Widow's Diary (Experience Story Adult Fiction)

Table of contents

1. Introduction

2. Spring Heart

3. Lust Trap

4. Ecstasy in Dreams

5. New Love and Old Hatred

1. Introduction

No one is perfect, and we are all ordinary people.

There is no perfect person in the world. Where there are strengths, there are weaknesses and shortcomings.

When judging a person, you should only look at his strengths. If we take it too seriously, there is no perfect person in this society.

"Women" are God's masterpiece and are also a topic that men all over the world pay attention to and are keenly concerned about.

Haven’t you seen that some young and beautiful girls on the street now wear less and less clothes, and finally walk into the sexy "yellow" road.

No matter how tough you are, you will eventually fall under her spell.

Then, take out the money in your pocket and enjoy the "skin-to-skin contact".

From an erotic perspective, men are more likely to fall into fantasy.

For example, when a man sees a woman wearing a thin, slightly transparent shirt, he will immediately think of her body, curves, breasts, thighs, etc. underneath her clothes. After all, men are advanced animals with keen "visual" sense.

Therefore, many women, seeing the psychological weaknesses of men, use all their tricks and means to dress up beautifully in order to satisfy men's "visual desires" to seduce men and trick them into giving them money.

No matter what, the final result is still "men and women's bellies touching" and "legs within legs".

In short: It’s rare to get drunk in life, so don’t wait until there are no flowers left to break the branches.

friend! What do you think?

"Mrs. Li" is a famous wealthy widow and a rare beauty in the upper class society.

She is young, passionate and wise, but she still cannot escape the two most difficult things in life to overcome: love and desire.

The following are her private pillow notes, told in a witty and frank manner. They can truly be described as bold.

2. Spring Heart

From today on, I am a widow.

She became a widow at the age of 24. Thinking about the long, lonely and miserable years that followed is really chilling.

In our society, there is a special view towards young widows, which is more demanding than towards virgins and more cruel than towards old women.

What is particularly special is that I own hundreds of millions of inheritance, a mansion, a seaside villa, two luxury cars, some jewelry, and also five or six servants and two purebred wolfhounds.

This naturally increased people's gloating mentality towards my misfortune. They were watching coldly, wondering how I would end the rest of my life and how long I would be free.

Because my deceased husband clearly wrote in his will: Before I turn 50, I can use the annual interest of 1.5 million. If I remarry before the expiration date, the rights of the heir will be automatically waived and invalid.

Only a dead guy who is addicted to alcohol day and night would come up with such "unethical" conditions!

He doesn't think about the fact that I have only been married to him for a few years and have never really had a happy married life.

He loves wine glasses and bottles more than my slender waist and red skirt, and my charming eyes, in his opinion, are not as good as a bottle of dizzying brandy!

The past few years of living as a widow have been enough, how can I endure the next 26 years of death as a widow?

I was so angry that I really wanted to throw away this huge inheritance and the terrible title of "Mrs. Li"!

But, if you think about it carefully, how can you bear to do that?

"Money! Money! Money!" is the most important and necessary thing in the world! Without it, my youth, passion and beauty would all be sold as commodities.

If I were more open-minded, smarter, gave up formalism and sought practical benefits, then wouldn't I be able to buy many of the goods I need with my property?

Buying and selling, active and passive, the difference between the two is really too far apart. Why don't I choose the former?

ah! I shouldn't be so impatient!

No matter what, the dead guy is still my wife, so I have to observe the three-year mourning period for him, no! Three years is too long!

Just one year! A hundred days is enough, at least the "seventh day" should be completed. well! Just be patient for another forty-nine days! The plum rains are always continuous, and dark clouds appear in the sky, which is a typical death atmosphere.

Even so, I couldn't shed a single tear, let alone cultivate any genuine sorrow.

So, I had better hide in the room alone and watch the drizzle floating.

There was no sound in the whole house. Perhaps the servants and even the two wolfhounds had accompanied the dead man to the funeral home!

The thought of being alone in a building like this makes me a little scared.

But on the other hand, if a close friend came to visit in the rain at this time, wouldn’t this environment be ideal?

here we go again! I hate myself for not being able to control myself.

Although it is just imagination, once the thought becomes heated, isn’t it the bridge to practice?

During these forty-nine days, it’s best not to even think about it, otherwise, I will be even less able to restrain myself.

The rain suddenly got heavier, and water was flowing on the floor near the long window, gradually soaking the carpet.

I threw back the quilt, jumped off the bed, ran to close the long window, and felt a damp chill on my bare feet and body.

I casually pressed the call bell and asked them to wipe the floor dry.

Looking out through the water-drop-covered window, I was surrounded by a misty scene that caught my attention.

I don’t know how much time passed before I turned around.

"Mrs. Li!" The driver, Ah Cai, stood at the half-open door, at a loss as to what to do. His eyes drooped and blinked, with a very peculiar expression.

"What are you doing here?"

I was a little unhappy with his rude attitude.

"Mrs. Li..."

"From now on, just call me Madam. No need to mention anything sexual!"

"yes."

He gave me another fierce look.

"Didn't Madam ring the bell? They all went to the funeral home, leaving me alone. I thought Madam probably wanted to go to the funeral home to see the mourning hall, so..."

"I'm not going there... wipe up these stains!"

"Yes. Madam Li!"

"Go get a dry cloth! Why are you looking at me like that?"

"Yes..."

He still didn't leave, his eyes searching me like a searchlight.

I lowered my head and looked at myself. It would have been better if I hadn't looked at myself. But when I looked at myself for the first time, I couldn't help but blush and my heart was beating like a deer.

I always wear my nightgown in the bedroom without any underwear, and the quality of my nightgown is lake green silk, which is more transparent than nylon.

Except for the two wolfhounds, no male was ever allowed into my bedroom, so no embarrassing scenes ever occurred.

Unexpectedly, on the third day after the dead man's death, Acai ran in by accident and was seen by him.

I was angry, ashamed, and happy.

The man's eyes are really special. They crawl all over my body like a snake, and wherever they crawl to, they feel hot.

When it stopped, that spot became hotter and hotter, as if it was about to melt.

This strange feeling made me unable to move or make a sound, and the same happened to Ah Cai.

What force made him so bold that he even forgot his usual manners and rules?

I don’t know how many seconds, minutes, or moments have passed. If this continues, the consequences will be disastrous.

This is because people's patience has a limit, and once this barrier is broken, things will get out of control.

At the critical moment, a car horn sounded below the window, followed by the sound of wheels braking suddenly stopping on the cement road in the garden.

I glanced at Ah Cai, and he backed out the door in panic with a red face, muttering, "It must be Miss Zhao coming to pick up the Madam. I'll go and see!"

It wasn't until Acai's back turned the corner and disappeared that I felt relieved, but also melancholy. Ah! People are always so contradictory.

I bit my lip and turned to look out the window, and saw that the person who came out of the new Cadillac was not Zhao Xiaoman, but her brother Zhao Liming.

Coincidentally, he also looked up, smiled and waved at me.

I quickly covered my chest with the curtain. Although he might not be able to see me clearly, I thought it was the right thing to do.

He had already rushed up the stone steps in the rain, and I could no longer see him, so I slowly let down the curtains, quickly put on a morning coat, and quickly glanced at myself in the mirror. Feeling radiant, I walked downstairs with satisfaction.

Limin was standing in the living room. When he saw me, he came over, held my hands and whispered, "I'm very sad..."

His voice was so pleasant, low and soft, it went straight into my heart.

He was wearing a new grey 'oron', perfect for mourning.

With her jet-black hair and eyes, her face, neck and hands appear even whiter than jade. My hand was hidden in his palm, and a warm, soft and smooth feeling came over me, making me reluctant to pull it back.

What’s even worse is that he was staring down at me intently, capturing my eyes, and perhaps even my heart.

