Youth begins with falling in love with mother (1-7) (family incest adult novel)

Chapter 1: A Dream

The first woman I ever fell in love with was my mother.

My mother is a woman who has received a relatively formal traditional education. She has a classical

She has a temperament of gentle appearance and strong heart.

She got married early and gave birth to my sister when she was 20 years old, and gave birth to me when she was 23 years old.

I was very smart since I was a child. After I went to school, my grades were always among the best in the school.

I am very obedient and that’s why everyone in my family, including my sister, loves and cares for me.

I have a cheerful personality, I get along well with my classmates and family, and I like outdoor activities.

I was very active and rarely felt depressed, but when I was fourteen, something happened that particularly touched me.

Troubling things.

That morning I woke up from a strange dream. The scene in the dream made my heart churn and I couldn’t get over it for a long time.

The law is peaceful.

In the dream, there was my mother, she was lying motionless on a big bed, curled up with her flexible and plump body,

The sleeping posture is very peaceful, just like a baby's cuteness. And I sat next to her. In my dream I am

I was so excited that I couldn't help but lift my mother's loose nightgown. At that time, I couldn't resist her.

Mature bodies are attractive to me. Even after waking up from the dream and recalling the scene at that time, I still feel it is extremely beautiful

wonderful.

In the dream, I was like a possessed person who wanted to violate my mother, strip off all her clothes, and then wantonly

I was ravaging her body, but when I was about to see my mother's naked breasts, I was sweating profusely.

Waking up from a dream.

After waking up, the feeling of excitement had not yet dissipated, and a strong sense of guilt had already hit my heart.

I felt as if my soul had been pulled out of me, and suddenly I found that one of my hands

I was grabbing my own hard penis, which was also covered with sticky semen, and I immediately felt like I was in heaven.

I felt like I was collapsing, and it took me a while to calm down a little. I tore off some tissue paper to clean up the semen.

At this time, the sky was just getting light, and I lay on the bed powerless, as if I had just experienced a life-and-death crisis.

war.

In fact, the psychological life-and-death battle was already unfolding fiercely in my heart.

The physical pleasure and moral guilt are like the devil and the angel, they have entered my mind at the same time.

The mind, with my mind as the battlefield, is fighting fiercely.

I don't know how long it was before I heard a knock on the door.

"Ajie, what's wrong? Why aren't you getting up yet so late?"

It was my mother's voice. I was startled and quickly covered my head with the quilt, pretending to be still asleep.

When my mother saw that I didn't respond, she opened the door and came in. She sat down beside my bed and said with concern, "Ah, Jie,

Are you awake? "

"Hmm..." I simply lifted the quilt myself, pretending to be very sleepy, and yawned while stretching.

"Mom, I haven't woken up yet. You woke me up." I said a little lacking confidence.

My mother obviously didn't believe it. She reached out and touched my forehead, and I took the opportunity to glance at my mother's plump breasts.

I could see the two breasts rising and falling with my mother's breathing. My heart almost jumped out of my chest.

Feeling scared and happy at the same time. I feel very conflicted.

I rarely paid attention to my mother's sexy part before, but now I know how beautiful her breasts are.

It attracted me, but at the same time, a strong sense of guilt came over me, making me feel like a mountain was pressing down on me.

Oh my god! What's wrong with me? She is my biological mother. How can I have any improper thoughts about her?

Woolen cloth?

My heart started beating like a wild animal that had just been put into a cage.

The scene in the dream where my mother was lying in front of me like a lovely baby, and the scene right in front of me at this moment,

Her plump breasts seemed to have formed a huge black hole, devouring my soul. I was caught in a whirl

It's hard to extricate oneself from the vortex.

I withdrew my gaze like a thief. Mom didn't notice anything unusual about me, and she didn't look away from my forehead.

The head detected something wrong with my body, and she frowned in confusion, saying in a reproachful tone: "Now you are seven

It’s already half past, why are you still sleeping in? "

My mother has been very strict with me since I was a child. I must get up on time at 6:30 every day, no matter if I have to go out or not.

It’s the same going to school. Today is the weekend, so I don't have to go to school, but my mother still asks me to go to school at 6:30.

