Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (8) (9) (Transformation Series Adult Novels)

Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (8) My "Other Side"

Especially, although I now have a "lover" and a "soul mate", we do not live in the same city; we have to communicate through letters and remote control buttons to express our feelings.

Even though Fang Renkai always told me in his letters and on the phone that he loved me and I also told him that I loved him, as if we only had each other in our hearts and no one else, I always felt that I was definitely not his only woman. Inexplicable hesitation and doubt often play tricks on my mind. And constant suspicion makes me become nervous and uneasy. I thought he must be interested in other women; he would soon get bored with me and find someone else...

But I couldn't ask, and I couldn't find any clues from the side. Whenever the topic of "other women" came up, he would tell me not to think about it. He said: Anyway, I can’t remember the past clearly. He said: As long as I enjoy myself, why should I care where the experience comes from? In short, Fang Renkai wants me to seize the present moment.

However, my "present moment" is always so empty and deserted, and I feel so lonely every day that I don't know what to do and what to do. But at the same time, a suspended heart relies on him, is tied to him, and has endless lovesickness and longing; it has reached the point of being completely hopeless!

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Fortunately, after moving to California's Silicon Valley and spending more than half a year in boredom, I finally found activities to pass the time and ways to divert my attention:

I got to know several wealthy ladies from wealthy families who lived in the Bay Area. We would often visit each other, play cards, get food, go shopping in malls, shopping centers, and boutiques together, have coffee, watch performances, visit galleries, and listen to concerts. However, having said that, when a few of us girls get together, we mostly gossip about the neighbors or the people, or discuss the gossip about some celebrity. Although it won't cause gossip, it's boring enough!

For me, going out with my female companion means leaving this dull and lifeless house, relaxing my suffocated heart and adjusting my mood! As for playing cards, I have no interest in it at all. I just have to go when those ladies are short of partners and need someone to fill the gap in order to maintain my "diplomatic relations" with them.

Among the several female companions, the ones who lived relatively close were Ling Hailun and Zheng Shuya. Ling Hailun has some interest in art and would go to museums and galleries with me. Zheng Shuya, on the other hand, is very vulgar and only likes to go shopping and buy fashionable clothes and jewelry.

Because her husband, like my husband, is a businessman who has been away from home for many years and lives alone in Taiwan, Zheng Shuya often asks me to chat and go shopping when she feels bored. As the two get to know each other better and talk more, they will naturally talk about more private matters such as the relationship between husband and wife, and the relationship between men and women. That’s how I found out that Zheng Shuya had a “lover” outside because her husband was often not at home.

Not only did she not hide her feelings from my curious inquiries, she also told me everything in great detail. This way, she has someone who can "cover" her from doing bad things; once something happens, someone can immediately lend a hand and rescue her. Of course, I didn't reveal any clues about my "past affair" with Li Tong to Zheng Shuya. It is even more impossible to tell her that I now have a "current boyfriend" Fang Renkai who is far away on the East Coast, but they are not yet lovers.

I pretended to be joking and said, "What helper? He's obviously an accomplice in your affair!" But I still nodded sympathetically and agreed to cover for her. And she seemed to have become my "close friend" and said in a very ambiguous way:

"Actually, at our age, who wouldn't want a strong male companion if their physical needs were normal? Even if it's not a romantic affair, just the physical comfort and satisfaction is worth it! Don't you think so?"

"It's easier said than done! Besides, where can we find young and strong people?"

"Oh, that's easy! I'll talk to Richard and ask him to introduce you to one..." Zheng Shuya became enthusiastic.

“No, no!... Stop kidding, I can’t do this kind of thing!”

I quickly rejected her. But I was thinking in my heart: If I really find a male companion, if something happens or I need cover, it would be best to have a backup force to avoid being "exposed"; then, Zheng Shuya is of course my best choice!

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After talking to Zheng Shuya, she asked me to go shopping in the city that same weekend. I told the housekeeper that I would be back a little later, so I drove to Zheng's house to pick her up and went to San Francisco together. After buying the things, she met her lover at a restaurant in Fisherman's Wharf. Then they continued their tryst and I went home.

Unfortunately, on the way back, we encountered a traffic jam on the coastal highway. While staying in the car and walking slowly, my mind kept thinking about Zheng Shuya and her "little lover" Richard, a foreigner who was only in his twenties and quite handsome. While I was extremely envious of them, I couldn't help but feel sad about my own loneliness. Especially, they were being so affectionate in front of me without any scruples, as if they were demonstrating their "singleness" to me; the thought of it made me feel even worse!

At this time, dusk is approaching and the lights are coming on; I believe that most of the people who encounter traffic jams on the road are men and women who are enjoying the weekend and going on dates. I know they all have somewhere to go. Although I have a lover who lives far away, every weekend, unless Fang Renkai calls me, we have no way of contacting each other; instead, it becomes the loneliest day of my life.

I guess, if he is not accompanying his frigid wife, then he must be enjoying the so-called "quality time" with his children; otherwise, it is more likely that as I fear, he is dating another woman! ? ┅┅

Comparing the two, I feel even more lonely and desolate at this moment. Seeing the romantic car lights flashing on the road, I felt extremely unbearable in my heart. So we drove aimlessly down the coastal highway, not knowing where to go, and turned into Lombard Street near the "Cultural Center".

In San Francisco, this is a fairly famous tourist street targeting middle-class tourists. Most of the places lined up are cheap hotels, bars, and popular ordinary shops; they are places I would never visit or bother to visit whenever I go into the city.

But today, I don't know why, I thought about how I went to the most high-end boutiques and bought bags of clothes and accessories worth nearly three or four thousand dollars, but I didn't know who I was wearing them for or who I was trying to please; I thought that although my family has plenty of wealth, my heart is as empty as a pauper, even worse than the ordinary people who live in cheap hotels! So...what do I have to be proud of, and what do I have to be pretentious about?

I drove into a popular department store (K-Mart) on the side of the road, and as soon as I got off the car, I went to the women's department and bought several sets of clothes at really cheap prices; I bought eye shadow, eyelashes, foundation, blush, and dark lipstick at the cosmetics counter; and I chose some nylon lace garters, stockings, panties that were as narrow as they could be, and bras of the same pattern from the underwear rack. I also picked out some cheap earrings and rings from the jewelry department and put them on...

I ran to the women's room and changed all my clothes, inside and out; I tied a garter belt around my waist, hooked my stockings, and put on very revealing panties; I put on a new bra, a light green shirt, and an apple green faux leather skirt that was so short that it reached my thighs and almost exposed my butt. Then she stood in front of the mirror and put on makeup again, dressing up heavily, like a girl that even she didn't recognize. Finally, we went to the next door "Kentucky" to quickly eat a few pieces of fried chicken, and then drove slowly along Lombard Street.

That evening, for the first time, I did something I had never done before in my life: I checked into a room and went to bed with a man right after I met him for the first time; I also discovered another side of myself that I had never known before.

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In a bar that is also a restaurant, I ordered a glass of Gintoni and sipped it. Two middle-aged foreign men leaned against the stool and approached me to chat. When I saw their bulging beer bellies, I lost my appetite and ignored them; I thought: If I’m going to find someone, I’ve got to find someone who’s not bad looking! So, he glanced elsewhere to see if there were any other "prey". But after looking at them, they are not very good. Maybe I am too inexperienced and went to the wrong place!

The other small bar was much more presentable: there were many men and women gathered there, of all races and ages. Especially those who are crowded around the bar, you can tell at a glance that they are looking for partners, flirting, and hooking up with rich men. ┅┅As for me, although I can’t say that I have a glamorous appearance, I am not inconspicuous after makeup. Plus, I was having quite a good conversation with a few men next to me, and a hope suddenly arose in my heart: maybe I could find a man here to spend the night with!

It's really strange to say, but I can joke and talk nonsense very freely with men who have no interest in me. But as long as he is good-looking, has a good figure and is a decent conversationalist, my heart will pound, my throat will become dry and I will start to stutter while I am talking to him and thinking about going to bed with him next. But when the man's eyes scanned from my face to my chest and then observed my lower body, he would look around and talk about other things, or simply glance at other younger and more plump women; I would suddenly feel extremely inferior and embarrassed, and I couldn't sit or stand!

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At this time, a big oriental boy happened to squeeze past me to the bar and asked the bartender for a glass of strong liquor. When he took out a stack of hundred-dollar bills from his wallet to pay, he saw me staring at him, so he smiled at me shyly and said politely, "Sorry!"

"It's okay..." I smiled at him too. Then he asked, "You drink strong liquor at such a young age, don't your family care?"

"My home is not here, so I have no say in that." From his accent, I could tell he was from Taiwan. Probably a young international student.

"Don't go. I have something to ask you..." The boy stood less than a foot away from me. Wait for me to ask.

It must have been the alcohol; I couldn't believe how audacious I was. He started by saying in Chinese, in a way that sounded like a lesson, but also full of concern:

"When you buy alcohol, it's not safe to show your money! You just came to the United States, right?"

