Man (Martial Arts Science Fiction Adult Novel)

Chapter 1

Zhang Chu walked out of the hospital gate, hesitated at the door for only about two minutes, then walked to the road, hailed a taxi, and went to Shi Ming. At this time, it was already past one in the morning, and Zhang Chu's lover Shiyun was lying in the delivery room of the hospital waiting to give birth. When Shiyun heard the doctor say that she would not give birth to the baby tonight, she told Zhang Chu to go back and rest, not to stay in the hospital, and to come back tomorrow morning. Zhang Chu was reluctant to leave at first, as he was worried that if Shiyun gave birth to a child at night, there would be no one to take care of her. Later, Shiyun asked the nurse on duty to persuade Zhang Chu to go back and rest, and Zhang Chu went back. In addition, Zhang Chu also felt that if he sat in the hospital corridor, Shiyun would not be able to rest well. Shiyun would definitely not want him to sit there and stay up late, and would miss him in her heart.

Zhang Chu was sitting in the car at this moment, looking at the neon lights on the road outside the window, and his heart suddenly felt warm. Tonight seemed to be a watershed in his life. Tomorrow, he would become a father. Zhang Chu didn't know whether he should be happy or sad.

The car arrived downstairs where Shi Ming lived. After he paid and got out of the car, he walked upstairs. When he arrived at Shi Ming's dormitory, he took out the key to open the door, pushed it open, and walked in quietly, trying not to wake Shi Ming up, but when he entered the room, he still woke Shi Ming up. Shi Ming knew that Zhang Chu had come. Just as she lifted a corner of the quilt, Zhang Chu had already walked to the bedside. Zhang Chu leaned forward beside Shi Ming and wanted to give her a kiss, but Shi Ming yawned, stretched out her hand, and pulled Zhang Chu into her arms. Shi Ming kissed Zhang Chu with a "hmm" sound while caressing Zhang Chu's body with her hands, and unbuttoned Zhang Chu's clothes. When Zhang Chu climbed onto the bed, he was already naked.

After Zhang Chu and Shi Ming had a brief moment of intimacy, Shi Ming, as if she had just remembered something, asked about her sister's delivery. After Zhang Chu told her the situation, Shi Ming grabbed Zhang Chu's waist and said, "Are you still willing to come to me now?" Although Shi Ming said this, she felt sweet in her heart. But after hearing what Shi Ming said, Zhang Chu thought she was speaking from the heart. After all, having a child is a big event in life, so when Shi Ming said this, he felt that he was a little wrong. Thinking of this, he said to Shi Ming, I didn't want to come in the first place, I was afraid that you couldn't get over it at this moment. After hearing this, Shi Ming immediately pushed Zhang Chu off her body with a palm, turned her back to him and said, "So you came here because you were afraid that I would be angry. I'm not in your heart at all." Zhang Chu then realized that he had said something wrong again, and hurriedly defended himself, saying that what he had just said was just in line with what she said, and it was not his true words, and that he had been thinking about her in his heart, etc. It was not until Shi Ming turned around, faced him, put her arms around his waist and kissed him that Zhang Chu stopped talking.

When Zhang Chu woke up, it was already past seven in the morning. He got up quickly in a panic. It seemed that Shi Ming had not slept enough. She lay in Zhang Chu's arms, too lazy to open her eyes. One hand was on Zhang Chu's chest, as if she was in a deep dream. Zhang Chu sat up and took Shi Ming's hand away from his arms, jumped off the bed, took the clothes and put them on, while putting on the clothes he asked Shi Ming when he would go to see Shi Yun today. Shi Ming turned over in the quilt, uttered "hmm" in a half-asleep and half-awake state, and then continued to sleep without answering Zhang Chu. At this moment, Zhang Chu was thinking about Shiyun lying in the hospital, and he began to feel uneasy. He didn't know how Shiyun was doing last night. Shiyun was originally due to give birth 10 to 20 days later than expected, but now that she has arrived early, Zhang Chu is at a loss. His husband's mother, Shiyun and Shiming's mother, is coming over from her hometown in Shandong today. Zhang Chu is afraid that he may have done something wrong, so he tells his mother-in-law. So, he gradually became impatient. After he put on his clothes, he didn't even bother to rinse his mouth or wash his face, and walked out. Just as he reached the door of the room, Shi Ming suddenly sat up naked, and said to Zhang Chu, "Are you leaving just like that?" After hearing this, Zhang Chu hurried back, hugged Shi Ming, kissed Shi Ming's hair, put his hand on Shi Ming's chest, rubbed her breasts, and then said, I have to go, it would be terrible if your sister gave birth in the hospital.

Zhang Chu walked out of Shi Ming's dormitory, went downstairs, hailed a taxi, and rushed to the hospital. Shi Ming got divorced just three months ago. Before her divorce, her marriage to a researcher in the factory lasted less than four months. She got married because of Zhang Chu, and divorced because of Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu and Shiyun are college classmates. They fell in love in college and have always been in love. They are a very enviable couple. After graduation, they stayed in Nanjing to work together. Shiyun was assigned to work in a scientific research institute, while Zhang Chu worked in a bureau. When Shiyun brought Zhang Chu back to her hometown in Qingdao, Shandong for the first time, it was the hottest time of the year. Shiming had just graduated from an industrial university in the north and was preparing to rest at home for a few days before reporting to work at a factory in Nanjing. She stayed at home with Zhang Chu for a few days and was fascinated by him. Zhang Chu is from the South and is quite handsome. He has all the gentleness, meticulousness and romance that southern men have. In addition, Zhang Chu can play the guitar very well. Every night when she and Shiyun sit in the small courtyard and listen to Zhang Chu playing the guitar songs "Love is Blue" or "I Just Like You", Shiming can't help but feel emotional. Her heart is like a pool of Taoxi water, rippling in a slow rhythm. Especially when Zhang Chu's fleshy and sexy fingers plucked the strings forcefully, Shi Ming's expression was as if she was stunned, and she would wonder in her heart what it felt like to have those fingers plucked on her body.

The two sisters don't look much different from each other. When Shiyun was in school, she was spotted by a fashion model team in the city and her photo was even published on the cover of a fashion magazine. If Shiming were to take her place, she would be just as glamorous. But Shiyun is gentler in character than Shiming. Shiming is a Shandong person who dares to do and take responsibility. In addition, she is even more aggressive than Shiyun, and exudes youthful vitality. Since Shi Ming was infatuated with Zhang Chu, and because he was her sister's boyfriend, Shi Ming was sometimes bold enough to show some intimacy in front of Zhang Chu. Whenever she saw an opportunity, she would pour Zhang Chu a cup of tea or peel an apple or pear. During meals, she would compete with Shi Yun to serve Zhang Chu rice and dishes. Zhang Chu didn't dare to think about other things at first. The first time they met, he just thought it was a gesture of Shi Ming's acceptance of him. In front of Shi Yun, he also said some pleasant words to Shi Ming, or talked about movies, classics, pop music, fashion, sports, news, rumors, etc. Shiyun was quite happy to hear this, thinking that she had found a good boyfriend and that her sister liked him so much, and her heart was filled with sweet pride. Shiyun is no exception to women's vanity.

A few days later, Shi Ming revealed her intentions in front of Zhang Chu. Shi Ming's outpouring of emotion was not artificial; it was a genuine expression of her affection and admiration for Zhang Chu. At first, when she looked at Zhang Chu, she was looking at Zhang Chu's face. Now, when she looked at Zhang Chu, she was looking for Zhang Chu's eyes, capturing his gaze, and then following his gaze to find his next possible move. Those movements made Shi Ming simply intoxicated. Shi Ming seemed to have never had such close contact with a southern boy before. In her eyes, Zhang Chu's words and deeds were so cultured that he could write poems like Du Mu and lyrics like Qin Shaoyou, which made Shi Ming more obsessed with him. But with Shi Yun by her side, Shi Ming was careful to keep her thoughts to herself so that Shi Yun would not notice anything, in case she became suspicious and ruined their sisterhood. Zhang Chu also likes Shi Ming, and she is his future sister-in-law, so his thoughts are a bit subtle. But he was very careful in front of Shi Ming and did not use ambiguous words to offend Shi Ming. He was cautious in his heart, fearing that the two sisters had colluded with each other and deliberately set a trap for him to fall into so as to test his love loyalty. When Zhang Chu read some meaning from Shi Ming's eyes, he couldn't help but feel happy. Zhang Chu knew that one could act out a moving scene, but one could not fake the look in the eyes. Zhang Chu usually likes to deal with girls. He is the kind of man who never gets tired of seeing too many girls and likes all ten of them. He is a bit of a romantic man in his heart. But when it comes to love and marriage, he is not the kind of person who throws his chess pieces to any girl casually. Therefore, his liking for Shiyun was different from liking other girls. Shiyun was the kind of woman who could give a man everything, mother, wife, lover, friend, etc. All the roles a woman could play for a man, Zhang Chu got them all from Shiyun. Zhang Chu is now somewhat interested in Shi Ming, and this is completely a desire to accept more fun in life. Since Zhang Chu knew what Shi Ming meant, he started to play ambiguous games with Shi Ming. Sometimes when Shi Yun was not around, he would pretend to get up to get something and walk past Shi Ming, deliberately brushing against her body as he passed by her. When he came back, Shi Ming would sometimes deliberately touch Zhang Chu's waist with her elbow. Afterwards, no one would look at each other and they both pretended nothing had happened. After several such little actions, Shi Ming's heart was already in a state of confusion due to Zhang Chu's arousal. Later, Shi Ming began to take the initiative to create opportunities to be alone with Zhang Chu. Sometimes she would ask Shi Yun to go to the market to buy some vegetables, or go to the fruit stand outside to buy some fruits. The two sisters have been good friends since they were young, and Shiyun dotes on her younger sister, so Shiming always agrees to anything she wants. She sometimes asks Zhang Chu to go along, but when this happens, Shiming feels that it is not fun at all and it would be better not to ask Shiyun to go. But if Shiyun didn't ask Zhang Chu to go, Shiming would be happy when she was with Zhang Chu. When the two of them talked, Shiming would use words to touch Zhang Chu's heart, trying to test how sincere Zhang Chu was. Most of the time, Zhang Chu would not say what he meant clearly, intending to make Shi Ming feel confused and unsure of what he meant. In his subconscious ambition, he wanted to win Shi Ming's heart, but he couldn't make the opening too big for fear of entanglement in the future. Occasionally, the two of them would have some fun with their hands. Shi Ming would gently pinch Zhang Chu's body with her hands, and Zhang Chu would pat Shi Ming on the shoulder with his hands. Apart from this, neither of them took any further action.

A few days later, the three of them returned to Nanjing to work together. After Shi Ming reported to the factory, he was assigned to a technical department to organize data. There was not much work to do, so he often went to Shi Yun after get off work. The factory where Shi Ming works is on the edge of the city, and Shi Yun's workplace is in the city center, so it takes two or three hours to commute. When Shi Ming came, he usually slept at Shi Yun's place, and left early the next morning when he went to work. Shi Ming came to see Shi Yun, but actually she wanted to see Zhang Chu. But when Shi Ming came, she drove Zhang Chu away instead. With Shi Ming around, Zhang Chu had to go back to his own dormitory to sleep. At Zhang Chu's age, men are full of energy and have a strong physique. He felt a little uncomfortable after not sleeping with Shiyun for two days. Sometimes Shi Ming came on Friday night and didn't go to work until Monday morning, which made it inconvenient for Zhang Chu. Shiyun knew how strong Zhang Chu was, so sometimes she would pretend to go out with Zhang Chu to buy something, and then they would go to Zhang Chu's dormitory together to let him relax. Zhang Chu was very grateful for Shiyun's care and consideration. When Zhang Chu and Shiyun made love, it became extremely passionate and repetitive. Shiyun herself also needs Zhang Chu. She likes lying in Zhang Chu's arms, looking into Zhang Chu's eyes and experiencing the beauty of rain and clouds. She especially likes Zhang Chu's brutal bone-cutting style when he enters the realm.

Shiyun's dormitory is small, and there is a desk in the middle of the dormitory. With two stools placed there, there is very little room for movement. Therefore, when Zhang Chu, Shiyun and Shiming were together, they often sat on the bed to watch TV and talk. When Shiyun was not around, Shiming and Zhang Chu would sit on the bed, watching TV or making pleasant jokes. When the two of them were sitting on the bed and making noises, Zhang Chu would sometimes take advantage of Shiyun's absence to tease Shiming, pressing her down on the bed and not letting her get up. Sometimes, he would deliberately press on the most sensitive part of Shiming's chest. Every time this happened, Shi Ming felt so numb that she didn't want to move at all. She hoped that Zhang Chu would continue to be unrestrained, but she was also worried that it would be bad if Shi Yun came back and saw them, so Shi Ming would just let Zhang Chu get the hint and then quickly turn over with a smile.

The three of them would occasionally go to the movies or dance together. In the ballroom, Zhang Chu naturally invited Shi Ming to dance a dance or two. At this time, Shi Ming could best appreciate what it felt like to have Zhang Chu's fleshy and extremely sexy fingers pressing on her body. Sometimes, Zhang Chu would put his hands around Shi Ming's waist and deliberately touch and pinch Shi Ming, with his abdomen moving closer to Shi Ming's body. Every time at this time, Shi Ming would look into Zhang Chu's eyes and reveal a sweet smile. The next day at work, Zhang Chu would spend half a day on the phone talking to Shi Ming about what happened the previous night, trying to find words to tease Shi Ming, intentionally trying to win Shi Ming's heart. The more Zhang Chu said this, the more Shi Ming wanted to guess what Zhang Chu was thinking of her. Sometimes she would deliberately scare Zhang Chu and say to him, "Next time I will tell my sister that you are not sincere." Zhang Chu said, what did I do to you? Tell your sister you can't come. Shi Ming said, "She is my sister, how could she not want me? The one who should not want me should be you." Zhang Chu said that you are looking forward to it. When Zhang Chu said this, Shi Ming half-seriously asked Zhang Chu, who is better, my sister or me? At this time, Zhang Chu was very clear in his heart, but the words he said were vague and incomprehensible. Zhang Chu said, she is your elder sister and you are your younger sister, this order was determined when you were born. Shi Ming was naturally unhappy when he heard this, but he didn't take it seriously, so he said, "What does this have to do with that?" Zhang Chu then changed the subject and said, "How would I know that you are so good?" Shi Ming simply got to the point in one sentence and said, "What do you want me to do to let you know?" Zhang Chu said, this is known only to you and me, and only to heaven and earth. Shi Ming laughed and scolded Zhang Chu for being a slippery tongue on the phone. But the next time they met, they both forgot what they had said on the phone and started all over again.

Shiyun was on a business trip once and called her sister Shiming to tell her that she would be back on Saturday. Shi Ming originally wanted to wait until Saturday to go to her sister's house, but she couldn't sit still at work and wanted to see Zhang Chu, so she came over on Friday night. When she arrived at Shiyun's dormitory, Zhang Chu was not there, so she sat on the edge of the bed watching TV, waiting for Zhang Chu. She thought Zhang Chu would come and would think of her coming over. But after waiting for a long time, Zhang Chu still didn't come. She started to feel anxious. She couldn't watch TV or sit on the bed. She looked at the watch and walked to the window to look outside. It was almost ten o'clock when Shi Ming realized that Zhang Chu would definitely not come, so she thought of going downstairs to call Zhang Chu to ask. Whenever Shiyun was away on business, Zhang Chu usually didn't visit her. He lived in a dormitory at his workplace. That floor was half male and half female, most of whom were college or graduate school graduates. Usually after get off work, everyone gets together to play cards, chess and chat, which is very lively. When he had nothing to do at night, he would hang out in the dorms of other female colleagues, and those girls would sometimes also hang out in his dormitory. Zhang Chu acts in this kind of ambiguous way with many girls in the workplace, and he really pleases girls. This Friday night, Zhang Chu did not go out. There were two female colleagues sitting in the dormitory, one from the Planning Department and the other from the Administrative Department. They both had some interest in Zhang Chu. At this moment, Zhang Chu was sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a guitar in his arms and playing "An Evening on the Outskirts of Moscow". The two girls were listening to Zhang Chu playing the guitar and looking at him, their hearts unconsciously filled with joy. Zhang Chu can most touch girls' hearts at this time. His devotion to music and the way he plays the guitar will make any girl fall in love with him.

After a while, someone downstairs called Zhang Chu to answer the phone. Zhang Chu put down his guitar, thinking it was Shiyun calling, and went downstairs to answer the phone, but it turned out to be Shiming's. Zhang Chu asked her where she was. When Shi Ming heard this, she became angry. How could you, Zhang Chu, not know where I am now? You, Zhang Chu, should also know what’s in my heart, right? But Shi Ming still told Zhang Chu that I was with my sister. Zhang Chu actually understood what Shi Ming meant, but he was just pretending to be stupid at this time. It's not that he has no feelings for Shi Ming, but Shi Yun is much more important to him than Shi Ming. He is very afraid that if he takes a wrong step, Shi Yun will leave him. Zhang Chu said that he was playing mahjong with some colleagues and couldn't leave, so he would go there tomorrow. Shi Ming hung up the phone before Zhang Chu finished speaking, went upstairs and sat in the dormitory angrily. Zhang Chu put down the phone and went upstairs to the dormitory. The two female colleagues were still there, so Zhang Chu chatted with them, talking about all the romantic things in life. The two female colleagues enjoyed listening to Zhang Chu talk about these things very much. While Zhang Chu was talking, he would occasionally intersperse some erotic words and poems, making them sound as if Baoyu was taking them through the Grand View Garden to see the mountains and appreciate the flowers. It was a feeling of being overwhelmed by the beauty, and Zhang Chu himself felt very happy.

After sitting for a while, Shi Ming suddenly came. When Shi Ming arrived, Zhang Chu was stunned for a moment, but then he introduced Shi Ming to his two female colleagues, and then introduced the two female colleagues to Shi Ming. When the two female colleagues knew that it was Zhang Chu's future sister-in-law who came, they took the initiative to say goodbye and leave. As soon as the colleague left, Shi Ming became a little angry, thinking in her heart, you are so good, Zhang Chu, I asked you to accompany me for a while, but you lied that you were playing mahjong with your colleagues and couldn't leave. It turned out that you were in the dormitory with a girl. How can I say that I am your sister-in-law, but you don't seem to know which one is older and which one is younger? I can't let you off today. When Shi Ming thought of this, a trace of emotion and hatred aroused. She suddenly said to Zhang Chu, "Go and close the door, I have something to tell you."

When Zhang Chu heard Shi Ming say this, he smiled and said to Shi Ming, "People come and go here. If someone comes and asks us to open the door, they might think we are in the dormitory. It would be bad if your sister heard about it, especially when your sister is not here. I am afraid of your sister." How about this, let’s go out for a walk, and then I’ll take you back and wait for your sister to come back tomorrow.

Shi Ming originally thought that Zhang Chu was in the wrong at the moment and would listen to her, and then she would take advantage of her anger to put pressure on Zhang Chu and see how Zhang Chu would respond. She never expected Zhang Chu to answer her like this, and it made her so angry that she couldn't even breathe. From Zhang Chu's usual words and deeds, Shi Ming always believed that Zhang Chu must be the kind of man who steals wild dates to eat, and such an outstanding man would not be so devoted to her sister. In fact, although Zhang Chu seemed to have some similarities with many girls and had some thoughts about them, he did not dare to get too close to those girls, for fear that they would entangle him and he would not be able to get away. Even if he could get away and Shiyun knew about it, he believed that Shiyun would definitely not let him off easily. After all, Zhang Chu cared too much about Shiyun, so he didn't dare to put his friendship with Shiming into practice.

After hearing what Zhang Chu said, Shi Ming grabbed Zhang Chu's waist angrily, sighed in her heart, and thought to herself, what else can she do about her sister's lover? Zhang Chu understood, smiled, and reached out to rub Shi Ming's head. Zhang Chu himself didn't know that this almost made Shi Ming faint in his arms.

Even if Zhang Chu doesn't want to keep Shi Ming's heart now, it will be difficult for Shi Ming to leave Zhang Chu. This is actually what Zhang Chu hopes for the most. Although he does not fully understand it in his heart, Zhang Chu has this desire deep in his bones. When Zhang Chu was escorting Shi Ming to the dormitory building of Shi Yun's unit, Shi Ming suddenly hid in the shade of a tree and said to Zhang Chu, "Kiss me."

Zhang Chu didn't expect Shi Ming to make such a request to him. He was stunned for a moment, and then thought to himself that maybe Shi Ming was still angry and wanted some small compensation so that he could go back and have a good sleep. Thinking of this, Zhang Chu smiled and took Shi Ming's hand, then moved his mouth forward to touch Shi Ming's face, as if it was just a joke between the two of them. When Shi Ming saw Zhang Chu was about to scold her, she reached out and pushed Zhang Chu's face away, saying, Hey, it turns out that you don't have good intentions.

Zhang Chu was startled, and before he could fully react, Shi Ming had already rushed up, put her arms around his neck, kissed him, then quickly let him go and ran upstairs. Zhang Chu was still in shock until her figure disappeared at the stairs. But the warmth that Shi Ming left on his lips made Zhang Chu feel warm and moist on his lips all night.

But not long after, Zhang Chu quickly married Shiyun. In a fit of anger, Shi Ming started dating a graduate student at work, and they got married after dating for less than two months. After getting married, Shi Ming began to regret it. She had originally married out of spite, and her husband always spoke insincerely when he was with Zhang Chu, and his awkward words would sometimes linger on his lips for a long time. Zhang Chu was angry in his heart, and sometimes deliberately said things to embarrass Shi Ming's husband to anger Shi Ming. Later on, Shi Ming came to her sister's house alone and no longer brought her husband with her. In particular, when Shiyun listed her pride in Zhang Chu in front of Shiming, her face lit up more and more. Shi Ming felt resentful in her heart, but couldn't say anything.

Once, Shi Ming came to her sister's place. Coincidentally, Shi Yun went to the suburbs to check on a construction project and could not come back at night, so Zhang Chu entertained Shi Ming alone. The two sat at the table drinking and eating, and talked for a few words, which inevitably brought back the memories of that night when they kissed. Shi Ming hated Zhang Chu in her heart, but she never had the chance to tell him. So she took advantage of having a drink to complain to Zhang Chu about her grievances, blaming Zhang Chu as she spoke, saying that he was the one who pushed her out. Zhang Chu was a soft-hearted person, and he had always had feelings for Shi Ming, so he could not stand Shi Ming's crying. He sighed a few times and then hugged Shi Ming in his arms. As if everything was a natural progression, they went to bed together. What shocked Shi Ming the most was that Zhang Chu was extremely delicate and gentle in bed, allowing Shi Ming to enjoy an unprecedented unforgettable experience. And Zhang Chu also realized that when Shi Ming reached her climax at that moment, she had such a strong spasm that it was as if countless gentle and happy little hands were supporting Zhang Chu's body, making Zhang Chu feel like he was in ecstasy.

That night, they didn't seem to stop making love.

After this, they managed to have secret affairs together several more times. Shi Ming already felt that she couldn't live without Zhang Chu, and Zhang Chu also needed Shi Ming. Shi Ming got divorced soon, and after the divorce, she naturally gave herself completely to Zhang Chu.

Chapter 2

It was almost eight o'clock when Zhang Chu rushed to the hospital, which was the peak time for going to work. As soon as he entered the hospital, he rushed to the floor where the obstetrics and gynecology department was located. As soon as he walked in, a woman he had just met yesterday came up to him and said, "Your wife is suffering from severe postpartum hemorrhage and has been to the emergency room. She has been there for more than an hour and has not come out yet. You should go and check it out quickly. It's scary."

When Zhang Chu heard this, his soul seemed to fly out of his head, his eyes became dazed, and his body froze. The woman came up and pushed him, but he actually sat down, staring straight ahead without moving at all. After a long while, he seemed to come to his senses. He immediately stood up and rushed to the emergency room. When he arrived at the emergency room, he pushed the door open and rushed inside, but was stopped by a nurse. He grabbed the nurse's hand, pushed the nurse aside, and said, "I want to see my lover, I want to see my lover." The nurse pushed hard against the door to stop him from coming in, and told him that he couldn't come in because the doctor was performing emergency treatment. But he still squeezed in, and kept saying to the nurse, "I want to see my lover, I want to see my lover."

At this time, an older nurse came in from outside. She saw Zhang Chu and asked, "Are you Shiyun's lover?" Zhang Chu said yes. The nurse said to Zhang Chu, "Come with me, but don't talk. Just take a look and leave." Zhang Chu quickly agreed and followed her in. After entering, Zhang Chu saw five or six doctors busy on the operating table. Zhang Chu was so scared that his legs started shaking and his face turned pale. When he saw Shiyun fainted on the operating table, Zhang Chu actually shouted, Shiyun! He rushed towards Shiyun on the operating table...

