Fang's Autobiography 3/3 (Celebrity Adult Novel)

Three months later, it was already winter. After the previous stage of demonstration and planning, the plan made by Xu Bin's company had been approved by the government and began to be officially implemented. He was assigned the largest and earliest implementation part of the company. From then on, he was no longer punctual for get off work and often had social engagements. At first, at my request, he would take me with him, but later he slowly stopped taking me with him, saying that he didn't want others to talk too much. I really had a lot of opinions about this. You are taking your own wife, what can others say? It's obvious that you are trying to put me off. If you don't want to take it, just say so. Why do you have to make excuses?

Actually, I went with him not because I was greedy, I just didn't want to be away from him for too long. We were supposed to be at work, and we had been separated for nearly ten hours. I thought about him all the time. I finally waited until the time to see him after get off work, but now we have to have dinner separately. How could you make me suffer like this? Besides, I am very afraid that when he is entertaining guests, he will be tempted by the bosses of the construction teams. I have heard that many contractors, in order to curry favor with the owners, often call a few beautiful young ladies to accompany them to drink, sing and sleep. Now Xu Bin is the owner's representative. Who can guarantee that the construction team bosses who invite him to dinner will not do this? He will never know how I got through the time when he was attending social events, and what kind of torment I went through. I think if this goes on for a long time, I will go crazy.

Chapter 12: My Second Marriage (VI)

In recent days, I have been disturbed by Xu Bin's social engagements, and I have been unhappy. While waiting for Xu Bin to come home, I made an appointment with several colleagues to play mahjong again. At the mahjong table, they kept saying that I had forgotten my previous gambling friends since I started dating Xu Bin, and they also scolded me for putting women before friends.

In fact, when I was playing mahjong with them, my mind was not on mahjong at all. I was always wondering what Xu Bin was doing now? Will I really lie on top of a woman and insert the treasure that should belong to me into that shameless cunt? The more I think about it, the more depressed I feel. I want to rush over and slap that woman hard on the head.

It was not until nine o'clock in the evening that I received a call from Xu Bin who had returned to the community and asked me where I was. I was still angry, so I said lightly, "I'm playing mahjong with my colleagues. You go home first. A colleague will take me back later." Then I hung up the phone.

Only after I knew Xu Bin had returned did I start playing mahjong with full concentration. By the time I finished playing at around 11 o'clock in the evening, I had recovered the money I had lost.

When I saw Xu Bin's sleeping face, my anger disappeared immediately. I couldn't help but lean over and kiss him. I gently pulled open the quilt, fearing that my cold feet would touch him and wake him up. I could only resist the urge to get close to him. I half-lying down with my hands supporting my face, staring closely at the man I loved deeply. For some reason, the song "Makes Me Happy, Makes Me Sad" suddenly came to my mind. Xu Bin really made me happy and sad.

In the next two months, I lived in a conflicted mood. When I saw him in person, my anger would disappear, but if he came home late, I would become restless and uneasy. That kind of mood was really unbearable. Under the nourishment of his love, I was rosy-cheeked and in a good mood after the divorce, and the skin on my face became especially smooth and moist. But recently I seem to have a serious illness. My expression at work often returns to my previous dazed and restless state. I always show my joy, anger, sorrow and happiness on my face, so many old colleagues can see my mood at a glance.

Because of the knot in my heart, it also affected our sexual relationship. I was no longer as devoted as before, and the impression of him being with other women appeared in my mind from time to time. I remember that one time I was so angry that I pushed him down, and he fell off the bed. One of his fingers was swollen. I saw that the finger under his head was very swollen. I really regretted it at that time. I grabbed that finger with heartache and kissed it gently.

After I whispered sorry, Xu Bin shook his head at me and said, "It's okay. Because the last marriage hurt you so much, you have a habit of feeling disgusted after lying on you, so you pushed me down violently. Things will get better slowly." After pushing him down, she used the excuse that she pushed him off the bed because she was thinking of her ex-husband.

I felt guilty at that time, so I hugged him tightly apologetically, buried my head in his arms, whispered words of apology, and repeatedly nagged him not to abandon me. He hugged me tightly and assured me that he would never dislike me or be angry with me. He kept persuading me to forget all the past. He also said that even if I couldn't forget it immediately, I should keep it in a corner and try to forget where I kept it. I must look forward and greet our beautiful tomorrow with the right attitude.

In the next few days, Xu Bin always got off work on time. After being able to see him on time, I was in a very good mood, and all the previous unhappiness was swept away. I put my arms around my husband's waist, touched his bulging crotch through his pants, and got home on time with him in a cheerful mood. As soon as I closed the door, I turned around and hugged him, stood on tiptoe and kissed him wetly, and tore off his coat very eagerly. Right at the door, I knelt on the floor in the living room. Although the temperature of the floor was very low in winter, I still didn't care and held his thick and long penis in my mouth, constantly rotating on the penis, glans, scrotum, and even around the scrotum and anus, I sucked them all for him. I licked it once, and finally held the glans in my mouth, letting him ejaculate in my mouth.

Although I took the initiative to put it in my mouth when I had sex with Xu Bin for the first time, it was the first time for both of us and the first time in my life that he ejaculated in my mouth. I felt the thick semen, which was greasy, astringent and a little salty. I even stuck out my tongue to show him the semen he ejaculated in my mouth. Finally, after I stood up, I pretended to kiss him. He smiled and shook his head and quickly took out a napkin, letting me spit the remaining semen on the paper.

We hadn't done it properly for a long time, which led to him delivering the goods in a very short time tonight. From the feeling in my mouth and the consistency of the semen spit on the paper, I believe that he has not delivered the goods recently, so I felt more relieved. After quickly washing up in the bathroom, I couldn't wait to go to the bedroom.

After kissing him for a long time, I got into the quilt and held that lovely baby in my mouth again, thinking to myself that I must make it up to him tonight. The dry vaginal opening of the past few days has become more and more moist as I feel happy. My vagina has also begun to throb constantly, and even my thighs are tense and taut, shaking from time to time.

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"My weak breathing was also weakening. His thick, long and hard penis was thrusting hard for a long time. The feeling of being in ecstasy and wanting to fly made me love that penis that gave me happiness and satisfaction. Before Xu Binfa gave up his life essence, I wanted to hold that baby in my mouth again. It was really the source of my happiness, stimulation, excitement and satisfaction.

But this happiness only lasted a few days before it was broken by him again. Before leaving get off work, I received a call from Xu Bin: "Hello, Fang, there is an internal company dinner today. Maybe we will go to the cafe after dinner. Otherwise, you can go home first, so as not to wait for me too late and catch a cold sitting on the motorcycle." "Why do you have another dinner today? Oh, I don't know why you have so many dinners. I can't figure out whether it is true or false?" There was obvious distrust in my tone.

"Fang, when have I ever lied to you? You know, I actually don't like this kind of dinner party, but there is really no other way. You can go to your mother's house for dinner after get off work and go home early. It's very cold at night, so you'd better take a taxi." He still used these few words to deal with me.

"No, I'll wait for you to come back and pick me up. I'm not afraid of the cold. I'll wait for you at my mom's place anyway." I don't want to go home alone. It's so boring to be alone at home!

"Well, okay then. Anyway, I'll come back to pick you up right after I'm done." Xu Bin had no choice but to agree to pick me up. Actually, I had another idea. Why do we have to go for coffee after dinner? If you have time to spend with your colleagues, why don’t you make time to spend with me!

After dining at my mother's house, my sister, brother-in-law and I went to their house. He Yong diligently made coffee for my sister and me, and even placed a lot of newly bought snacks on the coffee table in front of our seats.

"Xu Bin will be home early tonight. Usually, company dinners involve drinking. You can just sit and chat with Qiufang. We haven't talked for a long time. I'm going to Boss Cai's house to discuss some business." After He Yong finished everything, he said to me with a smile.

"Talk about business? What business are you talking about at night? Don't you have time to talk during the day? Why don't you just say you're going to play cards? You think I'm an idiot, don't you? I was fooled by you." Sister Qiufang spoke like a machine gun.

"Haha, if we really want to talk about business, you should chat with your sister. My staying here will only disturb your conversation. I'm leaving now." He said as he backed out of the living room, opened the door and left as if he was escaping.

Until the sound of the security door closing was heard, Qiufang was still shouting that she was not allowed to go, and said that if she went there, she should not go home and would lock the door later.

"It's rare for He Yong to go out to play cards, so you don't have to worry about it. As a man, as long as he doesn't go out to play with women, don't worry about him playing cards for a long time." I feel that He Yong is quite pitiful.

"Sister, how do you know if he was playing cards? You don't know what he does after he goes out. Do you think there are still good men nowadays? Who doesn't want to go out and have an affair?" My sister looked relentless, and I thought to myself, He Yong has already gone out, there is no point in your howling.

"Sister, Xu Bin has more and more social engagements now, so you have to take care of him and ask him not to drink too much. Being drunk is harmful to the body." My sister mentioned Xu Bin as if to remind me, so I took out my cell phone from my bag.

"Hey, why are you so noisy? Then you'd better drink less and don't get drunk. Go home after dinner. I'll wait for you at my sister's house." "Fang, today is a welcome dinner for several new colleagues in our company. Several of them have already fallen asleep. The boss just said that we should go to the cafe to sit for a while after dinner to sober up those who drank too much. So we won't get up early tonight." Xu Bin explained.

I was thinking to myself, people only sober up when they’re drunk! You're not drunk, why do you want to stay?

Can't you come home and spend more time with me? But I didn’t want my sister to see how unhappy I was, so I had to stop calling him.

"Hey, Xu Bin is still better. Look at He Yong, he said he was in the glass business, but the year is almost over, and he didn't make much money this year. Last night I asked him how much he earned this year. Haha, it's amazing that he could tell, it was only more than 50,000 yuan." My sister is saying bad things about He Yong again. I always think that He Yong is a very good person, very straightforward, and never haggles over anything.

"Sister, I advise you not to take money too seriously. The key is the relationship between the two of you. If your relationship is not good, you will not be happy no matter how rich you are. I have always felt that He Yong is a very good person, enthusiastic and casual, and he has always cared about you and often bought things for you. Don't be ungrateful. Where can you find such a man in today's society?" I hurried to say something good for He Yong. In fact, I was really angry when I saw my sister's attitude towards He Yong. He Yong, who was seven years older than her, was like her son and was controlled by him.

"Hey, I didn't want to tell you, but actually He Yong is not as good as you think. Sister, I really have no place to seek justice. In our family's impression, He Yong is as good as a perfect person. If we quarrel, they will help He Yong, thinking that I have been bullying him. Actually, sister, do you know? In fact, he has been playing with women outside without telling me, and he is so bad. He saved the names of those women in his mobile phone, and the names saved were something like "General Manager" and "Worker". You would never notice it at first glance, and you would always think they were his business people. That night, it was late at night, and at one o'clock in the morning, I seemed to hear a text message. I got up and saw that it was his mobile phone. While he was still sleeping soundly, I secretly read the text message. It was sent by General Yan: Yong, do you want to come over tomorrow? I miss you so much. It's so late, thinking that you will come tomorrow, I am so excited that I can't sleep. Love you, Yan Yanyan. Hey." After saying this, my sister started crying.

I hugged my sister, standing there at a loss, really not knowing how to start the conversation, so I just pulled a few napkins from the coffee table and handed them to her. She took them and wiped her eyes.

