Hesitation and cowardly miss (other adult novels)

In order to get closer to the theme of this essay contest, since the previous articles were generally considered to have a strong taste, and I was unwilling to be defined as a heavy-taste author, I started to take the pure love route.

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In the autumn, Ma Yu bid farewell to his hazy love and entered the No. 9 Middle School of XX City.

After the class was re-divided, I met many new classmates, all of whom were young boys and girls like Ma Yu.
Everyone hopes to meet their ideal Prince Charming or Snow White.

For this reason, the love stories of princes and princesses unfold...

The day to go to school arrived. Ma Yu got ready early in the morning, but was still inexplicably late and had to run in the sudden heavy rain.

When he was at his wit's end, a tall girl in a white dress appeared.

Her name is Yang Yang. She is the daughter of Ma Yu's father's colleague and also a neighbor of Ma Yu's family. They have known each other since childhood.
But they were not familiar with each other, they only knew each other from their parents. For example, the son of Mr. Ma next door got into trouble again today, or the daughter of Mr. Wang next door has grown taller again, but is too thin and not good-looking. Just like this, a pair of young boys and girls who should have been childhood sweethearts in a fairy tale became the most familiar strangers.

Yang Yang opened her little strawberry umbrella and without hesitation framed Ma Yu, who was almost soaked, in the umbrella. The strawberry umbrella was very small, not enough to cover two small people. Corn-kernel-sized raindrops began to hit the girl in the white dress continuously, and the boy, who was soaked all over, felt a long-lost warmth.

Not only because he was away from the invasion of rain, the physical warmth came from Ma Yu's body, but also because the girl who was trying hard to hold up the strawberry umbrella to protect him had her white dress wet by the rain, revealing her curvy and well-proportioned body.

The strawberry bra and shorts with the same pattern as the little strawberry umbrella under the white skirt, set against her youthful and vibrant body, exuded a pink miasma that fascinated Ma Yu.

From then on, they started traveling together. Ma Yu no longer cared about others laughing at his short height. He did not feel any pressure from having a girl who was a head taller than him. Instead, he felt at ease with her around.

Sometimes they would kiss and hug each other due to occasional accidents. Every brief collision is always so hot and passionate, but it only lasts for a short while. Ma Yu kept reminding himself that Yang Yang was not the ideal Snow White, she was just an ugly duckling. The proud princess who made your heart beat fast and generated the desire to conquer her was the one you wanted to conquer.

Therefore, their relationship remained that of two classmates who had a good impression of each other and often had an ambiguous relationship. Except for the occasional accidents on the way home or school, the two of them, who were assigned to the best class in the first year of high school in No. 9 Middle School because of their parents' work relationship, still behaved well in the class and they seldom communicated with each other. Ma Yu is smart and handsome and is very popular with girls. In comparison, Yang Yang has nothing special except that he is very tall and slim.
It is difficult to approach him.

Yang Yang continued to look up to him and worship him until he had one girlfriend after another, but he still could not forget himself who had been silently loving, protecting, devoting himself to and waiting for him. The young girl could no longer hold back her love, and like other girls of the same age, her heart was overflowing and agitated by Ma Yu, and she fell in love.

Yes, Yang Yang has changed. He no longer waits for him to go to and from school together, no longer comforts him and warms him when he is heartbroken, and no longer leaves all the delicious food in the lunch box for him.

Ma Yu really wanted to know who the man was who snatched her away from him, but he had never really paid attention or inquired about it. Perhaps in his heart, he simply could not accept that there really was such a man.

The man got to know Ma Yu one day when a friend of his came to him and asked him to cheer him up. Cheering and cheering actually means when two parties are fighting, one party is showing off, boosting their morale, and keeping up the good fight.

Ma Yu asked his buddy why they were fighting, and the buddy was very surprised.

"Don't you know? Xiao Jiao was bullied."

Xiao Jiao is the girlfriend of Ma Yu’s friend and also their classmate. That girl was very famous. She was a well-known socialite in the school. She had had boyfriends ranging from sophomores to juniors in high school to gangsters outside the school. She even seduced Ma Yu.

"I've long advised you to give up on that kind of woman, but you insisted on getting involved in this mess."

"It's no use saying anything else. I'm already in this situation, so please help me."

"Help, help, help, can you please help!"

"That's what a good brother is!"