Obviously not expecting me to say such a thing to him, the boy, with his whole face flushed, nodded but did not answer.

"Also, why are you here? Don't you have a girlfriend? Or did you break up with her, so you're looking for fun in a place like this?"

"Uh...uh...no, that's not it..."

He looked like he was being interrogated, stuttering and unable to answer, which made me laugh in my heart. At the same time, he felt that his proactive attack was quite effective, and he became more confident. Seeing that he was about ten years old, tall and thin, and quite handsome, he looked him up and down again:

"Handsome boy! Why are you so scared when you talk to me? I won't eat you!"

The older boy took a sip of XO and said with courage: "I'm not afraid!"

I reached out my hand to his waist, and gently pinched the fat-free muscles underneath through his shirt. Then I smiled with my teeth showing, pursed my lower lip, and asked provocatively:

"I see you've never played with an older woman before? Are you interested in playing with me? Hmm?"

The older boy's stiff muscles tensed and sweat broke out on his forehead. She bit her lower lip and stared at me in silence, as if she was hesitant. So I changed my tone and said that the bar was too noisy. How about taking a walk by the water, enjoying the breeze and chatting? ┅┅He could no longer conceal his uneasiness, so he drank all the XO, nodded in agreement, and left the bar with me.

We walked and talked along the embankment, occasionally saying something insignificant about how beautiful and fun San Francisco was. But I always took the initiative to hold the boy's arm and asked him to hold my waist; at the same time, I leaned my body against his strong body. In less than two or three minutes, I started to feel cold and pulled him to a big tree. Then I turned around and threw myself into his arms, hugged his neck, and gave him a sweet kiss...

The boy put his hands on my shoulders helplessly, but the obvious and hard bulge against my belly under his straight body proved that my strategy was successful! So I pressed my body against him, shaking my waist, thrusting my hips, grinding... until he moved his hands down to my waist, and I couldn't help but scream:

"Touch me. Touch my ass down there!"

The boy was squeezing my buttocks through my tight leather skirt; at the same time his penis under his pants was getting harder and bigger. I twisted my body and cried out in a pleading voice:

"Handsome guy, let's go to the hotel! I may be older, but I will make you feel comfortable...very comfortable!"

The boy put his arms around my waist, his eyes gleaming with urgency. But still hesitantly asked:

"Then...how much do you want..." He obviously thought I was a prostitute! ┅┅I burst out laughing.

Shaking my head, I asked him, "So, how much am I worth? And, can you wear a condom?"

"Ah~?" He was stunned.

I then laughed again and said, "Don't be silly, my little handsome boy! I'm just teasing you. But if you really want it, I won't charge you a penny. It's completely free! Because you know, I'm not a prostitute! How about it, isn't it good enough!?"

"Oh! Then...then you...are dressed like that...and dressed so...seductively, so...?"

"So... flirty, huh? I'll tell you, I'm looking for handsome guys like you to play with! Come on, get in my car, go to the hotel, and play together... Treat tonight as an adventure, a romantic encounter!"

While driving a sports car, I put one hand on the bulge in the boy's pants, and asked him how old he was and whether he had ever played with a girl. Have you ever been to a brothel? He said he was nineteen years old and had graduated from high school; his family asked someone to intercede for him to be exempted from military service, and then he was sent abroad. To other questions, they just shook their heads and said they hadn't.

"Ah~! You are a rare virgin! Then let me teach you well tonight!"

I said in ecstasy in my heart; and my hand that was squeezing his penis squeezed even tighter.

Without asking for his opinion, I drove to a high-end tourist hotel not far from the Golden Gate Park and said to the receptionist: My nephew and I are traveling to San Francisco and want to stay overnight. After paying the cash and ignoring the strange look given by the waiter, I took the elevator upstairs and into the room with the big boy!

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In the middle of the spacious room facing the bay, there is a large-screen TV in front of the bed. As soon as I saw it, I asked the boy:

"You've never had real fun, but you must have watched adult movies and masturbated, right?..." My hand continued to touch his penis.

"Apthx, of course. But..." As he hesitated to answer, that thing became very hard and big.

"Don't say but, but, young man... there's nothing wrong with masturbating. Oh~ oooh! Sister... I have to pee urgently, I have to use the toilet first... I'll be with you right away... oh!"

After saying that, he ran into the bathroom, closed the door, peed on the toilet, and cleaned himself up. Before coming out, he checked his watch: it was half past eight. There are still more than three hours until midnight, which is probably enough for us to enjoy ourselves. As I opened the door and walked out, I pulled at my skirt, smoothing out the wrinkles and making it fit better. When I looked up, I saw the boy standing in front of me. He said urgently that he also wanted to pee:

"Oh, I need to go to the bathroom too..."

Suddenly I came up with a trick. I blocked the door and refused to let him go to the toilet. I smiled and asked him to kiss me first before I could pee. He couldn't resist and had to kiss her. But I took the initiative to put my tongue into his mouth, and after he sucked it for just two times, his penis became even harder; I caught it outside his pants and rubbed it hard until he let out hot breaths from his nose and hummed in his throat, and then I stopped temporarily. She clung to his neck and rubbed her body against his:

"Oh, dear brother! Your cock is so hard! It makes me so fucked again! Oh, baby! Quickly move your hands to my ass and rub it like you did under the tree just now! "

The boy held my buttocks with his two big hands and squeezed them. I moaned like a kitten and twisted my buttocks. This way of twisting made my belly rub against the big penis, and the pleasure was directly stimulated into my uterus; waves of numbness and a slight soreness...

Right at the door of the toilet, I knelt on the carpet, reached out to unbuckle the boy's belt, pulled down his pants, stripped off his underwear, and took out his big penis, which was indeed not small and hard.

She looked up at the boy and asked with a smile: "Wow! Good brother! Your penis is so big and beautiful, I love it so much! By the way, do you want to pee?"

He shook his head and said as if to explain: "When it gets hard, I can't pee! Ah!..."

My hand was already holding the hard thing and I was helping the boy masturbate. He sighed comfortably, which made me feel relieved, and I murmured in a coquettish voice:

"It's okay if you can't pee. I'll help you pee later. Oh! Tell me, when I was peeing just now, did you want to rush in and see my naked butt? Hmm? Tell me the truth!"

As I licked my lips and asked the boy about his big penis, I felt the flesh inside my body twitching and itching unbearably! Without waiting for his answer, she raised her head and kissed the big round glans, and licked the base of the penis with her tongue... She licked him so hard that his whole body became stiff and he couldn't stop breathing...

She hugged my neck with both hands and sighed, "Oh, sister! Why are you so funny?"

"Hmm~! The more I tease you, the bigger you get. The more you want to play with me! My dear brother, do you want to play with me?"

"I wanna play!"

I stood up, grabbed the boy's dick and walked towards the big bed. Seeing him jump and kick off his sneakers and his messy pants, I felt a sense of conquest; but I also felt that I was being too licentious!

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To be honest, my unprecedented behavior even surprised myself, and I couldn't understand why I was so dissolute and shameless. But the big boy in front of me looked so inexperienced, so tender, so cute that I couldn't help but want to control him and guide him, so that I could taste the fresh pleasure like an old hen playing with a little rooster. ┅┅Even though I have only slept with two men in my entire life, and one of them is my idiot husband who only knows how to make money and knows nothing about sex; but in front of a boy who is twenty years younger than me, at least I can act like a sister, aunt, or even his father without being afraid of losing face.

I thought to myself, since this boy is a "newbie", I can still protect him. Why not just go all out and have fun to your heart's content? Besides, as long as I kept it a secret and didn't tell anyone, my one-night stand with him in a big hotel in San Francisco, far away from where I lived, where no one could know about it, would become a secret known to no one and no one else. Besides, since the boy is a virgin, I don't have to worry about contracting sexually transmitted diseases. If I don't seize the opportunity, enjoy myself thoroughly, and have a good time, it would be a waste of God's gift!

Once I made up my mind, I put it into practice!

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When the older boy was led to the bed, he actually reached out and took the TV remote control. I snatched it and said angrily:

"Hey~! Little kid, why are you still watching TV when you have your sister to accompany you?..."

I pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed and threw the remote control into the bed. I stood in front of the boy, who was completely naked except for his socks, with my hands on my hips. I smiled at him seductively and said:

"If you want to watch it, you have to watch the show that others perform for you first! My good brother! Later, when we are both hot, we can enjoy the porn together, okay?"

As I said that, I squatted down and pulled off his socks; my hands moved up his legs, over his waist and hips, under his shirt, and kneaded his muscular stomach and chest. Then I stood up, stood in front of the TV screen, asked him to take off his shirt and use the remote control to choose a music channel; I said I wanted to perform a "striptease" for him, and if he was willing to enjoy the erotic dance while masturbating for me.