And my heart is suffering from being floating around without a place to rest.

I hope he will always kiss me and hug me with such eyes.

What an ideal state that is, where all major issues can be put aside, no consequences need to be considered, and even death does not matter.

The sage said: "If I hear the truth in the morning, I can die in the evening!"

But I interpret it as: It’s worth it to die at night if you get love during the day!

Limin is truly a little overlord in the love field. He suddenly let go of her hand and his eyes drooped. The worldly-wise man said, "Sister-in-law, you should be patient and take care of yourself first, then take care of the funeral. They asked me to pick you up and take you to the funeral home, saying that everything depends on you."

I suddenly felt a little chilly, so I calmed down and said, "Of course I want to go, but I don't understand those things, so I'll just ask my uncle and aunt to do it."

"They have prepared everything and are just waiting for you to take a look, because you are the one who makes the decision. Cousin, let's go!"

"Okay, I'll go change my clothes. Please excuse me."

"please."

He struck a star pose and returned to his usual playful self.

I remembered the look on Ah Cai’s face when he closed the car door for us. There was disappointment, loneliness, and even jealousy on his dark face.

I feel sorry for him.

Limin drove the car around in circles, chatting with me casually.

I was as nervous as a girl on a first date and didn't dare to get close to him.

But all the pores and cells in my body opened up to him, hoping that he could be braver and give me unprecedented joy.

Before I knew it, the car drove into a mountainous area with cliffs on both sides. I took a closer look and found that it didn't look like an urban area. I couldn't help but shout, "This is the road to Yangmingshan!"

"Yes! I just want to visit Yangpeng Mountain in the rain. Cousin, don't you like it?"

"I like it too, but they are all waiting for us, this is not a good idea!"

He stopped the car suddenly, my upper body fell forward, and I felt the glass window pressing towards me.

In a flash, a hand grabbed my right shoulder, slowing down my forward leaning body and allowing me to lean back safely on the back cushion.

I calmed down and found that the hand on my right shoulder was still there. The heat from its palm burned my flesh and made me tremble slightly, which felt neither like happiness nor pain.

I couldn't help but turn around following his palm. Now we were sitting side by side facing each other, with our eyes only a foot apart.

I could not avoid his gaze. There was a strange light flashing in his black eyes, and silent words came out from all around.

The two combined into a force that made me completely abandon my former solemnity.

"Yuxuan!" It was the first time he called me by my nickname.

My eyelids, which had been drooping gradually, quickly rose again, expecting him to continue, but he did not speak again. Instead, he gently caressed my cheek with his eyes.

"Yuxuan..."

The sound of Limin's pain.

I quickly squeezed his hand, but then I realized I was being too impulsive. But after I relaxed, it became more obvious, so I decided to just hold it lightly.

This gave him new courage, and he turned his hand over to hold mine, and the next moment I found myself in his arms.

His left hand was around my waist, and his right hand slid gently up my arm, across my shoulders and neck, then back from the back of my head, landing on my cheek, rubbing and twisting it gently.

I had to close my eyes because I was embarrassed to see him touching me.

He touched it here, flicked it there, as if he had just found an antique he had longed for for years, and simply put his whole life into it.

I endured his teasing like a mouse under the claws of a cat, and when the teasing was over and I felt satisfied, I would open my mouth and bite it as usual.

I was just waiting for him to bite me. Of course he remembered how his cousin's wife had rejected him time and again two years ago...

As I expected, the cat's tentacles reached out.

That was the sound of his rapid breathing, and then I felt a heat and wetness on my lips. My lips were like a collapsed embankment, unable to resist the impact of the flood drops, and I let the love fountain gush out at will.

The palms of girls' hands are also sensitive areas.

My palm touched his hot and solid thing, and my whole body began to feel hot.

I was holding it very lightly at first, and I don't know how I slowly, hazily, and gradually tightened my grip...

Maybe it was a woman's natural instinct. I clenched my fist, held the thing, and moved it up and down.

He hugged me in his arms, and suddenly lowered his head, snuggling into my soft, warm breasts like a little doll, and put the tip of my breast in his mouth and started sucking.

He sucked on my nipple, gently and heavily, biting and chewing it.

I felt itchy and sore. This sour and numb itching felt like thousands of ants were crawling into my blood vessels.

He had aroused me so much that I could not control myself. I felt extremely empty, and at the same time, I could feel a strange itch that could not be scratched, which spread to every cell in my body.

He kissed every part of my body, and finally lowered his head slowly to my abdomen.

When his tongue tip moved closer to my "forbidden area" and eroded it further, I felt like I was touched by an electric current and my whole body trembled again.

Limin raised his head from my thighs, with a smile of a conqueror on his face: "Yuxuan, I believe you will lose your temper?"

I smiled sweetly at him and crossed my legs.

He began to possess me, and I was in a very pretentious state, making moans and exclamations, and groaning, and seemed to be in an overwhelmed state.

In fact, I was drinking and snorting happily.

"Hmmmm... you're really good. You make me feel so good. I feel so full and tight inside. I haven't felt this good in a long time."

The long absence has driven me crazy.

After a while, Li Min's glans became red and hot, and it grew bigger and harder. It was pressed around the vulva, leaving no space at all.

He rushed forward like a thunder and a rainstorm, pushing my pussy wide open, making my heart blossom with joy and my pussy juice gushing out.

It seemed like a long time since I last felt this way. My sexual desire had already been sublimated, and in just ten minutes, I had already orgasmed twice.

In the past two or three years, the dead guy has never made me so happy.

This time, we tried to be as wild as possible.

He hit my heart every time, and I quickly swayed my waist to match his movements. My heart was jumping up and down, it was so intoxicating.

"Hmph..."

I felt a dull pain in my lower body: "I... I can't take it anymore... Push harder... Push harder..."

As soon as he finished speaking, a surge of heat really came out of him...

The lust that had been accumulating in our hearts for half a year was finally satisfied for both of us.

At this moment, the sky and earth, the sun and the moon, the wind and rain, the flowers and the grass have completely lost the meaning of their existence. The only things that exist are me and him, even the body does not exist: there is life calling out, souls embracing...

I didn't know how much time had passed in my daze.

Suddenly we heard a thunder and were startled and separated. Then, out of sheer fear, I threw myself into his arms.

"Don't be afraid! That's the usual thunder during the rainy season."

He patted me with infinite pity and spoke softly.

I know, but I'm afraid of the ancient legend "Lei Ji".

Just a few hours after her husband died, the wife exposed her body in front of one man and accepted the caress of another man.

If the gods knew, they would definitely choose her as their target.

This is why I was afraid, and this is the excuse I made when I hid in his arms.

The thunder has passed, but the rumbling sound is still in my ears.

I raised my head slightly, revealing half of my eye. He whispered, "Are you okay?"

"What?"

"Thunder God, didn't hit us?"

"How could that be? You've turned into a child!"

He smiled with his full white teeth, and then used his fingers to feel around my waist: "Yuxuan, I guess your waist circumference is 21..."

"Don't be like that."

I twisted my waist and chuckled: "You have good taste, maybe you have learned tailoring!"

"As a tailor, I don't need a tape measure. I can tell the exact size by just running my hand around it."

"You're really experienced," I said sadly.

"Thank you!" he said frivolously, "Come on, Yuxuan!"

At the moment when our lips were about to touch, I suddenly used force to break free from his embrace.

"What's wrong? You..."

"there is nothing."

He pounced on him.

His face was red and his eyes were filled with the passion of youth.

My face also blushed and my heart began to beat again.

At this moment, he seemed to be "still unsatisfied" and a golden light appeared on his forehead.

Naturally, his eyes moved from my face to the bottom.

Then he bent down and used his hot lips to greedily kiss my pink cheeks, soft breasts, and delicate legs.

I let out a sigh of relief and thought to myself, "Now that things have come to this, I can't stop," so let him caress me and enjoy myself!

