meat, but I said, "It's all right, I like them all."

She ordered four plates of hot dishes and two plates of cold chai, and I quickly said, "Okay, we can't eat that."

She said: "What's the worry? If you can't eat it, just leave it."

I think people in this city really waste things. They spend money to buy vegetables, but then throw them away if they can't eat them. But I was just thinking about it. I knew I couldn't say these things because it would make her look down on me.

The dishes were served very quickly. Even before I started eating, I felt comfortable just by looking at the colors and smelling the food. It wasn't until I put it in my mouth that I realized this was a real dish. I really don’t know why the food I cooked is so bad. Of course, I felt fine before today.

She loves to talk and asked me a lot of questions during the meal. It seems like she is curious about everything about me.

I told her that my mother died of illness a long time ago, and my father also died, and I didn’t want to talk about him. I also told him that I was the only one in my family and that I had an older brother who did not grow up. She also asked me how long I would be working here, and I said probably more than a year.

I tried asking her, but she said everything. She is also the only daughter in the family. She is currently studying at university and is now on summer vacation. His parents are both teachers and his family is well off.

After eating, I said I would send her home because it was not safe for a girl to go home alone. She said she was going to find her classmates and asked me to go back by myself. I knew she wouldn't let me send it, because her neighbors and friends would definitely laugh at her if they saw it.

On the way back, I felt like the journey was so long and I was so tired that I was out of breath. I know there is no chance for us to meet, but maybe we will bump into each other on the street. There is a river between us. The water is so deep that no one can wade across it.

Chapter 8

Soon I had been working on Brother Zhang's construction site for half a year, and these six months were very uneventful. The weather was already very cold, so I went to bed early at night. The experience of spending 200 yuan still makes me feel sad. I think this is probably the sorrow of a poor person. Since that dinner, Ye Lingling really hasn't shown up. I can face this calmly, as I had expected it a long time ago. And I don't like the feeling of being with her, I guess it's called depressing.

Big Li left the construction site. He stole the wood used for building the house and sold it, and this happened more than once. When we found him, he was fooling around with an older woman in a rented house. Brother Zhang didn't make things difficult for him and even threw him five hundred yuan before he left. He understood what Brother Zhang meant and wanted to say something, but was stopped by Brother Zhang with a gesture. On the way back, no one spoke.

I no longer go to the place where the big guy takes me to buy groceries. It’s too far. Maybe it’s because I’ve been going there for a long time and I buy a lot every time, so many stall owners know me and they are willing to chat with me. I thought, maybe they just want me to buy their vegetables. Some stall owners also told me privately not to be so stupid. If you buy things for the boss, you will make a profit. At least you can get a pack of cigarettes a day. At this time I smiled and said, "I don't know how to smoke." I couldn't do anything to let Brother Zhang down, and I would never forget the lesson taught by the big guy. I don't want to lose this job, and I don't want to deceive Brother Zhang.

I usually ask a few stores before buying, and actually the prices of vegetables are pretty much the same. Later I found a mother and daughter selling things in a very inconspicuous place in the market. They have too few varieties, so no one goes there. I walked over curiously that day, and they looked at me with expectant eyes. Especially that girl, who was probably one or two years younger than me. Her eyes reminded me of the girl in the Hope Project poster posted on the street. She also had big eyes. I couldn't bear to reject such a look, so I bought vegetables from them. Their prices are very low, but the variety is limited, so I have to go to other stalls to make up for it. I couldn't sleep again that night. All I could think about was the girl's eyes. But I don't have any bad thoughts about her, and I don't think about her touching me there. I just think she shouldn't live this kind of life, she should be like Ye Lingling. I suddenly felt very strange that I was thinking of Ye Lingling again. I thought I had forgotten her.

From then on, I would go to their place to buy first every day, and if they were really out of stock, I would go to others. Gradually we got to know each other, and I learned that they also came from the countryside to work. The girl's name was Juanzi. Kinuko's father is not a good worker and drinks every day. The whole family depends on the mother and daughter to make a living by selling vegetables. I thought their lives must be very difficult, so I asked them why they didn’t wholesale more vegetables since they would be harder to sell. They just sighed and said nothing. I think they may not have that much money.

Brother Zhang has increased my salary to six hundred, and he always pays it to me on time. Brother Zhang always reminds me not to spend money recklessly. He said that in this damn place, the money you earn in a year is not enough for you to spend in one night. At that time, I thought he was exaggerating. How could he spend seven or eight thousand yuan in one night? Later I found out that even if it was 70,000 or 80,000, I would still spend it. I was very obedient and put all the money in a bag under my bed. Apart from buying a few seasonal clothes, I kept the rest.

When I went shopping for groceries in the morning, I took out one thousand yuan. I wanted to buy vegetables wholesale for Juanzi and the others. When I went there, only Juanzi was there, so I asked, "Why didn't your mother come?" Juanzi said her mother was sick and couldn't come today.

Although I am poor, I have never been a stingy person. If I had money, I would not look down on others like many rich people do. I took out the thousand yuan and said to Juanzi, "Take it to your mother's medical treatment. I originally gave it to you to buy vegetables wholesale. I'll get it back tomorrow."

Junzi said she didn't want anything, and I knew she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to pay me back in the future. I forced it into her hands. Her hands were very cold and soft. Juanzi wanted to return it to me, but I quickly ran away because she didn't have the vegetables I wanted to buy today.

Chapter 9

When I went to the market the next day, Junzi was still there alone. I asked, "Is your mother still not well?"

"No, I used the money you gave me to buy some medicine for her, and she took it last night," said Kinuko.

"How's it going? Are you feeling better?"

"I don't see any changes. He's still having a fever. I'm so scared." Junzi was about to cry.

"Don't worry, you should take her to the hospital. Let me come to see you in the afternoon and go with you," I said.

Kinuko nodded, she really had no one else to look for.

After lunch, I hurried to find Juanzi. On the way, I was thinking that Kinuko's father was such a jerk. How could he not care about his wife? I thought I should treat my wife well in the future, and then I thought of Ye Lingling again. I really want to slap myself in the face. Why am I so useless? If it’s impossible, why keep thinking about it? But there is no way to control human thoughts.

Kinuko's mother has pneumonia, and her life will be in danger if she is not sent to the hospital. The doctor gave her an IV and her fever soon subsided. I rushed back to cook at around three o'clock, and told Junzi to wait for me and not to leave by herself. Junzi was very obedient and nodded again. While I was cooking, I was thinking that it would be nice to marry a wife like Juanzi in the future. As I was thinking about it, my pants started to bulge again. I haven't done it myself for a long time. I'm afraid it will ruin my body. When I can do it on a woman in the future, I won't be able to do it.

I took out another thousand yuan and bought some fruit on the way. As expected, Junzi was waiting for me. Her mother was very grateful to me and said that she had met a good person. I didn't know what to say, so I just smiled and didn't say anything. I took out five hundred yuan and handed it to Juanzi, asking her to go buy vegetables wholesale. After refusing for a while, Junzi accepted it. I sent them back home and told Junzi and I to go wholesale vegetables early the next morning so that her mother could have a few days' rest. Juanzi walked me to the door. She has a fragrance that makes my heart itchy. When she went back, I saw from behind that she had a good figure and her butt was very round and beautiful.

I walked slowly down the street, feeling a heat on my face, as if I had drunk alcohol. Because of the wind, it will feel better in a while. Spending money can sometimes become a habit. I spent a lot in the past two days, and not on myself. Another me appeared in my mind, saying, "Zhang Fei, why don't you spend some on yourself? What's the point of saving money?"

"Of course it helps. More money is always good."

"But, you know, only the money you spend is yours. You save and save, but you don't even know who you are saving it for."

He finally convinced me, and I took out the money from my pocket and counted it. There was more than four hundred yuan.

I hadn't had dinner yet, so I found a small restaurant (I didn't dare go to a big restaurant for fear that they would not let me in) and ordered two dishes and a bowl of rice. The waiter asked me if I wanted a drink and I asked for a bottle of beer. After eating, I felt feverish all over, but my mind was still clear and I knew it was the alcohol.

It was as if there was a rope pulling me, and I walked straight towards the place where there were lights and wine. I saw the ladies on the street were frantically soliciting business. I walked back and forth a few times, and when I saw a petite woman who was pretty good, I walked over. When she saw me coming, she quickly stepped forward and held my arm: "Brother, come and play."

I said, "Yeah, what can you play here?"

"Haha, whatever you want to play, we have it here."

I followed her into the hut and then through a small door. But this time it seemed like it took a very long time, and it seemed like it was already very far away from the house.

"Where are you taking me?" I asked.

"Don't worry, little brother. The police have been busy lately. I'll take you to a safe place."

I know that the word "paizi" means police officer. I learned this from watching TV. We actually walked all the way to a residential area and went up a few floors. She took out a key and opened a door, we went in together, and she locked the door again. I looked at the furnishings in the house and it looked like a home. I thought it must have been rented by some young ladies.

As soon as the lady entered the room, she threw off her shoes, threw herself on the table and said, "Damn you, I'm so tired. How do you want to play, little brother?"

I feel really safe here, much better than the last place. I wasn't as nervous as I was that time. I sat next to her and asked, "Tell me first what services you provide."

The lady put her thighs on my legs, even though it was a little cold, she was only wearing a leather skirt. "Haha, I didn't realize that this guy is quite experienced. He can do massage, sleepwalking, and real sex."

"What is sleepwalking and how much does it cost?" I understood the other two immediately, but this was the first time I heard of sleepwalking.

Chapter 10

The lady told me that sleepwalking means she wants to kiss my whole body with her mouth. Finally, kiss it with your mouth until it comes out. It costs three hundred yuan. I felt it was very exciting and it wouldn't be as fast as doing it directly, so I agreed. The lady first unbuttoned my shirt, then she leaned over and licked my nipples with her tongue. Suddenly, a tingling sensation filled my whole body, making it impossible for me to lie there quietly. I saw the lady working very seriously, her cleavage was right in front of me, and my hand couldn't help but go deep into it. The lady didn't refuse, and I started to knead her. Her breasts were so big and soft, but they slowly became firmer as I stroked them. Her tongue tip kept sliding down, first to my lower abdomen, then pulling down my pants, and my thing was already standing hard between my legs. She touched it with her hand first and said, "Brother, your thing is so big, I want it too."

I said, “Then you can have it.”

She smiled and put my thing into her mouth. She kept sucking, sucking and licking it. I couldn't help it and pushed the girl down on the bed. I spread her legs and found that she was not wearing any underwear. The black and white area was wet. I touched there with my hand and she moaned, which stimulated me even more. I found the right position and inserted it, and she screamed in an exaggerated manner. I said, "Can you hold it in for a bit? Why are you screaming when I haven't even touched you yet?"

The lady said: "Your thing is so big, move it, I want it."

I thrust back and forth vigorously, and her body twisted wantonly. Maybe it was the anesthesia of alcohol, I felt like we did it for a long time and finally reached the peak of happiness almost at the same time.

The next morning I almost got up late because I promised to go wholesale vegetables with Junzi. When I arrived, Kinuko was looking around. When she saw me coming, she smiled happily. She looked really beautiful when she smiled. We wholesaled a lot of vegetables together, and then drove them to the market. I selected the ones I would use and sold the rest. This went on for a few days and Junzi's business improved a lot.

The New Year is coming soon and no one is in the mood to work, so of course I don’t have to think about these things. Brother Zhang knew that I had nowhere to go, so he asked me to look after the house at the construction site. Brother Zhang has been very busy recently. Later, Accountant Wu told me that Brother Zhang was looking for money everywhere to pay everyone's wages, and the workers had not received any salary for several months. Only then did I understand why Accountant Wu always kept the money he gave me secretly.

"Didn't they say Brother Zhang has a lot of money?" I asked Accountant Wu.

"Yes, but they are all accounts, not cash. You can't just give the workers IOUs to go home for the New Year."

I think Brother Zhang must be in a difficult situation, but there is no way I can help him.

Brother Zhang hasn't come back for several days and the workers have stopped working. At first there were only a few, but then more and more people came every day. They all gathered outside Brother Zhang's office and made a lot of noise. Later, almost everyone came, and some people even talked about smashing things and selling them. Accountant Wu and I tried our best to persuade them, but to no avail. We were even called running dogs by them. Just when an emergency might have really happened, Brother Zhang came back with a large bag in his hands.

Many people quietly dispersed when they saw Brother Zhang coming back, but there were still quite a few people gathered there.

"What do you want to do? Do you want to rebel?" Brother Zhang shouted. At that time, some people went away separately. Brother Zhang said to the rest of the people, "Isn't it just money? I'll give it to you, and after you take the money, get the hell out of here. I don't believe that we can't find people to work." Soon everyone dispersed.

Brother Zhang threw the schoolbag to Accountant Wu and said, "Go and distribute it to them. Start with two thousand each. Tell them that I'll give them the rest after the New Year." After saying that, Brother Zhang went into the house and slammed the door shut. He didn't come out until the evening.

Chapter 11

There were only three people left on the construction site, and the other two were homeless. I only cook for three people every day, so I have more free time. I often go to the market to help Juanzi sell vegetables, and ask Juanzi's mother to go home and rest. Although I seldom buy groceries, Junzi's business is still doing okay, probably because the Chinese New Year is approaching.

One morning, when I opened the door, I felt like something was pressing against me. It took a lot of effort to open it, and I saw that it was snowing. The snow was really heavy, about knee deep. I got out a shovel and shoveled a path from the kitchen. Although it was snowing, the weather was not very cold. I worked so quickly that I broke out in a sweat.