I began to sway my body gently to the sound of the slow but alluring "mood music". My hands moved from my sides to my thin shirt and slowly rubbed my chest. With half-closed eyes, she glanced at the naked boy and said in a kind but coquettish tone:

"You may be young, but you have grown up like an adult! Tell me, what's your name?"

"Ah, my name is Li Xiaojian...what about you?" The boy was quite polite.

"Xiao Jian! Just call me sister, Qiuping. To be honest, I can be your mother! At least, it's enough for you to call me auntie, right? In fact, as long as you like, you can call me anything!" I said, glancing at his penis.

"Then... I'll call you Aunt Ping, is that okay?" Xiao Jian's big cock was erect and standing straight up.

"Okay! Xiaojian, you're so handsome, Aunt Ping is really attracted to you at first sight!" I said with a smile and pursed lips.

At the same time, she twisted her body to the music and rubbed her breasts with her hands until she felt her two nipples were hard and erect, pressing against the bottom of her bra, which felt awkward. But I held back and slowly spread my legs apart until they reached the limit of my skirt. I began to shake my hips while slowly pulling my thin shirt out from my waist.

"Xiao Jian, Auntie Ping is going to take off her clothes! Tell me, do you like it? Is Auntie Ping sexy? Hmm?"

"Sexy! I like it...see..." he replied in a hissing voice and started masturbating.

"Ah! Xiaojian, you are so good..."

I slowly unbuttoned my buttons one by one. When her clothes were completely opened, revealing her bra, she quickly pulled up her thin shirt with both hands to cover the bra; then she grabbed her breasts and squeezed and pinched them. At the same time, he hummed impatiently:

"Ah~oh! I really need someone to touch my breasts!" She twisted her butt even more vigorously.

Xiao Jian's face turned red, and he rubbed his hand up and down anxiously: "Auntie Ping, can I touch you!"

"No, not yet! Aunt Ping wants to show you something even better."

I turned my back to Xiaojian, put my hands on the top of the TV, and pushed my hips wrapped in a tight skirt backwards and shook them. I felt that my entire butt was wrapped so tightly that it seemed like it would explode. The previously soft and romantic music became passionate, gradually hitting an urgent rhythm of bang, bang. The primitive atmosphere gave me such a strong sense of release that I couldn't stand it. She grabbed her skirt with both hands and pulled it up to her waist, while turning back to ask Xiao Jian seductively:

"Want to see a butt? Xiaojian? Do you want to see Aunt Ping's butt shaking for you?"

"I want to! I want to see... me shaking my butt!" His voice was hoarse when he answered; his hands were a blur from his rapid masturbation.

"Okay, Xiaojian! You can look but you are not allowed to spurt it out! Sister... Aunt Ping still wants you..."

The tight skirt was only pulled up a little bit, but I knew that most of my buttocks were exposed. The image of myself in front of Xiaojian appeared in my mind: the panties that couldn't be any narrower, unable to cover the snow-white flesh of my buttocks; the entire curve of the back of my thighs was clearly exposed under the stockings hooked by garters. I eagerly hoped that my passionate "dance" of twisting my waist and shaking my hips would seduce the big boy to the point that he could not control himself; that he would rush up to hug me, throw me onto the big bed, tear off my panties, spread my legs, and then fuck me with his big cock! But he didn't. He was still half leaning, half lying on the edge of the bed; he straightened his thin body and quickly fired the pistol that had swollen, thick and big.

I originally thought that the slow, flirtatious caresses and "striptease" would naturally arouse the sexual desire of both people, until they became extremely hot and achieved the purpose of sexual intercourse. But the inexperienced boy had no idea what to do next except masturbating violently. And I myself was particularly stimulated by his immaturity; I kept shaking my body, tossing my hair left and right, looking back and shouting urgently:

"Xiao Jian, Xiao Jian! Do you like it? Aunt Ping is twisting her body so wildly, it's so good!..."

"I like it... Aunt Ping... ah... ah! I..." Xiao Jian panted.

I could see Xiao Jian couldn't stop masturbating and was about to ejaculate. I panicked and immediately turned around, throwing myself on him without hesitation, grabbing and pulling away the hand that was rubbing his penis; at the same time, I rubbed my body against his neck, panting and calling out:

"Don't spray it, Xiaojian! You must hold it in! Aunt Ping can't wait to have your cock!"

Feeling flustered and extremely anxious, we wrestled and rolled around on the bed in a panic, ripping off my only remaining clothes and bra. But she was so anxious that she couldn't even find the waist buckle or zipper of her skirt, so she had to push it hard, lift it up, and roll it up around her waist. She almost broke the thin straps of her panties before she finally took it off, kicking off her newly bought high heels together. ┅┅Honestly speaking, if any man saw how miserable I was at that moment, he would definitely laugh his teeth off!

But how can I care about so many things? As soon as the soaked briefs were taken off, she immediately sighed with relief:

"Xiao Jian, come on! Aunt Ping is already prepared for you!"

"Come on...fuck Aunt Ping!...fuck Aunt Ping!"

Li Xiaojian's face turned red with nervousness, and he climbed on top of me clumsily; supporting his upper body with one hand, he stared down at the meat stick in his other hand; at the same time, he nervously tried to move his lower body. As if he couldn't find the right direction and was extremely anxious and panting:

"Ah, I can't find the hole..." Sweat dripped onto my breasts!

"No, Xiaojian! Don't panic. Look slowly. Sister Dongdong won't run away!"

I grabbed his shoulders with both hands, bent my knees, put my heels on his waist and hips to gain support, and straightened and moved my butt to help him aim. Xiao Jian's big glans couldn't find my vagina, so it kept running around and stirring in my wet and slippery crotch, causing my labia majora and minora to swell up; it also kept hitting my clitoris, stimulating me so much that I couldn't help but scream:

"Oh my god! Xiaojian, you... ah~~! Yes! Right there! Yes... go in!"

After a lot of effort, Li Xiaojian's big thing finally reached the entrance of my hole, stretched open my flesh ring, and stuffed it in!

"Ah! Ah...ahhhh!! It's so...big...Xiao Jian! You're...finally...in!!"

I didn't care about anything else, I just kept shouting out the excitement and ecstasy of the moment...

However, at almost the same moment...

Li Xiaojian's whole body was stiff and straight; he was shaking like a spasm and gasping for breath; his glans, which was swollen to the extreme and was propped up in my newly opened flesh hole, was erecting again and again, and it was emitting thick liquid and lava that was gushing out hot and wet...

"Ah! Ah...ah!!..." Li Xiaojian ejaculated!

The virgin boy spilled his precious semen into my body... I was immediately overwhelmed with emotions and excited to the point of completely forgetting about the sensory stimulation. I couldn't help but feel a throbbing in my heart and tears in my eyes. I quickly wrapped my arms, hands, legs and feet tightly around his still slightly trembling body.

She called out softly, "Baby, baby! Xiaojian, you are so good, so good! I love you so much!"

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"Aunt Ping, why are you crying?! I'm sorry, I sprayed too fast! I..."

I shook my head and kissed the boy's mouth to stop him from talking. I held his sweaty shoulders tightly with both hands until I couldn't breathe. Then I whispered in his ear: "Sister didn't cry... she was happy. She was happy that Xiaojian had become a man!"

Then I looked at him with a still ashamed look in his eyes and explained: Every boy feels this way the first time; it's completely normal and there's nothing to be shy about. After the first time, when he becomes a real man, he will naturally learn the skills of making love. And I believe that with his intelligence, he will soon be able to enjoy and satisfy women with sexual pleasure. I also told him that my husband is still a man who is easily triggered and suffers from premature ejaculation; moreover, he only cares about himself and completely ignores the feelings of women, which is what really disappoints women!

While listening to me speaking, Li Xiaojian was afraid that his body would press on me and make me uncomfortable, so he kept supporting himself with his hands; I was deeply moved. I took the opportunity to ask for a kiss and pulled him against my chest, murmuring, "Sister, you can't be crushed!" Then, I squirmed under him and asked with a smile,

"I like to see my elder sister... being pinned down by you, but still being able to move?!..."

"┅Yeah! Like a snake┅┅" Xiaojian's description made me excited and I twisted even harder.

"Hmm~~! Xiaojian... your thing is more like a snake!"

I responded in a coquettish voice and reached out to explore his penis, which had become soft after he ejaculated. It feels wet and sticky to the touch, and really looks like a cute little python that has just jumped out of the mud!

After laughing for a while, I pulled Li Xiaojian out of bed and into the bathroom, where we stripped naked, took a bath together, and gave him Thai bath "service". Just looking at how excited and anxious we both were, running back to the bed while drying our bodies with towels, you could tell what was happening in the bathroom. The fun was beyond words!

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After coming back from the bathroom, Li Xiaojian's penis was still hard and held high. Seeing this, I was naturally delighted and thought to myself: This is the benefit of being young and energetic! I took a big pillow and placed it behind Xiaojian's back so that he could sit comfortably against the headboard. I leaned over his hairless, yet muscular chest, licking his two soybean-sized, hard nipples lingeringly; kissing his well-defined, fat-free abdominal muscles; and even extended my tongue to hook into his belly button; while mumbling:

"Oh, Xiaojian! Aunt Ping loves you so much!" I said while twisting my hips.

