Not necessarily true (sexual knowledge adult novel)

1. Origin

This article is called this because all the stories are in my mind and my memory is not very good.

Well, there are bound to be mistakes, or cutting corners, or exaggeration, so it is not necessarily true.

So I had to give it this name. If you believe it completely after reading it and then look back and say

I lied, so I would be happy to say to you: You deserve it!

You ask who I am? Oh, I should introduce myself first. My last name is Su Jin, a very feminine name.

Words, right? Yes, I am a woman. Are you asking if my breasts are big? Does this have anything to do with you? I will tell you

You? In fact, I think nine out of ten people who sell underwear are scammers. They keep tricking me into buying this size.

But I always feel like I should have worn a smaller size.

I am not a beautiful woman, I have a very ordinary appearance, the only thing I am proud of is my skin, which is very white.

Very delicate, the downside is that if you hit anywhere, within five minutes, there will definitely be a bruise. Fortunately, it recovers

It recovers quickly and is basically invisible after a night.

Another thing I love and hate is my huge buttocks. God knows how it can grow so big.

It is far beyond the proportion of other parts of my body. Fortunately, the shape is satisfactory to me, otherwise I would be dead.

There will be.

I was born in a so-called intellectual family. My parents were serious all day long.

When I was in school, not to mention boys, even girls who came to play at home would be investigated by their parents for their ancestors.

Before college, no one chased me. Fortunately, I was quite promising and was admitted to a key university in another city.

Otherwise, I might have spent the four years in college feeling sorry for myself.

To be honest, when my parents sent me to school and said goodbye to me, I really didn't

I was able to cry like other girls because I was so happy that I almost couldn't stop crying.

I talked too much. Even now, when my mother brings up this matter, she still calls me a cruel girl.

Getting back to the topic, my messy story should start from my sophomore year in college.

2. First Love

When I was in my sophomore year, I met a boy named Wang Bin, who became my first boyfriend.

The way we met was also unexpected. At that time, I signed up for an elective course. One day after class, Wang Bin

He rushed over to me and said, "Hello, can we get to know each other?"

There was nothing worthy of my attention, but I just nodded, and then he accompanied me back to the dormitory.

On the way, Wang Bin and I exchanged our names and departments. He told me that he had been paying attention to me for a long time and had always been embarrassed.

I want to talk to you now. This elective course is about to end. If I don't talk to you now, I will miss the chance.

So the previous scene happened.

I didn't have any special feelings for this person at the time, but one thing is very important, that is, I like

His courage.

Then three days after I met Wang Bin, I saw him again in the library.

I went to the library to study that day. Looking back, the total time I spent studying during my four years of college would not exceed

Ten days later, I actually went there that day, but after sitting there bored for fifteen minutes, I couldn't help myself.

I wanted to go out for a walk, and when I was going downstairs, I met Wang Bin at the corner of the stairs.

When Wang Bin saw me, he smiled happily. I remember that I asked him, "Do you want to

Go out for a walk? "Then she took the initiative to buy him a cup of Coke.

Of course he was willing to do so. We were walking and chatting on the road on campus. Wang Bin said that he had just visited me.

Someone told him that I was out studying in the dormitory, so he found his way here to the library.

Wang Bin was really lucky because our school did not have fixed classrooms, and the people who went to study were basically

He would go wherever there were fewer people. His way of looking for people was actually no different from finding a needle in a haystack, but he did it anyway.

He had just walked into the library less than two minutes ago. Even now, I can't help but think of him.

We can only say that it was God's will.

When he sent me back to the dormitory that day, he told me that he liked me. I was very happy at that time, but I didn't

Any reaction, whether to agree or not is not within my consideration, just say it's because of me

I had no idea how to answer him.

I went back to the dormitory, put down my schoolbag, picked up a towel and facial cleanser, and went to the bathroom to wash my face. During this whole process, my mind was

The whole thing was blank. Wang Bin's confession came so suddenly, so suddenly that I lost the ability to think. wait

When I finished washing my face and walked out of the bathroom with my pants held up, a boy ran past me in the corridor.

- Boys are not allowed to enter the girls' dormitory - I was so scared that I threw the things in my hand to the ground.

My pants fell to my thighs. Fortunately, my underwear was neatly worn and the boy did not respond.

Head look.

I picked up the towel and returned to the room. My elder sister asked me why I came back so late today. I told her about the two times I met Wang.

I told my sisters about Wang Bin's situation, and they all asked me to bring Wang Bin back to them, and then they would help

I consulted them, but to me they were just a bunch of gossipy women with big mouths.

Later I became Wang Bin's girlfriend. Everything went smoothly. I didn't say directly that I agreed to accept him.

But I remember very clearly that I took his arm and he hugged my waist tightly.

I have forgotten when we kissed for the first time, maybe we were already in our third year of college at that time.

In the first semester of his junior year, Wang Bin met a fellow villager who taught at the school. The man lived in a dormitory assigned by the school.

But he did not live in that dormitory, so he gave the key to Wang Bin.

I would occasionally go there to look for him. One time, I accidentally saw Wang Bin in the bathroom.

I found a pornographic book under his pillow. The content was so explicit that it made me blush and my heart beat fast for several days.

In fact, I am not unfamiliar with sex. Although I have no experience, I can get all kinds of information from the Internet or

Girls are much more open than boys when chatting privately, at least I

Those who think so, especially those in our dormitory, always wear only briefs and go naked in the summer.

They walk around with their upper bodies together, and occasionally compare whose breasts are bigger or whose butt is rounder and more perky.

The love in the student days was pure and direct, so the longing during the holidays was particularly strong, but in the presence of my father

I didn’t dare to show it in front of my mom, so I kept suppressing my feelings until the end of the second semester of my junior year.

Yu broke out.

On the first night of school, we returned to Wang Bin's dormitory after a walk, closed the door and kissed

I could clearly feel something wet in my underwear. This was certainly not the first time. I don't remember when we

We hugged for a long time. When I was about to go back to the dormitory, I realized that I had missed the closing time of the girls' dormitory.

between.

Since I couldn't go back, I had to stay here. I lay on the bed with my clothes on, and Wang Bin gently

I covered him with the quilt and asked him to go back to his own dormitory. He agreed at first, but finally didn't leave.

At that time, I really couldn't refuse anyone. When Wang Bin lay beside me, I was so scared that I almost didn't dare to move.

Fortunately, the lights were turned off. I asked Wang Bin not to touch me, and he agreed. But after a few minutes of silence,

He still held my body tightly.

Although we were both wearing clothes, I could still feel a hard part of his lower body pressing against me.

When Wang Bin unbuttoned my clothes, my heart almost jumped out and my body felt like it was electrified.

Shivering, Wang Bin was the same, when he first touched my breasts, his hands trembled like

A dying patient.

I don't know if other women are like me at the beginning. After getting completely naked, I completely give up.

I had no thought of resistance and let Wang Bin take off my pants and underwear. Only when he wanted to turn on the light to see

I stopped him only when I was in the lower body.

I was lying naked in the dark, and I heard Wang Bin taking off his clothes, and then a hot man's body

He lay on top of me. I still didn't dare to move, as if I was afraid of touching something I shouldn't touch. Wang Bin pulled me

My hand reached out to touch his lower body, and when it touched the hair, I quickly withdrew my hand as if it were burned by fire.

When Wang Bin spread my legs apart, I hesitated. Although I knew this day would come sooner or later, I didn't

Thinking of coming to such a scene, with his hand touching my lower body, I felt a little scared.

There is also a little excitement.

Then the man's penis touched my most private part, and the thing pushed back and forth. I heard Wang

Bin panted and said, "Why can't I get in?" His body was still shaking slightly when he said this.

I touched his face and found that he was covered in sweat.

I spread my legs a little wider and felt the pain in my leg tendons. Then I tried not to

She parted her labia while touching the penis. This time Wang Bin finally found the right position.

It stabbed in all at once.

I have read some articles before, which undoubtedly talked about how comfortable the first time was, the so-called

It hurts only for a moment, but when I was penetrated, the only thing I wanted to do was curse.

The pain is beyond description. The most appropriate analogy I can find is to compare a newly scabbed wound to a

It was torn apart, and the burning pain instantly spread to every inch of skin in the body.