So the guy recruited a lot of people. One day after school, Ma Yu and his group successfully blocked the group that bullied Xiao Jiao outside the school gate, and Yang Yang was among them.

"It's this little slut who seduced me!"

"What did you say? I didn't!"

That group had few people, and seeing that Ma Yu's side was so confident, they did not dare to intervene. People on both sides stood quietly, watching the two women, Xiao Jiao and Yang Yang, who were also classmates, fighting one-on-one.

Although Xiao Jiao is small, she is not a pushover. The tall Yang Yang is clearly not at an advantage.

"Pa!" Xiao Jiao slapped Yang Yang hard.

"Yang Yang!"

Look at that man, he’s so nervous and his heart is broken, he must be Yang Yang’s man! It's useless. We just have a lot of people and we just stand there for a while and then we dare not go up. What a hypocrite! While Ma Yu was cursing him in his heart, there was another voice in his mind: Ma Yu, Ma Yu, you are also a hypocrite. Why don’t you help Yang Yang? Why? Is it just because she abandoned you and chose the man in front of her?

Ma Yu smiled lightly, but he was conflicted psychologically, wondering whether he should take action or forgive her betrayal!

At this time, Xiao Jiao began to laugh wildly and tear Yang Yang's white dress.

"You slutty fox, why do you wear this see-through outfit all day? Isn't it to seduce men? Fine! Today I will expose you enough!"

"No, let go, I didn't!"

"Huahua!" Pieces of white gauze were ruthlessly torn apart by Xiaojiao. Many days later, the bust covered with strawberry patterns was exposed to the air again. The boys' eyes lit up, and the cowardly man couldn't help himself and rushed forward screaming.

A useless man with glasses could not escape the fate of being beaten up by a group of people. When the others saw this situation, they all ran away. Then, amid the eyes man's cry of pain, Yang Yang turned into a little white sheep with a naked upper body and only wearing strawberry shorts. With one hand she covered her white and tender breasts that were exposed from time to time, and with the other hand she held on to her shorts, trying desperately to resist the entanglement of this little girl.

"Ma Yu, help me, save me!"

The stubborn Yang Yang finally stopped turning a blind eye to his former prince and called for help from Ma Yu.

Ma Yu stared at the trembling breasts, and gradually his eyes were dazzled. The two white breasts,
Like two baby rabbits running and jumping on the grassland.

The social guy with a cigarette in his mouth saw that Ma Yu was distracted and was ready to say something harsh.

"Your name is Ma Yu, lover? Ex? Whatever, let's be frank today. I'm here to vent my anger on my sister. I'll kill anyone who stands in my way. Don't say I don't give you face!"

"Hey! Brother Mao, stop, stop, stop! This is my brother, we are a family, please don't let the floods wash away the Dragon King Temple!"

Ma Yu's buddies quickly came forward and pulled Ma Yu, who was flying freely in the sky, away.

"What's wrong, buddy? You can't stand it anymore. Stay out of my business. You are here to take sides. I didn't invite this Mao brother. It was Xiao Jiao. I heard that he doesn't care about his life when fighting. There is no need for us to mess with him."

"Hahaha! You little slut, your pussy is already wet, and you still say you didn't seduce any men..."

Amid Xiao Jiao's teasing and laughter, Yang Yang had completely failed, curled up naked on the ground. She was trying to cover it up with just her two hands, hugging her chest, revealing her smooth, hairless labia. At this moment, there were traces of glittering spider webs on the two tightly clenched bright pink lips, which gave Xiao Jiao an unexpected gain and surprise.
After beating up the man with glasses, the gang of social men lined up in a group and began to cheer and admire Yang Yang's humiliated fair and tender body.

Several classmates of Yang Yang and Ma Yu accomplices for a while, but suddenly they realized that they couldn't stand it anymore and ran over to stand with Ma Yu and the others. No one said anything, but they were obviously waiting for Ma Yu to speak.

"Hey! Let's go, there's nothing for us to do now, Dongzi, go report to the teacher!"

For your friend's face, or out of your own selfishness and cowardice? Ma Yu hardened his heart and just after issuing the order,
I heard shouting and cursing in the distance, and soon I saw a group of senior boys rushing out from the corner with mops and brooms.

The man with glasses whose lenses were flying after being beaten heard the shouting and let out a teasing smile.