"Ha! Hehehe... Ping... Don't lick me like that... It's so itchy!"

His body trembled, but he picked up the remote control, pointed it at the TV and changed the channel; instantly, a series of obscene sounds of men and women making love were heard. I turned around and saw the blonde girl on the screen, sitting on a man, bouncing up and down like riding on his huge cock, moaning in pleasure. Her pair of big breasts were shaking up and down, left and right; her round buttocks were circling around the big meat stick.

The girl's look of ecstasy made my heart beat fast; I immediately grabbed Li Xiaojian's cock and gave him a hand job. At the same time, he raised his head and asked lewdly:

"Do you want to fuck me again, Xiaojian? Make Aunt Ping feel like she's dying like this?"

"I think about it, I think about it!..." Li Xiaojian responded while staring at the screen and pulling me to climb on him.

I rode my hips on top of his penis, knelt on the bed with my knees, held the hard rod with my hands, and aimed it at my vagina. When I rubbed the glans against my wet vagina, I found that Xiaojian was still staring at the TV, watching the sexy blonde beauty. I couldn't help but feel sour and inferior because my chest was flat and my breasts were so small that they had almost no curves.

However, like every Oriental woman, she thinks that foreigners’ dicks are big and they make her feel comfortable and she yearns for it; don’t many Oriental men also want to play with foreign women with big breasts? Since there is nothing wrong with it, why be jealous! Besides, Li Xiaojian is a newcomer to society and is still young and ignorant; as long as I have fun, there is no point in arguing with him.

Thinking that my heart was calmer, I ignored him and just kept on playing with the big penis to tease my increasingly wet hole until there was a squeaking sound of water below, and I also shook my buttocks and sighed:

"Oh, oh! I want it so badly!"

"Ohhhh, Yeah!┅┅Oh┅┅! Yes, Fuckme!┅┅" the woman on the screen shouted.

"Oh~~! Baby!... Me, me!" I also shouted; at the same time, I moved my butt down to sit on the cock.

"Aaaaahhhhhaaaa! It feels so good! She screamed in comfort.

"Ah...ah...ah~~!!...It feels so good and comfortable!" I also shouted.

"Oh, Baby!! You're so big!! So good!! I love it!"

"Ah~! Xiaojian baby, you are so big! It's so good! I love it too!"

The feeling of having the vagina stretched open is extremely ecstatic. Regardless, I pushed myself down and sat down.

"You're soo!...Cunt...feels good too!..." a man's roar came from the screen.

"Ah! Aunt Ping, you're so tight!"

Li Xiaojian also shouted "translate", but he didn't say the word "translate". This made me laugh and I quickly responded:

"Auntie Ping's... ~! It's the word " ", do you understand? Brother Jian with a big dick?..."

"Sometimes I'm Aunt Ping, sometimes I'm sister... sometimes I'm brother. You've got me confused!" He said as he thrust upwards with force.

"Oh my god! Xiaojian! You are so cruel! Oh, oh!"

Before I could finish shouting, he thrust forward again. The rough penis rushed in. The glans hit so deep, so deep that even my stomach felt so sour; but my whole body was filled up, and the feeling of being dead was so great, so wonderful!

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Like a flower in a rainstorm or a leaf of grass in a strong wind, I clung to Li Xiaojian's neck with my arms; I was shaken and swayed by the impact of his repeatedly thrusting penis into my vagina; I screamed and whimpered in his ears. Xiao Jian was obviously inspired by the movies where men and women had sex in the same posture: he held my waist with both hands, pushed his feet on the bed, and thrust his waist hard; he rapidly thrust his thick big meat stick in and out of my vagina. Overwhelmed by the intense sexual stimulation, I could only intermittently shout out praises and the ecstasy in my heart:

"Oh...oh...oh~ming!...oh~ming!!...oh my god! So...comfortable, so...comfortable!...Xiaojian...your...big...cock...is...so...good, so...powerful!...Oh...oh~ming!!...I...love...it so much!"

Hearing the girl in the movie getting more and more excited, I became more crazy; I kept sticking out my stomach and arching my buttocks, moving towards Xiaojian so that my vagina could swallow more of the penis; after sitting firmly and deeply wrapping the penis around, I twisted and swung my buttocks violently, fully feeling it sliding and going in and out inside. After doing this for no less than a hundred times, Li Xiaojian pushed me to turn around and asked me to change the position to face my back to him and face the screen so that he could admire my butt.

I immediately did as I was told and turned around. I saw the blonde beauty on the screen, also facing the camera, riding the man's huge dick madly in the same posture. I was even more overjoyed at Li Xiaojian's intelligence and the speed with which he learned how to make love! Although I had played and watched adult movies during several trysts with Li Tong before, they were never as exciting, interesting and fun as they are now.

It was like there was a pair of coaches demonstrating in front of us, and we followed suit and learned from them. Li Xiaojian seemed to have grasped the trick right away, and like the man, he arched his body and inserted his penis into my vagina. At the same time, he put his hands around my chest, grabbed and squeezed my breasts, and played with my nipples. I screamed as loudly as the woman, but I still jumped up and down violently, and cheered continuously. ┅┅The close-up shot on the screen showed their genitals wet and shiny, which made me think that the love juices that I couldn't stop flowing out must have also stained Xiaojian's big cock, and maybe even flowed onto his balls!

The man and woman in the video changed to the doggy style position, and we immediately did the same: supporting ourselves on the bed with our knees and hands, and raising our hips; while Xiaojian inserted from behind. But when the man poked and bent down, grabbed one of the beautiful woman's huge breasts and squeezed it violently, while letting the other one hang there, swaying and swinging, I knew that if Li Xiaojian followed suit, he would be greatly disappointed; so I took the initiative to give up the support of my hands, let my head and upper body fall on the bed, bent my elbows, bent my waist, and raised my butt higher. Then, she turned her face to him and said embarrassedly:

"Baby~! Aunt Ping's breasts are too small for you to hold and squeeze. Just make do with it and play with my ass more as compensation! Just play with my ass however you like!..."

But Li Xiaojian was obviously still not brave enough. He just moved like the men in the movies, shaking his waist, thrusting his hips, and thrusting. But he didn't know where to put his hands. I was so anxious that I had to shout out:

"Xiaojian, my dear! Hold my waist and fuck me hard! While you're at it, rub my ass and play with Aunt Ping's anus! Ah! That's right, that's it! Oh~ah!! Play with my ass and my asshole! Oh~oo! So...so...comfortable!"

Li Xiaojian really learned it once he was taught, and he poked my vagina and played with my butt with great courage. She made me completely crazy and I screamed louder like I had lost my soul. She was more lewd than the big-breasted beauties in the movies. In the movie, the man stopped squeezing her breasts with his hands and started kneading and playing with the blonde's fat ass like Xiao Jian, shouting:

"What a shame...you have!...Shake it, shake your ass!!"

When I heard that, I thought it was a compliment, so I shook my butt toward the sky even harder, shouting:

“Ohhhhh, Yes!...Yes!...I’m shaking my ass for you, Just for you!!”

"Ah~! Aunt Ping, why... why are you speaking English?! What if I don't understand?..."

Xiao Jian asked me in surprise, but his penis continued to thrust vigorously without stopping. And every time he thrust all the way in, and each time he pulled out until the glans was almost pulled out; I was almost going crazy from being poked, so I had no time to answer! ? Just screaming:

"Nomatter! Baby, just fuckmeeee, fuckmehard!! Oh~!! My! Little Jian baby! I'm going to fuck your Aunt Ping's little dick!!"

The clacking sound of flesh hitting flesh, the squeaking and groaning of cocks drawing out vaginal fluid, the creaking of the entire big bed as we rocked it, and the roars and moans of four people, all combined to form the final chapter of a loud and deafening symphony in the hotel room...

“Ah, ah! Ugh~ Oh! It’s coming out! Ah!…”

“Oh~~!...Yes, Yessss!!...Imgonnacome...Ooooooooo~~Aaahh...Aaaahh~~!...Im...COM...mmmiiinnnggg!!...Ooooohhh...”

"Ohyeaaaahh! Me too! I'm coming too! Oh my god, baby!"

"Ah... Aunt Ping... Sister! I... squirted, squirted!!..."

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I never thought that the first ridiculous thing I did in my life would be the physical pleasure that was so intoxicating and soul-stirring during such a satisfying sexual intercourse. What is even more unbelievable is that the first time that "virgin chicken" Li Xiaojian deflowered me, he fucked me so hard that I was in ecstasy and I will never forget it for the rest of my life!