I remember that Wang Bin was very panicked that night. He twitched a few times, and then stopped when I repeatedly cried out in pain.

We slept together in each other's arms, and when I woke up the next day, I saw a clear line of blood on my lower body.

It was also uncomfortable to walk during the day because the tendons in my thighs ached like my arms after excessive exercise.

In the few days since I came here, Wang Bin and I have done it several times, but we only tried it briefly. In addition to the real pain, I

It's always bleeding - whoever said that you only bleed the first time is all fucking bullshit!

After a while we finally understood what sex was all about, although I still couldn't fully understand it.

I feel the pleasure that sex brings me, but I also feel very happy when I see Wang Bin’s satisfied look.

Now I think we were really stupid. We didn't know how to use contraception, but I didn't get pregnant.

I don't know whether it was because of good luck or because I or he didn't have the ability.

I seem to be a pretty lucky person in this matter.

3. Self-abuse

The relationship between a woman and a man is very strange. If they hold hands this time, they will feel alienated if they don’t hold hands next time.

If I had sex, I would definitely have sex with him next time, otherwise I would have inexplicable suspicions. Of course, Wang Bin and I didn't

This question may be because we have just experienced the excitement of sex, so we will do it whenever we have the chance.

Having sex secretly in a staff dormitory.

I can’t remember how long it took me to start to feel the joy of that kind of thing, but the first few months were

The psychological pleasure is far greater than the physical pleasure. When I like the feeling of being penetrated, I

Already arrived as promised.

During the long summer vacation, I still felt nostalgic, but unlike before, I also felt another feeling.

That was the first time I clearly felt my body's need for a man.

Wang Bin would call me during the day and say some innocuous things. He was actually a knowledgeable person.

The more knowledgeable people are, the less likely they are to say sweet words. Actually, I don’t have many requirements in this regard. After all, life is

It's different from a romantic movie. I can't ask him to say "I love you" every day like the male protagonist in the movie.

The words are on your lips.

One day I told Wang Bin on the phone that I wanted to have sex with him. He seemed a little surprised.

It was the first time I said it directly. He thought for a long time before answering me: "Why don't you solve it yourself?" Wang Bin

This tentative remark made me want to laugh, and I did laugh. He was a little embarrassed on the phone.

I don't know if all boys are like this, but I do know that

Whether boys or girls can solve this physiological need by themselves, think about it, you have never done it,

I said to him half-jokingly, "Then I'll solve it myself. Be careful that I won't need you anymore in the future!" I hung up the phone.

I went through almost every drawer in my house and looked through all the stick-shaped objects, but I still felt that those

It was a very disgusting thing to insert something into my body, so I finally decided to use my hands.

To be honest, I was very nervous when I did this for the first time, and I felt a slight sense of guilt.

Just like when I slept with Wang Bin, I didn't feel anything when I was in school, but when I got home and faced my parents

I feel a little guilty, like the feeling I had when I was a kid and told a lie after doing something wrong, a little uneasy, a little scared.

Afraid.

I went back to my room, closed the door, took off my clothes and lay on the bed, facing my lower body in front of the mirror in the closet.

I have used a small mirror to look at what I looked like down there before, and that was shortly after my first menstrual period.

After that I was too lazy to look at it anymore. I couldn't imagine why Wang Bin always wanted to see what my private parts looked like.

What’s there to see?

But I still don't know what my lower body will be like during sex, so I moved the pillow behind me so that I

I could straighten my upper body and spread my legs. I saw my two labia were limp and stuck together. I stretched out my fingers.

I pulled them to the sides and saw the pink flesh and the little hole inside, and felt my face getting warm.

Actually, I don't have a strong desire now. I just feel it's fun. I use my right hand to touch my vagina.

I rubbed my vagina twice and it felt a little itchy, but when I inserted my middle finger into her vagina, the feeling was

Disappeared, although at this moment some liquid was already secreted from my body.

Maybe it's not enough power? I thrust in and out twice quickly, but unfortunately I couldn't feel the same feeling as when making love.

The desire became clearer and clearer. I must admit that this feeling is really terrible. I doubt if there is someone in front of me at this moment

If there is a man I will rush over to and let him enter my body without hesitation, no matter who that man is.

As the movement speeded up, my wrists began to ache, and my lower body still had only a slight numbness, but I had already

I was too tired to do it anymore, so I pulled my finger out of the vagina and looked at the transparent mucus on it. I felt like a real

A real idiot.

Masturbation failed, it's a funny thing to say, but that's exactly what happened to me, maybe this method is not suitable for me,

I turned sideways in bed, put the pillow back to its normal position, and held the quilt between my legs - this is my normal sleeping method.

The only difference is that today I’m not wearing any underwear like usual.

I closed my eyes and thought about how I was just now. I laughed again. Then I thought of Wang Bin and

Every time we were in bed, I would hug him, caress his narrow back, or hold him.

Kiss his head.

Thinking of this, I subconsciously clamped my legs together and moved slightly. The cotton quilt rubbed against my private parts, and I felt a kind of

The rough friction was unexpectedly comfortable. Although it couldn't completely eliminate my desire, it was at least better than

Using your fingers just now was much stronger.

I twisted around on the bed with the quilt between my legs, enjoying the slight pleasure of the quilt rubbing against my vagina, and then,

Then I fell asleep without knowing when.

When I woke up, I found the quilt covering me. I turned my head and saw my mother. My heart immediately skipped a beat.

I was wondering what to say when my mother said, "You are so shameless.

A girl doesn't wear any clothes when she sleeps. Aren't you ashamed? "I secretly breathed a sigh of relief. Fortunately, I changed into

I said to my mother with a smile: "It's too hot. We are at home anyway. What's there to be ashamed of?"

My mother also smiled and said, "You are old now, I am too lazy to take care of you, hurry up and get dressed, your father is waiting for us to eat."

Woolen cloth. "I nodded and looked for clothes, only to hear my mother ask again: "Do you have a boyfriend?" I quickly turned my head

Shaking it like a rattle: "No, no, if I had a boyfriend, would I not report it to you?"

My mother looked at me and her expression became a little serious: "If you have a boyfriend, you must let mom see him first.

I don't want my daughter to be cheated because she is young. "Don't worry, Mom!" I kissed my mother on the face.

Next, "If someone pursues your daughter, I will tell you the first time!" "Stupid girl!" The mother scolded affectionately.

I said, and then continued to say to me, "It's okay to have a boyfriend, but you have to take care of yourself and don't easily...

…you know what I mean. "I nodded, and when I got up to fold the quilt, I suddenly found a piece of

There was a small water stain. That was where I had clamped my legs together before. I quickly folded it back while my mother wasn't paying attention.

I hid underneath, then, holding my heart that was about to jump out, I followed my mother out of the bedroom.

I can’t imagine what would happen if my mother knew that I had slept with a man. Would she beat me up?

Or something else? I can't think of it. How long has it been since you were beaten?

In the eyes of many people, I have always been a good girl, obedient and submissive, but I know in my heart

I was so stubborn. I suffered a lot because of this character. I remember when I was a kid, my mother would always be the first to tell me what I was doing.

I thought if I admitted my mistake directly, I might be able to satisfy her wish, but I

But he never admitted his mistakes, always kept his head down and said nothing.

Then there was bound to be a beating. My mother beat me in a simple and rough way. She took off my pants and exposed my buttocks and made me lie on the bed.

Then the broomsticks started to fall like raindrops. I can't understand why I did that.

She was so stubborn that she would be beaten every time until her father couldn't stand it anymore and came to pull her away, but she still refused to admit her fault.

It didn't end until she was in middle school. I guess it was because it was too inappropriate for her to show her butt when she was older. Otherwise, her mother would probably

Will keep fighting.

Of course there is another reason, which is that I seem to have become more obedient and my mother can no longer beat me.

But what my mother could not have imagined was that my colleague who was used to her way of education also developed a quirk.

As long as it's not a beating to death, I sometimes miss the feeling of having my butt spanked, but I never

I told this to others, but I didn’t tell Wang Bin.

The next day when Wang Bin called me, I told him about my masturbation yesterday. He was a little surprised.

