【Lover】 (Experience story adult novel)

【Lover】（Life is a wonderful journey）

lover

I want to be inside you, my lover, from every angle, from your sexy little mouth, from your hard

's peppery breasts, or any side of your mysterious forbidden area.

I want to kiss you, my love, all over your body, your beautiful, proud face,

Your jade-like earlobes kiss your flower chamber which seems cold but is actually hot.

I also want to praise you, my love, your buttocks are so high and your legs are so long.

Ah, lover!

Just let me love you to my heart's content!

I will love you with my mouth, my hands, my body, and all I have!

Let me become one with you!

Life is a wonderful journey. Other people's lives constitute my life, and my life is the journey of others.

A small town on the way.

The story I am going to tell is the beginning of my life journey, and it is also an extremely exciting one.

One afternoon in the midsummer of that year, I came to this school and sat in the dormitory, preparing for the upcoming four years.

luggage.

I got a girlfriend in winter, and I called her Yi. Our respective loneliness brings us together. campus

The complexity of the situation made us move out of the dormitory, rent a house together and live together.

It was a two-bedroom apartment. We live separately, like neighbors but not like lovers. Of course she kept her distance from me.

Jade.

Studying, taking exams, eating, sleeping, and taking walks with Yi, life repeats itself over and over again, and ends without any problems every day.

Life is like a fine yarn that cannot be grasped, becoming more and more empty.

The school has all kinds of clubs, such as calligraphy and painting, scientific research, martial arts, and so on. Reality and falsehood,

All the good and the bad are involved.

Yi is with me every day, and she seems to understand me.

"Hey, you should practice Taekwondo. You are so skinny." Yi said to me one day.

With a bit of a joke. I actually agreed. Maybe it’s because of the following sentence: “You look so thin.”

Yi's laugh and my momentary impatience caused a small wave in the future. This wave makes boring

The days became a little more wonderful, but also brought infinite bitterness.

After signing up, I practiced every afternoon with a group of people wearing judo robes. Running, leg press, kick board, etc.

Waiting is no different from studying, just as boring. But I go there every day because Qianwen is there.

Who is Qianwen?

A senior sister, one year older than me.

How do I know its name?

She is the director of the Taekwondo Club and few people know her.

Is she the only director of Taekwondo?

No, but she's the only one that I'm obsessed with.

I was excited when I saw her for the first time: she was about 160 cm tall, with black hair that reached her ears.

Make a raise and a raise. Her face was cold as ice, chaste and proud. Slightly red lips, extremely sexy. The V-shaped judo robe

The neckline revealed a part of her pink breasts, and the tight belt highlighted her straight and slender waist. The baggy judo pants cover

It reveals the curve of her lower body, but it can be seen that her legs are definitely slender. The bare feet are as smooth as jade.

It was this person who brought out the poem at the beginning and ignited the fuse of my life.

The Taekwondo Club practices on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays, while members practice on their own on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. I don't like taekwondo.

Because of the hot weather, I didn't go to practice on Thursday and went to the swimming pool to swim instead. My swimming skills

I am not very good at swimming, but I like the feeling of floating in the water, so I go swimming often. However, today

Days later, I had one more reason to go swimming: I met Qianwen in the swimming pool.

She was wearing a white swimsuit and even though she was wearing goggles and her hair was wrapped around her, I still recognized her at a glance. I think

I wanted to say hello to her, but when I saw her perfect body, I gave up the idea - my private parts

Suddenly he raised the flag. Qianwen also saw me, waved at me from a distance, and went into the water, with a look of

Old so proud and beautiful.

Qianwen is so beautiful! Last time I couldn’t see clearly through the judo robe, but this time I can see all the details. she

Her skin is snow-white, without a single blemish from her thighs to her toes. The buttocks are tight and high, and the legs are round and plump.

The leg bones and meat are evenly distributed. She must have had very little pubic hair because she was wearing a bathing suit without a sarong.

I want her, I want to enter Qianwen.

I lowered myself to the bottom of the water in the corner of the swimming pool and masturbated. The semen floats in the water like duckweed.

And I am like semen, with nowhere to go. How can I get Qianwen? It seemed like a dream.

As far as I know, Qianwen has no boyfriend and has always remained a virgin. She wants to study hard and do something after graduation.

We’ll talk about matters between men and women after graduation. How can I get what I want in the face of such a virgin?

When I returned to my and Yi’s dormitory, I fell asleep immediately. Leave your sorrow to your dreams.

When I woke up in the morning, I came all over the place.

No, I won't give in. The ancients said: "A slow horse can be driven to ten miles if it keeps going." I want to try it too.

After half a month of observation, I found that Qianwen goes swimming every Saturday. And always swim until very late. swim

The only female administrator of the museum was familiar with her and always let her swim until she had a good time before leaving. Sometimes even the keys

I gave it to her and went home. Qianwen seems to be in endless distress and has to vent it through constant swimming.