As I was shoveling, a pair of beautiful red boots appeared in front of me. Then I saw black pants, a brown coat, and then a beautiful and somewhat stunning face. Ye Lingling, the girl who has almost disappeared from my memory.

"Hello, Zhang Fei, do you still remember me?" It was still such a nice voice.

"It's you. Why haven't I seen you for so long?" I felt my voice trembling a little.

"I'm going to school, you meet me there. How's it going? Are you okay?"

Yes, she is still in college. "I'm still the same, what about you? You're on vacation." I actually forgot to ask her to come in and talk. We just stood in the snow and chatted for a long time. She said she would come to me one day and treat me to a meal, and I said it was my turn this time. She said she'd talk about it later and then left. The red boots left two beautiful footprints on the silver ground. I looked at them stupidly until someone called me and I came to my senses.

There were almost no cars on the streets as everyone was clearing snow. I felt a little cold, so I ran all the way to Junzi's to buy some vegetables. The market is colder than the street because there is no sunlight. Juanzi kept jumping there to increase her body heat. When she saw me coming, she ran over, grabbed my arm, and asked me why I hadn't been there for several days. I said there were only a few of us, and the food we bought would last for several days.

I picked some dishes and asked her how her mom was doing. Kinuko said that she was often angry with her father because her father drank more and more and was drunk every day. Sometimes he would beat Juanzi's mother, and Juanzi didn't want to go home anymore.

I don't know how to persuade her, and I have no way to help her. I can only wish her good luck.

I took Juanzi to the mall to buy clothes, and I felt that the eyes of people around me were a little strange. I thought to myself, your life is not necessarily better than mine, so why look down on others? I bought a winter coat and one for Junzi as well. At first she said she didn't want it, and I didn't put it on until I talked to her for a long time. I actually bought the clothes because I was going to have dinner with Ye Lingling in a few days. She dresses very well and I thought I couldn’t embarrass her.

I had just finished cooking when Ye Lingling found me. That day was the 28th day of the lunar calendar, and the Spring Festival was two days away. Brother Zhang called me in the morning and asked me to buy some firecrackers to set off. He also reminded me to be careful when setting them off and not to cause fires. I have never called Ye Lingling by her name. She asked me why and I said I didn't know what to call her. She said, from now on you can call me Lingling. Actually, I have always wanted to call her that.

I walked down the street with Lingling, and the feeling was different from that with Junzi. If it were Kinuko, I would have a lot to say and be very relaxed. I feel very nervous when I am with her. My heart beats fast and I don’t know what to say. Lingling may have sensed it, so she took the initiative to talk to me more. Before we reached the place where we were going to eat, I noticed that several people were following us. I took a sneak peek and saw the one I beat last time. I told Lingling, "Don't look back. Listen to me."

Lingling thought I was teasing her and said with a smile, "What's wrong? Are you acting in a movie?"

I told her that the person who harassed her was following us, and she said in fear: "Then run away."

I said, "I'm not afraid. Let's see what they dare to do."

I deliberately walked towards a quiet street, and Lingling grabbed my arm. Even though there were clothes between us, I was still very excited. When the men saw that there were no people around, they shouted, "Hey, kid, stop."

I turned around, pointed at myself and said, "Are you calling me?" I think my movements must have been very cool at that time.

"Nonsense, don't play dumb, just beat them up and that's it." said the kid I beat up.

As they were talking, several people came over to surround us. I clenched my fists, ready to fight.

Chapter 12

Although there were three of them, they still couldn't beat me, and I threw them to the ground. Suddenly, Lingling screamed. I looked back and saw that one of them was holding a knife about a foot long.

To be honest, I was a little scared when I saw the flashing knife. I'm not afraid of getting hurt, but I'm afraid of making things worse. But it was too late to think about this, the knife was already stabbing towards my body. I haven't practiced kung fu, so it's impossible for me to dodge easily. However, I still tried my best to keep my heart out of the way, and the knife stabbed into my arm with a loud bang. I felt the tip of the knife stop moving on my bone, then quickly leave my body. I saw a stream of red liquid spurting out the moment the knife left me, and it sprayed all over the boy's body. He seemed even more frightened than I was, and he dropped the knife and ran away with his two companions.

Lingling saw the whole process and she stood there frozen, unable to move. I held the wound tightly with my hands, but it seemed to be of no use, and the blood still gushed out. I felt my thoughts were getting slower and slower, becoming duller, and then I knew nothing. When I woke up, I was already lying in the hospital ward. Before I opened my eyes, I heard someone arguing with Lingling. I deliberately closed my eyes and listened. I heard a man's voice saying, "Lingling, you are amazing, how can you deal with a country bumpkin?

"How do you talk like that? I don't like it." This is Lingling's voice.

"What do you mean by that? Are you in love with this guy?" The man was a little hysterical.

"I just fell in love with him, so what? He can sacrifice himself to protect me, what about you? Can you?" Lingling said angrily. I was really excited that Lingling actually said she loved me. Although I know she was deliberately trying to anger that person.

I heard the man walk away angrily, and I slowly opened my eyes. I saw Lingling seemed to be wiping away tears. When Lingling saw that I woke up, she happily went to call the doctor. I propped myself up with one arm, still feeling a little dizzy, probably from losing too much blood.

The doctor came and said it was hemorrhagic shock, but he is fine now. Go home and rest, and don't get wet. Lingling sent me back to the construction site, saying sorry all the way. I said it was nothing, not life-threatening, and it would be fine after a few days of rest.

My arm hurt a lot at night, but when I thought of Lingling's voice saying she loved me in the hospital, I felt much better. I was thinking about how she looked when she said this, and I actually started laughing, and fell asleep while laughing.

When I woke up in the morning, I saw that my arm was swollen, but it didn't hurt much anymore. I didn't take off my clothes last night because there was thick gauze. I got up, washed my face with one hand, and walked out of the construction site. I'm going to buy some ready-made meals and some firecrackers. On the way, I went to tell Junzi that I would not go to her place for the next two days. When Juanzi saw that I was injured, she asked me anxiously what happened. I told her that it was just an accident and that it was nothing, and then I left quickly. I couldn't bear to see a woman crying.

I bought a lot of firecrackers. I know they can drive away evil spirits. I want to make sure nothing goes wrong at Brother Zhang's construction site. When I got back, Lingling was waiting for me in the kitchen. I said, "Now that you're here, I have nothing to do today."

She touched my arm and asked, "Does your arm still hurt? Why did you go out again?"

I said, "It's okay." As I said that, I wanted to move so she could see, and I cried out in pain. She quickly came over to support me and said, "What are you doing?"

I said, "I'm really fine now. I'll go out and buy some food in the morning and won't cook."

"Zhang Fei, you got hurt because of me, I feel so sorry for you."

"What's the big deal? Don't keep saying that. I feel embarrassed." I said.

"Zhang Fei, do you like me?" Lingling said in a very low voice.

I couldn't believe my ears and asked, "What did you say?"

"I asked you if you like me?" she said, raising her voice.

I didn't know what to say. I saw her face was blushing, which looked really beautiful.

"Speak up, what's wrong with you?" Lingling asked me again.

I said, "I can't like you."

"What do you mean you can't? What's wrong with you?" Lingling asked with a frown.

I can't say it because there's a huge distance between us and I don't want her to look down on me, but what can I say? She anxiously grabbed my arm and pushed it twice: "Hurry up and tell me." She pushed my injured arm, and I cried out in pain. She quickly said, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault."

To be honest, although it was really painful at that time, I felt very happy in my heart.

Chapter 13

New Year’s Eve is finally here. This day is meaningless in our hometown. Everyone will go to bed early and prepare to get up early on the morning of the first day of the new year. Generally people have to get up before five o'clock, commonly known as getting up at five o'clock. After getting up, they start eating dumplings, setting off firecrackers, and kowtow to the elders in the family. If it is a wealthy family, then you have to walk through almost the entire village, visiting every house.

It’s different in the city. People have to stay up late on New Year’s Eve and set off firecrackers until midnight. I guess this is the gap between urban and rural areas. I have no choice but to adapt to the local customs. If I get up in the morning and set off firecrackers, I'd be scolded to death.

On the night of the 30th, I bought a lot of delicious food, and the three of us watched the Spring Festival Gala while drinking and eating. One of the workers, while drinking, recalled what had happened at home and started crying. I was also infected by him and thought of my mother, and my eyes became red. This meal can be said to have ended in a "unpleasant" way.

After dinner, I wasn’t in the mood to watch TV, so I went for a walk on the street. The streets are quiet, without the hustle and bustle of the past. Many shops including the huts where the young ladies did their business were closed. They have been busy for a year and it's time for them to go home. I feel that my situation is actually worse than that of the young lady. At least she can go home and reunite with her family. What about me? I am always alone during the New Year. I thought of Ye Lingling and Juanzi again. I wonder what they are doing now? I guess since they are all family together, I wonder how much alcohol Juanzi’s father will drink.

There were almost no people on the street, and I was walking casually. I was wondering what I was going to do? Is this what we should do during the New Year just to walk slowly and aimlessly? By the way, I should take a shower. I haven’t even taken off my clothes since I was injured. I guess I stink. Tomorrow is the new year, so I have to keep it clean.

Many public baths have closed down, and only those luxuriously decorated bathing centers are still brightly lit. I don't dare go into the luxurious ones because I'm afraid I can't afford it. Finally I found a smaller one and went in after a moment of hesitation. There was a large space as soon as you entered the door, where several young ladies were chatting and laughing together. They probably didn't expect someone to come at this time, but they still greeted me enthusiastically, "Sir, you are taking a shower, please come in."

I followed the lady to the changing area, and when she turned around and left, I started to take off my clothes. My arm didn't hurt much anymore, so I slowly took off my clothes one by one. My wound was still wrapped in gauze, so I found a plastic bag to wrap it up and then walked into the shower area. There was no one in the pool. I saw the water was clean, so I lay down in it. The water temperature was just right, I felt it was a real treat, so I closed my eyes and savored this happy time.

After lying there for a long while, I finally opened my eyes. I see that the place is quite big, so even dozens of people can take a shower together. There is a door in front of us with the words "Lounge" written on it. After I finished washing, I walked over there, opened the door, and a young man handed me a set of clothes. After I was dressed, he led me into a dim hall. There are lots of narrow beds. There was a big TV in the front, showing a party. After getting used to the light here, I saw a few people, probably service staff, watching the show here.

I found a bed and lay down on it. There was a partition between the beds. If several people lie down, they won't see each other. Soon, a waitress brought me a cup of tea and asked me in a low voice: "Sir, do you want a massage?"

I thought to myself, is it true that there is no lady returning home? "How much?" I asked her.

"The massage will cost thirty. It's up to you to tip."

When I heard it wasn't very expensive, I agreed to her request. Soon she brought a young lady wearing very little clothes from somewhere. The lady sat down next to me, and she had a very tempting fragrance.

"Sir, why didn't you go home during the New Year?" she asked while touching me randomly with her hands.

I said, "I don't have a home, I'm alone, why don't you go back?"

"If I go home, who will accompany you?" The lady said, placing her hand on my already bulging body.

Chapter 14

The lady asked me, "Are you comfortable?"

I thought to myself, it's strange that I feel comfortable, but I said, "Yes, I feel comfortable."

She put her hand into my pants, grabbed there, and kept stroking it. It made me feel very uncomfortable. I wanted to fuck her, but I was afraid that the wound would open. Then I thought of Ye Lingling. No, I can’t let her down. I can’t indulge myself like this. I grabbed the lady's busy hand and said, "Just give me a massage, I don't need this kind of service." The lady was disappointed and continued to tease me, but I was not tempted by her.

Later the lady left and I stayed there until after eleven o'clock. I returned to the construction site before twelve o'clock and set off the firecrackers we had bought with my two co-workers. For a moment, the whole city seemed to be experiencing a war, shrouded in the rumbling sound of artillery fire. When I was walking on the street on the morning of the first day of the New Year, I saw everyone wearing new clothes. Especially those young girls, they all dress up beautifully and are very attractive. I strolled around casually, watching happy people doing what they like on the first day of the new year. I also have things I like to do, I want to go find Lingling. Thinking of this, I started looking for the community based on my impression. Although it took some effort, I finally found it. I saw the ground in the community was covered with red firecrackers, full of a festive atmosphere.

I found an inconspicuous place, sat on the back of a bicycle, and carefully watched every person who walked out of the building. They were all from different families, holding gifts in their hands, probably visiting friends and relatives. I waited for a long time but Lingling didn't show up. I didn't feel it was hard, and I was willing to keep waiting. Just when I was feeling extremely hungry and wanted to go eat first, Lingling came out of the building. She was wearing a red winter coat, pink pants and black leather boots. She came out alone. I waited for a while and followed her when I saw there was no one behind her.

Lingling walked straight to the street. I called her from behind. She turned around and saw me and smiled happily.

"Why are you here?" Lingling smiled in surprise.

I smiled foolishly and said, "I came to see you. I have been waiting downstairs of your house for a long time."

"Yeah, you're so silly, it's such a cold day." Her eyes were full of concern, which made me feel warm inside.

"It's okay. I'm not afraid of the cold."

“By the way, I’ll tell you a cell phone number. Just call me if you have any problems in the future.” Lingling said as she wrote a number on a piece of paper and handed it to me.

I took a look, folded it carefully and put it in my pocket, then touched it out of concern.

"Do you have something to talk to me about?" Lingling asked.

I thought she must have something to go out for, so I said, "I'm fine, I just came to see you. Okay, go and do your thing." I ran away without waiting for her to say anything. As I ran, I hummed a song: "I don't ask for much, just that you have me in your eyes..."