But after hearing me say I failed, she started laughing and whispered to me on the phone, "You are so slutty.

"I was so angry that my nose was crooked: "You asked me to do it?" 「」I didn’t think you would really do it...

"…" Wang Bin explained. I snorted: "I don't know if it's lewd or not, but the way I am now is

It's your fault, you are responsible. "Okay, okay!" "Wang Bin on the other end of the phone responded hurriedly.

This is the difference between a woman and a girl. In the past, even a year ago, I would never have heard such words.

I can't say anything, including swear words. Even when I am furious, I can't say anything.

I just cursed him in my heart as "son of a bitch", that's all.

4. Exposure

After the start of my senior year, I simply moved to the dormitory of Wang Bin’s fellow villager, and only returned to my own dormitory at noon and in the afternoon.

In the dormitory, women must be crazy when they are in love, and I am no exception.

The weather at the end of September is still hot, especially on this afternoon when there are no classes.

When my second sister came back from somewhere, I was sitting on the bed in my dormitory, naked from the waist up, with only my lower body covered.

Wearing a thong and holding a book.

There are four people in the dormitory, and I am the youngest. When I first arrived, everyone arranged their names. Of course, I am

"Little Four". "Wow! So sexy!" The second sister turned around and said to someone behind her, "Come in quickly and take a look.

Our little four! "What's wrong?" A greasy voice came into my ears from behind my second sister. It was my third sister.

The voice she would use whenever she was too tired from shopping.

I was right. My third sister came in carrying a shoe box and put it on the ground.

She looked at me lying on the bed, and with a wicked smile, she rushed over and twisted my chest: "Wearing like this! Be careful not to be raped by men."

evil! "There are no men in the dormitory." I put down the book and took the hand of the third sister, and said faintly, "There are only you here.

How can three naughty girls comfort my lonely heart...” After I said that, I started laughing.

"Is Xiao Si'er being horny again?" The eldest sister's voice sounded at the door. Seeing the eldest sister coming back, the second sister turned around and said:

"That's right. She becomes like this after having a man. Where did our reserved Xiao Sier go?"

What I said is quite plausible. Before I met Wang Bin, I had never worn a short skirt. The shortest skirt was almost

Over the past year or so, they have watched my attire change, from turtlenecks to suspenders, from long

From skirt to short skirt, from flat to high heels, I'm not sure if I really like this change or if it's because Wang Bin likes it.

That’s why I dress like this. Anyway, just from the way I wear clothes, I’m almost like a different person.

"Stop it." The eldest sister went back to her bed, "I need to get some sleep." "Lazy pig!" The third sister also lay down.

On the bed, "You only know how to sleep. Find us a brother-in-law as soon as possible." After she said this, she actually slept better than her elder sister.

It was quick. The eldest sister was still taking off her clothes when the third sister heard a slight snorting sound.

The two of them went to sleep, and my second sister sat at the table to study her graduation project. I got up from the bed and was typing

When I was about to wash my face and go out, there was a knock on the door.

"Who is it?" I asked casually, walked to the door, opened it, and then I didn't move.

There was a boy standing at the door, holding a pile of books in his hands, staring at me, who was almost naked, with his eyes wide open.

The child almost fell to the ground.

Now that I think about it, I should have screamed, but at the time I couldn't remember anything until the boy turned around.

He ran away quickly, and I came to my senses and sat on the bed stupidly again.

"Who is it?" I heard my second sister mumbled with her back to the door. She turned her head and looked at me. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing...nothing." I picked up the clothes and put them on my head woodenly.

A few days later, the news that a girl was accidentally bumped into by a boy in the dormitory without clothes began to spread.

When a girl in a dormitory told me about this incident, she repeatedly warned me that "the security guard downstairs is unreliable.

"Be careful", I listened to her advice gratefully but felt mixed emotions. Fortunately, the boy

I have said this but I haven't named anyone, otherwise I really can't live. This may also be my

Lucky?

Later, Wang Bin also heard about this incident and told me as a joke, and at the end he said: "That boy is so lucky.

That’s great, why can’t I come across it? I said to Wang Bin, "Have you ever thought that your wife is the one who was seen by others?"

A girl? "That's right, we now call each other husband and wife.

"No way?" Wang Bin looked at me blankly, "Is it true?" "Not true!" I lied with a smile.

Seeing Wang Bin breathe a sigh of relief, I thought it would be better not to tell him the truth.

5. Exposure

Wang Bin and I’s “home”, that is, the staff dormitory of his fellow villagers, is on the easternmost side of the fourth floor of that building.

The building is only four stories high and is an old tube-shaped building. All dormitories are on the sunny side, and there are only four rooms on the shady side.

There are two bathrooms and two toilets, each located next to two staircases, between our room and the bathroom that is closer.

There are four dormitories and a staircase across from it.

Wang Bin is a man who likes cleanliness and washes clothes very frequently, but this makes things difficult for me. When I'm at home

My mother washed all my clothes except underwear, but at school, especially after Wang Bin and I moved in together,

All these tasks became my job.

I don't want to work, and Wang Bin tries not to let me do anything, but since I'm his woman, I feel

I have to take care of him, at least I have to share some of the so-called housework, especially the laundry, which makes me feel comfortable.

I have grown up.

One evening in early October, I was walking outside with Wang Bin as usual. Wang Bin held me and stood downstairs of the dormitory.

Under the tree, I wore a black suspender dress, which was something I would never wear outside before, until

The whole campus was quiet, and he put his arm around my waist and walked back. When we reached the entrance of the building, a man came out of the

We walked past him hurriedly, and the moment I stepped onto the stairs, I saw the man look back at me.

I don't know this man, but I'm not unfamiliar with him. I've seen him several times in this building. Maybe it's because

Influenced by my family since childhood, I always pay more attention to gentle men. That man is this

Every time I saw him, he always had a pair of frameless glasses on his face and often held a

One or several books.

Back in the dormitory, Wang Bin washed his face and lay on the bed. I saw a few things in the basin on the ground that he had not yet

I pulled my bra out of my skirt and took off my panties and threw them into the basin.

When I was about to go to the bathroom to wash the clothes, Wang Bin stopped me and said, "Wife, let's wash them tomorrow."

"It's okay, just a few pieces. It will be done in a moment." I ignored him and bent down to pick up the laundry basin.

Maybe I bent too much and half of my butt was exposed. Wang Bin laughed and said, "It's the middle of the night.

If you go out like this, be careful of encountering a pervert! "

I pulled my skirt back and said, "There shouldn't be anyone in the bathroom this late. Take a rest first. I'll be back soon."

I carried the basin out of the door and came to the bathroom. Sure enough, no one was there. I put the basin in the sink - this old-fashioned

The faucet of the water room is placed in the middle of the rectangular pool, with four faucets extending to each side, dividing the pool into two.

Half, can accommodate several people to wash clothes on both sides, when there are many people it is very chaotic, so I always stay up late

I just came here because I don't want to be crowded with others.

I picked up a piece of clothing and heard the sound of water flushing from the men's bathroom next to the bathroom, and then the door opposite the bathroom opened.

It was opened and closed again, and then footsteps sounded again. A man walked into the bathroom carrying a basin of clothes and put the basin

Put it opposite me.

I stole a glance and saw that it was the man downstairs just now. Of course he saw me too, and seemed stunned.

He paused, and when I lowered my head, he walked out quickly.

It turned out that this man was just here to soak his clothes. I looked at the other basins on the pool and smiled.

People often soak their laundry here, and some even forget to put it in. I once found a basin that was

They were left there for a few days until the clothes inside started to stink before being taken away. I think most men are like this.

Wang Bin also said that he used to soak clothes for a few days until he had nothing to wear.

Wash thoroughly once.

However, just as I put the soap on my bra, the man came back again, this time with a piece of

Soap.

I could almost immediately determine that this man was not thinking about washing clothes at the moment, as the hair hanging down from my forehead

I could clearly see his eyes through my hair, staring at the top of my suspenders.

skin.

Although I am not a beauty, I am wearing too little at the moment. I don't know if he can see that I am not wearing a bra.

My breasts are not big, but my nipples are always very firm and always naughty.

Prominent.