The strategy comes from this.

It's another Saturday. I'm going to give it a try.

I stayed in the swimming pool until it was about to close, then hid in the men's locker room (even the administrator didn't dare to come in).

Go out and find out the truth every once in a while. By the time I went out for the fifth time, the entire swimming pool was

The only sound left was Qianwen's fetching water - the administrator had left. thank you. I'm in

Women's locker room, start implementing my plan.

The women's locker room is different from the men's locker room. It's not like the men's locker room where everyone is naked

Change clothes and take a shower together. The women's locker room is divided into compartments, each with a shower and a place to put clothes.

box. Each person's name is written on the lattice door.

Now, except for Qianwen's grid which is still closed, the other grids are empty. There is also an open space in the locker room

There are some chairs so you can sit when you are tired. I used them to make a "bed" and then hid it in the grid next to Qianwen.

got up.

Waiting, time passed by bit by bit in the darkness, and I could still faintly hear Qianwen's sound of drawing water.

Slowly, everything quieted down; slowly, the sound of bare feet hitting the ground, the sound of doors opening, the rustling of clothes being taken off

The sound of clothes, the sound of water spraying from the faucet, and the sound of water drops hitting my skin all entered my ears. In the darkness,

Qianwen seemed to stretch and let out a long yawn. Qianwen's voice is so sweet.

And I, who was waiting eagerly beside Qianwen, was about to take action. With a four-pound rubber hammer in hand, I

Quietly waiting for the opportunity. Even though my heart was about to jump out of my throat and my lower body was about to burst, I

Breathing remains steady and even. As soon as Qianwen came out of the grid, I hit her on the back of the head unexpectedly.

It is certain that she fainted. To be honest, I didn't dare to fight her face to face - she is an expert in Taekwondo.

Qianwen finally came out, wearing a tight T-shirt that just reached her waist and a pair of knee-length

Tight denim skirt, extremely sexy. I did as I said above, and Qianwen fell into my arms

——I helped her up before she fell to the ground. I didn’t want her to be stained by the dirty water on the ground.

I held Qianwen in my arms and placed her on the "bed". With the help of a little light, I began to admire this woman who had enchanted me.

The inverted virgin.

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Her breasts were cleaving and her clothes were about to show. The T-shirt that only reached her waist was stretched out by them and could not cover her beautiful figure.

Beautiful little belly button.

Her waist is so thin. I touched it and found it to be very elastic, and her skin is so tender and smooth. Tight denim skirt is high

Her raised buttocks were pushed back, so I could see her flat belly clearly. And the deep blue color makes the

The mysterious forbidden place is even more magical.

I slowly lifted Qianwen's skirt and saw the most attractive part of her - her slender legs.

Beautiful legs. Qianwen's legs are not only beautiful, but also her leg muscles are well developed through Taekwondo practice.

Full of elasticity and strength, they are very different from those legs that just look good.

Faced with such a beauty, I didn't know where to start. My lower body can no longer bear it. Right here

At this time, a voice came from outside: "Qianwen, haven't you left yet? I came back to lock the door."

Here I want to tell you a story: "Once upon a time there was a mountain, on the mountain there was a temple, in the temple there was a

Monk, there is a pond outside the temple. One day, there was a fire in the temple. The monks ran to the pond to fetch water to put out the fire.

Alas, there was a water monster in the pond. The monk was eaten by the monster and the temple was reduced to ashes. "

In short, everything is gone.

Full of desire, I escaped from the wall of the swimming pool and returned to Yi and my dormitory.

The time is 9:00 p.m. m.

Fortunately, I had the key because Yi was already asleep. I tiptoed back to my room and rolled over on the bed.

I tossed and turned and had trouble falling asleep. How can I sleep if I have no place to vent my endless desire?

Yi, yes, Yi!

I walked towards Yi's room almost laughing wildly - a room that was never locked. No longer care about any gentleman

Grace, I bumped into it. Seeing Yi, who was only wearing underwear and had a beautiful figure, on the bed, I was like a hungry wolf.

I rushed over, tore off Yi's bra and panties, spread her legs apart, and

The extremely swollen lower body suddenly penetrated into Yi's flower bud that had never opened.

"ah!"

Yi groaned in pain. The pain of her hymen being pierced roughly woke Yi up completely, and her dry vagina

The pain it brought me aroused my animal nature tenfold. I held Yi's struggling hands tightly with my hands, and my legs were stretched

He forcefully pried open Yi's legs as she tried to close them, and thrust her lower body in and out at a very high frequency.

Yi's blood dyed her legs red, dyed my lower body red, dyed the snow-white sheets red, and also lubricated

Her dry pussy. The pain was gradually replaced by climax, even though Yi was covered in sweat and had tears on her face.