Just get up.

"Mom, I'm so sleepy. I want to sleep a little longer." Maybe it was the change this morning that made me

I had the thought of disobeying my mother.

The mother was obviously unhappy, "Then you can continue to sleep and don't have breakfast."

After that, she left without looking back. I secretly admired her beautiful face with the eyes of a woman.

The figure disappeared at the door.

From then on, I became secretly obsessed with my mother.

I got up not long after my mother left, washed up and went to the restaurant. I thought my mother just said

It was just what I said in anger, but now I realize that there really is no breakfast for me.

Dad had gone out long ago after finishing his meal. Only Mom and sister were at the table, and my seat was empty.

"Mom, where is my brother's breakfast?" the sister asked curiously.

"Just eat yours. Why do you care so much?" Mom said without even looking at me.

Today's mother is obviously different. She rarely spoke to her children in this tone before.

She would maintain a dignified and virtuous image and speak gently.

When I heard what my mother said, my heart was blocked and I felt wronged, so I left without saying a word.

After opening the restaurant, I went back to my room to surf the Internet.

My sister didn't even finish her breakfast before she came to my room to ask me why. "Brother, why did you go to bed with me?"

Mom is angry? "

"Who is angry with her?" I said aggrievedly.

"You're still saying no, why doesn't mom let you eat breakfast?"

"If she doesn't want to give it to me, then she doesn't have to. She's my mother and I'm her parent."

The last sentence sounded like I was being angry, but in fact I was reminding myself.

What's the use? At this time, my heart had already been overwhelmed by the strange dream in the morning, coupled with the unpleasantness with my mother just now.

This made my attitude towards my mother deviate from its previous track. Finally, the evil thoughts in my heart slightly occupied

The upper hand.

"How can you talk like that?" my sister said unhappily.

"Am I wrong to say that?" I said tit for tat.

"Of course not! She's your mother, you have to respect her. What's wrong with you? You were not like this before.

What on earth happened? "

"Nothing happened." I said with a guilty conscience.

At this moment, my mother pushed the door open and came in. She changed into a white dress and put on flesh-colored stockings.

The end was so sexy that my heart skipped a beat and my breathing became a little quickened.

My mom used to dress sexily, but I never had the same reaction as I do now.

"Rongrong, don't worry about him. Go change your clothes and let's go for a walk." After saying this, my mother didn't even look at him.

He looked at me and turned away.

My sister turned around, rolled her eyes at me, and said unhappily, "Mom is in a bad mood today, but you are still

To be angry with her. "

I was a little surprised and asked, "Why are you in a bad mood?"

My sister leaned close to my ear and whispered, "Because Dad is on a business trip again today."

"Dad is often on business trips?" I said disapprovingly.

My sister frowned, tapped me on the head and said, "There is something hidden in this, but it's not

It’s an adult matter, and we have no right to interfere. But today, I want you to express your opinion first. "

My sister suddenly looked very serious, which gave me a bad feeling.

"What do you mean?"

My sister stared at me and asked, "If Dad and Mom divorce, who will you live with?"

I was shocked. "What? This is impossible. Aren't they nice?"

"Very good? Humph! You still respect each other like guests. Do you think it's good for a couple to respect each other like guests? Oh! You are old.

It's still young. You won't understand even if I tell you about feelings. Anyway, I ask you, if that day really comes,

Would you rather go with mom or dad? "

Her words undoubtedly made me even more confused, and for a moment I really didn't know how to respond.

"Rongrong!" At this time, mother was calling her sister again.

My sister said quickly, "Okay, Mom, I'll be there soon." Then she turned around and stared at me with a cold look.

I said, "Hurry up and tell me."

I really didn't know what to say, so I said impatiently, "Go change your clothes first, I'm very annoyed.

You leave me alone. "

"Hmph! Let me tell you this, if that day ever comes, if you want to be with Dad, then

There is no sister like me! "

My sister's tone was very cold, and at the same time revealed her inner determination. It was the first time she treated me like this.

Talking makes me feel a little at a loss.

After my sister and mom went out, I was the only one left at home.