I should have walked away, gone back to my room and gone to sleep, but I didn't.

As a woman, I have always loved being looked at, although I know some people look at me thinking

It is definitely not a good thing, but being able to attract other people's attention at least shows that I still have the capital.

I couldn't stand the feeling of being ignored.

I remember being stared at by boys occasionally when I was in middle school, but I was still a virgin at that time, so I just

I blushed. Although I liked her, I dared not express it. Otherwise, even if my mother didn't know,

I can't forgive myself either.

But it’s different now. After I have a man, I will even deliberately raise my head and chest when I feel that kind of gaze.

I don't know if all women are like this, but this is my vanity.

But at the moment, I was not thinking about these things. I was standing naked in a suspender skirt in front of a strange man.

This should be a very shameful thing, but now I just feel unusually excited, especially when I think of myself

The man was lying in a room not far away, and a clear sense of guilt immediately came to his mind, but then

It's the excitement and thrill of doing bad things.

I rubbed the bra in my hand and lowered my head deliberately, but I could still feel the burning gaze from the other side.

The man picked up a piece of clothing and randomly stirred the water. With the sound of water, some liquid flowed out of my body and flowed along

Thighs flowed down.

I don’t know how I finished washing the clothes. When I returned to the room, Wang Bin was lying on the bed, looking at me.

Sitting on the bed, he reached up and lifted my skirt and touched my vagina, then said with a grin, "How did you wash it? Here

All wet. "

Of course I wouldn't tell him that I was being stared at for a long time, I just said, "I did it by accident, what's wrong?"

Wang Bin rubbed my labia with his fingers: "Are you thinking of something bad again, you little whore!"

"Hmph!" I turned sideways and lay on top of him, pulled Wang Bin's underwear down to his knees, and pinched his penis.

"You don't have any bad thoughts?"

Wang Bin laughed, took off his underwear, and pulled my suspenders off my body: "Come on, let me

have a look! "

I obediently climbed onto the bed, knelt on him, pointed my head towards Wang Bin's feet, and spread my legs on his

On both sides of the neck: "Look, take a good look." After saying this, I put Wang Bin's penis in my mouth.

To be honest, I have no interest or experience in oral sex. I prefer oral sex to an erect penis.

I like it when it is soft and stuffed in my mouth. It tastes especially good. Once it gets bigger, I don't know what to do.

How to deal with it.

But I haven't encountered a time when it doesn't grow bigger. After less than a minute of sucking, Wang Bin's penis is already in my mouth.

My mouth swelled into a giant, and I licked his glans gently with my tongue, occasionally moving my lips back and forth.

After two strokes, Wang Bin had already used his fingers to separate my labia.

I twisted my buttocks and opened my lower body wider in coordination with Wang Bin's movements, and then a soft

The thing touched my clitoris.

That was Wang Bin's tongue. I lay on top of Wang Bin and put as much of his penis as possible in my mouth. I stopped.

Concentrate on feeling the sensation coming from the lower body, which is a kind of numbness and soreness. If it weren't for the resistance of the man's body,

I really want to squeeze my legs together.

Wang Bin licked for a while and whispered to me, "Wife, you are so sexy." Then he inserted a finger into my

My vagina.

I wanted to say something to refute him, but when Wang Bin's fingers entered my body, I didn't want to say a word.

Wang Bin's fingers repeatedly fiddled with the tender flesh in my vagina, and the strong stimulation made me almost want to bite off the

I spit out the penis, panting and said to Wang Bin: "Have you seen enough?"

Wang Bin did not answer my question, but I felt as if my body was filled up again. That was his second

Wang Bin used two fingers to pinch the edge of my vaginal wall and said to me, "Little slut, do you want your husband?

Fuck you? I jumped off Wang Bin and lay on my back, grabbing my hands.

I exaggerately said to him, "Come and fuck me, adulterer!" Wang Bin laughed again, crawled in front of me, and grabbed my breasts.

He lifted my legs and thrust his huge penis deep into my body, all the way to the bottom.

I raised my buttocks slightly and cooperated with Wang Bin's thrusting. Today's vaginal fluid seemed to be particularly abundant, and Wang Bin's penis

When he moved in the vagina, I heard the sound of "slurp" and "slurp". His movements started to get faster and faster.

I closed my eyes and began to moan.

I felt dizzy and my body was twitching from Wang Bin’s impact. The continuous contraction of my vaginal wall made me feel

The penis in my body seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, and then a hot liquid rushed into my body. I pushed hard

I held Wang Bin tightly in my arms, with my breasts pressed tightly against his chest. At that moment, I felt that the whole world had changed.

It doesn’t matter anymore. All I want is Wang Bin, just his penis that brings me pleasure.

After a short breath, Wang Bin whispered in my ear: "Why is it so good today? Did you have an orgasm?"

I nodded with a blushing face and hugged him tighter.

I heard Wang Bin ask me again: "Honey, what does it feel like to have an orgasm?"

"This..." I was very surprised by Wang Bin's question, because I didn't know how to answer, suffocation?

Cramps? This is not all. I kissed Wang Bin's cheek and said to him after a long time: "You know what it means to hold your urine.

Tastes good, right? "

Wang Bin was stunned for a moment: "What do you mean?"

I bit my lip and said, "I just held my urine for a long time and suddenly found a toilet, and then...

…That’s it…”

"Like this?" Wang Bin climbed up from me, stared at my lower body, and touched it with his hand.

My vagina was sticky, and I said to myself, "Don't mention it, it really feels like I peed."

"Bah!" I spat at him, reached out to grab a wet wipe from the bedside, and wiped my lower body.

The next morning, Wang Bin said to me with a sly smile, "Honey, do you want to try something new today?"

"What's going on? What are you thinking?" I rubbed my eyes.

Wang Bin looked at my pubic hair and said, "I want you to go out without wearing underwear..."

"Don't even think about it!" I glared at him fiercely, "No!"

Wang Bin seemed a little disappointed: "Then..."

"How about this," I grabbed a pair of pantyhose from the drawer, "I'll only wear pantyhose when I go out, so I'm not wearing any underwear.

Pants, okay? "

Wang Bin frowned and nodded: "Well, this also fulfills my wish."

"Pervert!" I put on my pantyhose, pulled up my crotch, and let the seam press against my lower body. "By the way, I'm

No classes, how about you? "When I said this, I suddenly remembered the man I met in the bathroom last night.

I don't know why, but I really want to know how that man would react if he saw me like this.

I should do two more loads of laundry tonight?

Thinking of this, my face turned red. Wang Bin probably thought that I was embarrassed by this kind of dress, so he comforted me:

"It's okay, no one else can see it."

I said "hmm" and said nothing more. I felt a little sorry for Wang Bin, but the excitement of being watched was far from

My guilt was so suppressed that I even hoped that the night would come earlier.

6. Cheating

The feeling of wearing pantyhose with bare buttocks is actually nothing special, at least not as good as Wang Bin thought.

While we were eating, he asked me if I felt any excitement, and I shook my head and told him, "No, nothing."

In the afternoon, Wang Bin received a call from a fellow villager who asked him to go out for a drink because his brother

Wang Bin came to visit his hometown, and his younger brother was also Wang Bin’s classmate. Of course, Wang Bin would not refuse, because in his eyes,

That fellow villager was like his own brother, although he had no brothers or sisters.

I don't know how long they drank, but I know Wang Bin's alcohol tolerance is not very good.

I called Wang Bin at around five o'clock. There was a lot of noise on the other end of the line. I heard a man and a woman talking.

The sound of women talking and singing.

It was past midnight when Wang Bin came back. I was sitting on the bed in my pajamas, sulking.

Wang Bin didn't notice my reaction at all. He fell on the bed as soon as he entered the room. I saw foam at the corner of his mouth.

I knew Wang Bin must have vomited, so I took off his shoes with great effort, laid him flat on the bed, and stared at him.

He fell into a deep sleep.

I was still angry, but I couldn't let him sleep with his clothes on. I turned Wang Bin's body and wanted to

When I took off his clothes, I smelled a fragrance on his body, and my anger suddenly rushed to the top of my head.

I know that when they go out to sing, they sometimes look for women to sing with them, but Wang Bin promised me that he would never

Touch other women.