My body let out a series of low roars: "Qianwen! Qianwen!" My lower body enjoyed the increasingly moist and tight feeling of Yi.

's vagina. Ten minutes later, I felt a torrent of fluid rushing out of my body, and Yi felt a burning heat in the flower room. I am soft

I fell on Yi's body, and Yi pushed me under the bed sobbing.

The next day, Yi couldn't even get up. The slightest movement would cause her lower body to hurt.

The heavy bombardment had made Yi's delicate flower bud red and swollen.

After that, Yi and I broke up, partly because I bullied her and partly because I bullied her.

At that time, it was another girl's name that was called.

The end of the relationship brought me some pain. However, Qianwen still lingers in my mind. She didn't

There have been some changes since the last accident. I still go to the Taekwondo Club for practice and still swim every Saturday.

Late at night, she is still as chaste as ever. But my desire for her became more and more intense.

The fire of desire burned everything, even the guilt towards Yi was no exception. I want Qianwen! But not through the previous method

Mode. I sent the first love letter in my life (I had never done this even to Yi).

Time passed day by day, and I still didn't receive a reply. Qianwen is not only more beautiful, but also

Very changed. A year passed in desire and longing.

During a Taekwondo practice, I had the opportunity to spar with Qianwen. I deliberately threw myself on her, trying to take advantage of the situation.

I tried to get close to her, but unexpectedly she punched me and made my nose bleed. From then on, she ignored me even more.

Qianwen's coldness and arrogance further aroused my desire to possess her. She will pay the price for everything!

Qianwen is a loner and rents a small house outside the school where she lives alone. She has a regular daily life, always

A line of school dormitories. All of this created opportunities for me.

I once followed her to her apartment and studied her door locks. It was a very ordinary old-fashioned lock, without the safety

None of them. I think an ID card is enough to open it.

The following morning.

I chose the morning because:

First, Qianwen comes home too late at night.

Second, it is bright enough at noon, so there is no need to turn on the lights, and it will not attract attention from outside.

Third, it is not as quiet at noon as at night, so even if Qianwen calls for help it may not be helpful.

I didn't go to class, but went to Qianwen's house, pried open the door easily, and began to observe the terrain.

Observe.

This house is about 50 square meters and is simply furnished. Opposite the door is a desk, and on the right side of the desk is a wall.

A small iron bed. The bed was covered with clean white sheets that hung down over the edge. Neatly arranged pillows and

bedding.

All the drawers of the desk are locked. It seems that Qianwen is an extremely autistic virgin. As for the door lock, it is so easy

It was opened by me, so it might be the landlord's fault. Lifting up the hanging sheets, I saw a suitcase under the bed. �

The clothes exude a fresh fragrance - Qianwen is such a neat person! But after I had a feast, she

Those sexy underwear were dirty.

I'm so sorry, Qianwen.

After observing the house, the plan was basically formed.

The time is 10:00 p.m. m.

I began my preparations: First, I dismantled the bed board of the iron bed - it was very easy, the bed board was almost

It is placed on top without any fixing. In this way, I got a machine with four iron legs, which can be placed flat or straight.

above.

Then, I ran out and bought a three-meter-long tough cotton rope, divided it into four sections, and tied them to the four corners of the iron frame.

On, spare.

Finally, I kept Qianwen's underwear that I had contaminated by me at hand in case of emergency.

After preparing everything, I hid behind the door, waiting for Qianwen to come back.

Here is a note: There is a respiratory anesthetic that takes effect very quickly and the duration of effect is easy to control.

system. And it is easy to get in the school laboratory. This good thing is called ether. At this moment my pocket

There is such a thing in the library - a towel soaked in ether.

Noon, time is 12:30

Footsteps, the clatter of keys, the sound of doors opening...

Qianwen walked into the room and into the trap.

Before she could react to the changes in the room's furnishings, I had already taken action. Right hand tightly clamped from behind

He held Qianwen in his hand and pressed the ether-soaked towel tightly against her mouth with his left hand.

One minute, two minutes...five minutes later, Qianwen fainted. Ten minutes later, she woke up. Four

His limbs were bound and he was fixed in the center of the iron frame in a spread-eagle position, standing upright. A man stood in front of her.

She was wearing a blue T-shirt, shorts, and slippers. Eyes blazing.

This person is me.

Qianwen wanted to scream, but her mouth was blocked. I told her that her mouth was stuffed with my panties soaked with my semen. she

Anger blazed in his eyes. I smiled back at her and gave her a light kiss on her proud face.

Last time I admired Qianwen's beautiful figure in the dark while she was dressed, this time I want to admire her naked

Her beautiful body. Qianwen was wearing a long white dress and was tied to the bed by me, like a saint about to be crucified.

female.

I unbuttoned the two buttons on the right shoulder of the dress, and the four buttons on the right waist.

Slipped off. The only one left was the saint wearing only her underwear.