When Zhang Chu was pushed out of the door, he collapsed on the ground with almost no consciousness and was filled with panic. People kept coming in and out of the operating room. As Zhang Chu watched the situation, he became more nervous and scared. He even called out Shi Ming's name in his heart, Shi Ming, why haven't you come yet? At this moment, his terrified heart really hoped that Shi Ming could hug him so that his heart could find a place to rest.

At this time, a doctor seemed to suddenly remember something, walked up to Zhang Chu and asked Zhang Chu, what is your blood type? When Zhang Chu heard this, he immediately jumped up and said, my lover and I have the same blood type. The doctor immediately led him in and explained to him as they walked, saying, "Our blood bank has run out of blood, and it's too late to go to the blood center to get blood. Your wife is bleeding too much, so we need to hurry." Zhang Chu entered the operating room and was quickly arranged to receive a blood transfusion. Beside Shiyun, several doctors were still busy with first aid measures. Zhang Chu looked at it and his heart was in his throat. He shouted in his heart, Shiyun, you can't leave.

"Time is life." At this moment, Zhang Chu clearly understood the relationship between time and life. In just a short while, a blood transfusion tube was inserted into the backs of Zhang Chu and Shiyun's hands. Zhang Chu's blood immediately flowed slowly, drop by drop, into Shiyun's blood vessels. Zhang Chu stared at Shiyun's pale face, praying in his heart while counting the drops of blood, counting when Shiyun would wake up...

The arrival of their child was somewhat unexpected.

It was a sunny day in June, and it was Shiyun’s 23rd birthday. Zhang Chu usually doesn't come home to eat at noon after work, but eats in the company cafeteria. But when people in the south celebrate their birthdays, they eat noodles at noon, which means longevity noodles. So, Zhang Chu rushed back at noon that day to celebrate Shiyun's birthday and make noodles. While they were eating, Zhang Chu and Shiyun discussed where to eat in the evening and whether to ask their classmates to wait for them. Shiyun was afraid of trouble, and because it was not her day off, she asked her sister Shiming to come over for dinner and avoid any crowds. When Shiyun mentioned inviting Shiming, Zhang Chu felt a little conflicted. Shi Ming was secretly angry with Zhang Chu at this time. Zhang Chu's marriage made Shi Ming's thoughts all fall to the ground. Since Zhang Chu got married, she rarely comes here. Zhang Chu sometimes called Shi Ming in the office to say hello, but Shi Ming hung up as soon as she picked up the phone. After Zhang Chu got married, all the girls who had some ambiguous relationships with him stayed away from him, and Shi Ming became more prominent in his heart than before. Zhang Chu is the kind of man who needs to find more raw materials of life from around him. He needs to taste the flavor of life from these raw materials. This has nothing to do with whether he loves Shiyun. Shi Ming was angry with him, and he thought to himself, she is his sister-in-law, how could she be so angry. So, when Shiyun asked Shiming to come for dinner, Zhang Chu felt happy, as if he had seized an opportunity to reconcile with Shiming. He said to Shiyun, then you call and tell her. Shiyun immediately said, why do you want me to beat you? I will beat myself. Zhang Chu quickly said, I’ll hit him.

After lunch, Shiyun sat on the sofa in the living room as she usually did at home in the evening, hugging Zhang Chu's waist and leaning on him to watch TV, preparing to go to work later. Nanjing was already a little hot in June. Zhang Chu put his hands in Shiyun's arms and unbuttoned all her clothes unconsciously. He put his hands on Shiyun's breasts, caressing them gently and teasing her. Every time at this moment, Shiyun felt like she was sinking into a surging ocean in Zhang Chu's arms, her body slowly stretching out in a posture of acceptance.

After a while, Shiyun gradually lost control of herself under Zhang Chu's caress. She stood up, hugged Zhang Chu's neck, kissed Zhang Chu, and said, "Are you coming back to celebrate my birthday, or to touch my breasts?" Zhang Chu kissed Shiyun back and said with a smile, "Everything." Then he pinched one of Shiyun's breasts hard and said in Shiyun's ear, "I'll have sex with you again later." At this moment, Shiyun's body was so soft that she had no legs or arms. She leaned her whole body against Zhang Chu's arms and said, "Hold me over here."

Zhang Chu picked up Shiyun and walked into the room. Shiyun was in Zhang Chu's arms. At that moment, she felt like she was in a dream, sleeping in the vast ocean and feeling drunk. When they got to the room, Zhang Chu put Shiyun on the bed, bent down and took off her clothes. Shiyun also reached out to take off Zhang Chu's clothes. When both of them took off all their clothes. Shiyun hugged Zhang Chu and said, this is the first time you were intimate with me at home at noon.

Shiyun's body is very sexy, with fair skin, milky complexion, slender waist and legs, wide hips and high breasts. She is so beautiful and stunning. Every time Zhang Chu was on Shiyun, he could not control his almost brutal plundering, and Shiyun seemed to like Zhang Chu's brutal momentum. They would be on the bed for a long time every time. After they were done, Zhang Chu sometimes said to Shiyun, I really want to keep doing this with you. Shiyun said, I am by your side every day, but it seems like it is not enough for you. You are too lustful. A woman like me will tire you out. You don't know how to take care of yourself at all. You are exhausted. What if you want me to give you what you want in the future? I can't bear to let you go yet. I want you to love me slowly. Remember? Zhang Chu said, "Don't remember. Who taught you to have this demon's body? This kind of body is for cannibalism." Shiyun had no choice but to smile and said, "If I don't agree with you, you can't do anything to me."

Today they seemed to be more violent than ever before. Zhang Chu raised his body to impact Shiyun under him. Shiyun also responded by bending her body like a cloud, stretching and reeling so softly that Zhang Chu felt his heart and soul moved, and he felt like he was walking on the sea and crossing the river, exploring the wonders. When they reached the climax of happiness together, Shiyun seemed to faint and could not even breathe under Zhang Chu.

They rested in bed together for a long time.

When Shiyun got up and pulled the condom out from under Zhang Chu, she suddenly found that the condom was broken, with a hole at the bottom and some white stuff remaining inside.

Shiyun quickly pushed Zhang Chu up, saying, "It's over, something's wrong now. It's you who used so much force, look, it's broken." Zhang Chu sat up and saw Shiyun holding the torn condom in her hand. He asked Shiyun, what do you think we should do?

What do you say we should do? I ask you. Shiyun seemed anxious and hit Zhang Chu with her hand. The two of them had originally agreed to have a child in two years, and they wanted to take it easy for two years. Seeing that Shiyun was so anxious, Zhang Chu said, if there is a baby, just give birth to it, what else can we do?

Zhang Chu's words made Shiyun laugh. Later, Shiyun lay down and said to Zhang Chu, you don’t know, but actually I have been hoping that you would break out one day. I had thought about this when I was in college. It would be a good opportunity for me to have a child after graduation, and then I could raise the child by just having fun. It wouldn’t be tiring at all. My mother also told me that I should have a baby as soon as possible. You act like a child all day long, asking nothing. Apart from eating, sleeping with your wife and touching her breasts, you don't care about anything. I just want to have a child to make you mature. But sometimes I'm also worried that you'll have to work hard. Being a father is not easy. People say that fathers serve their loved ones and children like slaves. You should be mentally prepared for this.

After hearing what Shiyun said, Zhang Chu turned over and said, "Oh my God, I don't want that." Shiyun stood up and pressed her breasts against Zhang Chu's face, grabbed Zhang Chu's ears and said, "What did you say you didn't want just now?" Zhang Chu bit Shiyun's nipple and said, I mean don't be like the child I was. Shiyun smiled and pulled Zhang Chu up, saying, "You go to work, I won't go this afternoon."

After Zhang Chu went to work, he was worried that if he called Shi Ming, Shi Ming would hang up again, so he took a taxi to Shi Ming's workplace to tell her about Shi Yun's birthday. When I arrived at Shi Ming's unit, the people there said that Shi Ming had taken a leave in the afternoon and did not come to work.

When Zhang Chu got home from get off work in the evening, he saw a big cake and a bouquet of flowers on the table. Shiyun and Shiming were sitting on the sofa watching TV and chatting. Zhang Chu understood a little bit, he walked over and called out to Shi Ming, but Shi Ming just hummed and didn't even look at Zhang Chu, it was obvious that she was still angry with him. But with Shiyun beside him, Zhang Chu didn't know what to say, so he handed the bouquet of flowers he bought to Shiyun and said, "Happy birthday to you." When Shiyun received the flowers, her face was beaming with joy, but Shiming said, "Why did you buy so many forget-me-nots for my sister's birthday?" Do you want to buy two more roses and carnations? What a mess! It's as if you want my sister to recall some memories. You are sending commemorative flowers to your ex-lover. When Shi Ming said this, Shi Yun laughed first. Zhang Chu said, what flowers should I give you for your birthday? Shi Ming said, whoever asks you to send it, I will. Shi Ming suddenly realized that what she said was wrong, and quickly added, "You are just giving random flowers."

Shiyun stood up and put the flowers in the vase on the table and kept them in water. Shi Ming took advantage of Shi Yun's inattention and kicked Zhang Chu's leg hard. Zhang Chu was in so much pain that he dared not utter a word. He looked at Shi Ming, but his heart was filled with sweetness.

A few days later, Shiyun bought a bunch of books such as "What You Must Know About Pregnancy" and "What Pregnant Women Must Read" from the bookstore. After reading the books, she became worried because she got a message from the books that when sperm enters the uterus, it adopts the method of survival of the fittest. When sperm enters the uterus, most of them will be killed. Only the strongest and most powerful sperm can break through the layers of siege, enter the uterus, and fertilize the egg. Shiyun thought that because the condom broke that day, only a small number of sperm entered the vagina, and the sperm that fertilized the egg might not be the best sperm. Shiyun is a little worried that her child may not be very intelligent in the future. Shiyun lay in Zhang Chu's arms, worried all night long. Zhang Chu had to persuade Shiyun, saying that she was not sure of pregnancy yet, so why was she in such a hurry? When Shiyun didn't have her period this month, she went to the hospital for a test. After finding out that she was really pregnant, she became even more uneasy. She later discussed it with Zhang Chu and went to the hospital to have an abortion, but the doctor advised Shiyun not to have it aborted as it was her first child and there wouldn't be any problems. Shiyun's mother also advised Shiyun not to have an abortion, so Shiyun kept the child.

When Shi Ming learned that her sister was pregnant, she was even more angry with Zhang Chu.

Chapter 3

After Zhang Chu left, Shi Ming could no longer lie in bed. Every time Zhang Chu left Shi Ming, Shi Ming didn't know how to settle down for a long time. She felt empty inside and couldn't find a place to put herself. After Shiyun became pregnant, Zhang Chu visited Shiming more often in the two months before delivery. It comes at night and sometimes during the day. When Zhang Chu comes at night, it is usually because his friends, classmates or colleagues invite him to something. After he came out and finished his work, he went to Shi Ming. Therefore, he usually doesn't stay at Shiming's place for a long time at night, as he has to hurry back. He was worried that if he stayed outside for too long, Shiyun would be worried about him at home, and he was also worried that it would arouse Shiyun's suspicion. During the day, Zhang Chu would go directly to Shi Ming from the office. Shi Ming would only return from the factory after he arrived at Shi Ming's dormitory. So during the day, they spend more time together.

As soon as Zhang Chu arrived, he had sex with Shi Ming. Shi Ming was already familiar with Zhang Chu's character. He would only talk to Shi Ming after they had made love. He would even talk to Shi Ming about the most secret things in his heart, things that Zhang Chu had never talked about with Shi Yun. For example, he told Shi Ming that when he was fourteen years old, he borrowed a handwritten copy of "The Heart of a Girl" from someone else. After reading it, he masturbated while lying in bed at night. The next day, he spent the whole day copying a book, and one day after school, he secretly put it into a girl's schoolbag. In order to prevent the girl from recognizing his handwriting, he copied the book with his backhand. For several days afterwards, he kept his eyes on the girl and felt very uneasy. He was worried that the girl would give the book to the teacher and the school would find out it was him. After several days, he found that there was no movement, so he approached the girl, but he didn't dare to talk to her about the book. One day, he wrote the word "Man" at the top and "Na" at the bottom on a page of her book, but the girl acted as if she didn't notice anything. He even told Shi Ming that the first time he had an affair with her sister was when he was a sophomore in college. It was May at the time and they went hiking in the suburbs together. When they reached the top of the mountain, in a secluded place, he took off all of her sister's clothes. He originally thought that there was no one on the mountain. After he got down from his sister, he suddenly found many pairs of eyes lurking not far to the side. He didn't dare to tell this to his sister, for he was worried that after telling her, she would not let him touch her.

Shi Ming really liked listening to Zhang Chu talk about these things, as these words opened up Zhang Chu's unfamiliar inner world to Shi Ming. She felt that Zhang Chu's inner world was very wonderful. There was a very profound world hidden under his superficial appearance, a world that her sister did not know about. After Zhang Chu left, Shi Ming sometimes had to worry about it for a long time. Even when she was at work during the day, Shi Ming was still struggling with these words in her heart. Zhang Chu's words were somewhat dangerous to her, and they often triggered Shi Ming's impulse to reveal some of her inner secrets to Zhang Chu. But she didn't want Zhang Chu to know her secret, she even felt a little disgusted with her secret. She believes that men's secrets are a sign of growth, while some women's secrets are signs of degeneration.

Sometimes before leaving, Zhang Chu would be intimate with Shi Ming again. He was very obsessed with Shi Ming's body. Every time he would press Shi Ming under him for a long time, jumping up and down, diving and dancing, and ravaging Shi Ming to orgasm. Then, under the strong spasm of Shi Ming's vagina, he seemed to have obtained an incomparable and indescribable happiness, which was also like the edge of great pain. Because every time at that moment, Zhang Chu seemed to be dying in Shi Ming's arms, with his mouth open and "ho ho" making unknown sounds. When Shi Ming's vagina was spasming, he felt as if countless happy and sweet little hands were reaching out from inside, caressing him, breathing him, and pulling his soul out of his body bit by bit. His soul went to a world of bliss, where it swam freely and felt extremely comfortable. When Shi Ming looked at Zhang Chu's happy expression, she was always intoxicated.

When Shiyun was seven or eight months pregnant, Zhang Chu once told Shiming at her place that he would no longer have sex with Shiyun because he was afraid of hurting the child, and Shiyun was also afraid of hurting the child. Shi Ming asked him at that time, will you stop coming after your sister can have sex with you? Zhang Chu said, how could that be? But I definitely won’t come here every two or three days like I do now. After hearing this, Shi Ming was so angry that she grabbed Zhang Chu's waist and said, "No, if you keep doing this, I will ignore you." Zhang Chu smiled, put his hand between Shi Ming's thighs and rubbed it, saying, "If I don't come, you can't come to me." Shi Ming said, I don’t want to see you two being so affectionate, it’s so disgusting. Zhang Chu said, actually I hope to hug you every day, and I will have this opportunity if you go. Shi Ming said, you always make me nervous, and it makes me uncomfortable when you arouse people, so I won’t go. Zhang Chu said, I feel uncomfortable all the time, that's why I want to hear your cute cries, they make my bones go soft. When Shi Ming heard this, she leaned over and called out to Zhang Chu's ear a few times. Then, as if she remembered something, she asked Zhang Chu, "If you met me first and married me, would you have an affair with my sister?" Zhang Chu said, how would I know that? When Shi Ming heard this, she was so angry that she got up and sat on Zhang Chu, hitting Zhang Chu with her hands and saying, "You are not a good person to begin with." Zhang Chu smiled and said, "Hey, that's strange. Why are you still in love with me when you know I'm not a good person?" Shi Ming was so angry that she had no words to answer Zhang Chu, so she could only say, I'm cheap! Are you satisfied?

Shi Ming now feels much calmer when she talks to Zhang Chu about her sister. When Zhang Chu started talking about him and Shiyun in front of her, Shiming always refused to listen and stopped him from talking, but Zhang Chu ignored Shiming's psychology and continued to talk. Zhang Chu knew Shi Ming's psychological barrier and knew how to help Shi Ming overcome it. When he told Shi Ming about Shi Yun, it was as if he was telling someone else's story, without involving his own feelings at all. Later, Shi Ming actually hoped that when Zhang Chu came, he would talk about the story between him and his sister, including the things between him and his brother. Gradually, Shi Ming's psychology was completely opened up. She even felt that she had stolen her sister's man, so she shouldn't be so jealous of her sister.

Shi Ming didn't know whether Shi Yun knew that Zhang Chu came to her place. She felt that Shi Yun should know from Zhang Chu's desire that Zhang Chu was not a person who could be content. Sometimes she felt that Zhang Chu must be very good at performing in front of her sister so that her sister would feel at ease with him. She sometimes went to see Shiyun, and whenever she had the chance, Zhang Chu would have sex with her. That tense affair seemed to make Zhang Chu very excited. Sometimes, when Shiyun was still at home and Shiming went to the bathroom, Zhang Chu would secretly follow in to hug Shiming, and quickly insert into Shiming's body, as if to greet it, and then quickly pull out, so that Shiyun would not realize that they had been together for a long time. Shi Ming sometimes felt that Zhang Chu was playing sexual games with her, and he seemed to get some kind of pleasure from that game. But every time Shi Ming was teased by Zhang Chu like this, Shi Ming's mind was entangled in a kind of desire. She loved Zhang Chu and was obsessed with his body and energy. She didn't know whether Zhang Chu's body was also filled with boiling desire like her. Every time she touched Zhang Chu's body, her body was filled with cheers like a meteor, and her body seemed to be evaporated by her own blood, floating in the air waiting to land somewhere.

Shi Ming has always been worried that Shi Yun knows everything about them and knows that Zhang Chu came to her place. She was afraid that Shiyun would know and it would make her suffer, and she was even more afraid that Shiyun would know that she had lost Zhang Chu. Shiyun opposed her marriage, and she opposed her divorce again. Shiyun understands her sister and knows what she wants in this world. She had talked about Zhang Chu with Shiyun in private. At that time, Shiming and Zhang Chu had not yet developed to the current level. Shiyun told Shiming that Zhang Chu would not achieve much, but it was fun to be with him. She hopes that Shi Ming will find a promising man in the future so that he can show off in front of others. When Shi Ming heard this, she asked Shi Yun, what does it mean to be a man with great prospects? Shiyun couldn't answer. Later, Shi Ming was a little worried that Zhang Chu was having an affair with other girls outside, so she reminded Shi Yun to keep an eye on Zhang Chu. Shiyun said that he just liked to show off in front of girls and express himself, but he didn't dare to do it for real. When Shi Ming heard this, she didn't understand why her sister trusted Zhang Chu so much. She thought it was love. When Zhang Chu came into the lives of the two sisters, Shi Ming felt both hatred and love for her sister. Shiyun clearly had Zhang Chu but she didn't. Sometimes she really wanted to tell her sister to ask Shiyun to accept her, let the three of them live together, and give her some of Zhang Chu. Sometimes, when she was lying alone in bed thinking about Zhang Chu, she thought about how Zhang Chu flirted with her sister, how Shiyun hugged him, and then Zhang Chu slowly entered Shiyun's body, his body suspended in the air, and Zhang Chu slowly twitched on Shiyun's body without giving Shiyun's body any vibration. Those imaginations drove Shi Ming almost crazy, and her nerves ached so much that they felt like they were about to break.

After Shi Ming got up from the bed, she thought that she should go see Shi Yun as soon as possible and do something for her sister. Besides, she was worried about Zhang Chu. When she learned yesterday morning that Shiyun had gone to the hospital, she rushed over and arranged for Shiyun to be hospitalized. She also went to Shiyun's unit and got a check to leave at the hospital. She gave gifts to every doctor and nurse in the obstetrics and gynecology department, asking them to take better care of Shiyun. Apart from accompanying Shiyun, Zhang Chu had no ideas or thoughts. When Shi Ming saw how carefully and caringly Zhang Chu accompanied Shi Yun, she felt angry and hateful, yet also loved and pitied him, but she couldn't do anything about him.

When Shi Ming rushed to the hospital, Zhang Chu had just entered the emergency room to give Shi Yun a blood transfusion. When she heard that Shiyun had severe postpartum hemorrhage and Zhang Chu was giving her a blood transfusion, Shiming suddenly fell into terror and at the same time, her heart was filled with strong self-blame. She thought to herself that it must be because Zhang Chu was still doing evil last night and harmed her sister. She walked to the door of the emergency room and looked inside, but her vision was blurry and she could not see anything. She didn't dare go in and turned around to wipe away her tears. She was afraid of seeing her sister lying unconscious on the hospital bed, and she was also afraid of seeing Zhang Chu. She prayed silently for Shiyun in her heart. After a while, she remembered Shiyun's child and walked towards the nursery. When she got there, she asked the nurse about her sister's child. When the nurse took her into the nursery and she looked at the baby boy sleeping in the cradle, another emotion came over her. She reached out and touched the little boy's hand, and almost at the same time, a string of tears rolled down her eyes.

When she returned to the hospital corridor and sat down again, she was overwhelmed by a huge fear in her heart. She thought that Shiyun would definitely not get better, and she had harmed her sister. Time seemed so long at this moment. Every minute of waiting was like adding another weight of pain to her heart. She even began to hate Zhang Chu. She felt that Zhang Chu shouldn't have left her sister to see her. He was too greedy for her body. He only knew how to vent himself and satisfy his own desires. She thought, if Shiyun had any accident, she couldn't let Zhang Chu go...

Chapter 4

Nearly half an hour had passed, and Shiyun had not woken up yet. The blood from Zhang Chu's body was still flowing onto Shiyun's body drop by drop. Zhang Chu's mood at this moment was all focused on Shiyun. He repeated Shiyun's name over and over in his heart, calling her in his heart, hoping that she would wake up soon. He shouted in his heart, Shiyun...

During this period of time, Zhang Chu seemed to have grown up a lot.

Zhang Chu loves Shiyun, but he has never been frank about his love. On the contrary, he loves her with great self-respect.

When Zhang Chu entered university, he was seventeen years old. When Shiyun entered university, she was one year younger than Zhang Chu, at sixteen years old. Shiyun was an excellent student in college and was also a student union cadre. In college, Zhang Chu was the kind of person whose "heart was not on the sea of ​​learning and the forest of literature, and whose dreams were always about the shadows of willows and shade of flowers, so he devoted himself to stealing jade and stealing fragrance." However, he was gifted and read very fast, especially for those things that flowed smoothly. When he started pursuing Shiyun, Shiyun once said that he was too romantic and unsteady, making people afraid to accept his love. Zhang Chu went after another girl the next day, providing stronger evidence for Shiyun's statement. Shiyun was so angry that she immediately took out a love letter he had written to her and read it out in front of the class. After this incident, Zhang Chu rarely dared to resort to such bad strategies in front of Shiyun. He felt that Shiyun was much smarter than him.

Since Zhang Chu thought Shiyun was smarter than him, he carefully protected himself in front of Shiyun. Shiyun had no idea that a man who loved her was actually isolating himself by protecting his self-esteem in front of her. Once, Shiyun had just finished reading "Romance of the Three Kingdoms" and lamented that Cao Cao was so vicious that he killed Yang Xiu and Kong Rong. Zhang Chu asked Shiyun why Yang Xiu and Kong Rong should not be killed. If it were me, I would kill them too. Shiyun was surprised and asked Zhang Chu why. Zhang Chu said, even if I tell you this, you won’t understand, and you don’t need to understand, it’s a man’s business.

Zhang Chu never talked about his private matters in front of Shiyun, let alone his frustrations. When Zhang Chu first started working, he was highly appreciated by his leaders, but soon, he no longer pleased his leaders. When Zhang Chu first joined the agency, he was assigned to the Review Department, responsible for reviewing environmental quality impact assessment reports for construction projects. However, he only stayed in this department for seven months before being transferred out due to unqualified performance. After Zhang Chu was transferred, Shiyun once asked him why he was transferred. Zhang Chu only told Shiyun four words: "China's national conditions." But Shiyun sometimes found that Zhang Chu was struggling with something in his heart, and he would sometimes bring this psychological state into their lovemaking process. When he was using his emotions to bring Shiyun to a climax of happiness, he suddenly stopped, as if he had lost confidence. His body lay on Shiyun without moving, but his lower body was still tightly supported in Shiyun's body, stirring his own desire. At this time, Shiyun's sexual desire would often disappear all of a sudden, and then, when Zhang Chu got up, she would cooperate with Zhang Chu in some actions to help Zhang Chu release it.