"Sister, I was so angry that night that I wanted to go to the kitchen, get a kitchen knife to cut off his penis and feed it to the dog. I was so angry that I was weak all over, gasping for breath and staring. After I calmed down a little, I threw my cell phone in his face. After he woke up, he was still swearing. I threw the remote control at him again. I was so angry that I couldn't say a word. Then he came to his senses. After checking the text messages on his cell phone, he knelt on the bed and begged for mercy. It turned out that the woman was an inspector in the factory of his supplier. He didn't go there many times, but he had already slept with her. Do you think He Yong is an honest man?" My sister told me that when she found out that He Yong was playing with women outside, he was so good at it and how good he was at covering it up.

After comforting my sister, I asked her how she planned to deal with this matter. What else can I do if my sister tells me?

Your sister has already divorced. If she divorces again, how can my mother live with dignity if the news gets out? She can only swallow her anger and ask him to write a letter of guarantee.

I know that the guarantee letter is useless, but I don't want to irritate her anymore. I can only comfort her. Since He Yong wrote it, he should change. Let his sister give him some dignity and retreat, let him keep his heart at home and live a peaceful and stable life in the next life. I also advised her to pay attention to her attitude in the future and not always treat him like a child. Even if part of his heart has slipped out the door, she must find a way to pull it back. After all, He Yong's true character is still good.

When she slowly calmed down, I joked about her and Wu Xue, saying that she had already taken revenge anyway, and she shouldn't bother about it anymore. If He Yong knew that she and Wu Xue had a story, he would be so mad that he might even be even angrier. He would definitely scold me for not closing my door properly and letting another man open it. So what reason do I have to criticize him?

Speaking of Wu Xue, Qiu Fang's face changed color again, and soon turned red. Seeing me staring at her, she sighed again and said, "Sister, only you know about this, how could you let him know?

"I told her that if she didn't want others to know, she had better not do it herself. It was only a matter of time before she was exposed. I also asked her if they were still seeing each other.

After looking at me for a while, he told me what happened between her and Wu Xue. It turned out that their first time was in my sister's shop, and he had harassed my sister several times. My sister had the urge to try again. The next night, after hearing the sounds of sex between Xu Bin and me, He Yong rushed to fuck her pussy. Maybe he was too excited after hearing the noises we made. He didn't last long and he gave up hastily without satisfying my sister's desire at all.

The next day, Wu Xue came to my sister's shop again. When no one was around, he touched her butt, hugged her and rubbed her breasts, which aroused her desire that had accumulated last night. So my sister did not resist anymore and let him do what he wanted. In the end, he stripped her naked and put her on the desk. Wu Xue hurriedly closed the shop door and began to take off his pants and clothes on the way back. When he returned to the table, he penetrated Qiufang's pussy, which was already full of pussy juice. As he thrust in and out, my sister began to cooperate with him. Unfortunately, Wu Xue did not hold on for long and surrendered hastily.

Later, Wu Xue, who had tasted the sister's sex, still went to ask for sex, but the sister kept rejecting He Yong's desire to possess her body again, saying that she never wanted to do that again and let He Yong down. But after He Yong’s text message scandal, Wu Xue, who had never given up, continued to pester him.

This time, the younger sister took the initiative to take off her clothes and even reached out to touch Wu Xue's penis. The two of them had a very enjoyable time this time. Until today, Wu Xue came to the younger sister's shop, stripped her naked, held her in his arms, and played with her like a toy for the whole afternoon. Originally, the younger sister would definitely not let He Yong go out tonight, for she was afraid that He Yong would ask for sex at night. She was afraid that after being fucked by Wu Xue for an afternoon, her pussy would be swollen, which would give He Yong a sign, and only then would she let him go.

"Sister, I actually have always felt sorry for He Yong, and I also want to refuse Wu Xue's repeated fucking of me, but as long as he puts his hand into my lower body, even if he touches me through my pants, my body will become soft, and my pussy juice will gush out like a fountain, so I have no choice but to let him manipulate and play with me. In fact, I know that Wu Xue's vagina is not big, not even as thick and long as He Yong's, and it is not comparable to Xu Bin's vagina. He didn't fuck me for a long time, and he ejaculated faster than He Yong. Haha, it's at most one-third of the time that Bin fucked you, but it feels more comfortable when Wu Xue pokes me than when He Yong pokes me. I don't know why." After being fucked by two men, the girl actually made a comparison.

Before we knew it, we were talking until past eleven o'clock. I immediately called Xu Bin, and when I heard the music coming from the phone, I felt like I was being deceived by Xu Bin. I thought that Xu Bin did not go to the cafe this time, but was fooling around in a nightclub with a beautiful young lady.

"Hey, Xu Bin, you don't want to come back, right? Who are you trying to fool? It was clearly the sound from a nightclub, but you said you were going to a coffee shop. Are you trying to fool people? Why did you say it was a coffee shop? Why are you so lazy?"

Humph, you think I'm a three-year-old kid, right? Do you dare to swear on your son? You told me that if we hadn't been in the cafe, your son and your whole family would have had a miserable death? "I got so angry that I asked him a series of questions, but I didn't expect that he would hang up the phone when I mentioned swearing.

Although my sister kept reminding me to speak properly, I was so angry that I had lost my mind. How could I think about these things? When I mentioned asking him to swear in the name of his son and family, he actually turned off the phone. I was so angry that I called again, but he hung up after the call went through. I insisted on calling back today, but he hung up again. When I called back again, the phone was turned off.

My sister advised me not to be impulsive and blamed me for asking Xu Bin to swear in the name of his son and family. I refuted her on the spot and said, "If he didn't do that, what's wrong with swearing in the name of his son and the whole family? If he didn't lie to me, his son and family have nothing to do with each other. It's just because I guessed it, so he was afraid to swear." So Xu Bin didn't come to pick me up. I originally wanted to go find him, but my sister advised me not to escalate the conflict. Besides, I couldn't find him anyway, so I could only spend the night at my sister's house. After get off work the next day, I took a taxi to Xu Bin's company (I was working from 8 a.m. to 4 p.m., and he was working from 9 a.m. to 5 p.m.). At the bottom of the high-rise office building, I was stopped by the security guard who asked me to show my ID before I could go upstairs.

I had no choice but to wait at the gate. I waited until about 5:20 pm, when I saw him walking out with a few colleagues, talking and laughing. I wanted to rush up to him immediately, as I had been angry for a whole day and night, but he didn't take it seriously and was still talking and laughing. Later, I thought that I didn't want his colleagues to look down on him, so I endured it and didn't lose my temper.

I followed him to the parking lot, and when I saw him lower his head to insert the key into the car and prepare to start and drive away, I blocked his way and said loudly: "Xu Bin, have you found a new target? Now you don't even answer my calls or come home." After he turned off the engine, he looked at me in surprise, and then made a gesture for me to get in the car. I was very angry at that time, and I was wondering where he went last night? Who are you fooling around with? So I yelled angrily: "Do you think I'm so despicable? You command me as you please. When you want me, you let me get in the car. When you don't want me and have found a new target, I don't answer the phone or go home." "Fang, what's wrong with you? Get in the car first. This is not the place to talk about these things." He yelled at me a few words, then started the motorcycle without even raising his head.

Although I got into his car, I didn't want to touch his body, which might have been touched by other women last night, so I just put my arm around his waist and followed him as he drove out of the parking lot. After all, it was winter now, and I hadn't slept all night last night. I couldn't stand the cold wind in the car, and my body became even colder due to lack of sleep. Although I was sitting behind him, his body blocked a lot of my influence, and I, who was afraid of the cold, began to shiver.

Perhaps he felt that I was shaking from the cold, and he slowed down his driving speed significantly. Soon, I followed him into a cafe. After we sat down, he handed me the menu that the waiter had given him to order. "I'll have a cup of Blue Mountain. Take a look at it yourself. What would you like to drink?" I pushed the menu away and said to the waiter, "Cappuccino." Xu Bin was leisurely mixing the coffee. He took a sip and said, "Fang, I don't know what you said last night?

I really doubt if I heard it wrong. "" Am I wrong? Did I wrong you? Humph, stop crying thief. Which company doesn’t hold dinner parties on weekends? Is there any company that, after a dinner, would wait until after 11 o'clock to sober up before going home? Besides, it’s not the weekend. Next time you tell a lie, think harder beforehand and don’t treat me like an idiot. “My voice is not high, but my tone is very harsh.

"Fang, I don't want to explain anything, because I don't think it's necessary, but I can tell you responsibly that everything that happened last night was true, and you remember, I have never told you a lie." He still looked indifferent, which made me even more excited.

So I proposed to him again that I would only truly believe him if he swore on his son and family. Of course, although the oath may not necessarily come true, it is only a matter of time. If you always take your oath lightly, you will get the retribution sooner or later.

After hearing what I said, his expression slowly changed. His eyes looked like he wanted to kill me. He stared at me fiercely, his face turning blue. "I really think you are unreasonable. I don't want to hear about this oath again. I don't want to swear to make you believe what I said, so I won't swear, not to mention in the name of my son and family. There is one more thing I want to remind you. If two lovers can't trust and understand each other, it's best to end it immediately to avoid greater harm in the future." "What's the matter? If you are telling the truth, are you afraid of swearing? You will only be afraid of swearing if you have something to hide, right? Why are you so taboo about swearing?" I still stick to my principles.

"Waiter, pay the bill." After he paid the waiter, he turned to me and said, "Fang, let me make it clear today that I would never make such a vow. I don't think it's necessary. Let me make it clear again that I don't need to lie to you, and there's no need to swear to prove it. No matter what I say, I don't want to gain your trust by swearing. I hope you can calm down and think carefully about what I say. I'm going to practice golf soon. I don't have time to argue with you about this. You should go home first." After saying that, he picked up his bag and left.

I watched his back as he left and tears immediately fell. I didn't know what I had done wrong. I loved him so much and indulged him so much, but he treated me like this. I was wrong but he still treated me with such indifference. After sitting in the cafe for a long time, I left feeling exhausted.

"But why didn't he go home last night? Does he not go home just because we had a fight?" I once again raised the issue in my heart to the elder sister who was very kind to me.

After saying goodbye, my mood improved and I went home. When I saw the condition of the quilt and bed, I realized that Xu Bin did come back last night, but he just didn't come to pick me up. I felt relieved. He didn't have dinner just now and would definitely be hungry when he got home. So I went downstairs to buy him a lot of delicious food and let him eat when he came back.

At about ten o'clock, I heard the door open, so I immediately got up from the bed, turned on the light and went to pick him up. He saw that my attitude changed so quickly, and perhaps he was not used to it. He stared at me blankly for a long time. Until I took his bag, changed his slippers for him and hugged him, he was still deep in thought.

"Honey, let me run the water for you to take a bath." After I realized what went wrong last night, I hoped to gain his forgiveness through action.

"No, I played well and made a run there." I hugged him and went into the bedroom.

"Honey, let me pour you some water. You must be hungry. I bought these especially for you. Eat them quickly. I really don't want to let you starve." Seeing him start to eat, I felt happy. I also told him that today I went to my colleague's house. After her criticism, I realized my mistake and took the opportunity to admit my attitude problem to him. I asked him to understand me. Finally, I told him that I had such doubts because I loved him too much.

That night I took the initiative again, although his enthusiasm was not very high, but when I leaned over his lower body, used my mouth to help him take off his underwear, and held the salty penis in my mouth, and I licked and sucked it more vigorously that night, his masculine characteristics were highlighted again, and he stood tall on his waist again. After I lay down obediently, I let the thick, long and hard big LOU penetrate my flower house. Maybe we had a conflict last night, I always felt that he didn't seem that strong, I could only stimulate him with the calls and moans in my mouth.