After a minute or two, my whole body was burning hot, my knees began to tremble, and I felt something new and strange emerging and beating in my soul.

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The vagina opened slightly.

Seeing that the time was right, he hugged me tightly, and his dry lips seemed to be sparking.

I tried to push him away, but I couldn't muster even a ounce of strength and couldn't take any precautions.

In the confusion, his blood-filled, hard penis finally rushed in wildly, and in the blink of an eye, we became one.

His second time was wilder and more courageous than the first.

My heart felt numb and itchy, and my whole body was tingling.

The big cock was moving in and out slowly, lightly rubbing the edge of my vagina, and then it thrust in and out hundreds of times. The love juice in my vagina was like a series of bursts, flying everywhere.

Limin's entire lower body was wet, and both of their bellies were covered in water, almost like a vast ocean.

"Ah...hot...hot..."

I screamed for a while and couldn't even catch my breath.

Thousands of lights were on as we slowly made our way to the funeral home.

3. Lust Trap

The slanting wind brought drizzle, which hit the glass window in waves. The water-spraying stick swung faster and faster, just like my heart, moving back and forth between two extremes, unable to find its center of gravity.

In fact, I was stupid too. I knew that Limin was a typical playboy, so why should I care about his experience with women's waist circumference?

What difference does it make to me if he has one woman or a hundred?

Thinking of this, I felt that I had gone too far and couldn't help but glance at him sideways.

He noticed it immediately, and continued to drive leisurely, looking ahead.

He whispered, "Yuxuan, I'll come see you tomorrow."

He said it with such certainty, as if I were his mistress.

I was a little angry and shook my head, saying, "I need to have a good rest these few days. Besides, if we do this, it will also encourage others to gossip about us, which is not worth it for anyone."

"We are cousins, shouldn't I be allowed to comfort you, accompany you, and eliminate your sorrow and loneliness?"

"But, a single man and a single woman together," I said, "is considered a sin in the eyes of the world."

"Why bother with them! Is there anyone in this world who is truly innocent? Especially in our wealthy family, I'm afraid even the cats and dogs at home may not be clean. Let them gossip if they want! We just take care of ourselves... Yuxuan, do you know how long life is and how youth is gone?"

On the surface, I remained cold as ice and refused to accept his instigation, let alone surrender under his attack.

"We're here," he said. "Come in!"

It turned out that the car had stopped in front of the funeral home. I was so confused that I had no idea when we arrived. After a pause, I asked, "Are you not going in?"

"I'll come to see you tomorrow!" he said very gently.

"No!" The faintest protest.

"Don't say no! You need me. I know you really want to see me, so why go against yourself? Yuxuan, you and I are both born romantic seeds, neither of us will suffer, so we are perfect together."

I got out of the car immediately, slammed the door, and walked inside without looking back.

Even so, I still heard him say behind me: "See you tomorrow, Yuxuan..."

I was softened by this gentle voice again.

I stopped and listened to him leave. It seemed as if the wheels were rolling over me, crushing me to pieces, but taking my entire heart with it.

Looking up, I saw the white silk banner reflecting a dark shadow. It was really scary!

I hope I don't have to go in. How can I bear to see all those rows and rows of incense, funeral objects and dead bodies?

What was even more unbearable was the strange looks those male and female relatives gave me, but I had to go in. Otherwise, cold words and gossip will be everywhere. They said I was a heartless woman who refused to take a last look at my husband's body.

I gathered my courage and walked inside with confidence.

If you can pass this test, you will have a 70% chance of achieving happiness in the second half of your life, because this world is a place that bullies the weak and fears the strong.

I want to be strong, ignore what others think, and do what I like.

My husband is dead and no one can interfere with me anymore. I am a free woman now.

On the day when Li Laosan was buried, there was slanting wind and drizzling rain, and the cemetery had a somewhat desolate atmosphere. The raised yellow earth, the newly polished white stone tombstone, together with the sad wind, the gray clouds, and the drizzling yellow plum rain, made up the weather for burying flowers.

The person we are burying now is a useless person who had no glory in life and no sorrow in death.

Today was his last chance in life to accept the flattery of others; tomorrow, no one would remember him anymore.

Some monks were chanting scriptures, but I couldn't understand them and had no intention of listening.

I lowered my head to see if my newly cut mourning clothes fitted me properly, to see the water droplets on the grass beneath my feet, and to see the small yellow flowers swaying in the wind over there.

Someone approached me from behind, and a strange heat made me tremble.

I didn't need to look back to know that it was the driver, Acai. He had been holding an umbrella for me. Now the umbrella was lowered over his head and he was also close to me.

If I told him to go away, he would immediately move a few feet away from me!

But I didn’t do that, so why bother?

I'll just pretend I don't know.

Men’s body temperature is amazing! Like a half-cold and half-hot iron, moving on thin silk, a kind of flat and close-fitting comfort!

As I enjoyed it, I quietly raised my eyelids.

The edge of the umbrella was just covering my eyebrows, which provided a good cover so that careless relatives wouldn't notice that I was peeping.

When careful people see my face and eyes reflected in the blue silk, their souls will be transported to the sky.

Who is the careful person?

He was standing not far away on the opposite side, with his head lowered and eyes slightly raised. It was Zhao Liming, the enemy from the previous life.

His eyes were so greedy that I dared not look into their eyes all the time.

Will he notice Ah Cai’s rudeness? Was he jealous, or was he sad because I missed the date with him that day?

In short, there seemed to be a fire burning in his eyes, a flame made up of all the emotions and desires, blazing straight into his heart.

When the monk was reciting the last few verses of the scriptures, he always said what a good person the dead ghost was, and how he was summoned by the Jade Emperor to rest and go to heaven.

I couldn't help crying after hearing this. If people like Li Laosan can go to heaven and become immortals, then probably no one in the world will go to hell after death.

I can also do whatever I like without having to worry about the final judgment.

After the ceremony, everyone gathered around me to offer their condolences, saying the usual words of condolence and taking care of oneself.

I pretended to be stupid and just nodded without saying anything or moving. Now I looked like a widow in deep grief.

The last person to come up was Zhao Liming. I felt a strange feeling before he even got close to me, so I lowered my head half-seriously.

He approached gently, held my right hand delicately and tenderly, squeezed it, patted it, without saying a word.

I couldn't help but raise my eyes, and this time, his gaze captured me so firmly that I could no longer escape.

His face, which was originally as white as jade, now became extremely pale under the reflection of the blue silk umbrella. The evil smile that always appeared at the corner of his lips now disappeared temporarily and was replaced by painful self-mockery.

He didn't open his umbrella, and the drizzle wet his soft hair. A clump of hair fell on his forehead, like the dejected look of a lovelorn person.

My heart softened, and I let love and compassion show through my eyes completely and without reservation.

How Ah Cai was sent away afterwards, and how Limin used his sister Wenjing to invite me to their home.

I can't remember what I did or said along the way.

The person is like falling into the clouds, drowsy, weak and powerless, at the mercy of others.

It was not until he arrived at Zhao's house and found that there were already several guests in his home that he regained consciousness.

Wen Jing took me in and whispered in my ear, "Look! Limin wanted to make sure you wouldn't be too worried, so he specially invited these friends to come and entertain you!"

Limin and his sister have a wide circle of friends, and among their six boyfriends and girlfriends, some are acquaintances and some are people they have never met.

Three men and three women, including writers, musicians, movie stars, producers, factory owners, etc.

Whether they knew each other or not, they were all used to making trouble, and they all rushed over, shouting and yelling. Some said, "Mrs. Li, don't cry. We will play with you, even until tomorrow."

I gave a sad smile and said, "Thank you."

"Mrs. Li, do you like dancing or playing cards? Whatever you say today, we will do as you wish."

"No!" I replied softly. "Thank you all for your kindness. I am very happy just watching you play."