Humiliation and anger made Qianwen tremble slightly. And I just smiled at her mischievously.

I was not in a hurry to strip her naked; I had plenty of time. I decided not to take off Qianwen's clothes with my hands anymore.

I give up. I need something more exciting. But first, I took off my clothes—all of them. Stand up

I felt a little shy about his private parts, but I ignored them.

With my hands on the two long sides of the iron frame, I covered Qianwen under my body and began to help her with my mouth.

Clear the last obstacles from your body. Starting from her neck, my lips moved all the way to her left shoulder. Teeth bit her

The bra strap was pulled down, all the way over her left shoulder; similarly, the right strap was pulled down with her teeth. black

The white bra was in free fall and stayed on the ground. Qianwen's round shoulders and firm breasts are revealed.

I was burning with desire.

I knelt down, hugged Qianwen's legs with both hands, and pressed my face against Qianwen's flower house. The wonderful smell of the flower room

Fills my nostrils.

My teeth are working again, but this time I am biting Qianwen's panties - the panties are covering Qianwen's pubic area.

Narrow band of lips. As I pulled down, I heard Qianwen moaning softly - I accidentally bit her pussy.

Pubic hair.

I'm sorry, Qianwen!

Her slightly parted legs seemed to prevent me from taking off her last bit of covering. I'm crazy, angry, teeth

He tore Qianwen's black panties apart like a beast.

Qianwen's legs were left with red lines as a result. Just as the waves on the Mirror Lake make it calmer,

These red lines make Qianwen's legs look even whiter and smoother like jade.

The virgin was finally naked. Her mysterious forbidden area now shyly appeared in front of me: white and flat

Below the lower abdomen, a small tuft of black and shiny pubic hair surrounds two plump labia. In the middle of the labia, there are two pink

The petals seem to open and close, shading the entrance to the Peach Blossom Spring. A thin film is blocking there——It is Qianwen's virginity

Membrane.

"Ah!" I actually screamed out excitedly. Qianwen is so beautiful——her arms are raised involuntarily,

Her armpits were exposed to me, and they were smooth and empty. The legs were involuntarily spread apart,

Presented to me, her hymen is so perfect!

I couldn't stand it any longer. Qianwen's eyes full of anger constantly arouse my lust.

As soon as his hands touched Qianwen's breasts, he couldn't help but grab them. Try your best to squeeze Qian

Wen was in so much pain that he wanted to die. The snow-white and soft breasts suddenly became covered with red marks and lost their shape.

As soon as the hands left, the mouth followed. Like a baby, I sucked Qianwen's cherry-like nipples. cross

The mouth opened wider and wider as if it wanted to swallow the entire breast. Qianwen's moans became louder and louder.

The hands that left the breasts were not idle. They roamed on Qianwen's pink back and on Qianwen's buttocks.

In Qianwen's greenhouse. Wherever he went, disaster struck.

The teasing was constantly escalating, but Qianwen's lower body was not wet at all. I can't control my lust, virgin

But he held his ground again and again.

I don't care about that!

With both hands tightly grasping Qianwen's buttocks, his lower body was facing Qianwen's jade gate, one backward and the other forward.

"Swish!" My lower body suddenly penetrated without a trace of mercy.

The pain and anger caused Qianwen to spasm, and the struggle of her limbs left deep marks on her hands and feet. Qianwen vagina

The excitement made me lose myself and start pounding with the force of a mighty army.

Two lines of tears flowed from Qianwen's eyes, and blood flowed from her lower body. The blood follows Qianwen's white skin

The legs flow all the way down to the heels. Dripping on the sheets, roses bloomed. Lubricated tight vagina feels like unobstructed

The avenue inspired me to pursue it relentlessly.

After pumping for ten minutes in this vagina which was ten thousand times tighter than Yi's, I ejaculated.

I hugged Qianwen tightly and blocked her vagina with my soft lower body, leaving all the semen inside her vagina.

in the body.

Sitting on the ground, I admired this virgin again. Now, she was in tears. I think she must feel

She felt the burning sensation brought by my hot semen, because her proud white face was now as red as the morning glow. Her lower body

It's completely wet. Her blood, my semen, and the honey from her clitoris mixed together, covering her red and swollen

's vagina.

I walked behind her and wanted to admire the beautiful woman's naked back. But when I saw her raised buttocks,

The body becomes erect again.

I hugged her from behind, rubbing her breasts with my left hand and stroking her vagina with my right hand, squeezing her honey juice bit by bit.

The point is guided into the posterior vagina. Gradually, Qianwen's anus became wet. I aimed at it, thrust my waist forward, and inserted the whole thing.

Qianwen fainted from the pain.

ah! Too tight. The penis could barely breathe. After just ten strokes, the semen entered Qianwen's body again.

Inside.