Slowly he regained his strength, each time more violently than the last, each time penetrating straight into my uterus. His glans once again touched my tender uterus, making me feel itchy and very comfortable.

Chapter 13: My Second Marriage (Part 7)

After this first conflict between Xu Bin and I, we finally turned the danger into safety. As we lived together for longer periods of time, I got to know him better and better. I felt that Xu Bin was not as good as I had imagined. I don't deny that he does have many excellent qualities, but he also has as many shortcomings as his strengths.

During this period of time, I summarized Xu Bin's strengths: handsome, career-oriented, capable, generous, principled in dealing with people, etc.; at the same time, he also has many weaknesses: machismo, poor communication skills, weak when faced with problems, overly proud, not understanding women's needs, and unable to withstand criticism from others.

Every time we drive out, when there are conflicts on the road clearly because of other people's fault, the other party curses at him, but he just smiles. But I can't bear my husband being bullied at home, so I always jump out to argue with others. Several times I even want to avenge him, but he always persuades me to let it go and even drags me on the road. At that time, I felt very uncomfortable. I couldn't figure out whether he was a woman or I was a woman. I didn't know why he was so weak.

Another shortcoming of his is that he cannot bear being verbally abused. After being reprimanded by others or even by his superiors, even when he returns home, you can tell from his stern face that he must have been verbally abused that day. He often lies on the bed and smokes silently late at night, and sometimes you can even hear him sighing. It was because of this shortcoming that he had a very bad relationship with the vice president of his company last time. Even until now, even when they meet in the office, they are like strangers. I have always been worried about him for this. According to the nature of his unit, although his work ability is recognized by most people in the company, his character will definitely be detrimental to his future.

On the day before New Year's Day that year, the supervisor on his construction site invited him to go to Yangzhou with me. It was the first time for both of us to travel far away, and I was in a very good mood. But on the afternoon of New Year's Day, his mother called him, asking him why he was not at home to accompany his son. Seeing Xu Bin's red face and stammering on the phone, I got angry. Aren't you very good at speaking? He and his mother were like a mouse seeing a cat, so I snatched the phone.

"Auntie, it's like this. Xu Bin and I were picked up to Yangzhou by the supervisor on his construction site yesterday. We both haven't been to Yangzhou yet, so we'd like to take this opportunity to have a good time there. So we probably won't go home until tomorrow night to accompany our son. There's definitely no way we can do that now, so I can only ask you to take care of us." I said very politely.

His mother was very good at speaking on the phone. Although her words were polite, there was something else she meant. She meant that this was their family's private matter and she didn't want me to interfere. I got angry after hearing that, but after all, she was Xu Bin's mother and my future mother-in-law. I couldn't have a falling out with her before we even met.

Later, I kept using the excuse that I was afraid his mother would not agree to it, and asked him to hurry up and get the marriage certificate with me, but Xu Bin never agreed. Because of the argument on the phone, I had originally planned to go to his parents' house during the New Year with him, but now I have to give up the plan. In the future, I will find an opportunity to do ideological work on his mother. So Xu Bin was also very busy during this Chinese New Year, running back and forth between the two places.

After the contract for the house that I had rented out expired after the new year, I took it back and discussed with Xu Bin about moving back here and renting out the one I live in now. This house is close to the downtown area, close to my workplace, and lives in the same residential area as my mother and sister. Xu Bin agreed immediately. After looking at the facilities in the room that was taken back, he suggested moving the furniture used by the previous tenant to the second bedroom, buying a new set of furniture for the master bedroom, and also adding two air conditioners, a TV in the living room, and a set of sofas in the living room.

After moving back, I quickly rented out the apartment. I felt more and more comfortable living in a house with almost all new furniture. Moreover, all the expenses this time were paid by Xu Bin. In fact, I didn't want his money, I wanted him, because he was willing to spend so much money on my house, which showed that he would not show any signs of separating from me, and he accepted me as his wife.

After the New Year, Xu Bin's work was not too busy, so he had the opportunity to go home for dinner every day. At that time, my sister and I agreed that we would not go to my mother's house to eat so as not to add to her trouble. Our two families would go to a restaurant together and share the cost. In this way, although we were dining in a restaurant, the cost was not too high, and we did not have to do anything ourselves.

We had been dining at that restaurant for less than half a month. Perhaps he had tried all the home-cooked dishes there, so Xu Bin said he didn't want to eat there anymore. I looked at him and said, "Then tell me, where are we going to eat? Neither you nor I can cook." "Sister, I have sold the children's clothing store and I've been resting at home recently. Let me cook dinner. Just let us know what dishes we want one day in advance." Qiufang agreed to cook for everyone, which made me hesitate for a while. I didn't know whether I should agree. Xu Bin would definitely think, we are sisters, why can't I do it.

Sure enough, that night when we were sleeping in each other's arms, Xu Bin raised this question.

"She can cook some dishes, but they are not very good. He Yong has said many times before that her cooking is not tasty. Husband, let's go to that restaurant to eat, so we don't have Qiufang to cook. If she says the food is not tasty, you will blame her again. Besides, if she cooks, I will have to wash the dishes and clean up. Look at your wife's hands, they are so delicate. Husband, are you willing to let them become rough and ugly because of dishwashing detergent?" I lay on top of him and deliberately rubbed his crotch with my legs.

"Fang, I think your reason is far-fetched. You don't cook at home just to protect your hands. We can't eat in restaurants all our lives. And I feel that eating in a restaurant doesn't give us the feeling of being at home." He grabbed my hand that was tickling him.

"Don't we have a family feeling in bed?" After I said that, I hugged him and kissed him. He sucked hard, as if he wanted to suck my heart out. My sensitive body told me that I needed my husband's pressure tonight.

So I began to kiss his body downwards, carefully and gently all the way, feeling his ferocious penis passing through my vulva, lower abdomen, and chest. When it passed through my vulva, the little thing only changed slightly, and when it reached my lower abdomen, it seemed to push upward but not very firmly, and when it reached my chest, it felt like I was pressing on a hot iron rod, making my chest hot and painful. Different moans were also happening in Xu Bin's mouth, from panting to rapid panting, until now he occasionally uttered "Oh... Oh..." I carefully observed the changes in Xu Bin, and at the same time I was also changing. My vagina went from being wet to soaking wet to oozing with foul fluid, and the tender flesh on the inner wall of my vagina went from squirming to throbbing and now to beating. My chest was also swollen and painful, and my nipples were already standing tall. My cunt was in desperate need of being filled with that thick and hard penis to rub against it to relieve the itching, but I still wanted to taste this hot iron rod in my mouth first, licking the urethra on the glans, which would emit bursts of heat accompanied by an indescribable stimulating smell. I am now very obsessed with this smell, because smelling it would make me more impulsive, and no matter whether the penis is clean or not, I would hold it tightly in my mouth without hesitation. I tried many times to eat it all in, but always failed. Instead, I choked and drooled, and even had the urge to cough.

Having sex in winter is troublesome. I lay on my side beside him with one leg bent forward. Xu Bin also lay on his side and massaged his hot, hard penis up and down in my slit from behind. I couldn't stand such temptation anymore. "Husband, hurry up, poke the LOU in quickly, poke it in for your wife to eat, I want to eat it, oh." His fierce insertion finally made me breathe a sigh of relief. The tingling feeling was pleasant. The vagina wrapped around the penis was constantly thrust in and out by the penis, as if rubbing the small raised dots in my vagina after being itched with a hard penis. The comfortable feeling after tickling is similar to this. Those stimulating, exciting and comfortable feelings will gradually spread to my whole body. At this time, the inner wall of the vagina begins to contract and wraps the penis tightly, which is equivalent to closer friction and the pleasure is enhanced. My mind was fuzzy at that time. I had to eat LOU or LOU, because my whole body was being thrust in and out by LOU, and I felt like flying.

Be it God or Nuwa, they are so damn smart that they allowed the protruding thing to be inserted into the flesh hole in the gap, which would produce such intense pleasure, and thus naturally become lovers, lovers who cannot leave.

My sister Qiufang started to buy cookbooks and cook. Maybe her meals are not as delicious as those cooked by chefs, but the family freedom and warm family feeling are indeed something that a restaurant cannot give. Although many hotels now advocate making guests feel at home, this can only be a goal.

Every day, eating the dinner carefully prepared by my sister and then chatting without restraint makes people feel happy. Occasionally, we would make some dirty jokes. My sister and brother-in-law would often help Xu Bin pick up those aphrodisiac side dishes, and said that for his health and my sexual happiness, I must eat more. At that time, I would always laugh with a red face. Sometimes I would also tell He Yong to learn more from your brother-in-law, to make my sister more comfortable, and let her experience the feeling of ecstasy every day.

Whenever I asked He Yong to satisfy Qiu Fang, He Yong seemed a little guilty, and Xu Bin would kick me under the table, but I would still forget Xu Bin's warning not to touch other people's scars. Haha, at that time, I would still observe my sister carefully, and see the shame, embarrassment and anger on her face from time to time. I felt very proud and very happy in my heart, and said to myself: Humph, no matter how hard you try, you can't reach my level of wealth, unless you change your husband. And you can't get it by changing it. That is everyone's fate, and it can't be sought.

In fact, my sister Qiufang is a scheming person. According to the rules in our place, the family belongs to daughters, and parents will let the eldest daughter stay at home to find a son-in-law, while the younger daughter will still get married. There are two sisters in our family, and I am the older sister, so it should be my responsibility to find a son-in-law at home. I also successfully brought Qian Dong into the family. A year later, Qiufang was ready to get married, but she asked my parents that she also wanted to find a son-in-law at home. The reason was that He Yong's family had no house. In fact, we all know that before He Yong pursued my sister, he almost married his girlfriend of two years, Xiao Huangmao. Three months before the wedding banquet, Xiao Huangmao's mother asked He Yong to give another 10,000 yuan as a betrothal gift, which led to the failure of the marriage. At that time, He Yong's new house had been renovated, which is the one and a half bedroom apartment his mother lives in now.

In fact, I had known my sister's thoughts for a long time. Anyway, the one and a half bedrooms was hers, and she could get half of the family property if she found a son-in-law. At that time, my mother's house was said to be demolished, so she could get at least three houses. She wanted to find a son-in-law for the family property. At that time, my mother firmly disagreed with her finding a son-in-law in order to avoid future conflicts. Qiufang, who was very selfish, lobbied everywhere in my family, and finally it worked and she achieved her goal. After the demolition, she chose the largest house among the three houses.

Even though my ex-husband Qian Dong is not a very good person, you are his sister-in-law. What right do you have to say anything about him? When I first got married, she always disliked Qian Dong, always saying that he was not good in this or that way, which made me lose face. Later, after He Yong and she both opened shops and did business, they made a lot of rich girlfriends. Maybe because Qian Dong had no job and my family was not well off, she didn't treat me as a sister at all. She never talked to me and would not go out with me. She even showed her disdain for Qian Dong and me. Now she treats me and Xu Bin very well. That's because Xu Bin has a good job and earns a high salary. His unit is state-owned. Maybe one day I can help her, so she will change and become polite to me.

But after all, we are sisters, and I cannot bear to tease her too much, so often in the end, I will change the subject to make her more embarrassed. But I found that there was something wrong with the way Qiufang looked at Xu Bin. Maybe you don't believe it, but I always think I am very smart, and a woman's sixth sense is very accurate. Qiufang's eyes and her attitude towards Xu Bin made me feel that I must immediately terminate the two families' meals together. If things go on like this, Xu Bin will sooner or later become Qiufang's meal. At that time, I also observed Xu Bin, he didn't seem to understand Qiufang's meaning, and still treated her as usual.