"How can you not say it? These friends are here to entertain you today, how can you leave us alone?"

I smiled wryly and sat down.

Limin and Wenjing introduced the guests to me.

That person is the factory owner Qin Dongfeng.

Producer and star Ruan Xiaozhen.

The musician was abrupt.

Novelist He Cheng.

New actress Huang Yingying.

Seductive actress Mali Chan.

The relationship between them is so complicated that it is hard to describe in a few words. If I were to write biographies of them, it would probably be a million-word masterpiece.

I have no intention of this. I only blame the Zhao brothers and sisters for asking these monsters to help me solve my problems.

But soon, I understood.

These men and women all have their own abilities, and I was gradually assimilated by them without even realizing it.

At the beginning, they danced in four pairs and I sat on the side and watched.

The passionate Latin music became more and more crazy, as if it was about to tear my intestines apart, making people feel very uncomfortable. When I changed the record, a person stood in front of me. It was He Cheng.

Before I could refuse, he pulled me up and whispered, "Mrs. Li, don't neglect your Moomba steps. Let's dance this one."

"I am a loyal reader of He Cheng's novels, but I don't think he is a good dancing partner, especially when it comes to new dances like Moomba and Dikoko. He is even more inappropriate when dancing them."

But my waist had already been embraced by him, and the music had started, so I started to move along with his feet.

Although he was not a good dancer, he was still a man and many romantic stories had been heard about him.

I started to flirt with him, unintentionally acting on my feminine instincts.

"What new works have you produced recently?" I looked up and said, leaning close to his chest.

"Don't talk about those things. I'm telling you a piece of news. It's about the producer, Ms. Ruan Xiaozhen..."

"I already know a lot about Ruan Xiaozhen's news."

"This is special news, and it's related to Qin Dongfeng."

My interest piqued. Qin Dongfeng was from another province. He was a most successful industrialist and well-known in society. I seemed to have never heard of any scandals about him.

And this time, he couldn't escape Ruan Xiaozhen's beauty! I'd like to hear what's going on.

Then he said, "Could it be that she has already hooked him?"

"Need I say more?"

"Ruan Xiaozhen is the best at dealing with middle-aged and older men. You know how she messed up old man Zheng and Wu Siyang in the past. This Qin Dongfeng is relatively new in terms of experience, but after He Bin got to know him, she made him fall in love with him with just a few gestures, and he was willing to be a captive under her embroidered shoes."

"I see you pay a lot of attention to her." I glanced at him and smiled. "Are you and Huang Yingying tired of each other?"

"I've heard other people say that there's nothing going on between Huang Yingying and me. There's no point in getting tired of it. They're just making up rumors. Honestly, Madam Li, no matter Ruan Xiaozhen, Huang Yingying, Chen Mali, or even Zhao Wenjing, they can't compare to you. You're born with the beauty and temperament of a princess..."

"You are writing a novel again, Mr. He Cheng," I whispered. "Be careful not to be heard by Miss Huang Yingying. We won't talk about this. I am just wondering about your man. For example, he is so abrupt. Does he really know nothing? Or does he know but doesn't care? It doesn't seem possible that he can replace his lover with the piano, right?"

"There are ways to be abrupt. He knows he can't beat Ruan Xiaozhen, so he just ignores her and keeps things harmonious. He also looks for other ways to develop himself. You can see it from the way he dances with Chen Mali."

I glanced into the room and shook my head, saying, "You artists' lives are so... so romantic. I think the relationships between men and women in Hollywood are just like this! If you could make a movie that could compare with others, it would be great. But you guys are focusing on these romantic activities!"

"I don't belong in the film industry! Mrs. Li, don't drag me into it!"

Before I could answer, a piece of music stopped. When we separated, I pinched He Cheng's hand.

I think this pinch will probably result in dozens of love letters from him. Wouldn't that be fun?

When the second music started, Liming was the first to dance with me. His usually indifferent expression suddenly seemed a little melancholy. The dance steps were not as brisk as before, and there was silence.

I said, "What's wrong, Limin?"

"there is nothing."

"But I smell a sense of resentment coming from you."

I smiled and pressed my body closer to him.

"Woman!" he said, his tone softer.

"Woman, what's wrong?" I said. "If you provoke them, they won't and dare not offend you."

"It's no offense," he said.

"They are fickle and treat love as a game. For example, among the six distinguished guests here, the men are either wealthy or talented, and the women are all as eloquent as flowers and as fragrant as jade. However, if you explore it, the relationship between them may not be much different from that of humans in primitive times!"

"Ah!" I laughed.

"Limin, since when did you suddenly become a gentleman?"

"To the woman I truly love, I have always been a gentleman. I am loyal to her and I hope she will be the same."

"Who is the woman you truly love? Ruan Xiaozhen, Huang Yingying, or Chen Mali, who can wink and sing?"

Limin's dance suddenly stopped; he was angry.

Honestly, I knew his remarks were directed at me; he must have seen He Cheng flirting with me.

I leaned my cheek against his chest and whispered, "Why don't you answer me?"

"Yuxuan..."

His right hand pressed hard on the back of my waist, as if he wanted to swallow me whole.

This call has a soul-stirring quality, perhaps it really comes from the bottom of the heart.

"Don't do that!" I gently pushed him away: "People are watching!"

"Are you afraid that He Cheng will be unhappy?"

4. Ecstasy in Dreams

"Don't let your imagination run wild! Limin, you have to put yourself in my shoes. My husband was just buried today, and yet we are so close!"

"Honestly, Yuxuan!"

He leaned close to my ear and whispered softly, "I just want to stick with you, the tighter the better..."

That voice and tone were equally lewd, making me feel itchy and numb inside. I was drunk, but drunk people don't talk drunk. I said, "Limin, I don't have a sense of humor today, so it's not appropriate for me to listen to your jokes. But you tell them very well! There's emotion in your voice, much better than those would-be stars or those who claim to be stars. When did you change your career to become an actor?"

"It seems that today is the day when your sense of humor reaches its peak, and you use it to counter my infatuation!"

He was right, I just meant it to make him laugh. But this is out of necessity, otherwise it would be too embarrassing for me.

In fact, deep down in my heart, I really want to "stick" to him!

"When they disperse later, don't leave!"

He added, "I still have a lot to say to you, but I've kept it in my heart for too long. If I don't say it out loud, I'll suffocate to death!"

"I don't want to hear it. It's all about love and clinginess! It's so corny! Ruan Xiaozhen likes to hear this. Why don't you go and talk to her? And I heard that she can cling to men and make them crazy!"

"I have already been obsessed with you. If you don't pity me, I will be miserable..."

"Are you going crazy? Or committing suicide?" I asked with a smile.

"You..." His voice trembled and he couldn't continue.

The music just stopped, and I gently pushed him away and said, "Limin, feelings need to be cultivated." Then I left.

He stood there in a daze, like a sleepwalker, oblivious to everything around him.

This makes me anxious. What will people think?

He would say that I seduced him into this! Although it is actually good, I don’t want to bear this guilt first.

In a hurry, I fell onto a long sofa and said, "Limin, please find a bottle of Tiger Balm!"

This shout attracted Limin, Wenjing, and three male and three female guests.

They gathered around me, asking me questions, thinking that I was mentally stimulated by witnessing the joy while being sad.

He Cheng was particularly diligent. He touched my forehead and the palm of my hand. He was indeed a talented and romantic man.

I deliberately thanked him with a shy smile, on the one hand to stimulate Limin, on the other hand to provoke Huang Yingying's jealousy, so that He Cheng would go back and be careful.

I sat up soon.

Limin, however, took this opportunity to expel all the guests, even Wen Jing was sent away by him, turning the grand event into a mess in an instant.

Now there are only Limin and I in the room. I feel a little scared and excited.

I don’t know how he will take on the next scene.

