The boss is green (urban life adult novel)

The boss is green hat

Sister Li is the boss of the company I work for. She never comes here normally, only to pay salaries.

I will come over for two days. You may understand that the company I work for is just a small one.

The kind that my wife runs.

When my colleague saw Sister Li for the first time, he said, this is the boss’s wife. I called her respectfully: Sister Li.

She looked up at me. I had just graduated from college and was a sports student. My best result was

The 100-meter dash is 11.3 seconds. Of course, my figure may have left a deep impression on Sister Li. So later I went

Her bed was probably due to the good first impression I made.

When Sister Li looked up at me, she was sitting at her desk. I was standing aside because her clothes were so

It was a low-cut one, so I could see her breasts, but of course it was only a vague view. this

It still gave me an indescribable temptation. I could feel my erection building up down there and my face turned red.

Sister Li saw that I blushed and smiled, as if she understood everything. She said: Xiao Fan, I don’t have a girlfriend yet

Bar.

I said: Not yet.

Sister Li smiled, a tolerant smile. This is the first time I found that Sister Li has a very good figure, especially the two

The breasts are particularly full, which makes people feel sexual desire at first sight. Our boss is a fat, tall, middle-aged man.

She is a person who is obviously from the north. In fact, she is indeed from the north. I won’t go into details here.

Reveal where he is from. In Guangzhou, it is almost impossible to make a small fortune without connections.

Yes, the boss was able to run the company and make money by relying on his wife’s connections.

I never thought that Sister Li would call me two weeks later.

Instead of having my own dormitory, I rented a one-bedroom apartment to live in by myself. The phone rang, and I picked it up.

I only heard a woman's voice, it was very soft and kind of pleasant, but I really couldn't tell who it was.

The woman's voice said: Xiao Fan?

yes. I said, at the same time I was a little confused, who was it and how did he know my name. Know me

His name is Fan Lei. I didn't have time to say anything.

Xiao Fan, I am your sister Li.

I was stunned for two seconds, then I realized who it was. It turned out to be the boss's wife. I immediately thought of her plump breasts.

That deep cleavage reminded me of my erect penis. I said: Hello, Sister Li, hello.

To be honest, I was a little surprised. I didn't expect the boss's wife to call me, even though I know I'm pretty.

He is handsome, but he is only attractive to little girls, and the boss lady is at least 30 to 35 years old.

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The proprietress said: Xiao Fan, are you ready to eat now?

It was already nine o'clock in the evening. I must have eaten, but it was at six o'clock.

I'm a little hungry now. People in Guangzhou have the habit of eating supper. Now is the time for supper.

Time, the boss lady might treat me to a midnight snack.

Sure enough, the boss lady’s next words were: Come out and eat now.

I said: I'm back to the dormitory now, how about next time?

Sister Li said: Where are you, I will come to pick you up.

I told her the address, and Sister Li drove over 20 minutes later. I waited at the intersection, and Sister Li opened the car door and I

Go in. In fact, I was a little nervous at the time. I was wondering what would happen if I went out tonight.

When I was sitting in Sister Li's car, I was still thinking that riding in a car is so cool. When I have money, I will drive myself.

It’s nice to drive to work. It’s best not to take the bus to work every day like I do now, there are so many people.

I'm very curious why there are so many people on the bus during rush hour in Guangzhou. Is there any bus in Guangzhou?

Friends on the bus? Have you ever had the same experience as me? It’s really uncomfortable to take the bus to work.

I looked at Sister Li carefully. I didn't expect that Sister Li was wearing a miniskirt. Sister Li was probably between 30 and 35 years old.

If I have to be honest, Li Jie is really not suitable for wearing miniskirts at this age, but she

Sister Li is so confident, I can't discourage her.

Sister Li was driving and talking at the same time, but my mind was not here. I thought of our boss, who had

In short, it would be a kind of life situation for Mr. Zeng to have sex with Sister Li every night. Always one

He is a tall and fat northerner, about 1.80 meters tall, and looks mighty and powerful. Sister Li is the kind of

Eastern women, not tall, keep a good figure, fat in the right places, such as breasts and buttocks.

There is a sexual desire when seeing it. But her waist is so thin that one can hold it in one hand.

Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, what are you thinking about?

I said: No, I didn’t think about anything. My face turned red when I said this. To be honest, I was a little nervous in front of Sister Li.

First, she is the boss’s wife and my job is in her hands. It's not easy to find a job now

Ah, now the newspapers are reporting how many graduates have not found jobs. What else can you do if you can't find a job in three months?

What is the minimum living security? I was afraid of my boss. If he knew what was happening to me now, I would still be talking to him at 9:00 in the middle of the night.

I don’t know if my mother-in-law will eat me up if I’m with her.

Oh, never mind.

Sister Li parked the car and I followed her in. When I was walking in a row with Sister Li, I found that

The height is quite suitable for me. Actually, I am not tall. I run the 100-meter race and I am 1.73 meters tall. Sister Li probably also has

She is about 1.6 meters tall. Because she takes good care of herself, her skin looks pretty good. It's not very white, but it has a

A bit dark but very clean. I like clean women.

There are quite a lot of people eating at this time. This is what Cantonese people call nightlife. There was no

Someone noticed. Everyone is busy eating their own food and talking to their friends. Who has the time to care about others?

I don’t know anything about human affairs.

The things Sister Li ordered were porridge, soup and the like, and she also ordered some shrimps and the like. Sister Li said:

To be honest, this stuff is very nutritious. Those soups and the like all have a medicinal taste, Chinese medicine. I have been physically ill since I was a child.

I get sick very often. My dad is a country doctor and he always cooks some Chinese medicine for me to take. I'm really fed up with it.

Maybe it was because of my poor health that my father asked me to practice sports. I didn’t expect that I could run fast since I was young.

I actually went to college just based on my sports performance.

Sister Li drank her soup and frowned as she watched me eat. She just smiled. I still respectfully called Li

Sister, Sister Li asked me some questions, such as how old I am, whether I have a girlfriend, and where I am from. I answered them one by one.

The meal took about an hour, and as a grown man, I'm not used to eating in such a slow way.

Normally, I finish my meals very quickly. But now I am sitting here drinking some soup and eating some thin

The porridge was simply torture. If I had known this would happen, I wouldn’t have come out. I’m still thinking about this problem.

If you think that Sister Li must have slept with me that night, then you are totally wrong.

A beginning, the beginning of Sister Li and I’s relationship. After dinner that night, Sister Li drove me back home.

She dropped me off and drove away. She didn't even ask to get on and sit for a while, and I was too embarrassed to invite her.

I asked her to sit up for a while, because I was alone in Guangzhou, my income was not high, and the house I rented was very simple, which was really embarrassing.

I have some inferiority complex.

I went into my room and sat on the bed, still thinking: What happened today? Why did Sister Li invite me to go?

Eat, and then do nothing. It really leaves me confused.

At the age of 22, I was still a virgin. When I was in college, my roommates loved to download

I watch some porn movies, and after watching them I want to find my girlfriend to vent. My girlfriend in college talks about spending money.

Just like flowing water, although I am quite handsome, compared with money, my handsomeness can only come second.

Being handsome is useless without money. My family is from the countryside, and it was already very difficult for me to go to college.

No spare money for dating.

But after watching so many porn movies, I became a real sex theory master, thinking I had mastered the theory of sex between men and women.

All the secrets in between. But a guy in my dormitory said to me: You still don’t even understand the structure of a woman.

This is a complete slander against me. I still know the structure of women. But the real woman I once

Never had any contact with it.

I lay in bed at night thinking, if Sister Li wanted to have something with me, I wouldn't object, after all, I am

Men, men will not suffer any loss in this matter.

The next day when I arrived at the company, I was still wondering if my boss would know. When I saw my boss,

It still feels vague, this is what is called a guilty conscience. Although I just had a meal with Sister Li, nothing happened.

No, but who can tell the truth about these things? Even if I say nothing, will anyone believe me?

I looked at the boss. He was the same as usual, laughing very loudly, giving people a very bold feeling.

His usual smile made me feel a little calmer. The boss patted me on the shoulder and said: Not bad,

Xiao Fan, the edition you edited yesterday was pretty good, and the newspaper has been selling well recently.

In the office on the 12th floor of the office building, the boss patted me on the shoulder and said I did a good job.

I know what I do, and my boss often goes online. I wonder if he can relate to this. Write this thing down

It's really an adventurous thing to come here. As you know, I am a tabloid editor.

Advertising companies are in the business of creating some textual garbage and then selling it. If you live in Guangzhou

You would see the numerous tabloids on every newsstand, and among them there would be one that belonged to us.

I think the boss definitely won't know about this, and Sister Li won't tell him.

There are stories, just like the boss and his wife. Everyone thought their marriage was happy, but the truth is...

Maybe that's not the case. From what I know, our boss Mr. Zeng is a lustful man. He is like every

Men who love money will never give up chasing women as long as they have the chance. At least three women in the company have had sex with their boss.

The funniest thing about this kind of relationship is that the three women are jealous of each other, as if they all want to be the boss's first wife.

In fact, the boss already has a wife, and at most he gives them the status of a mistress. Just for the status of a mistress

They also fought to the point of bleeding.

The three women regarded themselves as the mistresses of the company. They knew everything that happened in the company even if the boss didn't know.

Will complain to the boss. My colleagues in the company not only have to be on guard against the boss but also against three mistresses. It's so tiring.