Shiyun felt that Zhang Chu might be experiencing some pressure at work. In addition, she thought that Zhang Chu might not be used to the work yet. He is a person who is used to freedom and has a somewhat dictatorial personality. He is unwilling to give up his own opinions to please others, so he may have some conflicts with his colleagues or leaders at work. Shiyun felt a little uncomfortable when she thought of this. Her discomfort was not because of how Zhang Chu performed at work, but because she felt that Zhang Chu did not completely trust her. He is the one she loves. If the man she loves does not trust her, a woman will never truly enter this man's heart. It also means that a door will always be closed to her. She is not only his lover and future wife, she should also be his most trustworthy friend. Shiyun fell into pain because of this. He laughed on her, played on her, and indulged himself on her. She put everything in his hands, even her whole life. She couldn't bear that he was still closing a door to her. Shiyun found an opportunity and secretly went to Zhang Chu's unit to get to know Zhang Chu. She wanted to use this to open his door and get to know the person she loved. But after Shiyun went to understand the situation, she was unable to let go of her disgust for a long time. Zhang Chu also didn't know that Shiyun had visited his unit to get to know him.

When Zhang Chu first started working, he was a little naive and had a strong student-like attitude when doing things. When he was reviewing the environmental quality impact assessment reports of construction projects, he found that there were many environmental quality problems in the projects that had been built or were to be built. In particular, some data in the environmental quality impact assessment reports were obviously forged. When he went to investigate a pesticide factory in Jiangnan, he found that the factory had collected a large amount of toxic wastewater on a cargo ship, and then secretly drove it to a place in the Grand Canal at night to discharge it. After Zhang Chu came back, he reported the situation to the bureau leaders and requested that the pesticide factory be shut down for rectification. The leader told him to send someone down immediately to verify and then take further action. But two months later, when Zhang Chu went to the pesticide factory to check on the situation, he found that the situation was still the same, and the factory leader said that someone above him had agreed to do so. Zhang Chu didn't understand the connection and came back to ask the bureau leader again. The bureau leader told him that some issues need to be handled in light of China's national conditions. At that time, Zhang Chu didn't understand what "China's national conditions" meant. Later, someone came to report that a joint venture in Jiangbei had built sewage treatment facilities but never used them. A large amount of wastewater was directly discharged into the Yangtze River, causing large-scale water pollution in the Yangtze River and harming the water sources used by residents. Zhang Chu applied to the bureau leaders, requesting that they send someone to the factory to take water samples for testing. If the situation was confirmed to be true, severe punishment would be imposed. The leader agreed and he took a few people with him. But when we arrived at the factory, we found that it was a holiday and the iron gate was locked. He looked inside through the crack in the door and saw that many of the equipment in the factory were still emitting steam. After Zhang Chu came back, he still reported the situation truthfully to the bureau leaders, and finally said that someone in the bureau had tipped off the factory and was conspiring to harm our great socialist country. The bureau leader told him that as we sit in this position, we must first consider "China's national conditions" before doing anything, and then we can do anything.

Zhang Chu finally understood that the so-called "China's national conditions" were a way for leaders to make excuses for themselves. With "China's national conditions", everything that is wrong can be right, everything that is unreasonable can be reasonable, and everything that is right can also be wrong. When Zhang Chu thought of this, he couldn't help but find it a little funny that ordinary Chinese people actually accepted the four words "China's national conditions".

From then on, Zhang Chu completely lost interest in this job and even hated it. Once, he deliberately wrote "Environmental Quality Impact Assessment Report of a Certain Project under China's National Conditions" in the review document he sent to his leader. As a result, the bureau leader transferred him to the Social Welfare Department.

After Shiyun learned about these situations, she has been more attentive to Zhang Chu's temper ever since, and even deliberately acted stupid in front of Zhang Chu to make Zhang Chu feel more relaxed and happier, and not let him struggle with his soul in society. Because Zhang Chu was not successful at work, he became more unrestrained with Shiyun, seeking some release. He woke up in the middle of the night one day and asked Shiyun, "Why am I sleeping next to you?" Shiyun said, who knows where you crawled in from? Flower thief. After hearing this, Zhang Chu said, I remember now, it was you who grabbed me at the door and wouldn't let me go, and let a wild man sleep with you at night. You really are like a little whore. Shiyun said, you said I was a little whore, so I will act like a whore for you to see. Then she turned over and lay on Zhang Chu, kissing Zhang Chu while grabbing the treasure under Zhang Chu, and said, "Does this count as prostitution?" Zhang Chu said that it doesn’t count. Shiyun took it and pushed it into her body, and asked, how about this? Zhang Chu said, it can’t be counted yet. Shiyun sat up, shook her body a few times, and asked, "How about this?" Zhang Chu rubbed Shiyun's breasts and said, "It's a bit like that." Shiyun suddenly shook violently and said loudly, "Is it a bit like that?" Speak quickly. Zhang Chu immediately said, "Little whore, little whore, little whore..."

After Zhang Chu married Shiyun, Shiyun became more casual with Zhang Chu. Sometimes, even when she saw Zhang Chu flirting with her sister Shi Ming, she pretended not to see it. Shiyun just thought that Zhang Chu loved her, her sister loved her too, and that Zhang Chu and her sister were just playing around with each other and nothing would develop. But after Shi Ming got divorced, Shi Yun became a little worried for a while. She was afraid that her sister couldn't stand the loneliness and would take the initiative to find Zhang Chu. Besides, she could usually tell from Shi Ming's eyes that Shi Ming liked Zhang Chu. But after some days, Shiyun didn't find anything from Zhang Chu, so she stopped thinking about other things and focused on building a love nest with Zhang Chu. Whenever they are at home, they stay together, loving and having fun. Once, Shiyun was in Zhang Chu's arms and said to him, "Come to think of it, I have been ravaged by you since I was seventeen years old. Count how many times I have been ravaged by you over the years. If you pay me one hundred yuan each time, how much do you want to pay me?" The loss is too great, it's all given to you for nothing. After hearing this, Zhang Chu said, "Are you sure? Who is wronged?" You should be the one paying me. I am your kept lover. If you can't pay me back, you will have to pay me for the rest of your life. Do you understand? Shiyun took over and said, you just said that you are my kept lover, so listen, don't cheat on me outside. After hearing this, Zhang Chu seemed to consciously want to test Shiyun's attitude and asked, "What if she cheated?" Shiyun immediately sat up, with a serious face, and said, You dare! Zhang Chu immediately smiled and said, Oh my God, they dared to tear me apart. Shiyun said, tear you apart? Kick you onto the road and let the dogs eat you. Zhang Chu said, are you so cruel? Shiyun was immediately startled, she grabbed Zhang Chu's mouth and said, "Do you really want to have a secret kiss, or have you already done it?" When Zhang Chu heard this, he knew he couldn't continue talking, so he quickly hugged Shiyun in his arms, kissed her and said, "How could you be so serious when you were just joking? You're so beautiful, how could I have cheated on you outside?" I can't even finish it all, you really are. Shiyun said, that’s right, I was deceived by you, but you still don’t love me well.

One night, Shiyun lay in Zhang Chu's arms and read a story. The story was about a king who fell in love with a minister's wife. One day, the king specially sent the minister away and went to the minister's house, wanting to have fun with the minister's wife. When the minister's wife knew that the king was coming, she sent someone to the city to buy a hundred hens, killed them all, and then made each hen into a dish to entertain the king. After the king had eaten two or three dishes, he asked, why were all the dishes made from hens and they all tasted the same, were there any other dishes? The minister's wife took the opportunity to say to the king, "Your Majesty, since you know that all hen meat tastes the same, then what is the difference between women in the world and hens?" When the king heard this, he understood what the lady meant and immediately took his people and went back. After reading this story, Shiyun found it very interesting, so she used it to teach Zhang Chu a lesson about gender relations. She added her own thoughts to the story and told it to Zhang Chu. But after listening to it, Zhang Chu said to Shiyun that the story was a lie and must have been written by a eunuch who had never slept with a woman. Women are different in bed. Shiyun was surprised when she heard this, and immediately interrupted Zhang Chu and said, "How do you know that women are different in bed?" Zhang Chu knew that he had let the cat out of the bag, so he quickly said, "If you walk on the street, you will see girls who look the same. Since they look different, they must be different in bed." However, Shiyun did not let Zhang Chu off and said, "That's not what you meant. You are lying. Tell the truth." Zhang Chu said, what are you thinking about? Think about it, even if we go to bed and have sex at different times, the feeling and pleasure we get are different. How can a man sleep the same way with different women? After listening to Zhang Chu, Shiyun felt that there was some truth in his words, but she still couldn't completely let go of her doubts about Zhang Chu. She grabbed Zhang Chu's ear and said, "Your wife is better than anyone else. Remember this in your heart. Do you hear me?"

Therefore, after Shiming's divorce, Shiyun rarely let Shiming stay overnight at her home. She was afraid that if it became a habit, Shi Ming would often stay here, and Zhang Chu would not be able to resist the temptation and do something. Shiyun's house was allocated by Zhang Chu's unit. It has two bedrooms and a living room, covering an area of ​​more than 70 square meters, which is very spacious for the young couple. When Shi Ming came, Shi Yun did not mention asking Shi Ming to stay overnight. Zhang Chu never dared to mention it first. Although he wanted to keep Shi Ming, he felt a little guilty and worried that Shi Yun would find out something. Sometimes, when Shiming was coming on Saturday, Zhang Chu would ask Shiming to come later, so that when it was too late, Shiming would naturally be unable to leave. At this time, Zhang Chu was inclined towards polygamy. But he didn't know that every time Shi Ming stayed there, she couldn't sleep all night. Pain and desire were entangled in her heart, especially when there was any sound in Zhang Chu's room, Shi Ming thought that Zhang Chu and her sister were having sex, and then she concentrated and listened carefully, and her body became hot. Sometimes, in the middle of the night, Zhang Chu seemed to find that Shi Ming was still not asleep, so he pretended to get up and go to the bathroom. When Shi Ming heard Zhang Chu get up, she immediately stood up and blocked the door. Zhang Chu knew that Shi Ming had gotten up, so he walked over, opened the door and went in, and the two of them hugged each other quickly and silently. When Zhang Chu hugged Shi Ming, he would always reach out his hands to touch Shi Ming's chest and below. Shi Yun would also grab Zhang Chu's below, and then the two would quickly separate. Zhang Chu would go to the bathroom and flush the toilet to let Shi Yun know that he was in the bathroom. But often on the next day, or the day after, Zhang Chu would go to Shiming's place and make love with her in bed, as if to make up for his debt to Shiming. At this time, Shi Ming often shows stronger desire and fights with Zhang Chu. After Shi Ming's body is burning in full swing, Shi Ming's vaginal spasms are also more intense than usual. At this time, Zhang Chu wished that the happy little hands that Shi Ming stretched out from her vagina would pull him into Shi Ming's vagina and accept that happy touch with all his heart.

Zhang Chu just did this, jumping around the two women, getting happiness from them and also giving them happiness. But in Zhang Chu's heart, there are still some differences between them. Shiyun is his wife, and Shiming is just his lover. Naturally, he gives more love to Shiyun. When encountering some things, the first person he would protect is Shiyun. He would rather hurt Shiming than hurt Shiyun at all. Sometimes, even if Shiming is beside him and Shiyun becomes intimate with him, he will hug Shiyun wholeheartedly. Later, when Shi Ming was jealous of him, he just said, you have to accept it.

Men are often as cruel as they are emotional. Therefore, a man full of emotions often holds a double-edged sword of love and cruelty in his hands.

Chapter 5

When Shiyun asked Zhang Chu to leave, she already felt some slight pain in her abdomen, but she didn't know that it was a sign of labor. Unfortunately, the nurse on duty that day was a young nurse who had just graduated from school and lacked clinical experience. In addition, when she was handing over the shift at twelve o'clock, the nurse who was handing over the shift told her which pregnant women needed attention, but did not mention Shiyun's name. Therefore, she did not pay much attention to Shiyun during her routine examination. At that time, Shiyun persuaded Zhang Chu to go back and rest. She felt very conflicted. On the one hand, she was reluctant to let Zhang Chu sit in the corridor and stay up late. On the other hand, she felt lonely and scared when Zhang Chu left. In fact, she really wanted Zhang Chu to sit next to her and wait with her for the baby to be born. But Zhang Chu sat in the corridor without sleeping all night, which made Shiyun feel sorry for him. Zhang Chu is usually moved quickly by Shiyun's love for him. But Zhang Chu's feelings of being touched seemed to stay in his mind for only a few minutes, and he would never lock himself in an emotion because of being touched. As Zhang Chu walked out of the hospital gate, he began to think of Shi Ming in his heart. At that time, although he also thought that Shiyun might give birth to a child at night, he always considered what was beneficial to himself first when doing things. In other words, he believed that Shiyun would not give birth to a child at night and there was no possible problem. Under the premise that Shiyun would not give birth to a child at night, he certainly had no reason to constrain himself to another possible hypothesis.

Shiyun already knew about Zhang Chu's selfish nature when they first started dating. When he was a sophomore, Zhang Chu had an appendectomy. The operation was performed during the summer vacation, and Shiyun stayed in school to take care of Zhang Chu. After Zhang Chu's surgery, it was summer and his body was particularly dirty. Shiyun was very careful and considerate every day to change Zhang Chu's clothes, help Zhang Chu with defecation, wipe his body, and get food for Zhang Chu. When the people in the same ward saw this, almost no one believed that Shiyun was Zhang Chu's girlfriend. They all thought that only Zhang Chu's sister could take such good care of her. When they were sure that Shiyun was Zhang Chu's girlfriend, some patients sighed and said that these days, let alone girlfriends, even among married people, there are very few wives who take such meticulous care of their husbands.

Zhang Chu was really moved after hearing this, and swore to Shiyun in front of all the other patients in the room, "I love you with all my heart and soul, and even a 100,000-force wind cannot shake my love for you." After hearing what Zhang Chu said, Shiyun felt sweet in her heart and kissed Zhang Chu in front of all the other patients in the room. Shiyun believes in Zhang Chu's love. Not to mention that a 100,000-force gale cannot shake it, even if Zhang Chu says that a 1 million-force gale cannot shake it, Shiyun still believes it. Shiyun is confident in herself. She is beautiful, smart and capable. People have praised her for this since she was a child. How can Zhang Chu not love her? Zhang Chu really loves Shiyun, and he seems to be unable to leave her since he fell in love with her. But his love is like a red heart taking root, with love flowing in all directions. I just didn’t dare to reveal it in front of Shiyun. Zhang Chu’s consistent view is that a man is no longer a man without a woman. If this sentence is applied to Zhang Chu's real life, it means that men have to get along with women wherever they go. Fortunately, Zhang Chu did not elevate this sentence to the revolutionary level of perfect harmony at the beginning, otherwise, the love between Zhang Chu and Shiyun would have gone through countless bloody and arduous struggles.

After Zhang Chu had stayed in the ward for two days, a female patient was admitted to the bed next to him. This patient was from Nanjing, was an art student, was also a sophomore, and had a good appearance and temperament. The hospital's inpatient department does not allow patients' families to stay at night, so Shiyun has to leave at night. Shiyun was afraid that Zhang Chu would be bored in the hospital at night, so she placed a lot of books beside Zhang Chu's bed, including Rousseau, Kant, Fachhoch, Kafka, Byron, etc., all of whom were thinkers, philosophers, novelists and poets that Zhang Chu admired very much. But with a girl like this lying next to Zhang Chu, and it was summer, and the spring scenery was only a little hidden, how could Zhang Chu's heart not be excited? At this moment, his temperament was like urinating anywhere, and it had already blossomed. As for whether the knife wound hurt, Zhang Chu had already forgotten about it. On the first night, he grabbed a book and talked to the girl about Rousseau, Kafka, Byron, and the shock and feelings he felt after reading their works. The girl herself had some poetic and literary taste, and the two of them soon became very compatible in their conversation. The next night, Zhang Chu talked to the girl about painting art. He talked about Roman Byzantine art, Italian Baroque art, German Impressionist art, and French Fauvism art. The girl was so impressed that she asked Zhang Chu several times what his major was. Zhang Chu's talent for improvisation is well-known among his classmates, and he is particularly able to grasp things that others have overlooked and discuss them in an important position, which is admirable. For example, he once raised his objection to the color of the dog in Shen Congwen's novel "Border Town" in front of his classmates. He believed that Shen Congwen should not have chosen a yellow dog as a character in the novel, but should have chosen a black dog. The reason was that the yellow dog did not have any symbolic meaning next to the old man, especially when compared with the surrounding environment, and the colors did not conform to the aesthetic association characteristics with the white pagoda and the stream. Therefore, when Zhang Chu talked about art with girls, his ideas were often very brilliant, and Shiyun often praised him for this. On the third night, Zhang Chu began to tell the girl that he was in the mood. In this regard, Zhang Chu was even more adept at writing poems and verses, and he was truly a man of great affection. Finally, the girl couldn't stand Zhang Chu's strategic encirclement and suppression, and she showed her love to Zhang Chu with her eyebrows and double meanings. In the three steps of seducing the girl, Zhang Chu did not waste any time, using all his tricks to win at every step. His basic strategy is to test the waters in the first step, to please the woman in the second step, and to lure her into deeper feelings in the third step. Zhang Chu has absolutely mastered this skill to the point of perfection. But when Shiyun was here during the day, he seldom spoke to this girl. Even if he spoke, it was just the usual greetings between patients. He didn't want Shiyun to find out about his style of flirting with women and being affectionate with them casually. After three days, Zhang Chu seemed to be just waiting to close the net and make a catch. As for what he would do after closing the net, he didn't think about it, and he didn't have any plans for the future. As for what the girl is thinking, that is her business, and Zhang Chu will not bother about it. To use a popular saying, the purpose of playing is to have fun. In Zhang Chu’s own words, the fun of fishing is not in eating the fish. But on the morning of the fourth day, a patient in the same dormitory went to the door to pick up Shiyun and told her everything about Zhang Chu's affair with the girl. When Shiyun arrived, she was so angry that she poured a basin of water on Zhang Chu's head without any hesitation and said to Zhang Chu, "Is your head still hot now?" Of course Zhang Chu understood what was going on, and said with a wry smile, "It's boring here at night." Shiyun said angrily, you serve yourself, no one will pay attention to you today. After saying that, he raised his foot and walked out. When Zhang Chu saw Shiyun leaving, he didn't care about the pain from the knife wound on his body, and immediately rolled off the bed and chased after Shiyun. When Shiyun saw this, she hurried back and helped Zhang Chu onto the bed out of heartache. She said it was neither beating him nor loving him, so she could only say, I hate you so much. Zhang Chu said, you know I don’t take people seriously and I only care about you, why are you still like this? Shiyun said, what would you think if I also went to date other boys tomorrow? You're going to piss me off to death. Zhang Chu quickly grabbed Shiyun's hand, and as if to reflect on himself, he said in a low voice, "Not again in the future." Shiyun was so angry that she grabbed Zhang Chu's mouth and said, "Tell me a hundred times that I love you. I am loyal to you and even a hundred thousand-force wind cannot shake me." Zhang Chu immediately raised his body and hugged Shiyun, ignoring the other patients and the girl in the room watching them, and kissed Shiyun. Even the most temperamental girl would be moved by Zhang Chu's action, let alone Shiyun.

Because of this, Shiyun thinks that Zhang Chu is just a playboy, not a philanderer. In addition, she also saw that Zhang Chu loved her very much, so she thought that Zhang Chu would not cheat on her. But when a man lives in a fixed pattern for too long, he will try every means to create some waves in life to balance himself out. This is especially true for a man who is very impulsive. At an appropriate time, his usually suppressed temperament may erupt. Shiyun didn't fully understand Zhang Chu at this point. She just tried to make her life more romantic and give Zhang Chu as much happiness as possible, hoping to capture all of Zhang Chu's temperament in herself, and then put her hope on time to smooth out some of Zhang Chu's edges and corners. Then, their world would surely be full of sunshine and love for the rest of their lives.

The biggest problem Shiyun encountered in the later stages of her pregnancy was how to satisfy Zhang Chu's desires. She would never have thought that Zhang Chu would have an affair outside, let alone that Zhang Chu was already in a relationship with her sister Shi Ming. Sometimes when Shi Ming came, Shi Yun would talk to her about the baby in her belly. When Shi Yun talked, the joy of being a mother would naturally show on her face, and Shi Ming always felt uncomfortable seeing it. Once, Shi Ming wanted to spy on how Shi Yun and Zhang Chu were making love, so she said to Shi Yun, "You have to be careful now. Your belly is so big. Don't let Zhang Chu squeeze you when you sleep." Because Shi Ming was married, Shi Yun did not hesitate to talk to Shi Ming about her private matters. Shiyun said that men are prone to that thing, and your brother-in-law might be even worse than others. There's nothing you can do about it, he has to have a child, so he can only waste his time. After hearing what her sister said, Shi Ming felt secretly delighted, thinking that when her sister said he was wasting her, she must mean that he would not have sex with her sister anymore. But she still couldn't be completely relieved, so she faked a smile, pretending not to understand what her sister said, and asked Shi Yun, what did it mean to waste herself? When Shiyun heard her sister's question, she couldn't help laughing. She put her mouth close to Shiming's ear, as if afraid that someone would hear it, and said, "Damn it." Shiyun burst into laughter after saying this. After hearing this, Shi Ming, although feeling unhappy, still laughed with her sister so as not to arouse Shi Yun's suspicion. After returning, she called Zhang Chu that afternoon and asked him to go. When Zhang Chu heard Shi Ming calling him, he was of course extremely happy. He quickly took a taxi and entered the room, only to see Shi Ming with an angry look on his face. Zhang Chu didn't care. He went up to hug Shi Ming, kissed her, touched her breasts, and pulled down her pants. This time, Shi Ming refused to listen to him. She held up his pants with her hands and asked Zhang Chu to explain what a dry beating meant. When Zhang Chu heard this, he knew that Shi Ming must have been worried yesterday and asked Shi Yun about it, so he said, "Why are you still asking this? Now that you've let me do a wet pumping, don't you know what a dry pumping is?" As soon as Zhang Chu finished speaking, Shi Ming leaned in Zhang Chu's arms and laughed for a long time without being able to get up.

Although Shi Ming laughed, she actually didn't understand what dry smoking was. Shiyun slept in Zhang Chu's arms at night. Her hand always grabbed Zhang Chu's penis almost out of habit, and then she said to it, "Poor little thing." Zhang Chu's penis would bounce up almost every time Shiyun grabbed it. Every time at this time, Shiyun always feels warm in her heart. This kind of warmth is caring and thoughtful because it comes from her own man. Then, Shiyun gently rubbed it and teased it. Sometimes, after teasing for a long time, Shiyun would ask, do you miss me? Zhang Chu said, is there any need to ask? Shiyun said, let you put it down for a while, it looks so pitiful, be careful, don’t press on me, otherwise the baby will protest. Zhang Chu stood up, hung in the air, and carefully put it into Shiyun's body. Every time at this time, Shiyun also felt a burning desire and said to Zhang Chu that she wanted to die. But she didn't dare move at all. Zhang Chu propped up his body and could only move slowly, from inside to outside, pulling it back and forth very far, but without any strength, as if it was just luck, not letting any real strength get in the way. But the more this happened, the more uncomfortable Shiyun felt. It was as if there was a torrent deep in her vagina that needed some strength to be drawn out, and then it would boil inside, and her body would feel a surge of joy. Sometimes, when Zhang Chu was using his strength to thrust, Shiyun also followed suit to push the desires in her body out, but she was always unable to do so. After a long time, Shiyun felt a little tired, so Zhang Chu had to get off. After the two of them lay down, Shiyun felt sorry for Zhang Chu for not getting pleasure, and was reluctant to leave him. Then she rubbed Zhang Chu until he released his desire. When Shiyun was rubbing Zhang Chu, although Zhang Chu could get some pleasure from Shiyun's caress, it was not as strong as in Shiyun or Shiming's vagina. Therefore, Zhang Chu was somewhat reluctant to let Shiyun soothe it with her hands, and even wanted to reject Shiyun's gentle caress. But he didn't dare, for fear that Shiyun would suspect that he had a lover outside. And Shiyun also thought that Zhang Chu had no lover outside from his obedient desire. In addition, she felt more at ease after doing this. After all, there are always some girls around Zhang Chu who interact with him.

At about six o'clock in the morning, Shiyun's labor pains suddenly became severe. When she pressed the alarm button beside the bed, the child had already run halfway out from underneath her. Shiyun almost fainted in the tearing pain...

Chapter 6

When Shi Ming's mother rushed to the hospital, she happened to see Shi Ming sitting in the hospital corridor crying. She went up to her and called her daughter, and asked Shi Ming what was wrong. When Shi Ming saw her mother coming, her tears flowed even more violently. She immediately stood up and threw herself into her mother's arms, sobbing. Shi Ming's action startled her mother so much that she stood there shaking as if she had suddenly caught a cold. But before her mother could ask Shi Ming what happened, a series of cheers suddenly came from the emergency room. Shi Ming immediately left her mother and rushed to the emergency room. When she rushed in, she saw Zhang Chu holding Shi Yun and both of them were crying. She was excited. Shi Yun woke up! Shiyun's face was filled with tears of happiness, luck, and touching emotions at this moment. Shiming didn't care about anything else and rushed over, hugged Zhang Chu and Shiyun and cried together. Those were tears of happiness.