The curtains are slowly opening, and so are the curtains in my heart, and time is passing quickly until dusk...

The Zhao family has a large mansion, and at this moment it seems that only Limin and I are left. Dusk is approaching like a drunkard.

There is a watery warmth in the air that corresponds to the love of my body and mind.

The shadows of trees are slanting on the window screen, and the colorful lights in the luxurious house are dim.

This situation and this scene are really touching for a mature woman, especially a new widow.

I sat slightly sideways, waiting for what Limin would do next.

Him! Doing nothing but sitting under the lamp and carefully reading the sports news in the evening paper, it shows that my position in his heart is not as important as a football or a horse.

Several times, I decided to turn around and leave, but finally I calmed down and stayed.

I knew this was his trick, and he wanted to leave room for shirking responsibility in the future.

Then he could say: Here! I didn't want to do this, but you asked me to. I can't embarrass you!

And I just want to sit here and see who can win!

It was so quiet that the sound of the grandfather clock in the hall next door was as loud as the wheels of a train, moving forward from one stop to another, never refusing to stop.

I am a hundred percent willing and eager to stop at a small station, and then one station after another, until the end.

But Limin still had that lifeless look, making people want to bite him!

This is a competition of endurance, measuring the weight of endurance on the scale of desire. Whoever has a heavier weight can control the entire love game in the future, enjoy more and pay less.

He understood, and I understood too, a stalemate!

Time must pass extremely slowly in a stalemate. It feels like an eternity to me, but in fact it is only a few minutes or seconds.

The clock in the hall rang loudly, it was half past eight!

The evening is coming to an end, and the long night will follow. A time of love.

Limin slowly put down the evening paper in his hand. I saw his face. He had a dazed look and looked uncomfortable.

I laughed in my heart! He makes me more anxious and suffers more. I know I have won this game.

A total win.

A self-deprecating smile flashed across his lips. He was ready to surrender. His clear eyes were shining with moisture, and his voice was like the strings of a harp...

"Yuxuan."

I raised my eyes and gave him a silent response.

"Yuxuan." He sat up straight and said.

"Why didn't you say anything? Are you mad at me? Or..."

I pursed my lips and smiled, still saying nothing.

He was anxious and stood up in a hurry. He didn't care about his usual calm demeanor and rushed to squat in front of me, looking up at me like a child seeking favor. Called softly: "Yuxuan..."

"Hmm..."

"Yuxuan, if anyone offends you, just blame me! If I make you unhappy unintentionally, please forgive me! Even if you want to hit me, just raise your fist high and bring it down gently. You won't really hit me! Right? Yuxuan..."

This boy is really good, he sings and acts at the same time, which drives away my reserve. I can't help but look at him, and let his infinitely gentle eyes pierce into my heart like a sharp blade, stirring it gently and softly.

Then, my hands were in his palms, my knees supported his chin, and my heart bound his heart.

"Yuxuan!"

A dreamy voice.

"Hmm..."

I heard my own voice also sound like a dream talk.

"Yuxuan..."

The voice suddenly reached my ears.

Then there was a heat in my cheeks, a shock in my body, and a wet tremor on my lips.

I couldn't control myself. I pressed my face and body as close to his as possible, but it felt like it wasn't enough. I stretched out my arms, wrapped them around the back of his neck, and held on tightly, embracing him lips to lips, body to body, heart to heart.

The flame of lust is burning fiercely, and once the medicine is lit, it will explode!

My hand touched his thick, hot thing, my face felt hot and my heart started beating fast.

To be honest, it is that part of a man that makes a woman confused and aroused, and of course I am no exception.

"Yuxuan..." he panted softly.

A soft, warm hand has moved from my back to my chest, trembling and groping...

He took advantage of my passion and thrust his hard thing inside me... so hard... I felt so good...

"Ah...ah...you...you..." I looked at him in surprise.

It's too late now. We are tightly connected together, and there is not a single bit left at the mouth of the bamboo shoot.

I have grown and am full and plump.

He grew taller and stood up straight.

Our two bodies became a torrent, with passion surging and every nerve trembling.

It was such a happy moment, and I had another climax. The damn guy had never given me such pleasure in all these years.

He suddenly became rough, and I knew what was going on, so I immediately cooperated with him. I clamped my legs around his waist and pushed my butt up hard, faster and faster.

He was panting like a bull, and was squeezing and shaking me hard, making a constant "slurp, slurp" sound. My vulva felt numb and tingling, and he almost broke my pussy.

At this moment, I felt my body was much lighter, floating up and down, as if I was flying.

I was paralyzed. I didn't want to move or make any sound. My entire emotional state became a big blank, and I longed for something to fill it.

Then, his palm moved down to his chest and stopped at his waist for a while, as if he was considering something, as if he was deploying millions of troops before a decisive battle, carefully and thoughtfully, fearing that he would not be able to defeat the enemy in one fell swoop.

I twisted my waist and pretended it was totally unintentional.

As luck would have it, my waist twisted and his hand slipped, just like an explorer who suddenly loses his footing from the top of a mountain and falls into a bottomless abyss.

It was an incomparable heat, a hungry and tense feeling, and a wait for the moisture and filling from the rain and dew. As a result, our eyes narrowed, our faces flushed, our hearts beat fast, and our breath became short. We were really drunk.

Limin's body was shaking, and my soul was shaking too. Undoubtedly, he was passionate and gentle. But it is not strong enough to make me feel destruction, and how I need destruction now!

In the wind, in the clouds, in the rain, in the fog...all kinds of wonderful feelings came to my heart at once, it was the dream of so many days! Memories from so long ago!

From a girl to a widow, this period of golden years has slowly passed away. Is it time to regain it? Or is it just an illusion?

Regardless of whether it was true or not, I wanted it anyway, and I was eager to enjoy this moment and didn’t want to let it slip away.

"Score twice", so the hot and sweaty palms moved slowly again, from outer clothes to underwear, sticking to my skin, turning corners like an iron.

At the same time, the lips and tongue had no rest, they stuck, twisted, and stirred, like an overflowing spring tide or a drifting plum rain, making everything wet.

Time and space are all illusions, people and I do not exist, the only vacuum is the fiery desire.

The cool, sonorous church bells rang again.

I had to regain some of my lost consciousness, and my instincts drove me to move. I struggled slightly to avoid him.

He pressed forward, asking for her hand and tongue, and said smugly, "Stop pretending! Yuxuan..."

This sentence was like a bolt from the blue to me, like a gust of sweet dew from Yang Quan. Most of his consciousness returned at once. Was it anger? Is it hate? Is it shame?

I heard myself sneer, as cold as ice.

Then I found the strength to resist, and I put my hands on his chest, straightened my back, and pushed his body away, so that he fell onto the carpet.

"What's wrong? Yuxuan, you are such a weird person!"

"I'm not at all blameworthy. I just still have a little bit of self-esteem and shame, that's all!"

"But I didn't... insult you! Why are you so angry? Come..."

He held out his hands, motioning for me to help him up.

I lifted him halfway up, and as soon as his body left the ground, I quickly let go, stood up and walked away.

"Ah! Ouch! I fell and got hurt."

He realized that his self-torture trick didn't work, so he immediately got up.

"Yuxuan, don't leave! I apologize to you! It's my fault. I have offended you..."

"No, Master!" I turned back and said as I walked out the door, "Save these sweet words for others to hear!"

"Yuxuan..."

The calls are still soul-stirring, but to me they sound like the poisonous snakes in mythology that call people's names. If I answer, I will die.

Rushed out the door in fear and anger.

The drizzle coming towards me made my cheeks look like I had just cried.

I know I won't cry.

Although at this moment, I really wanted to cry and let all the grievances flow out with my tears.

But I couldn’t. Even if I wanted to cry, I had to leave this place. I couldn’t let that damn Zhao Liming see me.