In one hour, I fucked Qianwen six times, alternating between front and back. Qianwen was constantly awakened by the pain,

Fainted from the pain.

After resting for ten minutes, I flattened the iron frame and put it away. Because Qianwen's breasts are too attractive, I

It counts as having breast sex with her.

I spread my legs and clamped Qianwen's breasts, then put my lower body into Qianwen's deep cleavage. Qianwen's honey juice

It's really the best lubricant. This sex position allows me to look Qianwen in the eye while doing it.

Looking at Qianwen's hateful eyes, I reached climax again and again. Just when I was about to burst into tears again,

I suddenly had an idea, so I clamped Qianwen's mouth tightly, opened it slightly, took out the panties from her mouth, and poured a stream of

The thick and hot semen shot into her mouth, and the large amount of semen almost suffocated Qianwen.

In a fit of rage, Qianwen fainted, and I, whose desire had been completely vented, felt a mixture of regret and pity.

Collection——I once loved Qianwen so much.

I untied Qianwen's limbs, held her unconscious body and laid her on the still white sheets. Follow

He also lay down on his back.

My lower body was facing Qianwen's buttocks, my chest was surrounding Qianwen's pink back, and my legs were entangled with her

My hands caressed her heart, and my face was pressed against Qianwen's black hair.

We slept in each other's arms like a pair of lovers - listening to each other's heartbeats, waiting for each other to wake up,

It seems that they will accompany each other for the rest of their lives...

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I wanted to be Qianwen's lover so much, but I lacked the courage and could not suppress my desire, so I did that.

Something that hurt Qianwen.

In this sequel, I want to write about how Qianwen and I became true lovers and how we lived happily together.

live.

What I want to say is that happiness can be achieved naturally. "Snatching" will hurt others and

Make yourself sad.

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Dedicated to Qianwen

The severe pain in my abdomen woke me up, and what I saw was shocking: Qianwen was holding a

The knife was covered in blood - the blood was mine, my whole body was trembling, and my eyes were filled with anger and fear.

My lower abdomen was bleeding and in great pain. The pain makes me cramp, but my heart is calm.

All this was within my expectations. Even if she stabbed me when I was awake, I would still be so calm.

He showed a grateful smile to Qianwen. The blood was leaving my body little by little. I seemed to be waiting for death. I felt dizzy.

It made it impossible for me to remain sitting, so I lay down.

Death often gives people courage they never had before. I plan to tell Qianwen my true feelings before I bleed to death.

As for the result, it's only useful to the living, I'm dead, so I don't care.

So, I told the story from our first encounter, our first conspiracy, all the way to the present day. I told her I was

Love, and constant longing.

I didn't ask for her forgiveness, because I thought it was unlikely and I was a man.

Husband, you have done it, are you still afraid of taking responsibility?

Just like falling asleep, my consciousness became increasingly blurred, and I began to feel that the person who was talking was not

I. Gradually, I couldn't hear anything being said. I think I'm going to die.

Good people are happy. They have a happy life when they are alive, and they can be accompanied by God and angels after they die.

Wear. Bad people are not like this. When they are alive, they are condemned by their conscience all day long, and after they die, they have to go to hell to suffer.

(Of course, such bad people are not thorough. Even if a real bad person goes to hell, he will be a devil instead of a prisoner.

offense). I am not a completely bad person, so I have suffered a lot of condemnation from my conscience and I am ready to go to hell to be punished.

Penalty.

The merciful God was willing to be wounded by Satan in order to influence him with sincerity. Miracles and surprises exist in life.

Maybe God created all this.

The magical light illuminated my humble body and brought me back to consciousness.

I was actually lying on the snow-white bed, and the pain in my abdomen seemed to have disappeared.

"Heaven, this must be heaven. Although I never dared to hope to receive God's mercy."

Heaven is free, so I wanted to shout out, so that my joy could find its home, but before I could shout

A voice came into my ears: "2078, take medicine."

Then, a man dressed in white gave me a medicine bottle and a glass of water.

"Do people in heaven also need to take medicine?"

I was still in shock, and my mind seemed to be very slow. After thinking for a long time, I got a surprising answer.

The funny answer: I am still alive.

"Oh my god, I can't even die to apologize?!" Now I finally understand Yin Zhiping's heart in The Return of the Condor Heroes

Affection.

I wanted to get out of bed and leave this place, because I wanted to find a place to hide so Qianwen couldn't find me.

Less my heart will be better. However, as soon as I exerted a little force, my abdomen felt like it was being cut by a thousand knives, and the pain made me

I lost my balance and fell heavily to the ground, and the wound on my abdomen seemed to burst open.

The nurse (I now know that the person in white is a nurse) immediately ran over and asked, "Your girlfriend is expensive."

I went through so much trouble to get you here, and my wound has just been sewn up, what do you want now? "

"My girlfriend?"