I don't know if Junzi will come out today, but it doesn't matter anyway, so I'll just go to the market and take a look. The market was deserted, with only a few stalls occupied, including Juanzi's. She was there alone, and there were quite a few people buying vegetables, probably because there were few people selling vegetables. I waited until there was no one around before I walked over. When Junzi saw me, she smiled and called me happily. At that time, I thought I should feel very happy, because at least two girls would smile when they saw me, and they were both very beautiful.

Juanzi said that last night when the family had dinner together, her father drank too much again and beat Juanzi's mother. She didn't want to stay at home, so she came out early in the morning. She thought that even if no one bought groceries, it was better than staying at home, as that family no longer had any warmth to give her. I said I wanted to hang out with her for a while and she was very happy. We packed up the food and went down to the street, which was already very noisy. We walked side by side, watching the happy city people enjoying their lives. I asked Junzi what she wanted to do, and she said she would listen to me. I thought I couldn’t just keep walking down the street, so I said, “Let’s go to the movies.”

She said, "Yes, yes."

I think she may not have been to a movie theater yet. In fact, I have only been there twice. It costs more than ten dollars to watch a movie, which is too expensive. We found a movie called "Initial D" to watch. We didn't know what the plot was, but from the promotional poster we could tell that it was starred by Chinese people. We didn't want to watch foreign movies.

There were not many people in the cinema. I wonder what city people do on a day like this? For example, Lingling, what will she do?

Chapter 15

The content of the movie was very attractive. Kinuko was very absorbed in watching it, and so was I. In fact, even if it weren't like this, I wouldn't have any thoughts about Kinuko. She's not my type. What's more, she is not from the city. I thought maybe Ye Lingling really liked me, but when I was with her, I felt a kind of pressure, a pressure that came for no reason. When she asked me if I liked her that day, it was definitely not a casual question, there must have been a purpose. I regretted why I didn't give her a positive answer at that time. I was still afraid that the distance between us was too big. I think when I have money I won't have this feeling anymore. What city people have is enough money and time to dress themselves up.

When I was sending Juanzi home, I saw a familiar figure at the entrance of the alley. He looked exactly like Big Li. But he disappeared very quickly, and I didn't see him clearly, so I didn't call him. I don’t know what he is doing recently, or whether he has found a job. I don't think there was anything wrong with Brother Zhang firing him. He went too far.

On the third day of the New Year, Brother Zhang came back, but he was still worried about the construction site. This time a woman came back with him, she looked a little weird. Brother Zhang asked me to call him sister-in-law, but I don’t think this person is Brother Zhang’s wife. In the next few days they were inseparable and went in and out together. Brother Zhang basically doesn’t eat in the cafeteria. Sometimes they would buy some food and eat it in the house.

I still had nothing to do, so I helped Juanzi sell vegetables every day, and Juanzi's mother didn't visit often. Ye Lingling seemed to have disappeared and there was no news for several days. That day, I plucked up the courage to call her. She asked me on the phone if I missed her these days. I said I did, and she said she missed me too. At that time, my heart felt as sweet as if I had eaten honey, and I was so happy that I wanted to cry. We also made an appointment to go watch the lanterns together on the fifteenth night of the first lunar month.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, I knew what to do from the morning, but I just couldn't seem to settle down. Finally it was evening. I washed my face, brushed my teeth (I seldom brush my teeth normally), and changed into decent clothes. I stood in front of the mirror and saw that the boy inside was still very handsome. Although I don't know what Shuai means exactly, I feel that I have reached that standard.

We met at the entrance of a large park. Lingling was wearing a leather jacket and looked a bit like a model on TV. She was very beautiful. I bought two tickets at the door and followed the crowd inside. Lingling's hand suddenly passed through my arm, and my heart trembled. I didn't know how to face this situation. My arms seemed to be stiff and I didn't know how to put them. Although I already had a woman and I'm already a man, I was still extremely nervous when facing Lingling. Lingling seemed to sense it, and she pointed at the lamp hanging on the tree and asked me to see it. I saw all kinds of lanterns competing with each other in beauty, making the park extraordinarily beautiful. I have never seen lights of various shapes. Gradually I relaxed a lot and tried to put my arms around Lingling's waist. Her waist is very thin, and even through the thick clothes, I can still feel it is very soft. Lingling didn't refuse, she even leaned her head on my shoulder. I smelled a fresh scent and I knew it was the scent of shampoo. I guess Lingling would also smell the unpleasant odor of the cheap soap on me.

We seemed to have gone back and forth several times, and there were very few people in the park. Lingling said she was tired and wanted to find a place to rest for a while. I didn’t feel tired. I was in an excited state. We found a small pavilion. There was no one inside and there were no lights nearby, so it was very dim. I sat on the bench and Lingling snuggled in my arms. After a while, she asked me, "Zhang Fei, why did you save me despite the danger?"

I said, "Everyone would feel the same if they encountered such a thing."

Lingling said, "No, my boyfriend left me in this situation and ran away, saying he was going to find someone, but he never came back." My body trembled, and Lingling sat up and asked, "What's wrong with you? Are you cold?"

I said, "No, so, so you have a boyfriend?"

"Yes, but it's over. He is too selfish and I don't like him." After saying that, he leaned on me again. I thought to myself, so that's how it is, I thought she has a boyfriend now.

"Do you like me?" This was the second time Lingling asked me.

"I like it, but I don't dare," I said.

"What do you mean by 'dare not'? Am I that scary?" Lingling looked at me and said.

"No, it's not scary. I'm talking about me. I'm a country girl after all."

"Hehehe," Lingling laughed happily. "What's wrong with being a country person? As long as you treat me well, that's all."

I thought this was something I could do, and I smiled happily.

"Zhang Fei, can you hug me?" Lingling stood up and said to me with her arms open.

I didn't hesitate and hugged Lingling tightly. I felt her body shaking. She whispered in my ear: "Zhang Fei, I like you."

"I like you, too," I said. I found her lips with mine and there was a cool, sweet feeling. As I kissed her, I thought, it's a good thing I brushed my teeth before I came out.

Chapter 16

After the 15th, the workers began to return one after another. Brother Zhang treated everyone to a meal of dumplings on the 20th day of the lunar calendar, which were bought from outside. On the morning of the 21st, we set off a lot of firecrackers at the entrance of the construction site and then started working. I went to Junzi's place to buy some vegetables and came back to continue cooking. There has been no news from Ye Lingling for a few days. I don’t know what she is busy with. I knew she was still in school and must have a lot of things to do, so I didn't call her.

I was picking vegetables with my head down when Lingling suddenly appeared. She looked very angry. "Zhang Fei, have you been busy recently?"

I didn't know why she was angry, so I quickly said, "I'm not busy, what's wrong?"

"Why didn't you call me if you weren't busy?" Lingling asked me.

"I, I'm worried that you're busy." I put down the food in my hand, stood up and said.

"You just don't miss me, don't you think?" Lingling pouted her lips.

"Really not, I think about you every day, but I didn't call you because I didn't want to disturb you," I explained.

"Then you should treat me to dinner tonight to make amends."

I thought to myself, if you want me to treat you, just tell me directly, why are you doing this, but I still happily agreed.

After dinner was ready in the evening, I told Brother Zhang that I was going out to eat, and Brother Zhang stopped me. He asked me if I had a girlfriend, and I said yes. Brother Zhang told me that he saw Lingling in the morning and she was very beautiful. But he hoped that I wouldn't take it too seriously, because girls in the city are fickle and I should be careful not to hurt myself. I said I knew, but in my heart I was thinking, how could she hurt me? At that time, I didn’t know that people can be hurt not only physically, but also mentally.

We went to eat mutton hotpot together. She has a small appetite and I was embarrassed to eat more. Anyway, I never feel full every time I eat with her, and she also says that I eat very gracefully. I thought I had the upper hand, but my stomach felt aggrieved. After dinner we strolled around the street. I asked her where she was going and she said she was just walking around and would talk to me later. We just kept walking, and sometimes she would go into a store to look around but not buy anything. It was probably already very late, and I was just about to say I would take her home. Lingling said to me: "Will you always like me?"

"Of course," I said.

"Can you stay with me tonight?" Lingling said in a low voice.

My heartbeat suddenly quickened, and I said in a trembling voice, "How can I accompany you?"

Lingling leaned her head on my shoulder and said, "Let's go to my house. No one is home. They are on night shift."

My mind went blank at that moment. I never expected to have such a romantic encounter. Spending a night with such a beautiful girl, and she is from the city, while I am just a farmer working in the city.

Lingling's room is very big, about one hundred meters. It was my first time visiting a city dweller’s home, and everything looked new to me. Lingling looked at me and said with a smile: "What's wrong? I haven't seen it before."

I said, "Yeah, how could I have seen it? I've always been in the countryside, and we don't have any buildings there."

"Zhang Fei, I want to ask you a question."

"Go ahead." I didn't know what she wanted to ask, but I thought it must be something about girls.

Sure enough, she asked me, "Have you ever had a girlfriend?"

I said, "No, I've been working on the construction site all the time, how can I find a girlfriend?"

"Then you have never touched a woman." Lingling asked me.

"No." I can't tell her that I have had sex with a prostitute. If she knew, she would definitely ignore me.

Lingling asked me to go to her bathroom to take a shower. I washed it very seriously, especially that area, which I washed many times. I think I will need it soon. After I finished taking a shower, Lingling also went to take a shower. She took a long time to take a shower, so I watched TV while waiting for her. Although my eyes were fixed on the screen, I had no idea what was going on. My mind is in a mess and I don’t know what to think.

When Lingling came out, she was wearing a very large vest that reached her knees. You can tell that she is not wearing any bra because her nipples are clearly visible. I almost couldn't control myself and wanted to rush over, but I still stubbornly controlled myself. I don't want her to hate me, so I try my best to act polite.

Lingling looked at me seductively, and I could see that there was expectation in her eyes. She came over and sat on my lap. My thing is already swollen, and I'm really afraid it will hurt her. I held her in my arms and started kissing her. She pushed her tongue deep into my mouth and I sucked it hard. My hands began to touch her body, first through her clothes. Later I reached in and touched his breasts. Although I have touched it before, the feeling this time is still very new. I feel very soft and firm.

Lingling moaned and I could no longer control myself. I picked her up, walked to her room where the bed was, and put her on the bed. I saw her curled up there with her eyes closed, so I took off my clothes and walked over.

Chapter 17

Lingling also took off her clothes. Her body was so white, almost bluish. I lay on top of her and she looked very nervous. I kept kissing her lips, cheeks, neck, and then breasts. She twisted her body, not knowing what to do. Suddenly she grabbed my thing and put it between her legs. He said, "Fei, I want it, quickly."

I pushed forward with force and entered Lingling's body. She was already very wet there, tightly wrapping around my little guy. I moved slowly back and forth, and she closed her eyes, enjoying the wonderful feeling. She seemed a little shy, which aroused my desire even more. I gradually increased my speed, pounding her non-stop. Lingling couldn't help but scream out in excitement, and her body wrapped around me like a snake. We rolled over and over on the bed, and finally the climax of happiness came. Just when I was about to ejaculate, I struggled to leave Lingling's body, and almost at the same time a stream of white liquid shot towards her fair body. I knew that Lingling might get pregnant if she stayed in there, so I woke up at the last moment. Lingling knew what I meant and that I was thinking about her. She looked at me with gratitude and said, "Fei, I love you and I want you to be good to me forever." I didn't say anything because my mouth was covered by another mouth.

I left Lingling's house very early in the morning because I didn't want to be seen by the neighbors. Walking on the cold street, there was a fire burning in my heart. I was so excited that I kept jumping up and touching the icicles (ice on the trees in the north in winter) with my hands. I also broke off a piece and put it in my mouth to enjoy the coolness.

I stopped by Juanzi to buy vegetables. They usually start selling around five in the morning and continue until eight or nine in the evening. After a day of standing, my legs are so straight that I can’t even bend them. There was not much business at Junzi's place. She kept moving her body because it was too cold in the market. Almost all the dishes were covered with quilts, but they still froze. The two people talked face to face, and the water mist they sprayed intertwined, becoming thicker and thinner. While picking vegetables, I asked Junzi's mother how she was doing recently. Juanzi said that her mother always had back pain, and that time her father beat her and it became even more serious. I really want to find Kinuko's father. I want to ask him what he wants to do and why he is so unreasonable. Later I thought, what does it have to do with me if a man beats a woman? In our hometown, it is normal for wives to be beaten, just like rain in summer and snow in winter.

I meet Lingling almost every day, but of course not at night and not at her house. We just stayed together somewhere casually, hugged each other for a while and kissed. Lingling said that night was unforgettable, but it was a pity that there were not many opportunities. If possible, she would like to do it with me every day. I knew that this was not the first time for Lingling and me, but I didn't ask her. After all, I had already had two women. She didn't ask me if she was my first woman. I think maybe city people are numb to such things.

It snowed again, not heavily this time, but it still affected the construction. Everyone gathered in the shed to watch TV, and there were three layers of people gathered inside and outside. I wondered what kind of show was so attractive, and I took great pains to squeeze in. There was a foreign couple on the screen, they were both naked and hugging each other. The woman put the man's thing in her mouth and licked it with her tongue. The man kept shouting. Next, the man licked the area between the woman's legs, and the woman screamed exaggeratedly. Although I have had sex with three women, I have never carefully looked at a woman's private part. I think I'll wait until next time and take a closer look. Everyone in the room was watching attentively, breathing heavily. I don't want to watch any more. It's swollen there and it's very uncomfortable. I thought, why not go find a girl to fuck instead of suffering here? I will never go to that kind of place again, because I have Lingling and I can't let her down.