Those who come with evil intentions will not come, and those with good intentions will not come. The social men who were teasing the naked lamb also realized that the other side might have reinforcements, and began to meet up with Ma Yu and the others. The group of people did not give them a chance and blocked them from the two forces.
We will defeat them one by one with mops and brooms.

One of Ma Yu and his friends recognized the person who had escaped from the group of the man with glasses earlier. He must be the savior they brought in. But when they wanted to run, it was too late, a group of people rushed towards them.

In the melee, Ma Yu dodged here and there, trying to fish in troubled waters. He was not noticed by others until most of their people and the social men had fallen.

"Ma Yu, Ma Yu! Run!"

When he was at his wit's end again, a tall naked girl appeared.

She didn't care that her delicate body was exposed to everyone's sight, and she bravely and resolutely held out her bouncing breasts.
He stretched out his arms to protect Ma Yu and stood tall on the battlefield.

The scene was just like the naked Statue of Liberty in the world-famous oil painting “Liberty Leading the People” that every boy in Ma Yu’s class drooled over during his art class in junior high school!

At this moment, many people present truly understood this oil painting that they had never understood in junior high school.

Suddenly, raindrops started falling from the sky again, and in a trance, I returned to the afternoon when the prince and princess had met.
Ma Yu's face was covered with tears or rain, and he couldn't tell whether it was as wet as he could as he ran as fast as he could.

"Why are you wearing a white dress, why?"

Ma Yu was seriously ill for three days. When he went back to school, he found that Yang Yang had transferred to another school. He wanted to thank
I want to apologize, to make amends, but I lose the courage every time! Not long after, Ma Yu's father and Yang Yang's father were both promoted, and they each got a house and moved. This time, the two families were not neighbors. Yang Yang's family chose a house relatively far away from their home, and the only connection between them was thus severed.

"You still like to wear white dresses, why?"

"I thought those who wore white dresses were princesses!"

It was not until many years later, when Ma Yu and Yang Yang met by chance in the center of this metropolis, that Ma Yu learned the answer to the question that had been buried in his heart for so long.

Of course, the two people passed each other in a hurry after exchanging phone numbers that the other party would never dial.

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After Yang Yang transferred to another school, Ma Yu lost interest in having affairs of any kind for a while and spent all day lying on the table like a melancholy prince.
This scene gave Gao Yue, his deskmate who had just broken up with him, a little comfort. Yes! At least, he still cares about me!

Gao Yue is a girl who looks cold on the outside but is passionate on the inside. It is said that she and Ma Yu also have a close relationship. Their families originally lived in the same urban area and there were only a few schools. She and Ma Yu were classmates in junior high school, but they were not in the same class.

At that time, Ma Yu loved football and often ran out after class. He would meet a beautiful girl in a short skirt holding the hand of a boy who was more handsome than her in the corridor. That beautiful girl is Gao Yue.
She is recognized as the school belle in junior high school.

Of course Ma Yu also liked her, but he never thought that anything would happen between them, because she already had a boyfriend who was even better than him. So he was just envious and not moved, because there was no intersection between them at all.
It was not until that day when he walked into the new classroom side by side with Yang Yang, whom he had just developed a crush on because of protecting him from the wind and rain, and he saw Gao Yue sitting coldly at an empty table, with no one daring to approach her, that his heart was moved.

After that day, the reason why Ma Yu deliberately ignored Yang Yang and distanced himself from her was that he was subconsciously afraid that Gao Yue would misunderstand their relationship and thus lose the right to pursue her!

The man who had the courage to sit next to her, Gao Yue couldn't help but look at this handsome boy. Compared to my ex-boyfriend's creamy, Korean-style look, this athletic boy who looks full of strength seems to have a more attractive power to me.

Gao Yue, who is always pursued and cared for by men, has to endure the feeling of being ignored, abandoned and even forgotten because of her boyfriend's dropping out of school. She needs the care and love of another man. Ma Yu is undoubtedly the best choice and can be a qualified and competent substitute.

So after Ma Yu's arduous pursuit, they naturally started dating.

Gao Yue is beautiful, but also difficult to deal with. Ma Yu never got anything from her, and she had been trying her best to preserve, suppress, or wait for something in her heart.

Is it her ex-lover?

Sometimes, God just likes to play jokes on you. Whatever you think of will happen. Look, Gao Yue’s boyfriend came, and his friend told him that Gao Yue’s deskmate in the class was pursuing her.