So it didn't take long for me to find an excuse to stop the two families from having dinner together and go to my mother's house for dinner, thus avoiding the opportunity for them to have any private contact. By then, the relationship between Xu Bin and I had slowly recovered from the unpleasantness of the last time, and our sex life had returned to normal and was no longer as frequent as before. For the sake of his health, although I would feel desire when I saw him and hugged his strong body, and would have the urge to put his hard thing in my mouth, I had always restrained myself and discussed with him that we would have sex three times a week. If there were special circumstances, and one party needed an extra meal, they could ask for it, and the other party would be satisfied if there was no physical problem.

After the beginning of spring, all things wake up, and desires and needs are rising. I always feel that Xu Bin is very careful to hide his feelings and never takes the initiative to show his emotions. He is also a careless man who doesn't pay attention to my needs at all. He still proceeds step by step according to the agreement. He will not take the initiative to talk about love with you, tease me, and make me think about his needs.

Maybe it's because time and frequency have increased, and the initial passion is slowly fading. I feel that I need his comfort, his masculine scent, and fierce movements to bring me up. I was born not to like those pretty boys. I like rough and aggressive movements. Even if you show some acceptable brutality, which is against the fierceness and ferocity of a man's nature, I will get excited with these processes and reach the peak of my happiness.

But Xu Bin would not do that. He does not want to get too entangled with you. It is true that he is very manly during sexual intercourse, and both his moves and strength are fierce, but what he lacks is the ability to mobilize and inspire women's emotions. Although I hinted at it many times, he still played dumb. Fortunately, he was very ferocious when he fucked me and his good control over the duration of sexual intercourse, which made up for the lack of foreplay and gave me great satisfaction in the end.

After entering April, Xu Bin's unit assigned him the task of managing six projects at once. Xu Bin, who was born to be a hard worker, was excited when he arrived at the construction site. From then on, he plunged into it. There was only working hours but no off-get off work time. Every few days after get off work, he was notified that he could not come back for dinner. Some of these construction teams invited him to dinner, and some asked him to stay to work overtime.

I endured it for the first half month, but I know how uncomfortable it is to wait alone at home. I even doubted whether he was really working overtime. There were a few times when my sister didn't come back for dinner, and I started to get nervous. In order to avoid letting my parents know, I had to make excuses and go back to bed early. However, my expression revealed that I was unhappy.

After I got home, I called Xu Bin. I heard the noisy sounds from the construction site coming from the phone. I felt relieved and said to him politely, "Husband, have you had dinner? Come home early. I miss you so much." At the end of the month, Xu Bin told me again that he had to work overtime. I still don’t know why I was so angry that day. My attitude and tone were similar to those when I talked on the phone with Qian Dong before our divorce.

"Are you working overtime? Are you working overtime? What are you lying about? Do you think I'm an idiot? I've been deceived by you, Xu Bin. I tell you, don't use overtime as an excuse to fool me. If you don't want to live with me, just tell me clearly. Don't think that I can't live with you without you." Before I could finish my sentence, Xu Bin hung up the phone. I got even angrier at that time and called him back immediately. He answered the phone at first, but after hearing me cursing and accusing him, he hung up again. He always hung up the phone when I called again later.

Later, I called my sister Zhao Yan and asked her to drive me to Xu Bin's construction site. Unexpectedly, she was in Hangzhou that night. So I leaned on the bed helplessly, feeling angry and resentful. Then I took out a cigarette from the bedside table on his side, lit it, and smoked it desperately. It was my first time smoking and I choked to tears. As a result, I smoked all night but didn't wait for him to come home.

I called him several times late at night, but his phone was always turned off. The more I thought about it, the angrier I got. I treated him so well, but in return he was so indifferent. Maybe I treated him too well and made him feel that I was easy to bully. No matter how he treated me, I would always treat him as a treasure.

The next morning at around seven o'clock, I had already smoked two packs of cigarettes. When I went to get another cigarette, I saw his company contact information, a small card protected by a plastic cover. On it, I saw his boss's phone number, so I tried to call him. When the call was connected, I told him about Xu Bin's excuse of working overtime and not going home. The boss politely told me that he would call Xu Bin and ask him to explain the reason to me.

At noon, Xu Bin came home with a grim face. He saw me leaning on the bed smoking, with the cabinets and the floor covered with cigarette ash. He turned around and went out to get a broom to clean up the garbage. He sat on the bed and said, "Fang, do you feel too idle? Do you have to have some quarrels and conflicts to be happy?" "Huh, do I want to create conflicts? Do I want to quarrel? Don't forget that it was you. It was you who did those shameless things. Are you the only one allowed to do it and not let me quarrel? What do you think I am? What do you think you are?" I yelled at him with a hoarse voice.

"I really don't understand. What did I do? Can you show me the evidence? I think you are a little hysterical!" He still had the same attitude that made me angry.

"Yes, I am a psychopath. You are happiest this way, right? You can stay out all night and hug other women, right? Don't think that I can't live without you and I can't do anything to you no matter what you do. Let me tell you, Xu Bin, I am not such a woman without ambition. If you think there is a better place out there, there is no need to stay here. Just go away!" Thinking about it now, I was really possessed by a ghost at that time. How could I say such things.

Feeling Xu Bin's body trembling, he opened his mouth several times but I don't know what he wanted to say? Finally, he stood up without saying a word, took a big bag from outside, packed his clothes from the closet, then took a few packs of cigarettes from the bedside table, walked out of the bedroom with the bag, and packed his shoes outside.

I lay there without saying a word and watched him do it. At that time, I felt a sense of satisfaction in my mind that Xu Bin was finally defeated by me. It looked like he was trying to threaten me with breaking up, but I didn't buy it. I didn't believe you would really move out. Are you willing to leave like this? You have spent a lot of effort and money on both of my houses. Would you be willing to give them up just like that?

"Fang, since you think this way, I don't think there is any need to say anything more. From today on, I will move out and will never hurt you again. If you feel that I hurt you when we were together, then I can only ask for your understanding. From now on, we no longer have any relationship. You don't need to worry that I will disturb you again. Also, I didn't know that my actions caused you such great harm, otherwise I wouldn't have dragged it on for so long. I have brought unhappiness to your life, and I apologize to you here." After saying that, he didn't even raise his head, turned around and walked out of the bedroom. When I heard the sound of the door closing outside, I panicked.

I quickly got out of bed without even putting on my shoes, and ran to the window of the restaurant. I saw him put the bag on the back of the motorcycle, and then he looked up at the window of his house. I seemed to see tears in the corners of his eyes. Then he got on the motorcycle, started it, and quickly left my sight.

It was not until then that I realized that the man I loved left me because of my anger, and I would no longer have this man from then on. In fact, when I was at the window, I really wanted to shout at him to stay, but I just couldn't open my mouth, which eventually led to me collapsing on the cold floor and crying.

Not long after Xu Bin left, Zhao Yan came to see me. She rang the doorbell for a long time before I heard it. I wondered if Xu Bin had come back. Maybe everyone would think that Xu Bin has the key? When I ran from the bedroom to the dining room, the first thing I saw was the key he left on the dining table.

"Oh, I'm dying, Fang. Why do you look so pale, like a ghost? What happened between you and Xu Bin?" When she saw that I was too weak to stand, she hurriedly helped me to the bedroom.

After drinking the porridge cooked by Zhao Yan, I regained some strength. I cried and told her everything that happened from yesterday to now. I kept nagging her, "Zhao Yan, have I met a ghost? Is that right? Zhao Yan, please help me, go and beg Xu Bin to come home. I really don't want to leave him. I can't live without him." "Hey, Fang, you and I are sisters who grew up together. I have seen that you love him very much and will not leave him, but I want to slap you a few times. How can you talk like that? How can you have such a temper? I never thought that you would drive Xu Bin away by yourself." Zhao Yan's words were also my current thoughts. I hated myself for being so stupid, hated myself for having such a character, and even hated my parents for giving me such a character.

Finally, I discussed with Zhao Yan how to save Xu Bin and make him change his mind. In order to prevent my parents and family from knowing about this, I can't go to my mother's house for dinner from now on. I must save him as soon as possible, otherwise Xu Bin will have nothing to do with me at all. I really cannot accept this fate. If I really can't keep him, it's hard to guarantee that I would still be here today.

Every night before Xu Bin returned, I would rack my brains to think of a solution. I would hardly sleep, leaning on the bed, smoking the cigarettes left by Xu Bin, and wandering around the bedroom. I didn't even dare to move the slippers left by Xu Bin in the living room, for fear that my mother and others would scold me later.

But soon I heard that Xu Bin and a woman with a great figure and a tall stature had been chatting in a coffee shop. Everyone who saw them thought they must be in love. After hearing the news, I was really angry and worried. I hated that Xu Bin had just broken up with me and hooked up with other women so quickly. At the same time, I was also wondering if they had known each other for a long time. Maybe my previous guess was correct. I was worried that the chances of him and I getting back together were slowly decreasing. All these situations drove me crazy and I couldn't accept this result.

Whether I was at work or at home, I kept thinking about how to break them up and how to get Xu Bin back to me. My mind would often replay every little detail of Xu Bin and my acquaintance, and they would also appear in my dreams. The intimate scenes of Xu Bin and that woman. My beloved baby was now pumping in and out of that woman's cunt. That woman had a lustful and comfortable expression on her face, as if she was humiliating me, humiliating me for not being able to keep the excellent man in her. Every time I would wake up crying with my teeth bared.

In just less than three weeks, I have lost a lot of weight, from 105 catties to 92 kg. I feel like a god, no longer concerned with worldly matters. Every day, I eat very little except for water and cigarettes. The three packs of soft Zhonghua cigarettes that Xu Bin did not take away when he left were all smoked by me. These days were the most difficult days of my life. I lived a dazed and soulless life like a walking corpse.

At that time, I kept thinking about how to change the current passive situation? How to get Xu Bin back? I also realized the flaws in my character. The individuality that I once prided myself on had caused me to fall into such a miserable state. Even at this point, my stubborn temper still prevented me from taking the initiative to call him. I even thought about giving up and slapped myself in the face, cursing myself in my heart for being such a cheap person. Since he no longer cared about me, why should I still think about him?

Several times during the day I have convinced myself to give up on him completely, but when I go to bed at night, I still can't get rid of his voice and smile in my mind. Two voices appear alternately in my ears: "Fang, you bitch, are all men in the world dead? Is he the only one in the world who can satisfy your LOU? Although it was you who drove him away, since he slept with other women after leaving you, why are you still thinking about him! You must completely forget about him immediately and find a good man." "Fang, people must pay for their mistakes. Since you have realized that it was your mistake that drove him away, and you can't give up on him and can't live without him now, then you must show your sincerity, take the initiative to find him to admit your mistakes and get his forgiveness." But I can't accept these two opinions. Judging from the situation these days, I really don't want and can't lose him. I also know that there are many good men in the world, but I have no interest in other men. I only want him; if you want me to take the initiative to call and admit my mistake, I really can't do this. I am sincere in my heart to admit my mistakes, and I have already realized where I went wrong? But I am a woman. I really cannot take the initiative to admit my mistake and ask a man for help. If it gets out, I will be laughed at. Even if I get him to come back, he will make me a laughing stock from now on and I will never be able to raise my head in front of him.