Lingling was leaving and I wanted to see her off at the station, so that day I bought beans and eggplants, both of which are very easy to prepare. I hurriedly prepared the meal and then ran to the station. Our construction site was far from the station, and I was already sweating when I ran there. In this season, passers-by looked at me strangely when they saw me sweating. Lingling also saw me, and she said distressedly: "Why don't you take a car?"

I said, "Why spend that money?" After I said that, I regretted it. How could I be so uncultured.

Sure enough, Lingling said angrily: "What a small-peasant mentality, what's the point of keeping the money if you don't spend it?"

I said, “Yeah, I made the wrong statement again.”

Lingling took out a piece of fragrant paper to wipe my sweat, and I smiled happily.

We stayed at the station together for more than an hour. Lingling hugged me and kissed me before checking in. I waited until I could no longer see anything, then I turned and left. The station is a damn place with the most girls. I walked less than 500 meters and at least ten girls tried to pull me. But I won’t go. I want to stay pure for Lingling.

Chapter 18

When I was almost at the construction site, I suddenly felt something was wrong. The construction site, which is usually dark and quiet, is now brightly lit and bustling with people. I also saw a lot of ambulances inside, and I knew something must have happened. I quickly ran in and saw Brother Zhang walking back and forth in a hurry.

"Where's that little bastard Zhang Fei going? Go find him quickly." Brother Zhang yelled like crazy.

I quickly walked over and said, "I'm here." I saw Brother Zhang's eyes were blazing with fire, and I felt like my body was about to be ignited.

"Fuck you, you're just thinking about picking up girls. You don't want to live anymore." Brother Zhang raised his hand, but put it down again without hitting me.

I knew it must be something serious, otherwise he wouldn't be like this. But I really don’t know what I got into. At this time, two men in uniform came over and pulled me into a car. I could see they were not police officers, they were probably checking hygiene or something. They asked me if I had cooked dinner tonight. I said yes. They asked me if I had any documents, and I said I had nothing. They took me out of the car but still wouldn't let me leave. At this time, a police car arrived and two policemen got out of it. Soon they handcuffed my hands. They grabbed me and basically threw me into the car. The door was locked with a slam, and I never thought that I would have to take the same path as my father. But I really didn’t know that cooking could lead to jail.

They took me to a place, I don't know what it was for. I was led into a white room where the light hurt my eyes and I squinted. I saw a table with two guys behind it. One of them asked me a lot of questions, such as what was my name, where was my hometown, who was in my family, etc. I answered them truthfully one by one. After asking me questions, the other one took me to a small room without windows. When he closed the door, there was no light at all and I couldn't even see my own hands. I don't know why it's very cold here. My body was shaking. I didn't know how long I would stay in a place like this, and I felt terrified.

I started to have wild thoughts, and the first person I thought of was my mother. I almost cried when I thought about the suffering she went through. Then I thought of Ye Lingling, and I closed my eyes (actually I couldn’t see anything with my eyes open) and thought. Thinking about her body and hugging her. I thought about it over and over again until I had no more thoughts.

When I woke up, there seemed to be some light in the room. I opened my eyes and saw some tiny holes in the roof letting in some sunlight. I stood up and felt sore in my waist and legs. I started to do the exercises. I couldn’t remember the movements clearly, but I just did them randomly so that I wouldn’t have any random thoughts. At this time, I heard the iron door open and someone outside shouted at me to get out rudely. I walked out and a policeman took off my handcuffs. Then he asked me to go with him. He took me to the gate and said to me, "Let's go."

I turned around and asked, "Come on, where should I go?"

"Why, you're still feeling emotional."

"I mean, what's wrong with me? Let me stay here." I thought they might have caught the wrong person.

"Why are you talking so much nonsense? If I tell you to leave, just leave. If you don't leave, I'll send you back." He walked towards me angrily.

I really didn't want to go in there again, so I turned around and ran away.

I went straight back to the construction site, where Brother Zhang was waiting for me. He patted my shoulder and said, "Zhang Fei, I wrongly blamed you. Don't blame me. I was anxious too."

I said, "It's nothing, what happened?"

Brother Zhang sighed and cursed: "These bastards only know how to cause trouble."

Later, Accountant Wu told me the whole process. It turned out that shortly after dinner that day, several workers suddenly had diarrhea. It was very serious. Brother Zhang quickly called 120. The doctor came and checked and said it was food poisoning. Then I asked what I had eaten in the evening, and when I heard that there were beans, I thought that must be the problem. Then I looked for you, but I just couldn't find you. Later you came back and you will know. After you were arrested, we took the leftover food for testing, and the results showed that there was no problem. When those people woke up and we asked, it turned out that they had eaten outside.

I was very angry. I wondered why the police detained me for a whole night for no reason. It felt like hell there, and I never want to go there again in my life.

Chapter 19

After Ye Lingling left, I called her several times. But she seemed very busy, probably with a lot of things to do at school, so I stopped calling her. I thought that since she was already mine, we would be together sooner or later. I still work on the construction site. After that incident, Brother Zhang also got me a health certificate, so I can be considered to be legally qualified.

Juanzi's mother didn't know what disease she had, but she couldn't get up from the kang. I still help Juanzi buy vegetables wholesale early every morning, then help her sell them for a while and then go back to cook lunch. Brother Zhang's project is probably almost finished. Most of the workers who built the building have left, and a new group of people have come to do the decoration. Sometimes I wonder to myself, what should I do if Brother Zhang finishes his project? I know that Brother Zhang will definitely have new projects, but they may not be in this city. If they leave, should I follow? I don't want to leave here because I still have to wait for Lingling.

One morning, Brother Zhang asked me to go to his office. He said to me, "Zhang Fei, our project will be finished in half a month. Our engineering team will go to another place. Do you want to go with us or stay here?"

I knew clearly that Brother Zhang understood what I was thinking. I hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't want to leave. I want to stay here."

Brother Zhang said, "I knew you would say that. I have already made arrangements. We need to maintain this building for a while, and a few people will stay. You will work with them."

I am very grateful to Brother Zhang, I know he really cares about me. I didn't say anything at the time, but I said to myself in my heart that I must be worthy of him.

Soon Brother Zhang and his men withdrew, and I and six other people stayed behind. We have two bungalows, three of us living in one. The two guys who share the room with me are both in their thirties, but they haven't married yet. They are all from Henan, one of them has the surname Zhou, and everyone calls him Zhou Paopi. The other one’s surname is Zhao, I call him Lao Zhao.

More and more people started coming here to renovate their houses, and our place became very messy. All day long, trucks carrying construction materials come in and out, and groups of renovation workers come and go. Sometimes homeowners come to us and ask where the pre-buried wires are. We told them according to the blueprint, and sometimes if there were broken pipes or something, we would be responsible for replacing them. It took about half a year before things here became quiet.

The weather is getting warmer, and many residents have moved in here. There are huge differences among the people living here. Some drive luxury cars, while others ride rusty bicycles. Our house is right at the gate of the community, opposite the security guard's house, mainly to make it easier for people to find us. Our work is very leisurely and there is seldom any work for us. A few of us took turns staying here, and the rest of us went out for a stroll. I seldom go out. I know Lingling will be back soon, and I'm afraid she won't be able to find me when she comes. So most of the time, I was on my own. Later, Brother Zhang came, asked about the situation, and then took five people away, leaving only Zhou Paopi and me.

I don’t know when Zhou Paopi became addicted to watching videos. He spent almost the whole day there, and sometimes he would come back and tell me stories about men and women. Later he almost never came back all night, and I advised him not to get addicted to anything, and he said he understood. I went there just because I had nothing to do.

When I am alone, I usually read books to pass the time. Sometimes I lie on the bed with my eyes closed and think about Lingling, and half a day goes by quickly. The most difficult time is at night. I don’t like watching TV very much. I just watch people coming in and out of the community through the glass. There is one person among them that I have always paid attention to because she is always different from the others. For example, in today's weather, everyone wears long-sleeved clothes. She had been wearing short skirts for a long time and always wore heavy makeup. I couldn't tell what she actually looked like. She had a nice figure, long legs, and red hair. I see her almost every day, and over time it seems like it has become a job for me. Sometimes when I don’t see her for a day, I feel like something is wrong.

One night, it was raining outside. Zhou Paopi finished his meal early and left, and I was reading a book in the room alone. Suddenly there was a hurried knock on the door. I turned around and saw it was that woman. I opened the door and asked her what was wrong. She said her roof was leaking and asked me to go and check it out. I quickly put on my raincoat and followed her. Along the way, a very fragrant smell wafted into my nostrils from time to time.

Chapter 20

When I returned to the room, the woman helped me down from the stool and said, "I was so scared. It would be troublesome if something happened." It turned out that she had been worried that I would be in danger.

I said, "Nothing, just come to me if you have any problems in the future."

"You should take a shower quickly, otherwise you will get sick." She said as she looked at me dripping with sweat.

I quickly said, "No, no, I'd better go back."

"Why are you such a cunning child? Just wash when I tell you to, and be obedient." She spoke like an elder, but in fact she was not much older than me.

I also felt really uncomfortable, so I agreed. Her bathing room is bigger than most people's houses. There is a large round pool inside with very clear water. I locked the door and took off my wet clothes and threw them on the floor.

I was enjoying the warmth in the pool, my little guy was standing up, and I held it down with my hand. I wonder if this woman lives here alone, how come she has such a big house? I looked around and I noticed some men's shaving stuff on the wash basin under a mirror. I quickly got out of the pool, thinking to myself that I must not let the man see me, because then I would not be able to explain myself and might even get beaten. But when I dried myself, trouble came. I didn't dry my clothes, so they would get washed if I put them on. When I was hesitating, I heard the woman say, "Have you finished washing? Here are the clothes for you."

"I'm done washing." I answered quickly, but how do I open the door?

"Then open the door and I'll hand it to you."

I blocked the area with a towel and opened the door a crack, and a very nice hand reached in and handed me two pieces of clothing. I tried it on and it was about the right size. I think maybe the man in her family has the same body shape as me.

I came out and saw her watching TV. I said, "I'm leaving."

She looked back at me and said, "You look quite well dressed and energetic. Why don't you sit for a while?"

I said, "No," then picked up my raincoat and my wet clothes and walked to the door. As she sent me off, she said, "You don't have to send the clothes back. I'll give them to you."

I knew that they were looking down on us, so I said, "Thank you."

The rain kept falling and was getting heavier. I kept paying attention to the entrance of the community, but did not see any man going in. In the next few days, I still only saw her by herself and didn't see her with any other man. I don't understand what she does, she seems very mysterious.

Just when my interest in her was growing, Lingling came back from summer vacation. She came to see me on the third day after she came back and asked me why I didn't call her. I said I was worried about affecting her schooling, but I would come back anyway. When we had dinner together that day, Lingling said she wanted to eat pizza. I didn't know what it was, but since she wanted me to, I went with her.

When they put the pizza in front of us, I said, "So it's just leavened bread, why does it have to be called that?"

Lingling glared at me fiercely: "What nonsense are you talking about? What is steamed buns? If you don't understand, don't talk nonsense."

I thought to myself, what nonsense, it is obviously true. When I put it in my mouth and took a bite, my God, it tasted so bad that I almost vomited. I still insisted on swallowing it because I was afraid of making Lingling unhappy. She ate with relish and a happy smile on her face. I looked at her and thought of that night, and the little guy between my legs started to stir again.

After dinner, we went to the park where we watched the lanterns on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month. We found a dim place, and Lingling threw herself into my arms. She whispered in my ear, "Fei, I want it."

I know what she means, but where are we going? You can't just stand here. She twisted and turned in my arms, "Come on, Fei, I want it."

"I want to, but where should we go?" I really didn't know what to do. I had too little experience in this area.

"Let's go to the movies."

I thought to myself, why do you suddenly want to go to the movies again? Women are really fickle. There’s no suitable place anyway, so I can just watch a movie if I want to.

There were almost no people in the cinema. It would be better to eat something than to spend dozens of dollars to watch a movie. Who would come to watch it? I originally wanted to sit closer to the front, but Lingling pulled me to sit in the last row. She rested her head on my shoulder and held my hand. The movie started. It was a foreign film, which I didn’t really like. Lingling didn't seem to like watching either, and was always moving around. After a while, Lingling put my hand into her vest and I touched her breasts. I started kneading it, and she was a little excited and looked at me expectantly. Then she unzipped my pants and grabbed my member.

Chapter 21

Lingling buried her head in my arms, and suddenly I felt her licking my little thing with her mouth. I could hardly sit still in the chair. I grabbed her hair, feeling a little overwhelmed. Lingling then put the little guy in her mouth. I really wanted to scream something, but I controlled myself. I had to twist my body constantly to calm myself down, but my desire was gradually growing and I couldn't bear it anymore. I just wanted to enter her body quickly.

Lingling stopped, squatted down, took off her shorts and put them in her schoolbag. Then she lifted her skirt and sat on my lap. I felt she was very wet there, and I knew she also needed me to enter. She raised her buttocks slightly, grabbed my little thing with her hand, and then sat down on it, aiming it at her hole. I felt much more comfortable all of a sudden. Lingling hugged my neck and kept moving up and down. I felt more excited than ever before. I really wanted to knock her down and then rush into her hard. But in such an environment, I still have some concerns. Lingling's movements became faster and faster, and she began to moan like a dream. I knew she was comfortable and was about to reach the climax of pleasure. I tried my best to control myself and prolong the time as much as possible. I knew women need a long time. However, the sound made by Lingling stimulated me so much that I couldn't control myself. Finally, I couldn't hold on and ejaculated into her body.