I was really hungry, so I went to the kitchen to find something to eat. But at the same time I don't want my mother

Mom found that she had lost her appetite after searching for a long time. Suddenly, she didn’t want to eat anymore. When she returned, she passed by her mother’s

room, my heart suddenly paused, and my steps stopped immediately.

I couldn't help but cast my eyes on my mother's closet, which contained her sexy clothes. I thought I could

These sexy clothes made it easier to fantasize about my mother's ripe naked body.

Evil thoughts began to flood my mind and my breathing became rapid.

Since I was the only one at home, I felt much more courageous than usual.

Free, without any scruples, you can do anything.

Finally I pushed the door into my mother's room. Because I had evil thoughts in my mind, I was so nervous that my heart was about to beat.

come out. I couldn't wait to open my mother's closet, and saw that there were indeed my mother's sexy underwear and stockings.

These clothes, which were closest to my mother's mature body, quickly brought up the image of my mother's naked body in my mind.

My breath was immediately choked. Almost moaned.

My next move was completely out of control. I stripped myself naked in no time.

My penis had already become extremely hard, like an iron rod. At this time, I had not seen

Other people's genitals, so there is no way to determine the level of your own genitals.

I pulled my mother's sexy clothes over with shaking hands and hugged her tightly, while imagining

I held my mother's seductive naked body in my arms and ravaged her wantonly. My body suddenly began to tremble and I took several steps back.

Falling onto mother's soft bed.

I didn't know how to masturbate at this time, I just held my penis tightly with one hand. Suddenly I wanted to

Mom's sexy clothes, my fantasy mom's naked body, stuffed into my lower body, but this time

I suddenly regained some sense. After all, I was afraid of getting these clothes dirty and being discovered by my mother.

That’s why I didn’t do that. But at the same time, I suddenly felt a liquid coming out of my penis

Although I didn't know it was semen, I could guess it must be dirty. I was afraid of dirtying my mother's

The bed was covered with quilt, so I used my own clothes to press down hard on my lower body.

I felt that the harder I pressed, the more comfortable and wonderful it felt, and finally I just fell face first onto my mother's bed.

My lower body was still covered with my own clothes to avoid dirtying my mother's things. Gradually, I began

I rubbed my lower body, and after a while, a thick stream of mucus gushed out. Along with this

The thick liquid is the naked body of my mother that I imagined through her underwear. I imagined myself pressing my mother's naked body against my body.

Below the body, I felt like I was floating in ecstasy.

After about ten seconds, this euphoric feeling began to fade, and was replaced by a strong

guilt and self-blame.

"What happened to me? What did I do? She's my mother..."

emptiness!

I suddenly felt extremely empty inside, even though I had just experienced my first orgasm outside of a dream.

But at this moment I feel that all of this is meaningless, and instead brings me a deep sense of shame.

After taking a breath, I carefully cleaned up all traces of this ridiculous behavior and

Mom's sexy clothes were put back to their original place. I was very careful because I was really afraid of being

Mom found out about this.

Then I returned to my room, feeling very tired, and fell on the bed and fell asleep quickly.

"Brother, brother, brother..."

It was my sister's gentle voice. It should be noon and I remembered my alarm clock had rung. Sister and

My mother had come back a long time ago, but I was still lying on the bed, wearing only a pair of underwear and without a blanket.

My sister doesn’t mind seeing me in this outfit. In fact, she has seen me naked before, even before I was two years old.

Before, she was naked in front of me, and it was not strange. Even now, she has

She was seventeen and I was fourteen, both of us were close to adulthood, but she didn't deliberately avoid me when she changed her clothes.

She would let me see her in just a bra and panties without hesitation.

Although I have evil thoughts about my mother now, I can still treat my sister as I did before.

of dullness.

I think maybe it's because my sister's body is not fully developed yet. I look at her breasts and want

It will take another one or two years for her to grow as plump and round as my mother's.

She came in and covered me with a blanket, then tried to wake me up, but I was really tired and felt

My head was dizzy and I didn't want to get up when I heard her call.

"Brother, are you feeling unwell?" The sister's voice was full of concern.