I trusted him so much! Although I really want to wake him up and ask him what's going on, I can't help it.

What else can you ask? Maybe he was just drunk and got a little closer to the woman, I comforted myself

While unbuttoning Wang Bin's shirt and pants.

But when I took Wang Bin's shirt in my hand, my head buzzed.

There was a long hair stuck to his white plaid shirt. It was definitely not my hair. I always

They were all straight hair, but that hair was clearly a woman's hair that had been permed.

I held the shirt in my hand and walked back and forth in the room, trying to convince myself that Wang Bin had not done anything.

Suspicion was stirring in my heart. I seemed to have seen Wang Bin having sex with a heavily made-up woman.

The scene of the rain, this feeling is like a poisonous snake coiling around my heart, stirring me up as if I were in an icy cave.

The whole body is cold.

I don't know how long it took, I woodenly picked up Wang Bin's clothes and put them in the basin, the pungent smell of alcohol and the tangled heart

This made it impossible for me to sleep.

I staggered to the water room with the basin in my arms, turned on the faucet, and put my head under the faucet, letting the cold water pour down my body.

I was sober, the water was flowing down my neck, and the thin silk pajamas were

My body was soaked, and I pressed my hands against the edge of the pool, still unable to stop my body from shaking.

At this moment, the door opposite opened with a creak, and a man walked into the bathroom.

I raised my head slightly and saw the man who had washed clothes yesterday holding a basin of water and looking at me with a strange look.

Just looking at me, a little confused and a little happy.

I quickly turned around and ran out.

I ran to the door of my dormitory, holding the handle, but couldn't open the door for a long time. I put my head against the door.

After calming down for a while, he turned around and walked back to the bathroom.

The man was still there. When he saw me come in, he lowered his head. I glanced at him and found that the man was not

I don't know when he had taken off his T-shirt and was only wearing a pair of shorts.

I walked to the sink, fished Wang Bin's shirt out of the water, and while rubbing it, I saw

Her collar was open, and her nipple was pressed against the wet spot, with a small bulge.

The man obviously saw my expression and began to slow down his washing.

She looked at him and turned away somewhat embarrassedly.

But he immediately turned his face towards me again, and this time there was no hesitation in his eyes, but a direct gaze.

He stared at my chest with a provocative look.

Men, I gritted my teeth and shook my head, they were all the same, I shook my wet hair, I raised my head

Eyes looking back at the man.

Then I did something I never thought possible. I pulled down my pajamas straps and

The breasts on the sides were completely exposed.

The man opposite immediately brightened up his eyes.

If I must find a reason for my absurd behavior, it is that since you, Wang Bin, can

To find women, I, Su Jin, would seduce men outside. This reason seemed fair to me at the time.

righteous.

I stared at the man with my half-naked upper body, and saw his Adam's apple rolling. Then the guy

He reached into his shorts, lifted up his trouser legs, pulled out his penis and shook it in front of me as if to show off.

I must admit that I was irrational at the time, otherwise I would not have pulled up the hem of my pajamas and exposed my entire vagina to the public.

In front of a strange boy.

I don't have much pubic hair. In Wang Bin's words, the hair shape is very beautiful, as if it has been specially trimmed.

The labia are relatively large, and you can see two pieces of tender flesh hanging on the lower body without looking specifically when facing them.

After doing this, I snorted, threw the shirt back into the water, and put the sling back on my shoulders.

He turned around and prepared to leave the bathroom.

When I reached the door, a pair of hands grabbed both sides of my hips.

Now I think if I had broken free, the man might not have taken the next step.

Instead of resisting, I held on to the door with both hands.

I stuck my head out of the bathroom door and saw that there was no one outside. Only the dim light was shining in the long corridor.

Here, the whole world has fallen asleep, and the silence is suffocating.

Then I felt a pair of hands lifting up my pajamas, revealing my lower body without any underwear.

I didn't look back, but looked up at the lights on the roof. It seemed that what the man was doing was similar to what I was doing.

It has nothing to do with it.

Soon, a hard object pressed between my legs, rubbing my labia back and forth.

The man's hands stroked my hips on both sides, and they trembled slightly. I raised my buttocks and stretched my legs to the sides again.

Spread your legs apart until your feet are against either side of the bathroom door.

Immediately afterwards, a thick stick-like object broke through my labia and penetrated into my body.

I never thought that my body would accept other men besides Wang Bin, even though I had an affair the day before.

When I was standing in front of this man with my vaginal fluid on my body, all I thought about was fun and excitement, but at this moment, I was really

The continuous impact made my mind clear up a lot, but what else could I do at this time?

How about it?

The man stood behind me and thrust his thick penis into my vagina again and again. I was still looking outside.

It seems like my body no longer belongs to me, and something that should be called a soul is drifting away from me little by little.

Just think of it as a dream. I comforted myself, holding on to the door frame tightly with my hands, and the tingling sensation deep in my vagina

Instead, it became clearer and clearer, and the slight "slap" sound of the man hitting my butt echoed in the bathroom.

I closed my lips, trying hard to control the urge to moan, and just kept moving my butt in coordination with the man's movements.

After a moment, the man's hands suddenly moved from below to my breasts, tightly grasping them.

The pain almost deformed my facial features, but the penis moving faster in the vagina completely

Control it. At this moment, I don’t care about Wang Bin or cheating. The only thing I want is to let that

The penis fucked me hard, and the feeling of my body was beyond all thoughts. All I wanted was pleasure, pure pleasure.

When the hands of the stranger holding my breasts were once again so tight that I couldn't breathe, my penis suddenly

The man's movements were so strong that he slammed into the deepest part of my body. Then something hot was spilled into my body.

When the action stopped, my body began to twitch and twist, and I closed my legs to try to hold the penis that was beginning to shrink.

But my actions were in vain, and the little thing soon fell out along the wet vagina.

After the man let go of my hand, I ran back to my room.

Sitting on the chair in the room, Wang Bin was still sleeping soundly. I looked down at my lower body, and saw the white liquid

The liquid was oozing out of my slightly opened vagina. I wiped my vagina vigorously with a tissue until the whole vagina was

My vagina became red and swollen, but I knew I couldn't wipe it clean no matter what I did.

I took off all my clothes, climbed onto the bed, hugged the naked Wang Bin, and cried all night.

When I got up in the morning, Wang Bin was still asleep. I simply packed my things and left with dark circles under my eyes.

The dormitory.

It was around five in the morning, and there were not many people on campus. I returned to the girls' dormitory and lay down on my bed.

He lay on the bed and closed his eyes drowsily.

When I woke up again, it was already afternoon. Only my elder sister and I were left in the dormitory. She obviously thought I was

I looked a little abnormal and asked with concern: "Xiao Si'er, are you okay?" "Nothing..." I smiled and was looking for

I was thinking about how to answer my elder sister's question when the phone suddenly rang. It was Wang Bin calling. I looked at the phone and saw Wang Bin on it.

Bin’s name and pressed Reject.

Seeing my expression, the elder sister asked cautiously, "Did you have a fight with him?" I nodded, and

The eldest sister added: "When two people are together, it's inevitable that they will quarrel. If it's nothing serious, just let it go.

Don't push them too much. I smiled and said, "I know, don't worry." I know nothing.

I don’t know. I just don’t know how to face what happened last night.

For a period of time afterwards, I never answered Wang Bin’s calls, nor did I go back to the dormitory.

Bin came downstairs to look for me several times, but I didn't see him. He wasn't the kind of person who would rush into the girls' dormitory on impulse.

man, and now we don't have a fixed class so that he can find me in the classroom, so I stay in the dormitory

The dormitory avoided him until they ran into him in the cafeteria one day before New Year's Day.

I was standing on the steps at the entrance to the cafeteria, and he was across from me. I saw that he hadn't shaved, and his face was

He was obviously thinner and looked a little haggard.

At that moment I really wanted to rush over and hug him, but I didn't move.

Turning around, I walked along the path towards the lake, with Wang Bin following not far behind me until we reached

I stopped by the lake and turned to look at him.

He came closer to me, was silent for a while, and finally asked me, "What happened?"

I shook my head and listened to him continue to explain: "Is it because I came back late that day? Let me tell you..."