"Afterwards," we lay in bed hugging each other and being affectionate for a long time before running into the bathroom to wash up. Take off the heavy makeup that I am wearing tonight and return to my original appearance. After Li Xiaojian got dressed, I gave him the car keys and asked him to bring up the more noble clothes I had changed out of the luggage compartment; I asked him to help me put them on one by one.

Finally, Li Xiaojian and I went to the parking lot to pick up the car and sent him back to his home not far from the bar. He remained silent all the way, which made me feel quite embarrassed. I thought maybe he felt a little weird and unhappy because he "lost his virginity" to an old lady like me at a young age?

However, before Li Xiaojian got off the car, when I held his arm and gave him a goodbye kiss, he smiled shyly, said thank you for my guidance in bed, and asked if we would meet in the future? I was inexplicably moved, but I couldn't answer him; so I took out a small piece of paper from my purse and wrote down his phone number. Tell him: Maybe! I will notify you in advance.

Standing outside the car, when Li Xiaojian was about to leave, I quickly rolled down the window and asked him to wait a moment. She took out four hundred-dollar bills from her purse and handed them to him: "Thank you, too. Take them and buy some nutritious food to replenish your body!"

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I turned up the stereo really loud as I drove south on Highway 280 toward home. I felt extremely relaxed and started singing along with the music; only then did I truly experience the meaning of "Let's drink tonight and get drunk tonight." Because it won't be long before I will be ashamed of my improper and dirty behavior tonight; I will be condemned by my conscience for betraying my husband and my lover Fang Renkai, whom I have never met; I will be forever sad that I will have to carry the most dishonorable and unspeakable "other side" for the rest of my life...

Yang Xiaoqing's Confession (9) Bitter Love - Reunited with "Current Boyfriend"

On the phone, Fang Renkai asked me:

"Xiaoqing, I've waited so long to meet you. Are you happy?"

"Of course I'm happy! By the way, Kai, I've lived here for more than half a year, and I've finally gotten familiar with Silicon Valley. When the time comes, I can take you to many places. Where do you like to go?"

"Anywhere is fine, as long as I'm with you." I felt Fang Renkai's answer touched my heart, so I said more excitedly:

"We can go to the mountaintop park, University Road, museums... and more..." I thought of many more places in my mind.

"It's all right, the only thing is time. Are you free during the day? Or at night?" he asked...

Then I realized that Fang Renkai came to Silicon Valley on a business trip. Although he would stay in California for a total of six days, including a weekend, he had to go to a company in San Diego on Saturday to give a demonstration and lecture, leaving him only with Sunday to rest. Except for the evenings, he has to work during the day. How could he possibly wander around with me when I have nothing to do?

As for me, even though my husband is in Taiwan, I can go anywhere at any time, but daytime is still more appropriate. Because if I go out alone at night, I have to tell my housekeeper when I will be back, which is always a bit inconvenient; and it would feel weird to explain my whereabouts and destination to a servant.

Especially when you have something to hide and make up an excuse to meet a female companion, but in fact you are going to a date with a man. As soon as I said it, it felt like I was lying, and I felt guilty and was afraid that the housekeeper would see through me at a glance. Therefore, unless it is absolutely necessary, I always choose to meet with a man during the day so that I can return home before or after dinner; this avoids unnecessary explanations and also shows that I am, after all, a well-behaved and contented woman from a good family.

But now, the most important and only "lover" in my heart will travel thousands of miles to meet me again for the first time. There is really no other choice but to try my best to overcome all difficulties, adapt to his schedule, spend Sunday daytime with him, and make other appointments on other nights!

"Oh, I'm free all day on Sunday. If you can only come at night on other days, I'll try my best to cooperate. Although I have to lie to the housekeeper to be able to come out at night..."

"It's really difficult for you! Let's do this, we'll see when the time comes. No need to force it, okay?" Fang Renkai comforted me.

"Okay, alright!" I felt really depressed when I responded.

"Xiaoqing, why are you so depressed?" He could tell as soon as he heard it.

"Alas! I can't control my emotions."

"Hey! Think more positively! Think about the time we spent together... It was so wonderful!"

"Oh, then...will you be nice to me?" I asked without thinking.

"Of course! Do you even need to ask? You little fool~!"

Fang Renkai laughed at me and called me a little fool, but when I heard it, my heart felt warm. I realized that when you truly love someone, you will become silly and everything the other person says will seem reasonable to you. But I still said coquettishly:

"I just love you... I love you too much, that's why I become stupid!..."

"Oh! Then, the goose...the goose is also standing upright...silly..." Fang Renkai said in the voice of a mentally retarded child.

I knew he meant that he loved me. A smile spread across my face, like the warm sunshine that illuminates the earth; the flowers on the grassland are in full bloom, bright and beautiful; I can't help but sigh with emotion: "Baby, oh! Baby!..."

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However, good things always take time. Three days before Fang Renkai was leaving, he called to say that his business trip workload had increased; his itinerary was forced to be changed again and again: he would arrive in Silicon Valley on Thursday night, attend meetings all day on Friday, and would be free only in the evening. I went to San Diego on Saturday, and the lecture extended into the evening, so I couldn't get back to Silicon Valley that night, so I had to come back on Sunday morning. As for the three days of next week, the schedule was even tighter; only one night was free. So at the most optimistic estimate, we can have three dates in total.

I couldn't hide my inner disappointment, but I pretended to be relaxed and told him to focus on work. If we could meet three times, that would be great. At least we could spend the whole day together on Sunday and go out to play.

Fang Renkai apologized with great apology, and kept complaining that the company depended on him for everything. In addition to designing, developing, and promoting products, he was also responsible for cooperating with Harvard Graphics and arranging for that company's designers to accompany him on a business trip to California. It was so overwhelming!

I asked him with great concern if everything had been arranged. Do you need my help booking a hotel or renting a car? Fang Renkai said it was not necessary, he had already taken care of it. The only trouble is that the designer from Boston, Linda, is a woman, and it is difficult to arrange activities for her other than business trips. Moreover, they were both staying at the Imperial Hotel on the Royal Mile, and had booked two adjacent rooms; so it would be a bit inconvenient for him to get away and keep my appointment. ┅┅

"Ah! There is another woman!..." There was a loud bang in my head, and my heart seemed to fall into the abyss!

It turns out that when he was on a business trip to Cambridge, Massachusetts last time, he had been drinking and chatting with Linda, a female designer of Harvard Graphics, in the room of the "Bed and Breakfast" in Cambridge, Massachusetts, and he called me after he came back to the room. He also said that he made the call after calculating the time difference between the two sides of the Taiwan Strait... [Please read Yang Xiaoqing's confession 7, part 2... posted on Yuanyuan on 2/15/2000]

How can I believe this? Believe that he was just drinking and chatting? How could I not suspect that there was another woman present with him while he was having sex with me? ...Maybe he was even in bed, talking to me on the phone while doing something unspeakable with that Linda! ┅┅

No! ...That...is absolutely not true! If that's the case, wouldn't I just become their tool for flirting and making love? ┅┅On this side, I think I am masturbating while having sex with my lover; but on the other side, they take the obscene words I make when I masturbate as an aphrodisiac for their actual sexual intercourse? ! ┅Oh my God! What the hell is this? What the hell is this? ! ! ┅┅

Thinking of this, not only did I feel dizzy, I almost exploded!

"Huh? Xiaoqing, why...why aren't you talking?" Fang Renkai actually asked.

"Oh!... I... I was thinking... maybe you should accompany her, and our meeting... will be..." I hesitant.

"Don't be silly! Our meeting is of course the first priority. Linda's side... is just..."

"She... is also your job!..."

I couldn't help but rush to respond, and I felt so sad. But I had no choice, and I couldn't show jealousy for no reason. I had to suppress the urge to explode in my heart and added:

"Whatever you think, just do it! Don't worry about me. Really, I won't be jealous..."

"From the sound of your voice, I know you've eaten it!"

After Fang Renkai pointed out my problem incisively, he said he had a solution. He said that instead of hiding, it would be better to introduce me to Linda openly, saying that I was his cousin who lived in Silicon Valley and whom he had not seen for a long time, and that we could only meet during this rare business trip.

"This... is too clumsy. We are now in the age of jets. How can we say we haven't seen each other for a long time? Besides, anyone can guess what that kind of "cousin" does!" I said.

"It would be more satisfying if she guessed it. After all, she is not related to me..."

Fang Renkai's quick response immediately removed the huge rock that was weighing on my heart, and also made me breathe a sigh of relief with great gratitude. I reminded him again not to worry about me and that I would do whatever he wanted as long as I could meet him.

However, after hanging up the phone, I still couldn't help but feel conflicted and hesitant. I was confused not only about myself but also about the "abnormal" relationship between Fang Renkai and me. I even felt a deep sense of guilt. She believed that her greed not only betrayed her husband and destroyed Fang Renkai's family, but also caused him to lose his innocent reputation in front of others. But I... have I really committed such a sin that is so grave and unforgivable?