I turned over and lay on the bed with my back facing up, "Sister, I feel so depressed, can you let me calm down for a while?"

I'm telling the truth. I'm really depressed and filled with shame, but I'm also possessed.

Fantasy of ravaging my mother's body.

At this time, my mother also came in. She was still wearing a dress and sexy stockings. I couldn't resist the temptation.

Use your eyes to rape the beautiful body wrapped in her skirt.

"Get up and get dressed."

My mother’s commanding tone immediately broke my fantasy and made me realize again: “She is my mother,

A mother who loves me but is also strict with me. "

"I...I don't want to get up!" Actually, it's not that I don't want to get up, but my penis has been erected for a long time because of me.

I got hard because of my mother's sexy body. How could I dare to turn over and let the mother and daughter see me?

"Brother!" my sister yelled. She was angry because I disobeyed my mother.

In my sister's heart, my mother is undoubtedly sacred. I used to think so too, but I have no choice.

I now have evil thoughts in my mind, wanting to break my mother's sacred shell and play with her holy body.

The mother was not in a good mood today. Seeing her son disobey her twice and showing no sign of repentance,

It was hard not to be angry. She said with a straight face, "Okay, then forget about your lunch today."

After my mother and sister left, my penis gradually softened.

"I have to go hungry again." I touched my belly and sighed helplessly.

My mother always treated my sister and me like this. The most severe punishment was not allowing us to eat.

When the mother was young, she would object to this, saying that it would be harmful to the child's health, but the mother always insisted on her

The dad always fails to make the mom give in when it comes to disciplining the children. Even my mother seemed very disgusted

Dad got involved in the matter. In her opinion, it seemed that disciplining the child was her own business. Dad had no right to do this.

a right.

I do have the idea of ​​getting angry with my mother, but this is totally unreasonable and a bit unreasonable.

It meant to make a scene, but it's rare for me to act on impulse, so I really acted unreasonably.

I might have wanted to let my mother know the evil thoughts that had just arisen in my heart and ask for some kind of supernatural power.

Get moral satisfaction. But this is impossible, it is just a pitiful self-consolation.

What's the problem? What I need now is actually self-comfort. There is no way anyone else can comfort me.

Because I don’t dare let anyone know that I have such evil thoughts in my heart.

I simply locked the door. My sister wanted to sneak me some bread and drinks, but after knocking on the door for a long time,

I didn't even open one for her. At night I still locked myself in my room, even though I hadn't eaten all day.

But I don’t feel that hungry.

"Brother, it's time for dinner." the sister called out while knocking on the door.

No matter how she knocked on the door or called me, there was no answer. I felt lost, helpless, and terrified.

Fear... In short, I was filled with all kinds of emotions and I didn't even have the desire to speak.

"Brother! What's wrong with you?" The sister was obviously anxious.

I thought, "My mother must be worried too."

Sure enough, my mother came to call me, and her tone was obviously much softer, "Ajie, aren't you hungry? Get up and eat!"

meal. "

I immediately felt a sense of satisfaction. I had obviously won. My mother cared about me very much. She would never let

I don't eat for a whole day, and if I starve, she will be the one who feels the most distressed.

But I still didn't open the door. I was not satisfied with this, but what made me extremely distressed was that I had no idea

I had no way and no courage to let my mother know my true intention, which was to get her body and have sex with her.

Biological relationship. Do I dare to tell her?

"Mom." I suddenly cried out in extreme pain.

This scared my mother and sister.

"Ajie!"

"younger brother!"

They both screamed at the same time and knocked on the door. They obviously thought something happened to me inside.

Affection.

"Ajie, can you open the door and let mom in first?"

"Can't open it!" I said firmly. The reason why I couldn't open the door was completely different from the reason why I couldn't get up before.

It’s the same, it’s all because my penis has turned into an iron rod, it’s really helpless. I really want to jump now

I cried in my mother's arms.

"Ajie, be obedient and open the door quickly." Mom said in an almost pleading tone, "It was all Mom's fault this morning.

I will never force you to get up so early again. "

My mother was giving in to me, and I felt a surge of pleasure, as if she had surrendered to me.