The sky was dark, the road was long and boundless, and the leaves of the parasol trees on both sides were rustling in the heavy rain, which served as a natural cover.

This road was so desolate that I walked on the sidewalk for five minutes without seeing a single car.

Fortunately, there was a public telephone booth, and I hid inside immediately, firstly to avoid the rain, and secondly to call a taxi. Wouldn't it be better to ask Ah Cai to drive over to pick me up?

Ah Cai has probably hated me for a whole day, right?

While talking on the phone, I wanted to see Ah Cai's dark face and muscular body. That's what a real man is.

At my age and status, I should fall in love with a man, so why am I hanging out with the weird Zhao Liming?

That's just the girl's boyfriend!

"Hello! This is the Li Mansion."

What a coincidence! That was Acai's deep voice, with a hint of sexy hoarseness.

"Acai!" I said affectionately, "Come and pick me up. I'm in the public telephone booth at the corner of Changchun Road."

"Li...Oh! Madam, what's wrong? Are you alone?"

"It's just me. Come on! Ah Cai, I'm a little scared!"

"I'll be right there, ma'am. It'll only take five minutes."

"No! Five minutes is too slow! I can't wait. Ah Cai, the sooner the better! I want to see you."

"Yes ma'am, I'll try to hurry."

After hanging up the phone, his voice still lingered in my ears.

Three minutes later, two headlights flashed, followed by a familiar horn sound, and a Cadillac stopped abruptly in front of the telephone booth.

Ah Cai stuck his head out of the car window and called out, "Madam, where are you?"

I ran out of the phone booth and rushed to the car door, feeling like I was seeing a family member after a long absence.

Before getting in the car, he suddenly changed his mind, closed the door again, walked around to the front, and sat next to Acai.

One can imagine Ah Cai's surprise. The excessive pampering made him feel helpless and he suddenly turned off the car.

"Acai, let's drive!" I said.

"Yes, ma'am!" he said.

"Why are you alone here? Where is Miss Zhao?"

"Don't mention it. I'm bored. Let's drive!"

He started the engine in a panic, drove the car, and then asked, "Go home, ma'am."

"Not going home," I said.

"You can drive as you like. I am willing to follow you anywhere."

"Yes, ma'am!" Acai's voice trembled.

The mountain path was covered with slippery moss and flowers were blooming in the cold spring. The wheels slid gently past and went deep into the woods.

"Acai!" I couldn't help but say, "It's so dark here! Be careful!"

"Don't be afraid!" He turned around and smiled.

The dark face further highlights the two rows of white teeth and a pair of sparkling eyes like beasts.

"Go around the mountain!" I ordered, "Go around the foot of the mountain and head towards Tamsui. I want to get some fresh air. This weather is too stuffy."

"Yes, the weather is bad, ma'am..."

Ah Cai drove with his head up, his tone and expression were very strange, and those words pierced me like sharp arrows.

"Acai, what's wrong with you?"

"What's wrong..."

"You seem to be angry with someone?" I said, "If you don't drive properly, you are angry with your life, and life is gone forever, and that's it."

The wheels were moving fast, and Ah Cai waved his hand freely, a few traces of contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and then a string of words burst out from between his teeth: "Madam, don't worry! I won't lose my life. I think back to the time when I drove over the cliff on the Trans-Island Highway, it was so much more dangerous than here! At that time, we didn't often hear about car overturning. How could something happen on such a flat road?"

"Wouldn't it be better to be careful?" I laughed softly and said, "A man is in his prime at 30. You are probably just 30, right? You still have to marry a wife and raise a son! It won't go wrong to be careful."

"If I keep my job as a driver, will I ever get married?" he said casually without caring.

His indifference gave me the courage to continue flirting, and I felt the nervousness and joy of teasing the opposite sex.

Because this kind of situation is very rare, the more excited I am, and the more I hope this situation can last longer.

I said, "Acai..."

"lady?"

"You don't want to get married?"

"Who wouldn't want to marry a wife?" He glanced back and turned forward: "A salary of 15,000 yuan, if not to have children, that's enough..."

"I can give you a raise," I suggested, leaning forward cautiously.

"It's not just about money." He said, "For example, right now, you got up from bed in the middle of the night, what are you doing? Running around the mountains! How can your wife bear this? A woman marries a husband, hoping to live with him! But the driver has to stay with the car and wait for his master's orders."

"I can set your working hours. From 2pm to 2am, that's about right. If you use the car in the morning, you can go to bed early at night. If you think it's okay, and there's a salary, I'll give you another 3,000 yuan!"

"Madam is very enthusiastic about my marriage!"

He gave me a grin in the rearview mirror.

"You don't understand, Acai," I said.

"It's best if a widow's driver isn't a single man, otherwise people will gossip. Since I'm a widow, I have to consider this, but I can't bear to replace you, so I can only hope that you can get married soon."

"No, I don't want to..."

"What's the problem? That's strange! Ah Cai, are you a man?"

"You know I am, ma'am," he said bluntly.

This sentence reminded me of the feeling I had this morning when he stood behind me in the cemetery.

This is mysterious, strange, the pinnacle of all masculine beauty, with a trembling, numb contact.

With a loud bang, my whole body was hot and my heart was filled with annoyance, as if an atomic bomb had suddenly exploded in my stomach and the radiation could no longer be suppressed.

My heart started beating wildly again, and I sat up straight, stealing a glance at him.

He calmly turned off the engine, then took out a cigarette and smoked it leisurely.

He didn't look back, but glanced out of the car a few times, seeming hesitant.

I felt an unprecedented nervousness. It was not fear, nor sorrow. It could even be said to be a kind of anticipation, a kind of excitement that made my heart and soul tremble.

I expected that Ah Cai's target couldn't be more obvious, but he didn't dare to make a decisive move and launch a decisive attack on me.

He suddenly got out of the car and walked around in the shade of the trees. The fireworks flickered, sometimes far away, sometimes near, like a ghost's eye.

I endured it desperately, without saying a word, just watching how the situation would develop.

Ah Cai took a few steps forward and came near where I was sitting. He leaned against the glass window, seemed to want to say something but stopped himself. He stretched out his hand, then retracted it.

Finally, he left without opening the car door.

I am waiting for the cards to be revealed, but they are not revealed yet. It makes me anxious!

Given my identity and character, I have already made a big concession and cannot cross this limit any further. Otherwise, I will become a shameless slut, which is not what I want.

"Acai!" I knocked on the car window and said, "Have you finished smoking? It's time to go!"

He came over, opened the car door violently, and shouted hoarsely: "Why don't you get out of the car and walk around? The air here is so good! The car is hell, you are covered in perfume, it's hard to breathe!"

I got out of the car meekly and half-frightenedly.

Bang! The car door behind me was closed, leaving me helpless, like a woman walking at night. But I understood men's psychology very well, so before he could say anything, I gave him an order: "Give me a cigarette! Ah Cai."

He obediently took out his cigarette pack, gave me a cigarette, and lit it for me.

In the flash of the match, I saw clearly that his eyes were red, veins bulged on his forehead, and he kept licking his dry lips with the tip of his tongue.

5. New Love and Old Hatred

My hands were tightly holding his head and back, and sometimes I was touching his face and hands. I knew that in this supine position, it would be best to raise my arms above my head so that my chest would appear extremely beautiful, so I did that, and he really went crazy!

His lips and tongue attacked my face, and then I felt chills and burning sensations all over my body, and gradually fell into confusion.

"My love! My love!" I murmured, "Let me die, let me die!"

Word Cloud:

Experience the pain of separation from all over the world. I didn't expect to see the flowers scattered like this when I returned;

We look at each other under the flowers without a word, as spring and the sky fade together through the green window.

Waiting to tell the love story under the lamp, a new love

Thousands of old hatreds, most of them cannot be kept in this world,

The red face leaves the mirror and the flowers leave the trees.