Seeing my blank expression, Wang Bin blushed, "They did find a prostitute that day, but I was drinking the whole time.

Didn't touch them at all! I still shook my head: "It's not your problem, it's my problem. I think I may

Falling in love with someone else. "When I spoke, I felt like the voice wasn't mine at all.

"Impossible!" Wang Bin hit his head, "How is it possible? We...we..." "Wang Bin

..." I looked into his eyes, "I'm sorry, I think we...we should break up?" I said this.

I walked away without looking back at Wang Bin. I knew very well that if I looked back, I would never be able to leave.

That's not fair to Wang Bin, I can't do that.

The winter wind blew on my face, and I felt a stinging pain. When I walked to the dormitory door, the tears on my face had already flowed down.

It has completely obscured my vision, and all the scenery and people coming and going are mixed into floating patterns in front of me.

It's all blurry.

(to be continued)

7. Farewell

The last winter vacation has finally arrived as promised.

I was still feeling down, but now that I was home, I had to put on a smile to deal with my parents.

Regarding finding a job, my dad asked me whether I wanted to go home or stay in the school which was more than a thousand kilometers away.

City, I answered him without thinking: "Go home."

Hearing me say this, my mother was obviously overly happy: "So what kind of job are you going to find?"

I have thought about this question before, but I have never had a concrete idea, especially after breaking up with Wang Bin.

I didn't have the energy to think about these things. Now that my mother asked me about it, I just said, "Let's find someone who has free time."

"Lazy girl!" Mom laughed and said to Dad, "When I saw Old Wu a few days ago, didn't he say

I want to find an assistant, why don’t you talk to him? "

Dad nodded. I was very familiar with the "Old Wu" that Mom mentioned. He was Dad's friend for many years. I always called him

Uncle Wu is a lawyer and he runs a law firm which is neither too big nor too small.

When my father heard my mother talking about this, he picked up the phone, but without dialing the number, he asked me, "How is your judicial examination?"

Are the results out? "

I was stunned. I did sign up and take the exam, but I didn’t have the confidence to pass.

I had just broken up with Wang Bin and hadn't even thought about checking my grades. Now that my dad was asking me this, I hurried back to my room.

Dial the voice telephone.

By, this may be a comfort to me? When I walked out of the room and told my parents the result,

They kept laughing.

What happened next was simple. My dad called Uncle Wu, and Uncle Wu said that as long as I wanted to go, he would

I had to, so my job was decided in a muddle. The next day, I went to Uncle Wu’s with my dad.

I went to my uncle's law firm and took the employment contract back directly - I need this contract to go back to school to handle the relevant procedures.

Continued.

The Spring Festival came in a blink of an eye. On the first night of the New Year, Wang Bin called me.

Before this, he had contacted me several times online, hoping to ease our relationship, but I rejected him without exception.

This time he called me and didn't ask me to get back together. He just asked about my recent situation. I tried my best.

I suppressed my emotions and told him calmly that everything was fine and he shouldn't worry about me.

Wang Bin finally said on the phone: "We are still friends, right?"

I covered my mouth with my hands to stop my sobs: "Yes, we are still friends, very good friends..."

The last semester of college passed quickly. Everyone was busy preparing for their post-graduation life.

I stayed in the dormitory every day, and it was not until after my thesis defense that I had a vague feeling that the world was about to end.

Walking on the campus, watching the younger students walking by in twos and threes, those things that I have already become familiar with

The familiar scenery reflected light under the dazzling summer sun, which made my eyes sore.

June 26th, I think I will always remember this day, Wang Bin called me and said he wanted to see me again.

This time I didn't refuse him.

When the appointed time came, I put on my makeup, took out a half-front top and a pair of

The floral dress, that was the dress I wore the day I met Wang Bin. When he saw me walking out of the building in this dress, he waited for me.

Wang Bin outside smiled.

His smile was complicated, with a hint of joy, but more of helplessness. I saw that he was dressed very neatly today.

Jie, yes, this is the man I have always loved.

We sat by the lake at school and talked about what had happened during this period. We were both careful to avoid those sensitive topics.

When it got dark, I said to Wang Bin, "Can I have a drink with you?"

Wang Bin looked at me and nodded.

We bought six bottles of beer at the grocery store on campus. I carried two bottles and Wang Bin carried four bottles.

When I walked through the garden, I saw many people looking at me strangely.

I didn't go back to the dormitory with Wang Bin. We walked through the path between the teaching buildings and entered the gymnasium through the side door.

I sat in front of a locked iron gate, with high concrete walls on both sides. I leaned against the wall and drank this

The first sip of wine in my life was very bitter.

I thought I would cry, but I didn't. As I looked at Wang Bin with a calm gaze,

I saw tears on his face.

We didn't say a word while we drank, until six bottles of wine rolled to the ground.

Wang Bin suddenly hugged me tightly. I closed my eyes and enjoyed this hug, which might be the last time he would give me.

Then his mouth was pressed against my lips.

I knew this would happen. I knew what would happen when I came to see him today. So when he reached out his hand

When Wang Bin undressed me, I did not resist or refuse. But to my surprise,

I was shaking so badly, even more helpless than the first time we had sex.

I looked at Wang Bin's face and let him take off my clothes, bra, skirt and underwear one by one.

When I lay naked on my skirt, I saw the sky full of stars.

Everything was just like when we were in love. He leaned over me and slowly entered my body.

He buried his head in my breasts and kissed them gently. I wrapped my arms around Wang Bin and stroked his back with my fingers.

I think I might have been like a virgin at that moment.

Wang Bin's penis was thrusting slowly in and out of my vagina, like a hot iron bar. I breathed in and out repeatedly.

Contracting her body again and again, making her lower body as tight as possible, she used her vaginal walls to tightly hold the penis that had been there countless times.

The cock that brought me pleasure for the first time.

Perhaps my reaction exceeded his expectations. Wang Bin propped himself up, looked at my face, and then made room for

A hand began to stroke my cheek. I silently repeated his name in my heart, but the three words "I love you" began to

It never came out of my mouth.

I rubbed my breasts against Wang Bin's body, wrapped my legs around his waist, pressed his buttocks and made him

The penis went deeper into my body, the glans was on the opening of my uterus, the touch went straight to the center of my body

It makes me tremble.

Wang Bin stopped thrusting, hugged my body quietly, and put his tongue into my mouth.

I sucked on Wang Bin's tongue, like a child savoring his favorite candy, but my lower body became more and more itchy.

I must not let him tear me to pieces immediately.

I didn't have to wait too long. After a moment of tenderness, Wang Bin finally exploded. He stood up and spread my legs.

The penis quickly began to thrust violently in my body, as if trying to penetrate me.

The pain in the base of my thighs responded to his impact, and my pubic mound gradually began to go numb, with a strong tingling sensation deep in my vagina.

numb.

Then there was a "slap" sound, and Wang Bin's palm slapped my naked breasts. In the starlight, I saw

Seeing Wang Bin's hands falling on my body again and again, he must hate me very much, right? I pushed my breasts up again.

It's good that he can vent it out, I thought as I endured his beating, the pain coming from my breasts.

With a slightly perverted pleasure.

I knew my breathing was getting faster and faster, and my lower abdomen was beginning to cramp.

When I squeezed out an "ah" from the crack, Wang Bin suddenly fell on me and hugged me tightly.

The penis at the end of my vagina contracted violently, and a stream of hot fluid spurted into my body. At the same time, I felt

To a certain place in the body, like a clenched and opened fist, it threw out a stream of hot liquid, and along with Wang

Bin pulled away from my body, and the skirt under my butt was instantly wet.

I just lay there, watching Wang Bin sit up and lean next to me. He stared at my body for a long time.

For a long time, then gently pulled the clothes next to me over me.

I pushed Wang Bin's hand away, threw the clothes I had just covered myself with aside, closed my legs, and

The dead were motionless.

After a while, I got up and started to put on my clothes. Wang Bin had already put on his clothes. I buttoned up my clothes.

I knocked on the door and sat next to him, and we just sat there like that until dawn without saying a word.

When a glimmer of light appeared in the sky, I gathered my hair, stood up and said to Wang Bin, "I'm leaving."