Soon, Shi Ming's mother also came in. When she saw the scene in front of her, she seemed to understand what had just happened. When Shiyun raised her tearful eyes and saw her mother, she called out "Mom", and tears immediately flowed from her mother's eyes. She walked up, took Shiyun's hand in her own, patted it twice with her other hand, then put Shiyun's hands together, placed them against her heart again and again, without saying anything. At this time, a young nurse brought Shiyun's child. When she put the child in Shiyun's arms, Shiyun burst into tears again. Happiness comes from untold hardships, woman, how many carefree days are there just for yourself?

When Zhang Chu saw the child, he was excited. He grabbed Shiyun's hand and touched the child's face together. The child's eyes were closed, as if he was still sleeping. Zhang Chu touched the child's face, then let go of Shiyun's hand and tried to pinch the child's nose with his hand. Shiyun quickly blocked Zhang Chu's hand with her hand, and reached out to pinch Zhang Chu's nose, smiled with tears in her eyes, and said, "I'll pinch you for the baby." Zhang Chu's nose felt sore and tears began to fall. Shiyun quickly used her hands to catch Zhang Chu's tears, then hooked her arms around Zhang Chu's neck and pressed Zhang Chu into her arms. Suddenly, Zhang Chu broke free from Shiyun's arms, rushed out of the emergency room, ran down the stairs, ran out of the hospital gate, bought an armful of flowers from a flower shop opposite the hospital, brought it up, and put it in Shiyun's arms. As Shiyun kissed the bunch of flowers, she smiled at Zhang Chu with tears in her eyes.

Shi Ming stood silently by and cried, feeling an indescribable love and jealousy wrenching her heart.

Shiyun stayed in the hospital for a total of two weeks, and then the mother and son returned home safely, healthy and happily, and the home was immediately filled with a vibrant vitality.

On the day when Zhang Chu picked up Shiyun's child, he was both excited and nervous. From then on, there was one more person in the family, and that person would be around Shiyun all day long. The days when Shiyun belonged to him alone were gone forever. Zhang Chu couldn't help feeling a little disappointed behind his joy.

During the two weeks that Shiyun stayed in the hospital, some people visited her almost every day, people from Zhang Chu's unit and people from Shiyun's unit. Their real and fake concern reflected the passive human relationships in society. Shiyun felt tired, and Zhang Chu also felt tired, but they could not escape. At night, Zhang Chu would stay overnight in the hospital, staying by Shiyun's bedside, pouring tea and water for her, massaging her body, and talking to her. When Shiyun fell asleep, he would sleep on a recliner beside her bed, which was borrowed by Zhang Chu from someone else. In the morning, Zhang Chu rushed back from the hospital and, as his mother-in-law requested, went to the market to buy some fresh nourishing supplements for Shiyun. He was so busy that he had no time to rest. But even though he was so busy, he still often had the opportunity to be alone with Shi Ming and get a moment of relaxation and happiness.

Shiyun suffered from postpartum hemorrhage and was weak, so Shiming took a week off and lived in Shiyun's home, helping her mother to take care of Shiyun. Shi Ming's mother often went to the hospital to accompany Shi Yun and brought her food and soup. Shiyun's mother went to the hospital, and Zhang Chu and Shiming often met at home. At this time, Shi Ming had fewer concerns when she was with Zhang Chu. Every time this happened, Shi Ming would immediately throw herself into Zhang Chu's arms. Love, jealousy, and lust could not express Shi Ming's complex feelings towards Zhang Chu at this moment. When Zhang Chu caressed Shi Ming's body, he felt that Shi Ming's body was much softer and tenderer than before, as if there was a maternal component spreading in her body, as if waiting to be fed. He often caressed her more lovingly. They caressed each other tenderly for a while, then undressed and went to bed. In bed, Shi Ming always let Zhang Chu lie down. She would ride on Zhang Chu, and gently caress and massage his penis with her hands. Then, she would slowly spread her hands from that place to all over Zhang Chu's body, sending her tenderness and joy to every part of Zhang Chu's body. Finally, she would retract her hands, slowly linger around Zhang Chu, gently caressing him to relax his body. She would not let Zhang Chu get up until he could no longer bear it, and then she would press on her and enter his body. At this moment, Shi Ming's body was burning like a flaming mountain. In Zhang Chu's passionate tossing and turning, her excited body was like a balloon filled with hot water, waiting to explode. When she was finally thrown into a turbulent and boiling world of bliss by Zhang Chu, Zhang Chu was tortured to death by the happy little hands that stretched out from Shi Ming's vagina.

When Zhang Chu was with Shiyun, he often told her what was going on at home, how their children were doing, their plans after returning home, etc. At this time, Shiyun's heart was always filled with the pride of being a mother and the sweetness of being a wife. When Zhang Chu was talking, Shiyun sometimes put her hands on Zhang Chu's neck, touched Zhang Chu's ears, and rubbed them gently. Zhang Chu's heart was also filled with warmth and happiness.

One afternoon, Shi Ming came and sat next to Shi Yun. Seeing Zhang Chu taking care of Shi Yun so carefully, she couldn't help feeling a little sad in her heart, and she became absent-minded when talking to Shi Yun. Zhang Chu, however, was only focused on Shiyun. He said whatever he wanted to say without caring that Shiming was beside him. Later, Shi Ming saw that Shi Yun's chest was a little wet, so she deliberately said that it must be Zhang Chu who didn't feed her well and got her chest wet, in order to compete with Zhang Chu. But after hearing this, Shiyun told Shiming that it was because of her breast milk that was too full and the milk was flowing out, wetting her clothes. Even putting a towel inside was of no use. After hearing this, Zhang Chu didn't care how angry Shi Ming was, and said to Shiyun, it would be a pity to run away, so let me drink it to reduce the bloating. After hearing this, Shiyun's face suddenly broke into a smile and she said to Zhang Chu, "Are you ashamed?" My sister is right next to you, and you are so shameless when you speak, as if you didn't drink enough when you were a kid, so I came home and let you drink as much as you want, and then see if your son will slap you in the mouth? Zhang Chu laughed immediately. Shi Ming felt so angry that her heart ached. She looked at Zhang Chu, but Zhang Chu pretended not to see anything and ignored Shi Ming. Shi Ming pinched Zhang Chu with her nails when Shi Yun was not paying attention. Zhang Chu felt so painful that he quickly pretended to get up and pour some water, then walked away and stayed away from Shi Ming. At dinner time, Shiming's mother brought food to Shiyun and asked Zhang Chu to go back for dinner. Shiming deliberately did not come to the hospital and waited for Zhang Chu at home. As soon as Zhang Chu came in, she went up to him angrily, pinched him with her hands, and said to him, "Why do you want to eat dinner? You've been full a long time ago." Zhang Chu smiled and said, what did I eat? I want to eat you now, will you give it to me? Shi Ming grabbed Zhang Chu's mouth and said, "You are not allowed to drink my milk." Zhang Chu asked, who should we eat then? Shi Ming said, if you say that again, you won’t be allowed to eat. Zhang Chu said, then tell me, whose food should I eat? Shi Ming said, if you keep asking, I will tear your mouth apart. Zhang Chu quickly picked up Shiming, buried his face in Shiming's chest, bit Shiming's nipple, and continued to carry Shiming to the bed. When they got to the bed, Zhang Chu still didn't let go of Shi Ming's nipple, and he held his strength to bite hard. Shi Ming shouted, "It hurts so much, can you be gentler?" Zhang Chu saw Shi Ming shouting and bit harder. Shi Ming shouted, "Can you be gentler? You're about to bite it off." Zhang Chu still didn't let go. He held on to his strength and bit Shi Ming even harder. Shi Ming had no choice but to beg for mercy, saying, "Honey, please bite another breast. It hurts so much." Zhang Chu then let go of Shi Ming's breast, put his mouth on Shi Ming's mouth, and asked with a smile, do you want me to tell you? Shi Ming asked, tell what? Zhang Chu said it all smelled like urine. Shi Ming immediately collapsed on the bed with laughter. After she finished laughing, she hugged Zhang Chu in her arms and said, "Want to bite you?" Bite you to death. After hearing this, Zhang Chu pretended to be mysterious and went to Shi Ming's ear and asked softly, "Where should I bite?" Shi Ming immediately got up, pressed Zhang Chu under her, grabbed Zhang Chu's lower body, and said, "Just bite it, bite it off." Zhang Chu turned over, took off Shi Ming's clothes, and the two of them made love on the bed.

After Shi Ming went to work, since Shi Yun was still hospitalized, Shi Yun rushed over as soon as she got off work to help her mother prepare things that the adults and children would need when they returned. When she slept in Shiyun's bed at night, she often tossed and turned for a long time before she could fall asleep. In Shiyun's bed, she could smell Zhang Chu's scent. She imagined which side of the bed Zhang Chu was sleeping on, and then she slept on that side. She imagined Zhang Chu hugging her to sleep, with his hands between her thighs or on her breasts, which was very heartwarming. This is how Zhang Chu sleeps next to her, sometimes with his head buried in her arms. She really liked Zhang Chu's hands on her chest, stroking her breasts back and forth. The feeling was wonderful and thrilling. If Zhang Chu's hand was placed between her legs, Shi Ming would not be able to calm her body. All the senses in her body were concentrated on Zhang Chu's touch, as if she was waiting for Zhang Chu to throw a stone into a deeper and more mysterious pool, causing the water to ripple. Sometimes Zhang Chu would joke with her and deliberately give her a scare by pinching a tuft of her hair and suddenly applying a little force. Shi Ming's heart would often be startled, and she would feel like she was being electrocuted, which was very pleasing. Sometimes when Shi Ming felt a little pain, she would laugh and scold Zhang Chu, "You are crazy." Zhang Chu said, he is crazy. Then he rubbed Shi Ming with his hands. Shi Ming once asked Zhang Chu, "Do you want to pinch your sister's hair?" Zhang Chu said, no pinching. Shi Ming said, you are crazy, why did you pinch me? Zhang Chu said, yours is good. Shi Ming smiled and said, I really want to tell my sister and let her slap you in the mouth.

Shi Ming was lying on the bed, thinking most about how Zhang Chu made love with Shi Yun in bed, and how barbaric Zhang Chu was. When Shi Ming thought of this, she didn't feel jealous at all, because at this moment, she still thought of the wonderful time when Zhang Chu made love with her, and she felt the warmth as her body gradually merged into Zhang Chu's body. In Zhang Chu's body, Shi Ming could experience an illusory beauty, and her body and mind were completely immersed in intoxication. One night, Zhang Chu came back from the hospital to take a shower. When he opened the door, the room was quiet. Shi Ming's mother was tired after a day's work and went to bed early. Shi Ming had just finished taking a shower and was standing in front of the mirror combing her hair without any clothes on. After Zhang Chu came in, he stared at Shi Ming for a long time without moving. Shi Ming's whole body was shining and extremely beautiful. When Shi Ming saw Zhang Chu, she was a little surprised. When she saw the look in Zhang Chu's eyes, she did not move. She just stood there and let Zhang Chu look at her. After a while, Shi Ming walked in front of Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu closed his eyes and hugged Shi Ming in his arms. For a long time, Zhang Chu did not say a word. He just hugged Shi Ming quietly, and his hand gently stroked Shi Ming's back. At that moment, Shi Ming's body softened in Zhang Chu's arms, and she was intoxicated in happiness.

Shiyun stayed in the hospital for two weeks, which also allowed Shiming and Zhang Chu to spend a very happy two weeks. After Shiyun came back. Shi Ming suddenly seemed to be unable to find herself, and didn't know how to bring Zhang Chu back to her side.

Chapter 7

Before Shiyun returned home, Zhang Chu set up a small bed next to their bed. In this way, when Shiyun and the child came back, they slept on the big bed, Zhang Chu slept on the small bed, and his mother-in-law slept in another room. When Shi Ming came, she slept in the same room with her mother.

Shiyun went home on her first day, and Shiming was there too. At night, Zhang Chu sat next to Shiyun and spent several hours looking through the dictionary to name the child, but he still couldn't find a suitable name. After seeing this, Shiyun laughed at Zhang Chu and said, "It turns out that you, a talented man, are a liar. You can't even name your own child. Why am I so stupid that I have been deceived by you for so many years? Today your true colors are finally revealed. It's over now." Zhang Chu closed the dictionary and pretended to be surprised, saying, "I am also confused. Why would I be confused about the name I choose for my child?" I picked a random word from my mind, and the name of the child would be unprecedented and famous all over the world. Could there be something wrong? Shiyun tore Zhang Chu's mouth with her hand and said, "Why are you so shameless when you speak? You are insulting your wife like this. I'll ask my baby to beat you." As he said that, he grabbed the child's hand and hit Zhang Chu. Shiyun's mother sat aside, watching the two of them arguing, and said, "You're making such a fuss over naming a child. Let's see how you can raise a child." Zhang Chu smiled and said to Shiyun, this name is really hard to choose, how about, just use your courtesy name, and call her Shishi. After hearing this, Shiyun immediately objected and said, "It's a boy, so he should be given your courtesy name. I think Chuchu is a pretty nice name, so let's decide on it." Zhang Chu wanted to object, but Shiyun held the child and teased him, saying, Chuchu, thank your father quickly. Your father gave you a nice name. When Zhang Chu saw Shiyun's expression, he immediately felt a warmth in his heart. He bent down and hugged Shiyun, and that's how Shiyun took this name.

After the child's name was chosen, Zhang Chu felt happy and walked to another room to tell Shi Ming as if he was announcing good news. Shi Ming was making the bed and preparing to rest. She had just been in Shiyun's room, sitting for a while before walking out. She tried her best to avoid seeing Zhang Chu and her sister being so affectionate with each other, as it made her feel uncomfortable. In front of Shiming, Zhang Chu never avoided his attitude towards Shiyun. If Shiming got angry afterwards, Zhang Chu would always make fun of her. Shiming had no way to deal with him, let alone fight with Zhang Chu. But she seemed to feel in her heart that Zhang Chu was forcing Shiming to get used to it all, including his feelings for Shiyun. At this moment, when she heard what Zhang Chu said, she became even angrier when she thought that every time her sister called her Chu Chu, it was equivalent to calling Zhang Chu in her heart. She sarcastically asked Zhang Chu, "Why don't you call her Chu Shi?" The combination of the two people's names sounds like it was taken from "Chu Ge". It is multicultural and the fruit of love. Why not use such a good name? Zhang Chu listened, smiled and said, "You have to listen to this. However, when the child grows up in the future, if he asks you, was my name taken from you and dad, or from mom and dad?" How do you answer? Shi Ming was so angry that she grabbed Zhang Chu's chest and said, "Why are you holding my head?" What does this have to do with me! Zhang Chu immediately said, "Fish playing on lotus leaves in the east, fish playing on lotus leaves in the west..." Shi Ming was already full of hatred in her heart, but she could do nothing about Zhang Chu, and it was not convenient for her to be angry, for fear that her mother or Shi Yun outside would hear it. She had to hold back and said, "Speaking of "Chu Ge", here you come with "Chu Ge", with just this little article, you still want to show off, like a big live treasure, and you are not afraid of being disliked by others." Zhang Chu continued to say, the lotus leaves are so lush, and the fish are playing among the lotus leaves... Shi Ming was so angry that she wanted to hit Zhang Chu with her hands. Zhang Chu quickly hugged Shi Ming, then escaped from Shi Ming's room and returned to Shi Yun.

Since Shiyun returned home, Zhang Chu has been working very little every day. He usually goes to work around ten in the morning, wanders around the office to see if there is anything important to do. If not, he rushes home, buys groceries, spends time with Shiyun, and plays with the child. In the afternoon, I go to work at three or four o'clock. I sit in the office for a while, chat with everyone about news, sports, etc., and then quickly slip away home. There wasn't much to do where he worked, and with everyone taking care of his wife and children, he had even less to do. After wandering around like this for a few days, he sometimes simply stopped going to the office, feeling that it was a waste of time to go. Shiyun was in confinement after giving birth, and there were many things to do for both the adults and the children. Zhang Chu was worried about Shiyun and the child, so he didn't visit Shiming for a week. Shi Ming also knew that Zhang Chu was busy and had no time, so even though she missed Zhang Chu, she resisted the urge to call him. So when Sunday came, Shi Ming came over and saw Zhang Chu happily playing with Shi Yun's child. She couldn't help feeling unhappy and resented Zhang Chu for not visiting her and forgetting about her. When Shi Ming found that her mother was not around, she used words to anger Zhang Chu, and even told Zhang Chu indirectly that someone had introduced a boyfriend to her. After hearing this, Zhang Chu thought that Shi Ming really wanted him to go because she hadn't called him for a week. He ignored Shi Ming and was angry with her in his heart. Sometimes, he said some intimate and almost disgusting words to Shi Yun in front of Shi Ming, and even put his hands on Shi Yun to get more intimate with her so that Shi Ming could see it and make her angry.

After the weekend, Zhang Chu went to work on Monday. He felt uncomfortable thinking about it, and finally couldn't help it, so he called Shi Ming in the afternoon. Shi Ming received the call. In front of her colleagues, it was inconvenient for her to compete with Zhang Chu on the phone, so she just said, "Let's talk later." Then he hung up the phone. After hearing this, Zhang Chu thought that Shi Ming asked him to come over, so he took a taxi to Shi Ming's dormitory. However, after waiting for a long time, Shi Ming didn't come back, and he couldn't help but feel angry again. Because before this, Shi Ming had never been like this before. Just as Zhang Chu was about to leave, Shi Ming came back. After Shi Ming came in, she was happy to see Zhang Chu, but she still pretended to be a little cold to Zhang Chu and did not show any enthusiasm to Zhang Chu. After Shi Ming hung up the phone, she suddenly remembered what she had said to Zhang Chu on the phone. She thought Zhang Chu might understand it that way, so she immediately called Zhang Chu again to find out. It turned out that Zhang Chu was not there, so she hurried back to check, but she didn't expect that Zhang Chu was there. Now that she saw Zhang Chu was about to leave, she naturally knew what Zhang Chu was thinking, so she took the opportunity to annoy him, so that she could see how important she was in Zhang Chu's heart.

Zhang Chu had a bad temper, and seeing that Shi Ming was so cold to him, he also got angry. However, his anger is different from Shiming's. When Shiming is really angry, she ignores him, but when he is angry, he has to use a lot of words to provoke Shiming. At this moment, Zhang Chu saw Shi Ming sitting aside and not looking at him, so he turned around with his back to Shi Ming and said, "You are ignoring me and ignoring me?" I must come to you. It is only a matter of time before you have friends. When you told me this, I was not surprised at all. I was happy because I had one less worry. Besides, it’s not that I don’t love your sister. If I want to find a lover, hey, I can pick her up today and tomorrow. It's true that people are still afraid of lacking a lover these days. Well, I wish you happiness.

When Zhang Chu said this, Shi Ming burst into tears. Shi Ming said that someone introduced her to a boyfriend, but Zhang Chu said he was happy. Of course, she was angry. When Zhang Chu heard Shi Ming crying behind him, he realized that he had gone too far. He walked up to Shi Ming, grabbed Shi Ming's hand, and said to Shi Ming and to himself, "You're making me so mad." Seeing that Shi Ming was still crying, he added, "Isn't it okay if I was wrong?" After hearing this, Shi Ming cried even harder, trying to destroy Zhang Chu's psychological defenses. Seeing that his pleading was useless, Zhang Chu forcibly carried Shi Ming to the bed, then lay on top of Shi Ming, with his face against Shi Ming's. He said to Shi Ming very carefully, "I'm going to be a puppy today, you can abuse me however you want." This one sentence made Shi Ming laugh. Shi Ming wanted to stop laughing, not wanting to give Zhang Chu an advantage so soon, but the more she tried to stop laughing, the harder she laughed. Zhang Chu seemed to understand now. He quickly sat up, pretended to be serious, and said, "So you wanted to murder me on purpose." Shi Ming immediately sat up, glared at Zhang Chu, and said, "Say it again." Zhang Chu quickly said, forget it, after the experience of being a puppy the first time, the second time is inevitable, it’s up to you. Shi Ming smiled and said, then why are you still sitting there alone. After hearing this, Zhang Chu quickly hugged Shi Ming in his arms and rubbed Shi Ming. Zhang Chu hadn't been close to Shi Ming for more than a week, and his body was a little irritable at the moment. He only rubbed Shi Ming's breasts a few times and was about to enter Shi Ming's body. Shi Ming found that Zhang Chu was very hungry, but she was worried that if Zhang Chu entered her body so quickly, she would not be able to reach orgasm and experience that incomparable feeling of happiness. So she let Zhang Chu lie down, and she rode on him, gently moving in and out, exploring her body first. When her body was about to overflow, she turned over and let Zhang Chu get up and ravage her. When Shi Ming's body was completely spasming and she was crawling towards Zhang Chu, Zhang Chu felt as if he had completely slipped into Shi Ming's body, guerrilla swimming in Shi Ming's vagina, feeling the incomparable wonderful pleasure of falling and rising. After Shi Ming's vagina spasmed more violently, Zhang Chu's body suddenly exploded in Shi Ming's body. Then he felt countless gentle little hands crawling on Zhang Chu's body, caressing him. After a burst of "ho ho ho", Zhang Chu's body completely collapsed in Shi Ming's arms.

After some time, Shiyun's mother said that after Shiyun was one month old, she would take Shiyun home to recuperate in her hometown. Shiyun also had this idea. She felt that Zhang Chu was too tired here. Zhang Chu almost completely ignored his work and stayed at home all the time, taking care of Shiyun and the children. In particular, Zhang Chu couldn't sleep at night. The child was always making noises at night, so Shiyun had to sit up, hold the child, and sit on the bed to comfort the child. When Zhang Chu saw this, he stood up and held the child, letting Shiyun lie down and rest. Shiyun was somewhat reluctant, but couldn't resist Zhang Chu, so she let Zhang Chu take it and hold it. Zhang Chu was holding the child, and Shiyun actually couldn't sleep either. The young couple sometimes talked like this at night, and sometimes continued until dawn. One night, Zhang Chu said to Shiyun, "If you have never given birth to a child, you don't know how tiring it is." After hearing this, Shiyun thought that Zhang Chu was tired, so she said, I told you to just go to work, my mother can do the work, it is you who want to be tired. Zhang Chu knew that Shiyun had misunderstood, and quickly said, I meant that you are tired. Look at you now, you are like a little woman. Shiyun immediately said, I am your little wife, how can I be like that? Do you think my child is ugly? After hearing this, Zhang Chu smiled and said, "I had always forgotten that you were a little woman. Now when I say you are a little woman, I mean that you are busy with the children and have to think about me. I am afraid that you are exhausted." After hearing this, Shiyun gently said to Zhang Chu, I often think about you, and sometimes I worry that you will get into trouble outside. You have a bit of a romantic nature and a casual temperament. Even the best woman may find it difficult to win your heart. What's more, when a woman is pregnant and giving birth, it is most likely for a man to get into trouble outside. You are so energetic, how can you stop? I have always felt a little uneasy. After hearing what Shiyun said, Zhang Chu quickly said, "You see, I am rarely in the office now. I always want to come back to be with you. I would come back so often if I had a woman. Are you still worried about me?" Shiyun said, of course I am relieved. If I were not relieved, I would not have given birth to a child. Anyway, you can't cause trouble outside. If you have a woman, I will rebel against you. After saying this, Shiyun laughed to herself, then reached her hand across the bed, grabbed Zhang Chu's thing and rubbed it. Zhang Chu also reached out a hand to rub Shiyun's body, but a trace of apology quietly crept into his heart.

When Shi Ming learned that her mother wanted to take Shi Yun home to recuperate, she was naturally happy, thinking that she could be with Zhang Chu freely for some time. When she went to Shiyun, she couldn't help but say some encouraging words to her mother again and again. In addition, she was worried that Zhang Chu would not let Shiyun leave, so when Zhang Chu went to her place one time, she asked Zhang Chu what he thought about Shiyun going home to rest. Zhang Chu naturally did not dare to express his opinion in front of Shiyun, so he had to let them make their own decision. When Zhang Chu was about to enter her body, Shi Ming added, "You are not allowed to stop me." Zhang Chu couldn't stand such urgency, so he gave in to Shi Ming and said, "It's all up to you." Shi Ming then let Zhang Chu go in.