Chapter 14: My Second Marriage (VIII)

I have read a lot of abusive replies recently. I do have shortcomings, but I also have many advantages. Perhaps everyone has already positioned me as "a cheating adulterer". So I feel that a lot of the abusive replies are not very objective. Of course, in my current situation, I don't care about these at all. No one will have exactly the same opinion on a certain issue. I hope everyone can look at the problem objectively. There is no absolutely right or wrong in the world. In most cases, when we characterize something as right or wrong, it is based on a certain standpoint we take.

Three weeks after Xu Bin moved out, my good sister Zhao Yan finally found out about Xu Bin's situation through someone (I won't reveal his real name).

When I received Zhao Yan's call, I hurried home to wait for her. Just as I made tea for her at home, I heard the doorbell. I hurriedly opened the door and saw Zhao Yan standing outside the door, panting.

"Zhao Yan, I really can't believe it. He has only been out for such a short time and he has already been like this with other women. Tell me, can there be any good men? I really can't believe it. He was sleeping with me less than a month ago, but now he is lying next to another woman. Zhao Yan, please help me, I must get Xu Bin back." I said while crying silently.

"Fang, what I mean is that you should just give up. Think about it, he can do this with other women in such a short time. Think about it, it means you haven't left any impression on him at all, so why bother? You tried so hard to keep him before but failed, do you think there is still hope of winning him back now? Besides, I told you not to be angry. I think there are two aspects that show you shouldn't waste your energy trying to win him over." Zhao Yan was also hesitating whether to tell the truth.

"Swallow, we grew up together. No matter what happens, I will never be angry with you. Moreover, when I am in trouble, you are the only one who helps me. In my heart, the relationship between you and me is more than that between sisters." I really thought so in my heart.

"I think there are two aspects that can be seen. The first aspect is that the woman is unmarried and very beautiful. I heard that she is a beauty among the thousands of women in their company. She is a standard white-collar worker. She is also financially well-off. She owns several houses and a private car. This is a comparison from the external factors. If you compare with her, as your sister, I can say behind closed doors that you have no advantage. And I also heard that the woman is quite attracted to Xu Bin and it was he who pursued Xu Bin. Think about it, if a woman pursues a man, and she is a beautiful woman, how many men can resist? The second aspect is that I know your character well. Even if you get her back this time, you will not be happy in the future, because you will be the one who is responsible for this accident. If things go wrong, you will often be unhappy when you think of this incident, and then you will give him a cold look. Think about it, Xu Bin's character is not willing to buy it, so, the two of you will not be happy in the end. I advise you to give up and see if there is a more suitable man in the future." Zhao Yan, who finished speaking in one breath, picked up the teacup and looked at me while drinking.

I leaned back on the sofa and thought carefully, wondering whether the first point Zhao Yan had just made was true. I can't confirm it now, but I have a vague feeling that it may be true. The second one is about my situation. After all, we have been sisters for more than 20 years and she really knows me very well. I can't guarantee that I won't be like what she said. Maybe one day it will really be as she expected. I may forgive him for other things, but I really can't accept his relationship with other women.

But if I give up, it means I will definitely lose him. No matter from the perspective of face or inner feelings, I really don’t want to fail like this. How can I explain it to my family? How to explain it to my colleagues? Everyone around me knew that Xu Bin was the man I lived with, and now he suddenly disappeared. I explained to them that I was the one who proposed the breakup, but I guess they probably wouldn't believe it. Why did I show that I liked him so much at that time? As a result, there is no regression now! Most people will definitely think that it was Xu Bin who abandoned me. If that’s the case, how can I live in this circle with dignity in the future?

Losing face is not the most important thing. I really love him in my heart. This period of life without him is very tormenting. I don't want to lose him. I really want him to pamper me every day, hold me and depend on me every day, and let me be a happy little woman. I believe I can be a good wife and will change my bad temper in the future. After these days of torment, I am willing to do anything as long as he can come back, so I must fight for him to come back to my side.

"No, Yan Zi, I can't lose him. During this period of time, I have proved that I can't leave him. You may not think of it, Yan Zi, you and I are good sisters. I won't hide it from you. I can't live without him from the bottom of my heart. I have become accustomed to the life with him. During this period of time, I am simply living a life worse than death. I fantasize every day that the past was just a dream, and he is still the first person I see when I wake up. I will really change my bad temper. I am really willing to do so for him.

"I said with a determined look. "Zhao Yan, do you have any way to find that woman's phone number? I want to start with that woman and start to get my man back. Zhao Yan, you must help me. "Zhao Yan sighed and said: "Well, who says I am your sister? I can only help you. The woman's cell phone number is ******. Actually, I also thought that you would not be willing to give up, but please don't blame me if anything happens in the future. " "Hello, is this ***? My name is Fang, Xu Bin’s fiancée. No, why would we break up?

Oh, Xu Bin told you that we broke up? It's nothing. We just had some minor conflicts and a few arguments. He wanted to move out to relax. I thought that instead of forcing both of us to stay together when we are in a bad mood, it would cause more conflicts. So, I agreed to let him go out to calm down. Didn't you expect that he would come to find you? Haha, I can understand him. Men cannot live without sex. He is too embarrassed to speak up when he has a conflict with me, so he just tries to find another one outside. Hahaha, you are wrong. I still know Xu Bin. He won't want those girls. After all, he is a cultured and knowledgeable man. What's more, if he gets sick from those unclean girls and infects me, how do you think he will be responsible? No, actually I should thank you very much! You've helped me take care of him for such a long time, I won't care about this aspect of men, just like in the past men had three wives and four concubines, it's normal for women to have so many wives... " I talked to the woman for nearly an hour.

That night I went to find the older sister who introduced Xu Bin to me, admitted my mistake to her, and begged her to talk to her younger sisters, saying that I couldn't live without him and I regretted it very much now. I also knew that he was fooling around with another woman now, but I wouldn't care. Besides, if he really broke up with me, how could I explain to my family and colleagues? Where should I put my face? In addition, he said that the reason why I have a bad temper is that I honestly suspect that he did not give me any promises and did not marry me. If a woman were married, she would be at peace and would not have so many suspicions.

Anyway, I really succeeded. About a week later, when Xu Bin came home, he saw me fainted at the foot of the bed after not eating or sleeping for two days. After carrying me to bed, he went to the kitchen to cook porridge and fed me. I peeked at his expression and felt that he felt sorry for me.

After feeding me, when I saw that he seemed to be about to leave, I hugged him, buried my head in his arms and cried, and told him how much I missed him, and how I really couldn't live without him, and that I would definitely change my bad temper in the future.

I felt him sighing and one of his hands touching my hair. I had a vague feeling that I would escape the disaster this time, so I continued to tell him that he had not visited his parents since he left and was too ashamed to go see his parents and other relatives alone.

"Fang, I really don't know what to say to you. I don't know what caused your temper and character. If there is no trust between couples, they can't live together happily. You and I have both divorced once, and I don't want to repeat this kind of thing that embarrasses my parents in the future, so... " "Bin, don't say anymore. I know I was wrong, and I will correct it in the future. You believe me, I must live happily with you until we grow old. After you left for a while, I felt like the sky fell down. I didn't know why I was alive? I have no goals, just like a small boat in the sea, without direction and goal. Look at me, what have I become without you? Bin, don't go again, I won't let you leave again. I haven't been to work during this period of time, and my leader urged me several times. I think without you, what do I need that job for? I feel that nothing is important anymore, what job, what money, what do I need those for without you?" I said crying.

I would also like to thank the two older sisters who helped me. Without their hard work, Xu Bin would not have come back to see me, let alone come back to me, and eventually let me be his wife for nearly seven years.

Since Xu Bin came back, I have become more beautiful and charming again. Soon he took me to his parents' house. It happened to be his sister's housewarming celebration. I didn't feel strange at all and helped his sister to clean up everything at home, acting like a good sister-in-law. So his parents were also very polite to me, and his mother even picked up food for me several times.

Next, we got our marriage certificate, and I officially became his wife. I was in a very happy mood, immersed in the sweetness, and laughed my ass off. My married life with Xu Bin was very harmonious. We would be together every few days. He was like a bull, tirelessly plowing my dry field. At that time, I proposed the idea of having another son with him, but he just smiled and didn't answer.

I discussed the wedding banquet with him several times. What I meant was to tidy up the house we live in now and use it as our wedding house. He never agreed and even joked that he was not looking for a son-in-law and wanted to use my house for the wedding. And told me that he would hold a wedding banquet with me soon.

It turned out that the old house where his parents lived was demolished, and they got two new houses. He has already arranged a construction team to start decorating the one with three bedrooms and two living rooms. Not long after, he bought a new car. What makes me feel very inconsistent is that the car is just a family sedan worth hundreds of thousands of yuan, but the license plate has three consecutive numbers. I know that this kind of license plate is not something that ordinary people can get, but when I asked him whether this license plate cost money, he just smiled and said, for a car of this price, how could he spend money to buy a license plate?

I was not quite convinced by what he said, and asked many colleagues. They all said that your company's serial number brands would not be given to ordinary people unless they had connections or paid money. But after the last incident, I did not dare to ask more questions and could only observe him myself. Several consecutive incidents made me feel that he was a bit mysterious.

One time, I accompanied him to his company's annual meeting. During the dinner, the president of their group came over and toasted him and me. While I felt honored to be around him, I was also observing whether every employee would toast to that boss. It turned out that even the president of their company did not enjoy his treatment.

There is also the year-end bonus. He received the highest in the company. Even the vice president with a higher position than him did not get as much as he did. Moreover, after he had a falling out with the vice president over work issues, the vice president suddenly entrusted Xu Bin's best colleague a few months later. He said that it was for work and there was no need to have a falling out. He invited Xu Bin to drink to ease the relationship between the two parties. Although Xu Bin went in the end, he actually wanted to refuse at first. I even advised him not to go along with the trend too much. The leader took the initiative to show his attitude and seek reconciliation, so let him go.

After the new house was renovated, we finally held our wedding banquet. The ceremony he used to marry me that day was exactly the same as his first wedding, and the motorcade that escorted me was really impressive. The main car was a luxurious stretched Hummer, the kind that can be used to hold meetings inside the car. It is said that there are only a few of them in the country, and this is the only one in our city that has just been ordered. The worst car following behind was an Audi A6 used for videography. It really gave me a lot of face. My family will be satisfied with everything he has done. My grandmother also specifically told me to cherish everything Xu Bin gave me today.

Before and after the wedding, there were people I didn't know who came to the hotel where we had the wedding. After giving them gifts, they left without even drinking the wine. In the evening, I wanted to look at the names on the red envelopes, but they were all blank, and they all gave a lot of gift money.

Later, I gradually forgot about these doubts, and thought that I really shouldn't have done that. If I had known his identity earlier, perhaps I wouldn't have ended up in this situation today. Of course, this is not me shirking responsibility, but now thinking back on all the doubts in the past, why didn't I pay attention to it at the time? Now that I know his relationship, those doubts are easily resolved.

We didn't have sex on our wedding night because Xu Bin was drunk by several of my relatives at the wedding banquet, especially my aunt's son-in-law. He had known Xu Bin ten years ago, but they were not very close. This time Xu Bin had become his cousin-in-law. I heard from Xu Bin that when they knew each other before, Xu Bin never took him seriously, so he took the opportunity to get Xu Bin, who couldn't drink, drunk.

I'm not quite sure about Xu Bin's drinking problem. He was a boss when he was young and had to entertain guests all the time. How could he not have any alcohol tolerance? To this day he can only drink one-third of a bottle of beer, and after drinking this he will turn red in the face, as if he has drunk all the alcohol in the world.