I can do whatever I want with your body. I couldn't help but clench my penis, which was already erect to the extreme. In Physiology

Guided by the pleasure on my body, I started to masturbate without any instruction.

"Mom!" I boldly called my mother, who was only separated by a door, while quickly stroking my

penis, and imagined that my mother was right in front of me and we were naked facing each other.

"Ajie, Mom is here, can you open the door first?" Mom's gentle and pleading voice is undoubtedly the best

The aphrodisiac made me extremely excited. There was no way she knew her son was raping her in his mind.

Lusting her body.

"Mom!" I yelled one last time, and I couldn't hold it in any longer. A thick stream of semen spurted out of my penis.

Shooting out, wave after wave of pleasure, violently hitting my brain.

I was breathing heavily, having just experienced an unprecedented climax, but that damn sin

A feeling of disgust and shame instantly overwhelmed my heart.

I cleaned up my semen listlessly, then tried to open the door, but ended up lying back weakly.

"Ajie, open the door quickly. Do you want to make your mother anxious to death?" Mom's voice became choked.

Finally I opened the door. When my mother and sister saw how haggard and tired I looked, they were confused and distressed.

Obviously, this couldn't be caused by a quarrel with her mother. There must be another reason, but they racked their brains.

I could never have imagined that the real reason was that I was deeply immersed in the carnal desire for my mother.

"Ajie, are you worried about something? Tell mom, okay?" Mom looked anxious, with no reason to worry.

The harshness and indifference that Tian showed to me was her true nature!

She stroked my hair gently and naturally wanted to hold me in her arms.

It was a normal thing for us mother and son, but now it was very different. I felt like I was electrocuted.

Usually, I pushed my mother away and kept backing away until I thought she couldn't hug me anymore.

What a joke! With my mother's body now so attractive to me, I would rather not touch her.

Seeing her wearing sexy clothes, if I lose control, my penis will immediately become erect, making my mother

What should I do if my penis gets hard and hits her when I hug her?

But my abnormal behavior was obviously not understood by my mother and sister, and they were both stunned.

Mom came to her senses and said very sadly, "Ajie, do you hate mom?"

I shook my head and said nothing.

"My dear mother, how do you want me to explain this to you? I really want to hug you openly.

Touching your hair, or comfortably enjoying your warm embrace and gentle touch, but now I

I can no longer enjoy being close to you as innocently as before! Unless you can accept my

Undue expectations. "I thought helplessly.

"Oh! It's because mom disciplined you too strictly, and you hate mom, right?" Mom still

Maintaining her misunderstanding, she said a little disappointedly, "Okay, Mom won't be as strict as before.

Awesome…"

"Mom, you really misunderstood." I said, without explaining, and rushed out the door and into the bathroom.

Because I found that my penis inevitably became erect again after my mother touched my hair just now.

I ate some food at the table and left the dining room listlessly.

Chapter 2: Sleeping Together

I deeply understand that when I have improper thoughts about my mother, the joy of breaking taboos is only

It is just a moment, just like a torrent, no matter how turbulent it is, it will eventually break down.

destiny.

When the fleeting happiness fades, the overwhelming pain will completely cover my heart.

It made me feel like I had fallen into the devil's way and was sinking in a sea of ​​suffering.

I felt pain like I had never felt before. Since what happened that morning, I have not been able to attend classes.

Mentally, this is totally not who I used to be.

Now I feel listless every day, almost like a walking corpse, and I don't want to communicate with anyone about my life.

heart. I know that it is impossible for me to let others know what I am thinking at this moment, otherwise the situation will

Even worse. I couldn't help but imagine that I might be treated as a mental patient and forcibly sent to isolation for treatment.

Actually, I thought too seriously, but I was still young at that time, although I had learned a lot in class.

I learned some physiological knowledge and knew that boys would have wet dreams when they reached a certain age.

I joked with my classmates about this and didn’t take it seriously at all. However, the textbooks at that time didn’t teach me to be a dreamer.

What should I do if I have nocturnal emission when seeing my mother? Would you let me ask my son about this matter?