After Shiyun's full moon, Zhang Chu specially opened several tables in the restaurant to entertain friends, classmates and some colleagues, and also to celebrate Shiyun. At night, Zhang Chu slept in Shiyun's arms for the first time since Shiyun gave birth to a child. He touched Shiyun all over and kissed her, looking a little anxious. Zhang Chu caressed for a while and bit Shiyun's nipple. Shiyun then stuffed the nipple into Zhang Chu's mouth and let Zhang Chu suck it. Zhang Chu took two small puffs, then sucked harder, while his hand rubbed Shiyun's other breast and his legs stretched between Shiyun's legs and rubbed them. Shiyun's body suddenly became soft. At the same time, as Zhang Chu sucked her, a pleasure ran through her body like an electric current, and it felt hot like boiling fire. After a while, Shiyun seemed to be unable to bear it anymore. She held up Zhang Chu's milk-stained face, kissed Zhang Chu, and lay down to let Zhang Chu enter. Zhang Chu stood up and leaned over Shiyun, cautiously, and put his hand between Shiyun's thighs and asked her if it hurt. Shiyun raised her body twice and shook Zhang Chu to experience the feeling of being intoxicated and intoxicated that seemed to have been missing for a long time. As soon as Zhang Chu entered Shiyun's body, his body became a little hot. He held Shiyun's back with his hands, hugged Shiyun in his arms, pressed against her heart, rubbed and tossed her gently, and enjoyed the wonderful shock with Shiyun like a gentle breeze and drizzle...

The next day, Zhang Chu, Shiyun, Chuchu and Shiyun's mother set off together and went to Shiyun's hometown, Qingdao, Shandong. Shiming waited for Zhang Chu to return in quiet longing...

Chapter 8

Zhang Chu stayed in Qingdao, Shandong for only one day and took the train back to Nanjing for work the next morning. After getting on the bus, Zhang Chu seemed to relax all of a sudden. He climbed onto the berth, lay down and fell asleep soon after. When I woke up, the train arrived in Bengbu, Anhui. Zhang Chu got down from the bed and went to get some water to drink. When he came back, he found a good-looking girl lying on the bed opposite him. Zhang Chu was not in the mood to chat at the moment. He looked at the time. It was not yet five o'clock and it was still nearly four hours away from Nanjing. If he arrived in Nanjing at nine o'clock, it would not be too late in the city. Zhang Chu wanted to go back and go directly to Shi Ming's place. Otherwise, he would return to the quiet room alone and feel lonely. Thinking of this, he took out the storybook he bought before getting on the bus and lay on the bunk to read it.

The girl opposite saw Zhang Chu reading the book and seemed to think that Zhang Chu was a little bored. She took out a copy of "Absolute Privacy" from under her body, showed it to Zhang Chu, and said that the book had some meaning and asked Zhang Chu if he wanted to read it. Zhang Chu had read "Absolute Privacy" before, but he couldn't remember what it was about. He took the book from the girl, looked at the table of contents, and remembered some of the content. He asked the girl where she was going. The girl talked about Chu County. Chu County is only thirty or forty minutes away from Nanjing, and Zhang Chu told the girl himself that he was going to Nanjing. Then he told the girl some details from "Absolute Privacy". Zhang Chu told the girl that An Tun's book was full of lies. One moment she said a woman treated every man with the feeling of first love, and the next moment she said another woman was taken home to bed by a man she didn't know very well. These were all An Tun's own delusions. The girl asked Zhang Chu? Is it possible for these two women to be together? Zhang Chu said, it’s even more impossible. The girl said maybe.

They chatted like this, and before they knew it, the train arrived in Chu County. When the girl got off the train, she asked Zhang Chu if he wanted to take a walk on the platform. Zhang Chu went down with the girl. As they were walking on the road, the girl was still thinking about the reason why she might tell Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu suddenly asked, have you ever had this experience?

The girl looked at Zhang Chu sensitively. Zhang Chu felt that his question was a bit out of line. When he was hesitating, the train suddenly whistled. Zhang Chu quickly put down the girl's bag and rushed to the train. When he ran over, the train doors had already closed and started moving.

Zhang Chu stood there helplessly and sighed. Fortunately, he didn't have any luggage, so he had to wait for the next train to arrive before leaving. Zhang Chu turned around and saw that the girl was still standing there, looking at Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu walked over, the girl said sorry to him, and Zhang Chu smiled. The girl asked Zhang Chu if he had ever been to Chu County. Zhang Chu said no. The girl then asked Zhang Chu to go for a walk outside the station and they would walk again later. Zhang Chu accompanied the girl out of the station. The night lighting in the small town is not as good as that in Nanjing, and the streets are not very bright. After Zhang Chu accompanied the girl around the station, he said to her, "You go home. I'll catch a train and leave later." The girl said, I will leave after you leave. Zhang Chu said, what if I don’t leave tonight? The girl said, I won’t leave either. Zhang Chu smiled and didn't take it seriously. But the girl added, I will never lie to you.

Zhang Chu didn't want to lose his mood in front of the girl, so he booked a double room at Yueting Hotel at the station. After Zhang Chu entered the room, he called Shiyun first and told her that he had arrived in Nanjing and asked her not to worry. The girl was also there when Zhang Chu was making the call. After Zhang Chu finished the call, the girl asked, "Is your lover beautiful?" Zhang Chu said, it’s very beautiful.

Zhang Chu went downstairs with the girl to have a meal, and when they came back it was almost eleven o'clock. After the girl returned to the room, she continued to ask Zhang Chu about his lover. Zhang Chu told the girl one by one. The girl suddenly asked Zhang Chu, "Do you have a lover?"

Zhang Chu vaguely felt that the girl might be a reporter or some similar profession. Zhang Chu said, no. The girl said, yes. Zhang Chu asked why he said yes? The girl said, I know it from your eyes. Then he asked Zhang Chu, is your lover also beautiful? Zhang Chu still said, no.

The girl said Zhang Chu was dishonest. Then he said to Zhang Chu, do you always sleep with beautiful women? Zhang Chu said, my wife is very beautiful. No. The girl interrupted Zhang Chu. I mean, when you go to sleep with girls, do you always go after pretty girls?

Zhang Chu felt that this girl was good at asking questions, or she was trying to prove something. Zhang Chu didn’t know how to answer, so he said to the girl, “Watch TV.” The girl said, it's already one o'clock and there's nothing to watch on TV. Don't you want to answer my question?

Zhang Chu said that beautiful women are actually symbols of personality, and men feel that having sex with beautiful women will be more comfortable.

The girl asked, have you ever had this experience?

Zhang Chu said, let’s talk about “Absolute Privacy”.

The girl said, we are talking about absolute privacy now.

Zhang Chu asked, have you slept with many men?

The girl said, are you saying I'm beautiful?

Zhang Chu felt a little tired and wanted to rest, so he told the girl that it was a long night and they should go to bed. The woman asked, have you ever slept in the same room with a strange girl like this? Zhang Chu said, no. The girl asked, can you fall asleep? Zhang Chu said, I’m really tired.

When Zhang Chu woke up, the bed opposite him was empty. He didn't know when the girl left. Zhang Chu quickly got up and put on his clothes. Suddenly, he found a pink bra next to his pillow. Zhang Chu took it in his hand and looked at it, feeling that something was odd. Zhang Chu remembered that nothing happened last night, so it wouldn't be the girl who left him behind. When Zhang Chu left, he still took the bra with him.

Zhang Chu returned to Nanjing in the morning and rushed to work in the afternoon. When a colleague knew that his lover had returned to his hometown, he started to joke with Zhang Chu, saying that this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity and asked Zhang Chu to take advantage of it quickly because the opportunity would not come again. A colleague once said that you can seduce someone’s wife, but not girls. Once you get entangled with them, it’s not easy to get rid of them. As a result, you often end up with your wife but feel disappointed and can’t have fun. Several female colleagues agreed and said it was right. Zhang Chu said, if anyone wants to be picked up, I will be there right away. The male colleague then said to several female colleagues, "Register, register. Who's first?" Several female colleagues laughed and said, "We have all been taken care of by Zhang Chu. Let's see how he allocates himself at night."

Before getting off work, Zhang Chu called Shi Ming, and Shi Ming went directly to Zhang Chu's house after get off work. As soon as Shi Ming arrived, she asked Zhang Chu where he spent the night last night. She said she called home, and Shi Yun told her what time Zhang Chu took the train and should have arrived home last night. Zhang Chu told Shi Ming everything that happened last night, and finally took out the girl's bra. Shi Ming didn't believe that Zhang Chu didn't have a relationship with that girl. Zhang Chu said, if I had sex with that girl, I would not tell you. Shi Ming was so angry that she went to the kitchen, lit the gas stove, and threw the bra into the fire to burn it.

Zhang Chu himself was a little confused and felt that he was being ridiculous. After sitting for a while, he suddenly asked Shiming, "What color is your bra?" Shi Ming was so angry that she ran into the room and ignored Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu hurried over and hugged Shi Ming from behind. But after hugging for a while, Zhang Chu quietly pulled open Shi Ming's shirt to see what color Shi Ming's bra was. Shi Ming knew what Zhang Chu was doing, so she quickly took off all her clothes, threw them in front of Zhang Chu, and said, "Look, is there anything else you want to see?" Zhang Chu felt a little ashamed and was about to hug Shi Ming when the phone rang. Zhang Chu hurried to answer the phone. It was his colleague Ms. Chen calling. Zhang Chu felt a little frustrated. Chen Nuren had never called him before and he didn't know if there was anything important. Ms. Chen told Zhang Chu that she went to the mailroom today to pick up newspapers and letters. Among them was a letter from Zhang Chu. She forgot to give it to him in the afternoon, so she put it in her drawer and would give it to him tomorrow when she went to work. Zhang Chu said thank you and Ms. Chen hung up the phone. When Zhang Chu returned to the room, Shi Ming had already put on her clothes. She said she wanted to go back and didn't want to see Zhang Chu again. Zhang Chu quickly hugged Shi Ming. Use your hands to scratch Shiming's body and tease Shiming. Shi Ming finally couldn't stand Zhang Chu's teasing anymore, so she hugged Zhang Chu, then put one hand into Zhang Chu's pants, grabbed Zhang Chu's lower body, and gradually pulled hard until Zhang Chu shouted "You're going to kill me", then she stopped and said, "Tell me the truth, have you slept with anyone?" Zhang Chu kissed Shi Ming and said, I'll sleep with you later. Shi Ming then let go.

The next morning as soon as she got to work, Chen Nuren gave the letter to Zhang Chu. The letter was written by a classmate. Zhang Chu was not in a hurry to read it, so he put it aside. Ms. Chen took the opportunity to chat with Zhang Chu about entertainment gossips and the crisis-ridden relationship between Zhang Yimou and Gong Li. Zhang Chu likes both of them very much, especially Zhang Yimou's movies. Zhang Chu told Ms. Chen about Zhang Yimou's "Red Sorghum", saying that the love expressed in "Red Sorghum" does not exist in real life and that it embodies the author's ideal personality. If Zhang Yimou and Lili were in love, it would be a real-life version of "Red Sorghum". Since the love in "Red Sorghum" does not exist in real life, the love between Zhang Yimou and Gong Li must have no ending. The love between Zhang Yimou and Gong Li will be the best footnote to his own movie. After hearing what Zhang Chu said, Ms. Chen was very impressed. Ms. Chen was sitting in another office, two rooms away from Zhang Chu's office. She was a wealthy woman, the daughter-in-law of a high-ranking official in the city. She got married earlier than Zhang Chu, and Zhang Chu had always been very careful with her. The personnel structure in an agency is complicated, and you cannot afford to offend anyone. If you follow up with others, you can often lead to a big shot. After Zhang Chu experienced some things in the Inspection Office, he began to realize something and started to pay more attention to this aspect. Survival of the fittest is not just a secular philosophy. Moreover, for Sartre, individual existence is the basis of all existence and is treated as the highest philosophical principle. Zhang Chu has understood the essence of this philosophy from his personal life experience.

After that, Ms. Chen often came to chat with Zhang Chu about stories. Zhang Chu was quite cultured and could talk about a wide range of things, including music, movies, poetry, novels, etc. He seemed to be very interested in Ms. Chen. Zhang Chu sometimes goes to her office to chat with her. Two days later, Ms. Chen quietly handed Zhang Chu a concert ticket. Zhang Chu was a little embarrassed. On the one hand, with Shi Ming around, Zhang Chu couldn't leave at night. On the other hand, the personnel relationships in the bureau are often secretly connected. Some people rise rapidly, while others fall from grace, all because of changes in the backers behind them. Ms. Chen is in the same department as Zhang Chu, so the relationship between colleagues cannot be ignored. On the night of the concert, Zhang Chu managed to gain Shi Ming's trust and went anyway.

The performance had just begun when Zhang Chu entered the hall. After Zhang Chu found a seat and sat down, he did not see Ms. Chen. He looked at the people around him and found that none of them were people he knew. Zhang Chu felt relieved. The music was performed by a famous German music group. According to the program, the music played included works by Bach, Bizet, Mendelssohn, and others. Bach's "Matthew Passion" is Zhang Chu's favorite piece of music. In the musical atmosphere of Bach's desire for self-purity, Zhang Chu is sometimes confused. Bach insisted on having sex with his wife twice a week, and then made his wife pregnant and gave birth to children continuously, giving birth to more than a dozen children in a row. Is this "Matthew" Bach or his wife?

Not long after the concert began, Zhang Chu suddenly felt someone placing his hand on the back of his hand. When Zhang Chu turned around to look, he saw that Ms. Chen had sat down over him without him noticing. When Zhang Chu looked at her, she didn't look at Zhang Chu, but was concentrating on listening to a piece of music from Bizet's "Carmen" played on the stage. Carmen's pain was magnified to the extreme in Bizet's music, and Jose was trying his best to save Carmen's soul. Zhang Chu was as nervous as Ms. Chen, and they held each other's hands tightly.

When Zhang Chu came back, it was already past eleven o'clock. Shi Ming had not yet gone to bed. She was sitting on the bed watching TV and waiting for Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu felt a little strange about himself these days. When he was with Shi Ming and not Shi Yun around, he was full of happiness and joy. Even when having sex, Zhang Chu felt that there seemed to be a lack of stimulation in his excitement. Zhang Chu would call Shiyun twice a day to ask about the situation of her child. Shiyun would always give Zhang Chu a few words of advice on the phone, and then flirt with him a little. Sometimes, Zhang Chu would talk directly about Shiyun's body, and Shiyun was always very happy to hear that.

Shi Ming asked Zhang Chu how the concert was, and Zhang Chu took out a Bach CD and put it in the player. But Shi Ming got up to turn off the player, saying that she didn't like listening to Bach, it was too monotonous and too dull. Zhang Chu said that this was just the concert. When he said this, the tune of "Song of the Flowers" from Bizet's "Carmen" suddenly rang in his ears. Zhang Chu said to Shiyun, "Take off all your clothes. I have never had a good look at your naked body."

Shi Ming smiled and said that Zhang Chu's musical skills had reached this level after attending the concert. Zhang Chu still asked Shi Ming to take off all her clothes so that he could see them. Shi Ming really took off her clothes in front of Zhang Chu and stood naked in front of Zhang Chu. When Zhang Chu looked at Shi Ming's naked body, he asked Shi Ming to take two more steps, but Shi Ming walked up to Zhang Chu, pressed her body against Zhang Chu's arms, and said, "What's wrong with you that you want to see a pornographic show?" Zhang Chu was in his arms, carefully stroking the lines of Shi Ming's body. When Zhang Chu was stroking the lines on Shi Ming's body, he looked like he was looking for something mysterious.

The next day at work, when Zhang Chu met Ms. Chen, the two greeted each other as usual. When they sat together, they chatted about some gossip and entertainment news, and occasionally talked about anecdotes that happened in the office. Two days later, Zhang Chu was going to Wuxi on a business trip. When Zhang Chu goes on a business trip alone, he doesn't like to ask for a car. He feels uncomfortable sitting with the driver. He is not used to talking to the driver but he has to talk to the driver. He asked the clerk to buy a ticket to Wuxi at noon. On this day, Ms. Chen also had to go on a business trip. She was going to Suzhou and also took a train, but she bought a train ticket for around four o'clock in the afternoon.

Shi Ming knew that Zhang Chu was going on a business trip, so she said on the phone that Zhang Chu didn't kiss her last night. Zhang Chu then said, "Then come here and let me kiss you." Shi Ming really came over. After a passionate love affair on the bed, Shi Ming suddenly said to Zhang Chu, "Do you think of your sister when you make love to me?" Zhang Chu said, at that time, he just wanted to crawl into your cave. Shi Ming said, when you come back, I will make love with you in front of the mirror, watch how you make love with me, and also look at myself, how can I make you so happy like this.

Zhang Chu got on the train and just sat down when he suddenly noticed that Ms. Chen was walking towards this carriage on the platform. Zhang Chu felt vaguely that this trip was a little special...

Chapter 9

After Ms. Chen got on the train, Zhang Chu was the first to stand up and greet her, and then the two of them sat together. Ms. Chen told Zhang Chu that she had changed her train ticket temporarily as she was going to Wuxi for something and then to Suzhou.

Before getting on the car, Zhang Chu brought a book, "From Half-Naked to Full Naked", a book about nude women. When Chen saw that the book was placed in front of Zhang Chu, he took it over, turned over two pages, and then said to Zhang Chu with a very subtle smile, "You have a voyeurism?"

Zhang Chu was amused by this sentence of Ms. Chen. Chen's words made Zhang Chu think of the situation in Chu County again. Zhang Chu was confused in his mind. Why did that girl throw down her bra? Opposite Zhang Chu, there were three men sitting, and they were sneaking in their eyes on Chen Nvshi's breasts. The weather was already a little hot in June. Chen Ms. Chen's collar was opened lower, and her round breasts were exposed, showing a very charming temptation. Sometimes, Zhang Chu would unconsciously look into Chen Nusi's chest according to the eyes of the three men. Sometimes Chen's eyes came to us, and Zhang Chu felt very uncomfortable and quickly ran away. In terms of age, Ms. Chen is one year older than Zhang Chu. In addition, Ms. Chen looks relatively mature, so Zhang Chu looks a little restrained. Chen Nushi seemed to guess Zhang Chu's thoughts. Sometimes she deliberately turned her body and her chest was facing Zhang Chu, pointing to a line of poems for Zhang Chu to read, "What is the highest depreciation rate, chastity and matches", or "Faced with you, my port is rising, and it is surging to swallow Guanyin." Zhang Chu could not control his own eyes at this time, and it fell into Chen Nushi's chest, and even had to explore it deeper. At this time, a sly smile appeared in Chen Ms. Chen's eyes. Zhang Chu felt that he was a little passive like this. So I got up and said I went to the bathroom. The train that Zhang Chu took was a double-decker train, a special train in the Shanghai-Nanjing Line. Zhang Chu quietly walked around the stairs, avoided Chen's eyes, went up to the upper floor, found a seat on the upper floor, and sat down. Then, looking out the window, thinking about Shiyun in his heart, thinking about his child. Occasionally, I also want some poetry tea. When Zhang Chu thought about them, he felt a little confused, as if a rebellious gap was opened.

After the train passes Changzhou, the stop will be Wuxi and will arrive soon. Zhang Chu felt that he should go down, so he got up. When he walked to Chen Nushi and sat down, Chen Nushi said to Zhang Chu, why have you been there for so long? He thought you were running away? Zhang Chu said that he met an acquaintance and the two started chatting. Chen said that he was about to arrive in Wuxi. Zhang Chu asked Ms. Chen, where did you go to Wuxi to do business? But Ms. Chen put her hand in the seat and quietly pinched Zhang Chu's palm. Zhang Chu did not dare to ask any more, nor did he dare to look at Chen Nvshi. I don’t know if it was because of the expectation or the fear of being nervous, Zhang Chu felt very uneasy.

When the train arrived in Wuxi, the two got off the train together and left the station. Zhang Chu called a taxi, the two got on the train together, and then got off at a hotel near the municipal government. On the way from the train to the hotel, Chen Nianshi never said a word, as if she had handed everything to Zhang Chu and asked Zhang Chu to order her, or just to test Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu felt very conflicted because Chen Ms. Chen’s background was unusual, and Zhang Chu could neither be looked down upon nor out of style. Zhang Chu just understood Chen Nushi's thoughts completely, and Zhang Chu still had some doubts. At this moment, Zhang Chu deeply realized that feeling the stones crossing the river is the wisest choice for a wise man to be unwise.

Zhang Chu opened a double room, and the two of them went up together. In the room, Zhang Chu hesitated for a long time. When Zhang Chu came out, Shi Ming agreed to him that he would give her the phone number in the hotel room. Shi Ming's attention to Zhang Chu is more important than Shi Yun's attention to Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu didn’t know what Shi Ming was thinking. Maybe it was because Shi Ming knew that he was not loyal but Shi Yun didn't know it yet. But he had to call Shi Ming, and Shi Ming would be relieved if he gave Shi Ming this call. Finally, Zhang Chu mustered up the courage to say to Chen Nvshi, "My wife knows that I'm on a business trip. When I say that Wuxi gives her room number, she may call her."

After hearing Zhang Chu's words, Chen smiled and said, "You are so careful, it doesn't matter, you can answer the phone if you have a call."

Waiting for the waiter to deliver all the water bottles, water cups, towels and other things that should be delivered to the room. Zhang Chu hung up a sign "Do not disturb" outside the door and put the door card on it. At this time, Zhang Chu knew in his heart that it would be unreasonable to pretend to be stupid in front of Chen Nvshi. What's more, Chen's breasts had been shaking in front of Zhang Chu for several hours, and Zhang Chu could no longer withstand the temptation.

When Zhang Chu returned to the room, Ms. Chen sat on the edge of the bed, as if waiting for everything that should have happened long ago to happen. Zhang Chu walked over and sat next to Chen Nushi, looking at the ground, as if he had no idea, or he was still a little uneasy about his deviant behavior. Chen Ms. Chen waited for a while, and saw that Zhang Chu was not moving, so she touched Zhang Chu with her shoulder and said, "You are stunned." Zhang Chu turned sideways, stayed for about one second, and then hugged Chen Nushi. If this sudden action was longer, Zhang Chu might have lost this courage. However, Chen Nvshi seemed to be impatient, and quickly hugged Zhang Chu and rolled Zhang Chu onto the bed. Zhang Chu seemed to touch any part of her body in Chen Nvshi's arms. Chen Nvshi made a series of screams, as if her body was suppressed for too long and finally caught a chance to release.

Chen held Zhang Chu and rolled around on the bed for a long time, turning from one end of the bed to the other, and then from the other end to the other end. The two of them even turned to the ground once. After Ms. Chen had eaten enough Zhang Chu, she took off Zhang Chu's clothes and took off her own clothes. Then lay down in the middle of the bed, spread her legs apart, and said to Zhang Chu, "Baby, fuck you Sister Chen with all your strength."

Zhang Chu rode on Chen Nushi, pressed his hand on Chen Nushi's plump breasts, and looked down at Chen Nushi, as if he was looking at the position, and then inserted his strong penis into Chen Nushi's vagina. With Zhang Chu's movement, Chen Nushi made the first heavy, comfortable and pleasant moan from the depths of his throat. Then, every time Zhang Chu twitched, Ms. Chen made a series of moans from her throat, and the sound became louder and louder, as if it was comfortable to the depths of her soul. Zhang Chu was a little worried that the people outside the door would hear Chen Nushi's moans, so he reduced the thrust. Chen Nushi refused to agree. She slammed Zhang Chu's penis from below and begged Zhang Chu to hit her with her body. Zhang Chu was a little careful. He pulled a bed sheet and covered Chen Nushi's face, covered Chen Nushi's mouth, and then rushed to Chen Nushibo under him. Chen Nvsi's mouth was covered in the bed sheet, and her moans were still excited. When Chen Nvsi was thrown into orgasm by Zhang Chu, Chen Nvsi made a "ah" sound. This sound lasted for two minutes, and the sound was extremely smooth. With the sound of "Ah", Ms. Chen bent her body excitedly, and her hands hooked Zhang Chu's buttocks desperately, as if she was about to trap Zhang Chu into her body. Zhang Chu's penis exploded in Chen Nushi's body and got an extremely pleasant orgasm...

When Zhang Chu got off Chen Nushi, he was covered in sweat and his body was so soft that his strength seemed to be exhausted. Chen Nvshi turned over and leaned on Zhang Chu's body, stretched his hand on Zhang Chu's face and rubbed it, saying, "Baby, you made me feel so comfortable." Then, he hugged Zhang Chu in his arms very warmly.

Because Zhang Chu was too much consumption, he fell asleep in Chen Nusi's arms. When he woke up, it was already dark. Zhang Chu quickly got up and said he wanted to call his lover, saying that he wanted to tell his lover the phone number of the hotel room so that his lover could rest assured. When Zhang Chu called, Ms. Chen didn't say anything. After Zhang Chu and Shi Ming were on the phone, they tried to avoid some topics, and then said a few words to Shi Ming about the bed between the couple, so that Shi Ming could convince him that he was alone in the room and no one else was there. Chen Ms. Chen didn't know that Zhang Chu was calling someone else. She felt a little bit like she heard Zhang Chu say something to someone on the phone. After Zhang Chu called Shi Ming, he wanted to call Shi Yun again, but he was a little worried that Miss Chen would hear it. Zhang Chu wanted to use a magnetic card outside to call Shi Yun later.