This was the first time I completed the whole process, and I always used a condom when doing it with the lady. The first time with Lingling, we ejaculated outside the body, so this was the first time in the true sense. Afterwards, Lingling sat on it for a long time and was reluctant to get off, and my legs were numb from sitting there. On the way home, Lingling said she missed me a lot during the time she was at school and really wanted to come back immediately. She also said that my vagina was very big and it made her feel very satisfied. I know she didn't do it with just me, she must have made a comparison to say that.

Zhou Paopi paced back and forth in the room anxiously, like an ant on hot pan. When he saw me come back, he said as he walked out, "My little ancestor, you're back." Then he ran away. I thought I would be alone again today. Lying on the bed, I naturally thought about what happened in the cinema just now. I thought that city people are open-minded and can do even such things anywhere. As he thought about it, the little guy straightened up again.

I haven't seen Junzi for a long time because I no longer have time to help her wholesale vegetables. I have to stay in the community at all times, especially when Zhou Paopi is not around. I buy groceries at the entrance of the community now. After all, there are only two of us, so I can just buy a little. That day I passed by the market and walked in. I saw a man standing in Juanzi's stall. He looked very familiar. I walked closer and saw that it was Big Guy Li. He felt a little embarrassed when he saw me, but I was the first to shout, "Big guy, why are you here?"

He chuckled and said, "You don't know, this is my stall."

I couldn't believe my ears. I asked, "What did you say? You said this vegetable stand belongs to you. What about Juanzi?"

"Jianzi is my daughter, what's wrong?"

"Oh my God, it turns out that good-for-nothing man is you," I said.

"Hey, how can you talk like that? What do you mean by not a thing?"

"You still have the nerve to say that. Why do you always beat Juanzi's mother?" I asked angrily.

"Who the hell told you that? Don't frame a good person." He said and glared at Junzi fiercely. Junzi lowered her head in fear.

I knew it was pointless to say this to him, so I just left. Juanzi seemed to want to chase me and say something to me, but was stopped by the big guy. I looked at Junzi with eyes that seemed to say, "Zhang Fei, don't forget to come see me."

I shouted to Juanzi, "Juanzi, I will come to see you in two days." When she heard what I said, she smiled happily.

Lingling came to me to discuss renting a room so that we could be together anytime. She said she would stay at home for more than a month, and we can't always go to the cinema to solve the problem. I thought about it and agreed to her request.

Housing for urban residents is generally tight, but some families still have some vacant housing. They usually rent out the house, which is also a considerable income. So renting a house here is not a difficult thing, but finding a suitable location is not so easy. We should not be too far from Lingling's house, nor too close to avoid being seen by her family. And because I only rent for one month, no one is willing to rent to me. It took me a lot of effort to rent a room. The landlord was an old lady and the rent was four hundred yuan a month.

Lingling and I spent the whole day cleaning up, just like decorating a new house. We fried a few dishes there in the evening and drank some wine. After dinner we lay on the bed, looked at each other and hugged each other.

Chapter 22

I had a talk with Zhou Paopi and told him that he couldn't go out every night because I would have something to do in the future. He was very reluctant, but agreed. Lingling and I went to the rental house every three to five days. Her desire was very strong, and we had to do it two or three times every time we went. I bought some condoms to put in there, but I still prefer direct contact. Lingling also doesn't like the feeling of wearing a condom, but she has to put it on halfway because she is afraid of something going wrong. I would send her home around twelve o'clock, and then go back to my rental house to sleep. I could have moved back into the community, but I thought since I had already rented it for a month, it would be a waste to keep it empty.

I seldom go to Junzi's place because I don't want to meet him because of his tall stature. Sometimes I think about when the big guy used to buy vegetables for the construction site, his family already had a stall, but he would rather buy from others. He doesn't care about his family at all and only cares about making money and enjoying himself. I think Junzi's mother's illness was probably caused by him being angry. Such a man is really boring, so I don't want to talk to him.

The woman in the community still keeps to herself. Sometimes when she sees me, she will smile at me as a greeting. I just smiled and responded, but rarely spoke. Sometimes she would have some food in her hand and give me some, and I would just smile to show my gratitude. I don't know what her husband does and why he is often not at home.

One night, I saw Lingling off and returned to the community. Zhou Paopi insisted that I go back, and I couldn't refuse. As soon as I walked to the entrance of the community, I saw two people arguing, one of whom was the woman. I hid behind a tree and heard them arguing loudly about something. After a while, it seemed that the man was about to leave, but the woman held his arm tightly. The man swung the woman hard and she fell to the ground. He turned around and left without looking back.

I waited for the man to leave, then quickly went over to help the woman who was still sitting on the ground. When she saw it was me, she immediately stood up and said, "Little brother, you're back so late."

I said, "I have something to do, why are you sitting here?" I pretended not to see what happened just now.

"I accidentally fell down, luckily I met you, I was in so much pain that I couldn't stand up."

I saw that her arms and legs were broken, so I helped her walk back. At the door, I told Zhou Paopi that I was back. He looked at me curiously and left in a hurry. I kept sending her upstairs and asked her if she had any medicine at home, and she said no. I quickly ran downstairs and went to the pharmacy to buy mercurochrome and gauze.

When I came back upstairs, she was sitting on the couch with her legs on the coffee table. I squatted down and carefully applied medicine on the wound. She gasped in pain. I looked at her and said, "Hold on, it will be fine in a while."

She said, "It's OK, thank you."

I applied the medicine and wrapped her with gauze.

I looked up and saw tears in her eyes, so I asked her, "Does it still hurt?"

She said: "It's not painful, no one has ever cared and taken care of me like this before."

I said, "What's the big deal? Don't you have anyone else in your family?"

She shook her head and said nothing, and I tactfully didn't ask any more questions.

She asked me to talk to her for a while, and I couldn't refuse, so I sat down next to her. She told me her last name was Liu Liu Ying, and asked me to call her Sister Ying from then on. She is from Sichuan and came to this city to work a few years ago. I started doing anything, but I couldn't make any money. Later I met a boss named Fang, who was very rich and handsome. Soon, the two of them lived together. Until now, she still clearly remembers the feeling of having sex with Boss Fang for the first time, which is really unforgettable. At that time, Boss Fang didn't know that she was still a virgin, so he vented his animal desires on her. When he entered her body fiercely, Liu Ying felt the pain of his body as if it was separated by a sharp blade. His violent impact made Liu Ying almost unconscious. When he found blood on the sheets, he comforted her regretfully. But the pain made her fear about the things between men and women, and she felt like she was going to the execution ground almost every time.

She has been playing a very disgraceful role over the years. Boss Fang originally had a wife and children. She knew that she cried a lot later, but it would not help, and this was her life. She believes in fate very much and accepts fate, not to mention that Boss Fang has always been very nice to her. She had to do it day by day, and she knew that sooner or later, Boss Fang would leave her. In her heart, she had already made this mental preparation.

Chapter 23

Liu Ying and I talked until very late before going back. She was very grateful to me and said that we must find her when we need her help in the future. I said I knew it, so I went straight downstairs.

The man who quarreled with Sister Ying at the entrance of the community was Boss Fang. His wife later found out that he had a woman outside and was fussing with him like crazy. He really had no choice, so he didn't come to accompany Sister Ying for a long time. Today, Sister Ying lied to him that something was wrong. He came to sit for a while and saw that it was fine and he was about to leave. Sister Ying said downstairs that she wanted him to stay overnight, but she said she would not live anything, so the previous scene happened. Sister Ying is very pitiful, but Boss Fang has no choice.

Lingling is leaving and the holiday is over soon. We had a big meal together in the rental house and drank some wine. Lingling said she didn't want to leave me for a day, and I said so was me. We took off all our clothes and hugged each other. I kissed her, our tongues tugged together. Her hands grabbed my little guy and rubbed between her legs. I felt that her place was getting wetter and wet, and she hummed excitedly. I picked her up and put it on the bed, then spread her legs apart. I saw her seductive place, which was pink, like budding petals, with thick black hair dotted around it. I licked it with my mouth, and it smelled a bit fishy and salty. She seemed to like this feeling very much and held my head with her hands. I began to lick her hard, and put my tongue into the petals. She screamed excitedly, her body meeting my movements. She suddenly sat up, pushed me to the ground frantically, then stepped on me and aimed at my little guy and sat down.

Lingling seemed to have become a slut, and she eroded me with her body. I feel like we are no longer having sex. She is like an invader who wants to occupy my land. She kept swaying up and down, swaying from side to side, and my little guy felt a little painful by her. I wanted to stop her, but I knew she could no longer control her at this time. Finally, my JY ejaculated into her body, and she lay on me with satisfaction. That night, Lingling didn't leave, and we did it three times in total. She also said that she really wanted to cut my little guy off with a knife and take him to school. I don't think about anything anymore. I'm too tired. I feel tired in every part of my body, especially there.

Lingling left, and I looked at her back with a trace of ominous premonition. She has been leaving for more than half a year. Can she endure the days without me? Will she fall in love with others? After all, she comes into contact with many classmates every day. Forget it, I don't think about this anymore. At this moment, I remembered what my father likes to say most: It’s yours, it’s always yours; it’s not yours, and it’s useless to think about it.

I continued to live my life, and I returned to my rental house, and Zhou Bapi became free again. I went to see Juanzi twice, but the big man was not there. Juanzi said he rarely came, and he just came to get money. I think there may be women outside if the big man is still there. I asked Juanzi's mother how, but Juanzi burst into tears and said she didn't feel very good and didn't eat much recently. I asked her why she didn't go to the hospital, and Juanzi said she had gone. The hospital said that in situations like them, they could not afford medical expenses at all, and they would not allow them to be hospitalized. I thought to myself: What the hell is this? The poor can't even cure their illness. I comforted her a few words and left. I knew there was nothing I could do about these things. I just feel that Juanzi is very pitiful. I think I will let Juanzi live a good life when I have enough money.

I could still see Liu Ying coming in. She still wore very exposed clothes every day, and seemed to be in a much better mood. One day, she came to me and said that it was her birthday tonight. She didn't want to eat by herself, so she asked me to eat with her, and I happily agreed. After lunch, I went to the cake shop to buy a cake. I have never eaten this kind of thing, but I know that people in the city have to eat it for birthdays. At almost five o'clock, Sister Ying came to call me. I told Zhou Bapi that he had stared at him, but he still nagged reluctantly. I took the cake and Sister Ying to her house. Sister Ying saw that the cake I bought had red eyes, but she didn't say anything.

Sister Ying’s dining table was filled with food, and I had never eaten a lot. We opened a bottle of wine, and Sister Ying poured it and handed me a glass. I held the cup and touched Sister Ying for a while and said, "Sister Ying, I wish you a happy birthday."

Sister Ying didn't say anything, just nodded and drank a glass of wine. I also drank all the wine in the cup, and then took the bottle and poured it on Sister Ying. Sister Ying doesn’t speak much, and she rarely picks up food and eats it, just drinks. I knew she was in a bad mood, so I advised her a few words, but she kept drinking. In order not to let her drink too much, I rushed to drink it. I was not very good at it at first, but after drinking it like this, I felt confused after a while. My brain seems to be no longer dominated by me. In my eyes, Sister Ying has become Lingling, and my eyes are staring at her. I stood up, picked up Sister Ying and walked towards the bedroom.

Chapter 24

Sister Wei Ying later said that she was not drunk at that time. She saw that my eyes were already burning red by desire. She couldn't bear to reject me, although she was full of rejection of things between men and women. She said that my hands kept shaking when I took off her clothes, so she had to take the initiative to take off her clothes.

I lay on Sister Ying. Although my brain was swayed by alcohol, I still kissed her mouth gently. Then I kissed her breasts and she made a sound with a little excitement. I continued to kiss down, and she made an excited sound as I kissed her there. Sister Ying started to hug me tightly, and she also started kissing me. When I entered her, I felt that Sister Ying was still a little nervous in habit. I have been patiently stimulating her, and slowly Sister Ying's body began to relax.

Sister Ying lay in my arms and said that she had never thought that this would make her feel so sweet. She began to like it and no longer considered it a painful experience. She said she wanted me to come and accompany her often. She guarded such a big house alone and was often awakened by nightmares at night. I said I can, but I was already awake and thought I couldn’t do this with Sister Ying in the future. Otherwise, will Lingling know that it’s worth it?

In the days to come, I always feel embarrassed when I see Sister Ying again. When Sister Ying saw me, she just smiled and didn't say anything to me. I think I have no conscience and shouldn't treat her like this, after all, she used to be my woman. It rained again that night, and it was very heavy, and there were lightning and thunder from time to time. I thought Sister Ying must be very scared and went upstairs to find her. I wanted to accompany her for a while, but I would come down when the rain stopped. I knocked on the door and said that Sister Ying was not wearing a bath towel and might not have worn any other clothes. I saw her eyes red, thinking that she had just cried. I asked her, "Sister Ying, are you crying?"

"Come in quickly and talk in the house." Sister Ying said and pulled me in.

"Sister Ying, are you crying?" I asked again.

"No, I'm confused." Sister Ying said with her back to me, I knew she must be unable to hold back her tears.

I pulled her body and saw tears pouring out, "Sister Ying, what's wrong?"

Sister Ying lay on my shoulder and cried even harder. I hugged her tightly and comforted her wounded heart with my body temperature.