This is really not something a human would do. Always keep your strings taut, or you'll be sold out if you're not careful.

I didn't receive any calls from Sister Li for a long time, and I thought the matter was over.

I almost forgot about it. After all, it was just a small episode in life. Just when I thought there would be no sequel

At that time, Sister Li called again. I was working on my computer at the time and it was my lunch break.

In fact, I don’t have to work during the lunch break. I chat with people on QQ.

The phone rang loudly. Several colleagues in the office fell asleep on their desks, and I didn't want to disturb them.

To wake them up, the signal in the house was bad, so I went to the small room by the window to answer the phone.

"Xiao Fan, what are you doing?"

I recognized it as Sister Li, so I said, "Sister Li, what's going on?"

"Can't I find you if I have nothing to do?"

"Of course."

"Xiao Fan, can you swim?" Sister Li asked.

"Yes." I grew up by the river, how could I not know how to swim? When I was a kid, I used to swim in the river every day.

And how many times did I get beaten by my dad for swimming? I am the only son of my father. Every summer, the river

Every time one or two children's lives are taken away, the adults in the village are afraid that their own children will be the next. most

The best way is to not let children swim in the river. But we boys would go there secretly.

Sister Li said, "I'll pick you up after get off work, and we can go swimming in the evening."

I said, "Oh, but I didn't bring my swimsuit."

Sister Li said, "Don't worry about this. I will come to pick you up when the time comes."

That afternoon when I was at work, I kept thinking about going swimming with Sister Li in the evening. I didn't know what Sister Li was wearing.

I don't know what it will look like in a dress. Sister Li's figure looks good, especially her two big breasts.

I feel sexually aroused, but I wonder if she will give me a nosebleed when she wears a swimsuit.

It was 5:30 when I got off work. The phone rang on time. Sister Li said, "Xiao Fan, go to the Wuyang New Town station.

Wait for me under the cards. I'll be right there. "

Wuyang New City Station is not far from where I work, and it only takes five minutes to walk there. I was just at that station

Stand still under the cards, Sister Li is here. I sat next to her in the car. Sister Li changed into another set of clothes, but still

Miniskirt, I found that Sister Li loves to wear miniskirts. I heard that Sister Li's son is already three years old.

What does it mean that the child’s mother, Sister Li, is so keen on wearing miniskirts?

Sister Li was wearing a small vest. Her breasts were so swollen that they seemed to burst through the clothes.

Her cleavage can be seen effortlessly. I found that my body was responding again and my penis was erect.

I was in such a state that I dared not move at all. Afraid that Sister Li would find out.

Sister Li smiled as if she knew everything.

I don’t know why, but I feel sexual desire every time I see her body. It's strange, maybe

Sister Li is so attractive.

The swimsuit was bought by Sister Li for me. It is good to have money. I can live a carefree life every day.

There is still time to go swimming. I held Sister Li's hand in the water. Sister Li's hand was so soft and gentle.

Even in my swimsuit, my lower body was bulging. On the shore, Sister Li looked at my bulging lower body, her eyes were full of

Love. In the water, I found that Sister Li’s swimming skills are quite good. I am one of those people who came from a wild background. Although I

I am good at sports, but that is only running on land. As for swimming, I play in the river.

The kind for fun.

Sister Li swam to my side in the water, and using the water as a cover, she touched my body.

I blushed as usual, after all, I was still a virgin, so how could I have experienced such a thing?

moves. Later I let go and put my hands on her breasts. I had been thinking about this for a long time.

I just want to feel her soft body.

The water here becomes a cover for the two flirting people. Their bodies are exposed in the water, so people will become open-minded.

When we were naked facing each other, we realized that our hearts could be open to each other in this way.

I even dived under the water and touched Sister Li's thighs. It can be seen that Sister Li did not object at all; on the contrary, she

It's very pleasant and it makes me very encouraged.

I think I can probably sleep with Sister Li tonight.

Night has quietly come. We have been playing in the water for two hours and seem to be a little tired.

Most importantly, I was a little hungry. Sister Li asked me: Xiao Fan, let’s go upstairs and eat together.

After leaving the swimming pool, we went to eat something. We were a little tired from playing and ate a lot. When eating

My appetite was particularly good at that time, and Sister Li seemed to have a good appetite as well. The atmosphere in the restaurant was good. I looked at Sister Li.

She was drinking red wine and looking at me, and I could see that she was a little distracted.

Under the effect of the red wine, her face also turned red. This looks more beautiful and feminine.

There is soothing saxophone music playing in the restaurant. It is so good to be rich. You can listen to music while eating.

happy.

I suddenly felt a desire for money. One day in the future I will be rich.

The life of rich people. Money money, I love you.

Sister Li and I both drank some red wine. The more I drank, the paler my face became. People thought I could drink.

Actually not. When my face turned pale and Sister Li's face turned red, we went to the front desk to book a room.

I think Li Jie was quite sober. She took out her wallet and handed it to me, and said she had a discount card for me.

Go pay the bill.

I was a little stunned. Sister Li said: In this kind of thing, men should pay the bill. Women also need to save face.

Xiao Fan, just pretend that you are the one who pays the bill.

I thought Sister Li must be quite sober. I saw her face was red and thought she was drunk.

The woman was deceived by her illusion. After I checked in and paid the bill, I returned the card and wallet to Sister Li, and we went to the fourth floor.

Room. My mind was so clear at the moment, I knew exactly what I was doing, my mind was so clear,

It’s just that my emotions seem to be no longer under my control.

Sister Li said: I'll go in and take a shower.

Guangdong people like to say "shower" when they take a bath. When Sister Li came in, I was sitting on the bed and thinking,

Hand yourself over? I was a little unsure. At the age of 22, was my virginity over? That

At that time, I also thought of my boss, Mr. Zeng, the tall and fat boss who could shake the earth when he got angry.

To be honest, I'm still a little scared.

My heart was pounding as if it was going to jump out of my throat. When I was thinking about this,

My sister has come out.

I said: So fast.

My tone sounded quite calm, but I knew I was just pretending, and it was also due to the effect of alcohol. I touched it

My body seemed to be in a sleeping state, not in an erect state as I imagined. My heart

I feel a little panicked. What should I do if Sister Li wants me now? You know, I have no experience in this matter.

No. Apart from seeing women's bodies on TV, I really don't know much about women's structure. I didn't before

Admit it, now I have to admit, I am still pretty ignorant when it comes to sex.

There is no way, practice makes perfect, and I don’t practice much either.

Sister Li said: Go in and take a shower.

As she spoke, she turned on the TV in the room. I went into the bathroom and closed the door. When hot water

The feeling of comfort slowly came over me, and my body seemed to be recovering.

sign. As I applied the shower gel to my body, I noticed that my thing was already in an erection. This makes me

Gained a little confidence. fine.

When I came out of the bathroom in my briefs, Sister Li's face came over from the TV.

I was looking at my naked body. We were facing each other in the swimming pool just now, so although I was a little nervous,

Fortunately, I wasn't too panicked. I tried my best to look like an expert. I walked up to him and pulled him gently.

Sister Li's nightgown was opened.

I was surprised that she was not wearing anything underneath. I originally thought that there would be bras and panties, but

It took me some effort to completely undress her, but I just pulled her nightgown lightly and she was completely naked.

Looking at her body, although Sister Li is already in her thirties, her figure does not seem to have changed at all. On the contrary, she has a

The smell of a mature woman. This may be related to her long-term yoga and swimming practice.

I pushed Sister Li down on the bed, and she seemed to be waiting for this moment. Sister Li opened her body, my

YJ is already in an erection state, and I have an urge that I can't suppress. I squeezed her RF hard.

She began to make a joyful sound. Although I was still a virgin and had no experience with women,

But the four years of college are not in vain. I have watched hundreds of porn movies. This is not just for fun. I am completely

A scientific attitude and a research mindset.

I even asked my classmates why they said AV girl and what it meant. My classmate said, this is ADUL

TVEDIO is the abbreviation of these two English words, which means adult video. It suddenly dawned on me. I really learned a lot.

When I entered Sister Li's body, the warm feeling came all of a sudden, which was different from the usual

Masturbation is a completely different experience, very novel and exciting. I just can't stand it.

Sister Li said: Yes, use force.

I did as Sister Li said, but I felt a little powerless. It seems like her BB mouth

It was placed too low, and I couldn't move my body after I entered.

Sister Li's lower body was also completely wet. At this moment, I finally understood a question I had asked many years ago.

Understand it all. I remember seeing a novel in a collection of short stories, which contained a passage describing a woman

My lower body was completely wet, and I was very confused at the time. Why was it wet? This was my youth many years ago.

I have a question that has been bothering me for a long time, and now I understand it all. It turns out that women would react like this.

In fact, Sister Li's feelings may have just risen. I'm already finished. I pulled out my stuff.

A red liquid spurted out. Sister Li said: Is it over so soon?

I let out a long sigh of relief. I didn't expect that I would give up my virginity like this. I had been thinking about it for many years.

I was a little depressed about how my first sexual experience turned out. I didn't expect to be so depressed afterwards.

It's coming, it's overwhelming, it's frustrating. But I could hear a hint of disappointment in Sister Li's words.

I said: Yeah, I don’t know what happened, maybe it was too exciting.

Sister Li said: Xiao Fan, I now believe that you are training for the 100-meter race, and your time is 11.3 seconds, which is really fast.