After Zhang Chu put down the phone, he told Chen Ms. Chen that he wanted to take a shower first and then go out for dinner. Chen Nushi immediately pressed Zhang Chu and told Zhang Chu not to move. She went to release the water, and then said that she would give Zhang Chu a bath. After saying that, Ms. Chen went to the bathroom naked to clean the bathtub and release water. When the bathtub was draining water, Chen Ms. Chen walked back and lay down next to Zhang Chu, grabbed Zhang Chu's penis with his hand, and said to Zhang Chu with a smile, "You are so great." Zhang Chu smiled and touched Chen Nushi's breasts with some gentleness.

When the water was almost released, Ms. Chen pulled Zhang Chu up and went to the bathroom. After Zhang Chu crawled into the bathtub and lay down, Ms. Chen washed Zhang Chu's body. When Chen Ms. Chen washed Zhang Chu's body, she asked Zhang Chu, "Do your lover give you a bath?" Zhang Chu said, wash. Ms. Chen said, you are quite lucky. Then ask Zhang Chu, will you take a bath for your lover? Zhang Chu said, my wife wouldn't let me take a bath. Ms. Chen asked why? Zhang Chu said, my wife said that my hand on her was too itchy for her to wash it. After Zhang Chu said this, he reached out his wet hands on Chen Nushi's body to crawl. Chen Ms. Chen immediately shrank up and said she was so itchy. Zhang Chu smiled. Then Chen asked Zhang Chu to stand up, applied a lot of shower fluid on Zhang Chu's penis, and washed it clean. When Chen Ms. Chen rubbed her hands at Zhang Chu, Zhang Chu felt very comfortable. Chen Ms. Chen seemed to know that Zhang Chu got some pleasure from her hands, so she rubbed Zhang Chu's penis even more gently.

After Zhang Chu finished washing, when Chen Mashi wiped Zhang Chu's body, she suddenly bent down and kissed Zhang Chu's penis lightly. Zhang Chu was moved and rubbed Chen Nusi's breasts with his hand. When Zhang Chu came out, Ms. Chen said she took a shower and went out for a meal.

It was almost nine o'clock when Zhang Chu and Chen Nusi came out to have a meal. As Zhang Chu walked along the way, he was thinking about how to call Shi Yun. When Zhang Chu called Shi Yun in Nanjing, he agreed to call Shi Yun when he arrived in Wuxi. The more Zhang Chu walked, the more he felt that the phone number must be called now. He could not make Shi Yun feel uneasy or even anxious about waiting for his phone number. When Chen Nunshi was about to step into the hotel, Zhang Chu saw a magnetic card telephone on the side of the road ahead. Zhang Chu said to Chen Nunshi, "Go in and sit down first, I'll make a call." When Zhang Chu said this, he did not ask Chen Nianshi to agree, but just told Chen Nianshi that the phone number was privacy. Since Zhang Chu didn't make this call in the room, Chen Nvshi certainly understood it in her heart. Chen Nian said "um" and Zhang Chu quickly walked towards the telephone booth ahead and called Shi Yun.

After Zhang Chu called, he came back. Chen Nunshi sat on the table and had not ordered the dishes yet. Zhang Chu called the lady and asked Chen Nunshi to order two dishes, and also ordered two dishes himself. The food was ready, and Zhang Chu suddenly felt that the meal was a bit of a loss, so he should call the municipal government and get the dinner party together. Zhang Chu thought this way and said to Chen Nvsi. Unexpectedly, Chen Nvsi glanced at Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu quickly put his hand on Chen Nvsi's hand and rubbed it, saying, "Anyway, you are leaving tomorrow, and I have to go back tomorrow afternoon." But Ms. Chen said, do you think I really came to Wuxi because of a business trip, and I was not here to chase you.

When Chen Nushi said this, Zhang Chu felt a little bored. If Zhang Chu was not married yet and Chen Nushi was not married, Zhang Chu would understand. Now chasing him to Wuxi, what is the point? Besides, Ms. Chen has an extraordinary family. Is it just for the sake of temporary romantic happiness? Thinking of this, Zhang Chu couldn't help but feel a little afraid of Chen Nvshi.

Seeing Zhang Chu's face a little suspicious, Chen said with a smile, "You must be too careful." Many people in the unit said behind your back that you are very romantic. You used to live in a single dormitory and deal with many girls. Is there any of these?"

Zhang Chu quickly said, absolutely nothing, I dare not, my girlfriend treats me very strictly, if there is, you are the first one. After hearing this, Ms. Chen said, "Don't lie to me, I'll give it the first one?" Zhang Chu still said, it’s true, I won’t lie to you, I treat my lover very well, and my lover is also very good to me. Ms. Chen seemed not to listen to this, saying, even if I am the first one, remember, there is no second one. After saying this, he reached out to Zhang Chu's chest and rubbed it affectionately.

After dinner, I went back to my room. It was almost ten o'clock. Zhang Chu turned on the TV when he came back and then lay down on the bed to watch TV. But Chen Nushi turned off the TV, leaned against Zhang Chu, lay down, took off Zhang Chu's bra, and rubbed Zhang Chu's chest with his hands. Zhang Chu put his hand into Chen Nushi's chest and stroked Chen Nushi's breasts. Zhang Chu rubbed it a few times, and suddenly smiled and said to Ms. Chen, "You have such fat breasts." Ms. Chen smiled and said, "What are you talking about?" It is plump. Then I pressed my breasts on Zhang Chu's chest and asked Zhang Chu, are you bigger than your lover's?

Zhang Chu smiled as he heard this, and the two of them leaned intimately together and said something. Zhang Chu was a little confused about Shi Ming's phone call, and he was a little absent-minded when talking to Chen Nunshi. When Chen came back, he quietly put the phone in the air with Zhang Chu on his back, making it impossible for the phone outside to call. In this way, it was almost twelve o'clock, and there was still no phone call in. Zhang Chu thought that there would be no phone call, and Shi Ming would not be able to make a phone call, so he told Chen Nunshi to go to bed and that he would deal with people tomorrow. Chen took off all the clothes on Zhang Chu's body, and took off all her clothes, without covering her quilt. She hugged Zhang Chu, pressed her hand on Zhang Chu's penis and stroked it, teasing it. Zhang Chuxiang was really tired, or because she was thinking about Shi Ming's phone call in her heart, Chen Nushi teased her for a long time, and her penis was still soft and obediently lying in Chen Nushi's palm, without responding. After a while, Chen Nvshi asked Zhang Chu to sit up on the bed, and ran downwards. She leaned between Zhang Chu's legs, rubbed Zhang Chu's penis with her hand, and gently held Zhang Chu's penis in her mouth.

Zhang Chu was a little surprised. Although he knew from some books that this was the case, he still couldn't accept it for the time being and wanted to pull it out. But the feeling of Chen Ms. Chen sucking her penis and gently rubbing her testicles made Zhang Chu completely numb, and her penis quickly swelled. Slowly, Zhang Chu reached into Chen Nushi's hair, followed Chen Nushi's penis and rolled her testicles, and gently massaged Chen Nushi's scalp. In just a moment, Zhang Chu completely collapsed under Chen Nushi, and a slight and comfortable humming sound came out. As Chen Nushi sucked, bitten and grinded, Zhang Chu sent his penis to the depths of Chen Nushi more and more. The happiness almost made Zhang Chu lift his body up and then penetrated it to the depths of Chen Nushi's heart. Under the constant stimulation of Chen Nushi, Zhang Chu felt that the penis was about to explode in Chen Nushi's mouth. The happiness he gained at this moment made his body fall into an indescribable depth. He grabbed Chen Nushi's hair and began to feel nervous. He tried to control himself and pull it out the moment before the penis was about to explode, so that it would not explode in Chen Nushi's mouth. But he seemed to be completely intoxicated by happiness and even wanted to go crazy. As soon as his penis exploded, he grabbed Chen Nushi's hair and pressed Chen Nushi's head hard on him...

He suddenly rushed into an extremely happy world, his body floating, shaking, and spasming...

Chapter 10

When Zhang Chu returned to the door, it was almost twelve o'clock. He actually arrived in Nanjing at around 8 o'clock. After he and Chen got off the bus, they sat on the lawn on the Xuanwu Lake Park in front of the train station for a while. Chen Nunshi boarded the train in Suzhou and Zhang Chu boarded the train in Wuxi. Chen Nunshi made an appointment with him to take which train to take and then meet in which carriage to meet. On the train, Zhang Chu was sitting next to Chen Nunshi. Chen Nunshi didn't dare to hug Zhang Chu because almost all the people in the car were from Nanjing, and Chen Nunshi was worried that someone would know her. Zhang Chu sat near the window, facing out the window. From the moment he got on the train, he felt a little uneasy.

Zhang Chu is not a person who can indulge himself at will and have a sense of peace of mind. His personality is somewhat romantic and even very bookish. He was able to completely devote himself to an occasion at the moment, but afterwards, he would reflect. But his reflection does not come from inner awareness, but his desire for a higher level of infiltration in emotional urgency. After Shiyun arrived by his side, he was always very restrained in his behavior, afraid that Shiyun would leave him if she had any mistakes. Even though he got married to Shiyun, he still dared not relax. In front of Shi Ming, whether in words or actions, he always put Shi Yun in front of Shi Ming. He loved Shi Ming, as if he was carefully released by Shi Yun. To a large extent, Zhang Chu still loves Shiyun's feelings of love for him, and he doesn't want to lose all this. Even if Shiyun has a child, he still hopes that he is the most important thing in Shiyun's heart. Once Shiyun teased Zhang Chu, holding his hand with one hand and Chuchu's hand with the other, and told him that there are children with big and small babies on one side. Which one is more cute in my heart? When Zhang Chu heard this, he said, "I'm more adorable." At least the baby can't speak except for snoring and peeing. How could he surpass me?" Shiyun smiled and said, "You are not ashamed, you are not ashamed, you are competing with the baby." Zhang Chu pretended to be angry and said, "Next time I will not change the baby's shit and pee, let him suffer, and see how cute he makes you." Shiyun immediately smiled and collapsed in Zhang Chu's arms. After she had laughed enough, she said, "It's still a prudent, of course it's the most important thing for you. When the baby grows up and his wings are hard, he will fly away. You are still by my side, together forever, and accompany me forever. Is this important? Don't you understand?

So when Zhang Chu was in the car, leaning against the window, looking at the green fields and rivers outside the window, he gradually felt a little ashamed of himself. He missed Shiyun, and his Chuchu. When he thought of this, many ordinary things flowed out of his heart, such as simple elements of life, even the color of the bed sheets, the decorations on the coffee table, what kind of copper bells are hanging on the door, etc. He wanted to go and see Shiyun in a few days, go and see Chuchu, lie down in Shiyun's arms and sleep in a real sleep, and tell a story in her ear, or recite Ye Zhi's love poem, or tell a joke to make Shiyun laugh happily.

When the train was about to arrive in Nanjing, Zhang Chu's heart was received by Shi Ming again. He knew that she must be waiting for her at home. He specially bought a basket of bayberry in Wuxi, which is a specialty on the edge of Taihu Lake. Shiming likes to eat it very much. When Shi Ming eats bayberry, she likes to put the ate plum cores in Zhang Chu's palm. Zhang Chu doesn't know why Shi Ming does this. Shi Ming only says I like it, so Zhang Chu obeys her. After Shi Ming finished eating, she opened Zhang Chu's palm and counted how many plum cores there were. Shi Ming looked very happy when counting, as if she was happier than eating. Zhang Chu saw it and felt warm.

Chen Nun-si sat beside Zhang Chu, and at first he always asked Zhang Chu to talk about his past love, how did he fall in love with Shi Yun. Zhang Chu fabricated and told her that one time in class, he pretended to be drunk and sat down next to Shiyun, then suddenly hugged Shiyun and said, Shiyun, I love you so much. Shiyun recognized it like this. Chen Ms. Chen believed it very much and said that Zhang Chu was really bold. Zhang Chu said that he had never heard of being so brave. Chen Nunshi was happy as soon as she heard this and asked Zhang Chu to tell him and Shi Yun again. Zhang Chu said that he had been running for a day and was a little tired. Ms. Chen said if you don’t want to speak, just don’t say it. Zhang Chu looked out the window and thought about his own thoughts. Chen sometimes pulled Zhang Chu's hand, or reached his hand from behind to Zhang Chu, and grabbed Zhang Chu there, looking very considerate. So after getting off the car, Chen Nunshi wanted to stay with Zhang Chu for a while. Zhang Chu really wanted to go back immediately. He thought that Shi Ming was waiting for him, and he felt a little anxious. In Zhang Chu's heart, more than half of Shi Ming played the role of his wife Shi Yun, especially when Shi Yun was not by his side, Shi Ming was equal to Shi Yun. But Zhang Chu didn't want Chen Nvshi to notice anything, so he told Chen Nvshi to sit in the park for a while. When Zhang Chu said this, he was a little worried that Chen Nvshi would go back with Zhang Chu. Since Zhang Chu said this, he actually told Chen Nvshi that he did not want to take her back to his home. Chen Ms. Chen also understood Zhang Chu's care. This is how rumors spread when visiting colleagues.

There were not many people in the park at night and the lights were dim. There was a couple sitting in the place where Chen Nianshi and Zhang Chu were far away from them. They also sat on the lawn and didn't know what to do, so they couldn't see clearly. So, at this moment, Chen Nvshi hugged Zhang Chu in her arms, and her hands were very presumptuous in Zhang Chu's clothes, stroking and rubbing Zhang Chu everywhere, looking a little obsessed with desire. Zhang Chu reached out his hand on Chen Nushi's chest, held Chen Nushi's breasts, and pinched and rubbed them. After a while, Ms. Chen put her hands on Zhang Chu's penis and played with her to the fullest. Zhang Chu was a little scared and always felt that his penis was impulsive in Chen Nusi's rubbing. He even worried that Ms. Chen would take off her pants, then sit on Zhang Chu, lift her skirt from behind, and let Zhang Chu's penis penetrate her body from underneath. What Zhang Chugu was afraid of was not that his penis was inserted into Chen Nushi's body. On the contrary, he was still a little eager to penetrate into Chen Nushi's body at this moment, but he was afraid of ejaculation. He is going back to see Shi Ming soon, and he wants to give Shi Ming a clean explanation. If his penis is still weak when he goes back, Shi Ming will definitely not let him go easily. At this point, Zhang Chu felt that Shi Ming seemed to be more powerful than Shi Yun.

Therefore, Zhang Chu was hugged by Chen Nushi and tried not to tease Chen Nushi's under him. He pretended to be very calm and only used some gentleness on Chen Nushi's breasts. When Chen Nushi was provoking him, he tried his best to suppress the rising desire and leaned against Chen Nushi's chest, looking like a good lover. At this moment, Chen Ms. Chen seemed to be very satisfied with Zhang Chu's romantic but not obscene style. When he caresses Zhang Chu's penis, it seems more like comforting rather than provoking.

When they got up and wanted to go back, Chen Nuns still couldn't help but say something in Zhang Chu's ear, wanting to die. Zhang Chu could understand Chen Nushi's mood very well, so he reached into Chen Nushi's skirt, rubbed it there, and gave it some comfort. Unexpectedly, Chen Ms. Chen's body immediately trembled, then bit Zhang Chu's shoulder and hooked her legs tightly on Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu had to put his hand there and not move, giving it some more real and warm comfort, trying to calm her down, but Chen's body became more and more uneasy. Zhang Chu hesitated for a moment, then put his two fingers together and slowly reached into Chen Nusi's vagina. As Zhang Chu moved, Chen Nusi bit Zhang Chu's shoulder tighter, as if something was about to spit out of his throat, and reached out and pressed it on Zhang Chu's hand, exerting force inside. Zhang Chu followed the force Chen Nushi used, and his fingers stirred and rubbed inside. Chen Nushi's bottom gradually opened completely, and he was trying hard to swallow Zhang Chu's fingers...

When Zhang Chu let go of Ms. Chen, he felt that he had a great impulse and desire. He had to let go of Chen Nushi, otherwise he would be unable to control himself and would take the initiative to ask to penetrate Chen Nushi's body. Chen Nian Shi was so flirted with Zhang Chu, she looked a little reluctant to stop. She leaned on Zhang Chu and didn't move for a long time. Finally, she stretched her hand under Zhang Chu and grabbed a few handfuls there, as if she was reluctant to part with it. Then she stood up with Zhang Chu, walked out of the park with Zhang Chu, hugged Zhang Chu again at the door before she went back.

Zhang Chu opened the lock and entered the door, and then turned on the light, but the light did not light up. Looking at the lights in the corridor outside the door, it was on, Zhang Chu thought that the fuse must have been broken again. After he closed the door, he walked into the room, walked to the first room, pushed the door open, and touched the bed. There was no one, so he walked out and entered the second room, but the door was locked and could not be opened. Zhang Chu knocked on the door and called Shi Ming to open the door. I shouted for a long time and there was no movement inside. Zhang Chu thought that Shi Ming must have been angry for no reason and didn't want to open the door, so he stood at the door and said nice things and was careful. After talking for a long time, he still didn't hear any movement in the room. Zhang Chu was a little surprised and thought to himself that Shi Ming might not have come, but why was the door locked? When Zhang Chu thought this way, he suddenly heard some sound in his politeness. He retreated from the door and took a ray of light coming in from the window to see what was in the living room. He vaguely saw something blurry on the sofa, so he walked over and touched it and was startled. It turned out that Shi Ming was lying on the sofa. Zhang Chu was a little angry and said, "You are crazy, you scared me like this." Shi Ming ignored him. He sat down and leaned on Shiming, asking Shiming why I made you angry. Shi Ming shook his body and pushed Zhang Chu from the sofa to the ground without saying a word.

Zhang Chu didn't know why Shi Ming was angry, so he sat on the ground and didn't get up. He said, "Yes, I don't welcome me when I come back, and I still treat me like this. Why did I offend you again?" Someone even brought a basket of bayberry back, wanting to ask you for good. But this was the case. If I had known this, it would have been better to throw it on the road for the dog to eat.

When Shi Ming heard this, she was so angry that she sat up. She pointed at Zhang Chu and said, "Where is your little lover? Why didn't you bring your little lover back and bring your little lover back?" You are too kind, you are leftovers, maybe you will pick all the remaining rotten bayberry and use it to coax me, a slutty woman who has never seen the world and depends on you.

When Zhang Chu heard this, he was shocked, and his heart sank down, a little at a loss. He thought Shi Ming knew about his relationship with Chen Nvshi, so he calmed down for a long time, so he asked Shi Ming, what did you say?

Shi Ming ignored him and just took care of himself being angry. He poured it on the sofa and said, "Don't pretend to be garlic, tell me honestly what you did in the hotel?"

After hearing this, Zhang Chu couldn't help but feel relieved. He knew what joint Shi Ming was angry about. He got up from the ground, leaned against Shi Ming on the sofa, and said to Shi Ming whispered, "Dear, why did you abuse me without asking about your love?" People miss you so much. If you want to quarrel with me, you can argue by yourself. I just want to kiss you, as long as you don't interfere with me. While Zhang Chu said this, he stretched his hand into Shi Ming's arms, touched Shi Ming's breasts, and teased Shi Ming.

Shi Ming stopped Zhang Chu and asked Zhang Chu to honestly explain the situation last night. However, Zhang Chu didn't care how Shi Ming resisted and looked for a bargain on Shi Ming, making Shi Ming unable to stop him. Finally, Shi Ming had to sit up and ask Zhang Chu why she put the phone up and prevented her from making the call.

Zhang Chu then sighed deeply and said, "I want to ask you when I come back, why don't you call me? That must be because I didn't put it down when I called." You don’t think about it. No matter how stupid I am, I can’t do such a stupid thing. This does not mean telling you that I have a situation.

Shi Ming thought about it, and smiled and shouted at Zhang Chu, "I've been angry for a day and a night, just waiting for you to come back to peel you." After Shi Ming said this, she hugged Zhang Chu and started kissing her.

Zhang Chu immediately held Shi Ming in his arms, walked around with his hands on Shi Ming, and said, "You asked for it yourself." Then he took off Shi Ming's clothes one by one, kissed Shi Ming's breasts and abdomen. When it was very urgent, he picked Shi Ming up and walked into the room. Shi Ming suddenly called Zhang Chu and waited, and asked Zhang Chu to push the electric sealer up. Zhang Chu smiled and pinched Shi Ming's thighs, saying, "You are such a little poisonous snake spirit. You are trying to trick me into making bad ideas. I was scared just now." Shi Ming rubbed Zhang Chu's face and said, "Oh, I've made it clear to you. A gentleman has a statement first. If you don't be honest outside, I will beat you to hell." After hearing this, Zhang Chu said, if you want to hit me, just hit me to your heart. Shiming said, I have a few hearts, and I will beat you out. When Zhang Chu heard this, his heart immediately felt warm. He held Shi Ming and walked to the door cut-off, pushed the gate up, and the room suddenly became bright.

After Zhang Chu carried Shi Ming to bed, Shi Ming helped Zhang Chu take off his clothes. When he touched Zhang Chu's hard penis, he flicked his finger at it and said, "Who do you want to be today?" Zhang Chu suddenly laughed and knocked Shi Ming with his hand, saying, "Who do you want to go in today?" Shi Ming also laughed, took Zhang Chu's words, saying, "Today I will stuff you all in and let you die, so I don't have to worry about you becoming bad."

When he went to work the next morning, Zhang Chu felt a little uncomfortable all the way and didn't know how to face Ms. Chen. When he entered the office and passed by Chen Nunshi's office door, Zhang Chu saw Chen Nunshi wiping the table and walked over without saying hello. When Chen heard the footsteps, he turned around and happened to see Zhang Chu. Zhang Chu seemed to be a thief and quickly fled. Zhang Chu entered the office and sat in the chair for a long time without knowing what to do. In the office, Xiao Wang saw Zhang Chu and said hello to Zhang Chu, but Zhang Chu didn't hear it. Later, Xiao Wang walked to Zhang Chu's desk and asked Zhang Chu how he was going to Wuxi. Zhang Chu quickly smiled and told him about Wuxi.

After Zhang Chu made tea for himself, he thought that he should go to Chen Nushi to say hello, so he got up and pretended to go to another office to get things. When he passed by Chen Nushi's office, he saw Chen Nushi and said, "Xiao Chen, have you come back to Suzhou?" Chen Nun Shi said, I came back last night, when did you come back to Wuxi? Zhang Chu said he came back yesterday afternoon. There are two other women in Chen's office, one is Xiao Xu and the other is Xiao Lu, both of whom are not married yet. Among them, Xiao Xu graduated from the Normal Education Department and has some temperament. She is usually a bit speculative with Zhang Chu. Especially when she plays cards with Zhang Chu at noon, whenever she plays tricks on Zhang Chu, she will hit Zhang Chu in the hand or pull Zhang Chu in the nose. Her colleagues often use this to make fun of Zhang Chu.

Zhang Chu walked into Chen Nvsi's office and chatted with Chen Nvsi for a few more words, but he didn't dare to look at Chen Nvsi's eyes, and he felt a little different in his heart. Xiao Xu walked over and asked Zhang Chu where he left in Wuxi. Zhang Chu took the opportunity to joke with Xiao Xu to reduce his anxiety. Zhang Chu said he wouldn't know Wuxi anywhere. If you go next time, I will follow you to run errands and recognize the way. Xiao Xu asked Zhang Chu if he was really willing to run errands? Zhang Chu said that this is a must-have. I have been looking forward to it, but you have to rub my legs at night. Xiao Xu said, think about good things, even if I rub it for you, your lover may have to interrupt it again. Zhang Chu said, how could she know if you don’t tell me your lover? The sky does not know the earth does not know it, only you know it and I know it. Next time we will settle down, don’t forget it? But Xiao Xu suddenly said, "Don't be sure?" I am going to Zhangjiagang on a business trip tomorrow. Will you go? Zhang Chu was a little confused and said, "Go, as long as it is your need, it is mine." After Zhang Chu said this, Ms. Chen took the conversation and said, Xiao Zhang, Xiao Xu really wants to go. She was just saying that she would go with someone and don’t blame him if she agrees. Xiao Xu didn't know what Chen said, "I originally wanted him to accompany me." He was so proactive, so I had to take care of his revolutionary enthusiasm even more."

When Zhang Chu heard this, he knew that he had made things difficult for him. He smiled at Xiao Xu on his face, turned around, looked at Chen Nushi's eyes, and smiled. Chen Nusi looked at the smile on Zhang Chu's face and said sarcastically, Xiao Zhang is quite happy, there is something to play in Zhangjiagang.