Lingling calls almost every day (it was recently installed in our house, Brother Zhang for convenience.), and it takes dozens of minutes. I can almost recite what I say. But I still listened very seriously because I liked to listen to her. She said she missed me every day (I think it was mainly my little guy), especially when she was lying in bed, she was always tossing and turning and unable to sleep. She said she asked me to find her, and I said I couldn't leave here. She also said that if I don’t go, she will look for someone else. I knew she was teasing me on purpose, so I said, "You just look for it, find something better."

The boss who kept Sister Ying completely abandoned her, leaving her a house worth more than 400,000 yuan. But Sister Ying has no income and she has always lived a carefree life. Now she can hardly pay the property fees, and when she thinks of this, she will cry sadly. She asked me to help her find a job, but I thought to myself that I didn’t know what I would do in the future, so I would find it for you. But I can't say that, I can only say that I'll think of a solution.

Lingling still calls me, but not every day. I think she must be busy with her studies again, and this year is the last year. Sometimes I wonder if it is possible for Lingling and I to become a family, and the gap between us is too big. At least my parents would not agree. Who would be willing to marry his daughter to a migrant worker who has nothing to do? Whenever I think of this, I ask myself. Am I living my whole life like now? No, I have to find a way to make money, make a lot of money. By then, maybe the wide river between me and Lingling will dry up and we will be together forever.

One day, Brother Zhang called and said that he would come tonight, and asked me to wait for him, and not tell Zhou Bapi. I waited until the second midnight that day until I thought he would not come, and when I was lying down to bed, a hurried knock on the door started. I saw Brother Zhang in a very embarrassed look, sweating on his body made his clothes wet, and he only held a broken schoolbag in his hand. As soon as he entered the room, Brother Zhang lay on the bed, closed his eyes and said, "Zhang Fei, don't call me, let me have a good sleep." I don't know what happened, but I feel that the situation is not very good. Brother Zhang has never been like this before. Even when the workers forced him to ask for wages, he was still so calm.

Chapter 25

I locked the door and went to find Sister Ying. I wanted Brother Zhang to sleep quietly. Sister Ying was already asleep. I knocked on the door. Sister Ying said angrily, "Zhang Fei, are you making a mistake? It's all the time."

I quickly said, "I'm sorry, Sister Ying, I'm here, I have no place to sleep."

"I know, otherwise you can't remember me." Sister Ying said angrily.

"Where is it, Sister Ying, I've been thinking about you."

"Okay, okay, go to bed quickly. I finally fell asleep." As he said that, Sister Ying lay on the bed and I lay on the sofa, afraid that I could not bear the stimulation of lying with Sister Ying.

As soon as I fell asleep, I heard a loud sound. I opened my eyes and saw Sister Ying looking out the window. I asked her, "Sister Ying, what happened."

"You are awake, I'm about to call you. Come and see, it seems like something happened in the room you live in."

I suddenly jumped up and ran over. I saw several policemen and many people watching the fun. The door was already open, and I wonder if it was smashed by the police.

Sister Ying and I said, "I have to leave, pick up my clothes and walk out."

Sister Ying grabbed me and said, "Wait a minute, let's take a look first, don't go on rashly."

I thought about it and looked down from the window again. Zhang came out, two policemen were beside him, his hands were handcuffed. I think something must have happened. I am very anxious, but what can I do? I could only watch Brother Zhang get put on the police car and then drive away with the sirens.

I collapsed on the floor, and Sister Ying handed me a glass of water and said, "Zhang Fei, drink some water first. It is normal for these people to have something wrong. They are all making too much money. They naturally come out again, and at worst they can spend money."

I thought about it, and said to Sister Ying, "Thank you Sister Ying, I understand."

Sister Ying touched my head and said with a smile: "Have you really missed me?"

I said, "Really, I miss you very often."

"Okay, boy, I'm pretty conscience." Sister Ying said happily.

I was still sleeping with Sister Ying that day, and we didn't do anything. I felt very uncomfortable, and Sister Ying could see it, so we all went to bed. I kept wondering what happened to Brother Zhang and whether there would be a big trouble. Later I thought, why did the two people I admire - my father and Brother Zhang, both went to prison. Is my final destination? I don't want to go to that ghost place again if I beat you to death.

Finally, there was news about Brother Zhang. Zhou Bapi told me after the third day. He has been inquiring about this because it will affect our future destiny. He asked a relative of his work in the police station to ask, saying that Brother Zhang was taken away by the police because he was unable to repay the wages owed by the workers. The only and necessary way to save him now is to make up all his salary, but who can do it?

At first, this incident seemed to have nothing to do with me, but then the problem arose. First of all, no one paid me my salary, and then we had no money to buy materials when we repaired the house. At first I spent a few hundred yuan, but later I stopped caring about it. I think my good luck has ended here, and I have become nothing like when I first entered the city. A few days later, someone came to take over our house. I knew it was a matter of time, so it was not too unexpected. On the contrary, Zhou Bapi actually started crying when he saw someone posting a seal. I comforted him a few words and we broke up.

I first put my personal belongings to Sister Ying. I had already agreed with her in advance, and I told her that I would rent a room outside and move out after the rent was completed. That night, Sister Ying bought a lot of food, and I looked at the table full of food but couldn't eat it. Seeing that I didn’t eat much, Sister Ying said to me, “Zhang Fei, don’t rent a house for now. I have several rooms here, why are you spending that in vain?”

I said, "Sister Ying, it's not a long-term solution for me to live here all the time. I'll live by myself."

"What's wrong? Are you still afraid that I will cheat you? What are you afraid of?" Sister Ying said angrily.

I was afraid that Yingjie would really misunderstand me, so I lived with her for the time being. Of course, a man and a woman who live together will inevitably be involuntarily. Later, Sister Ying became the same as Lingling. Her needs became stronger and stronger, and I could hardly satisfy her.

Lingling has not had a phone call for half a month. One morning, I called her one. She seemed to have not woken up yet and was not very clear about her words. There was a man next to her asking who came from the phone number. I know something must have happened, otherwise how could she sleep next to a man? I decided that I would go to find Lingling. Although I don't have to marry her, I have to figure out what's going on.

Chapter 26

I didn't tell Sister Ying where I was going, I just said I would go out and I would come back in three or five days at most. Sister Ying told me to be careful on the road. The current society is very unsafe, and I said I understand.

I took a car to go to school, and the place where Lingling went to school was not very far, about 200 kilometers. I was thinking along the way that Lingling must be unable to stand a talent like this. I really regret not coming to accompany her at the beginning. If she says this again this time, I will stay and not leave. As I thought about it, I fell asleep. In my dream, Lingling was wearing a pink wedding dress and was running towards me happily. I opened my arms to hug her, but I couldn't hug her no matter how hard it was. She kept running, and I called her, but she didn't stop. At this time, a man appeared. He stood there, and Lingling immediately threw herself into his arms. I want to see who that man is, but I can't get ahead of him. When I was anxious, I woke up.

I didn't call Lingling after getting off the car, I wanted to find her by myself. I asked many people and walked for more than an hour before I found the place where Lingling went to school. I stood in front of the gate, hesitating and did not dare to go in. I don’t know if it’s free to enter and exit here. Although there are many people constantly entering and leaving, they all seem to be students. I tried to go in and no one asked me. But it is too big, with many buildings. I don’t know where Lingling is. It seems that it will take some trouble to find her. I decided to call.

I thought of going outside the school to make a phone call, and I just saw a public phone. There are all card plug-ins in schools, I don’t. I was walking out when I suddenly heard a familiar laugh, and I immediately realized it was Lingling. I turned around and saw Lingling's familiar face, but she didn't see me. She climbed onto a man's arm, talking and laughing as she walked. I don't know what to do, should I call her? I finally couldn't help but shout, "Ye Lingling."

The man turned around faster than Lingling's reaction and saw me very accurately. Lingling also saw me soon, and she seemed a little at a loss. "What the hell are you calling?" the man asked me.

Is this a Chinese college student? I asked myself in my heart. He said, "What the hell do I call? What does it have to do with you?"

He didn't seem to expect me to speak like this, and he couldn't help but be stunned. Lingling hurriedly said, "Zhang Fei, why are you here? Stop making trouble for you two, it's all a misunderstanding."

I heard the man ask Lingling who I am, and Lingling said she was her cousin from the countryside. My God, I became her cousin. I didn't say anything, I wanted to ask her what was going on when we were alone. Lingling didn't know what she said to that person. She looked very close anyway, so the person looked at me and left hatred.

Lingling's expression was very complicated. She kept not talking, and we were just walking silently. I hesitated for a moment and said, "Lingling, shouldn't I come?"

Lingling looked at me, but still didn't say anything.

"Why don't you speak? Are you angry?" I asked.

"I think it's you who is angry, what qualifications do I have to be angry?" Lingling lowered her head and looked at her feet.

"I won't be angry, as long as you are happy."

"Are you not angry when you sleep with others?" Lingling looked at me and waited for me to answer.

"I don't think I can stop you if you need it. After all, there's a big gap between us."

"This is not the reason, the reason is you. You let me taste the fun of sex. I can't stand it without you, do you know?" Lingling said excitedly.

"I know, it's my fault. I should have been here to accompany you." I said to the clouds in the distant sky.

"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. I'm still very happy that you can come to see me. Let's find a place to have a meal."

"Okay." After saying that, I followed Lingling, and she seemed to deliberately keep a distance from me.

We walked a long way before we found a restaurant. Actually, I know that Lingling deliberately stayed away from their school. We ordered four dishes, but didn't drink, just ate silently. I felt my chest was blocked, so I just took a few symbolic bites, and the same was true for Lingling. After dinner, we walked to a small park casually. At this time, I remembered the situation when I went to the park to watch the lights with her, which happened only half a year ago. As I walked, Lingling suddenly turned around and lay on my shoulder and started crying. I hugged her body that was twitching because of the crying. Lingling slowly stopped crying and began to tell her experiences since she left me.

Chapter 27

Lingling told me that when she first returned to school, she really missed me very much. Her body was often in an excited state of need, so she called me to accompany her, but my situation at that time was not allowed. Many of Lingling's roommates basically rent a house with her boyfriend. At night, only Lingling and one classmate Liu Fang were there in the dormitory. It was really uncomfortable to lie on the bed and be tormented by desire. Lingling tossed and turned almost every day and couldn't sleep. Liu Fang felt very interesting when she saw her like this. One night she asked Lingling if she had done it with a man, but Lingling didn't answer, but she already understood. Liu Fang enthusiastically got into Lingling's quilt and whispered to Lingling.

Liu Fang said she had lived with her boyfriend before, but her boyfriend later dumped her. For a while, she was like Lingling now, and she was very irritable every day. Later she read a book and found that women could get happiness on their own. From then on, Liu Fang began to masturbate and was out of control. Lingling doesn't understand these things yet, and Liu Fang laughs at her for being old-fashioned.

At first, Lingling didn't care about this, but she finally couldn't bear the physical needs. She took the initiative to climb onto Liu Fang's bed and asked what was going on. Liu Fang was very happy to see Lingling finally take the bait, but she deliberately pretended to be unwilling to tell her. The more she didn't say it, the more curious Lingling was, and kept wiping Liu Fang and telling her. Liu Fang pretended to be very reluctant and said, "I said, don't regret it, don't say I didn't remind you."

Lingling said, "No, I asked you to say it."

"Okay then." After Liu Fang finished speaking, she ran out of bed wearing her pants and went to the door to see if the dormitory door was locked.

Lingling felt very strange and thought to herself why it was so mysterious.

Liu Fang returned to the bed and asked Lingling to take off her clothes. Because they are all women after all, Lingling quickly took off her naked. Liu Fang also took off all of herself. The two of them looked at each other's bodies and couldn't help but fall in love with each other. Liu Fang asked Lingling to lie down and she began to kiss her body. At first, Lingling felt very awkward and couldn't stand it, but she couldn't say anything. Later, Lingling felt like she had entered a illusion, and Liu Fang had become Zhang Fei.

Lingling closed her eyes and imagined her lingering look with me in her mind. It really felt good. But Liu Fang couldn't satisfy her ultimate need. Lingling felt like there were small insects squirming in her body, which was very itchy and unbearable. Her hands couldn't help but touch the private parts between her legs. At first she was still rubbing outside, and finally her fingers reached into her body. She felt a familiar feeling, and she began to twist her body, her fingers kept twitching. Liu Fang began to touch Lingling's breasts, and Lingling kept moaning. Seeing that the time was almost right, Liu Fang took out a female masturbation device from under her pillow and inserted it into Lingling. Lingling has lost her ability to distinguish. She is burned by the flames of desire, enjoying the pleasure to the fullest.

Liu Fang has a very experienced mobilizing Lingling's sexual desire, allowing her to fully enjoy happiness, thus achieving her goal. It turns out that Liu Fang is a girl with some psychological disorders. Since her boyfriend abandoned her, she hated all men to the core. Later, whenever a few boyfriends I had had, she would have an unbearable reaction whenever she touched her body, and she could no longer accept the caress of the opposite sex. It turned out that there was a girl who was often with her, but later the girl graduated and left. She felt very empty, so she began to look for a new partner. At this time, Lingling happened to be her best choice.

Liu Fang is very patient. She knows that the current society still has discrimination and prejudice against their group. She is afraid that Lingling will see some signs and leave her. So she didn't act blindly, she wanted Lingling to expose herself to the point where she couldn't stop. At that time, Lingling was the fish on the anvil and was slaughtered by herself.