I remember Xu Bin once told me that his career was greatly affected by not being able to drink. I once raised an objection, and he told me that since he couldn't drink, he couldn't get along with the leaders. There are some things that can be mentioned at the wine table. For example, when you are drunk, you can remind the leader that you have followed him for so many years and it is time to change your position. If the leader blames you, you can attribute it to being drunk and talking nonsense. If you don't blame him, it is equivalent to reminding the leader, and perhaps when the opportunity comes, the leader will think of you. But Xu Bin can't do that, because he can't drink, which means he is always sober, and he can't say directly that he wants to change positions. If he doesn't do it well, it will be counterproductive.

On the second night after our wedding, we could finally enjoy the happiness of our newlyweds. Although we lived with his parents and son, we slept in the master bedroom, which had an en-suite bathroom. Moreover, when Xu Bin was decorating the room, he specially made wall protection for sound insulation. The door of the room was filled with sound insulation cotton, and the glass was double-layered hollow glass. After closing the door, no sound from outside could be heard.

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"What if you don't listen?" He still looked slow.

"If you don't listen to me, you won't give me any food. You're making me starve to death. Give it to me quickly." I hugged him and pulled him down.

"Then I'm going to poke your asshole later and destroy your only virginity, okay?" He proposed to fuck my asshole again. Actually, we've talked about it before. I told him that on our wedding night, I would let him do whatever he wanted to me.

"Okay, it's up to you. You can do whatever you want with my wife's body. Just make my pussy feel comfortable first." I agreed immediately.

Before I could finish my words, he penetrated me fiercely. I felt my vagina being filled, throbbing constantly, and vaginal fluid continuously being secreted. I hugged him happily and actively raised my hips to cater to him.

Although the sound insulation was very good, I was always afraid that his parents would hear it, so I kept biting my pillow and moaning "hmm".

He changed several positions on the bed and fucked me until I kept tearing the sheets and my voice was hoarse. Although my physical strength is not bad among women, every time I moved my penis on top, because I knew what I needed, I would swing it according to the direction that the deep part of the vagina and the inner wall needed most, so that his erect penis would rub there desperately. Every nerve in my body was tense, so I could not maintain it for a long time and would be paralyzed on him. Of course, the pleasure brought by the woman on top position is also very strong, and it is easy to reach orgasm.

"Oh, husband, I can't move. You're poking me so well. Your big penis is pressing against my uterus. I think it's going to burst. Um, yeah, husband, please move." My voice became softer as I became weak.

He turned me over on the bed, climbed up and stood beside the bed, grabbed my thighs and dragged me to the edge of the bed, then aimed at my pussy that had been fucked red, and prepared to penetrate it.

"Honey, move it slower. I want to have a bite. Give me a bite first." I tried to raise my head higher and opened my mouth, wanting to eat LOU. When he put one leg on the bed and leaned forward with his penis stretched on my chest, I saw that his entire penis was covered with a sticky mess, and his pubic hair was all stuck together. When I had an orgasm on him just now, the squirted liquid was all around his penis. Although it didn't reach my head, I could smell a pungent and smelly odor. I grabbed the wet wipes that I had prepared and wiped my penis. After the smell became a little lighter, I grabbed the penis at the head, licked the slippery glans a few times with my tongue, and then put the penis in my mouth and stroked it.

Ever since I had oral sex with Xu Bin, I found that when you use your mouth to give him a blowjob, his face will have an expression that is more exaggerated than when he is having sex. Seeing this will stimulate me to work harder to use my mouth to stroke and suck him, regardless of whether he cleans himself or not. I love him so I have never disliked any smell of his. Gradually, even the smell of man's body will stimulate my sexual desire and make me more sexually desireful. So I think whether a woman loves a man depends on whether she is willing to do anything a man likes. If she is willing to do all this, at least this woman loves you.

I have developed a mysophobia since I was a child, and I feel disgusted when I hear the sound of my father spitting, but I will accept Xu Bin no matter what. And I think that when I do these for him, he will love you more and want to satisfy your desires more.

When a woman gives a man a blowjob, although it is not direct contact between sexual organs, seeing the man's satisfied expression will also stimulate my satisfaction and sexual desire. So after knowing that Xu Bin doesn't like foreplay, I often take the initiative to help him suck his penis and stroke it, which also stimulates my vagina to secrete sexual fluids, arousing my desire to meet his fierce sprint.

This time, stroking him also stimulated my physiology. My empty vagina was looking forward to fullness and firm friction again. When he entered again, I screamed in excitement again. The more I lifted my hips to cater to him, the harder he thrust. The whole room was filled with obscene smells. The vigorous thrusting made a "slurp, slap, slap" sound at the junction. Xu Bin stopped and lay on top of me, breathing heavily, only after I begged for mercy many times.

After a short rest, he whispered to me, "Wife, I'm going to start satisfying your third hole!" I readily agreed, turned over and knelt beside the bed, waiting for him to enter.

He first inserted his penis into my pussy several times, then used the glans to smear the pussy juice on the asshole, and then held his penis and slowly penetrated it. After all, it was my first time, and I was very nervous and kept shouting in pain, so after he pulled out his penis, he repeatedly smeared the pussy juice in my pussy into my asshole. After several repetitions, he finally penetrated it. The stinging pain made me scream in pain, and he stopped moving until I slowly got used to the tightness. "Husband, move slowly." Only then did he start to move, but he was still very careful and penetrated slowly and repeatedly, wrapping his penis tightly, making him very comfortable. He began to moan and speed up at the same time, because he made his lover feel satisfied and comfortable. His moans also stimulated my excitement nerves, and I also began to moan and shout slowly. After about ten minutes, I felt his penis getting thicker and longer, and I knew he was about to ejaculate, so I excitedly shouted, "Husband, let it go, let my asshole also taste your husband's essence."

From then on, Xu Bin and I lived a happy life. Every day he drove me to work and then I drove to his company to work. But the distance was indeed far. The house we live in now is in the new district, at the westernmost part of the city. The company he works for is at the easternmost part, and I work in the city, which is about halfway between the two places. It is sixteen kilometers from my home to my company, and about fifteen kilometers from my company to Xu Bin's company. The city we live in now has been expanding continuously. It has developed from a quiet and clean medium-sized city into a megacity, which has also brought many inconveniences to people.

I was busy at work all morning, and when I was bored in the afternoon, I would sneak over to my house to play mahjong with others. Xu Bin would drive to my community to pick me up after get off work at five o'clock, just when the mahjong game was over. Sometimes I would go to my mother's house to have a quick meal, and then go home with Xu Bin. After eating dinner prepared by his parents, we would go out for a walk hand in hand. Around eight o'clock, we would lie on the bed and watch TV, or he would surf the Internet while I watched TV. Our sex life was also normal, and he would make me feel extremely happy every time. We lived an ordinary but happy life for about eight months.

During the more than eight months we lived there, we had no conflicts or quarrels. We didn't go home for dinner on Friday nights and had free time. He, my brother-in-law and a few other friends played cards in a private room in a coffee shop in the east of the city, and I asked people to play mahjong. At the beginning, my wins and losses were small. Later, I went to a chess and card room in the city center with a sister. The mahjong games there were more profitable. In fact, I didn't realize how big the games were until I got there. I was too embarrassed to say no to the game so I had to force myself to play a game. In the end, I won several thousand yuan. From then on, I started playing mahjong with big wins and losses.

I felt bored resting at home on Saturdays, so I encouraged Xu Bin to go out and play. Gradually it became a routine. He played cards and I played mahjong. He would pick me up around 11 o'clock in the evening, and I would rest at home on Sundays without going out.

As the winnings and losses increased, I stopped playing mahjong. At the same time, my luck started to bad and I lost a lot of money. I was eager to make up for my losses, but I only had two chances a week. I kept wanting to ask Xu Bin to increase the number of times, but judging from Xu Bin's expression, I guess he would not agree, so I just kept waiting for an opportunity.

Eight months later, the stadium built by Xu Bin's company was completed and officially started operating with the mayor of this city attending. Xu Bin was no longer needed, and the group boss arranged for him to assist a vice president of a group in setting up a five-star hotel. The hotel was located in a remote area, so his commute to work increased by another 15 kilometers. I used this as an excuse to stop him from running more than 40 kilometers back and forth every day, and asked him to move into my house in front of his parents. For safety and his health reasons, his parents supported us to move out, so we moved back to the house where we lived before marriage.

When we had just lived there for three days, my mother rented out our house without our consent and took our clothes to her home. She let us live with my parents so that we could have more income every month. My parents lived in a three-bedroom, one-living-room apartment, which was indeed a bit of a waste. After we moved in, my mother arranged for us to live in the master bedroom on the south side. I did say that my mother was talkative, and Xu Bin didn't say anything. He just felt inconvenienced that there was only one bathroom in the house.

My mother was not in good health at that time. She had a habit of sleeping without closing the door, which affected my sex life with Xu Bin. We were always worried that she would hear it, so we could only do it very carefully, which made Xu Bin very uncomfortable. Moreover, after each time we went to the bathroom to flush, the gas water heater was very loud at night, and my mother who slept with the door open would definitely hear it. So my sex life with Xu Bin gradually decreased in quantity and affected the quality.

During that time, I controlled the number of mahjong times, and didn’t play every night, but I just wanted to sneak out of the unit to play during the day. Before Xu Bin got off work, I also got home after mahjong. Basically, he didn’t know that I would go out to play almost every afternoon.

Soon I changed into another mahjong hall, which was opened by a female card friend I met in the previous family. I took me over to play and was very polite to me. I was embarrassed to refuse and started to switch to her. However, her mahjong was even bigger, and of course the fee was also high, but each table was charged 250 yuan, and anyone who touched her would pay the Taiwan fee for 50 yuan. After paying it up, I was not satisfied with the daytime game. After the daytime dinner, I hurriedly started playing mahjong at night.

Xu Bin advised me many times not to immerse myself in mahjong like this, nor to play so big, and to say that small gambling is good for fun or big gambling is harmful to the body. I do feel guilty. I want to reduce the number of times in my heart and spend more time with him. However, whenever the boss of the chess and card room calls, I can't control myself and run out. I think I will play one day during the day and go home to accompany my husband at night. But whenever I lose money during the day, I will play again after I keep losing money. At that time, my unit also moved out of the city and built a new larger new factory in the new district. I would have received some gift packages from customers. After arriving at the new factory, I received even more red envelopes, which also supported me to play such a large amount of mahjong.

In order to use my brain to play mahjong, I started smoking. Everyone should know when I learned it. In fact, I have never quit since then, but I would hide the cigarettes. Later, with the number of cigarettes playing two games a day, the number of cigarettes increased. At first, it was one pack a day, but now it has become two packs a day. The smell of cigarettes in my mouth is heavy and I can't hide it.

My husband Xu Bin has been bothering me many times for mahjong and cigarettes. Every time I beg for mercy, I can’t go back to the future, but it has never been realized. In order to get me out of this environment and to invest, he suddenly bought a high-rise three-bedroom, two-living and two-bathroom house in the most beautiful city east of our city. After getting the house, he invested hundreds of thousands to renovate it, which really touched me for a while and indeed reduced the number of mahjong. Originally, he meant that after the decoration was completed, he moved to his new home.

But the new house is more than 20 kilometers away from my unit. Although I had already bought a car at that time, there were so many vehicles during peak hours and the difference in road conditions that made me dare not move to my new home. So I kept saying that I would move it after the smell of decoration was gone, so he could not force me anymore.