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On Thursday night, Fang Renkai called me from his hotel room to tell me that he had arrived and asked me not to worry. But because I have to prepare for tomorrow's work, I can't talk too long. I said it was okay, we could meet tomorrow night anyway, and it was reasonable for him to prepare for work. Then we agreed to meet at a restaurant on University Avenue in front of Stanford University at eight o'clock to have coffee and dessert together.

I spent the rest of the night in a state of restlessness and disarray. I went to bed early, but couldn't fall asleep; my mind was full of thoughts about Fang Renkai and Linda, who were sitting together with their heads leaning against each other, staring at the computer screen, studying and discussing their work. Imagine them being alone in the same room, talking and laughing, then having accidental physical contact, then stimulating sexual desire, then having sex conveniently on the big bed in the room...

I thought of Fang Renkai, who, like in the lovemaking scenes described many times in the letter, used his exquisite flirting skills to make Linda burn with desire, become extremely charming, and show the debauchery of a foreign woman; I thought of his hard and hot cock, thrusting in and out of Linda's body with great courage, making her infatuated and in ecstasy...

My heart was burning with jealousy. I wanted to scream and shout, but no sound came out. I could only bite the pillow hard, sob silently, and let the tears flow down my cheeks. My whole body twisted and writhed on the mattress.

However, it is really strange! Just as I was unable to bear the resentment in my heart and tossed and turned, I felt an uncontrollable strong sexual excitement in my body; between my legs, it felt like a scalding stove, and my belly was like a bloated balloon, with waves of uncontrollable lust, tormenting my body and mind at the same time...

"No, no! No! I don't want to be sad and sexy as hell!"

Despite this, I couldn't help but spread my legs and masturbate! It even became particularly intense and emotional. When the stimulation of climax comes and you explode because you can't bear it, your whole heart is shattered! ┅┅As for what kind of emotion is being aroused? Only God knows.

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The next day, at noon, I got up with disheveled hair and dirty face. After washing up and finishing breakfast, I stared blankly at the grass and flowers in the yard. I found that they were still shining in the sun and swaying in the breeze as usual. Only then did I realize the absurdity of my last night and my complete mental disorder, which was almost the same as that of a lunatic. I also understood why Fang Renkai laughed at me and called me a "little fool".

It was only because I was blinded by irrational "love", overwhelmed by groundless jealousy, and fell into the trap of suspicion without knowing it; coupled with the extreme imbalance in "sexuality" for a long time, that led to that kind of disordered masturbation...

After drinking a large glass of nutritious vegetable and fruit juice, my mind was much clearer, but I still couldn't get rid of the shame I felt for my behavior. I thought: Maybe I should find a psychologist to talk to and analyze the matter? "No...no! Why do you need that? Aren't all psychological problems caused by not being able to think positively?! If you can think positively, won't everything be fine?"

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The date with Fang Renkai was at a restaurant after dinner. Although he didn't explain, I knew he was going to have dinner with that designer, Linda. He would also introduce me to her and say that I was his "cousin" whom he hadn't seen for a long time. Then, the way I dress and behave when I appear in front of them must also be consistent with this "illusion"!

I dressed myself simply and elegantly. She only applied light makeup and light-colored lipstick; wore a light purple crew neck shirt, a gray jacket with a silver brooch, and trousers of the same color; wore half-heeled shoes, platinum earrings, a necklace, and a small diamond ring, to show that she was a married woman who was meeting her "cousin" openly.

"Hi!...Hi!" The voices greeting them were filled with joy. [Because Linda is not pretty! ］

When the three of us ordered coffee and dessert, Linda shook her head and said that she had to be moderate and couldn't have sweets. She also said that she envied me for being thin. I felt very happy about it. Thinking: Yes, if you keep eating sweets, you’ll get too fat and no man will want you! But when I saw the two huge breasts on her chest that seemed to be about to burst out, I still felt a strong sense of inferiority.

Fortunately, these thoughts only flashed through my mind for a moment and then disappeared in a flash. I changed the subject and pretended to talk about how much older each of my relatives had grown since Fang Renkai and I hadn't seen each other for many years. Where do you study? Or lies like whether someone’s (including my husband’s) health is good. ┅┅

Linda lost interest in the story until Fang Renkai looked at his watch and reminded her that the movie was about to start and she could leave.

It turned out that Fang Renkai had arranged for Linda to go to the movies alone that night so that we could have a tryst alone. I hid my gratitude and waited until he and Linda stood up before I stood up. Without saying anything, he handed the car keys to Linda and asked her if she knew the way back to the hotel after the show. He even pretended to be "polite", kissed her chubby face, and said, "Then...see you later!"

Before leaving, Linda generously said to me and Fang Renkai: "Enjoy your reunion night!"

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In the parking lot, after we watched Linda leave, I took the initiative to put my arm around his waist and raised my head to praise him:

"Hey! I never thought that you could arrange things so perfectly for both of us girls!"

"Thank you, thank you! Xiaoqing~!" Fang Renkai smiled and put his hand on my shoulder: "...So~?"

"Let's go quickly. There are so many people here. It would be bad if we were seen by someone we know..." I urged him and walked towards the car.

Before I reached the car, I suddenly screamed, "Ah~!!..."

“Ouch! It hurts!”

"What's wrong!?" Fang Renkai asked anxiously, holding me in panic in the middle of the parking lot.

I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, so much so that I couldn't even move my feet and my body doubled over: "My stomach hurts so much!" If Fang Renkai hadn't held me up, I would have collapsed to the ground. And somehow, my whole body was cold and I was shivering, but sweat was coming out of my head. I completely lost my sense of direction and just let Fang Renkai help me sit down on the flower bed beside the parking lot; I let him put his thin jacket on me and wipe the sweat off my face with his handkerchief.

Leaning in Fang Renkai's arms, it took a long time before I took a deep breath as if I was getting fresh air. But before he could ask with great concern, "Are you feeling better, Xiaoqing?" she bent over in severe pain again and screamed, "Ah~, it comes again!" Her whole body convulsed.

Fang Renkai immediately massaged my back and pushed down to the spine at my waist. He ignored me and shook his head, asking me, "Where does it hurt? Tell me quickly, is it your stomach, intestines? Or... down there?..."

"No... I don't know!" I shook my head and screamed. I just felt a sour feeling in my stomach, as if something was about to come out.

"Oh! I need to go to the bathroom..." He grabbed Fang Renkai's arm, stood up, and struggled to run towards the restaurant.

"Do you want me to go with you!?"

"No, wait for me here..."

I left him, rushed into the restaurant, and pushed the door of the women's room; but it was locked. "Someone!" said the person inside. Sweating all over, I closed my eyes, and clamped my buttocks tightly to prevent anything from being pulled out. As if I had been waiting for a century, as soon as the woman opened the door, I rushed in; I had just unbuttoned my pants and hadn't even taken off my panties yet, but a small puff of liquid stuff had already come out and got on my panties!

"Oh my God!..." I couldn't help but scream. Just as my buttocks touched the toilet seat which was still warm from the previous woman, a series of big farts came out, and three or four pieces of loose stools quickly rolled down. I covered my head with one hand and pressed my stomach with the other; my mind was in a mess. ┅┅

It was not until I no longer felt cold and could straighten my upper body that I took a deep breath of the air, even though it was very smelly. I knew the severe pain was finally over, and I understood that my reaction at that moment was definitely not just the indigestion caused by not having dinner and eating chocolate cake on an empty stomach. The real reason was that she was nervous and fearful about meeting Fang Renkai, which caused abdominal pain, so she had a stomachache!

"Now, what should I do now?" I thought anxiously and panickedly. Seeing my panties soaked with excrement, I was completely at a loss as to what to do. "Also, how should I explain to Fang Renkai later? Should I say that I have loose stools? Or... that I feel uncomfortable somewhere?... And what will he think?... Will he think that I am useless?... Will he lose his appetite when he sees me exhausted and in such a mess?"

"Besides, what should I do with the dirty briefs? Can I wear them after washing them? Put them in my bag and carry them with me? Wear only trousers with my bare bottom inside to meet him and make out with him? How will it be when the moment comes?..."

No matter how I think about it, I can only shake my head. In the end, I couldn't think of a solution, so I returned my briefs, threw them into the trash can, put on my trousers with my bare butt, combed my hair in front of the mirror, mended some clothes, opened the toilet door and hurriedly left the restaurant.

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When Fang Renkai saw me, he immediately dropped his cigarette butt and came over to me. He put his arm around my shoulders with great concern and asked softly, "Are you feeling better? Or are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

I bit my lip, nodded, shook my head, and said, "I'm sorry! I... I'm really... so sorry for you!"

"Hey, stop saying that!" Fang Renkai touched my lips lightly with his fingers:

"I'm so sorry...it's my fault! I shouldn't have made you feel sick and still come to the appointment..."

When he touches my lips, it feels like an electricity is flowing through my body and my whole body goes limp! I looked up at him, speechless. After a long while, I managed to smile and said, "It's okay, I'm completely fine now!"