I didn't pay much attention to the nurse's impatient scolding, but the word "girlfriend" gave me a chill.

"Could it be Yi? Impossible. Then it's... Qianwen?"

I didn’t dare think about it anymore. My heart seemed to be bitten by thousands of ants - there was a mixture of itchiness and severe pain.

"I did that to her... her lower body was so swollen, how did she send me here... why did she do that to me?"

I? "I spent thirteen days in extreme speculation and the anxiety caused by speculation.

I was forced to leave the hospital with my knife wounds not fully healed - firstly, I didn't have enough money to pay for the hospitalization fee; secondly,

Come, I really want to see Qianwen again. I wanted to see if she was okay, even if she stabbed me a few thousand more times.

Qianwen moved, left the Taekwondo Club, and never went to the swimming pool again. She seemed to have disappeared from the world.

The guilt was tormenting me, getting worse day by day, but I still couldn't find Qianwen. This gives my life meaning

Doubts began to arise, and my ideas about the reality of the world began to waver. But who caused all this? Qianwen

? Me?

I became addicted to the Internet, hanging out in the online world every day, sometimes playing the role of a good person, sometimes playing the role of a bad person.

Egg. No one knows who the other person is, and no one can actually hurt the other person. This may be one of the advantages of the Internet.

Some benefits. It was in this fake world that I was lucky enough to find Qianwen, to find what I had lost or never had.

The true love I have ever received.

That day, I was browsing the Internet like every other day, and unexpectedly I found a beautiful

On - a person's personal web page. Although I know that all this is illusory, but that melancholy blue, that

The vague sadness and elusive beauty reminded me of someone, and also made the wounds that I thought had already scabbed over

The mouth opened again.

"Qianwen! Is this Qianwen?" I have never felt so conflicted: I hope it is, but I am also afraid that if it is true...

talk……

Time dilutes the pain, but at the same time melts the courage.

Now, I really don’t know if I have the courage to see Qianwen again. Although I don’t expect her to forgive me, I feel very sorry for her.

Falling in love is basically a fantasy.

My love for her has not faded with time but has become stronger and stronger, just like aged wine.

Just as I was thinking about this and that, the owner of the webpage clicked on me.

"Who are you?"

I felt guilty and my mouth was clumsy. I couldn't think of how to respond for a moment.

"Run away!" And I "ran away".

But the webpage seemed to cast a spell on me. For the next week, I couldn't stop thinking about it and wanted to

with her. I noticed that I was getting thinner and all my clothes seemed to be one size bigger.

It seems that what the ancients said in their poems is true. Regardless of whether it is vulgar or not, I want to say it out loud, "I am so exhausted for her."

I am haggard, and my clothes are getting loose, but I never regret it. "It's not that I regret it, it's that there is no need to regret it, because my weight loss seems to be uncontrollable.

I finally went to that webpage again, that sad and beautiful world.

"Who are you?" The "voice" of my master that makes me uneasy appeared again.

"XX" I replied to my name, because I always feel that things in the world are impermanent and life is invisible, so I

Gave myself a name that means nothing.

"XX?" the master asked.

"XX!" I said affirmatively.

"hello?"

"Hello."

"Do you like this?"

"Um!"

"Tell me about it?"

"Blue is like the sea, I am like a fish, you are a mermaid, your music is beautiful, and the fish are happy."

"Heh..." The first conversation ended with her questions and my answers. I was so passive.

After that, every time I went online, I would chat with her. Gradually, we laughed more and more, and my life seemed to be getting better.

color.

One month later, I received an e-mail: "The sea is bustling with fish,

The sea girls are beautiful because of the fish, and the sea girls are happy because of the fish. XX, are you happy today? "

Happy, very happy! How can I not be happy if the imaginary Qianwen can "date" with me like this?

But this seems a bit unfair to the owner of the webpage. Oh, how could I be so stupid to date someone like that?

It’s been a long time, and I still don’t know her “name”.

I have to ask her, maybe she is Qianwen!

So I replied to the e-mail:

"I'm fine, thank you for saying that to me, I'm glad. Also - please forgive me for my inconsiderateness.

And presumptuous——mayIyourname? "

There was an immediate reply: "I can't hand in my exam paper. This is a riddle. I'll tell you if you figure it out.

My name, who made you so careless? "

My head suddenly became several times bigger. I have always thought that guessing riddles is a difficult task, let alone guessing wrong.

How embarrassing - I think every man doesn't want to make a fool of himself in front of the woman he loves.

I thought and thought, but I couldn't figure it out. A sentence suddenly popped up in my mind: "Qianwen, help me!"

Hey, I got it. If you can’t hand in your paper for the imperial examination, doesn’t that mean you “owe the paper”? ha! Guessed it.

"Qianwen, the answer is Qianwen, right? Tell me your name quickly." I immediately replied e-m

ail.

