The aftermath of the Qoros youth (experience story adult novel)

After the passion, Ronger lay on my chest, and I lay on my back on the bed, looking at the ceiling. At this time, neither of us spoke, enjoying the tranquility after the passion.

After a while, I said to Ronger, go and take a shower. Ronger said "hmm" softly, walked into the bathroom alone, and started washing. After a while, she finished washing and came out wrapped in a bath towel. I went in next, washed quickly and came out. Continue to lie with your arms around her.

I felt like I should say something, but Ronger gently said, "Hold me tight and don't talk." So I continued to hold Ronger, gently stroking her back and breasts. After a while, I felt it again and my penis started to harden. I leaned over to Ronger's ear and said: Let's do it again.

Our tongues began to entangle again, I sucked her soft tongue hungrily, and pressed her under me. We hugged and kissed each other tightly, but it was far from enough for us. I slowly kissed her neck, and my hands wandered around her plump breasts, which were so soft. She squirmed restlessly, and I knew what she was longing for, so I immediately covered that moving peak with my hand. I caressed her breasts while admiring her body. I raised my head and kissed her mouth again, rubbing her flesh with my strong body, and even slid my hand into her breasts, which was already a warm and moist ocean. My hand was rubbing her crotch, and my fingers occasionally passed between her legs unintentionally. She held my hand tightly, trying to resist the desire to surrender, but unconsciously put my hand on her vagina and rubbed it hard through my hand.

What I like most is two naked bodies hugging each other, that warm and soft feeling makes me intoxicated! She raised her legs high and hooked them around my waist. Her eyes were shining and seemed filled with water. I knew it was desire. I held my cock and gently pushed it against her vaginal opening, rubbing it on her labia and clitoris from time to time.

"Oh..." She bit her lips hard, her vaginal fluid had already flowed onto the bed sheets. The itchiness in her lower body made her extremely eager to be rubbed and filled! She told me with her eyes that she couldn't wait any longer! I kissed her lips gently, and suddenly I lowered my waist and pushed my cock deep inside her. I immediately felt wrapped by warm, moist and soft flesh, and a tremendous pleasure came from my lower body. It was so comfortable! "Oh! So comfortable!" This strong thrust made her feel like her heart was about to jump out. She felt she was conquered by this intense pleasure. The intense pleasure made us no longer want to use any techniques. The two of us were thrusting madly. Her face was full of satisfaction, the frequency was getting faster and faster, and she held me tightly with her legs. I knew she was about to come. I pushed in gently and pulled out very shallowly, then pushed in gently again and pulled out very shallowly. She obviously couldn't stand this feeling and she tried to move upwards to meet me, kissing me hard and sucking my tongue. I maintained it skillfully and counted to nine. Suddenly I pushed it all the way to the bottom with all my strength and rotated it forcefully. I could even feel the soft cervix deep inside and the trembling deep inside her body.

"Oh my God!" The extreme anticipation and desire coupled with the sudden intense pleasure made her collapse. "ah!

Fast...ah... "Every time I penetrate deeply, I can feel the trembling deep inside her vagina, which brings me great pleasure!" Ah! "She could no longer control herself and reached her first climax. Her body trembled violently. She hugged me tightly and kissed me. I also sucked her juices hard without stopping.

She felt like she was about to be penetrated, but she kept moving up and down to meet him. "No... no... please... mmm... mmm... no!" "She felt completely surrounded by pleasure, her body trembling uncontrollably, and she felt like she was reaching her climax again. I was unwilling to restrain myself any longer, so I increased my speed and strength.

Snap, snap, snap! I penetrated deeply again and again, thrusting quickly! I thrust hard into the depths of her body for dozens of times. I felt like I was suffocating, but the pleasure became extremely intense. "Ah!" "Ah!" I finally ejaculated deep inside her body. The pleasure made my mind go blank...only the sound of panting could be heard in each other's ears.