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I was stunned for a moment. What does this have to do with my 100-meter training? Later I realized that Sister Li was mocking me for running too fast.

It was over before she even felt me. 11.3 seconds. No matter how fast I am, I can't be only 11.3 seconds.

It took at least five minutes. In fact, I also know that I am a little fast, or to put it more seriously, it is premature ejaculation. Always

I always thought I was very capable, but I didn't expect this result.

When Sister Li said this, I felt even more embarrassed. Men are a little vain in this matter.

But my behavior is really embarrassing.

I said: Isn’t it too fast?

Sister Li said: Haha, it was a bit fast, I just felt something and you were done.

She was laughing as she spoke, and I said: Maybe it was because I had no experience, I didn't know it would be like this,

I thought I was so awesome.

Sister Li pulled the quilt over her and covered her. She looked at me, touched my body and said, "Take a break."

Watch TV.

In order to show that I am not that bad, I have to find an excuse for myself. I said: It is mainly because you are too

Sexy, so exciting, I want to have sex with you as soon as I see you, and I ejaculate as soon as I do it. You can't blame me, I can only

It's because you're so charming.

Sister Li smiled, we sat together on the bed, I held her, she was naked, she held the TV remote control

She kept changing the program in her hand. I had no idea what it was. I wasn't very interested in TV to begin with.

Besides, Guangdong’s TV programs are always in Cantonese, which I can’t understand, so I’m not very interested.

Sister Li kept changing channels. I was still thinking there were no good shows to watch when suddenly two

I was shocked to see a scene of two people having sex on TV. How could there be such a thing? Two people were naked.

Move together. Two foreigners.

I said: Hey, why is there such a TV program?

Sister Li laughed at my ignorance. She said: In the hotel, this is a foreign TV program, an adult program, all of which are satellite TV programs.

Star TV.

Oh, so that's how it is. Guangdong is really a place with a developed economy and avant-garde ideas. I didn't expect that in the hotel

There is also this thing, which broadens my horizons and makes me ashamed of my own ignorance.

Sister Li was watching the show on TV with great interest. I stopped talking and hugged Sister Li.

My sister watches TV. I have watched countless TV programs like this, and I have downloaded countless videos on the Internet on college campuses.

These so-called adult films. But this is the first time I watch it with a member of the opposite sex. After watching it before, I had to

Solve it with your hands. Today I finally have a place to vent my emotions. I thought to myself as I watched.

I put my hands on Sister Li's breasts and gently stroked her breasts. Maybe Sister Li also saw some feelings.

When she woke up, she let out a humming sound and took my hand and put it on her lower part. I touched it, ah,

It was already wet beyond recognition.

I was a little surprised and asked her: Sister Li, why is it like this?

She said: You are so bad, it's all your fault.

I said: Ah, what's wrong with me?

As soon as I said that, I suddenly realized that it was me who touched her. Wow, Sister Li's body was so sensitive.

She doesn't look like a young woman at all. She is in her thirties and has a two or three year old son.

Like a virgin. A shy look suddenly appeared on her face, and I felt so intoxicated that I couldn't help but kiss her.

I didn't expect that after this kiss, Sister Li would hug my body tightly and my neck. I couldn't escape even if I wanted to.

La. While kissing her, I stroked her body, which was soft like cotton? Not really, but

It was a bit like the soup dumplings we usually eat for breakfast, warm, soft and hot, and the bottom was already flooded.

Look at my own body again, ah, it has already responded, so fast, it took less than a second to do it the last time.

Ten minutes. Even my 100-meter time of 11.3 seconds was ridiculed by Sister Li, which was really embarrassing. now

Okay, I want to let you know how powerful I am.

Sister Li touched my body, maybe she knew that my body had reacted, so she

The thing caught her and she said: I want it.

I laid her down, she opened her legs and waited for me to enter, I fucked her hard with a vengeful heart

He entered her body and she screamed, maybe because he entered her too fast and all at once.

Before she could react, my entire body was pressing on her.

The show on TV was still going on. It was simply a science and education video. I looked at the two people on TV.

Learn the moves and use them immediately, imitating their movements. Fortunately, the most traditional male-on-top and female-on-bottom positions are still used on TV.

The woman moaned happily under the man, and her expression looked so happy. Heroine handle

She put her finger into her mouth and licked it with her tongue.

Sister Li's attention was obviously not on the TV. Her full attention was on my body. She saw that I was distracted.

She pulled me with a listless look and asked me to move. I started to pound her body and she lifted her

A little higher to meet my impact.

After all, I have some experience, and I just did it so it's not very exciting, so I can only last a little longer.

A little longer. After I finished, I looked at the time. Ah, half an hour. Sister Li had already been humming and laughing under him.

I could see the look of satisfaction on her face, which I

I've seen it too many times in porn movies.

Sister Li sat up and said: You are really young and in good health.

I said: Sister Li, are you okay?

Sister Li said: It's really good. I haven't done it with my husband for a long time. I have forgotten what it feels like.

Thank you, Xiao Fan.

I was speechless. I didn't expect that Sister Li and the boss looked like a loving couple, but in fact they slept in the same bed.

A couple from different dreams, every time Sister Li came to the office I thought they were so loving? The original thing

It is no longer what I imagined.

I said: Sister Li, Mr. Zeng is actually a good man and can make money. You should really

Let’s talk about what went wrong.

I wonder if I am being too hypocritical. I slept with someone else's wife, but now I am pretending to be...

Ask people to reconcile and have a good talk. Pretending to be a gentleman, he is actually a shameless

villain. This is exactly like me. I became the president of the student union in school by relying on this method.

A classmate who knows me well said: The most suitable career for you is to be an official because you are shameless enough. At that time I

I almost got into a fight with him over this sentence. Is there anyone who would say that? Even if I am a little hypocritical, I am not

What a shame.

Sister Li leaned her body against me. Her plump body made me feel intoxicated. Women are really

It's unforgettable. Twenty-two years have been lived in vain. I didn't know there were such interesting things in the world. With Sister Li

When we meet, I can't help but touch her. Sister Li also held my thing and gently

Caressing me.

Sister Li said: When people have no money, they hope to have money. When they have money, they realize what money means. Money is a tortoise.

Egg.

I said: That's what you rich people think. We only make a little over 1,000 yuan a month, and it's hard for us to make ends meet.

My parents still work hard in the countryside, digging the land to earn some money and supporting me through college. Now I want to repay them but I don’t have the power to do so.

I don't know why, but whenever someone talks about their troubles, I can't help but say these words.

I always think that rich people are hypocritical when they talk about love. How many people are struggling below the poverty line, trying to make ends meet?

But in a hurry, these people start talking about feelings, talking about love and not love after they get rich. They really don't know the sufferings of the world.

But when I looked at Sister Li's lonely expression, I knew she was not pretending. That was a real loneliness.

A woman may only want one man to love and feel pain for her whole life. Thinking that Sister Li can now have no more food and clothing

Worry, drive your car every day to go wherever you want to play, without having to worry about other people's faces and earn a pitiful salary,

No need to get up early every day to take the bus to work, no need to work overtime until eight or nine o'clock every day, dragging a tired body to

Go home. This is clearly the life I want.

I thought people who have this kind of life must be the happiest people in the world, but why is Sister Li

She is not happy at all, she is still so lonely, even her husband no longer loves her, for a little sex

To satisfy her she must look for a man other than her husband. Does she want to do this? Was she born a wanton woman?

Are you human?

Late at night, I watched Sister Li fall asleep, looking at her lonely expression, her face, the lonely young woman

Face. I couldn't help but get up from the bed and stood at the window, watching the cars coming and going outside. It was already one o'clock in the morning.

But there are still many people who haven’t slept yet. What do you think these busy people are doing? Maybe

There is only one word: money.

I lit a cigarette, the flame flickered in the darkness, I took a puff, inhaled deeply into my lungs

Then I exhale. I can't see the smoke rings in the dark, but I can taste the tobacco. One Night

It was as if I had suddenly grown into an adult, and suddenly I had something on my mind, and I felt heavy.

I have a beautiful idea about life and I think I can accomplish great things in the future.

A person who has a huge impact on history will definitely become rich and make a lot of money, but suddenly

I feel that everything is just my own naive ideas, which are unrealistic. The most practical idea is that I

I must ensure that I can get the monthly salary of more than 1,000 yuan, otherwise even food and accommodation will become a problem.

After I finished smoking, I fell asleep next to Sister Li. Before I went to sleep, I was still thinking about how I would face the world tomorrow.

To Sister Li, how to face Mr. Zeng. What would happen if Mr. Zeng knew what happened between us? Oh, no

I know, I don't want to think about him either. What else can I say now? All my plans will not come true in the end.

It’s better not to think about it now. There will always be a way out when the time comes. Let’s talk about it when the time comes.

When I woke up in the morning, Sister Li had already opened her eyes and looked at me. It turned out that she had woken up a long time ago.

The look in her eyes, that look full of desire, I knew that another battle would be inevitable when I saw her in the morning.

Fortunately, I am still young and I am a sports person, so I have a good physical foundation.

I didn't refuse. I put Sister Li in my arms. She didn't have time to put on her clothes yet. Maybe she didn't need to.

What clothes are you wearing? I started to kiss her deeply, from her neck to her chest. Her big breasts were exactly as I imagined.