The tune is dedicated to the song "Butterfly in Love with Maohua".

I don’t know when, where and what year I saw this sad poem about spring, but I still remember it clearly.

I copied it down at this time because I felt that my mood was not far from the state of the poem. It was just the right time to use other people's wine glasses to pour out my sorrow as a way to vent my emotions.

Twenty-four flower winds, I drifted away without noticing. I have experienced the heart-wrenching separation of life, and the tearless separation of death.

Just when I thought I had freedom and happiness, I suddenly realized that I was already a fallen woman!

At this moment, facing new love, old hatreds come flooding in, everything is under control, what about youth! Gone forever!

Why do I suddenly have this feeling when I am extremely happy?

It was because of Ah Cai's words. He leaned into my arms and whispered, "Yuxuan, it would have been great if we had met three years earlier! You were not even Li Laosan's person then..."

The meaning of this sentence is very clear. He dislikes me for not being worthy of being a lady.

Maybe not intentionally.

But at least in his subconscious, he already had this feeling, even though he himself didn't know why.

I was sad, but not desperate.

Because I can strongly feel Acai's enthusiasm and his attachment to me is in full swing; it's just not a deep and unforgettable love.

And how I long for the nourishment of true love! Although the enjoyment of carnal desires is supreme, it is ultimately a vulgar reality, and all realities will vanish in the blink of an eye.

Only with a metaphysical way of crazy love can we be together forever.

I am a new widow who feels empty and at the same time sad and happy. I feel that life is like morning dew. Besides desperately seeking happiness, I can also hope for the rekindled flame of life.

Speaking of this, Acai really disappoints me.

He is hot, but without light, like a burning charcoal under the ashes; he is wild, but not stupid, so how is he different from an animal?

Thinking of this, I suddenly stood up, quickly put my clothes in order, turned around and left.

"What's wrong? Yuxuan!"

He fell on the grass and reached out to pull my legs.

In the darkness, I am as nimble as a fish! With a slight flash, she avoided his capture and ran straight out of the woods.

"Yuxuan..."

The cry was as sad as autumn rain.

I paused for a moment, hardened my heart, and continued walking forward.

"Yuxuan, let me say something..."

I had to stop and listen to what he meant by this sentence. Maybe this is human nature!

He walked towards me neither fast nor slow and stopped about three feet away from me.

I didn't dare look at him, but I seemed to be able to feel his breath and gaze, both of which made me confused and fascinated.

There was silence for two or three minutes.

Just as I was about to move my feet, I heard him sighing, "If we had known this would happen, why would we have done this in the first place?"

Those eleven words were like a blow to me, giving rise to thousands of meanings and making me feel mixed emotions.

After struggling for a long time, I said softly, "What happened at the beginning?"

"At the beginning, I misunderstood Madam's intention." He said angrily, "I didn't think about my own status, I deserve death, but Madam... you are also wrong."

"What am I not?"

This is strong talk.

"Your fault is because..." He said bluntly, "You didn't let me give up on this idea earlier. Maybe it's common in your upper class society, but in my opinion, all your words and expressions have already gone beyond acquiescence."

With a loud bang, I felt my face flushed. Fortunately, I was in the dark woods, otherwise I would have been embarrassed.

He was not wrong. My words were more than just acquiescence. To put it bluntly, it was simply encouraging his ambition and enticing him to step into the trap set in advance. But at the last moment, I hung up the meat bait, causing him to suffer with one foot falling into the trap!

Women are really soft-hearted creatures. As a result of thinking about it, they always blame themselves. The self-blame makes my reserve melt in an instant like ice and snow on the fire.

How sensitive Acai is! Judging from his appearance, I immediately knew that he had won again.

He took a step from three feet away to my side, suddenly grabbed me, and kissed my neck fiercely. The heat entered from the neck, circled around the head, passed through the heart, and then emanated from the blood vessels, reaching the bones of the limbs.

Everything depends on the heart. If the heart is warm and the intestines are soft, then you will no longer care about anything.

My arms wrapped around him like two snakes, afraid that I wasn't holding him tight enough, holding on to him firmly enough, and that I was afraid of losing him in an instant.

The slightest breeze swayed the leaves on the ground, but apart from these, there was the beautiful mountains, rivers, and earth, as well as him and me. Nothing else existed.

Of course it exists, but in my eyes, it is unimportant!

I am satisfied, I am excited, I am intoxicated.

The tight entanglement of lips and tongues, the communication of souls, the firmness of chests, is not just friction, but also the feeling of each other's heartbeat and blood flow.

Darkness turns into light, cold turns into warmth, the hard trees and mud only seem to be filled with tenderness, the swaying of leaves in the forest is full of vitality and beauty! Gorgeous!

A gust of wind came from somewhere, making me shiver and my whole body feel numb. Then he discovered that it was not the wind, but his magic hands.

He was holding me and sliding down. There was grass below, and I could still feel it.

According to my wish, that would be more than I could ask for, but I still have a sense of female self-esteem and don't want to make such a hasty transaction...

So I struggled slightly and said, "No..."

He did not answer, but continued to use his actions to make me submit, creating a fait accompli.

Two ideas were fighting in my heart, sometimes one had the upper hand, sometimes the other took the lead.

In the final analysis, I wish I could stop being so reserved, but I can't do it!

I hate myself for not making any progress and for continuing to resist. Seeing my dream shattered, how I longed to see it!

It's like a traveler in the desert, who originally had an empty water bottle hanging there, but now even the sign that was in name only is lost. He finally encounters a pool of clear water. Do you think he can resist running over and drinking from the water?

So I thought of a clever idea and stretched out my foot forward and placed it where he had to step on it. As expected, he immediately fell towards the magnet like a piece of iron, making the magnet and the iron stick tightly together.

That magnet is me, my lips, my neck, my chest.

He lowered his head and began to greedily and wildly kiss my pink neck, soft breasts, lower abdomen, and delicate legs with his hot lips. My blood boiled and my heart felt like it was about to explode.

Then Acai fell on me, and I concentrated all my strength on that point, and he started to shake as if he had been electrocuted.

The flesh pressed against the flesh, the hearts touched each other, the important organs of both sides were filled with blood, emitting streams of hot air.

The glans was red and hot, and it became harder and harder as it was pounded, and it penetrated deeper and deeper, rushing forward like a thunder and rain, sweeping away thousands of troops. It made my vagina open wide, there are aphrodisiacs and psychedelic products for women, delayed ejaculation and aphrodisiac products for men, inflatable doll sex toys and so on. I especially recommend the German Green Temptation, it is really great! Her QQ number is: 1765663011. Free shipping for orders over 200 yuan. The heart is blossoming and the juices are flowing.

His penis seemed to be stronger and more powerful than Zhao Liming's, and it felt more stimulating and fulfilling during the thrusting.

A bolt of lightning suddenly shot out.

I thought in a daze, okay! Let it rain! May it rain as hard as possible, washing us all away, into the sea, out of the world, to find another paradise without prejudice?

The flash lasted a long time and remained on continuously, almost like a searchlight.

The strange thing is that it seemed to shine only on one place, and I vaguely felt that except for the piece of grass we occupied, it was still dark all around.

This gradually woke me up from my daze, and I raised my head to look for the strange light source.

"Ah!" I exclaimed.

"What's wrong?" Ah Cai murmured in a semi-comatose state.

I regained consciousness and immediately pushed him away. I then rolled away like a loach until I reached a dark place, where I finally calmed down a little.

Now Ah Cai also figured it out. I heard him let out an "Ah!" and then he started to curse: "Who turned on the car lights? Bastard! Look! I'm here to beat you up!"

I remained lying on the ground without moving, fearing that the person coming was a policeman. Not only would we be unable to do anything to him, but we might also be brought to court on charges of indecency. What would we do if this was reported in the newspapers? what to do?