Teacher Li. This is obviously impossible, so I can only suffer in ignorance.

In fact, my mother had already realized that something was wrong with me, but I deliberately avoided contact and communication with her.

So she could only watch and had no way of understanding my situation. I never thought about the problems I was facing.

The root cause.

There have been new changes at home these days. My mother suddenly stopped going to work. My sister told me that she had resigned.

Original work.

I was very surprised when I heard the news. My mother is a semi-successful lady.

But this does not mean that her career is not successful enough, but that while her career is successful, she has not paid enough attention to her family.

She also took good care of her children, so half of her glory was overshadowed by her success as a housewife, but her

She is actually a successful lady.

Finally, it was through my sister that I learned that my mother wanted to open a beauty salon with her own money.

She said, "My mother gave up her career to take care of us. Now that we have grown up,

So she should have her own career. "

"So mom wants to transform into a career-oriented woman." I said absentmindedly.

My sister said, "Of course, Mom has given so much to us in the past, so we must support her this time."

Hold her. "

"How can I support it?" I said disapprovingly, "That's an adult matter. Why do you always like it so much?"

Huan, you are so nosy. Why do you interfere in everything? You are still too young to be a housekeeper. Your hair is not fully grown yet.

You can do whatever you want with it when you get there. "

I think maybe it's because I just developed an Oedipus complex, so I subconsciously hope that my mother will pay more attention to the family.

Let's develop as a woman.

As I expected, my words immediately caused my sister to be furious, but I have my own way of dealing with it.

The solution is to let her get furious and I will deal with it calmly.

Time passed quietly as usual, and I masturbated more and more frequently, and the fantasy of each masturbation was

The target is my own mother. Now every part of her body has been masturbated by me countless times.

I always felt ashamed and guilty afterwards, and when my sister told me that my mother was about to

I wanted to make a career change, so I started trying to change this bad habit that made me feel ashamed.

Because I always choose the best time and the best place to masturbate, and I will be very careful after I finish.

I cleaned up the scene carefully, so that until now no one in my family knew that I had been infected with this

Habit. Therefore, my mother mistakenly thought that the weakness and fatigue caused by masturbation was due to my studying too hard.

Caused by suffering.

I want to explain that I am currently in the second semester of the second year of junior high school.

After that, I will be promoted to the third grade of junior high school and will face the first big test in my life - the high school entrance examination.

Before this happened, I was very diligent and hardworking. I didn't need my mother to supervise me.

This is mainly due to my mother, who has been cultivating my sister and I to be diligent since we were very young.

Develop the habit of studying hard.

My mother hasn't started her beauty salon yet, maybe she wants to have more time to rest, but

My deliberate alienation from her made her completely lose her mood to relax. It was obvious that she was also

It's very uncomfortable.

In my opinion, if you want to reduce your unreasonable thoughts about your mother, you mainly rely on your willpower. First of all, try

Try to give up the habit of masturbation. But this attempt soon failed. I found that in the face of the temptation of sexual pleasure

When I was confused, I thought my strong willpower was so fragile, and it was not my willpower at all.

You can quit smoking by making a solemn vow. So I thought I should gradually reduce the frequency of masturbation.

I achieved my goal step by step, but after a week, except for the first two days, the number of times I did it was reduced.

I couldn’t control myself anymore and ended up back to my original state. All my efforts were in vain.

During the last few weeks of the semester, I was completely troubled by this matter.

I walked into the examination room in low spirits, and then walked out of the examination room in low spirits. Just like that, I was the most depressed in all these years.

Poor grades ended my second year of junior high school.

Finally, summer vacation came. When my mother found out about my grades, she was very angry and joined my sister in scolding me.

Conduct judgment.

"Tell me the truth! What happened? I saw you were studying very hard recently. Why?

How can you get such a result? "Mom yelled at me angrily.

I thought that even if you beat me to death, I would not confess the truth, so I said with a guilty conscience, "There will always be times when I fail."

Well, I worked very hard, you all saw it, maybe my intelligence has declined, this is not my fault

Me, maybe I should take medicine to increase my intelligence. "

"quibble!"