At that time, I really yearned to move there. People with status and wealthy people in this city basically lived in the new city there. My sister has moved there for more than a year. The planning and environment there are very good. The only inconvenience is that there are no familiar people there. The inconvenience to work after moving in was just a factor, mainly because I lost too much at that time, and I wanted to move back halfway, so I felt at ease to move there and live with him.

At that time, the hotel that Xu Bin planned to build was built, so he stayed in the hotel as a department leader. His income dropped a lot, but his time increased a lot. Their hotel advocated the spirit of dedication, "white plus black" and "six plus one", but his salary did not increase. When he was not on time after get off work, I was bored and had to play mahjong.

After Xu Bin told me too much, he became tired of it. In fact, I was also disgusted. Just as one of my sisters said, I never asked him for a penny for the money for mahjong. There are many women in the chess and card room who don’t work. They are all supported by my husband. Is she playing such a big mahjong after taking her husband’s money? If she wants to change him, does Xu Bin have such a belly?

Besides, he doesn't have the ability yet. He earns less money in a hotel than mine. Although he earns much more than me in his salary, his total income is less than mine. I have not asked him for a penny since marriage.

In addition, in the past two years, he almost stopped touching me, and he thought that my cigarette smelled strong. Even if it was occasionally, he was still a matchmaker and he didn't have the passion he used to. Fortunately, I played mahjong and distracted my attention. Otherwise, I wouldn't feel bad. Many women in the chess and card room would hook up inside, but I still kept my innocence. Several sisters were begging outside, so I advised me to find one and say that I would have some passion occasionally to make myself happier. I refused. I felt that I was already very sorry for my husband, and I could no longer be sorry for him in the aspects that men couldn't accept the most.

In fact, I did have physical needs at that time. Xu Bin rarely came with me again, and treated me as a duty. How could I not think about it at my age? Every time I went home late at night, I really wanted to wake him up. I couldn't bear it when I saw him sleeping soundly. I had also crawled into the quilt several times, slowly took off his underwear, and put the soft penis into my mouth. It was very comfortable and very stimulating. It slowly became hard in my mouth several times. Once, I secretly put the pussy full of water to the hard penis, and held the penis and rubbed the pussy. I haven't been fucked for a long time. After rubbing like this, I also reached an orgasm. Finally, I cleaned his penis covered with my water with my water, and then went to wash and lie beside him.

After Xu Bin didn't want to have sex with me more often, and when my desire was strong and hard, I had done many times to suck and rub it hard with my mouth. I even more often clamped his legs on my vagina, and clamped his legs against my vagina. Such actions would also make me reach orgasm.

Since I smoked too much, Xu Bin has never kissed me. My favorite husband can use his beard to touch my face, head and neck to stimulate my desires. Now these enjoyments can only be secretly enjoyed in his sleep. Alas, my life was not easy at that time. I just wanted to lose hundreds of thousands at that time, and I always wanted to turn it back, otherwise I would feel unwilling to accept it. Although the money was also easily obtained, it would always be uncomfortable to lose like this. So the concept in my mind was to let me return halfway, and I would never go to gamble again, so I just stayed at home and be a good wife. Unfortunately, God didn’t give me a chance, so I lost more and more. I never gave me a chance to return. I lost again. I would have to suffer the cold treatment of Xu Bin when I got home. I couldn’t bear it even more. There was no place to talk about that pain!

Chapter 15: My Second Marriage (Nine)

Since Xu Bin asked to move to his new home, I found an excuse for a heavy smell, it took about a month to go back to his new home again. At that time, because I was in a bad mood, I lost several consecutive games. I felt sorry for the money I lost, and I was determined to make a purchase. If I moved to a new house, it would mean that it would be impossible and not convenient to make a purchase.

Maybe you have questions about what I said after moving into a new home, it is no longer convenient to play mahjong. Let me introduce the reason here. Our new home is located in the east of our city. It is as many as 28 kilometers away from the unit where I work. Our current residence is only ten kilometers away from my unit. I play mahjong in the ancient city area, only about three kilometers away from my current residence. It only takes about fifteen minutes to sneak out of the company in the afternoon to open the mahjong hall. It takes nearly twenty kilometers to get back from the mahjong hall. If it is so far away, it takes at least half an hour to go back after playing mahjong in the evening, and it takes eighteen kilometers to go back to work in the morning. It takes half an hour to walk these eighteen kilometers at rush hour. It takes half an hour to go home at night and get up half an hour early in the morning. In this way, I have very little sleep time every night, which will become less, and it is not suitable to play mahjong again.

So I could only delay and not move again. I told Xu Bin that I was a road blind man and asked me to find opportunities to drive a few more times before moving. In fact, Xu Bin knew that I was deliberately delaying for playing mahjong, but I was also very angry at that time, but I couldn't care about so much. Xu Bin asked me to smoke less cigarettes again, and I verbally agreed, but everyone who gambled money knew that the more I lost money, the more I would smoke. In order to save some money, I always bought the whole one and threw it in the car. After he saw it several times, he taught me a lesson again, saying that I had never seen a woman with so many cigarettes in the car. I knew I was in a disadvantage, so I kept holding it up.

In this way, we lived like strangers. The couple's sex life was getting less and less, almost 1-2 times a month, and it was the kind that ended quickly. Of course, I knew the reason for this was me. I had to go home after twelve o'clock every night. After washing it, it was almost one o'clock in the morning. Everyone had to get up in the morning to go to work the next day, so they didn't have the intention to have sex. Everyone should know that the sexual desire of women in their thirties was strong and they couldn't enjoy it occasionally. This was equivalent to falling into a vicious cycle. If they were not satisfied, they tried to use mahjong to eliminate the desire in their hearts. The more mahjong they played, the less time they had to go home to have sex. Moreover, Xu Bin is still very reluctant to have sex with me now!

At that stage, there was a lot of temptation outside. The newly married sisters in the chess and card room had almost all lovers. Their lovers would take the initiative to give them money to play mahjong after they lost money. At that time, our unit changed the fuel purchase channel. The gray income I could have obtained was no longer available now, and I lost so much, which made me very nervous and embarrassed to ask Xu Bin for it.

Desire and money both seduced me, and the sisters kept advising me to find one quietly and accompany him occasionally, so that they could get money and change to a new man. At that time, the boss's wife in the chess and card room had a lover, and the man didn't work, so he stayed in the chess and card room all day. I admired the boss's wife at that time. Her husband also came to the chess and card room to play cards during the day, and at night her husband went home to take care of his daughter. She always slept with the chess and card room with the chess and card room under the excuse of playing late-night games, and found that she hadn't gone home to sleep with her husband in the past few months.

I secretly asked my sisters who are very good to her about this matter. She told me that the boss and the girl both skate and skate. After the mahjong ends every night, she skates and fucks in the chess and card room. I heard that her skate and fuck her kids very well, so the boss is fascinated by this man. She is a rare occasion for a thousand years when she has sex with her husband. She quarreled with her husband because she is not satisfied. Until now, she has slept with her all night. In fact, her husband knows something, but she has tacitly asked about it.

Later, more and more people were skatering in the chess and card room. Every day, during the evening mahjong after dinner, several men and women gathered in the proprietress's bedroom to skate. I was very disgusted with these things at that time, so I stopped playing in the chess and card room, and changed to sisters I met in this family. Recently, I opened a new chess and card room to play.

After going to the newly opened chess and card room, Xu Ping, the owner of the chess and card room, is from Shanghai, and is 47 years old. Her husband is also from Shanghai and is very good. He comes to help almost every day and cares about her. But she is also a lover and plays mahjong with her every day. At that time, I really felt that I couldn't understand why this society has become like this. If you have such a good husband at home, you have to have sex with her.

The boss has three young sisters, who are the same age as me and have good family conditions. One of them is a real estate developer. There is a villa of more than 700 square meters in the city center. I also know her husband and she looks very handsome. However, she still found a nurse who is a supervisor outside. As I got closer and closer with them, they kept instilling the benefits of finding a nurse and helping me find a partner. However, I have always insisted on keeping myself clean and unwilling to hurt my husband in this regard.

At that time, there were several male card friends. Seeing that I was good-looking, they always joked with me, treating me to midnight snacks, including the man I live with now, who also met at that time. His surname is Yu, who is in the auto parts business and is very rich. At that time, he drove a BMW 740. When he was sitting on the same table with me, he never had a midnight snack with me. He also invited me to midnight snacks several times. Once, after having midnight snacks, he spoke out, meaning that he liked me very much and asked me to give him a chance. I refused in one bite and told him that he and my husband were very good and would not do anything to do to my husband.

I always think that although I am ashamed of my husband, I still stick to the most critical core and don’t want to hurt my husband anymore. No matter whether I persuade the sisters in the chess and card room, the temptation of the leader, or the seduction of the card friends, I have never dared to break through that gap. Even when my sexual desire is about to explode, I still stick to my principles, because in my heart, my husband is the man I truly recognize and the man I love!

I don't want to defend my mistakes later. What I want to say is that when a young woman whose desire is not satisfied and who is coldly treated by her husband, she loses a lot of money after going to mahjong, and feels guilty in her heart at home. At this time, some temptations outside are so hard to refuse for her.

In fact, at that time, I really wanted my husband to be able to forcefully restrict me from going out to play mahjong, or even if he spoke to me, I would take the opportunity to stop going out to play. Anyway, Xu Bin wouldn't know much about the money he lost. He never asked about my money, but at that time Xu Bin no longer cared about me. He had said many times before that, but he had no idea of talking to me. Although he was in bed with me, he always slept aside, which meant that he didn't want me to touch him.

How to solve Xu Bin's desire? He was so eager that he didn't want me to touch him now. When he dealt with me several times, he appeared and had just done it for a while, and he became weak. He was weak without ejaculation. Whether I used gloves or licked with my mouth, I still couldn't make the user hard again.

All the situations made me feel that my husband had a woman outside, but I had no evidence and there was a mistake first, so I didn't have an attack, but I just started to pay attention to him. Maybe he really didn't, or maybe he was hiding well, and I didn't find any clues.

I was so depressed that I wanted to find someone to tell me about it. My friends and sisters in the past had a good impression of my husband, so I talked about our affairs with the sisters I met in the chess and card room. After analysis, they unanimously believed that Xu Bin must have a woman. His age is also a stage of strong desire. How can he stand it? But Xu Bin is not like me, he puts everything on his face, and you can tell my inner movements at a glance. They also suggested that I find a lover again.

Once they asked me for dinner. When I went over, I found that there were all three of them sitting beside them. There was also a man in his forties who seemed to be waiting for me. Although I was unhappy, I had to sit next to the man when I was already here. I learned at the dinner table that this man was Boss Du who was in the jade business, not a local. His wife and children were all in his hometown. Boss Du was very good at the dining table and always helped me pick up food and pour wine.

After drinking and eating, eight of us came to the newly opened ** bar. After sitting in the booth that had been booked, we opened two more bottles of foreign wine. Then the four of us began to sway to the music. The men first watched us jump, then they swayed one by one, holding their respective mistresses. I peeked at Boss Du, who was still sitting, and sat there drinking alone.

Perhaps it was because of the excessive drinking. When one of the sisters pulled Boss Du to me, I did not refuse to be hugged by him to dance. He seemed honest, when he shook with me, he slowly grabbed my breasts with both hands, swaying and touching my breasts vigorously. At first I pushed him a few times, but after he grabbed him hard, I ignored him. But after touching his breasts for a while, I felt something was wrong. The desire in my heart was very strong, and the water in my lower body kept gushing out, and I really wanted the man's big LOU to be inserted immediately.