After all, Lingling is a very healthy girl, but she is at the age of youth and can’t control herself. After masturbating, she felt very inferior and blamed herself for her depravity. She decided to stop and not let herself give up like this. She knew that Liu Fang had no kindness to her, and she had heard about her before. It is not difficult to know Liu Fang’s intention by connecting everything together. So she secretly asked her classmates to help her rent a room outside and get rid of Liu Fang's entanglement as soon as possible.

Soon, the classmate told her that she had a fancy to a house and asked her to go and see it by herself. Lingling took a Sunday to see it, it was a two-bedroom room. She just rented one of them, and someone had rented the other one. The kitchen and toilet are shared, and the room is very clean, Lingling decided at that time. On the afternoon of that day, Lingling moved her things out of the dormitory with the help of several classmates. Liu Fang was not here at that time. Lingling wanted to wait for her to find out, but she still didn't know how to scold her? But she can no longer live, she wants to start her new life.

Chapter 28

After moving, Lingling invited everyone to dinner and then went back to the rental house by herself. Lingling opened the door with the key. She felt so tired and sat on the sofa. Looking back on the experiences a few days ago, it was like having a nightmare. She shook off her high heels and took off her vest and skirt, and she wanted to relax completely. Lingling walked to the toilet in her underwear, where there was a shower and she wanted to take a shower. She took off her last two pieces of clothes and stood under the spray head and let the water column wash her fair and plump body by herself. While making soap, her hands paused between her legs, but quickly took it away. She felt disgusted with herself when she remembered her past behavior, and she rinsed it there for a long time with the spray head. Even so, the dirt left on her mind cannot be washed away in a short period of time.

After taking a shower, Lingling walked out naked. Suddenly she heard someone opening the door with a key, and she almost forgot that there was a tenant in the rental house who was a god. Lingling quickly ran back to her room and closed the door. While she was dressing, she heard the man seemingly pausing in the square hall. She remembered that her clothes were still outside, and her bra and underwear were hanging in the toilet. It's over, I didn't expect to leave such a first impression on my roommate. It's really embarrassing. She prayed in her heart that the person would go back to her room first and then she would have the chance to get the clothes in the toilet back. Unfortunately, after a burst of footsteps, she heard Huahua's voice, and she knew it was him pissing.

Finally looking forward to hearing the sound of closing the door, Lingling tiptoed out of the room and slipped to the toilet, and saw that her three o'clock was still shaking with the wind. She grabbed it in her hand and quickly walked back to the house. With the sound of the door opening, Lingling and her roommate met unexpectedly in the room. Her roommate is a man, about 1.8 meters tall, and she is very strong. He was wearing only a pair of trousers and his muscles were visible. Lingling was wearing a big vest and was holding her underwear in her hand. The two of them were stunned for a moment, and said two words "Hello" at the same time, and then walked back to their rooms respectively.

Lingling didn't go out again. She heard that he had been busy for a while before he calmed down. She was really tired and soon fell asleep. Lingling woke up late the next day. She walked out of the room gently and saw that her roommate's door was open. He had already left. Lingling let out a long breath and began to wash. Lingling had no classes in the morning, so she cleaned her room and room. I originally wanted to clean my roommate's room together, but I still had to forget it. If someone is not here, it is difficult to enter his room.

At noon, the roommate came back. They looked at each other and smiled, didn't say anything, and then did their own things separately. Lingling felt it was awkward to continue like this, so when she saw him again, she took the initiative to ask, "Hey, what's your name?"

"My name is Zhou Yu, where are you?"

"My name is Ye Lingling, it's a very vulgar name." Lingling said, thinking what's wrong with her. First, it was Zhang Fei, and now he met Zhou Yu. I don't know when he would meet Liu Bei again.

"It sounds pretty good. Are you a big A too?" Zhou Yu asked Lingling.

"Yes, I'm from the computer department, where are you?"

"I'm in the Chinese department."

"Yes? It's very awesome. The Chinese Department of A University is famous all over the country." Lingling said excitedly.

"Nothing, I just like Chinese."

They chatted for a while, and Zhou Yu said he wanted to go out for dinner, and Lingling said he wanted to go with him, but she was not familiar with the place anyway. They found a very small restaurant and ordered two dishes and two bowls of rice. After finishing their meals soon, they went to the afternoon class separately.

After class, Lingling was walking towards the school gate. Suddenly, she found Liu Fang wandering outside the gate sneakily, and she thought Liu Fang must be waiting for her. Although she was not afraid, she didn't want to cause trouble, so Lingling turned around and wanted to walk through another door. But Liu Fang had already seen her, and "Ye Lingling" she called her loudly.

Lingling couldn't pretend to be inaudible, so she had to stop.

"I won't say hello no matter how I move." Liu Fang asked straight to the point.

"No, I also didn't have time to tell you because I moved in a hurry."

"Actually, it's nothing more than talking or not. I want to live together for so long, so I have to help you," said Liu Fang.

"I really have to thank you. My classmate helped me move it." Lingling said.

"I'll go to the door with you, so I'll go and play with you in the future." Liu Fang said schemingly.

"Me, it's inconvenient for me." Lingling didn't dare let her know where she lives.

"What's wrong? Is there anyone else?" Liu Fang asked.

Lingling thought she had to lie to her, and she said, "My boyfriend is here, he doesn't want others to go."

Chapter 29

Lingling walked back while looking back to see if Liu Fang was following her behind. After entering the house, her heart was still pounding. Zhou Yu has not come back yet, and most boys rarely go home after school. Lingling lay on the sofa and thought, Liu Fang wouldn't be entangled, she even wanted to call me and ask me to help her solve it. Later, I thought about it and let it go. Maybe it was just my own worry.

When Zhou Yu came back, it was already dark. After he finished his meal outside, Lingling cooked a packet of instant noodles himself. There was no TV in the room, and Lingling felt bored and had to read books to pass the time. Suddenly she found that there was a flash of light in Zhou Yu's house. She bravely went over and saw that Zhou Yu had a computer, and he was constantly typing on the keyboard. Lingling quietly walked behind Zhou Yu and saw what he was writing.

"What are you writing?" Lingling asked.

"Oh, you're here." Zhou Yu was very dedicated to writing, "I'm writing a novel, and I'm laughing."

"Yes, you can also write novels." Lingling asked novelly. Lingling has always admired writers since she was a child. She felt that writers are very capable. They can write out what they want to say without knowing how to express them.

"It's nothing, you can write it too. The key is to stick to it." Zhou Yu stopped typing.

"How could I do it? Keep writing, am I disturbing you?"

"No, no, I wrote it only when I was free, and I didn't wait to submit the manuscript." Zhou Yu said as he stood up and brought a chair for Lingling and asked her to sit down. "I'm looking for you for something."

"What are you looking for me?" Lingling asked while sitting on the chair.

"I mean we live together in the future and take care of each other. I have many bad habits, so don't mind." Zhou Yu said sincerely: "I am a night owl and I go to bed very late at night. I hope it won't affect you."

"No, I fall asleep easily. You don't have to be polite. It's fate to be together."

They chatted for a long time that day, and the two decided to have dinner together in the future. The cost of the house was also AA, which could avoid a lot of trouble. In the days to come, Lingling felt that Zhou Yu was really a good boy, and he did not have many bad habits of boys. For example, he doesn't smoke, drinks, and never brings girls back for the night. In fact, she has a girlfriend, maybe she is afraid that after she comes, she will have a misunderstanding when she sees Lingling. Anyway, it feels safe to live with him.

Liu Fang did not look for her again. Lingling thought she was really worried. She began to live a comfortable life. Besides the difficult nights, Lingling was very happy to study and live. When she lies in bed at night, she still misses me. When she wants to be happy with me, the more she thinks, the harder it becomes to control herself. She really thought that I was in front of her at that time, but she could only have a good wish. Zhou Yu still kept writing his own novels, and he seemed to have no other hobbies. As long as I come back, I will sit in front of the computer except for eating and going to the bathroom.

One night, Lingling waited until very late and Zhou Yu didn't come back, so she ate by herself. Until after twelve o'clock, Zhou Yu still saw no one. Originally, it had nothing to do with Lingling whether he came back, but after all, he was a classmate together. So Lingling waited for a while, until one o'clock saw that there was still movement, and Lingling was about to go to bed. As soon as she stood up, Zhou Yu opened the door and came in. When he saw Lingling there, he asked, "Why haven't you been sleeping yet?"

"I see you haven't come back so late, so I'm afraid something will happen," said Lingling.

"Thank you, I'm fine." Zhou Yu said gratefully.

Lingling saw that Zhou Yu must have something to do, and his face looked ugly. Zhou Yu returned to the house and closed the door. The first time he didn't turn on the computer. Lingling knocked on the door, and Zhou Yu asked her if there was anything wrong? Lingling said, "Open the door, there is something wrong."

Zhou Yu opened the door and Lingling saw that his eyes were a little red. "Zhou Yu, do you treat me as a friend?" Lingling asked.

"Of course I'm a friend, what's wrong?" Zhou Yu asked.

“那你有什么事兒應該說說，干嗎自己悶在肚子里。”玲玲有些責怪的口氣。

“哎，說什么，都是難以啟齒的事兒。”周俞低著頭說。

“如果是不方便，那就算了。”玲玲說完，轉身想回屋。

“等等，對不起，不是不方便。我說了，你不要笑話我啊。”

“我們是朋友，我怎么可能笑話你呢。”玲玲說著坐在了沙發上。

周俞似乎是醞釀了一下自己的情緒，然后開始說。原來今天下學以后，周俞去找自己的女朋友，他的女朋友在一家酒店做服務員。他在酒店的大堂問了幾個人，人家都說不知道他女朋友去了哪里。他知道她是不會離開酒店的，因為現在是上班的時間。他從一樓開始尋找，可是誰都說知道他女朋友在哪里。等他過去，幾個人在他身后指指點點的說什么。他想一定有什么問題了，不然那些人不會這樣。

Chapter 30

周俞在酒店里不停的找著，在三樓的一個房間門外，他聽見了一個熟悉的聲音發出的陌生的聲響，好象呻吟又好象囈語。周俞很激動，他一腳把門踹開。房間里的一幕，讓他震驚，讓他幾乎昏厥。一個肥胖的男人，趴在他女朋友赤裸的身體上盡情的發泄著。聽見撞門的聲音，胖男人驚慌失措的爬起來，穿上衣服急匆匆的走了。周俞的女朋友一邊面帶羞澀、慚愧的看著周俞，一邊穿上衣服。所有的這些周俞并沒有看見，雖然他的眼睛一直盯著床鋪的位置，但他的腦子已經變的一片空白。

周俞在恢復理智后想做的第一件事就是趕緊離開這里，門外看熱鬧的人圍的里三層外三層的。他轉身望外跑去，他的女朋友在后面追出來。在酒店外的一條胡同他的女朋友喊道“你聽我說啊，你至少聽我說幾句話。”

周俞站住了，他沒有回頭，“你有什么可說的，你不會說他強奸你吧。”

“我承認，是我自愿的。但是我有苦衷，你知道嗎？”她哭著說。

“你有苦衷，你有苦衷就可以出賣自己嗎？”周俞在咆哮，“你知道我為什么一直都不碰你嗎，我是想留到那一天。可是你呢，你竟然這么下賤。我他媽就是傻子，傻子。”

“我承認我下賤，但你就沒有責任嗎？”

“我，我有什么責任？是我讓你和人家上床的嗎？”周俞喊道。

“是，你是沒有讓我這樣。可是我家需要錢，你能給我嗎？”

“那你為了錢就可以出賣自己嗎？錢對你就那么重要嗎？”

“當然，因為錢可以挽回我媽的生命，你說能不重要嗎？我的身體是我父母給的，為了我媽我什么都可以拋棄。”說完，她轉身跑走了，她的身影很快消失在夜幕中。

周俞有些失魂落魄的走在街上，他不知道自己該如何面對眼前的局面。他愛她，愛的很深。在他的眼中，她是美好的化身，可惜如今一切都改變了。雖然他已經知道她是為了給自己的媽媽治病，才不得已而為之。可是作為一個男人怎么能豁達的對待這樣的事兒呢？

走了很久，他心情平靜了很多。他勸自己先回去睡覺，什么都不要想了，也許明天一切都會好起來的。想到這里，他感覺到了累，全身象散架一樣。回到出租房，周俞在門外稍微遲疑了一下。他想讓自己的情緒盡量穩定一些，他不想讓玲玲看出來。可是很顯然他不是很會偽裝，還是被玲玲看出來了。

周俞說著這些，眼淚不住的往外淌。玲玲并沒有認為周俞很不男人，反而感覺這才是真正的性情中人。男人有淚不輕流，只因未到傷心處。她安慰著周俞，她知道他一定受了很重的傷。一番傾訴，加上玲玲的勸說，周俞感覺好受些了。他感覺自己的肚子有點兒難受，自己還沒有吃晚飯呢，現在都快兩點了。他對玲玲說：“你等我啊，我請你消夜。”說完開門出去了。

很快周俞手里拿著很多吃的東西回來了，畢竟已經半夜了，只能買到一些簡單的小吃。玲玲接過來，發現還有一小瓶白酒。“你不是不會喝酒嗎，怎么買酒啊。”

“我想喝點兒，你陪我喝吧。”

他們說著、吃著、喝著，在酒精的作用下，玲玲想到自己此時的心境，頗有同是天涯淪落人的感覺。周俞根本不會喝酒，雖然只是喝了一點兒，但已經站不穩了。玲玲攙扶著他回到他的房間，然后讓他躺在床上。她還幫他蓋好了被子，才回自己屋里睡覺。其實玲玲早就困了，不過周俞的樣子讓她不好說要去睡覺。