Wang Bin shook his head, nodded, and held my hand. I gently shook Wang Bin off and sighed.

This time I didn't stop and walked straight out of the stadium. I thought if I ignored him when we first met and only left him

If Wang Bin’s back were the same as it is now, perhaps we would all be much happier, but we can never go back to that day.

Back in the dorm, I took a small mirror and hid in the bathroom. I undressed and saw the red handprints on my breasts.

It was a little dazzling, and I felt a little pain when I touched it, but I felt much more relaxed. It turned out that Wang Bin

The overwhelming guilt seemed to disappear in an instant.

In the next few days, my sisters boarded the train to go home. I didn't dare to leave last because I didn't want to

Experienced too many separations. It was drizzling in the city on the day I left. My second sister held my head in her arms in the train compartment.

She was crying loudly at the door, and her attitude looked as if she would never see me again in this life.

When the train started moving, I kept looking out the window, perhaps hoping to see someone, but

By the time the train left the platform, I had found nothing, but that was fine.

After I got home, it was my last summer vacation. In fact, vacation was no longer important at this moment. It was just a few days of work in the morning and

Despite the fact that I have to work a few days in the evening, I still plan to rest for a while.

The next day, I changed my phone number and sent the new number to all my friends except Wang Bin.

I feel like he doesn't need this anymore, or I hope he doesn't need my call anymore.

On the third night after I got home, I received a call from Xin'er, asking me to go shopping the next day. Xinerda

My name is He Xin. She is my best friend and high school classmate. She did not do well in the college entrance examination and only went to a normal school.

He graduated a year earlier than me and is now a teacher in a middle school.

Since it was my best friend's invitation, I naturally agreed. I went to school outside these years and we only had

We only have the chance to meet during holidays. Now that I'm back home, I have to get closer to my old friends.

The summer in the north is also hot and suffocating. I regretted it the next day when I went out.

It was a bit too much, a linen dress, but then again, it couldn't be any less.

Xin'er was waiting for me at a Taiwanese tea restaurant. She knew that I liked the smoothies there the most. When I arrived, Xin'er

Xin'er had already ordered a large cup of peanut smoothie. I put my backpack aside and sat opposite Xin'er, staring at the full cup.

Son: "Why didn't you steal my food today?"

"I don't dare to eat anymore!" Xin'er smiled and pinched her stomach.

I saw a bunch of fat there and laughed immediately: "I haven't seen you for half a year, how come you are so fat?

Appearance? "

Xin Er cried and said, "Don't mention it. I'm fatter than you anyway, and it's even worse after I started working.

It doesn't matter how much you eat, I'm just envious and jealous. "

I ignored her and scooped a spoonful of the smoothie into my mouth. The cool feeling quickly spread from my throat to every part of my body.

A pore: "Where do you want to go today? What do you want to buy? Shoes? Clothes?"

"I haven't decided yet, just sit down for a while." Xin'er looked at me, "Are you okay on the 2nd of next month?"

I thought about it and said, "Nothing, what's the matter?"

"Then go and be my bridesmaid." Xin'er continued.

I was stunned: "Are you getting married?" Xin'er nodded.

"So soon!" I opened my mouth. "Why are you in such a hurry? Didn't you say a few days ago that it would be open next year at the earliest?

After spring? "

Hearing my question, Xin'er sighed and said, "Alas, I can wait, but he can't." When she said this,

Xin'er stroked her belly.

"You're pregnant?" I yelled.

"Keep your voice down!" Xin'er stopped me, "You understand, on the second of next month, you will be my bridesmaid."

Her tone left no room for doubt.

I nodded: "But...don't bridesmaids have to be virgins?"

"You're not?" Xin'er looked at me with a frown.

I took another sip of the smoothie and said, "Do you think I'm really unpopular and unwanted?"

Thinking of Wang Bin, my heart ached.

"Who cares?" Xin'er grinned at me, "No one is looking at your hymen, so you just treat it as a

. "

"Disgusting!" I swallowed the smoothie in my mouth and made a rude gesture to Xin'er, "Okay,

I'll be your bridesmaid, but don't let the guests bully me. "

"Don't worry, Xiu Xiu." Xin'er called me by my nickname, "If anyone dares to bully you, I will chop off his dog.

paw! "

"Okay, you said it." I looked at Xin'er's exaggerated face, then glanced at her belly, and sneered.

Started laughing.

(to be continued)

8. Bridesmaids

After chatting with Xin'er, we went shopping in a nearby mall.

My husband called and invited me to dinner. There was no reason to refuse. At 6:15, Xiner and I arrived at the appointed time.

We arrived at the place where we found Xu Fei and a young man waiting for us on the street.

Xu Fei is Xin'er's boyfriend, her future husband. I've met him a few times before. He's an honest man, but

To be honest, I don't have a good impression of Xu Fei. The reason is simple. I like men who are knowledgeable and well-educated.

Xu Fei is just a technical secondary school graduate. Although he is working in a state-owned enterprise now, every time I see him, I feel that he is

A boring guy with no substance.

The man with Xu Fei was called Zhou Yifan. When Xu Fei introduced him to me, he said he was his good friend and colleague.

He was also the best man at his wedding to Xin'er. I smiled politely at Zhou Yifan. In fact, I often

I don’t know how to communicate with someone I just met. Maybe it’s because of my personality. Because of this, many people feel

I'm a girl who's not easy to approach.

I randomly found a restaurant and took a seat. I carefully looked at Zhou Yifan a few times. To be honest, this

The man wasn't bad looking, and when he noticed me observing him, he looked shy.

Fei's friend is also an honest guy like him.

While we were eating, we first talked about Xin'er and Xu Fei's wedding. I told Xu Fei that I was worried about the possibility of

The bridesmaid situation happened, Xu Fei repeatedly promised that it would not happen. Later, when chatting, Xiner mentioned that I was from a prestigious university.

When I graduated, I saw a look of joy in Zhou Yifan’s eyes.

The next morning, before I got up, I received another call from Xin'er. She asked, "How are you now?"

No boyfriend? "

"No!" I lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling.

Xin Er continued, "Yi Yifan called Xu Fei last night. He has feelings for you and wants me to

Help to bring them together. What do you think of him? "

"It's okay." I answered Xin'er, "but I don't want to find a boyfriend now."

"Let me tell you, Zhou Yifan is a pretty good person. Although he only graduated from an ordinary university, he is already

I have been in the class for two years. I am highly valued by the leaders in the unit and I am a very honest person. Would you like to consider it? "

Xin'er's gossipy potential was particularly revealed at this moment.

"Forget it... I'm not interested. I don't feel that way." I kept shaking my head while holding the phone.

Xin Er acted as if she didn't hear me: "It's not strange that I don't feel anything when we meet for the first time.

How many times have you met? How about tomorrow? I'm the host, what do you want to eat? How about fish hotpot? "

"Okay, okay, okay..." I really couldn't stand this chattering woman, so I agreed casually.

It doesn't matter who I see. Except for Wang Bin, other men are no different to me.

It’s about making another friend.

When I met Zhou Yifan again, I could tell that he had made full preparations, from his attire to his speech.

I started to be cautious. Although I kept a calm smile throughout the whole process, I could feel that Zhou Yifan was really

Very happy.

After that, we met several times under Xin'er's arrangement and gradually became familiar with each other, but I still kept it a secret.

I told Xin'er that Zhou Yifan was not suitable for me, and Xin'er always told me to try it out first, maybe it would work out after a while.

You will feel it.

On the evening of August 1st, I arrived at Xin'er's house as scheduled. Her wedding was tomorrow morning, so I had to

I'm going to stay here with her.

Actually, Xin'er shouldn't have let me be her bridesmaid. I'm taller, whiter, and slimmer than her.

I think I am prettier than Xin'er. This is her good day. She should be the protagonist instead of me. I don't want

I didn't want to steal Xin'er's limelight, so I only wore a pair of high heels with very low heels. The dress was prepared by Xin'er for me.

A white low-cut cheongsam dress, luckily it was not too short, enough to cover half of the knees when standing upright.

To be on the safe side, I wore a very tight body shaping bra underneath, so tight that I couldn’t take it off even if I wanted to.