Same, big, warm, soft, sexy. That wonderful feeling intoxicated me and I couldn't extricate myself. later

I entered her body. People say that men are like wolves at thirty and tigers at forty, but I didn't believe it. Now I finally know this.

Sister Li is at the same age now, which is indeed the age of a wolf or a tiger.

I still remember her mocking me for taking 11.3 seconds, and I wanted to do it longer with a vengeful mentality.

Looking at Sister Li who was in agony under me, I smiled triumphantly. Humph, you dare to look down on me, now

Let you wait and see.

Sister Li said: No.

I still didn't stop. I said: Surrender now, now you know how powerful I am?

When everything was over, Sister Li lay on the bed like a puddle of mud. Sister Li said: I really can't stand it, it's too

It was exciting. I haven’t had such high-quality sex in a long time. It’s good to be young.

Actually, I am a little tired. After all, I had a little rest last night. Then I had to do this again early in the morning.

I felt a little tired for a while, but fortunately Sister Li felt very good, which gave me great encouragement. Men are so weak.

Glory and fragility, I am no exception. A man can be unsuccessful in other things, but if he is successful in this

It would be really embarrassing if I failed.

I said: I'm a little tired, I want to lie down for a while.

Sister Li is different. After the incident, she was full of energy. Ah, maybe this is the difference between men and women.

Sister Li was in a very good mood. She went out to wash up and then went out to buy breakfast for me.

She said: Xiao Fan, you take a nap first, I will go out to buy you breakfast, I will buy you whatever you want to eat.

I said jokingly: I want to eat you.

Sister Li touched my thing, which was in a limp state. She smiled and said: I still want it.

It’s time to take a break.

I fell asleep with my head on the pillow, but my eyes were wide open. I couldn't fall asleep at all. I was just a little tired, not sleepy.

I watched Sister Li go out and she closed the door gently. I suddenly asked myself, what’s wrong with me? This is

Is it my character? After all, I am a person with higher education. How did I become like this? I remember

I had a crush on a girl when I was in school, but I never confessed my feelings to her. Where is she now?

Will she still remember me? The man who only occasionally spoke a few words to her on the road, like a stranger

Learn the same boys. The boy who was once the 100-meter champion in the school sports meet.

Oh, my thoughts are so confused. It seems like a lot of things happened overnight.

Sister Li came back and I jumped up to open the door for her. When I opened the door, I was still naked and had nothing on.

Sister Li brought back a lot of things. She was afraid that I might not be used to the food from Guangdong, so she bought some fried dough sticks from the north.

Soy milk and the like.

We ate and watched TV while closing the door. This day happened to be Saturday. On Saturday and Sunday, we

There is no need to go to work, which is a good thing for this company. It is better than most people in Guangzhou who have to work half a day on Saturdays.

To me, I am happy.

Sister Li said: What do you want to do after dinner?

I whispered in her ear: Fuck you.

Sister Li smiled and hit me. I found that any woman can be deadly if she acts like a spoiled child.

Sister Li, who is 30 years old, would not act like a little girl, but unexpectedly she acted like a little girl again. She said:

It’s better to save some money, we will have plenty of opportunities in the future. There must be a show today.

I said: You arrange it.

I was thinking about going back to bed early. I had been with Sister Li for more than ten hours since last night.

It’s time, and I’m afraid to go shopping with women because I always feel it’s too tedious.

I said: I'd better go back. I want to sleep a little longer. I'm too tired.

Sister Li said: Then you can sleep here. At most I can accompany you.

I said: No, I only feel safe when I sleep in my own bed, I can't sleep anywhere else.

I'm telling the truth. To be honest, I'm a bit picky about my bed. I really can't sleep well elsewhere. Last night, I was with Li

When my sister and I are together, we spend more time having sex than sleeping. Besides, we are really tired after doing it, so we fall asleep.

Sister Li drove me back to my dormitory. I didn't invite her to sit up. Sister Li asked me:

Do you want me to go up and sit for a while?

I smiled and said: Maybe next time. The room is too messy and I feel embarrassed to ask you to sit there.

I stood by the road and watched Sister Li drive her car away. Then I went up and opened my room.

Lying in bed, I thought about what happened yesterday. Everything seemed like a dream. It just happened. Oh, my

My virginity ended just like that, and I never expected it to be like this. I turned on the light and put my

The books are messy. I still can't wrap my mind around this. I've thought about it countless times, but it's still too late to actually happen.

But I found that I am not a person who can take things easy.

After I went to work on Monday, I found that there was a new colleague in the company, a female, who was also very beautiful.

She's exactly my type of girl, pure looking. Her body is tall and strong like a northern woman,

Full breasts, raised buttocks, wow, I feel sexually aroused just looking at her.

I was suppressing my emotions, and at this moment I saw the boss walk in from outside with a gloomy look.

I was shocked. My boss can’t possibly know about me so soon. Thinking of this, my heart is also heavy.

It's a dangerous game, I can't afford to play it. Fortunately, I don’t know what happened to the boss, but

It definitely has nothing to do with me. I watched him walk into his office with a gloomy face.

The new beautiful colleague is called Ning Ling. After a few days, I have found out her QQ number. Since we are colleagues,

Sometimes I also need to communicate on QQ about work.

Every day we communicate on QQ, and gradually I found that I had fallen in love with her. I think it won't take long.

I can succeed. But Sister Li still contacts me, and sometimes she calls me and asks me to come over. like

If the boss is on a business trip, that's when we would have our affair, but I have never been to Sister Li's house.

When I write this, I suddenly feel a sense of emptiness that I have never felt before. The things that have happened in the past are so...

It hurt my heart deeply. What have I done? And now I write those things down, really

Is this necessary? I have always thought that I was an idealistic young man, but now I am in this strange

The city where I was born has degenerated into this. Is this the life I want? I once thought I could go anywhere

Victory, an ideal that could definitely be achieved, has now become out of reach. That night with Sister Li

I often think of her plump and voluptuous body. Am I fascinated by her or disgusted by her?

I understand now. I have fallen in love with Ning Ling. It is love that makes me feel ashamed.

In the deepest part of my consciousness, I am such a person, so real and so honest. I really

Are you very honest? I still remember my Chinese teacher in middle school said: If you want to write good works, you have to

You must be honest and open your heart completely. When I was young, I thought I could really do it.

But the more I go through, the more I realize that it takes courage to open one's heart completely.

Angry.

Sister Li gradually realized that I was in love with Ning Ling. She did not object. After all, I also have my own life.

These are things she cannot bring me. After all, Ning Ling and I are of similar age and can face the future together. Only

What I don’t know is that life is opening up its unexpected side to me in its own unique way.

One night, Ning Ling and I went out to eat together. I treated her because I told her on QQ that I

I like her very much and hope she will give me a chance. I can even love her forever, even more fleshy

After all, if I were to say something to a person, I would be embarrassed, but facing the computer screen

I confessed my love so calmly. Ning Ling agreed to come out for dinner with me in the evening.

Ning Ling, in her considerate way, chose a real kung fu restaurant. Fortunately, the things here are not

Expensive and relatively clean. We sat by the window, and outside the window was a crowd of people coming and going.

It is coming, and we can even see the lights coming on little by little.

I looked at Ning Ling's beautiful and clean face, and I thought, if I could be with Ning Ling, I would probably experience that

A so-called love. Ning Ling asked me: Fan Lei, when did you start to like me?

I said: I started to like you from the first time I saw you.

But Ning Ling's face did not show any joy. We did not seem to be in love at all.

Her calm expression made my heart sink. I thought that asking her out meant that she had accepted me.

Later I learned about Ning Ling's feelings at that moment. She had just broken up with her boyfriend.

At the beginning, he said he loved her. At that time, Ning Ling was still a senior at a university in Guangzhou.

They were students of the same profession. They met online, and after knowing each other for half a year, Ning Ling gave herself to her. Even that

The Hubei man even proposed to her. Ning Ling is from Guangdong, and her family opposed her marrying a man from outside Guangdong.

Besides, Ning Ling was still young at that time, so there was no need for her to get married in such a hurry.

Soon the man beat up another woman, who was introduced by the man’s sister. One day Ning Ling

When she went to look for him, she ran into them together. She knocked on the door for a long time before it opened. Ning Ling knew what they were doing together.

She couldn't help but cry, but the man didn't comfort her and turned back to coax his new girlfriend. one

The relationship of more than 15 years ended just like that.

I thought everything was over, but then Ning Ling found out that she was pregnant with his child.

Ning Ling said to him on the phone: I can marry you, and I am now pregnant with your child.

The man said: What do you want to do? It's over between us. Don't do anything else.

OK.

When Ning Ling told me all this, we were lying on her bed. That night she

He handed it to me so carelessly, even a little out of spite. After it was done, Ning Ling told me everything. I

I was stunned for a moment, as if someone had hit me hard on the head with a stick.

Is reality really so cruel? Behind everyone there is such a heavy story that is not told to outsiders.

thing. For a moment, I even wanted to tell her about me and Sister Li, but I held back. I am a man.

I am a person who is destined to achieve great things, but how come I can't even keep my mouth shut?

I was sitting naked at the head of Ning Ling's bed, and Ning Ling was also naked. She said: Fan Lei, you are still

Do you love me?

What else can I say? I can't say anything. I admit that I am not too feudal and conservative.

Men, but I still like those pure girls, although I can be not so pure, but let

I really can't bear to accept her like this. I am sure that I love her. Now I understand.