"Really?" "Yes!" I nodded affirmatively.

"I'd better send you home early to rest..." "No, no!" I grabbed his waist and shook my head violently.

"Well, let's go to my hotel room and rest, okay?"

"That's not a good idea! Linda will know I'm at your place after watching the movie..." She rejected his suggestion again.

"That..."

Fang Renkai was helpless, and I felt very guilty. I had to muster up my courage, pull his waist, and walk to the car. I said to him, "Let's not stay in the parking lot. Let's take you somewhere. You drive, okay?"

"OK!"

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I guided Fang Renkai to drive off University Road, onto the park road at the foot of the mountain, and then onto a small road in the hilly area in the direction of Highway 280, winding up the hillside in the dark night. He stopped at a flat hilltop where there was no one around and the view was wide, with a view of most of South Bay. In the dark car, he excitedly said to Fang Renkai:

"Look, look! There are so many twinkling lights, you can see them all from here... Isn't it beautiful!?"

"Well, it's very beautiful and romantic. But are you...are you okay?" Fang Renkai put his hand on my neck and asked.

"Okay..." I nodded, but I felt his fingers brushing against my skin and I chuckled, "It's so itchy!..."

Before I could utter the word "Don't...", Fang Renkai grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him.

"┅Don't be so fast!┅┅I┅" I said softly in a tender voice and pushed him open.

"Are you shy?!" he asked, and stopped touching me. But my heart is pounding so loudly!

"Yeah! I'm also quite nervous..."

I was so embarrassed that I could only nod, and confessed my uneasiness. I wanted to tell Fang Renkai why I lost my composure in the parking lot just now, and explain to him that I had a habit of having stomachaches; but I couldn't open my mouth. And then I thought: The next step will be our first kiss, kissing, caressing, caressing all over the body. And then, I don’t know how things will develop next... My legs were clamped so tightly together, as if I was afraid of being pushed apart.

Fang Renkai didn't pull me again, but leaned over, put his head close to me, and put his mouth against mine. My heart was pounding and I almost fainted. I could only close my eyes and let his hot lips kiss me!

"Ah, my lover's first kiss! I tasted it, I finally tasted it!" As I shouted in my heart, my whole body went soft!

“Hmm…”

“Hmm, Hmm~!! Mmmmmnnn!…”

I was paralyzed in the car seat, completely forgetting where my body and limbs were; I just closed my eyes and accepted my lover's long, long kiss. It looks like the passing of centuries and the rotation of stars; it is so beautiful that it makes me intoxicated and I don’t want to wake up again. In a daze, I only felt Fang Renkai's enthusiasm constantly pouring into my heart, and I greedily accepted it. I was completely unaware of my own reaction and had no idea how long the kiss lasted.

Until my lips were almost numb from being sucked and my cheeks felt slightly sore; when I felt a pair of gentle hands stretching from my neck to my chest, gently caressing my breasts through my thin shirt, I began to hum a shrill sound, as if startled from a dream but unwilling to wake up.

“Hmm~~!!”

Instantly, the man's lips left mine, and he called softly, "Xiao Qing! Xiao Qing?"

"Oh, no!" I gasped out the word "no".

When I opened my eyes, Fang Renkai looked at me in confusion. His hand left my chest, but his upper body was still leaning forward with great effort, which made me feel very sorry. I pushed him to sit up straight, then lowered my head and asked him shyly, "What's the use of this?"

"Do you want that?"

"Of course! I've been thinking about you for so long... How could I not want to? But..." Fang Renkai continued struggling:

"If you're not ready, I won't force you. Besides, you're not feeling well."

He spoke with such certainty, yet such pain. My heart ached and I didn't know how to answer. My thoughts were in a mess; they turned to the night of heavy rain that year when I had my first kiss and first physical contact with my "ex-boyfriend" Li Tong in his car, and from then on I lost my innocence and became addicted to an "extramarital affair" and could not extricate myself.

Although I know very well that I got involved in an affair because of emotional emptiness. But I also cannot deny that the disharmony in my sex life with my husband and my urgent need for comfort from a man led to my "sexual relationship" with Li Tong in the car, which doomed the relationship to be abnormal. Even after the relationship ends, she still indulges in carnal enjoyment and continues to go to bed with him, but at the same time she feels deeply dirty and disgusting.

And Fang Renkai, who is right in front of me, is also in the car at this moment... Can I... Can I repeat the same behavior? Same with him...making love in the car?

"No!" I shook my head at myself.

"What are you thinking about? Why aren't you talking?" Fang Renkai asked me.

"Oh... me!..." I felt an inexplicable tension and my stomach ached again; my head shook even more violently.

"It hurts again?!"

Fang Renkai asked with great concern, his hand stroking my shoulder. I nodded, shook my head, then raised my head again, looked into his eyes, and almost cried. He wanted to take me home, but I refused, saying that my housekeeper and son were there and he couldn't go in. Besides, he had to go back to the hotel anyway! ┅┅

"But I can't just watch you suffer like this!" Fang Renkai replied anxiously.

I boldly pulled his hand to my lower abdomen, and begged him, "Then... just rub me... here!"

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Fang Renkai placed his warm palm on my lower abdomen on my pants and rubbed it gently in a circular motion; it immediately soothed the pain down there miraculously. I closed my eyes, stretched my head back, and exhaled deeply: "Oh~!" The pain disappeared so quickly, so I put my hand on his and rubbed and massaged my stomach.

At this time, he found the seat wrench and adjusted my seat back to a reclined position, almost lying flat on my back. I also involuntarily pulled the other wrench to move the seat back until I could stretch my legs.

Fang Renkai rubbed my lower abdomen and leaned close to my ear and asked softly, "Does this...feel better, Xiaoqing?"

"Hmm! I feel better..."

"Ah! You are just too nervous, that's why you are like this."

He explained with great concern and patience; his warm palms rubbed me slowly and continuously. I couldn't help but feel my buttocks loosen and tighten automatically. At the same time, I kicked off my shoes and stretched my legs until my toes were stretched forward and crossed. I rubbed my knees and thighs together even tighter...

"Relax, relax your whole body, and you will feel more comfortable!" Fang Renkai suggested in my ear.

"I just can't relax!" I responded coquettishly, starting to feel "sexy".

"Don't think about that kind of thing, just feel the touch of your palm, and you won't be nervous. Women are all like this, especially the first time, it's easy for their nerves to be overly tense, causing their internal organs to contract and spasm..."

"Oh my! How do you know so much about women?!"

When I asked him incoherently, I remembered that Fang Renkai had told me that he once had a girlfriend who was a gynecologist.

"Don't ask so many questions. Don't think about anything! Just appreciate the present moment."

Fang Renkai ordered softly. I just followed his instructions and continued to close my eyes, feeling the warmth of his hands on my belly. Although it was separated by the material of pants, it penetrated the skin that was not covered by underwear and went deep into the flesh; caressing the organs in the belly. Like a patient who was being carefully cared for and completely trusted the doctor, yet at the same time having the feeling of being cared for and loved, it was the first time I had ever tasted this feeling in my life, and it was such a wonderful feeling!

"Hmm~!...Mmmmmnnn!..." I closed my eyes and saw my own smile.

"Xiaoqing, you are beautiful!" Fang Renkai's praise made me smile even more; then I felt him kissing my lips.

"Ah, kiss me!" He sighed, and his open mouth was blocked; a wet, hot tongue was passed into his mouth.

“Hmm~!”

The second kiss was a thousand times more passionate than the first one. My open mouth was filled with Fang Renkai's tongue, almost suffocating me. But I long for it to fill me up more! So he sucked and bit it with all his might, until his eyelids and cheeks felt sore; he bit it, but was afraid to hurt it, until his wide-open jaw became numb. I clasped my hands tightly around his neck, and put my fingers into his hair, grabbing and pulling it; as if this was the only way I could express my passion.

Fang Renkai's hot breath on my face made me dizzy; the humming sound coming from his throat made me extremely excited; my body lying on the seat began to squirm restlessly, and my two legs rubbed against each other more violently! The hands he was massaging on my belly gradually became stronger and more swaying, forcing me to twist my butt to the rhythm.

"Hmph!!..." "Hmm~!" The excited voices of the two people sounded alternately in the ears.

"Oh! I can't stand it!" As soon as my wet lips parted, I let out a loud sigh.

Fang Renkai grabbed my breasts with his other hand and squeezed, kneaded, pressed, and rubbed them... At the same time, his hand on my belly pressed on it.

"Oh~! No!...Too exciting...Too exciting!"

As I shouted, my whole body arched and dropped on the chair...thinking about the movements of sexual intercourse in my mind. But Fang Renkai did not stop, but whispered in my ear:

"Xiaoqing, if you don't want to make love, I won't force you. Besides, the car is too crowded to make love. Why don't we just enjoy kissing and caressing and not think about anything else, okay?"