玲玲躺在床上很快就睡著了，她真的累壞了。玲玲夢見我來找她了，她撅著嘴埋怨我心狠，讓她一個人忍受寂寞。她把我帶到了她的出租房，一進屋就把我摟住吻我。玲玲感覺自己的身體已經被點燃，她需要、渴望男人的愛撫。她夢見我撕開她的衣服，開始撫摩她的身體，吻她的乳房。她一把抓住我的小家伙，放在她的腿間。進入時的痛讓她驚醒，但是她的思想已經被欲火焚燒的不在清醒。她沒有反抗，也許她還以為就是我在她的身體上，雖然她已經醒了。

周俞睡了一會兒就醒了，酒精在他身體上的作用依然存在。他感覺體內似乎有一團火在燃燒，燒的無法忍受。他起來到廚房找水喝，他喝了一杯冷水，感覺好些了。正準備回去繼續睡覺，聽見玲玲的房間里有輕微的說話的聲音。

Chapter 31

周俞情不自禁的走進了玲玲的房間，借著月光，他看見只穿著胸罩和內褲的玲玲恬靜的躺在床上。玲玲的嘴里喃喃囈語著，手在自己是身體上滑動著。這樣的誘惑即使柳下惠重生也不一定能拒絕，何況是剛喝了酒，正處在青春萌動時期的周俞呢。他輕輕的解開玲玲的胸罩扣子，摸著玲玲白皙的乳房。他感到自己體內的火焰越發的兇猛燃燒。他扯下自己的短褲，趴在了玲玲的身上。

等到周俞發泄完自己的欲望，玲玲也得到暫時的滿足之后，他們清醒了。他們都不敢彼此看對方依然赤裸著的身體，只是默默的坐在床上。周俞知道自己犯了錯誤，他必須求得玲玲的寬恕。“對不起，雖然我知道說這些沒有任何的意義。我還是要說，真的對不起。”

玲玲沒有說什么，在心里她并沒有怪他，畢竟他也滿足了她的需要。但她總不能這么和周俞說，那自己企不是太下賤了。看到玲玲什么也不說，周俞穿上自己的短褲悄悄走了出去。玲玲躺了下來，欲火消逝過后她的身體更加疲憊了，但是她怎么也睡不著了。

玲玲在和我說這些的時候一直是低著頭，只是不時的喝一口已經發涼的咖啡。我一直沒有插話，如果沒有和玲玲的關系，這個故事無疑是很感人的。可是我感覺的是無奈，我不能責怪玲玲，是我讓她嘗到了性愛的歡娛，然后讓她自己承受寂寞。但是我依然沒有辦法接受現在的事實，我的女人，怎么可以被別的男人日呢。這是說什么也無法接受的，只要是男人就不可能接受。

“那你們現在怎么樣了。”我問玲玲。

“我們沒有什么承諾，我想只是互相需要而已。”玲玲的聲音很小。

“那么說不再需要我了。”我問。

“不一樣的，他怎么能和你一樣啊。”玲玲說著，手里端著咖啡。

“是不一樣，你們已經睡在一起了。”我很生氣。

“你不要這么說，其實我是愛你的。”玲玲說著看了我一眼。

“愛我，卻和別的男人上床，這就是愛我的表現嗎？”我越說越氣。

“我到是想和你上床，你在嗎，你為什么不來？”玲玲的聲音也大了起來。

“難道你離開男人就不能活了，你怎么這么墮落。”我說完就后悔了，我怎么可以這么說玲玲呢。果然，玲玲哭著沖出了咖啡廳。

我追了出去，一把拉住了她，“玲玲，對不起，我不該那么說你。”

“你說的對，我其實就是一個墮落的女人。我有過很多男人，你滿意了嗎？對不起，我要走了。”玲玲甩開我的手，走了。

我站在那里，很久很久。我不知道我該何去何從，是不是該離開這里。

我回到應姐那里的時候正好是早晨，應姐剛醒一會兒，還沒有穿衣服。她叫我鉆到她的被窩里，我挨到她光滑的身子，感覺很溫暖。應姐摟住我輕輕的說：“我好想你，愛愛我好嗎？”我知道應姐的意思，我開始吻她。應姐已經不再矜持，她熱情的回應著我。

應姐用手摸我那里，她還有些難為情，她說她從來都不主動的。應姐紅著臉吻我的小家伙，她說她很喜歡它。我的欲望被她激發，我讓她躺下，然后吻她那里。應姐顯得很興奮，不住的用手抓我的頭發。“非，我想要，快給我，不要逗我了。”我把應姐抱到沙發上，讓她坐在那里。然后我把她的雙腿放在我的肩頭，我進入她的時候她興奮的叫出了聲。她的嘴唇努力著想吻我的嘴，我湊過去，和她動情的吻著。這次我的動作激烈了很多，應姐沒有感覺什么不適，她說喜歡我勇猛的樣子，她需要我征服她。

我睡了一上午，醒的時候應姐沒在家，我想可能去買菜了。果然一會兒她那著很多菜回來，說要慰勞慰勞我，我趕緊爬起來。應姐還問我怎么不多睡會兒，我說不用了。

Chapter 32

轉眼就快到六月了，我一直在應姐家住著。我知道這樣下去是不行的，我的一萬多塊錢積蓄很快就花光了。我必須要想辦法賺錢，應姐是沒有任何收入的。我想了很多條途徑，但都不是很可行。就是在這樣的時候，發生了幾件我意想不到的事情。

先是有一天，有兩個警察找我，他們是打聽了很久才找到我的。我不知道他們找我什么事兒，但我仔細想想自己沒有干什么，也就坦蕩了些。“你叫張非？”他們問我。

“是啊。”我感覺我的聲音還是有些發抖。

“你認識張建民嗎？”一個警察問。

“認識啊，怎么了？”張建民是張哥的名字。

“那你和我們走一趟吧。”說完他們把我帶到一輛汽車上，不是有警察標志的那種。

汽車開了很長的時間，到了一個很偏僻的所在。我一看，原來是監獄。他們把我帶到一間有很多椅子的的大廳里，迎面被一面玻璃墻隔斷。我看見玻璃墻的里面有鐵柵欄門，還有站崗的警察。他們讓我等一會兒，我坐在椅子上休息。大概有五分鐘的樣子，張哥從那個鐵柵欄門里被帶了出來。我們分別坐在玻璃墻的兩邊，只能看見人，聽不見說話。我看見張哥戴著手銬，精神到是還可以。張哥示意我外面有說話的東西，我看見一個電話放在臺上。我和張哥分別拿起一個電話，然后就可以說話了。

“張哥。”我喊他。

“他媽的，你小子沒有良心，怎么也不說來看看我啊。”張哥說的時候面帶笑容，我知道他沒有怨我。

“我不知道你在哪里啊，我怎么來。”我還是解釋說。

“我知道，你小子是好人，不然我今天不會讓你來。”我們說話的時候，張哥的后面始終有一個警察來回的走動著。但很顯然，他對我們說的話并不感興趣。

張哥找我來是有事找我的，他在承包工程的時候自己在外面經營著一個飯館，如今是當初跟他的一個女人在照看著。可是這個人很沒有良心，每次來看張哥都說不怎么賺錢，只能湊合維持著。張哥知道這樣的人是靠不住的，他就想到了我，他想讓我把飯館接過來。一是可以維持我的生計，如果干的好還可以用錢把張哥保出去。我知道監獄這個地方可不是人待的，什么苦都要忍受，尤其我們農村人在城市的監獄，那更是人下人了。我沒有多想就答應張哥了，我讓他放心，等有了錢第一件事兒就是來救張哥。我們又說了些別的，我就離開了。

第二件事，絹子的媽死了。絹子找到我的時候，絹子媽已經下葬了，絹子哭著和我訴說這件事。絹子媽臥病在床的時候，李大個子是從來不過問的。他只知道從絹子的攤子上拿錢，然后自己去享受，而絹子媽最后連買藥的錢都沒有。沒有多久，絹子媽終于很不放心的走了。李大個子還算沒有完全泯滅人性，借了些錢把她的喪事辦了。由于絹子自己很難支撐那個攤子，李大個子根本不管，所以生意慢慢差了很多。沒有了錢的大個子整天在家里待著，吃了睡、睡了吃的。人有時就是這樣的，什么毛病一旦養成上很難改變的。李大個子的毛病就是不能沒有女人，哪怕一天。但找女人是要有錢的，他只能想別的辦法。從前和他在一起的那些女人都是看在錢的面子上，現在已經行同陌路。

一天晚上，實在無法忍受的大個子竟然喪心病狂的爬上了絹子的床。絹子開始不知道他要干什么，等絹子明白了他要做什么，瘋了一樣的反抗著，終于沒有讓他得逞。絹子哭著跑了出家門，她想去找我，可是不知道我具體在什么地方。絹子一個人在街上游蕩了一個晚上，在早晨才回家了。李大個子不知道去了哪里，絹子躺在床上，她實在太累了。

下午，絹子到應姐的小區找我。因為我和應姐的關系，以及以前干的工作的原因，很多人認識我，所以很快她就找到我了。我安慰了絹子幾句，她總算是不哭了。我想和應姐說說，讓絹子暫時住這里，我想她會答應的。誰知道和應姐一說，她死活不同意，而且態度很堅決，沒有任何的回旋余地。最終還是我說如果這樣我也走，應姐才勉強同意讓絹子住幾天，但是只能住幾天。

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晚上絹子自己在一間屋，我和應姐在一起。我問她為什么不讓絹子住在這里，她說我們住在一起多個人很不方便的。我終于明白了她的意思，心想怎么女人都這樣，只要嘗過了甜頭就總是想要。

第三件事兒，在一天的晚上大概十點左右，玲玲打電話找我。（我告訴了她應姐家的電話）在電話那頭玲玲幾乎是痛苦失聲，她說那個劉芳帶人把她和周俞住的地方給砸了，還把周俞痛打了一頓。原來那個劉芳根本沒有放過玲玲，她一直在耐心的找機會報復她。終于劉芳摸清了玲玲的住處和周俞的來歷，找了幾個人實施了她的計劃。臨走她警告玲玲，三天之內搬回宿舍，不然還會來的。周俞被打的傷痕累累的，嚇的自己搬走了。我心想：真他媽不是男人，玲玲怎么跟了這么一個人。

沒有辦法這件事情是最緊急的，我必須馬上去。我托付應姐照顧好絹子，另外去找找張哥說的飯館，等回來我就去接收。我馬上到車站買好車票，好在車很多，半個小時就一班。我上車不久車就啟動了，一路上我都在罵周俞。心想怎么能這樣對待曾經和你睡過的女孩子呢，真是混蛋。

我到玲玲那里的時候，玲玲正在沙發上坐著，看見我玲玲的眼淚奪眶而出。她撲到我的懷里，痛哭起來。等她哭的差不多了，我問她挨打沒有。她說沒有，那些人只打了周俞。我心想活該，這種人就是欠揍。我問玲玲打算怎么辦，她說她不知道，估計劉芳是不會放過她的。

晚上我和玲玲住在一起，雖然肌膚相親著，但似乎都沒有什么想法。我知道我永遠會介意玲玲和周俞的事兒，以前的事兒可以裝做不知道，和我也沒有什么關系。而和周俞不同，她是作為我張非的女朋友被人家睡了。

轉天一早，玲玲吃完早飯就去上學了。我自己在屋子里待著沒有什么意思，就隨意到街上逛。快到中午放學的時間了，我去玲玲的學校門口等她。我剛到一會兒，玲玲就從不遠的地方走過來了，大概距離我還有一百米的樣子，一個女的和兩個男的攔住了她。我想可能就是那個劉芳了，我趕緊走過去。我聽見劉芳威脅玲玲說：“告訴你小賤貨，明天不搬回來，我饒不了你。乖乖的陪我一年，我就放過你。”

“你是干什么的，怎么這么牛啊。”我學著他們說話的口氣說。

玲玲看見我來了，趕緊躲到我的身后。

“你他媽是干什么的，找打是吧。”其中一個男的說。

“我看是你找打，你想怎么打。”我說。

看到沒有嚇住我，劉芳開始勸我，“大哥，你和她什么關系，干嗎倘這混水。”

“你問我嗎？”我用手指指自己，“她是我女朋友，未來的老婆，你說我管不管。”

劉芳聽我這么說，笑了，“大哥，她不值得你這樣，她是個賤貨，前幾天還和別人睡覺呢。”

“這和你有關系嗎，我愿意。”我大聲說。

看看沒有辦法說動我，那兩個男的走過來，拉我往外走。我甩開他們的胳膊說：“干嗎外面，這人多，咱就這吧。”說完，我一拳就打倒一個。另一個來抱我，被我一腳踢的躺在地上了。我抓住其中一個，劈啪、劈啪的一頓嘴巴，的他臉都紅腫了。劉芳在旁邊一個勁的說著好話，我看見圍的人越來越多了。就不再答了，我對劉芳說：“看你是個女的，不然我打折你的腿。再欺負人，他就是你的下場。”說著，我一指躺在地上的小子。

我拉著玲玲穿過人群走了，大家也都知道劉芳的事兒，所以沒有人攔阻我們。我把玲玲送回住的地方，告訴她我得走了。她含著眼淚問我，可不可以原諒她。我什么也沒有說，只是看了看她的眼睛，然后轉身去車站。

應姐和絹子相處的還不錯，這讓我很高興。應姐告訴我她已經找到了那個飯館，就在離這不遠的地方。老板確實是個女的，不過好象還有一個男的和她一起干。我早知道，這件事情不是很簡單的，但既然答應了張哥，我就一定要把它要回來。

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