"That's just an excuse."

My sister was watching coldly, but I could sense from her expression that she seemed to be guessing something.

Maybe it's impossible to guess correctly, but it's definitely not a good thing, and there's a cunning light in her eyes.

Sure enough, after my mother scolded me, she suddenly said, "Mom,

My brother seems to be in heat. He must have fallen in love with a girl, but he couldn't get her. Why?

I was trapped in love, so I delayed my studies and my grades dropped so drastically. "

"Ah!" I almost jumped up, "How can you say that? There is no basis for this..."

My sister giggled and said to my mother, "Look, Mom, I guessed it right, didn't I?"

"Ajie! Is that true?" Mom obviously believed most of it, and her expression, which had just softened, suddenly changed.

Got to be strict.

At this point, I think it's not okay to just ignore it, I have to give a reasonable reason.

But the most important thing is not to let my mother know that I am fantasizing about her. This is definitely better than delaying my studies because of chasing girls.

Xi is guilty of a greater crime. However, I didn’t know how to respond to this, so I tried to avoid it. Finally, I impatiently

"Mom, I don't like any girl, it's just... oh! How can I say it! I don't know how to say it!

I really can’t tell you about this kind of thing! I'm so annoyed too! Don't give me any more trouble! I'm going to die! "

As I was talking, I even got so angry that I almost became incoherent.

Seeing that I was acting like a madman, my mother's attitude suddenly softened. She stroked my head tenderly

"It seems that something really happened to you, which delayed your studies. Well, Mom will no longer

Even if I force you, don't be too anxious, things will eventually be resolved. "

I was very touched by my mother's comfort. My heart was beating very fast. There was no doubt that my evil thoughts came back.

But this time I no longer have to worry about my erect penis hitting my mother, because since that day, I have changed to

The tight underwear can prevent the restless thing from pushing out to the mother even if it is hard.

Mom, I think this method is definitely not my original idea. I just learned it on my own.

I simply hugged my mother. This was what I dreamed of. My heart was soon filled with my mother's soft and fragrant breasts.

My breasts are full, I really want to put that hard iron thing down there and let my cum go to the sky, but

I wouldn’t dare to do that either. This is a manifestation of having lustful intentions but not the courage to commit a crime. I could only hold my mother's body tightly.

He fantasized about her unscrupulously.

"Mom." I couldn't help but call out, with a hint of tiredness in my voice. That’s when I really

I realize that sexual fantasies are tiring, and sexual fantasies about your own mother are equal to exhaustion multiplied by exhaustion.

My mother's heart was filled with tenderness and love as gentle as spring water, nourishing her heart.

All parts of my body.

That night, I went to bed early and did not masturbate before going to bed as usual. It was strange that I was holding

After my mother had some sexual fantasies, she seemed to be satisfied and returned to her room without any more sexual desire.

This is good, I think I can finally spend a pure night.

But not long after I came up with this thought, my mother suddenly came to my room.

She was not wearing shoes, with a pair of crystal-clear jade-like beautiful feet. When the light in front of my bed was turned on, I realized that she

It came in, startled me, and at the same time awakened the desire deep in my heart.

She was wearing a loose suspender nightgown with no underwear on. The two protruding points on her chest were

It can be seen. At this time, her long hair was tied up, which was very exquisite and beautiful, just like an ancient

The hairstyle of the women in the modern era, with their black hair like clouds, fully displays their laziness and beauty. And what can make me sexually aroused

The best thing is, she was wearing a low-cut nightgown, which allowed me to see her stunning nipples. That's simply a million

I knew it was a deep abyss, but I still jumped in without hesitation.

My heart nearly jumped out of my chest.

Mom suddenly came into my room. What did she want to do?

Fortunately, I was not so confused as to think that my mother came in and wanted to have incestuous sex with me. She definitely won't have

She has not yet realized that her son has such thoughts. That's good, I have a chance.

take.

Sure enough, my mother's smile still carries the kindness and warmth unique to a mother.

"Are you asleep?" Mom asked gently, stroking my forehead lightly with one hand. Then, she

She got on the bed naturally and generously, pulled the quilt over me, and slept in the same bed and covered herself with the same quilt as me.