Zhang Chu didn't dare to stay any longer and hurried back to his office. Chapter 11

Before getting off work, Chen Ms. Chen told Zhang Chu to leave for a while. Zhang Chu had already made an appointment with Shi Ming to meet in front of Wenxin Hotel at 7 o'clock, preparing to have a meal together, and then go back to watch a movie or something. Zhang Chu will go on a business trip with Xiao Xu tomorrow. Zhangjiagang City is close to Shanghai. It was originally just a small town. It only took a few years to develop. Many large foreign enterprises settled there. In southern Jiangsu, this town has developed exceptionally well and is typical. I'll go to the car in the morning and get back in the afternoon. But with Xiao Xu's personality, she probably didn't want to come back that day. Because Zhang Chu just came back from a business trip and left, he felt a little sorry for Shiming, so he made Shiming feel lonely at home alone at night, so he asked Shiming to have a meal outside to make up for his emotional compensation. But if Shiyun was at home, Zhang Chu would probably not leave. At this point, Zhang Chu did not know that he had some emotional differences with Shiyun and Shiming. Shi Ming didn't know that Zhang Chu was leaving again tomorrow, so when he received a call from Zhang Chu, he joked about Zhang Chu.

It is six o'clock when the office gets off work. Zhang Chu rides a bicycle from his unit to Wenxin Hotel in Xinjiekou, which takes one to twenty minutes. When you get off work at 6 o'clock, people in the unit's office may not be able to leave clearly. Zhang Chu will be more careful because he has this relationship with Chen Nunshi, so he has to go to Chen Nunshi's office at least at 6 o'clock. It took Zhang Chu about five minutes to get off the upstairs and ride a bicycle. In this way, it takes about 40 minutes for Zhang Chu to go to Wenxin Hotel at Xinjiekou. Since Chen asked Zhang Chu to go to her office, it may not end within twenty minutes.所以，當陳女仕這樣約張楚時，讓張楚有些為難。

快臨近下班時，張楚在辦公室里就有些坐不住了。他擔心讓詩茗等久了，詩茗會生氣。同時，他還有些緊張，他心想陳女仕一定會跟他做些事情，他在心情上沒有投入，在陳女仕身上有些放不開。在張楚心中，他認為陳女仕是跟他玩心情，給機關無聊的生活找點刺激。機關里這種暖昧的男女關系不少，大家每天上班，誰都是辦公室門一關，成天無所事事日子長了就有些無聊。兩個人若是能說得來，泡一杯茶，隔一張辦公桌面對面坐著，侃侃心情，說些無奈，逢到看電影舞會有個心情上的伴，出差時再有個照應，工作是別有一番滋味在機關。但張楚對自己還有另一層疑惑，他在機關工作三四年了，跟機關的女孩子沒少談過風花雪月的事，在河邊走卻一直沒有濕過腳，但現在卻這么快就倒在了陳女仕的面前，他有點不明白自己。他想，也許在這里，陳女仕的乳房起了關鍵作用。男人見到女人美麗的乳房，總有點想上去撫摸一下的欲望，張楚也不例外。

張楚在辦公室里這樣等時間，不免有些煩燥，離下班還有一刻鐘，處里有些人開始下班了。張楚實在找不到更好的可以打發自己的事情可做，就拿起電話，給詩蕓打電話。詩蕓接到張楚電話，既高興也有些不安。今天張楚已經打來五次電話了，張楚電話多，說明張楚心里念著她，但也說明張楚有些寂寞，或者身上有些欲念。詩蕓是最明白張楚身上的欲念是什么樣的一個火候，而且必須有方法把火候撲下去。詩蕓在老家，對張楚最不能放心就是這一點。還在她們談戀愛時，她有次跟張楚生氣，眼淚都噙在眼里了，張楚卻還是想要她，她不依，張楚說，你等會兒跟我生氣吧，我現在只想著要你，你說什么我也聽不進去。事后，詩蕓也就把生氣的事忘了。張楚說，你剛才生什么氣的，我現在接受你法辦。詩蕓聽了，嘆一口氣，說，被你這么甜蜜地折磨一下，我都不知道生什么氣了。張楚就笑著說，這下我知道了，下次只要你生氣，我就甜蜜地折磨你一下。這以后，張楚逢到詩蕓跟他有些小生氣，他就在詩蕓身上放手耍鬧，然后再甜蜜地折磨一下詩蕓，詩蕓遇事也就沒有辦法和張楚生氣。張楚只要想要她，在任何時間任何地點任何情況下他都要做成事。

詩蕓想到這里，在電話里就很婉約地給張楚提些醒，叫張楚別忘了賣身契，說張楚你不是自由的人，身子和感情全賣給了我，我已經全收藏在心里了。張楚聽了心里很感動，但張楚越是感動心里就越是有些虛慌。他的虛慌不是由于詩茗，而是由于陳女仕突然撞進他的生活中。詩茗在他身邊，他有些坦然，總認為詩茗是詩蕓的妹妹，他既然愛詩蕓，再愛上詩蕓的妹妹并不錯在哪兒。但他和陳女仕以前只是一般的同事關系，現在卻一下子上升到這種地步，張楚覺得自己有些荒謬。所以，他聽了詩蕓這么說，也就想給詩蕓一些感動，以加強自己在詩蕓心目中的地位，從而克服一些因荒謬而帶來的心理上的不安。他對詩蕓說，過些日子，我去青島看你。詩蕓就笑著問，是不是想我？張楚就盡量地把想的份量加大，然后再傳達給詩蕓，說，我晚上想你睡不著，你知道干什么？詩蕓問，干什么？張楚就說，翻你的照片看，看看就對著照片上的你親一下。詩蕓聽了，心里暖暖的，告訴張楚，說她母親正在辦理提前退休手續，準備回家給她帶小孩。她母親不放心她帶，更不放心張楚帶，說張楚只知道陪老婆玩。最后，詩蕓問張楚，你知道我母親還說你什么的？張楚說，我怎么知道？你母親反正不會說我好話。詩蕓說，這次說你更慘。張楚趕緊問，說什么的，快告訴我。詩蕓說，說你跟寶寶搶奶吃，看上去倒象是寶寶的哥哥了，哪象是做父親的？張楚聽了，笑著對詩蕓說，怎么沒說我是寶寶的弟弟的？詩蕓一聽，就在電話里笑開了，說，你好沒羞，我把你說的話告訴媽媽，看她怎么再說你。快掛斷時，張楚跟詩蕓在電話里又說了幾句親熱的話，詩蕓又囑咐張楚一句，說，想著你老婆，不好好的回家就不疼你。

張楚掛了電話，又磨了一會兒時間，看看終于到了六點一刻。他就把辦公室門開下來，在走廊里看一眼，見沒人，鎖上辦公室的門，走到陳女仕的辦公室門前，緊張得也不敢敲門，自己擰把手開門。擰了兩下，擰不動，門鎖著，張楚剛要敲門，門卻開下來了，陳女仕站在里面，張楚趕緊走進去，陳女仕隨即把門關上，再反鎖上門。

張楚進來后顯得很慌張，他把手放在陳女仕的胸口上按一下，摸摸陳女仕的心口是不是和他一樣亂跳。然后，他走到陳女仕辦公椅子上坐下來，眼睛看在桌子上，定定心。陳女仕看到張楚坐在那里有些不安，就走過去，蹲下身子，擁住張楚，嘴就在張楚的耳邊上，很輕聲地說，你好象有點怕我。張楚聽到陳女仕說這話，轉過臉來看了一眼陳女仕的眼睛，然后把臉靠在陳女仕的頭發上輕輕地摩兩下，擁著陳女仕不動。陳女仕就把手放在張楚的另一面臉上撫摸幾下，然后坐在張楚的兩腿上，抱著張楚吻他。

陳女仕吻張楚的時候，張楚感到耳根有些發燙，象是對陳女仕的吻還不習慣的緣故。他把手放到陳女仕的嘴唇上，看著陳女仕的眼睛，然后，用手指在陳女仕的臉頰上抹抹揉揉，陳女仕就把手伸進張楚的胸前，撫摸張楚。張楚就伏在陳女仕的肩上，任陳女仕在他身上放肆。過了一會兒，陳女仕站起來，叫張楚起來，她自己先坐在椅子上，讓張楚坐在她的兩腿上，擠夾住張楚。張楚坐好后，陳女仕就把手伸進張楚的褲子里，撫弄張楚的陽具，并且問張楚，舒服嗎？張楚沒有回答，心口跳得比剛才還要厲害。陳女仕撫弄張楚的時候，她的身體漸漸地就有些亢奮起來，把張楚往懷里摟得更緊。陳女仕越是這樣，張楚就越緊張，坐在陳女仕身上一點也不敢動作，心里總想著會不會來人，耳朵也注意聽外面的聲音。陳女仕意識到張楚有些緊張，還有些不配合，就對張楚說，別想著我怎么壞，你如果對我好的話，以后我會告訴你。張楚趕緊辯解說，我不是這個意思，你約我之前，我已經跟一個同學約了時間，他七點鐘在家里等我，然后我們一起去另一個同學家里。陳女仕就說，知道你忙，愛人不在家就在外面野，我哪兒不好？張楚就笑笑，說，是真的，不騙你。陳女仕說，我知道你不騙我，但我從你的眼睛里，看到你對我沒有心。張楚聽了陳女仕這話，趕緊用一只手摟住陳女仕的脖子，另一只手伸進陳女仕的胸里，掏住陳女仕的奶子玩捏，說，我從來沒有對我愛人不忠實過，心里有些害怕。陳女仕就說，讓你占了便宜，還賣乖，明天去張家港，別誑人家小許，人家還沒結婚，我聽說你們住單身宿舍時就很要好，辦公室同事之間好的人不少，但有心意的不多，多是為了陪無聊。你比剛來時也變了不少，別跟人學壞，聽說你愛人很不錯，在單位工作也很出色，對你也是全到了心，處里有些人背后常談你，都說你跟不少女孩打過床上交道，哪知我跟你接觸了，才知道你是花在外表上，根子卻是不敢花，大概從農村上來的人都這樣，有些小心。張楚聽了陳女仕的這一席話，心里有些羞慚，手在陳女仕的乳房上用勁捏一把，說，你還這么來摸我底，我還以為你只是想給自己一份愉快的。陳女仕說，不了解你我就把自己送給你了，我就這么便宜自己。我本來不對你說這些的，但看你一天，你在躲我，就對你說了。你以后想要我的話，就告訴我，我把心就放在你身上了。

陳女仕這樣說，讓張楚心里有些糾纏，陳女仕說需要他，能滿足他作為男人驕傲的需要，另一方面，陳女仕既然和他接觸了，上了床，他心底就有一層占有的欲望，在潛意識里要把她籠在身邊。沒有一個男人會嫌女人多，只是迫不得已愛上一個女人而丟下另一個女人。張楚為詩蕓堅守的那層心理防線，既然在詩茗來到他身邊時已經破了，他與陳女仕在一起心理歷程就變得簡單得多，幾乎不需要說服什么，就已經全部接受下來了。有些事情對有些男人，不存在不會發生，而是它在什么時候將發生。

但詩蕓、詩茗在張楚心中，是一份實實在在貼在心頭的愛，想念，渴望，憐愛，給予，愉快或者痛苦，一切的情感，他都在她們身上上演過了。而他對陳女仕卻沒有這份感情。男人喜歡眠花宿柳，有許多是緣于原始趣味在里面。陳女仕在一定的程度上，補償了張楚的這份心理要求。

所以，張楚的心在糾纏里就難以理得順。他這刻心思已到了詩茗那里，話語或者身體也就難以給陳女仕更進一步的付出。陳女仕看到張楚還是不能放松自己，就說，別念著去見同學，等會兒讓你走。然后，抓住張楚的陽具，問張楚，要不要親親我？

張楚聽了陳女仕的這句話，身子一下子就有些發軟。他拒絕？可他的陽具在陳女仕的手心里蠢蠢欲動。 Come in?他現在在心理上仍然有對不住詩蕓詩茗的感覺，尤其現在對不住詩茗。此外，他與詩蕓詩茗做愛與陳女仕不一樣，張楚跟詩蕓詩茗做愛，陽具插進她們身體后，張楚就開始跟她們就斗起了性樂趣，說黃話，激她們的性致，讓她們的身體更加勃發起來，然后野蠻一番，彼此都獲得愉快，躺下來后，依然是情綿綿，性溫溫，歡娛不盡。而他跟陳女仕做愛，幾次都是簡單地直來直去，沒有添加任何性游戲輔料，一個勁下到底，然后完事，性趣也結束。所以，陳女仕問張楚這話，張楚沒有作答。但陳女仕以為張楚不回答就是要她，就把張楚拉起來，從裙子下面脫掉褲衩，然后讓張楚先坐下來，她再坐到張楚身上，從張楚的褲子里掏出陽具，一拔，就插入到她的身體里。

張楚的陽具一插入陳女仕的身體里，陳女仕的狀態似乎就有些失控了，嘴咬著張楚的肩，身子在張楚的身上跳蕩。陳女仕在跳蕩的時候，張楚抱住陳女仕的肩，眼睛看著窗外，兩耳仍然注意聽門外的聲音，由著陳女仕自己動作。當陳女仕跳蕩越來越劇烈的時候，張楚突然聽到走廊里有腳步聲，張楚立即死死地按住陳女仕的身體，不讓陳女仕動，然后，兩人一起屏住氣息聽。腳步聲開始停在某個辦公室門前，然后是開門，進去。過了很長時間后，腳步聲又開始響起來，關門，然而腳步向樓梯口方向走去，再下樓梯，直至消失。張楚這才松了一口氣，手伸在陳女仕的奶子上用勁捏了一把，象是給自己定定神。而他的陽具，不知什么時候從陳女仕的陰道里滑了出來，軟軟地掛在陳女仕的陰部旁邊，象是受了委屈在氣著。陳女仕抓住它在手心里揉揉，張楚抱住陳女仕的腰，臉貼在陳女仕的胸脯上，實實地陷在了陳女仕的兩個奶子中間，象是在享受某種溫心。但仍然不主動向陳女仕發起攻擊。陳女仕有些無奈，心想張楚可能念著要走，但陳女仕心里有些不解張楚，再好的同學友誼，難道還會超過性帶來的吸引力大？陳女仕在心里只好這樣認為，張楚可能還沒有在心中完全接受她。

過了一會兒，張楚終于從陳女仕的胸脯里抬起了頭，告訴陳女仕，已經七點了，他必須走了。陳女仕心意難禁，手在張楚身體上象是撈最后一把似的，到處用勁抓摸一下，尤其在張楚的陽具睪丸上，揉了又抓，抓了又揉，反復了許多次，然后站起來，把張楚拉起來，用勁抱一下張楚，就在張楚的耳邊上，說，我把心就放在你身上了，我要你慢慢來接受我。

陳女仕放開張楚后，讓張楚先走，她過一會兒再走。

張楚趕到溫心飯店時，已經七點半鐘了，詩茗見到他，就問他為何來這么晚。張楚見到詩茗，心就完全從陳女仕身邊撤過來了。他對詩茗說，等一會兒再告訴你。說完就拉住詩茗的手往飯店里走，詩茗卻執拗起來，不肯走，說，你不告訴不進去。張楚就在飯店門口，擁抱住詩茗，說，一邊吃飯，一邊告訴你，難道還不行嗎？詩茗被張楚這么一擁抱，心里就有些陶醉。女人的感動本來就很容易，更何況張楚在詩茗跟前總是那種火蹦火跳的情感，詩茗哪舍得糟蹋它。她聽了張楚的這句話，就假裝先妥協一下，拉住張楚的手一塊進去，坐好后，張楚就點了幾個全是詩茗喜歡吃的菜，詩茗心里溢滿了花情水意。詩茗等服務員走后，把兩手環繞在張楚脖子上，說，快坦白交代，為什么要讓我等這么久？

張楚見詩茗這般嬌媚，心里早醉成一片暖風熱霧，學著詩茗的語氣，委婉著聲，說，我也急著要快點趕來，可我有點資料還沒準備好，只好拖一會兒時間了，委屈小姐了。人家明天又要出差了，心里想想好傷心，丟下一個可憐的人兒誰陪她，就約她出來吧，這下倒好，遲到了，讓她生氣了，好心沒做成好事，罰吧，要罰就罰吻我，罰得越多越好，我絕不討饒。

張楚說到這里，詩茗哪還有性情生氣，頭擱到張楚的胸前，手伸在張楚的臉上這也揉揉，那也摸摸，真是千般裊娜，萬般旖旎，軟玉溫香，情濃意蜜。要不是在飯店，張楚早把詩茗抱在懷里親個夠。鄰桌的人把眼看過來，羨慕得眼睛都有些發熱。張楚見服務員往這邊送菜來了，就推推詩茗，讓詩茗起來。詩茗起來后，拿手在張楚的臉上輕拍一下，意思是說你不該推我起來。張楚在詩茗的手膀上揉一下，然后給詩茗的杯子里斟滿葡萄酒，叫詩茗吃菜。

兩人在飯店一直坐到十點多鐘才出來，張楚說看電影，詩茗卻沒有心思看電影，只想回去跟張楚親熱一番。張楚就依了詩茗，騎上自行車， 帶上詩茗，一路沖著趕回家。到了家里，詩茗一懷香風，張楚性情，水歡魚躍，自是三更夜短，愛語話長。

第二天，張楚、小許和司機，一行三人去張家港。張楚走時，陳女仕還沒有來上班，張楚上車后，心里竟有些懨懨的感覺。

Chapter 12

小許是本南京市人，她比張楚晚一年進機關，機關里有她的宿舍，她很少住，下班通常都是回家，逢到星期五星期六晚上倒是時常住過來，她說這兩個晚上單身宿舍有些意思，男單身女單身湊到一起，吹牛說故事打情罵俏玩真的玩假的都有。張楚下班，如果不去詩蕓那里，也大都是往女單身宿舍里扎。因他和小許是一個處的，碰到小許在時，就扎在小許宿舍里，和小許討些嘴上愉快。有段時間，小許對張楚動了心情，對張楚細致起來，后來發覺，張楚只是個性情中人，蝶夢縈懷，樹影橫流，心里卻是雨一片，云一卷，一片藍天全撐在他女朋友詩蕓的頭頂上，也就棄了這份心思，跟張楚做起了知心朋友，張楚跟她就無所不談。有次他們在閑談時，小許因張楚對音樂藝術理解較深，就說張楚一定很崇尚崇高的東西。張楚說小許說錯了，他告訴小許，他從小就不崇尚崇高的東西，他六歲上一年級時，在一張紙寫了許多大人物的名字，然后把那張紙丟在地上，對著它撒尿。小許反駁說，那些大人物不代表崇高。張楚說，在我六歲時，那些人名字不僅代表崇高，而且還代表偉大。小許聽了，有些默然，就要張楚說說他做過的最卑鄙的事情。張楚說，這很難說，因為各人對卑鄙的理解有些差別。比如，我在上高中的時候，有次村上一個女生的母親，拿來她女兒的衣服要我明天帶給她。晚上，我有點窺探心理，想看看包里是些什么衣服，就打開來，結果發現里面是三件不一般的衣服，一件胸罩，一條三角短褲和一件內上衣。這三件衣服讓我很難入睡，開始，我把它們揣在懷里，手摸摸，再聞聞，后來全塞到我的兩腿間，夾住它們睡覺，頭腦里也跟著全是性幻想。但我幻想的時候心里很糟糕，因為那個女生并不漂亮，我想她一定是想勾引我，我這樣想就有點氣憤。我起來，一只手拎住那幾件衣服，對著它們撒了一泡尿。第二天，我就這樣把那幾件衣服交到那個女生手里。小許聽到這里，說這個并不是最卑鄙的事情，男孩子見到這幾件衣服，可能都會做些事情來。張楚說，問題是，不是所有的男孩都會對它撒尿，尤其是，我把那幾件撒了尿的衣服帶給那個女生后，我沒有感到羞愧，相反，連續幾天我都很興奮，我一想到她穿上我撒過尿的衣服，心里面就很激動。小許聽到這里，心里面覺得自己跟張楚有些方面很貼近，只是不象張楚，敢于揭開自己內心的東西。

這以后，小許和張楚兩人在宿舍里時，就經常關上門，熄了燈，背靠著墻一起坐在床上，在黑暗中談各自內心灰色的東西和漂浮在心靈中捉摸不住的原素。他們關上門，熄了燈，是想回避其它人來打擾。有時，小許這樣坐久了，就把身子斜過來，頭依在張楚的肩旁上說話，張楚就靜靜地握住小許的一只手，不去打擾她這個姿勢，講一些非常遙遠的不現實的東西，一些撫摸在心中有痛感的東西。偶爾，彼此也會開些玩笑。有次，小許對張楚說，這時候你女朋友要是來，肯定要讓我吃不消，你也跑不動。張楚說，我女朋友如果不要我，我就要你。小許說，你講這話，不怕我設計把你和女朋友折開來。張楚就笑著說，我就是激你的，只怕你是有謀心沒有謀膽。小許就笑張楚，說，你以為你香得很，誰希罕你，除了你女朋友希罕你，沒人會要你。張楚就往小許身上擠靠，問小許，要不要？小許就讓著張楚，說，你正經一點，好不好？張楚還是一個勁地往小許身上擠靠，問小許要不要。小許被擠急了，說，有膽量你今晚不走是本事，別假模假樣的。張楚就嘻笑著說，天啦，這好事我都想了一百年了，今晚我就睡在這床上。

后來，張楚結婚了，他的單身宿舍被單位收了回去。張楚和小許就常在辦公室里說些話，彼此也常開些玩笑。有時下班了，兩人還在辦公室里坐一會兒，同事之間有些議論，他們也不當回事。機關工作出差多，兩人常一起出差。

張楚上車子時，小許已經坐在車子里了，坐在后排。張楚叫小許坐到前面駕駛室來，陪王師傅聊聊，讓他坐到后面去。小許說，我跟王師傅不會聊，你們聊，我聽。張楚說，王師傅跟我有啥聊勁的，跟小姐聊才有勁。小許就沖張楚，說，你少油嘴。

開車的司機，是個插隊回城的老知青，姓王，五十多歲，沉默寡言，在單位開了十幾年的車了，人前人后從不宣揚別人什么，是個好人，逢出車，大家都喜歡他開車。他見張楚不上車，就對張楚說，要不你也坐在后面，陪許小姐。張楚笑著說，小姐哪能陪，陪了會出盆子，我還是坐在前面，心里穩實些。說著，就跨進去坐在前面。小許聽張楚說這話，用手在張楚的頭上敲了兩下。

車子出了南京不久，就上了滬寧高速公路，然后拐上國道，向常州方向開。常州這一段路，有些奇特，三步一棚，五步一屋，交警全躲在屋里面，密切注視來往的車輛有沒有壓到馬路中間的黃線上，一經發現有車子壓線了，騎上摩托車，追上去，攔下來罰款。本省開車的司機，大部分司機人都知道這段路上有埋伏，上去很小心，車輪子從不敢壓到馬路中間線上。但外地人不知道，上了這條路，是必被攔下來罰款，有了司機走完這段路，被罰五六次的都有。

他們車子開上了這段路，小許說，我今天來數數瞧，看我們走下來，有多少車子被攔下來罰款。小許數了幾輛車子后，不知從哪里來的念頭，叫王師傅壓線，看交警會不會攔他們的車。王師傅說，哪有不攔的，何必給自己找麻煩。小許還是請求王師傅壓一下線，說要看看交警眼睛有多亮。

王師傅就聽了小許的話，在離一個草棚子較遠的地方，看看迎面沒有車子過來，方向盤歪了一下，車輪子就壓到了馬路中間的黃線上，然后迅速擺正方向盤，離開黃線。小許見車子壓到黃線上了，有點象好孩子偷做了壞事一樣的興奮，坐在后面“咯咯”的笑。王師傅說別笑了，前面警察出來了。車子快到了警察面前，警察示意停下，小許在坐位上笑得直打滾。警察叫王師傅下車，王師傅掏出證件，警察一看，放手，讓過去。小許說，太好玩了。張楚說，看來，你是偷做壞事還沒做夠。

上午十點多鐘，車子就開到了張家港。他們到旅館先歇下來，然后給市機關打去電話。機關來人，小許和張楚就被機關人接待走，王師傅留在旅館里，等中午吃飯。小許和張楚跟來人去機關，會領導，喝喝茶，互相介紹一下工作，然后吃飯。吃完飯，小許、張楚和王師傅回旅館，機關里來幾個人中午陪打牌，王師傅自己休息。王師傅去休息時，小許說，王師傅，晚上找人陪你打牌。

下午上班后，小許和張楚再去機關，接著談了一會兒工作，四點鐘時，一切結束。因為離下班還有一段時間，小許和張楚就先回旅館。他們住的地方在城邊上，張楚說回旅館不如去田邊走走，呼吸一下新鮮空氣，小許說也是，就一起向城外走去。此時，南方的水稻已長得很高了，有的早稻都結穗了，田里一片蔥綠。他們走了一會兒，就上了一條大路，路兩邊是畢直的水杉，一眼望不到頭。前面還有一個小亭子，小亭子旁邊長了許多花草，環境很不錯。他們就走過去坐下來。眼前，是一望無際的稻田，在太陽的照耀下，稻田里有裊裊的熱氣往上蒸騰，遠外，有些房屋散落在田里，被綠色包圍著，一派江南田園山水畫。