It was not until the third time we made love that I realized the beauty of Rong'er's lower body. When she felt particularly strong, she unconsciously clamped her legs around my waist, letting my hard lower body under her. Her legs were clamped tightly, so that my lower body felt particularly obvious, a feeling of being clamped. Moreover, Rong'er's newly developed vagina was like a hoop, constantly contracting and clamping me. The feeling was so wonderful. I kept thrusting, feeling Rong'er's contraction. The beauty was indescribable. I remember I was going crazy at that time. I was enjoying the comfortable pleasure and I don't know how long it had passed, but I felt a warm current forming in my lower abdomen and I felt like I was about to reach heaven. Rong'er suddenly grabbed my arms: "Hurry! Hurry up! Well... hurry up! Oh... oh!" I adjusted myself accordingly, and a violent thrust sent me to the crest of the wave. An electric shock-like pleasure made me shoot out like a machine gun, and Rong'er also screamed "Ah! Ah!" Oh my God, this is such a comfortable feeling that words cannot express. I can only say "comfortable!" again. This is the first time in my life that I have felt so comfortable, and we both reached orgasm at the same time. I collapsed on her, as if I had used up all my strength, and she squinted her eyes, enjoying the pleasure that had not yet disappeared. Then, without bothering to wipe ourselves, the two puddle-like people hugged each other and entangled with each other. We looked at each other, without any words, only happiness, and slowly fell asleep. I don’t know how much time had passed before I woke up. Looking at Rong’er who was still sleeping soundly, nestled in my arms like a kitten, I felt extremely happy. This is the happiness of life and my greatest happiness. I hugged Rong’er tightly, fearing that she would leave me.

At this time, Ronger also woke up, looked at the watch, and said softly, "I have to go home." I looked and saw that the room was almost unlocked for three hours. So he checked out of the room and went out with Ronger.

"Let's have dinner and then you can go home!" I tried to persuade him to stay.

"No, my parents are waiting for me. I'll go home and eat." Rong'er said.

"Then let me take you there!" I continued after hearing her say that.

"No need!" After saying that, Rong'er hailed a taxi and left.

Lying in bed at night, I thought about everything that happened today over and over again. What is the relationship between Rong'er and me?

A love affair? No, boyfriend or girlfriend? Not counting! friends with benefits? Not really. But it is undeniable that I am fascinated by Rong'er's body and personality. Never mind, just go with the flow.

I really don’t want to recall what happened afterwards. I remember Jiang Wen said in the movie "Sunny Days" that people's memories will be actively changed by their own brains. This matter too. I can clearly remember the details of my relationship with her and the details of our sex, but I can't remember the details of our breakup at all. I only remember a general idea.

That day, I went to visit relatives with my parents. On the way, Ronger and I were texting. I forgot what I said, but when I read Ronger's text message, I could feel her anger: Who do you think I am? Am I just a tool for your sex in your mind? Do you think I'm a casual person? Since you think so, let's not meet again.

Just like that, we broke up without even meeting each other. It’s not exactly true to say that we broke up, because I had a girlfriend at that time, and we were just having a cold war during that period, so my heart was completely on Ronger, but I didn’t expect it to end like this.

Rong'er is a straightforward girl. After she said that, she immediately deleted my contact information. She deleted me from QQ, Space, and Renren. From then on, it was as if she had disappeared from my life.

Later, I heard from my classmates that Rong'er was married and the man loved her very much. My classmate said that she had met Rong'er and her husband, and they looked very affectionate. Later, my girlfriend and I reconciled, and we got married a year later. But I never told her about this experience and she knew nothing about it.

Later, I heard from my classmates that she and her husband had a beautiful daughter. Not long after, my wife and I also had a son. Although we lived in the same city, we never met again. Sometimes I wonder if our fate has completely run out.

Whenever it is late at night and everyone is asleep, what I often recall in my mind is not the scene of two people making love, but the scene of Rong'er lowering her head and being pulled by me to the hotel. I will never forget her sad face.

I always thought that it was Mo who hurt her, but in fact, in the end, I also hurt her, and maybe the hurt I caused her was deeper and more irreparable. I have always fantasized that one day, at a suitable occasion, when only the two of us meet, I will hold her hand again and say to her an apology from the bottom of my soul: "I'm sorry!" But all this is just a fantasy! Maybe, for us, this is the best ending.

All I can do is to write down my most sincere confession in this place with my most sincere words, to Rong'er, whom I may never see.

Ronger, I'm sorry, I wish you happiness.

At the end, I thought of a poem by Tsangyang Gyatso, which best describes my current mood.

It’s best not to meet, so that we won’t fall in love.

It’s best not to know each other, so that we won’t miss each other.

It’s best not to be together, so that we don’t owe each other anything.

It’s best not to care about each other, so that we won’t remember each other.

It’s better not to fall in love, so that you won’t abandon each other.

It’s best not to face each other, so we won’t meet.

It is best not to mislead each other, so as not to let each other down.

It is best not to agree to it, so that we can not continue.

But once we have met, we have known each other. How is meeting better than not meeting?

I wish I could say goodbye to you, so that we wouldn't have to miss each other for the rest of our lives.