Ridiculous, what do you mean by pursuing? We have been a couple for a long time, and that girl in the short skirt has been mine for a long time.
She said she would flip a coin to decide whether to be with me or not, and after I flipped it and it got heads, she was mine!

"I've seen you before. We're from the same school. I'm your buddy, and we're really good friends. Are you pursuing Gao Yue?"

"No! No, we are just desk mates. Can I chase your girl?"

I don't know if it's because of my friend's face, or because of the cowardice and lack of confidence that have been pent up in my heart these days.
Ma Yu still didn't have the courage to pursue that kind of elusive happiness that he didn't know who it belonged to.

He was unsure, just like he was unsure before whether he should, whether it was worth it, to help Yang Yang at all costs.

Gao Yue gradually discovered something unusual. Her ex-boyfriend began to suddenly appear in front of her from time to time. Although he could not accompany her all the time like before, he could make sure to pick her up and drop her off at school every day. On the other hand, Ma Yu, who had once doted on her and was full of passion for her, extinguished his love for her and gradually set his sights on a girl in the lower grade.

Perhaps she was unwilling to be outdone by other inexplicable girls, or perhaps she had developed feelings for him after all his days and nights of devotion and waiting, Gao Yue began to find that she could no longer tolerate the days without Ma Yu. She gradually began to speak softly to Ma Yu, obeying his every command, and acting as if her heart was finally filled with love and she had given in to his love.

Ma Yu was the one who could feel Gao Yue's transformation the most. He used to want to stay away from him, but now he would take the initiative to come to him on his days off. She said she was bored at home on Sunday, and no one was at Ma Yu's house, so the two of them made an appointment to play at Ma Yu's house.

When Gao Yue, wearing a dress with a strawberry pattern, appeared in front of Ma Yu, his long-buried heart was moved again. The tall girl whose body was wet after the rain and the naked Statue of Liberty with arms outstretched left an indelible mark in Ma Yu's heart.

The two of them had not been watching TV for long when a drink was accidentally left out, causing the beautiful classmate Gao Yue, who was wearing a strawberry dress, to get wet. Ma Yu, who was burning with desire and unable to bear it any longer, pushed her down and demanded more from her frantically.

They kissed each other, and it was the first time that Ma Yu put his tongue into another person's mouth.
The feeling did not surprise him much. Gao Yue's tongue was neither warm nor cold. Both of them felt that the other lacked passion!

It was Gao Yue's final loss that ignited the desire that was about to be quenched. She tugged at Ma Yu's hand shyly.
Caressing the furry grass beneath your own private parts. They were no longer shy, and both of them boldly peeked at and touched each other's bodies, exploring the unknown happiness in each other.

However, Ma Yu did not expect that when he pushed away Gao Yuefen's bra with the same strawberry pattern,
I was totally frightened by the pair of huge, sturdy bell-shaped breasts hidden deep inside. The breasts were pink in color, the areola was extremely large, but the nipples were pitifully small and dark red in color.

Ma Yu naively thought that the girl's breasts must be something he had seen before and were deeply imprinted in his mind.
As petite and upright as Yang Yang, fresh and pink. He was hit hard by a hammer. Who was it? Is that him from Gao Yue?

Ma Yu determined that Gao Yue was no longer a girl. Their first experience ended in vain, and both of them were at a loss and speechless.

"Guess if I did it with my ex-boyfriend?"

Admire women’s sixth sense! After a long time, Gao Yue, who noticed something strange, asked Ma Yu sensitively.

“How should I know!”

"Then I told you I did that, do you believe it?"

“I believe it!”

Afterwards, the two broke up.

Gao Yue was wrong. Ma Yu was not sad because of breaking up with her, it was all because of Yang Yang. Because in Ma Yu's mind, Gao Yue is no longer the pure Snow White in his heart!

Of course, as he grew older and gained more experience, Ma Yu soon learned that human females have a special type of breast shape. Those breasts are shaped like bells, called stalactites, and they are mostly found on young girls.
Whether the nipples are bright in color does not entirely depend on the amount of sexual intercourse. He didn’t know whether Gao Yue was a virgin or not, but he knew that he was wrong. His mistake was his hesitation and cowardice towards love!

He once again successfully missed a love... and, from now on, a girl with a pair of big breasts should look good. I recommend it to you. Thanks for sharing.