After I felt bad, I pushed Boss Du away and returned to my seat. While sweating, I thought that something was going to be bad tonight. I must leave immediately, otherwise I will definitely not be able to stand being played with. When I picked up my bag and was about to slip away, Boss Du hugged me, um on the sofa. At the same time, his mouth was already on my mouth, and a strong hand touched my chest. I tried to push it away several times but couldn't use my strength, so I could only touch it with him. The sisters never appeared. At this time, Boss Du's hand pushed my childhood to his lower body, allowing me to stroke the penis that I had taken out at some point. At this time, the penis was already hard, longer but not thick, and the hardness was not very good.

Although my desire was already aroused at that time, I still didn't want to lose my virginity. I kept thinking about how to get out of it. I was unable to break free from him and didn't dare to scream and feel embarrassed. I could only do whatever he wanted. In less than five minutes, he was stroking him and ejaculated. After watching him ejaculate, I leaned comfortably on the sofa. I took my bag to the bathroom, and then sneaked out and went home.

The next day, the sisters were scolded by me. They also explained that they were kind-hearted. Seeing that I refused to do it when I was awake, I made me drunk and wanted me to enjoy it. One of the sisters even gave me 10,000 yuan for Boss Du. Why am I willing to collect this money? At the same time, I scolded her again. I really thought I was a prostitute! The sister was really unable to do so, so she could only return the money to Boss Du, and asked him not to give me some money, so she asked her to give me a better jade. So Boss Du really asked her to give me a piece of jade, and I refused to accept this jade again. But she threw it in my car or not, turned around and left. I could only collect the jade. At this time, I thought that if I mingled with them again, they would be sold by them sooner or later, so I changed to a chess and card room and came to the chess and card room run by Xiao Yao. Xiao Yao and I met while playing mahjong, and now his wife has also opened a chess and card room.

After I arrived at Xiaoyao's chess and card room, my luck began to change. I won many mahjong games and got back tens of thousands of yuan. Since I went there, Xiaoyao's wife Xiaoqin seemed to be very polite to me. She often invited me to have midnight snacks and so on. Several times, the aunt who had to cook in the chess and card room cooked vegetables and asked Xiaoyao to send them to my house to avoid worrying about my family. I feel so at ease to let me be here for mahjong.

I played in the chess and card room opened by Xiao Yao Xiaoqin for about two months. Several male card friends started to offend me. Xiao Yao actually knew Xu Bin a long time ago, but he didn't have a relationship. After hearing me, Xu Bin resigned now, he asked Xu Bin to come and have dinner in the chess and card room many times, so that he could come and sit when he was fine.

I know that Xiao Yao was actually worried that I was seduced by the man and was afraid of taking Xu Bin's accountability, so he asked Xu Bin to come. Of course, I also wanted Xu Bin to come in my heart. This would make it easier to tactfully explain our emotional relationship. After being invited by Xiao Yao many times, he really came with his friends one night. Xiao Yao and Xiao Qin were very polite to him, and serving tea and cigarettes made Xu Bin feel embarrassed. The friends who came with him had played mahjong here before, and they were very familiar with Xiao Yao and the others. In the following days, Xu Bin gradually came to the chess and card room to sit in.

When there was really no one in the future, Xu Bin would sit down and play, but his mahjong skills were really not good. He lost more than he won. After he lost money, I felt even more sad than him. I knew that he was not very convenient for his hand recently, so I would give him the winning money several times, but he never took it. Knowing that he was serious machismo, he never gave him money again.

Knowing that Xu Bin had periarthritis, Xiaoqin bought a card from Foot Bath City and asked my husband to go there for massage. After going there for more times, I found that Xu Bin and I didn’t speak much, but they talked a lot to the technician who always massaged him. The technician was very young, had big breasts and was not pretty, but looked very feminine. So I was a little jealous and asked him not to call the technician next time after returning home. Unexpectedly, he continued to call the technician for massage as usual, and I had a big argument with him.

It was this quarrel that made me fall into Mr. Ge's arms and made me completely lose my virginity. It can be said that I could no longer extricate myself in the later stages of my dating with Mr. Ge. If he asked me to divorce, I would definitely obey him at that time. Although he was very kind to me on the surface, I actually knew in my heart that in fact, I had already controlled him from physical to psychological. Looking back now, meeting a man like Mr. Ge is a woman's happiness and a woman's disaster.

He satisfied my strong physical desires and at the same time satisfied my money desires. His free sex skills have completely transformed me from a clean and controllable woman to a lust immersed in the ocean of desire. The only thing that made me willing to give up my mahjong hobby in those days was his call. It should be said that I was waiting for his call all the time. He allowed me to enjoy the pleasure and satisfaction I had never seen before, and also brought me a catastrophe. At that time, I was also very frightened and believed in my heart that Ge, a devil who gave me happiness and pain.

It's too late to say anything now. It's easy to say that Mr. Ge knows me, and he has come to an end. I'm also his beauty, which has harmed his career, his family, and all his relatives.

Maybe everyone will wonder why I didn’t think it hurt Mr. Ge. Many people on the Internet scolded me for my infidelity and had no skin. I thought about this consequence before cheating. I was immersed in the enjoyment of lust and would no longer care about these. After cheating, I really thought about the consequences. I also thought that it was both the first and the last time, but I had strong physical needs and I was unable to get caring and satisfied at home. After that, I was unable to resist the temptation, and I was immersed in and surrendered to Mr. Ge, and I was also punished that I should bear.

When you see that the me on the surface or the me in the words is not the real me. I accept this punishment in my heart. It is indeed my own destruction of the Great Wall, which leads to the ultimate loss of a lover. So why should I propose the conditions to rescue Mr. Ge before divorced Xu Bin? It’s not that I love Mr. Ge. During the days I was locked up, I learned to reflect on myself. I knew in my heart that Mr. Ge and I should be punished. Although Mr. Ge had satisfied me, we were just communication and connection between carnal desires. There was no real communication and love between the soul. It was just using each other’s organs to satisfy our physiological desires. Since you have obtained the happiness my body gives you, you have to pay the price for it. To save him is not to love him, but to not bear to see him fall into a breakdown for me, and to not bear to the pain his family endured.

The reason for having sex with Yu was not because I was a shame, because I had slipped a lot of ice before I was caught, and it caused an explosion of desire after it was not dispersed. There were chaos in the management, and there were many sex between men and women, and even the management inside had sex with many women who were locked in. In this situation, I was eager to dissipate the ice, and I met Yu, who had been familiar with and had a good impression of him, and I knew in my heart that this time there was no guarantee of family. After he bribed the management staff, the management arranged a separate bedroom, which allowed us to have sex many times inside. Yu was finally a long-cherished wish.

In my second chapter, which is about to end, I explained the culpability or abuse of many netizens. Some people said that this article was me who was self-described rather than explanation. I do not fully agree with this statement. I was indeed the fault caused by my marriage with Xu Bin. I am very clear in my heart and never deny it. The main reasons for the result of us are: my personality defects, the differences in personality, and I am not able to refuse the temptation from the outside once or twice, but I failed to end up with a complete physical and mental infidelity, and finally I ran away from another place with a divorce and had no face to live in the local area.

I have been reflecting on my own personality defects since the accident. It should be because of my childhood experience, the influence of my family and the influence of making friends. Of course, I don’t want to shirk responsibility. I just want to make the future life and never make the previous mistakes again. I also want everyone to have an accurate understanding to announce it here.

I remember when I was a child, my mother was always treated coldly by my grandparents because she gave birth to a daughter. Even my sister and I did not receive the care and love of my grandparents because she was a girl. Once, my sister and I went to my grandma for dinner. She had a bowl of braised fish at home. After we went to dinner, my grandma secretly hid the bowl of fish and did not give it to me and my sister. When my uncle's son came, I felt disgusted when I saw my grandma's smiling face. She immediately took out the bowl of braised fish and gave it to my cousin. Since then, I have made up my mind to surpass boys and develop a stubborn personality.

Later, my grandmother passed away and my family moved out of the big family. My mother began to gain status at home. Similarly, my other three aunts were all women's decisions. A few uncles and my father were both unpromising men. They were left to the command of my mother and a few aunts. Gradually, my sisters and I were influenced by this and were always proud of being a woman. My sisters also blamed my husband. But as for ourselves, we go out for whatever we want, and we asked our husbands not to spend more time outside. We mistakenly thought that women were born to be raised and enjoyed by men. While men should make money to support the family, they spoiled themselves, listened to their own words, and handed over the money to us for custody. (Of course, these cousins have to be the exception of Linlin. They always think that she is stupid and has no scheming. Unexpectedly, she will catch mice and cats and not scream.

The lack of cultural education is also a big reason for the differences between me and Xu Bin. I just graduated from junior high school and was eager to go to the factory to work. Later, although after marrying Xu Bin, I studied and went to an adult college, all of them had developed bad habits and bad understandings, which were already deeply rooted in my heart. It was difficult to change my original consciousness in a short time. What's more, Xu Bin was already extremely disappointed with me at that time and no longer communicated with me. I knew I was sorry for Xu Bin, and let him live a lonely and heartless life for more than five years. I also said sorry to him. At the same time, I also wanted to tell him that he would also change his bad habits that were hidden in his heart and did not like to say it. Not every woman can understand his heart, so as not to suffer pain in the future.

At the same time, I also want to tell my Linlin cousin that you cherish your current husband Xu Bin. He is indeed better, but he also has many bad habits. You need to understand and correct them more. In addition, what I want to tell Linlin is that when Xu Bin says that you are not good or that bad, he still has hope for you and loves you. When he doesn't say anything, it means that you have or are about to be abandoned by him.

Finally, I would like to warn those who are still skating that this thing is not a good thing. Try not to touch this thing. When you are already well, suck it with your lover as much as possible. This will reduce your chances of making mistakes. Meth can make people crazy, make you forget your responsibilities, make you have no scruples, and make you make mistakes again and again. Especially female skating will speed up your pace of breaking the wall. In order to pursue those happiness that is not worthy of outsiders, you shamelessly accept the man's command, completely obey the man's mercy, and in order to seek his favor, pierce his penis into the crazy soaked pussy you already think.

After stalking on the ice, I also checked Baidu. As far as I know, I can't believe everything on it. Ice skating will indeed stimulate people's sexual desire, but as long as there is no opposite sex around you to tempt you, both men and women can control their desires. What I am afraid of is that the opposite sex around you touches you, which will make your desires uncontrollable. There are also many people who just talk and have fun after skatering.

But when you take the first step, it will be difficult for you to withstand those temptations. When I introduced Boss Du to my sister, I was very surprised when I learned about my affairs. I once called to confirm and told me that after Boss Du put aphrodisiac in my wine glass that night, I could finally control my desires. How could I be immersed in the affair with President Ge? That night, Boss Du took the opportunity to put a prune in the bar to throw a prune with aphrodisiac in front of me and threw a prune with a prune hidden in the wine glass in front of me, but in the end I escaped. So my sisters who made me not believe that I would be obsessed with men other than my husband, but it was true that I was immersed in him, Mr. Ge, and shamelessly made any move for him that could make him happy and satisfy him. The purpose of pleased him was that he would give me satisfaction and happiness. The main reason was that he would give me the gift of me. Of course, I also did not deny that I would also thank Mr. Ge for the reward he gave me.

【over】

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