I understand why Ning Ling always looks depressed. Is there really such an unhappy woman?

Ning Ling is clearly still a young girl who has just graduated. I understand why Ning Ling is always so cold.

Looking at her expression, she was not pretending or trying to be cool, it was obvious that she had been hurt by love. Love really hurts,

It hurts a person to this extent.

I said: Ning Ling, is your boyfriend from Hubei?

Ning Ling said: Yes, you are from Hubei too, right?

I said: Yes, but how could a scum like him come from Hubei?

I was really angry. Ning Ling said: In fact, he has always been a good person in my eyes. I didn't expect that we would break up.

It was so fast, he got together with someone else so quickly, I was just joking when I said I would not marry her.

I didn't expect him to find another girl so soon.

I held Ning Ling in my arms. Although my heart was in pain, it was obviously because I loved Ning Ling too much.

I couldn't accept this reality for a while. Speechless, what else can I do besides having sex at this time?

At that time, I thought I had found true love, which is such a great irony for me.

I once again laid Ning Ling down on the bed, entered her body hard and fucked her. Thinking of what I just said

Because she was a virgin, the feeling of pity disappeared all of a sudden. I thought about how this person's body had been touched by someone else.

Having slept with a man like me, maybe Ning Ling is still enjoying the experience of orgasm? When I think of the one I love

Whenever I see people having sex with others, I feel a prickly pain in my heart. I think maybe it's because I love her too much

. Why can a person let go of someone he doesn't love, but be so open-minded towards someone he truly loves?

But I can't be that free and easy. I thought I was a person who could let go of things, but I didn't expect that I would still be unable to let go when the time came.

Ning Ling spread out her body on the bed. Her body was beautiful, and there was indeed a kind of intoxicating fascination.

I kissed her breasts and caressed her lower body. She was already very wet and began to make a sound.

While moaning with joy, I had a vicious thought: Are you also screaming like this when you are under that man?

Thinking of this, I feel even more disgusted and sick. I admit that I am not a noble man. I can't be noble.

still.

Ning Ling asked me if I could accompany her to the hospital to have an abortion. I felt so sad.

It wasn't my fault, why should I accompany you? But I didn't say it, I said okay, if

If you need me, call me and I'll be with you.

After a night, Ning Ling obviously thought I was someone she could trust, but in fact I was not trustworthy.

of. The next day, I was in a very bad mood. When I thought of Ning Ling, the only person I loved, she was already

Being pregnant with someone else's child is fucking ridiculous. I even wondered if God was playing a joke on me.

I finally fell in love with someone and tried my best to get him/her, but I didn't expect that he/she would be a piece of trash.

I called Sister Li. This was the first time I took the initiative to call Sister Li. I said: Sister Li,

My name is Fan Lei.

Sister Li was obviously a little surprised. She had always called me before. She said on the other end of the phone:

Fan, what's the matter?

I said: Sister Li, I miss you.

I felt sad when I said this. Why would I miss her? But I miss you so much at this moment

Sister Li, thinking about her body, I want the happiness that her body brings me.

Sister Li said: Where are you? I'm coming to see you.

I was staying in my dormitory. It was Sunday and I didn’t have to go to work. The room was empty except for

I am alone, lonely and deserted. Half an hour later, Sister Li came. I opened the door and hugged Sister Li in my arms.

At that moment, I almost cried, but it was like nothing happened. I closed the door, leaving only

Sister Li and I kept the lights on even though it was daytime because the room was dim.

We didn't say anything, and I pushed Sister Li towards the bed. Sister Li said: What are you doing? I came up with water

Didn’t have time to take a sip?

This was the first time Sister Li came to where I lived. I didn’t care about anything else. I quickly picked up Sister Li’s clothes and put them away.

After taking off all her clothes, Sister Li was lying naked on the bed. I also took off all my clothes without any foreplay.

Suddenly entered her body. Sister Li may have sensed that I was a little different from usual, so she asked me:

Hey, Xiao Fan, what happened?

I said: No, Sister Li, don’t ask anything.

I really couldn't tell anyone about the grievances deep in my heart. I could only express them in the physical struggle with Sister Li.

I was relieved. Sister Li really stopped talking and focused on having sex with me. She held me tightly in her arms and I rubbed her hard.

Looking at her breasts, her ass, this plump and plump woman, I need you, I can only get it from you

To be able to experience that kind of happiness.

I thought of the details of the night before when I was with Ning Ling. The details were so real that I

She is even worse than Ning Ling, but why do I look at Ning Ling with malicious thoughts? like

If Ning Ling was really wrong, she was just wrong in meeting the wrong person. She was blind to give herself to the wrong person.

She is an irresponsible man, but what about me? I know it clearly but I still make mistakes. What right do I have to look down on her?

Where is Ning Ling?

Sister Li no longer asked me. At this point, I still like mature women like Sister Li. I call her

Don't ask her, she won't ask, she doesn't show strong curiosity like a little girl, because she knows if I want

I will definitely tell her what I said. I don't want to say it, but even if she asks, I might lie. Because Sister Li is right

Men know too much or something. I wonder if Sister Li would ask about Mr. Zeng’s affairs when she is with him?

Are there three other women in our company who are Mr. Zeng’s secret lovers? Does Sister Li know all this? I miss her

Maybe I don’t know. But Sister Li never asked me about it, even though we were so close.

Didn't ask me either. If Sister Li really asked me these things, would I tell her? Maybe, maybe it will only make me

It's difficult because she knows I won't tell her.

It seems that a woman can only truly grow and mature after marriage and having a man.

How could the little girl understand?

After the intense exercise, I held Sister Li in my arms and forced myself to smile and pretend to be happy.

Seems like he's enjoying these moments with her. I kept talking, and she responded to me, like a little girl.

Children talk a lot. In fact, I have been thinking about Ning Ling in my mind. What is Ning Ling doing at this time? She can

Is that enough to imagine my current situation? She could think of a man she met again, a man she thought was

Am I, a good man, actually such a person?

Deep down in my heart I hate Ning Ling. Yes, I really do hate her. If there was no love, maybe I wouldn't

There is hatred, but it is because I love her too much that I realize I hate her so much now. You little bitch,

How old were you when you started giving yourself to others in college? Can't you just help it? That

You enjoyed sex so early, but now you are abandoned. When you decided to give yourself up, you also opened your eyes.

Can you see clearly with your big eyes? It really leaves me speechless. Even if you really have these things, don't tell me.

You knew I loved you, but you revealed the truth, letting me see the cruel side of reality.

If there are ugly things hidden behind the innocent appearance, I would rather not know about them.

I just want you to be as pure and sexy as I saw you at first sight. I just want you to be a

Innocent little girl, I just want you to be the pure goddess in my mind, I want you to belong to me,

Belongs to me alone. But you told me everything. Don’t you think this is too cruel for me?

Maybe this is what women are like. This is the vivid lesson Ning Ling taught me. She told me in this way that

The truth about my woman. When you fall in love with someone, you are destined to suffer pain.

In the afternoon, Sister Li said she was leaving. I didn’t say anything and just left. I said: Sister Li, do you want me

Would you mind going out for dinner?

Sister Li was in a good mood. She said: Okay, then don't sleep there. Go out for a walk when you have time.

You don’t have many friends in Guangzhou?

I said: Where do these friends come from? They are all working and struggling for a living. They don’t have the time to socialize.

My heart aches when I think of this. Maybe my life is doomed to end like this.

Shui works hard every day, but can only live at the bottom of society forever. Life changes again and again in her unique way.

It reminds me time and again that ideals and dreams are empty and impossible to achieve. Those bookish spirits

Ah, just discard it like shit.

I invited Sister Li to a fast food restaurant and had a five-dollar meal, and Sister Li didn't complain at all. Sister Li

She parked her car outside but sat here eating a five-dollar fast food meal. Since I was treating her, she could save money this way.

I said: Thank you, Sister Li.

Sister Li said: What are you thanking me for? You treated me to a meal, so I should be the one treating you.

I said nothing, because all words seemed superfluous to Sister Li at this moment.

Understand, no words needed.

Now when I think about the time we had dinner at the fast food restaurant, I can honestly say that I remember it so vividly.

At this moment, I admit that I have some inferiority complex. It is really a big blow to a man's self-esteem if he has no money.

Isn’t it shameful that people can only eat fast food that costs five yuan?

Men all want to save face.

Ning Ling still works in the company every day, and on ordinary days, you can't tell that our relationship is

If there is anything unusual, we are just like two ordinary colleagues, talking to each other in an ordinary way.

I would joke with others sometimes, but I rarely talked to Ning Ling.

Of course this is in the office, but on the other side of life, we sleep in the same bed at night.

Since then, I have often visited her, and sometimes she would come to my dormitory. It's also very strange, Li

Sister Li rarely sent me text messages or called me, so Ning Ling never knew that there was such a thing between me and Sister Li.

The boss didn’t even know that Sister Li and I both behaved like two adults in this matter.

I fell asleep hugging Ning Ling at night. The stinging pain became less and less day by day. I thought I could forget it.

Remember, maybe if you love someone, you shouldn't care about her past. After all, I didn't know Ning Ling at that time.

If you want to forgive me, I should also forgive Ning Ling. I thought about how Ning Ling would feel if she knew about what happened between me and Sister Li.

Maybe I should really break up with Sister Li. I don’t want to live like this anymore. But in fact, the thing is

I want to do it, but I have so many excuses and reasons to actually do it. Don’t I have a little obsession with Sister Li’s body?