"Uh... I haven't fallen asleep yet." I said guiltily.

"Sleep with mom tonight. It's been a long time since we slept together."

Of course I have no reason to disagree, I dream about it, but if I want to have sex, that's

It's impossible, but what else can I be dissatisfied about if I can sleep with the mother I miss so much? At

I took the opportunity to hug my mother and greedily inhaled her enchanting body fragrance. I'm not afraid that I'll get hard.

What happened. Safety measures are always taken.

I suddenly wanted to touch my mother's hair, but it was tied up, so I couldn't do it at the moment.

I thought, and blurted out, "Mom, I want to play with your hair..."

As soon as I said this, my face felt hot and my heart rose to my throat.

Fortunately, my mother didn't seem to think about my inner thoughts. She didn't hesitate at all and generously said

She agreed to my request and said, "Then I'll put it down." Then she gently took away my arm that was holding her.

She sat up and took off her hairpin. As her black and shiny hair fell on her shoulders, a refreshing feeling came over her.

The aroma is overwhelming.

Then my mother fell back into my bed, hugged me actively, and let my hands go around her back. I

I finally touched my mother's soft hair as I wished. The sexual desire in my heart swelled rapidly.

"Ajie, why don't you want to tell your mother what's in your heart now?" Mom said, stroking my back gently.

I couldn't help but stop my movements and put my hands on my mother's shoulders. Only then did I realize that her eyes were full of tenderness.

He looked at me with a rather bitter smile on his lips.

For a moment I didn't know how to answer her question, and I didn't dare to meet her burning gaze. I am silent

Silently avoiding.

After a moment, I heard my mother's sad sigh, "It's because of what happened between me and your father."

I thought about it and suddenly felt that this was a reasonable explanation, so I decided to use this opportunity to step down and pretend to be

As if guessing what was going on, he asked, "Mom, what's going on with you?"

My mother suddenly looked me straight in the eye. Her eyes were very gentle, but I felt as if she was looking at me.

Pierced my heart.

In fact, she certainly can't see through my heart. I think no one in this world can see through me except myself.

There will be this ability.

"Ajie, this is our adult business, please don't think too much, okay? You just need to know that no matter what happens in the future,

What will happen to mom and your dad? Mom will always love you, and your sister. You two siblings, mom will never be alone.

I will not let go, you are my life! "

As soon as she finished speaking, two lines of tears flowed from her mother's eyes.

I was shocked. My mother was crying. I hadn't seen her since I was born.

I cried before, and now I’m crying!

I was suddenly at a loss and wanted to get up and call my sister, but my mother seemed to see through my thoughts.

She held me tightly and sobbed, "I didn't expect that mom would cry, right? Why can't mom cry? You are like this.

Yes, mom, I am very sad! "

"Mom, it's all my fault. I didn't listen. I... I will never do that again..." I almost

Tears welled up in my eyes, but I knew I couldn't cry now.

I think my mother really cares about me too much. She feels that she might lose me and I won't live with her in the future.

That's why I was so sad and cried. I really shouldn't have lied to her. I regret it so much now!

"Mom, I won't leave you." I said with determination.

"Then why do you distance yourself from mom? Isn't it because mom is too strict with you?"

"Absolutely not, Mom, I swear, absolutely not, I love you too, I can't bear to leave you.

Open mom. "As I was talking, I suddenly hugged my mother into my arms. I couldn't help myself.

This time it is really pure, "Mom, please believe me."

Mom sighed, as if she was not used to being in my arms, so she broke free and said, "Okay, Mom,

Mom believes you, so why haven’t you been willing to get close to me or tell me your true feelings during this period of time? Still always

Being angry with mom! "

"I..." I didn't dare to tell the truth. I hesitated for a while before making up a lie and said, "It's because of you, Mom."

Too overbearing. In 24 hours a day, only the seven hours of sleeping are free. There are also set times for eating.

I have to finish my meals and take walks twice a day. I think I am half an adult.

I have more freedom, but I really don’t hate my mother. I still like living with her.

I just hope my mother can