"Mmm~! Hmm!" My body was almost going crazy from being teased, and when I heard him say not to think about sex, my mind became even more confused. I shook and nodded my head vigorously, bit my lower lip, and hummed in response. Until Fang Renkai kissed me again, and I opened my mouth actively, letting his tongue come in, pulling it out, and thrusting it in; I completely lost consciousness, and didn't even realize that my legs had already been opened and closed, clamped, and clamped and opened again!

When I clearly felt Fang Renkai's hand rubbing my belly and moving down to my crotch, I suddenly woke up; I broke away from his kiss, held tightly to prevent him from touching me further down, and screamed: "No~!..."

When I opened my eyes, I saw Fang Renkai's silent, questioning look, and I knew he was asking me, "Why?"

But how can I tell him? When I talk about wearing long pants, I actually don’t even have any underwear on and my butt is bare! ?

I pressed my knees together so tightly that my thigh muscles felt sore and even my knee bones ached; then I quickly crossed my feet and hooked them together. However, this was the only action that could be controlled at the time! Slumped in the seat, I lay on my back, completely exhausted. However, the lower body was stiff, and the force was so strong that the buttocks were tense and the whole body was shaking...

I believe that my hot face must have turned red all the way to my ears due to embarrassment. But I could only look at Fang Renkai with pleading eyes, hoping that he would not ask any more questions.

I really couldn't tell him that his briefs were stained with feces, so he had to be naked!

Fortunately, Fang Renkai, who was gentle and considerate to me, finally didn't ask. And he stopped pressing on my belly and started to gently stroke it. Then he said tenderly:

"Xiaoqing, don't worry about anything. Tonight, whatever you want or don't want, I will do it all, as long as you are happy and comfortable. But..."

I understood what Fang Renkai meant: he would never force me to do any "sexual behavior"; so I nodded and asked back:

"But what..." As soon as I asked, my heart started pounding again.

"But... tonight we can just kiss and caress each other; but on Sunday... when we meet, I must go to bed and have sex with you!" Fang Renkai said directly and gave me an ambiguous smile.

"Oh! Baby, baby! ! !"

For some reason, I cried out with excitement, emotion and gratitude. I quickly grabbed his hair and pulled him towards my mouth to kiss him, kissing and kissing, holding on to him and not letting his lips leave my mouth; I also actively put my tongue into his mouth, letting him suck and pull fiercely, until the root of my tongue was in so much pain that tears burst out, but he still refused to let go...

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Until the end of the night, what Fang Renkai and I did in the car was limited to passionate kissing and moderate caressing. Looking back, it is one of the most unforgettable experiences in my life. At least, in the midst of passion and unrestrainedness, kissing a man for the first time, kissing until you cry with excitement, but at the same time reaching the extreme of sexual excitement, is an unprecedented new experience.

And Fang Renkai is not at all as impatient as my "ex-boyfriend" Li Tong was towards me. He was sensitive to my extremely complex emotions and was gentle and considerate to me; he never put pressure on me or forced me to have sex; and he gave me a new perspective on men.

Instead, I became more proactive and imitated him, putting my tongue into his mouth, stretching it out and retracting it, or wrapping it around his tongue, turning it around over and over, making both of us drool and our lips wet from sucking and rubbing against each other. ┅┅

I stroked Fang Renkai's hair with my hands, then pulled it wildly in panic, my nails almost digging into his flesh. Even Fang Renkai seemed unable to bear it, he broke away from my kiss, held my hand, panting and laughing:

"Oh! I didn't expect you to be so passionate and proactive when kissing!"

I looked deeply at Fang Renkai and felt a little embarrassed by what he said. I licked the saliva on my lips, pursed my lips, and shook my head without saying a word.

"You have such beautiful eyes! And such a pretty mouth too." Fang Renkai's praise made my eyes smile.

I said, "No, my whole lips are swollen from your kiss!" But the corners of my mouth curled up.

"It was originally thin, but after being kissed and swollen, it becomes even sexier and more alluring!" he insisted.

My face must have turned red again. I closed my eyes and slightly opened my mouth, and he kissed me again. But this kiss was very different from the previous one. Fang Renkai touched me lightly, and I was so tickled that I pouted and raised my lips to chase him. He stuck out his tongue to seduce me and then ran away, and I quickly stuck out my tongue to lick him. The more I chased him, the more he hid. Finally, I was so angry that I screamed desperately, "Give it to me, give it to me!..."

Fang Renkai let me catch him, put his tongue into my mouth, and kissed me until I was almost suffocated. Then, he licked my neck, bit my ears, rubbed my cheeks, pinched my nose with his lips, and nibbled my skin with his teeth... He said:

"You little sweetheart, I really want to eat you up!" At the same time, he rubbed my breasts with one hand and rubbed my stomach with the other.

"Oh~! Baby, then...eat me! Eat me!"

I was so intoxicated that I raised my neck and sighed continuously. The whole body twists and turns in the seat, and the buttocks spin around; the legs open and close, and then clamped and rubbed against each other until the rhythm becomes rapid, and the lower body rises and falls in an arch.

“Oh! Ohhhhh! Ohhhhh!!”

When I couldn't help shouting out, I felt my two lips burning hot, and I also knew that the place where my thighs were tightly clamped together was extremely hot, and it felt sore, swollen, wet, and itchy inside... Fang Renkai's hot palms massaged her so hard that even her uterus contracted and spasmed!

The muscles in my thighs and buttocks kept clenching and relaxing; I felt the intense pressure penetrating my body, stimulating my clitoris. Like making love or masturbating, it led me to the path of orgasm from which there was no return...

"Ah~~!! Baby, baby! I can't stand it, I really can't stand it!!" she shouted loudly.

"Then enjoy yourself! Come on... Enjoy yourself as much as you can!"

Fang Renkai called softly and continued to caress her. His tongue licked my entire mouth, chin, neck, and chest, making them wet; even the warm silver necklace stuck to my skin! He massaged me all over my body with his hands, it was like he was penetrating my flesh and entering my body through my clothes, bra and pants!

“Ah, ahhhh!! Oh my God, I… Oh my God! I… Ah… Ah! Ahhhhhh!!”

The screams were blocked by Fang Renkai's tongue forcefully inserted into his mouth. She could only hum and whimper loudly from her throat; as his tongue thrust in and out like a penis during sexual intercourse, she went crazy, her mind lost control, her brain became confused, her body trembled violently, until she collapsed and exploded...

It's incredible! I have never been like this in my life. Never, never had I had the experience of just kissing, just caressing outside the clothes, without even covering the sexual organs, and then having an orgasm. It is an experience I will never forget in my life!

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You can imagine how shy and embarrassed I was when my "first kiss" with Fang Renkai ended and I faced him again on the top of the mountain in a small sports car at night! I leaned forward against his chest and buried my head in his arms, not daring to let him see my face or the shame I felt. ┅┅But, with a satisfied heart, I clung to him tightly; I told him again and again: "I love you, I love you so much!"

Fang Renkai seemed to know how I felt and he didn't say anything, ask anything, or ask me to do anything to embarrass me. He put his strong arms around my shoulders and gently stroked my hair which was messed up during my climax; it seemed like he was helping me comb and straighten my hair. ┅┅

After a moment of silence, he gently pushed me to sit up and straighten the back of the car seat. I just woke up and looked at the watch...

"Ah, it's already... almost half past eleven!" He sighed, feeling both surprised and regretful.

"Do you need to go home?" Fang Renkai asked.

“Hmm…”

I nodded slightly, not daring to say anything; I felt that anything I said would be inappropriate and would ruin the atmosphere. I turned on the car lights, opened my purse, and used the rearview mirror to comb and mend my hair. I was still afraid as I straightened my clothes and smoothed my pants. I was afraid that Fang Renkai would bring up the fact that I was not wearing any underwear. ┅┅I unconsciously brought my legs together and moved the seat forward, eagerly hoping that the wet part in my pants would dry quickly.

When Fang Renkai drove down the hill, turned onto the main road and headed towards the hotel, he asked me if my home was far from the hotel. I said, "It won't take fifteen minutes. But once I get you there, I can't stay any longer. I have to hurry home."

"Oh! Then you can arrive before twelve o'clock. The car won't turn into a pumpkin..."

"Hehe! But... my prince~! You won't be able to pick up my high heels!" I would be joking.

"It doesn't matter. When I have you on Sunday, I won't be so envious of a pair of shoes!"

Fang Renkai also turned his head and smiled at me. I felt so touched and stared at him blankly; I found that the car had already arrived at the hotel. And his business trip companion Linda came back from the movie and her car was also parked there.

When we hugged, kissed and said goodbye in the parking lot, we felt reluctant to part, yet had to. Fortunately, I still have the anticipation of another date on Sunday, so I can still endure it. However, when Fang Renkai hugged me tightly and kissed me, the hard and big thing under his pants pressed against my stomach and rubbed against it, making me feel so sorry for him.

I decided from the bottom of my heart that the next time we meet, I must make it up to him and repay his kindness to me.