Ning Ling asked me to accompany her to have an abortion surgery on Sunday.

Rejection, this is my fault, I am a very soft person, if someone really asks me for help, although

I was quite reluctant, but it was hard to refuse. And I have found over the years that Ning Ling is really lovely.

Lian, she is so sincere in love, and such a simple girl really doesn’t know how to face this matter alone.

So I went with her anyway.

We went to the Guangzhou Army General Hospital. This day could have been a very dull one, but I didn't expect

At best, something will happen. I still remember what Ning Caishen said: Life is a novel. Writer of novels

It's really time to stop making up stories. Life tells us again and again in its unexpected ways that life is a novel. That day

Ning Ling came out, her face was pale and she looked sick. In fact, I know a little bit without her telling me

Such surgery. Generally speaking, medication or injections cannot clean the area properly, only curettage can be used. What is curettage? It's the doctor

Insert the cold forceps into the vagina and scrape the embryo clean from the uterus left and right. This thing wants

Just seeing it is enough to give people goose bumps, let alone experiencing it in person.

Just then I saw Ning Ling's face change. I followed her gaze and saw a thin

The man was not tall and had a mean face. The man came closer and I saw that he was holding

What cold medicine? I asked Ning Ling what was wrong.

Ning Ling said: Liu Mingjun.

I understood everything at once. This was Liu Mingjun, Ning Ling's boyfriend, the one who made Ning Ling suffer like this.

The man who was in pain, now threw Ning Ling aside and ignored her. I just don't understand Liu Mingjun.

How could such a mean man make Ning Ling love him so much and be willing to die for him?

The man said: Ning Ling, that’s fast. You found someone new so quickly.

As soon as I saw his face, I wanted to beat him up. I didn't expect that this thief would dare to come up to me and speak with sarcasm.

Are you looking for death? I went up to him and asked: Who are you talking about?

The man smiled and said: Brother, Ning Ling is my second-hand item, thank you for recycling it for me.

I felt that all the grievances I had suffered had suddenly burst out. I had never seen such a shameless man.

If someone else had told me this, I might not have believed it, but now that I have experienced it myself, I know that there is such a thing in the world.

Shameful person. I kicked him in the chest and he fell to the ground. He got up

Come on, I rushed up and beat him up again, my fist landed on his face, and her nose bled. rather

Ling came up and grabbed me, Ning Ling shouted: Stop hitting me.

I turned around and looked into Ning Ling's eyes, and I said coldly: What? Are you heartbroken?

The man rushed up and punched me in the face when I was not prepared, then ran away. Wasn't this seeking death? you

He can still run faster than me. My 11.3 seconds for 100 meters is no joke. I quickly rushed over and kicked him again.

I put my hand on his back and he fell to the ground again. I stepped on him without hesitation. A lot of people gathered around immediately.

I shouted: This person is a bag snatcher, he just snatched my bag. Some people in the crowd had already rushed up

Go and beat him up. The situation in Guangzhou is somewhat different from other places. Bag snatchers are everywhere. When you walk on the street, you

If you are not careful, your phone or bag may be snatched. One out of every three people who have lived in Guangzhou has been robbed.

So people feel an indescribable anger towards those who snatch bags. When I heard that a bag snatcher was caught

People took out their anger on him.

I pulled away and pulled Ning Ling away from the crowd. Ning Ling said: People are still beating him.

I said: He deserves to be beaten to death.

Ning Ling turned around and glanced at Liu Mingjun who was beaten. I waved my hand and a taxi stopped in front of me.

I pulled Ning Ling into the car and left quickly.

Ning Ling has already taken a leave of absence. Her body needs to recover. Miscarriage is not a trivial matter for a woman.

After returning home that day, Ning Ling asked several times whether this would hurt Liu Mingjun, as if she still had feelings for Liu Mingjun.

I am quite concerned. I am a little surprised. I always thought Liu Mingjun was at least a handsome man.

Or he might be rich, but Ning Ling denied my guess that he was rich. He was just an ordinary worker.

I am a staff member, I only earn more than a thousand yuan a month, and I don’t have a high level of education. It seems that there is no need to talk about whether he is handsome or not

Ling came to explain to me that I had seen him in person and he was really awful.

But I can see that Ning Ling cares about him. Sometimes you have to admit that those who seem

The rotten guy can indeed get the girl's first love. Look at Ning Ling, a girl who is still studying in college and lost her virginity

Leave it to him. (Ning Ling was still in school at that time, but now she has already started working.)

It's really puzzling.

Liu Mingjun called Ning Ling again and asked her to tell me to be careful and not let him touch me, otherwise I

I'm dead. To be honest, I've never been afraid of anything since I was a child. Of course, I wasn't afraid this time either. I just felt that Liu

The Ming army found it a bit funny. What was the point of saying such harsh words? They couldn't fight anyway.

I laughed when I heard Ning Ling tell me these words. I looked at Ning Ling and said, "Ning Ling, are you afraid that I will take him away?"

If I beat him up again and really hurt him, wouldn’t you feel heartbroken?

Ning Ling pretended to be angry and ignored me. I could see that she was pretending to be angry. In fact, when she heard Liu Ming

When Jun spoke confidently on the phone, she was indeed relieved. She knew that Liu Mingjun was fine.

My worries were relieved all of a sudden. She thought I didn't notice it, but how could I not notice it? but

After a long time I found that I could treat this matter more normally, more normally.

Once upon a time, the vast ocean was nothing but water. It seems that I am also a man with experience.

During that time, I went to Ning Ling's place whenever I was free to accompany her. Because of her health, even if I slept

There is nothing that can be done for her. The doctor said that she should at least rest for a while.

No sex for months.

Sometimes when I slept with Ning Ling, her body was very tempting to me, and we were both almost naked.

I said almost naked because Ning Ling was still wearing a small pair of briefs.

Her breasts, she saw that my body was also erect, she stroked my penis with her hand, I was already holding back

It was extremely uncomfortable, as if my body was about to explode like a volcano. It was truly devastating.

Ning Ling also saw the suppressed pain in me, and as I kissed her, her passion also rose, but

Her body wouldn't allow her to do anything more radical, and I didn't dare take any risks. I think I am still one

Be a responsible man. I can't let her get hurt anymore. Ning Ling has suffered too much.

I am a hungry man, but now there is a sumptuous dinner on the table, and I tell you to look at it.

Ah, can’t eat it. Isn't it too destructive?

During that period, I would often call Sister Li and explode my passion in her like a volcano.

come out. Sister Li is also at the age of being as vigorous as a wolf. I asked Sister Li, is Mr. Zeng doing well now? I mean, of course,

In this regard, Sister Li said that it happens less than once a month.

I read in this medical book that a man's height has little to do with this matter, and Mr. Zeng married Sister Li.

It's been many years, and I'm somewhat aesthetically fatigued. That's me, too much energy with nowhere to vent.

The days passed by peacefully, just like the water in a stream, flowing quietly, as if thousands of miles away.

Ten thousand years seem to last forever. Every day after get off work, I go to Ning Ling's place at night and date Sister Li from time to time.

This time, no one knew what had happened, not Ning Ling, and not Mr. Zeng. Zeng always

He smiled at me, very sincerely. Sometimes when I look at him, I can't help but feel ashamed and guilty. I know I did something wrong in this matter.

It is indeed a bit unkind, but every time Sister Li calls me, I can't help but miss her body, and even more

What's important is that I miss the happy experience that her body brings me.

But in fact, life can never be stagnant. Under the seemingly peaceful life, there are

Quite a few changes. First, our newspaper, which was published three times a week, has now been changed to only once a week, and sales have not increased.

Several department heads in charge of sales and distribution have been fired by their boss.

Then there were meetings again and again, with new ideas constantly being put forward. The boss wanted to run the newspaper weekly.

Later they said they wanted to turn it into a magazine, a DM magazine specializing in the high-end market. A few weeks later, the boss proposed to do

The book market specializes in publishing books. The boss is recently negotiating with a clothing factory and wants to create a clothing brand. he

All the ideas are good, but when it comes to the most critical implementation stage, there is no progress.

The company is already in a state of restlessness, with people constantly asking for leave. In fact, everyone knows that these people who ask for leave are

Go to interview for a job. During that period of time, I was also thinking about this problem. It seemed that this company was going to fail.

Find a job quickly too. I sent out several job applications online, and a few companies called me for interviews.

I also took time off to go for an interview, but the companies that asked me to go were all small and unremarkable companies, and I couldn't see any

Where is the future? I think even if I want to change jobs, I have to make some progress and switch to a company with higher salary.

The one-month vacation is over, Ning Ling has returned to work, and we will talk about the company when we are together.

The current situation of the company. I haven't contacted Sister Li for a long time, and I don't know what Sister Li has been busy with recently.

I think she is probably busy thinking about the future of the company with Mr. Zeng. After all, they are husband and wife.

It’s so satisfying to watch Mr. Zeng fall down like this.

The lovers of Mr. Zeng, who used to be the boss's wife, also left the company one by one.

Zeng may not have thought of this. What Zeng thought was that they could share the hardships with him, and at least they would be the last ones to leave.

One left the company, but when the lovers who had once slept on Zeng's bed proposed to him one by one

When he submitted his resignation application, we could all see the unspeakable loss that Mr. Zeng felt. Yes, people always come to the end

No more knowing what the truth is. Has Mr. Zeng ever thought that his thirty or forty years have been in vain?