It takes a lot of effort.

It turned out that my preparations were unnecessary. The whole wedding process was very simple, without any unnecessary things.

The only difficulty is to help Xiner block the wine, which is probably more painful than death for me who seldom drinks.

At this time, Zhou Yifan helped me a lot. Whenever a guest raised his glass, he would always drink before me.

Even so, I still had to drink a few cups. The spicy liquid rushed into my stomach, accompanied by a pungent smell.

The taste was so bad, it was a miracle I didn't vomit it out immediately.

After most of the guests left, Zhou Yifan and I, along with some guests who were close to Xin'er and Xu Fei,

The bride and groom were sent to the bridal chamber, which was a luxurious room rented by Xin'er and his wife in the hotel.

When they were about to make trouble in the bridal chamber, I used my body to block them and closed the door for Xin'er.

Then there was a shoveling. I was so weak that I had no power to resist those energetic men.

I don't know whose hand touched my bare shoulder. At this time, Zhou Yifan put his arm around my head.

Maybe he used too much force and his hand hit the door frame and bled.

Seeing that the best man was injured, the guests stopped making a fuss. Zhou Yifan covered his hands and sent them away one by one with me.

Then I knocked on the door and said something to Xin'er and Xu Fei. I left the hotel with Zhou Yifan and sat in the car Xin'er had prepared for us.

A ready car.

Maybe because I didn’t get enough rest the night before and I was drunk, I told the driver about my little

After hearing the district's name, he fell asleep in the car.

When I woke up, I found myself lying on the sofa in a strange room, covered with a blanket.

Fan sat opposite me, with several band-aids on his hands. When he saw me open my eyes, he asked, "Awake?"

I nodded, still feeling a little dizzy and in pain, I covered my head and asked, "Where is this?"

"My home." Zhou Yifan smiled. "You didn't tell me your house number. I saw you were sleeping so soundly.

I couldn't bear to call you, so I just... "

I was a little embarrassed: "Then how did I get up here? Is it possible?"

Zhou Yifan nodded: "I carried you up here, luckily you are not heavy."

I sat up from the sofa and put the blanket aside: "Thank you, I should go home now."

I took a step towards the door, but I didn't expect that my legs were so weak that I couldn't adjust them.

It fell onto the coffee table.

But I didn't fall to the ground, Zhou Yifan's arms had already caught me firmly.

When he held me, his arms pressed against my chest, and I felt a solid and heavy feeling.

I didn't stand up, nor did I want to stand up. I didn't know why this feeling made me feel so safe.

Just keep sticking to this arm and let this feeling continue.

Zhou Yifan was probably a little surprised by my abnormal behavior, and he didn't move for a long time until he realized that I was not prepared at all.

When he stood up, he lifted up my upper body and hugged me from behind.

He was the man I had always rejected, and I had no reason to enjoy his embrace, but when Zhou Yifan started

When he kissed my earlobe, I knew that I was probably going to do something out of line again today.

What happened next was a natural progression. My body shaping bra was not as difficult to take off as I had imagined.

When my underwear was taken off, I had already started to leak sexual fluids.

I lay naked in Zhou Yifan's arms, watching him excitedly carry me into the bedroom. Zhou Yifan put me

When we were in bed, his penis stood upright in front of me.

The entry was smooth, and I soon felt the fullness of my vagina.

There was a significant difference in appearance. My body was pressed tightly on the bed by him and I couldn't move at all.

The numbness in my lower body surged like waves, and I began to moan softly, perhaps because of my reaction.

Excited, Zhou Yifan suddenly pulled his penis out of my vagina and then turned me over with force.

I lay on the bed, Zhou Yifan spread my legs and leaned on me to kiss my back, his glans followed his

The movement swept back and forth across my labia, and the itchy feeling made me look forward to being penetrated again.

Of course he didn't let me wait too long. Just as I tried to raise my butt, Zhou Yifan's penis had already rushed into my

It came in, and the pleasure of my vagina being filled hit my body at the same time. I turned my face to the side, gasping for breath.

Then Zhou Yifan grabbed my arms which were flat on both sides of my body and put them behind my back.

He pressed my back tightly with his left hand, and then slapped me hard on the butt with his right hand.

I cried out "Ah!" It was obviously painful, but I was clearly more excited, and the penis in my vagina seemed to be

It became even thicker than before, and I struggled to stick my butt out to meet Zhou Yifan's impact.

Zhou Yifan pinched my wrist and kept thrusting hard into my body. He pressed my body tightly with a little violence.

This feeling on the bed made me feel as if I was being raped, but the pleasure coming from my lower body reminded me

How much my own body needs the insertion of that unfamiliar cock.

Ten minutes? Or fifteen minutes? Zhou Yifan kept hitting me like this, and just when I felt dizzy

At this moment, the penis suddenly left my body and a stream of hot liquid spilled onto my naked back.

Zhou Yifan let me go and sat on the bed. When I looked at him, he avoided my eyes. I put my numb hands

I reached behind and my fingers were soaked with semen.

When I got up and walked to the living room to get dressed, Zhou Yifan followed me and said, "Su Jin, I...you

Can you wait a while before leaving? I want to talk to you...」

I shook my head, put on my clothes, said "goodbye" to Zhou Yifan, and walked out of his house.

Want to chat? What to talk about? What’s there to talk about? I just need a man.

Well, it’s that man. What’s there to talk about with such a simple relationship?

I didn't go out the next day. On the morning of the third day, my cell phone rang. It was a stranger.

I picked up the phone and the man's voice immediately came into my ears: "Su Jin, this is Zhou Yifan.

"Oh, what's the matter?" "I don't remember giving him my phone number.

I just heard Zhou Yifan continue: "I'm downstairs in your house, can you come down?" I was stunned.

I started to curse Xin'er inwardly. It must be him who told Zhou Yifan the exact location of my home. But since he's here, I feel

It is still necessary to go downstairs.

After getting dressed, I went downstairs and saw Zhou Yifan. He was dressed very formally today, holding a large

A bouquet of flowers, that is what I have always expected Wang Bin to do for me, but every time I ask Wang Bin to send me flowers, he would frown.

Mei went to settle the bill and told me that a bouquet of flowers was enough to buy two plates of pork ribs and turn me into a big fat white man.

I like Wang Bin's expression when he calls me "Big White Fatty". Looking at the bouquet in Zhou Yifan's hand, I smile faintly.

Smiled.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, Zhou Yifan handed the flowers to me.

I took a breath and shook my head: "I don't want it."

"You don't like it?" Zhou Yifan was slightly stunned, "I'll give you whatever you like."

I smiled again: "What do you want from me?"

Seeing that I had the same expression, Zhou Yifan looked a little nervous: "Su Jin... you know, it's like this,

Actually, I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, I think…"

"Want me to be your girlfriend? Xin'er told me so." I looked at Zhou Yifan, "She should also be interested in you.

Did I say I disagree? "

After hearing what I said, Zhou Yifan's facial features began to freeze: "Why? What am I dissatisfied with you?

I can change the place if you like..."

I shook my head again: "I don't like you, I have never liked you, and I won't like you in the future.

Is it white? "

"Then why did you..." Zhou Yifan's face turned red instantly.

"Why should I sleep with you?" I chuckled. I don't know why I made such a sound.

"So what if we had sex?"

"Su Jin...I didn't think..." Zhou Yifan hesitated.

"Didn't you expect me to be this kind of woman?" I stared at Zhou Yifan's face. "You and I are not children.

What can this thing prove? Please don't come to me again in the future, thank you! "After saying this, I turned and went upstairs.

I ignored Zhou Yifan again. I think his expression must be very ugly now, but that has nothing to do with me.

Actually, I don't have a bad impression of him, but I don't like him either. If he hadn't come to me so hastily today,

I, our friendship will last for at least a while. It's like this with many things. It's much easier to choose the wrong time than to

The consequences of doing something wrong are even more serious, especially with that damn bouquet of roses in his hand!

When I got home, I leaned against the door for a long time. I wondered if someone in that rainy city was also holding my hand.

Waiting for another girl with flowers? Or maybe he's thinking of a moment in the past like I am, who knows?

If there is anyone whose smile is uglier than crying, it must be me now.