"You are such an idiot!" she answered me.

I don't understand, why am I so stupid? Didn’t you guess it? oh! "I owe you a lot of money", could it be Qianwen? Excitement

My heartbeat quickened, and thinking of the past, I became extremely depressed: "So what if it was really her?"

Shield, I hurriedly logged off.

Just keep a relationship with her online? This is undoubtedly the best way, but one day cannot make up for my mistakes.

If I lose, I will suffer one more day.

No, I have to try, at least let me know whether she is Qianwen or not, I want to make the final decision.

What is determined is not only the guilt but also the love that I have never let go.

Another e-mail: "I want to see you. If you are willing to see me, come to Lover's Road at 8:00 tomorrow night.

The Red Tea House is waiting for me. ＸＸ". I regretted it as soon as I sent it, but the letter cannot be taken back.

The next day, I arrived at the agreed place at six o'clock, but I didn't dare to go in. I think, watching her from a distance

Eyes, maybe not? Just be a coward for once.

Einstein described the theory of relativity: "When you are waiting for your lover, a second seems like a year, and when you spend a night with your lover,

At the same time, ten thousand years is also one second. "My situation is the same as the first half of the sentence."

The hour hand finally reluctantly pointed to 8. My eyes became busy, afraid of missing it, and afraid of not being able to avoid it.

And being seen by her.

God said the sky was too pale, so clouds appeared. God said the world was too desolate, so humans appeared. God says

Adam was too lonely, so Eve was born. The night wind felt that my eyes were too lonely, so it sent me Qianwen.

Qianwen seemed to want to forget the past, so she didn't wear white; however, the melancholy brought by the pain made her fall into

Dark blue. Her hair seemed to be longer, past her shoulders. Her original coldness and now melancholy made her even more beautiful.

Korea.

The Yue girl Xi Shi became more beautiful because of her heartache, but people only saw her beauty and did not feel the heartache.

Poor thing.

The same is true for Qianwen. And all of this was caused by me.

"Go see her, you coward!" I took a few steps forward. "What will you face?"

The fear that stretched out from my knowledge pulled me back.

Qianwen was sitting at the door, watching the night view through the glass window. Did she know that I was also watching the night view?

What about the corner?

The two different ideas made me take a few steps forward and then step back, then take a few steps forward and then step back again. Gradually like this

The "forward" and "backward" turned into pacing. I paced back and forth in front of the red teahouse, and time also paced back and forth with me

I paced from eight to nine, and it seemed that I would continue to pace. Time was trying to fight with me, but I first

If I quit, how can I fight against time?

The important thing is that Qianwen didn't want to wait any longer. She stood up, pushed open the glass door of the red teahouse, and walked out into the night breeze.

Her long hair was caressed by the wind and fluttered. Her long skirt was blown up by the wind, revealing her infinitely beautiful curves.

Wire.

"Let me see her off," I said to myself, even though I knew I was deceiving myself. I just wanted to know where she lived.

What right do I have to protect her?

Just like that, she walked in the night wind, and I followed behind her. The streets are brightly lit, the black sky and the dim

The lights make the world look extremely profound.

Qianwen's home seemed very remote, and I was glad that I had the courage to follow her - in such a remote place,

Such a beautiful girl, even if you have never met her before, you should protect the flower messenger, not to mention that she is Qianwen...

At a corner, a few drunks hooked their shoulders, put their arms around each other's backs, and staggered along the street.

Hit it. Qianwen seemed to be entangled by them and could not get out of their "encirclement".

It seems that he is also touching me.

I was furious, my eyes were like burning fire (I couldn't see myself, but they must have been very red), regardless of my strength

I rushed forward and said, "Stop it, fucking stop it!"

I tried my best to lower my head, hoping to hide my face in the night so that Qianwen would not see it. I think I

At that time, I should be like a fighting bull, with my head down and red eyes, rushing here and there, and I don't know how many punches I received.

The foot seemed to have been stabbed.

I feel the life draining away again, the drunks seem to be scared away by my madness, as if they are not crazy enough

Like crazy.

"I'm afraid I'm really going to heaven this time." I thought vaguely, "I wonder if Qianwen has

thing. "

Not knowing whether she was safe may be the only regret in my life, but it was also this regret that saved me from the devil.

The door closed, bringing me to a world of incomparable happiness.

It was the hospital again. This time I didn’t treat the nurse as an angel. I just asked people everywhere, “Have you seen Qianwen?”

? Is she okay? "As a result, I was sent from the emergency room to the psychiatric department in a confused manner. Oh my God, is this the end?

Is God trying to play a joke on me at this time?

I repeatedly said I was fine and I just wanted to know the whereabouts of my friend. But no one believed me. There is a person

He actually asked me what 1+1 equals. Fuck your grandma (pardon my swear words).

"Where is my friend? Where is Qianwen? Please tell me!" The repression of the past few years has made me almost

Almost cried.