張楚坐在那里，望著眼前的稻田，很長時間都沉默著，沒有講話。小許見張楚不講話，就問張楚在想什么？張楚說，你想聽？小許說，想聽。張楚說，我說了你別嚇著，然后頓了一下，繼續說，我在想強奸。小許聽了一怔，想問卻不知道該問張楚什么，張楚說，我常常在靜心的時候，就在心里想去強奸一個人，如果這時確巧有個女人坐在旁邊，我就會想到去強奸她，不管這個女人的年齡美丑如何，那個強奸總象有許多剌激在引誘我，我剛才就在心里想著怎樣去強奸你，我把整個事件都想到底了。你看，我們前面有一條小路，它一直向稻田中間伸過去，通到很遠，但在遠外我們看不到路了，被稻子掩住了。在這條路的很遠處，那里的霧氣很濃，有許多路跟它連著，都掩稻子下面。我突然站起來，抓住你的手，拉住你從這條田埂上一直向前面的水霧里沖過去，然后在一個田埂上，把你按在地上，稻子在我們身邊翻滾著綠色的波，我們在下面沒有人能夠看見，你試圖反抗，但無法推開我，后來，你就放棄了反抗，我就在那條田埂上，把你強奸了。想到這里，很過癮，跟真的做了一次愛似的。

張楚說到這里，轉過頭來對小許笑了笑。小許此時已笑得腰都彎了下來。張楚叫小許別笑，說，我是真這樣想的，不是逗你。小許還是笑。張楚說，看你笑的，我沒有逗你。小許止住笑，說，就算是真的，那么，你怎么知道我不會反抗下去？你幻想強奸每一個人，別人都不再反抗下去了？張楚說，我從很早的時候就有這種強奸意識，潛藏在身體里時時想跳出來。我相信每個男人都有這種意識，有的人付諸行動了，有的人一生都沒有。強奸并不是源于人的一時沖動，它其實是人還沒有完全退化的原始本能，是真正的具有暴發力的最輝煌的生命能量。女孩子同樣也具有被強奸的意識，從她們性成熟覺醒起，她們一直這樣幻想，也一直在等待有一天被人強奸了。一個女人如果被自己喜歡的人強奸過一次，其實是很幸運的，否則她們就會一直這樣幻想下去，這種幻想有時會讓她們很難受。她們幻想的被強奸過程，開始的時候，她們總是要反抗，然后想象那個人有很大的力氣，把她完全征服了，她就不再反抗了。這種被強暴被征服的愿望，也同樣來自最初的生命本能。男人如果依照這種模式去強奸女人，多半都會獲得成功。 但有些女人會一直反抗下去，這是源于社會或者家庭的壓力，并不是出于她們本來的愿望。小許聽到這里，接過話，問張楚，就算你說對了，那么你怎么能肯定我不會反抗下去？ Yes.張楚說，女人幻想被強奸的場合，總是在一個秘密的地方，沒有人知道。她在那個地方時，然后就有個男人出現了。這個場合里沒有其它人，她幻想時預先設置了一個不反抗下去的場合。而男人幻想的場合，是由男人帶到某于地方去。所以，我就幻想拉著你一直向田野深處跑去，在那里強奸了你。張楚說到這里，停住了話。小許等了一會兒，見張楚沒有再說下去，把眼看著張楚，問，你知道我剛才在想什么？張楚頭也沒轉，眼睛看著前面的一片田野，說，你剛才在幻想我怎樣突然抱住你，然后強奸了你。小許說，你胡說。小許講這話的時候，聲音顯得有些軟弱。張楚說，你幻想的是我帶你走上了這條田埂小路，象散步一樣，在路上我和你說點什么，這條路一定通到很遠，我們在上面也走了很遠，一直走到四周看不見人，突然，我轉過身來，強行抱住你，吻你。你奮力推開我，然后甩了我一個耳光，我繼續撲上來，把你按倒在田埂上，綠色的稻浪在你身邊滾，陽光在風的挾帶下把你的衣服全撩開來了，你在我身下只掙扎了幾下，就不再反抗了。張楚說到這里，小許突然站起來，拿起手上的一本雜志，“啪”地一聲打在張楚的頭上，然后轉過身，就往回走，張楚趕緊站起來，自己笑一笑，跟在小許后面，一起回去。

晚上，機關里又是一堆人陪過來喝酒吃飯，吃完飯，又留下幾個人，陪他們打牌。因為打牌是在張楚的房間里打，打牌前，張楚想給詩蕓詩茗打個電話，就去小許的房里，把小許推出去，關上門，給詩蕓詩茗各打了一個電話。電話還沒打完，小許就在外面喊門，說大家就等你打牌了，叫張楚快出來。張楚只得急急地給詩茗說了最后兩句好話，然后掛了電話開門。小許進來后，問張楚打什么電話要打這么長時間，張楚說是給愛人打的。小許說，老情老愛的了，還要打這么長時間，噯，不會還有情人吧。張楚說，有你第一個知道。小許立即說， 你少來，還這么誑我。張楚說，我怎么誑你了？是真心話。小許說，得了吧。然后就上來，用玩笑的口吻小著聲問張楚，你今晚不會強奸我吧？張楚笑著說，我想強奸你，可在旅館里你沒有反抗的余地，所以還是強奸不成。小許拿起桌上的一本書，“啪”的一聲打在張楚的胸脯上，說，打牌去，不跟你誑說。

牌一直打到十二點鐘才散去，機關里人告辭回家，他們各自回房間，洗洗準備睡覺，都差不多一點鐘了。張楚臨睡前，有些躊躇，就走到小許的房間里，問小許，明天早晨要不要我叫你？小許說，你別在半夜里叫我就行。張楚就說，如果半夜里叫你呢？小許聽張楚講這話，象是有些生氣了，說，你現在是不是覺得不會有人能纏住你了，誰想上來玩誰自認倒霉，是不是這個味？張楚聽了，趕緊說，算了，我去睡了。小許象是有些恨勁上來了，氣著聲說，你滾。張楚聽小許講這話，也氣了，回過身來一把抱住小許，強吻她。小許避過臉，用手在張楚的肚皮上很揪了一把，然后把張楚往開推。張楚見小許推他，就放開她，說，我走了，等王師傅房間里熄了燈，我過來陪你坐一會兒，好久沒在你身邊坐了。小許聽張楚說這話，也不想再生氣了，就說，自己把鑰匙拿走，沒人給你開門。

張楚回房間后，很快就熄燈，躺下來休息。他躺下來后，陳女仕卻突然走進他的心里，他睜著眼睛看著房頂，在黑暗里象是看到陳女仕就在眼前，豐滿的乳房，性感的大腿，以及撫摸他時那些美妙的感覺，他想到這些時，心里面就有些玫瑰色彩一樣的沖動，渴望被陳女仕擁抱在懷里，撫摸他，侵犯他。他想，回去后，他要在陳女仕的懷里撒一次歡。

張楚就這樣入神地想著，等到他想到還要去小許的房間里時，趕緊起來，看看時間，竟二點多鐘了。他輕手輕腳地開門出去，關上門，然后開下小許房間的門，進去，再關上門。他輕輕地走到床邊上坐下來，借著微弱的光看看小許，小許的臉扭向床里面，已睡著了。

張楚就靜靜地在小許的床邊上坐著，一直坐了有半個多小時，見小許還是睡著，就不聲不響地站起來，把鑰匙丟在小許的枕頭邊，走到門口，輕輕地開門出去，再輕輕地關上門，然后進自己的房間，躺到床上睡覺。但他的眼睛卻一直看著房頂，象是在等候天亮……

Chapter 13

六月份很快就過去了，七月份是南京最熱的天氣。張楚每天下班，在路上買個西瓜，回來往冰箱里一放，然后等詩茗回來吃冰涼西瓜。

這天晚上，張楚躺在詩茗的懷里，告訴詩茗說過兩天回青島看詩蕓小孩去。詩茗一聽這話就坐起來，一臉又是氣又沒辦法的樣子，問張楚回去還做什么。張楚說什么也不做。詩茗卻“嗯嗯”地在張楚耳邊上“嗯”了半天，然后小著聲問張楚，回去跟不跟姐姐睡覺？張楚說，你說呢。詩茗拿手就打張楚，說，你自己說。張楚說，這干嘛要說。詩茗有些急了，揪住張楚的耳朵，說，不行，你聽著。張楚笑著說，你說給你姐姐聽。詩茗氣得往旁邊一滾，不理張楚。張楚被詩茗一折騰，身上有點嫌熱，把空調冷風加大。詩茗卻爬起來，氣呼呼地把空調關掉。張楚笑著說，你這何苦呢，關掉你也熱。詩茗氣得沒法，把空調打開，臉轉過來對著張楚，好著聲問張楚，你打算在家呆幾天？張楚說一個星期。詩茗就接著問，你準備跟姐姐睡幾次？張楚笑著說，你問這話羞不羞？詩茗氣得坐起來，用兩手把耳朵堵上，大聲抗議說，我不要！ I don't want it!

張楚見詩茗這樣，就把詩茗攬進懷里，想親親她。詩茗卻掙脫張楚的懷抱，說，你別碰我。張楚往床上一躺，假裝生氣，說，不碰就不碰，反正我過兩天回青島了。詩茗一聽這話，爬過來就捶張楚，張楚讓著，詩茗覺得不解恨，伸過手來抓住張楚的睪丸，說，你給我說清楚，要不我就把它捏破了。張楚當即躺在那里笑得氣直喘。詩茗見張楚還這樣，又拿不出好的方法治張楚，就對張楚說，你別笑，我自己告訴姐姐，讓你沒日子過。張楚聽了這話，就從床上爬起來，假裝生氣，說，那好吧，我今天就睡到那個房間里去，從現在起，咱們井水不犯河水，你走你的陽關道，我過我的獨木橋，這好了吧。詩茗見張楚要走，以為張楚是真生氣了，也起來，穿衣服，說，我也走，我干嘛在這里，我賤得很了。張楚見詩茗穿衣服，趕緊回來，從后面抱住詩茗，手按在詩茗的乳房上，嘻笑著說，走可以，把奶子留下來。詩茗拿手掐張楚的手，說，你要的是奶子，你不要我人。張楚就在詩茗的耳邊上，笑著說，'白生生的奶子手心里抓，苗條條的身子心窩上貼'。詩茗聽了，心里有些甜蜜，但仍然拿手打張楚的嘴，張楚用力把詩茗抱到床上，按在身下，詩茗在張楚的身下手也舞腳也蹬，嘴上嚷嚷的，卻又不知道要說什么。自己鬧了一會兒，突然摟住張楚，說，我也回去，你跟姐姐睡一次，就要跟我也睡一次，把你累死了。張楚聽了，在詩茗的懷里笑成一團。

詩茗見張楚還在笑，自己是鬧也不是，氣也不是，就斗著勁，對張楚說，我現在就要。說著就叉開兩腿把張楚的身子全迎進自己的身體里，張楚聽了，吻一吻詩茗，說，這還差不多。然后替詩茗把衣服脫掉，自己也脫掉，手在詩茗那里揉幾下，就插進詩茗的身體里。詩茗雙手勾住張楚的臀部，讓張楚在自己的身體上貼得更緊些，但仍然用挑釁的口吻問張楚，是我的好，還是姐姐的好？張楚說，你別逗我笑，我現在只想你把我吃掉。

詩茗在張楚身下極力扭動著身子，雙手在張楚的脖子胸前溫柔地撫摸著，柔軟的腹部吸在張楚的腹部上，讓張楚在每一次起伏里都有種深陷溫柔快樂的感覺。漸漸地，詩茗身體內的熱燙如潮涌向一個方向滾開來了，細細絲絲的跳動象魂靈在跳舞一般，然后升騰到一個瑰麗的空中，整個身體就象被抓到了那個空中一樣，在等待一個急速的升騰或者墜落……張楚這個時候，人就象是掉進一張剛起來的魚網里，無數的魚在他的身體周圍跳躍著，那些魚是滾熱的魚，每條魚都跳進了他的身體里，在他的血液里潛游……突然，詩茗“哦”了一聲，一陣強烈的痙攣把她送進了一個極度快樂的世界里，她的身體在一個沸騰的水里化成了一團霧，融化、升騰，升騰、融化……窗外，夏日的燥熱從樓房的墻面上、地面上往上蒸騰著氣浪，室里，最灼熱的生命之浪席卷著風暴在沖擊著一切。伴隨著詩茗陰道那陣強烈的痙攣，張楚一下子就象整個魂靈被無數溫柔快樂的小手托住了，握在了它們的掌心里，抽走了他的靈魂，他幾乎是在要暈厥的一剎那間，陽具在詩茗的體內爆炸開了，接著是一陣極度的暢心消魂的欲仙俗死的快樂，人也是全酥癱在詩茗的懷里……

張楚癱在詩茗懷里后，詩茗拿過遙空器把空調關掉，把張楚摟住，手伸在張楚的頭發里慢慢地梳理著。張楚的頭埋在詩茗的胸脯上，臉貼在詩茗的乳房上，身心還沈醉在剛才那一陣驚心消魂中不愿醒來。過了很長時間，張楚才抬起頭，吻一吻詩茗，說，又象死了一回。詩茗把臉靠在張楚的臉上，說，那個時候，真想和你一塊死去，再也不要醒來。

躺了一會兒，張楚說口干，詩茗就去冰箱里拿來兩聽檸檬飲料，先開了一聽給張楚，然后自己再開另一聽喝。張楚一口氣把飲料全喝下去，然后下床，找ＣＤ片。詩茗問張楚找哪張唱片，張楚說，找那張英文經典歌唱，'Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ Ｉ Ｌｏｖｅ Ｙｏｕ'。詩茗聽了，立即跳下床，裸著身子投進張楚的懷里。張楚摟住詩茗，吻著詩茗的耳垂，說，我要用世上最強烈的顫音，告訴你我最想對你說的話，Ｉ Ｌｏｖｅ Ｙｏｕ。

他們躺在床上，在旋風一般的'Ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ Ｉ Ｌｏｖｅ Ｙｏｕ'的強音震撼下，再一次緊緊地擁抱在一起。張楚再一次插入詩茗的身體里，在詩茗的身體里感受來自詩茗身心最深處的溫柔與憐愛。當那支愛樂從他們的心靈上滾過去時，他們仿佛又經歷了一次最顫心的歡悅。

快近午夜時，他們才平靜下來。這一刻，詩茗躺在張楚的懷里，聽著張楚的心跳，心里面突然涌升出一股慚愧，象是詩蕓正站在她的面前，看著她，在審視她的裸體，查看張楚在她身上留下的印記，并且在呵斥她。但很快，她就從羞愧的邊緣上跳過去了，她想她是愛張楚的，張楚也愛她，張楚并沒有因愛她而對她姐姐減了一點愛，她航行在張楚的那片愛的海洋中，是在她姐姐航行不到的一個角落里，她沒有從她姐姐懷里奪得一點什么。她想到這里，手在張楚的臉上撫摸一下，然后對張楚說，說一點你跟姐姐的事，我想聽。

詩茗這樣一問，讓張楚立即想念起詩蕓來，并且思念的情緒在心里很快就漾得滿滿的。張楚把手在詩茗身上繞來繞去，象是在尋找詩蕓似的，最后落在詩茗的乳房上，問詩茗想聽什么，詩茗說有趣的，張楚問什么叫有趣的，詩茗說你認為好玩的，張楚問，我說了你不生氣？詩茗說，不生氣，張楚就說，說個有趣的，會讓你終身難忘。

詩茗聽到這里，抱住張楚，笑著說，你也給我寫，我要你看到句號，全是寫給我的詩。

張楚第二天上班，就向處長請假，準備星期五上路，回青島。處長是個五十開外的人，為人很謙和，他聽了張楚的話，說，這么熱的天回去，路上不好受。張楚說，老婆小孩重要，不回去要挨罵的。處長問張楚回去多少天，張楚說回去一個星期。處長說，現在又沒有差事要去北京，要不，我手上有兩份文件，你去北京一趟，送到部里去。

機關工作，私差往往都轉化為公差，這不單是來回的路費，還有每天的伙食補助，住宿補貼等，做領導的樂意為手下的職工謀這份利益，這樣做領導就有廣泛的群眾基礎，領導為自己辦事時也就心安些。所以，張楚聽到處長講這話時，知道處長的心意，而且必須領了，就立即說聲謝謝領導，然后回辦公室，給詩蕓打去電話，告訴她哪天回去。詩蕓聽到張楚要回來，心里很高興，對張楚說，回來吻你一百下。張楚說，就一百下，太少了。詩蕓問張楚，那你要多少下？張楚說，就要一個。詩蕓一聽，知道張楚肯定會有什么說法，故意吃驚，對著電話“啊”一聲，張楚趕緊說，我就要你一個一心一意一生一世一愛永遠的吻，給不給？詩蕓立即在電話里笑開來了，說，早給你了，是不是你弄丟了，再來跟我要？張楚說，要丟也丟到心里了，撈不到了，你到我心里撈上來吧，還給我。詩蕓立即說，好，我等你回來到你心里去撈出來。張楚放下電話，轉過身，發現小許站在身后，不免有些尷尬。小許見張楚轉過身來，立即說，你門沒關，別怪我。然后哂笑張楚，說從沒聽過有人家夫婦還這樣打電話的。張楚笑著說，想聽我說給你聽，要不要？小許說，我現在聽著，你說吧。張楚就到小許耳邊，咂咂嘴，裝著象說話的樣子。小許氣得拿手打了一下張楚，說，知道你沒心，連話都不敢講。張楚笑著說，全在我心里，怕你受不住。這時，陳女仕在走廊里喊小許接電話，小許趕緊過去。小許過去后，陳女仕過來，張楚告訴她，他后天回青島，去看愛人，并且告訴陳女仕，他明天下午可能不來上班了。陳女仕聽了，問張楚，晚上你請我吃飯還是我請你？陳女仕既講了這話，張楚就不好拒絕，就說，那七點鐘吧，我下午要去見同學，到時我拷你。

陳女仕走后，張楚趕緊把辦公室門關上，給詩茗打去電話，詩茗聽了，對張楚說，我下班時給家里打電話，我要回去。張楚說，你干嘛回去。詩茗說，你不在我受不了，我夜里會睡不著覺，你回去又這么多天，我要回去。張楚說，好好好，但條件是他們有人叫你回去你才能回去。詩茗說，就你聰明，你想一輩子把我包住啊，早晚姐姐會跟你吵，我到時就說是你誘我的，你強奸了我。張楚一聽，對詩茗說，到時我一走了之，誰也吵不到我。

張楚掛了詩茗的電話，心里卻有些怏然，他時常也在心里嘀咕，早晚詩蕓會發現他和詩茗的隱情，他想到這些就有些為難，不知道如何解決，有時他就想讓自己逃掉，但想到要與自己相愛的人分別，心里卻戚戚起來。下午，張楚去見同學時，先給詩茗打去電話，告訴她晚上回來可能很遲，有些事情，叫她先睡覺，別等他。幾天前，張楚跟詩茗談過這個同學，詩茗也就不會往其它方面想。他這個同學，是中學同學，在南京一家小研究所工作，剛結婚不久，妻子原是南京某化工廠的，前些日子，看到別人倒買藥材發了大財，便辭了職也去倒騰藥材，可她不識藥材，販回來一堆雜木碎片，陪了不少錢，從此便收了心，想通過張楚在政府機關謀一個打字員職務，過些清閑的日子。今天他同學約他，就是談這個事情。

張楚趕到他家，小兩口都在，二十多平米的單室套房子，人站在哪兒都覺得嫌擠，又因房子小，空氣流動起來就有些差，再加上大夏天，家里放些瓜果疏菜，有許多異味來出來，所以，張楚在屋里坐了一會兒，就滿頭是汗。他這刻受熱受悶的樣子，若是詩蕓看到了，不知道要生出多少憐愛來。

張楚和他們閑談了幾句，就告訴他同學，按臨時工性質，他從青島回來找領導談談，不行的話，就去其它局，總會找個差事，叫他同學放心。他同學在人前怕處事，他妻子倒是很會賣些乖巧，說讓他丈夫找張楚幫助，也是她一而再再而三才說通的。張楚說，我同學這么智實，他十天半月在外你也會放心。他同學妻子說，現在是不老實的男人吃香，守著老婆的男人都是沒出息的。張楚說，我愛人就要我守著她。他同學妻子說，看你樣子，你大概一出了門你愛人就要提心吊膽了。他同學妻子說完這話，三人都笑了起來。

張楚同學要留他吃飯，他推說有事，就走了，看看時間，快七點了，趕緊給陳女仕拷去電話。張楚接到陳女仕的電話后，陳女仕說等得她急死了，她問張楚現在在哪兒？張楚說在北京東路，陳女仕讓張楚在雞鳴寺等她，說在那里吃個飯，然后去紫霞湖游泳。張楚問，晚上紫霞湖還開放？陳女仕說，一直開到十一點鐘。

紫霞湖在南京東郊，在紫金山腳下，三面環山，四面景色巍峨秀麗。紫霞湖湖面不大，但水色清涼，夏天里，去游泳的人很多。陳女仕見到張楚，就先給張楚一個擁抱，然后拉張楚去一家翡翠閣飯店吃飯。在吃飯的當中，陳女仕不時給張楚一些小親昵動作。快吃完飯時，張楚說，去游泳我沒帶游泳衣。陳女仕說，給你買來了，還把我當外人？然后，就上來摟摟張楚。

出門打的，到紫霞湖，也就十元錢左右，一會兒就到了。他們下車后，在紫霞湖邊上一張凳子上坐下來，看看紫霞湖四邊的風景。晚上，紫霞湖四邊的山已看得不太清楚，一派的蒼墨色，湖四邊也沒有什么人，湖對面有三四個人在游泳，許多人都在前面的一個大游泳池里游泳，象是有些害怕晚上的紫霞湖水或者湖水太深的緣故。坐了一會兒，陳女仕說到前面換衣服，張楚說，我不換了，光身子下去游泳。陳女仕聽張楚說這話，笑著伏在張楚身上，手摸著張楚的下身，有些醉心的樣子。

陳女仕換好衣服過來，張楚看著陳女仕光潔豐滿的身體，不禁有些心意上來，他走到陳女仕面前，摸摸陳女仕的乳房，然后，拿陳女仕的大毛巾把自己身體圍起來，把身上的衣服脫掉，拉著陳女仕一起下水，到了水里，把毛巾拋上岸，身子全部下到水里面。湖面上的水有些熱,湖下面的水卻很清涼，湖面上沒有風，只有他們激起的層層水波和浪花。

他們下到水里后，在湖面上游了兩個來回，就站在水里面休息，閑聊一些話。張楚光著身子在水里，感覺有種沒有一絲牽掛的舒暢。陳女仕上來摟住張楚的脖子，雙腿勾住張楚的腿子，身子往張楚身上纏繞，在張楚那里頂撞。張楚托住她身子，她伸手抓住張楚的陽具，在水里面撫弄張楚。湖水在張楚身上滑膩地流動，有點穿透身體似的體貼，象是在洗滌身心似的。張楚漸漸地就有些經不住陳女仕這番挑弄，手從陳女仕的乳房上伸到陳女仕的下面。陳女仕從張楚的這個動作里，知道張楚有了欲望，就拉開游泳衣，抓住張楚的陽具，插進她的身體里。

張楚從未體驗過在水里做愛的滋味，身下在水里翻滾，湖面上的水在跳躍，兩腿上象是有許多小魚在啄食他，那個啄食的感覺有些鉆心的舒服，然后，那些小魚全圍滿了他的周身，在一起啄食他，他感覺身體空了，那些小魚都鉆到他的心臟里去了，在啄食他的心臟，他的魂魄……他這刻咬著陳女仕的臉頰想喊，有一條大魚鉆到我的心臟里去了，它咬住了我的心臟，我的魂魄，哦，快撕碎它，吞下去……在一瞬間，大魚吃掉了他，他的魂魄穿越出去了……

他伏在陳女仕的肩上，很長時間都沒有力氣抬起頭來，他在陳女仕的耳邊喃喃地說，我想睡覺，睡在你的懷里，睡在那條山谷里，你每天喂我奶，我要睡覺……

張楚幾乎是由陳女仕抱上岸的，他上岸后，坐在凳子上依在陳女仕的懷里就睡著了，他的手托在陳女仕的乳房上，象是回到了詩蕓身邊。他睡在詩蕓的懷里就是這個姿態，手總是托在詩蕓的乳房上，他時常對詩蕓說，我的手是一條船兒，載著你的奶子在我的心海里航行……

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