If you don't even understand the most basic principles of the world and human nature, how can you be a company boss without losing money? It's simply impossible.

When I was eating in Ning Ling's room and talking to Ning Ling about these things, Ning Ling just listened and didn't pay any attention.

No one has said anything. Everyone has been feeling bad recently. It was hard to find a job in this city. Now

I have to join the army of job seekers again. Fortunately, Ning Ling and I are both young people who have just graduated, so we are ready for this.

Preparation. My idea is that instead of staying like this, I should find a better company.

I had the courage to resign, and now I am forced to this point.

When I have nothing to do, I stay in Ning Ling's room, open my computer and browse the websites one by one, mainly

We went to job search websites and registered on almost every job search and recruitment website. But the longer time goes by, our initial letter

Our hearts were eroded bit by bit, until only a pitiful bit was left in the end, and we comforted each other.

The job market is not as good as we thought. We actually expected this a long time ago, but we didn't expect it.

It turned out to be worse than we thought, so the first two companies that hired me to work were pretty good.

But since I've already missed it, let it go.

Sometimes Ning Ling and I lay in bed. Ning Ling's body had already recovered, and I basically accepted the

When I was with her, I put away my initial resistance and resentment. What else can I say? It's all part of life.

Forced. We rarely even made love together, looking at each other's faces, looking up at the ceiling, thinking about that

Those ideals of youth seem so long ago.

The salary for the previous month should have been paid on the 15th. In the past, the boss's wife would come to the office on time.

Company. But three days have passed, and Sister Li has not appeared in the company.

When it comes to the issue of wages, those who left the company were also asked by Prophet No. 15 to collect their wages, but when they came

But he knew it would take a few more days. This state of panic has continued. No one's mind is still there

At work, in fact, there is really nothing to do. Every day when I come to the company, I just chat online and go to various places.

Hang out in forums and post job applications on job search websites.

That morning, we went to work as usual. When we sat in the office on the 12th floor, we were bored.

I turned on the computer, not knowing what to do. Time passed by, and at this time Xiao Fu came over.

She came out of her office. She was Mr. Zeng's assistant. Because she was not pretty, Mr. Zeng had not touched her.

She said: Mr. Zeng just called and said the company will be on holiday for a month, starting now, everyone can leave the office.

I'm going to lock the door.

There was a lot of talk in the office. The long-standing rumors were finally confirmed. The company was going on a long vacation. Haha, yes

It didn't fall out. Then Xiao Fu asked us to tell her our account number and our salary would be deposited into our account in full. although

Although it was a bit sudden, we still had no choice but to leave. I thought about calling Sister Li, but the phone was closed.

The boss's phone was also turned off. Colleagues were asking each other for news, and various rumors were spread.

Some said that the boss was publishing pornographic books somewhere else, and he was discovered and wanted to be arrested, so he is hiding everywhere. return

It was said that the tabloid we published contained content related to Mark Six Lottery. The country has cracked down on this and the boss has been arrested.

Suddenly, it was as if she had disappeared from the face of the earth. Sister Li disappeared. I recalled the time I had spent with Sister Li.

We spent countless nights out, but not once at Sister Li’s house. To be exact, I don’t know why.

Where does Sister Li live? My story with Sister Li was like a spring dream, which suddenly disappeared in the wind.

It seems like it never happened, and sometimes I think about it and I even doubt whether it really happened.

Job hunting is frustrating. I go out for interviews and appointments every day, but fail again and again.

It seems that I have no chance of getting a high-paying job, but I am unwilling to accept a low-paying job. Ning Ling also had a bad temper. She seemed

She has recovered from her last relationship. Sometimes I would joke about her and Liu Mingjun, but she didn't mind.

angry. But deep down in my heart there is still an unspeakable knot and a problem. I think maybe I love Ning Ling too much.

I feel sad when I think about Ning Ling who once had an abortion for someone else.

Ning Ling said that I don’t love anyone, the person I love most is myself. Sometimes I think maybe Ning Ling is right.

The person you love most is yourself. Gradually we started to quarrel, ignoring each other out of anger, and we both thought that the other party would

compromise. Gradually, I also began to feel tired, as if I was not in love, but suffering. Sometimes I would

I asked myself whether I really no longer loved Ning Ling, or whether I had never loved her in the first place. But I found out

When I left her, I missed her so deeply, not only her body, but also her

It was her whole person. I didn't know if this was love, but at that time I really didn't know if it was love.

I was surrounded by hatred and jealousy. I thought that if I left Ning Ling, I would have a better life and would not be so tired.

Tired.

I don't understand what Ning Ling is thinking. Maybe she is as tired as I am.

We were together but we didn't say a word, but during that period we were together often because we had no work and had

We had more free time to make love and quarrel together. Often, we quarreled first and then made love.

When she was about to cry or had already started crying, we would hug each other and make love again.

When I am alone, I think about the things we did together, and I find that growth is possible.

It seems that I have only been in Guangzhou for half a year, but I have already found that

Many years have passed, and I seem to have grown old and experienced too many things. What is Sister Li doing now?

Where? Will she remember me and the time we spent together? I haven't been for a long time.

Think of her.

One time, Ning Ling and I had a quarrel over a trivial matter, which in fact could not be any smaller. I have

I haven't been to Ning Ling's place for several days. I was busy looking for a job and running around. When I remembered, it was already Sunday.

We haven't been together for about five or six days. I could have gone to her place, but

I was too lazy to move after running around, so I wanted to ask Ning Ling to come over to my place. During this period, she would come over occasionally.

Yes, I sent her a message and asked her to come over.

Ning Ling actually understood that it was just sex, nothing else. Sometimes she would say: It seems that we are together except

Make love or make love, nothing else.

I laughed: You are enjoying yourself and yet you still say such sarcastic words. hehe.

Then Ning Ling pretended to be angry and came over to pull me. Ning Ling always liked to pull my arm until it turned blue.

One piece is purple. Sometimes I get angry and show her my arm: Look at what you have done, your man

What a mess it is.

Ning Ling didn't expect that there were really black and blue spots on my arms. She touched me with heartache again. I didn't really feel

I'm not really angry, it's just that in Guangzhou, I wear short-sleeved shirts most of the time, and people see

The bruises on my arms don't look good after all.

I asked Ning Ling to come over, but she texted me back saying she didn't want to come because she was too tired.

Ning Ling might be running around looking for a job like me every day. I can understand how tired she is.

But that evening my body was full of desire, and I really wanted to hug Ning Ling and sleep in the same bed.

I said in the text message: Ning Ling, come over, I really miss you.

Ning Ling said: You think about my body, right? You haven't thought about me as a person at all, you just think of me as your vent.

The tool of desire.

I am very angry. I simply cannot communicate with this woman. I think your body is also your person. What?

It doesn't make sense that I say I miss your body but never think about you as a person. If Sister Li were here, I would

So there is no need to look for Ning Ling. Just make a phone call and Sister Li will definitely drive over and we can go together.

Go out to eat and get a room. Sister Li has the body of a 30-year-old woman, but the body of a mother of a 3-year-old son is sexy

Charming. It's a pity that I can't contact Sister Li now. Now I call Ning Ling over and she actually tells me

She put on airs, as if she were Joan of Arc. Just pretend with me, every time you do it,

Like yelling and shouting.

I said: Even if I beg you, just come here, come over and we'll talk.

But Ning Ling was really stubborn this time. In fact, Ning Ling is just that stubborn. I always thought

It's a bit strange that she has such a stubborn temper. I never thought of changing her, but I didn't expect that this time she would rarely let me

I am angry.

Ning Ling still didn't come over that night. When I texted her again the next day, she said she was going out with her friends.

What happened together, I didn't say much. Well, since you are so ruthless and heartless, forget it. I have nothing to say.

I wanted to say it, but I never thought about what friends Ning Ling was going out with or what the matter was. Maybe Ning Ling is

In this way, the wound will heal and the pain will be forgotten.

I didn't send Ning Ling a message for a week, but on the third day, Ning Ling sent me a message.

It happened to be evening that day. I watched a movie in the cinema. When I came out, it was already light outside.

It was glorious, it was already night, my cell phone rang, I took a look, it was a message from Ning Ling, she said: Are you still awake yet?

I was on the way back, there were few people on the bus, I was sitting there, feeling quite lonely, I thought of Ning

I don't know what Ling is doing at the moment. I think maybe it's time to end it. I look at the information on my phone.

I thought that if Ning Ling sent me another message, I would reply to her and we would be reconciled.

I looked at my phone, thinking it would ring again, but it never did, and my hopes were dashed.

Empty, maybe all this is God's will, are we destined to end like this? I felt lost. Pick up the phone and

Fu Bowan, actually I have always loved you, Ning Ling.

I saw the phone numbers saved on my phone, and there was Sister Li's number. I dialed it, but I didn't know if Sister Li would

You won't be able to contact me again, but there is only one voice on the phone: The number you dialed has expired.

I got off the car and walked back alone. There were few people on the road. When I passed a hair salon,

I also saw those women who were dressed up in fancy clothes, each of them had a plump body, but they still looked plump.

It's solid. If it feels good to the touch, it must be good. I know I won't go in, at most I'll just think about it in my mind.

Thinking about the times I was with Sister Li, thinking about the times I was with Ning Ling, everything seemed like yesterday.