"Who is your friend?" a familiar voice sounded in my ears.

"Qianwen!" I shouted desperately.

Let the past be the past. No matter whether Qianwen forgives me or not, I will shout out this thing that haunts me.

The name of the dream.

"Don't think that I will forget everything just because you saved me. I will never forgive you!" Qianwen seemed

She almost cried, the pain from the past making her unable to control herself.

No matter what I say, as long as Qianwen is willing to talk to me, I would be willing to die a thousand times. I'm actually nervous

"Qianwen finally talks to me! Qianwen finally talks to me!" I shouted

Wear.

"And you still say you're not crazy!" muttered the doctor who asked me what one plus one equals.

I ignored all that. I just felt that it would be nice to see Qianwen again and talk to her (even if she scolded me).

I am the happiest person in the world.

My injuries were serious - two broken ribs, several stab wounds in the abdomen, and

The situation got worse. Qianwen took care of me with a cold face every day, and as long as I was not in a coma, I would always look at her

"giggle". Sometimes she couldn't help scolding me, but the more she scolded me, the brighter she smiled. Her face is often

So red, so beautiful!

I seem to be getting better slowly, but the doctor always says I need to stay in the hospital for observation. I run around everywhere when I'm angry,

Wen would look for me in every ward, and every time she found me I would smile foolishly at her and admire her blushing face.

I think that was the happiest moment of my life.

One time I hid in the doctor's office to let her look for me a little longer. I hid so quietly that I could not see her.

Even the doctor didn't find me. I watched the doctors busying themselves, waiting for Qianwen to come see me.

Qianwen finally came, but she did not ask the doctor about my whereabouts. Instead, she seemed to have made an appointment with the doctor.

Sitting on the chair in the office.

The doctor raised his head from his busy schedule and said, "Miss Qianwen, right?"

"Yeah." Qianwen answered concisely.

"You should be prepared. Your boyfriend is not doing well. He already has a tumor in his brain.

It is a latent benign tumor. The impact on his brain this time was so severe that the tumor has a tendency to become malignant. "

I only saw Qianwen's cold and arrogant face turned even paler, but I was not affected by what the doctor said. First of all, I don't

First, I believe in him very much; second, I feel that I should have died long ago. I hurt Qianwen like that, but now I have Qianwen's careful care.

Look, I have no regrets even if I die. I just can't bear to part with Qianwen, and the beauty of the master of the deep sea and the sea girl.

Piano sound.

However, Qianwen's increasingly pale face and increasingly moist eyes shocked me. Qianwen cared about my life.

Are you dead? Will she cry for me? In addition, this is the second time someone has called Qianwen my girlfriend.

I didn't seem to feel any discomfort in my head, so I took advantage of the fact that everyone in the doctor's office had left.

Also left.

When I returned to the ward, I saw Qianwen sitting on my bed, motionless, staring at the patient like a stone statue.

The door of the room. I wanted to smile at her again, I wanted to make her happy, but she suddenly jumped up like crazy.

Come and hug me suddenly. These actions seemed to have been brewing for a long time, or she was sitting here just to play this.

Make up your mind.

"Who are you? The devil? Or the little fish? Or no one? Why did you hurt me?"

You want to save me again? Why should I kill you and save you? Why is all this happening? She was hysterical.

Shouting, as if asking me, as if asking myself, and even more like asking the world.

I didn't move, letting her hold me like a piece of wood, a piece of wood wrapped in sadness, a piece of wood wrapped in tears.

A piece of wet wood, a piece of wood that is about to wither. Qianwen held me like a drowning person holding a life-saving straw.

Like, fell asleep. Of course I slept too, but my eyes were open.

I think that night allowed me to truly escape from my past and the guilt that was chasing me. I felt Qianwen's original

Forgiveness, and also feel Qianwen's love.

Later Qianwen told me that she had actually spotted me in the corner that night, and those hooligans were just her distant relatives.

The fight was nothing but a murder...

She said she fell in love with the little fish in the deep sea, and she said she didn’t know where to go…

I listened and I believed it was all true. I am happy about these facts and feel extremely blessed.

I wanted to wipe away the tears on Qianwen's face with my hands, but I was afraid that she would suddenly disappear, and that all this was just a dream. but

I don't care about that!

I kissed Qianwen on the face again, kissing away her tears, kissing her beautiful face red, kissing warm

Her tortured heart...

It's very strange. The doctor said that the tumor in my brain could turn malignant at any time, but Qianwen and I are living happily.

To this day, I am still healthy, happy and blessed. Perhaps it was Qianwen’s love that saved me.

God said that humans were too greedy, so he drove Adam and Eve out of the Garden of Eden and banished them to the human world to endure the sufferings of

pain.

God is wrong because humans are creatures that can create happiness from pain. Adam and Eve leave