Ah Cai rushed towards the light like a leopard, and it seemed that he was ready to fight to the death. But I don't want to risk my life with him, I want to find a way to escape.

Before he stood up, he heard Ah Cai exclaiming in wonder, and then heard him say, "Master Zhao, how did you get here?"

Even worse! That's Zhao Limin.

"Let me take a look at it." Yes, that was exactly Limin's tone.

It was a cold scene afterwards.

How their confrontation ends is not what interests me. I want to get out of this embarrassing situation as quickly as possible!

I crawled instinctively, and realized I was farther away from them, so I stood up and ran, rushing out of the woods and onto the road.

Under the light of the gas lamp, the long and winding road looked like a dead city, with no one or car passing by. I wished for nothing, so I turned left and ran, hoping to meet a car that would take me away.

shoot! The heel of my high-heeled shoes suddenly broke, so I took them off and threw them away. My bare feet were hurt by the gravel on the road, but I didn't have time to think about it.

There seemed to be a voice shouting behind me. I didn't want to tell who it was. I didn't want to see either of them. I wanted everyone to stay away from me, the farther the better. Now I wanted to be alone.

It’s really raining! It was sparse at first, but became denser and denser as time went by, until finally it fell like a huge tidal wave. The clothes were already tight, and now the rain was sticking to them, making her look like a naked model. gMy hair was soaked in an instant, and the rain dripped down my forehead and the back of my neck. My whole body was sticky and it was difficult for me to walk.

I don’t know what I look like now, but I hope I don’t look too ugly. Otherwise, even if I see a car, I won’t have the courage to get in, because the driver must be a man. How can I give the opposite sex an ugly impression?

fine! There were two lights coming towards me, it was undoubtedly a car.

At this moment I had no choice, I immediately stood in the middle of the road, raised my hands and shook them, hoping it would stop.

The bright light made it impossible for me to open my eyes. The car was coming towards me again, almost within reach. Fortunately! I heard the sudden grinding of brakes, but fortunately they didn't hit me. After a while, I heard someone say, "Come up!"

I opened my eyes and found myself two meters away from the front of the car. It was really dangerous. The car door was half open, and half of a man's head stuck out, saying again: "Get in, I'll take you home!"

I obediently walked over and got into the car door, holding my hands in front of my chest to cover up the transparent feeling. Then he whispered, "Thank you! I live in Taipei."

He immediately turned around and drove east without asking me why I had ended up in this situation.

This made me feel a little relieved. After I took a breath, I glanced over, but unexpectedly, the other person was also glancing at me. When our eyes met, my heart started beating again.

The ecstasy of lust vanishes under the wind and rain, leaving behind desolate footsteps. As a result of the heavy rain, I was wet from head to heels, my underwear stuck to my body, and my outer clothes were as heavy as iron.

The journey was uneventful, which was beyond my expectation. I realized my handbag was missing when I got home, so I asked the driver to wait for a while. The driver was a fat middle-aged man. He looked very honest, but unexpectedly he was not honest. He just stared at me with burning eyes, as if I was naked.

At this moment, he suddenly stretched out his hand, stopped me very rudely and said, "No need to pay for the ride, but..."

"What do you want?"

I lost my balance and almost fell into that fat chest.

"I want you..." he said as he hugged me tightly and kissed me quickly.

"Don't..." His lips were blocked.

“Hmm…Hmm…”

I struggled as I felt his big hands attacking my chest.

"Okay! Thank you!"

He was quickly satisfied, let go of me, and fled into the car like a flash.

I stood in the rain, at a loss, feeling both sweet and bitter in my heart, but I did not think of shouting for revenge. I watched the car speed away and was instantly lost in the wind, rain and darkness.

It's really strange. Why is it that in the past few days since Li Laosan's death, every time a man sees me, they always feel more or less lustful?

Am I particularly beautiful after becoming a widow? Or once the psychological shackles are removed, the natural sexiness becomes uncontrollable?

I think at least most of the responsibility lies with me. My expression must be very hungry, consciously or unconsciously encouraging men's ambitions and tempting them to do things they would not dare to do under normal circumstances.

Otherwise, how could this driver, who didn't know who I was, be so impulsive and suddenly become so bold and indulge in his desires with his mouth and hands?

When I got home I felt like a queen, I was treated to lots of attention and waiter service until I had a hot bath and was in bed, with Charlie the wolfhound lying by my bed, wagging his tail at me.

I was lying on the bed but my mind was outside the house, listening carefully to see if Ah Cai had returned. One hour, two hours passed, and I still hadn't heard him drive home. I felt a little strange and worried.

It’s strange or worrying! He went home anyway and got an explanation from Zhao Liming over the phone.

He said, "Yuxuan, you're back. Did you encounter any trouble? I'm really worried about you!"

"Oh! I don't deserve it." I was still angry with him. "How dare you make Master Zhao worried? You are a noble, busy man, and the most amorous person in the world. Forget it!"

"You've wronged me, Yuxuan." He said calmly, "I'll come and explain to you tomorrow."

"I don't want to hear any explanation from you, and I don't dare to trouble you, Master Zhao. We are a man and a woman, so it's best for us to see each other less in the future. Otherwise, of course you don't care, but I will be subject to gossip. Living in this society, a woman's reputation cannot be tarnished..."

"Great! Even our Lady Li has become a Taoist scholar!"

He said sarcastically, "Is it the power of love that makes you have no time to care about other things, so you use this kind of argument to deal with me? Slow down! Slow down! Don't be angry! There is something I must tell you right away. Ah Cai and I had a fight!"

"Fighting?" I couldn't help but feel frightened. "You guys are really fooling around. What kind of a thing is this? If this gets out, people will laugh at you!"

"It won't be spread out. Unless that kid Ah Cai spreads nonsense everywhere, only the three of us will know about it. But even if it gets out, no one will find it funny. Isn't it natural for two heroes to compete for the beauty?"

"Pah!" I couldn't help laughing, "Who would be willing to let you take it away? I don't like any of you."

"You know that yourself." He said playfully, "And I will never give up on this idea. I thought you..."

"Hey!" I interrupted him quickly: "Who won? You didn't get hurt, did you?"

"Why don't you ask if he's not injured? Thank God, it turns out you care about me more."

Damn it! Why should I care about him more? I just have to ask this question out of politeness.

I quickly said, "You didn't answer my question?"

"What?"

"Who won?"

"I'm sorry! It's me."

This answer really surprised me. With his sage-like appearance that was drained away by alcohol and sex, how could he withstand Ah Cai's buffalo-like charge?

I have just witnessed how Acai charges like a buffalo, and it is not an exaggeration. Limin’s ribs are also well-known, and you can tell that without even touching them.

So, what miracle enabled him to defeat Acai?

He answered the question for me. He said, "The power of love, it was totally the power of love, it was amazing! At that moment, I was full of strength, my fists were like hammers, my arms were like tree trunks. In just a few hits, the bastard fell to the ground and groaned!"

"Don't curse, Limin!" I said, "And then you just let him lie in the woods, exposed to the wind and rain? You are such a hero, a cruel hero!"

"Okay!" He was furious. "So you still care about him the most? You can't even call him a bastard? Flirtatious Mrs. Li, just go to sleep peacefully! I'm not as cruel as you think. I have my sports ethics. Now, Ah Cai is lying in my house to rest."

I was also very angry and I said something without thinking.

"Limin!" I shouted, "Let him come back!"

"He won't go back. He hates you. We all hate you because you stirred up lust instead of letting it die out naturally. You are a whore! An irresponsible whore!"

I dropped the microphone like a grenade.

He immediately swore in his heart: "I will never see Limin again. If Ah Cai is really so heartless, then he will be included in the list."

All the threads of love were cut off, and I felt sleepy all of a sudden.

On a cold spring night, it is a pleasure to fall asleep hugging a soft quilt and pillow.

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