It's like the sky, maybe it's all over. Sister Li, Ning Ling and the others are not mine. Is it over like this?

A week really felt like a long time. I thought I could let go, at least for Ning.

Ling let go. I originally thought that I no longer loved her, so it was okay, no big deal. But I

I still can't help missing her. I think of her every night and the days I spent with Ning Ling.

In countless sleepless nights, I told myself that I must go find Ning Ling. I can't wait any longer.

I can't live without Ning Ling. If I keep waiting like this, I might really lose Ning Ling. Every night I think about tomorrow

I should go find her, but when the day came, my poor self-esteem prevented me from taking that step.

I think I shouldn't look for her anymore, we're done.

In this way, between day and night, my ideological struggle became more and more intense, and my sentimental

My personality prevents me from really facing her. I can only think about her when she is not around, but when I really face her,

But he did things that hurt her and said those cruel words to hurt her.

After a long time, I decided to look for Ning Ling. I couldn't bear the day without her. That evening

I went to find Ning Ling early in the morning. I called her first to tell her that I was coming to see her. She didn't sound good on the phone.

Say to me: Come on.

I didn't care about her cold words. I think I am still a man without ambition. Maybe I love her.

Can I tolerate her treating me like this? When I knocked on Ning Ling's door, I was still hesitating. I didn't know what to say.

What she said, maybe she didn't need to say anything, just use her body to express it, just make love, a

I haven't had sex for several weeks, and I'm really feeling pent up.

I opened the door and saw Ning Ling's familiar body in front of me. I hugged her, but her reaction didn't seem to be enthusiastic.

strong. I kissed her and said: Do you miss me?

Ning Ling said: I don’t want to.

At this time, I was taking off her shirt, and she said: Every time you come, you only do this, and you say you love me, this

Is this a sign that you love me?

I ignored her words and entered her body, asking her as I moved: Why don't you want to

I?

Now when I think of this scene, I still sweat profusely. How shameless I was. Maybe this really wasn't love.

It's just the physical impulse of youth, but I can't tell the difference between love and sex. I often

I mistook lust for love, and when I looked for love I encountered lust.

Maybe this is just the different understanding of love between men and women. I can't understand the heart of a woman.

Women can't understand why men want to go to bed as soon as they come. Sometimes I joke with Ning Ling and say, "No wonder the old society

You will want to have three wives and four concubines. If this one doesn't work, you can use that one.

Ning Ling said: I just don’t like you thinking about these things all day long.

Sometimes I don’t understand, is Ning Ling pretending to be innocent or is she really thinking this way?

If she was really as pure as she claimed, she wouldn't have had to undergo an abortion. Of course, these words are also true.

It's just something I think about in my mind, there's no need to say it out loud, it would be too hurtful if I said it out loud.

Why do I love Ning Ling so much? Sometimes I don’t understand myself, whether I love her personally or

I love her body, it’s hard to explain. Maybe sex and love are inseparable.

After coming back from Ning Ling, I felt that the relationship between Ning Ling and I had returned to its previous state.

The development of the matter was so unexpected. I thought Sister Li was done with me and she would never

I would contact you again, but on the first day of work when I just found a new job, that night

I had just returned to the dormitory when I received a strange phone call. I heard it was Sister Li's voice.

"Xiao Fan, are you okay?"

"Sister Li, it's you. Why haven't you contacted me for so long?"

"Something happened recently, are you free?"

I thought about it, I didn't have anything to do in the evening, and my relationship with Ning Ling has been lukewarm recently.

Sister Li appeared again. I can also ask if it is possible to get my salary. I can't have children without money now.

Alive.

"I'm free."

"Wait for me at the subway entrance in Chigang. I'll pick you up right away."

"Okay, is this the place where we met before?"

"Yeah, it'll take me about thirty minutes."

Fortunately, the place was not far from where I lived and I could walk there. I washed my face first and stood in the room.

I felt a little overwhelmed. I didn't know what it would be like to see Sister Li today. Thinking of Sister Li

My body reacted. It’s been about a month since I last saw Sister Li.

Thinking about the new company I recently joined, it is a cosmetics company and my job is to plan

It sounds good, but it's just writing some advertisements and sometimes talking to the media.

I had some dealings with him. Fortunately, writing was not a difficult task for me. This was the kind of formal writing that the boss wanted.

I write quite quickly and my boss was quite satisfied with me after working for a few days.

I started walking towards the agreed location, afraid that Sister Li would be waiting for me if I arrived late.

Walking on the street, I see those busy people, all of them are just trying to make a living.

Well, it’s not a big deal even if I’m with Sister Li.

I stood there, there were cars coming and going on the road, many people, many cars, I looked at the passing cars, I thought, Li

I don't know when Sister Li's car will arrive. Not long after, Sister Li arrived. She stopped the car, and I opened the door.

Go in and take your seat.

I said, "Sister Li, what happened to Mr. Zeng?"

Sister Li said: "In fact, you may have heard that Mr. Zeng is not in Guangzhou now. He has gone to another place.

I need to leave for a while because of something. "

Since Sister Li didn't want to say it clearly, I didn't want to ask any more questions. But I was still thinking about my salary.

Sure enough, Sister Li said, "Xiao Fan, I will give you your salary later, and don't ask so many questions."

I said, “No hurry.”

I think that Sister Li and I have come to this point. Even if Mr. Zeng doesn't pay me, I can just regard it as having sex with a prostitute.

If Mr. Zeng knew, he would definitely give me money rather than asking me to whore his wife. Thinking of this, I still felt

I am a little happy to make my boss wear a green hat. Haha, who else can do this except me?

It’s really refreshing. Mr. Zeng often gets angry when he is in the company. He is a dictatorial person and never listens to others.

He doesn't listen to other people's opinions, as if he is the smartest person in the world, but when something goes wrong, he puts all the blame on others.

To the people below, sometimes the employees are scolded harshly.

Working? We are all workers. We have to support ourselves with a pitiful salary. Everyone accepts it.

No one said anything. Everyone would rather do less than make mistakes, as long as Mr. Zeng didn't scold them.

Now that I have slept with Mr. Zeng's wife, I have avenged my colleagues and let out my anger. Thinking of this,

If my colleagues knew about this, I would probably be a hero in their eyes. Haha, this is so fun.

"Xiao Fan, what are you laughing at?"

Maybe it was because I had a smile on my face, Sister Li saw it and asked me a question, and I turned my thoughts away from those messy things.

Take it back from your thoughts.

"Oh, I'm not laughing, I just haven't seen Sister Li for such a long time, and I thought we could be together again soon.

. "

As I said this, I put my hand on Sister Li's thigh. Sister Li usually likes to wear miniskirts.

Today is no exception, so I can easily touch Sister Li's thigh. Sister Li's legs are plump.

It feels quite sexy. I get impulsive just seeing it, not to mention that I'm touching it now.

Sister Li didn't refuse me. She was still concentrating on driving. I stroked her for a while.

Son, Sister Li may not be able to bear it.

"Xiao Fan, wait a moment, we still need to drive."

She took my hand away and I said, "Where are we going?"

"Let's go to my house."

"Is there no one else in your house?"

"I'm alone here. The child has been sent to his grandmother's house, and Lao Zeng won't be back for the next few months.

of. "

"That's great, I've never been to your house before."

Mr. Zeng, Mr. Zeng, I am on my way to your house now, and I will fuck you on your bed in a while.

Wife, when I think about it, it’s so cool.

Sister Li's house is indeed beautiful. Now, Sister Li lives alone in such a big house, and her children are not here.

Home, no wonder Sister Li thought of calling me. I'm thinking, when will I be able to buy a house like this?

My life is worthwhile. Thinking about those so-called ideals in the past, now I just want a house. What is life?

Ah, is life such a realistic process?

I said, "Sister Li, your house is really nice."

"Xiao Fan, you will have it in the future, so don't envy me."

"With a house like this, what else can I ask for in my life?"

"It's because no one loves us. The so-called poor people with only money left are people like us."

I used to think that love was something that only rich people had to do when they were bored, but now Sister Li in front of me is like that.

This is an example, but is what Sister Li calls love really love? Maybe it's the body's need, diet

Men and women, after eating, will think about matters between men and women. Sister Li is also a lustful woman. Sister Li's cousin on the bed

Now that's strong.

Sister Li said, "Xiao Fan, wait a moment. I will cook and we will eat together. Today I will let you eat the meal I cook."

"Sister Li, that's great. I didn't expect I would be so lucky. Not only can I eat your body, but I can also

I can eat the food you cook. "

"I've let you eat my people, can't I cook for you?"

I was also a little excited because Sister Li was the only one in the room, and since Mr. Zeng was not at home, we could also

Eat with confidence, of course there are other things to do after the meal. Sister Li said that Mr. Zeng might not be in Guangzhou yet.

Some things need to be hidden away. Mr. Zeng probably wouldn't have thought that I would be with his wife at this moment, still in his

At home...

Sister Li was busy in the kitchen. I was sitting in the living room watching TV. I was a little absent-minded because I was always

Thinking about sex for a while, I thought of Ning Ling again, because I had decided to live a good life with Ning Ling, but now I

In Sister Li's case, this is clearly the behavior of a shameless person. Although I don't think I am noble,

There is always a psychological burden when doing these things, including when I am writing these words now, my heart is still hesitating.

Yu, do I need to record these things that happened so long ago so realistically?